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Summary: In this episode, we gain a deeper understanding of the experience of trauma, the impact of trauma. we clarify definitions of different aspects of trauma, various categories of trauma, the immediate and delayed signs and symptoms of trauma, and the effects of trauma. Then I share an experiential exercise with you to help you discover potential areas that might be fruitful for future exploration of your own internal experience. Opening Dramatic Short Brief descriptions of the experience of trauma “Outside, the sun shines. Inside, there's only darkness. The blackness is hard to describe, as it's more than symptoms. It's a nothing that becomes everything there is. And what one sees is only a fraction of the trauma inflicted.” ― Justin Ordoñez “My current life, I realized, was constructed around an absence; for all its richness I still felt as if the floors might give way, as if its core were only a covering of leaves, and I would slip through, falling endlessly, never to get my footing.” ― Esi Edugyan, Washington Black “I wish I'd fallen softly. Light and graceful like a feather drifting slowly to the earth on a warm and dreamy summer's day. I wish that I'd landed softly too. But there is nothing soft or graceful about that devastating moment when the worst has come to pass. The unavoidable truth is that it is hard, cold and brutal. All that you know to be true and good in life shatters in an instant. You feel like a delicate pottery bowl violently tossed from your place of rest, watching yourself crash and scatter across the hostile dark earth. The sound is deafening. Time stops. Inside, the quiet ache of shock and heartbreak slowly makes its grip known. They cut deep, these jagged edges of broken sherds. You gasp for air hungrily, yet somehow forget how to breathe.”― Jodi Sky Rogers Introduction We are born into a not only a fallen world, but a traumatized world We not only share in a fallen human condition, but a traumatized condition. “No matter what kind of childhood we've had, nobody escapes trauma while growing up.”― Kenny Weiss The Fall goes way back, before the world was even created, to the fall of the Lucifer, the light-bearer, the morning star and his angels -- and then the fallenness entered our world through original sin, the sin of Adam and Eve, and these are the original traumas, the fall of the angels and original sin. You and I are together in the adventure of this podcast, Interior Integration for Catholics, we are journeying together, and I am thankful to be with you. I am Dr. Peter Malinoski, clinical psychologist and passionate Catholic and together, We bring the best of psychology and human formation and harmonize it with the perennial truths of the Catholic Faith. This podcast, Interior Integration for Catholics is part of our broader outreach, Souls and Hearts bringing the best of psychology grounded in a Catholic worldview to you and the rest of the world through our website soulsandhearts.com. Trauma. We are just beginning a whole series of episodes on trauma. You've been asking for this -- so many requests for us to address trauma head on. It's such a tough topic and such an important topic, and we are taking on the tough and important topics that matter to you. Really important to understand the inner experience of trauma -- so you can recognize it in your own life and recognize it an empathetic and attuned way in others' loves. Part of loving them. Today, we're going to get an overview of the best of the secular understandings of trauma. So much has changed since I entered graduate school in 1993 -- back then there was one seminal text on trauma, Judith Herman's Trauma and Recovery. Now, especially in the last 10-15 years, there has been an upsurge of new, fresh and much better ways of understanding trauma. Outline Impact of Trauma Definitions of terms Definition of trauma Definition of Attachment injury Definition of relational hurt Definition of adverse experience. Categories of Trauma Recognizing Trauma from the Reactions, signs and symptoms. Discuss commonly accepted effects of trauma Go over the traumatic effects of what didn't happen, what was missing Experiential exercise to help you identify areas of your internal experience that are impacted by trauma Impact of Trauma From the North Dakota Department of Human Services Fact Sheet • People who have experienced trauma are:◉ 15 times more likely to attempt suicide◉ 4 times more likely to abuse alcohol◉ 4 times more likely to develop a sexually transmitted disease ◉ 4 times more likely to inject drugs◉ 3 times more likely to use antidepressant medication◉ 3 times more likely to be absent from work◉ 3 times more likely to experience depression◉ 3 times more likely to have serious job problems◉ 2.5 times more likely to smoke◉ 2 times more likely to develop chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD)◉ 2 times more likely to have serious financial problems 16-minute TED MED talk from How childhood trauma affects health across a lifetime | Pediatrician Nadine Burke Harris September 2014 Definitions of Trauma Lots of confusion Briere & Scott (2006) Principles of Trauma Therapy: people use the term trauma to refer to either a traumatic experience or event the resulting injury or stress, or the longer-term impacts and consequences American Psychological Association Website: Trauma is an emotional response to a terrible event like an accident, rape or natural disaster. Immediately after the event, shock and denial are typical. Longer term reactions include unpredictable emotions, flashbacks, strained relationships and even physical symptoms like headaches or nausea. Problem in emphasizing the emotional aspects. It's much more than that Misses the overwhelming aspect. Does get the "response" part right. Integrated Listening Systems website: Trauma is the response to a deeply distressing or disturbing event that overwhelms an individual's ability to cope, causes feelings of helplessness, diminishes their sense of self and their ability to feel a full range of emotions and experiences. DSM-5 PTSD, Acute Stress Disorder. Not going to address those here, not worth the time. Highly criticized by many professionals for being very limited and behind the curve, not recognizing the nuances and categories of trauma responses. Attachment Injury Definition: Dr. Sue Johnson defines an attachment injury as “a feeling of betrayal or abandonment during a critical time of need.” Very relational. Uniformed Services University Human Performance Resources sheet: An attachment injury is an emotional wound to an intimate, interdependent relationship. It usually happens after a breach of trust—particularly in a time of need or a moment of loss or transition. Once an attachment injury occurs, it can leave one or both partners feeling betrayed or abandoned. Examples of causes of attachment injuries from John Gottman "What Makes Love Last: How to build trust and avoid betrayal" Conditional Commitment: You or your partner are one the lookout for someone more attractive, more desirable, someone who is a better soul mate. A Nonsexual Affair: sometimes emotional affairs - emotional connection in an exclusive relationship with someone else. Lying: Deception, dishonesty, little white lies. Forming a Coalition Against the Partner: Pulling the kids in, trying to isolate the other person. No longer collaborative. Absenteeism or Coldness: Not prioritizing each other at a time of need -- distancing instead -- can have a devastating impact. Whether failing to support during highly stressful events or consistently missing opportunities to turn towards each other during the rigors of life, both are destructive. Withdrawal of Sexual Interest: This can really be wounding. Sometimes one spouse is ok with this and the other is not. Disrespect: quote by John Gottman… “A loving relationship is not about one person having the upper hand – it's about holding hands.” This includes refusing to acknowledge hurting your partner and a lack of willingness to apologize to your partner. Unfairness: Dishonesty. Lack of balance in housework, lack of collaboration on finances. Selfishness: When one partner lives mostly in a self-focused way; behaviors driven by self-absorption can be very wearing on