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Some blockages are a highly harder to get through so let's be delusional. _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram: @welcomeodiasas Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com Twitter @fancyfaceneah subscribe biddies so you NEVER miss out on how to be a better odiosa

Lord grief is odd! Pain is odd because it only leaves when you allow it. I mean you'll always remember it I think you'll be familiar with how it felt but it will not leave your body without the permission from you. Tune in to me discussing how pain lingered and stayed for six years of my life and it sucks. It's definitely a lesson though. _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram: @welcomeodiasas Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com Twitter @fancyfaceneah Tune into tomorrow's podcast link in bio! Also subscribe biddies so you NEVER miss out on how to be a better odiosa

Everything is going haywire and euphoria came back let's talk! _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram: @welcomeodiasas Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com Twitter @fancyfaceneah Also subscribe biddies so you NEVER miss out on how to be a better odiosa

The heightened awareness that comes on after dealing with some major heart break isn't spoken about enough. I'm talking about the one that truly nabs at the source of who you are. Career heart break or more like your passion. It digs a little deeper than old flames because it's like you're being robbed of yourself. But you learned your lesson now and want new eyes to look at what you love you do. All you want to do is apply yourself but there's some major hesitation now and that's foreign. What to do about that response. Tune in and find out. _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram: @welcomeodiasas Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com Twitter @fancyfaceneah Tune into tomorrow's podcast link in bio! Also subscribe biddies so you NEVER miss out on how to be a better odiosa

2021 ended what did we learn? What did we let go of? Here's to what I'm carrying into 2022 and what I leave in 2021. On our journey to happiness ❤️

Knowing your intuition, trusting your gut, feeling the fear and doing it anyway. Choose your life, activate your power and recreate your destiny. I believe in endless good opportunities. _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram: @welcomeodiasas Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com Twitter @fancyfaceneah Tune into today's podcast! Also subscribe biddies so you NEVER miss out on how to be a better odiosa

Pain, loss, grief ugh healing is so ugly. Digging through wounds that were self inflicted and inflicted by other people are not easy to go through. It's also more difficult to see the past versions of yourself exist when you now know a little better but how can you decide what's the remedy? As you're going through your journey of childhood wounds and recycling feelings of the past mingled in with the present how do know what's accurate? Tune into todays podcast to find out how. _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram: @welcomeodiasas Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com Twitter @fancyfaceneah Tune into today's podcast link in bio! Also subscribe biddies so you NEVER miss out on how to be a better odiosa

Are you judging yourself? Do you find yourself jealousy of selfish people? Do they even selfish right? Meaning are they actually taking care of themselves? What are your ques to build better boundaries? How do you honor who you are? Is it for your betterment and how well do you know you? _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram: @welcomeodiasas Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com Twitter @fancyfaceneah _____________________________________ AFFIRM: I matter

Barriers for survival can help protect yourself but also lead to you feeling like a stranger to yourself. What's causing you to avoid your feelings regarding anything? Is it fear? Is it criticism? Or was it just apart of your childhood? Withholding your feelings will always push you toward two kinds of people emotionally unavailable ones and overtly needy ones. Tune in to check out how it can regurgitate into your life. _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram: @welcomeodiasas Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com Twitter @fancyfaceneah

What to do in times of regurgitating your past traumas and experiences? How it can affect your sign and how that can help you better innerstand yourself. Tune in odiosa _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram: @welcomeodiasas Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com Twitter @fancyfaceneah

I gotta big ego such a huge ego don't love my big ego but you gotta learn how. Do you know your cues to when your ego is provoked? Do you know why it ever comes up? What causes you to stress it? Is it a past move that you have not accepted ? Your past can exist in your present but not over take your presence. _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram: @welcomeodiasas Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com Twitter @fancyfaceneah

Attachment issues paired with abandonment issues creates a neediness and sadness that is so difficult to face. But she does that occur? Where does it come from? Today i shared major points of who i am in order to challenge those feelings that deem others unworthy because it's not up to the public to care for my story. It's up to me to care enough to share it and by doing so i own it. Tune in to learn how maybe these triggers are similar to your lifestyle and how your past experiences no longer need to be grey. _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram: @welcomeodiasas Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com Twitter @fancyfaceneah

This one was a bit difficult because it brings up childhood, sensitivity and emotions that left me stuck. Emotional neglect, hyper independence, surprising emotions and avoiding close relationships. Just give me some grace as i navigate this one. _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram: @welcomeodiasas Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com Twitter @fancyfaceneah

Housewives of Beverly Hills are too thirsty. Rhony needs some blood sweat and heels. RHOA is nothing without nene. RHONJ is the best one to argue over on Twitter. Oh and there's wayyyyyy more things to say! _______________________________________________. Let's be friends : Instagram: @welcomeodiasas Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com Twitter @fancyfaceneah