relationship. Breaking Promises: Repeated disappointments around broken or unfulfilled promises results in disillusionment and undercuts trust between the spouses. The one breaking promises can unwittingly communicate the message, “You don't matter.” Additional examples from Lana Isaacson abuse (emotional- gaslighting, power and control, economic, verbal, physical, or sexual), refusal to forgive or accept partner or let go of resentments (includes excessive criticism, moving out of your home and refusing to return, etc.) after your partner has done significant personal and relational growth work and demonstrating change. Relational Hurts - Lori Epting at GoodTherapy.org Relational Hurt or Attachment Injury? How to Tell the Difference April 5, 2018 Painful experiences in an attachment relationship inflicted by the other person, but that don't lead to rupture of the relationship Still a sense of love and connection between the people Still trust and mutuality. Still a capacity for the couple to move forward Does the other spouse still love and care for you? Answer: Yes. Examples: forgotten anniversaries, insults, or intense arguments. Adverse Experiences: Adverse Childhood Experiences Adverse Childhood Experiences (ACE) cover a wide range of difficult situations that children either directly face or witness while growing up, before they have developed effective coping skills. ACEs can disrupt the normal course of development and the emotional injury can last long into adulthood. The loss of a parent; neglect; emotional, physical, or sexual abuse; and divorce are among the most common types of Adverse Childhood Experiences. Prevalence of Adverse Childhood Experiences: Mental Health Connection of Tarrant County fact sheet -- with studies documenting each statistics. Four of every 10 children in American say they experienced a physical assault during the past year, with one in 10 receiving an assault-related injury. (2) 2% of all children experienced sexual assault or sexual abuse during the past year, with the rate at nearly 11% for girls aged 14 to 17. (2) Nearly 14% of children repeatedly experienced maltreatment by a caregiver, including nearly 4% who experienced physical abuse. (2) 1 in 4 children was the victim of robbery, vandalism or theft during the previous year. (2) More than 13% of children reported being physically bullied, while more than 1 in 3 said they had been emotionally bullied. (2) 1 in 5 children witnessed violence in their family or the neighborhood during the previous year. (2) In one year, 39% of children between the ages of 12 and 17 reported witnessing violence, 17% reported being a victim of physical assault and 8% reported being the victim of sexual assault. (3) More than 60% of youth age 17 and younger have been exposed to crime, violence and abuse either directly or indirectly. (4 More than 10% of youth age 17 and younger reported five or more exposures to violence. (4) About 10% of children suffered from child maltreatment, were injured in an assault, or witnessed a family member assault another family member. (4) About 25% of youth age 17 and younger were victims of robbery or witnessed a violent act. (4) Nearly half of children and adolescents were assaulted at least once in the past year. (4) Among 536 elementary and middle school children surveyed in an inner city community, 30% had witnessed a stabbing and 26% had witnessed a shooting. (5) Young children exposed to five or more significant adverse experiences in the first three years of childhood face a 76% likelihood of having one or more delays in their language, emotional or brain development. (6) As the number of traumatic events experienced during childhood increases, the risk for the following health problems in adulthood increases: depression; alcoholism; drug abuse; suicide attempts; heart and liver diseases; pregnancy problems; high stress; uncontrollable anger; and family, financial, and job problems. (6) According to the Centers for Disease Control -- root causes of many chronic diseases, most mental illnesses, and most violence. Physical abuse Sexual abuse Verbal abuse Physical neglect Emotional neglect A family member who is depressed or diagnosed with other mental illness A family member who is addicted to alcohol or another substance A family member who is in prison Witnessing a mother being abused Losing a parent to separation, divorce or death 61% of adults across 25 states experienced oat least one ACE -- Nearly one in six American adults experienced four or more. Lead to increases in adulthood -- years down the road. Physical injuries TBI Fractures Burns Mental Health problems Depression Anxiety Suicide PTSD Maternal Health Unintended pregnancy Complications in pregnancy Miscarriage Infectious Disease HIV STDs Chronic disease Cancer Diabetes Risky Behaviors Alcohol and Drug abuse Sexual acting out Loss of opportunities Education Occupation Income Categories of Trauma Acute vs. Chronic, Causes: Natural vs. Human, Big T trauma vs. little t trauma, Secondary Trauma, Acknowledged vs. Unacknowledged. Acute vs. Chronic vs. Complex Trauma Acute Trauma: Psychology Today article Acute trauma reflects intense distress in the immediate aftermath of a one-time event and the reaction is of short duration. Common examples include a car crash, physical or sexual assault, or the sudden death of a loved one. Chronic Trauma: can arise from harmful events that are repeated or prolonged. It can develop in response to persistent bullying, neglect, abuse (emotional, physical, or sexual), and domestic violence. Complex Trauma: can arise from experiencing repeated or multiple traumatic events from which there is no possibility of escape. The sense of being trapped is a feature of the experience. Like other types of trauma, it can undermine a sense of safety in the world and beget hypervigilance, constant (and exhausting!) monitoring of the environment for the possibility of threat. Big T trauma vs. little t trauma Trauma here is used to describe the adverse experience Big T Trauma -- Big T Trauma is a reaction to a deeply disturbing, life-threatening event or situation Powerlessness or helplessness is also a key factor of large ‘T' traumas, Examples of Big T Trauma Violent crime natural disaster terrorist attack sexual assault Combat a car or plane accident Death of a parent for a child Little T Trauma: Little 't' traumas are described as smaller, more personal distressing events that disrupt our functioning and compromise our capacity to cope. These distressing events are not inherently life or bodily-integrity threatening,Examples of Little T Trauma Interpersonal conflict Infidelity Conflict with a boss Job change Geographic relocation -- moving to a new part of the country Romantic breakup Abrupt or extended relocation Death of a Pet Legal trouble Financial worries or difficulty Problems -- these describe the event -- as though the event measures the experience. Not so. Originally had some support and still do, because of the emphasis on the importance of less obvious events. Natural vs. Human Causes Naturally Caused (so called "Acts of God") Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) is the agency within the U.S. Department of Health and Human Services Separated into the four elements Earth, Water, Air and Fire Earth Earthquakes Landslides fallen boulders Meteorites Water Floods Tsunamis Avalanches Blizzards Air Tornadoes Cyclones Typhoons Hurricanes dust storms fallen trees Fire volcanic eruptions Lightning Strikes Wildfires Health physical ailments or diseases Epidemics Famines Human Caused -- Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) is the agency within the U.S. Department of Health and Human Services Accidental Acts Train derailment, roofing fall, structural collapse, mountaineering accident, aircraft crash, car accident due to malfunction, mine collapse or fire, radiation leak, crane collapse, gas explosion, electrocution, machinery-related accident, oil spill, maritime accident, accidental gun shooting, and sports-related death. Intentional Acts arson, terrorism, sexual assault and abuse,(see three episode IIC series on Rape, Incest, Shame and Silence, episodes 40, 43,and 44) homicides or suicides, mob violence or rioting, physical abuse and neglect, stabbing or shooting, warfare, domestic violence, poisoned water supply, human trafficking, school violence, torture, home invasion, bank robbery, genocide, and medical or food tampering, harassment, street violence, and bullying Actions vs. Omissions e.g. abuse vs. neglect Secondary Trauma: Psychology Today Article: Secondary or vicarious trauma arises from exposure to other people's suffering and can strike those in professions that are called on to respond to injury and mayhem, notably physicians, first responders, and law enforcement. Over time, such individuals are at risk for compassion fatigue, whereby they avoid investing emotionally in other people in an attempt to protect themselves from experiencing distress. Acknowledged vs. unacknowledged trauma Frame of reference -- that just how it was Defining trauma away -- Just because my Dad was a raging unemployed alcoholic and Mom was stressed out with her job and all the housework and we struggled financially and my parents fought all the time, that wasn't trauma, that was just normal. I never was hit or nothing. Not like my classmate Billy. Billy suffered trauma. His Dad used to hit him with a golf club and he came to school with bruises. Now that's trauma. Or the kids that were sexually abused. That never happened to me. I just had a rough childhood, but I've moved on, it's all in the past. Recognizing Trauma from the Signs and Symptoms -- So important. Drawing from many sources here, but Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration. Trauma-Informed Care in Behavioral Health Services. HHS Publication No. (SMA) 13-4801 2014. Chapter 3 of Understanding the Impact of Trauma Emotional & psychological Symptoms of Trauma: Immediate Emotional overwhelm Characteristic of trauma Shock Denial, disbelief Feeling disconnected or numb or detached Anxiety or severe fear, even panic attacks Guilt -- including survivor guilt Anger, rage Sadness Helplessness Mood swings -- exhilaration about surviving then survivor guilt Emotional Constriction, Shutdown Delayed Emotional Signs Irritability, hostility, edginess Depression Mood swings Anxiety Phobia Generalized anxiety Fears of trauma happening again Grief Shame Feeling very fragile, vulnerable Emotional detachment, disconnection -- in relationships Hopelessness, despair Anhedonia -- inability to enjoy anything Difficulty experiencing positive emotions Cognitive Symptoms of Trauma Immediate Cognitive Reactions Disorientation Difficulty concentrating Ruminating, obsessing Racing thoughts Intrusive thoughts -- e.g. Replaying the traumatic event over and over again Visualizations of the event. Time Distortion Space Distortion Extreme alertness; always on the lookout for warnings of potential danger New sensitivity to loud noises, smells, or other things around you Memory problems -- unable to remember the event Feeling out of control Feeling unreal, depersonalized, not yourself, like you are watching someone else. Depersonalization: Persistent or recurrent experiences of feeling detached from, and as if one were an outside observer of, one's mental processes or body (e.g., feeling as though one were in a dream; feeling a sense of unreality of self or body or of time moving slowly). Derealization: Persistent or recurrent experiences of unreality of surroundings (e.g., the world around the individual is experienced as unreal, dreamlike, distant, or distorted). Delayed Cognitive Signs Dissociation is a mental process of disconnecting from one's thoughts, feelings, body, from memories or sense of identity. This disconnection is automatic and completely out of the person's control.x Amnesia: Often described as "gaps" in memory that can range from minutes to years Depersonalization: Feeling disconnected from your body or thoughts Derealization: Feeling disconnected from the world around you Identity alteration: The sense of being markedly different from another part of yourself Identity confusion: A sense of confusion about who you really are we will have a lot more to say about dissociation in future episodes, but for now -- disconnection. Alexithymia the inability to recognize or describe one's own emotions. -- Can't put my feelings into words. The experience of trauma can initially defy speech. “People who suffer from alexithymia tend to feel physically uncomfortable but cannot describe exactly what the problem is. As a result they often have multiple vague and distressing physical complaints that doctors can't diagnose. In addition, they can't figure out for themselves what they're really feeling about any given situation or what makes them feel better or worse. This is the result of numbing, which keeps them from anticipating and responding to the ordinary demands of their bodies in quiet, mindful ways. If you are not aware of what your body needs, you can't take care of it. If you don't feel hunger, you can't nourish yourself. If you mistake anxiety for hunger, you may eat too much. And if you can't feel when you're satiated, you'll keep eating.” ― Bessel A. van der Kolk Intrusive memories -- keep coming and coming Reactivation of previous traumatic events -- those from before the most recent trauma Nightmares Confusion, distractions Highly critical of self -- blaming the self, what I could have done better Preoccupation with the event -- all I can think about Denial of the event “The conflict between the will to deny horrible events and the will to proclaim them aloud is the central dialectic of psychological trauma.” ― Judith Lewis Herman, Trauma and Recovery: The Aftermath of Violence - From Domestic Abuse to Political Terror Difficulty with decision making Magical thinking that certain behaviors (including avoidance) will protect me against future harm Suicidal ideation, fantasies Physical symptoms: Quotes “Traumatized people chronically feel unsafe inside their bodies: The past is alive in the form of gnawing interior discomfort. Their bodies are constantly bombarded by visceral warning signs, and, in an attempt to control these processes, they often become expert at ignoring their gut feelings and in numbing awareness of what is played out inside. They learn to hide from their selves.” (p.97)” ― Bessel A. van der Kolk, Immediate physical reactions Nausea, gastrointestinal distress Sweating, shivering Fainting Muscle tremors, uncontrollable shaking Racing heart, fast breathing, elevated blood pressure Physical agitation Extreme fatigue, exhaustion Exaggerated startle responses Headaches Ringing in the ears Delayed Physical symptoms Sleep disturbances, insomnia Aches, pains, somatization of psychological distress Appetite change Difficult with digestion Persistent fatigue Elevated cortisol levels Hyperarousal Chronic muscle tension Long-term health problems -- heart, liver, adrenal glands, autoimmune problems, COPD Behavioral Symptoms: Immediate Behavioral Reactions Exaggerated startle responses Restlessness Argumentative behavior Increased use of alcohol, drugs, and tobacco Social withdrawal and relational apathy Avoidant behaviors Delayed Behavioral symptoms Avoidance of activities or places that trigger memories of the even Social relationship disturbances Decreased activity level Engagement in high-risk behaviors Increased use of alcohol and drugs Impulse control problems Social withdrawal, which can lead to isolation “Over time as most people fail the survivor's exacting test of trustworthiness, she tends to withdraw from relationships. The isolation of the survivor thus persists even after she is free.” ― Judith Lewis Herman Difficulty maintaining close relationships Sexual dysfunction Existential Symptoms Immediate Existential Reactions Intense use of prayer Restoration of faith in the goodness of others (e.g., receiving help from others) Loss of self-efficacy Despair about humanity, particularly if the event was intentional Negative thoughts about yourself, other people or the world Immediate disruption of life assumptions (e.g., fairness, safety, goodness, predictability of life) Delayed Existential Reactions Feeling as though one is permanently damaged Questioning (e.g., “Why me?”) Increased cynicism, disillusionment, about the future, about humankind “Unlike simple stress, trauma changes your view of your life and yourself. It shatters your most basic assumptions about yourself and your world — “Life is good,” “I'm safe,” “People