Have you stepped into discomfort and wondered why you feel it? Or like why is vulnerabilities so raw with emotion? Also why would you feel uncomfortable within your own self? I'll tell you our choices! Tune in to hear details of this complexity! _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram: @welcomeodiasas Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com Twitter @fancyfaceneah

Do you half assed commit? Like are you constantly comparing your answers to someone else's in hopes of winning the bag? Do you think they have more than you? Do you chase a different routine in hopes of being happier within yourself? Is any of this comparison talk working? No, right? As an avid self-comparer that always wants a bigger better deal, I never win when i follow someone else's regimen. I always come up at the short end and having to restart. How can commitments be a bit easier for a self comparer? Join me here as i tune you into how reiki, introspection, therapy and love can help you win your days. _______________________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com Twitter @fancyfaceneah

Stuck, anxious, worried and sitting in it. Overproductivity can leave you on a hamster wheel if you have no values. What are your values or how can you find yours? Like your overall values that you can apply to all aspects in your life and narrow down your own happiness in life. Tune in to how this book found me while al my lowest and how it's helping me move it along. __________________________________________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com Twitter @fancyfaceneah

Just because your plans don't go the way you've planned does not determine the outcome. Life is filled with the unexpected and a lot of it has to do with your responses towards what's new. _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com Twitter @fancyfaceneah

Are you alone? Like actually alone? like you have space to be alone? like your friends aren't available nor family and your actually single. You're actually in such a beautiful space; one where not too many people are lucky to have. You have the opportunity to learn who you are and treat yourself however you'd like. __________________________________________________________________________Let's be friends

Is there too much violence or are we punks? No there's too much violence and it's unavoidable. I think some ignorance is required to manage in today's society or is it faith? Let's chat odiosa! _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com Twitter @fancyfaceneah

Found some peace in thoughts by making a choice. Choices can be worrisome but so can spiraling. Making choices is accepting a certain reality and allowing it to be decided. Let go of control and find out how by tuning in. _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com Twitter @fancyfaceneah

Day dreaming a little too often can fog reality in a way where you're always chasing and never landing. Tune in on how to stay present, day dream and chase every bag. _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com

Weight loss, weight release, respecting boundaries and the scale is evil! Lol or am i just complaining over the work?! Nah i think it has a lot more to do with choice so let's chat. (Apologies this was supposed to come out Tuesday. I thought i automated it but didn't hit yes

The world doesn't revolve around you. How to get out of your head and what to do when you're lost in it. _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com

Battling yourself and being on your team is a struggle people pleasers tend to face. Especially with trusting the outcome of things. Then offering yourself compassion through it is super difficult. Like you're usually a cushion for everyone else how can you be that love for yourself and if it's foreign how can you make it a friend? Tune in here to hear from your favorite people pleaser/ odiosa ! _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com

Are you a private person? Are you a woman that normally doesn't give out her information? Like is it hard for you to share your favorite color as well as your phone number? If so then you're wondering how do you become truly intimate with someone. Like what does it mean if you're sharing who you are with the person you're in a relationship with. Most importantly like those true intimate parts that make you who you are how do you let someone learn that? Join me here you're cello paranoid mysterious hyper private millennial woman divulge in this journey. _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna Twitter: @fancyfaceneah shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com

Maybe Donda got the better of me. Kanye kind of taught me that “We just are.” Well let's not give him all the credit but he's owed some. In short, I'm exploring what it means to be a be a trauma survivor, how to stop “surviving,” how to recognize your coping mechanisms and most importantly how to start forgiving. _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com

Existential crisis? New chapter? Letting go? Oh you're impatient! How to deal with these looming thoughts and starting a whole new journey. YouTube: Abraham Hicks momentum https://youtu.be/FHXifAPllP8 meditation Productive morning meditation https://youtu.be/786-Hl07xZE —————————————————————Let's be friends : Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com

Hyper-productivity does not mean productive. Sleep is necessary and this all ties into why Carrie Bradshaw never chose Aiden. Tune in and take a listen! _______________________________________________Let's be friends : Instagram & TikTok @neahivanna shop my makeup store VAINVEINS.com

Why do we hit rewind when we've been on play? What's calling us to and why we need to deal. Also is dealing ruminating or is it navigating? Join me odiosas in going through our past and what our lessons have taught us.

Have you ever wondered what is causing life blockages? Why your personality is the way it is? What's causing so many financial gains/losses? How are you so inexplicably good at so many things? If you've ever had these questions I highly highly recommend your solar return reading! Tune in to find out what it's about. Find my astrologer Instagram @astralpharaoh

On this episode I have navigate fellow odiosas who feel weird about their birthday. More so, focusing on how to end a chapter and begin another. How to choose faith over fear and why fear maybe more apart of your comfort zone then you'd want.

You are not what they say you are I repeat you are not what they say you are. You define who you are- through the words you accept, your vocabulary and what you tolerate. You create your own definition of who you are. Enjoy me your host Neah Ivanna here and tune in on what that actually means.