are kind,” “I can trust others,” “The future is likely to be good” — and replaces them with feelings like “The world is dangerous,” “I can't win,” “I can't trust other people,” or “There's no hope.” ― Mark Goulston MD, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder For Dummies Increased self-confidence (e.g., “If I can survive this, I can survive anything”) Loss of purpose Renewed faith Hopelessness Reestablishing priorities Redefining meaning and importance of life Reworking life's assumptions to accommodate the trauma (e.g., taking a self-defense class to reestablish a sense of safety) Effects of Trauma -- Going beyond the surface level, what is more readily observable in self or others suffering from trauma Going into survival mode Necessity of coming out of this alive. Very primitive, basic responses. Drive to survive. “We don't learn things that help us to thrive when we are in survival mode. It's only when we are in sensual mode that we do.” ― Lebo Grand Many, many people live chronically in Increasing fragmentation -- decreasing integration Overwhelming intensity of experience. Overwhelming Grief -- episodes 81-83 Integration much more difficult, even impossible in the current conditions We need disconnects -- we need to not know that if A=B and B=C, then A=C, because A=C is too threatening for us Example of little girl with a sexually abusive father -- can't come to the full implications of that without being overwhelmed. Loss of a sense of time “When something reminds traumatized people of the past, their right brain reacts as if the traumatic event were happening in the present. But because their left brain is not working very well, they may not be aware that they are re-experiencing and reenacting the past - they are just furious, terrified, enraged, ashamed, or frozen.” ― Bessel Van Der Kolk Identity issues Who am I? “I felt as though everything inside me had been obliterated. However much I tried, however much I wanted to go back to being who I was before, it was impossible--all that was left was an empty husk of my former self.” ― Shiori Itō, Black Box Shame (episodes 37-49) Trauma generates and activates and exacerbates and perpetuates shame. Generates Shame “Shame is internalized when one is abandoned. Abandonment is the precise term to describe how one loses one's authentic self and ceases to exist psychologically.” ― John Bradshaw, Healing the Shame that Binds You Genesis 3 Activates Shame Preexisting, unresolved shame can come up. A plausible explanation for why the adverse event happened or is happening. Deep sense of not being loved, not being lovable -- often denied, because it's so painful. “...one of the hardest things to admit is that we weren't loved when we needed it most. It's a terrible feeling, the pain of not being loved.” She was right. I had been groping for the right words to express that murky feeling of betrayal inside, the horrible hollow ache, and to hear Ruth say it—“the pain of not being loved”—I saw how it pervaded my entire consciousness and was at once the story of my past, present, and future.” ― Alex Michaelides Decreased capacity for relationships Decreasing vulnerability within the self or with others Out of touch with so much of ourselves. Lack of Trust “The words "I love you," used to be enough for me. They used to mean the world to me, today they don't mean shit. Oh you love me? Really? Why? How? When did it start? Why? Give me reasons, show me behaviors that PROVE you love me, or get the fuck out of my way. I am not interested in diamonds and platitudes, I want to know that I GENUINELY matter to you, because I don't have time to waste on pretty lies that are ugly beneath the surface.” ― Devon J Hall Desperation Can lead to suicidal impulses. Episodes 76-80. Spiritual Effects God image issues -- episodes 23-29. Unconscious and conscious Problem of evil. What didn't happen Attunement - Daniel Brown and David Elliott Feeling safe and protected afterward Feeling seen, heard, known, and understood -- someone else making sense of the adverse experience “Trauma is personal. It does not disappear if it is not validated. When it is ignored or invalidated the silent screams continue internally heard only by the one held captive. When someone enters the pain and hears the screams healing can begin.” ― Danielle Bernock, “To survive trauma one must be able to tell a story about it.” ― Natasha Trethewey, Memorial Drive: A Daughter's Memoir Feeling comforted, soothed, calmed, reassured “Feeling listened to and understood changes our physiology. Being able to articulate a complex feeling and having our feelings recognised lights up our Limbic brain, and creates an ‘ah-ha' moment. In contrast, being met by silence and incomprehension kills the spirit.” ― Bessel van der Kolk Feeling cherished, treasured, loved, delighted in Feeling that someone had my best interests in mind. Experiential Exercise -- No-Go Zones. Not therapy Pencil or pen and paper -- some way to record -- could be your phone. Safety issues Zone of tolerance If this doesn't suit you, don't do it. Can stop at any time. Take what is helpful to you. No driving, can stop the recording until you're in a good place for it. Asking that no part of you overwhelm you. Not going to open up any traumatic place. We are focused on delineating where those places are within you. Going to the lowest place within us. Really slowing it down Notice what is going on inside you right now. Can you be curious Can you have a big open heart Can you accept what you find if it's not overwhelming Can you be receptive to new ways of understanding yourself. Notice the reactions Body Sensations Emotions Visual Images Memories Inner voice Thoughts or Beliefs or Assumptions Impulses Desires Fantasies Any concerns about this so far? Is it OK? If not discontinue. Not the time. If it's OK, then continue. Word list -- noticing the reactions to 30 words -- write down any words that you notice reactions to and the reactions if you wish -- body sensations, especially, but also the rest of the list. Again, we're not trying to explore any areas of trauma, but if you parts are willing, to understand a bit more about your internal world, your inner experience. School Love Body Not being seen or heard Playground Loneliness Arguing Sickness Alcohol, Drugs Fear Safety Chaos Sex Escape Mom Help Shame Protection Pain Distress Trust Dad Wound Abandonment Abuse Sadness Nothing Guilt Anger Survival Any other words or images or thoughts or anything else in your experience. Gratitude. Future Directions -- where we will be zeroing in This episode was bringing to you the conventional secular understandings of trauma. But there are two area in the secular conceptualizations of trauma that really warrant much deeper exploration. Physiological or bodily response to trauma -- that's the next episode, episode 89 Not just about memories -- not just about psychology Trauma involves the whole person. Trauma victims cannot recover until they become familiar with and befriend the sensations in their bodies. Being frightened means that you live in a body that is always on guard. Angry people live in angry bodies. The bodies of child-abuse victims are tense and defensive until they find a way to relax and feel safe. In order to change, people need to become aware of their sensations and the way that their bodies interact with the world around them. Physical self-awareness is the first step in releasing the tyranny of the past. Bessel Van der Kolk So much happens in our bodies with trauma -- and so much of that is beyond our capacity to control by sheer willpower in the moment. “PTSD is a whole-body tragedy, an integral human event of enormous proportions with massive repercussions.” ― Susan Pease Banitt The Body Keeps the Score -- by Bessel Van der Kolk Polyvagal theory -- Steven Porges. Recovery “We cannot outrun our past trauma. We can't bury it and think that we will be fine. We cannot skip the essential stage of processing, accepting, and doing the hard, yet necessary trauma recovery work. There's a body-mind connection. Trauma can manifest itself into chronic physical pain, cancer, inflammation, auto-immune conditions, depression, anxiety, PTSD, Complex PTSD, addictions, and ongoing medical conditions.” ― Dana Arcuri Common treatment modalities -- EMDR and other ways of treating trauma Then we will get into an Internal Family Systems approach to trauma -- episode 90 Then we will bring all this groundwork on trauma together to address the spiritual dimensions of trauma Really neglected area So important. How trauma impacts the spiritual life. You are a listener to this podcast, and in that sense, you are with me. I am also with you! Remember, can call me on my cell any Tuesday or Thursday from 4:30 PM to 5:30 PM for our regular conversation hours. I've set that time aside for you. 317.567.9594. (repeat) or email me at email@example.com. Time is running out -- opportunity available only until January 15. The Resilient Catholics Community at Soulsandhearts.com/rcc. So much information there and videos. How did you respond to that experiential exercise? What did you learn? Was that interesting to you? Can you see the potential for doing more of that kind of work? I want to invite you to the Resilient Catholics Community The Why of the RCC -- It's all about loving with your whole heart -- all of your being. Getting over all the natural level issues that hold you back from tolerating being loved and from loving God and others. It's all about your human formation, informed by Internal Family Systems and grounded in our Catholic Faith. If you really are into this podcast, if these ways of conceptualizing the human person and integration and human formation and resilience are appealing to you, then the Resilient Catholics community, the RCC may be for you. 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Day 4 week of release. This week there will be a podcast with a biblical understanding about a topic that touches the heart and soul. To confirm a true release we must let go! So today's topic is Abandonment! --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/coachq/message
Healing is ours in Christ Jesus. Listen, I don't know about you but, I want everything the Lord says is mine. We allow to many people and things to continuously take from us and we wonder why we're depleted. Let's be good stewards over the things God has given us. Our lives depend on that as well as the relationship we have with others. In 2022, let's walk in our healing! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/listentalktome/message
Welcome to this episode of Friday Reflections by Dad.Work!Every Friday I share the best of what we have been doing in the Dad.Work community, to provide perspective, new ideas, and motivation for you to continue on your journey to becoming the best man, partner, and father you can be.This week we are reviewing how the year 2021 has been and we'll also be previewing our expectations this new year, 2022. In today's episode, I'll also be sharing with you all some lessons I've learned this year. We'll talk about:My top book recommendationsTop lessons learned from the books I've readGetting into the men space instead of doing all the work yourselfcompound interest in businessSticking with something you love for a long timeIntuition and trusting our gutsMeditation and being mindfully aware of your surroundingRegular practise Knowing what your kids need from you to grow into strong, resilient and capable menBeing your own teacher/leaderBeing okay with failureMentioned on this episode:Open Her by Karen BrodyWild at Heart by John EldredgeGetting to Zero by Jayson GaddisSiddhartha by Hermann Hesse The Journey from Abandonment to Healing by Susan AndersonJust Breathe by Dan BruleThe Psychology of Money by Morgan HouselTitan by John D. Rockefeller, SrHatchet by Gary PaulsenRyan Michler InstagramThe Way of the Superior Man by David DeidaThe Great Man Within PodcastJoin the waitlist for the next 8-week Dad.Work Men's Group for Fathers: https://dad.work/mens-group/---Welcome to the Dad.Work Podcast!It's my goal every episode to help dads suffer less, love more, and parent confidently.We'll be diving into mindfulness practices, healing trauma, conscious parenting, natural living, compassionate communication, the spiritual aspect of fatherhood, and more.There are a lot of amazing teachers and guides who help men become more aware and conscious, but there's not a lot of resources for men who are both fathers and interested in a mindful exploration of consciousness and improvement.This podcast aims to help bridge that gap.Resources, Links, Show Notes:https://dad.work/pod/Join our Free Private FB Community for Conscious Fathers:https://dad.work/fb/Take The Course to Become A Conscious Father and Suffer Less, Love More, and Parent Confidently:https://dad.work/cf/
In today's show, the Dr's discuss: 1. I listened to Dr Howk on pseudo esteem where you say: If you are highly agreeable, highly conscientious and not that emotionally stable - being on social media comes with a high price for you psycolgy. I teach workshops for companies and I get graded every time from each students. I get 5 from 95% of the students but sometimes I get a 2 or 3 and I can tell right away before I get the evaluation who in the crowd will grade me low. How do I stop trying to please the one disagreeable person and not feel bad for getting a low grade? When I have a disagreeable person in my workshop I feel like I have to work twice as hard to turn him or her over to my side. It feels like Im spending 1000 dollars on a 100 dollar asignment and Im drained. My boss allways sees the evaluation and I feel the need to explain my self if a person gave me a low grade. My boss uses the good evaluations as a selling point to get the companies to buy more workshops at his school. 2. Do you ever talk about abandonment/rejection issues? Examples: my mother divorced my father when I was seven years of age in 1959 and my mother was murdered in 1968 leaving behind 7 children. 3. I was put on psychiatric drugs when I was 13 because of anorexia and being miserable about being bullied at school. The drugs messed me up. I can see it now that I have not used them for years. I was on various types of drugs around 10 years. I now know how damaging and useless those drugs are and I know my cognitive abilities have been damaged because of them. I also now realize just how much damage psychiatry has caused to my life overall. I'm extremely angry and bitter. I'ts incredibly painful to think about what has been done to my brain and what potential has been stolen from me. I dwell on my anger and bitterness everyday and it's unbearable. How can I cope?
(Note: We were having technical problems when recording this interview. We only got the first half of it recorded.) Here is the first half of our talk with Anthrax Bassist Frank Bello about his new book "Fathers, Brothers, and Sons: Surviving Anguish, Abandonment and Anthrax".
On this episode of CMS MUSIC w/CHRIS AKIN, Chris sits down for a chat with Anthrax bassist Frank Bello. Bello checked in to talk about his new book Fathers, Brothers, and Sons: Surviving Anguish, Abandonment, and Anthrax. Additionally, we talked about how his father abandoning him affected his career, how it changes how he raises his son, the influence of his grandmother and Charlie Benante on his career, hunting the guy that murdered his brother, and much more. Get all our episodes at www.theclassicmetalshow.com. **NOTE: Everything said here, and on every episode of all of our shows are 100% the opinions of the hosts. Nothing is stated as fact. Do your own research to see if their opinions are true or not.**
Have you been abandoned by someone in your life? Friends, family or your partner - could be anybody. As much bad as it sounds, what's worse is when you start believing in them and start abandoning yourself. In this week's episode of The Life Manifesto, Zarina Poonawalla discusses what's self abandonment and explains what are the do's and don't when it comes to it. You can know more about The Life Manifesto with Zarina Poonawalla, Download the app from Play Store: ( https://bit.ly/3i8Gf8u ) You can follow our host Zarina on social media: Instagram: ( https://www.instagram.com/zarinapoonawalla ) Twitter: ( https://twitter.com/Zarinaspeaks ) Linkedin: ( https://www.linkedin.com/in/zarina-poonawalla-b215bb5a/ ) You can listen to this show and other awesome shows on the IVM Podcasts app on Android: https://ivm.today/android or iOS: https://ivm.today/ios, or any other podcast app.
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Good evening, everybody. It's Thursday and time for another edition of Metal Mayhem ROC!Tonight, show host Jon “The Vernomatic” Verno talks to Anthrax bass player Frank Bello about his new book "Fathers, Brothers, and Sons: Surviving Anguish, Abandonment, and Anthrax".Frank shares stories about meeting Steve Harris of IRON MAIDEN as a 14-year-old and also tracking down Gene Simmons of KISS in a secluded recording studio. Awesome, true stories!!Frank talks about music, family, and the band's plans in 2022. Vernomatic and Frank take a walk down heavy metal Memory Lane as the two discuss Rochester and central NY's metal history.Frank answers a few listener questions and we hear from some of Franks metal friends.The two also pay tribute to the late “Dimebag” Darell Abbott and John Lennon. It's an intensely powerful conversation with one of the nicest guys in Metal.We invite you to rate and review this and all past episodes at www.podchaser.com Simply enter Metal Mayhem ROC in the search box, scroll down, press the MMROC logo and rate the episode and leave a reviewAs always, we encourage you to listen, like and share this and all past episode to your metal and NON metal friends. Thank you for your support, you can follow us at https://www.facebook.com/groups/409879766475870Please stay safe and always remember to KEEP IT HEAVY!!!
In this episode of “Keen On”, Andrew is joined by Michael Kimmage, the author of “The Abandonment of the West: The History of an Idea in American Foreign Policy”. Michael Kimmage specializes in the history of the Cold War, in twentieth-century U.S. diplomatic and intellectual history and in U.S.-Russian relations since 1991. From 2014 to 2016, he served on the Secretary's Policy Planning Staff at the U.S. Department of State, where he held the Russia/Ukraine portfolio. Visit our website: https://lithub.com/story-type/keen-on/ Email Andrew: email@example.com Watch the show live on Twitter: https://twitter.com/ajkeen Watch the show live on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/ankeen/ Watch the show live on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/lithub Watch the show on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/LiteraryHub/videos Subscribe to Andrew's newsletter: https://andrew2ec.substack.com/ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
Today's episode I'm riding solo. It's inspired by Pastor Keith Craft who is head of the largest Mega Church in Dallas, Texas. He said to me, "Ryan, when I was 40, I did a sermon on the Lessons of the last 4 decades of my life." I thought, well, that's a great idea. I'm 42 now. I've learned quite a bit since I was a kid, so I'm going to share what I've learned with you over the last 4 decades of my life. From ages birth to 10 years old I learned that people come and go From 10 yrs - 20 yrs of age, I learned the hard way that you have to be careful who you hang with In my 20s, I learned that everything you've done in your past, can be fixed and made right again In my 30s-40s, I got to use 3 decades of what I learned. I'll share some stories and insights that led to the biggest lessons from the last 4 decades of my life: - Abandonment as a child - Loss of family - Hanging out with the wrong people - Forgiving Myself - How to Make Past Wrongs Right - What I Did to Change the Trajectory of My Life As we come to the end of 2021, take a moment and write down the lessons you've learned from over the decades you've lived. That's where you'll see how much you've grown. Enjoy your Christmas with your family! #RiseAbove HOW TO GET INVOLVED: This planet is based on an algorithm and with every positive action, there is an adverse reaction. Ryan Stewman rose and overcame a life of addiction, imprisonment, divorce, and circumstances that would break the spirit of the average human being. He went on to create a powerful network of winners and champions in life and business creating a movement quickly changing lives one day at a time. The Hardcore Closer Podcast is brought to you by PhoneSites It's the fastest, easiest way to build a dynamic landing page or website in minutes from your mobile or desktop. Get a Free Trial Here--> PhoneSites Learn more at: www.JoinTheApex.com Follow Ryan's killer sales blog at: HardCore Closer Check out this show and previous killer episodes of The Hardcore Closer Podcast in Apple Podcasts.
Itto Outini's self-determination has carried her from halfway around the World to living her dream. From a journey less desired, her constant zest for knowledge and learning proved to be the ticket out of her circumstances and onto her realizing her dream of working for the United Nations and becoming an activist for human rights and an advocate for accessibility. Itto Outini smiling with arms crossed. Most of us cannot imagine the abuse, abandonment and pain Itto endured along her way. Itto has a story and her experiences are what make her who she is today, a Fulbright Alumna, a United Nation intern, a master's degree and so much more as she helps others learn and change to help make a better world. Itto Outini joins Jeff Thompson in the Blind Abilities studio and they travel along her journey, her present day and her future goals. You can keep up with Itto on her Itto Outini website where she posts articles and her writings. Check out the Fulbright Program Learn about the United Nations Development Program Visit the refugee Congress. Contact Your State Services If you reside in Minnesota, and you would like to know more about Transition Services from State Services contact Transition Coordinator Sheila Koenig by email or contact her via phone at 651-539-2361. Contact: You can follow us on Twitter @BlindAbilities On the web at www.BlindAbilities.com Send us an email Get the Free Blind Abilities App on the App Storeand Google Play Store. Give us a call and leave us some feedback at 612-367-6093 we would love to hear from you! Check out the Blind Abilities Communityon Facebook, the Blind Abilities Page, and the Career Resources for the Blind and Visually Impaired group
Join Michael Jr. , Pastor Kyle, Andy and guest as they talk about the amazing story of Kevin Kirchen and his book MY GAME MY PAIN MY PURPOSE: My Story of Abuse, Abandonment, Alcohol, Drugs, Sex and Redemption available here https://amzn.to/3smopo9Have you left a question for Michael Jr.?Call 903-213-2019 and leave a question...just start with "Michael Jr. I Was Wondering..."See Michael Jr. Entire Comedy Special FREE here on YouTube https://youtu.be/f81swJDPgusStorytime with Michael Jr.Get ready to laugh and be encouraged! Spots are limited - join Michael Jr. as he shares impactful stories from his new book, Funny How Life Works.Get your access ticket here: https://funnyhowlifeworksbook.com/storytimeFree ChapterYou can download a free chapter from Michael Jr.'s new book here: michaeljr.com/chapter.Join Our Exclusive Community on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/michaeljrWhen you become one of our patrons, or what we call an Opener, you are joining a strong and exclusive community who have early access to some really cool perks.Don't forget to leave a review! We really do read them. Your review could be featured in an episode and read by Michael Jr.As a thank you for listening, we want to hook you up with Michael Jr.'s comedy CD, Funny For a Reason at whatever price you want. Click the link, name your price, and keep laughing.Name Your Price CD: michaeljr.com/cdSupport the show (https://www.patreon.com/michaeljr)Support the show (https://www.patreon.com/michaeljr)
Why do we get so blindsided by certain people? Why do we think we can trust someone and then we are shocked when they betray us? How can we know someone so well and then be surprised by their behavior? Why do people break their promises to us? What is wrong with them?If you're really resonating with this or this describes nearly every relationship in your life, don't worry. It is something that everyone experiences and it is not your fault, so to speak but it is your doing. Every relationship we have, with everyone in our life, will disappoint, betray, abandon, or surprise us in some way and how badly that turns out to be depends on us because we secretly disagree on some very important relationship parameters, namely promises, expectations, and assumptions. Relationships are such a significant part of our lives and having strong, loving, fulfilling, and supportive relationships is something we all strive for, long for, and try very hard to achieve. For something that we want so much why do we have to work so hard to get it and why is it so hard to hang onto? If we are very honest with ourselves, we will acknowledge that one of the things we do in relationships is ‘fill in the blanks' when someone gets close to us. Have you ever done that? Of course you have. It is what happens when we overlook habits, actions, and the things we don't like and use a ‘weighted system' to ignore their shortcomings or worse, we think they will change in time.The real problem is that we do not honestly assess how determined we are to make something work that really should be left alone and, in our need for a relationship we set our standards and then expect others to meet them. I am not being cruel or unkind here, this happens all of the time and we have all done this.If we want wonderful relationships we have to be willing to ask hard questions, make tough choices, and to be very clear about how we contribute to the bad behavior we often see in our relationships because we do not manage our own energy and how we deal with promises, expectations, and assumptions. This is what I call the PEA assessment and it is an uncomfortable examination that reveals how we sabotage our ability to have strong relationships and how we work hard to create relationships out of connections that do not exist. Read the rest of this article on the blog at enlighteninglife.com
Defenses. In a conversion suit, it is no defense to claim that the defendant was not negligent or that the defendant acquired the plaintiff's property through the plaintiff's unilateral mistake, or that the defendant acted in complete innocence and perfect good faith. The following are traditional defenses to an action in conversion: Abandonment. Abandonment of the property before it was taken by the defendant is a complete defense. Authority of law. A conversion cannot occur if it is done by authority of law, a court order or valid process. Consent or approbation. Consent by the plaintiff can be either express or implied. Delay in bringing action. Statutes of limitations are defined by legislative jurisdiction. Some cases are based on "reasonable knowledge". Paintings purchased from a third person became the subject of an action in conversion, even though the incident had occurred 30 years prior. The action accrued based on when the plaintiff reasonably knew or should have known the identity of the possessor of the converted paintings. See also the doctrine of laches. Fraud of the plaintiff. Conveying property to a third person for purposes of evading creditors is a complete defense to a subsequent action in conversion. interest of defendant. If the defendant has ownership or partial ownership to the property, it cannot be converted. Cases revolve around the specific facts concerning ownership. Value of property. A provisional defense can be made if the property converted has no value. Nevertheless, it is well established that it is not necessary for property to have a commercial value in order to maintain an action in conversion. This argument can be used to mitigate damages. Writings. A bill or debt obligation can be converted. However, if it has been paid or otherwise satisfied, then it has neither value nor existence in the eyes of the court. Nonexistence or lack of identity of property. Something that was not in existence at the time of the alleged conversion cannot be converted. Privilege. Finders of lost property may be entitled to use or ownership if the real owner cannot be identified. This is an overlap into the rules of trover. Unlawful and illegal acts. Unlawful contracts, illegal ownership and illegal activities on the part of the plaintiff can be a defense to an action in conversion. A counterfeit coin cannot be converted, nor can a note issued in an illegal manner. Waiver, ratification and estoppel. An action in conversion can be dismissed if the right to treat the action has been waived by the plaintiff. By receipt of proceeds of a sale. Accepting the proceeds of a sale of the converted property is a defense against further action. By accepting return of goods. Once the owner accepts the converted property back, he or she is generally precluded from any further action. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/law-school/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/law-school/support
How do you deal with feelings of abandonment? Jeff Bower tells his story of trying to escape the pain brought on by these feelings through romantic relationships and drugs, and the way God helped him FINALLY overcome them. Don't miss his incredible experience with God, which completely changed his life, on this episode of Life Hurts God Heals! Join us on Youtube and hit the subscribe button here - Life Hurts God Heals Youtube Channel
In today's episode we talk about the ways in which we abandon ourselves, masturbation, disassociation and the surprising correlation they have. Plus a lil update on my Covid journey.
#162 I Believe in Love; "Abandonment to Jesus" Jack and Mark on the practical teaching of St. Therese of Lisieux (4)Getting Real with Saint Therese...healing individual human hearts, marriages and the universe. Jack is joined by Mark Schmitt of the John Paul II Renewal Center for Episode #4 of the series.We think saints are people who have overcome their human brokenness. Nope. Saints are people who have opened their human brokenness to the merciful love of the Father.Based on "I Believe in Love", Fr Jean C.J. D'Elbee published by Sophia Institute PressDon't forget to sign up for our Newsletter!! JPll Renewal Center email listPlease consider being a Sponsor of the show! "We need You!"Email me with questions!Reference for Daily Scripture Reading: The MagnificatPray the Rosary Every Day! See Podcast #'s 118, 119, 120, 121 to pray along as a family!Jack's daily morning prayers, BEFORE the PHONE :)! Holy Spirit Prayer is the third oneContact Jack: BWYR Podcast is a production of the John Paul ll Renewal Center or email him at firstname.lastname@example.orgSupport the show (http://jp2renew.org/donate/)
At 8 years old, Pastor Wilfredo “Choco” de Jesús was abandoned by his father, failed the third grade for not being able to read or write, and found himself navigating the gang-filled landscape of inner-city Chicago. But through all this, God was faithful. Pastor Choco overcame and used what he learned along the way to serve the Kingdom of God.Pastor Choco is the former senior pastor of New Life Covenant Ministries, founder of the Chicago Dream Center, author of “Love Them Anyway” and “Move into More”, the first Hispanic executive in the U. S. Assemblies of God, and was named as one of Time Magazine's 100 Most Influential men.In this episode, they discuss unconditional Christ-like love, and how we can take the pain that molds us and use it to become better fathers, uncles, husbands, grandfathers, and sons of God.“I should have never been on Time Magazine as Time 100. And that just tells me, Ken, that God has a purpose. And can I just say to your viewers that God is in the business of using unusual people.” - Pastor Choco“The church should always be present, no matter what…and not be afraid of what's going on in culture.” - Pastor ChocoNever miss another episode! Subscribe to “On the Edge with Ken Harrison” today.
Shopping cart abandonment. What is it? Well, it's when someone puts an item in your shopping cart and then never actually checks out. I'm going to give you tips and techniques to reduce or even eliminate this, so you can increase your business. Screw The Commute Podcast Show Notes Episode 530 How To Automate Your Business - https://screwthecommute.com/automatefree/ Internet Marketing Training Center - https://imtcva.org/ Higher Education Webinar – https://screwthecommute.com/webinars See Tom's Stuff – https://linktr.ee/antionandassociates 04:53 Tom's introduction to Shopping Cart Abandonment 07:09 Top Reasons for Cart Abandonment 14:58 Average cart abandonment is 69.57%! 16:59 Big ticket purchases and One Step Checkout 19:40 Retargeting to finish the sale Entrepreneurial Resources Mentioned in This Podcast Higher Education Webinar - https://screwthecommute.com/webinars Screw The Commute - https://screwthecommute.com/ Screw The Commute Podcast App - https://screwthecommute.com/app/ College Ripoff Quiz - https://imtcva.org/quiz Know a young person for our Youth Episode Series? Send an email to Tom! - email@example.com Have a Roku box? Find Tom's Public Speaking Channel there! - https://channelstore.roku.com/details/267358/the-public-speaking-channel How To Automate Your Business - https://screwthecommute.com/automatefree/ Internet Marketing Retreat and Joint Venture Program - https://greatinternetmarketingtraining.com/ KickStartCart - http://www.kickstartcart.com/ Copywriting901 - https://copywriting901.com/ Disabilities Page - https://imtcva.org/disabilities/ Triple Whammy Sale - https://screwthecommute.com/triplewhammy Email Tom: Tom@ScrewTheCommute.com Internet Marketing Training Center - https://imtcva.org/ Related Episodes Shopping Carts - https://screwthecommute.com/10/ Shopping Carts - https://screwthecommute.com/283/ Ask Me a Shopping Cart Question - https://screwthecommute.com/519/ Adding Digital Products To Your Business - https://screwthecommute.com/529/ More Entrepreneurial Resources for Home Based Business, Lifestyle Business, Passive Income, Professional Speaking and Online Business I discovered a great new headline / subject line / subheading generator that will actually analyze which headlines and subject lines are best for your market. I negotiated a deal with the developer of this revolutionary and inexpensive software. Oh, and it's good on Mac and PC. Go here: http://jvz1.com/c/41743/183906 The Wordpress Ecourse. Learn how to Make World Class Websites for $20 or less. https://screwthecommute.com/wordpressecourse/ Join our Private Facebook Group! One week trial for only a buck and then $37 a month, or save a ton with one payment of $297 for a year. Click the image to see all the details and sign up or go to https://www.greatinternetmarketing.com/screwthecommute/ After you sign up, check your email for instructions on getting in the group.
What do you get when you combine dungeons, dragons, corporate reorganizations, trademark law, acquisition law, crowdfunding, and libel claims? A Collection of Oddities (feat. TSR and Wizards of the Coast). We read the fine print on fundraising campaigns...in Virtual Legality. CHECK OUT THE VIDEO AT: https://youtu.be/rfsGyZyFlnE #TSR #WOTC #Lawsuit *** SUPPORT THE CHANNEL PATREON - https://www.patreon.com/VirtualLegality STREAMLABS - https://streamlabs.com/richardhoeg STORE - https://teespring.com/stores/hoeg-law-store *** CHAPTERS 00:00 Introduction 02:38 The Indiegogo Campaign 12:48 Wizards Sends Cease and Desist 17:40 The Game Wizards and Cancellation 23:22 An Odd Set of Trademark Applications 26:01 Abandonment and TSR's Lawsuit 38:50 Discretion and More Red Flags 40:58 Conclusion *** Discussed in this episode: "TSR, Inc." Wikipedia Entry https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/TSR,_Inc. "TSR has launched a campaign to stop Wizards of the Coast" Indiegogo Campaign https://www.indiegogo.com/projects/support-tsr-against-wizards-of-the-coast#/ https://www.indiegogo.com/projects/support-tsr-against-wizards-of-the-coast#/updates/all Dungeon Hobby Shop Museum (DHSM) Website https://tsrmuseum.com/ TSR LLC v. Wizards of the Coast LLC Court Listener https://www.courtlistener.com/docket/61599923/1/tsr-llc-v-wizards-of-the-coast-llc/ https://www.courtlistener.com/docket/61599923/1/1/tsr-llc-v-wizards-of-the-coast-llc/ https://www.courtlistener.com/docket/61599923/2/tsr-llc-v-wizards-of-the-coast-llc/ ASSET PURCHASE AGREEMENT (Sample) https://www.sec.gov/Archives/edgar/data/1538217/000155335018000875/srax_ex10z01.htm Trademark Filings (Search - https://tsdr.uspto.gov/) 90124839 90124788 90124287 90148524 90148334 90276510 90276506 Cancellation Filings (90124839 Mark) https://ttabvue.uspto.gov/ttabvue/v?pno=92078589 https://ttabvue.uspto.gov/ttabvue/v?pno=92078589&pty=CAN&eno=1 https://tmep.uspto.gov/RDMS/TFSR/current#/current/sec-be547ab1-b587-4b44-abc6-3ca12e56141d.html https://tmep.uspto.gov/RDMS/TMEP/current#/current/TMEP-1200d1e6468.html TSR LLC v Wizards of the Coast Filed December 7, 2021 https://storage.courtlistener.com/recap/gov.uscourts.nced.191410/gov.uscourts.nced.191410.1.0_1.pdf "What is a trademark?" USPTO Website https://www.uspto.gov/trademarks/basics/what-trademark "Construction and definitions; intent of chapter" 15 USC 1127 https://www.law.cornell.edu/uscode/text/15/1127 Voluntary Dismissal Document https://www.courtlistener.com/docket/61599923/2/tsr-llc-v-wizards-of-the-coast-llc/ "I am very concerned that the fundraising for this "lawsuit" remains active..." Tweet - December 11, 2021 - Mike Dunford https://twitter.com/questauthority/status/1469658733097664519 *** "Virtual Legality" is a continuing series discussing the law, video games, software, and everything digital, hosted by Richard Hoeg, of the Hoeg Law Business Law Firm (Hoeg Law). CHECK OUT THE REST OF VIRTUAL LEGALITY HERE: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL1zDCgJzZUy9YAU61GoW-00K0TJOGnPCo DISCUSSION IS PROVIDED FOR INFORMATIONAL PURPOSES ONLY AND IS NOT TO BE CONSTRUED AS LEGAL ADVICE. INDIVIDUALS INTERESTED IN THE LEGAL TOPICS DISCUSSED IN THIS VIDEO SHOULD CONSULT WITH THEIR OWN COUNSEL. *** Twitter: @hoeglaw Web: hoeglaw.com
For today's episode you need to have read CHAPTERS 2 & 3 of Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. We'll be going over abandonment, the threat of the ministry, Dumbledore's power, animaguses/metamorphmaguses, and whether or not your magical talent is genetic. Follow us: @firstyearspod (Insta & Twitter) Email us your best theories: firstyearspodcast @ gmail . com For next episode, you need to read chapter 4! :)
Jennie Allen is a Bible teacher, New York Times bestselling author, and the founder and visionary of IF:Gathering. In this episode, she calls us to return to community, to embrace vulnerability, and to be the people known for their love for one another. Jennie's message was recorded live at The Grove, a gathering for the women of Atlanta, Georgia, now in its ninth year. These gatherings are now available online for women everywhere. For more information about how to experience these nights in-person or online, visit thegroveonline.com and follow @pcc_thegrove on Instagram. If you enjoy what you hear from Jennie today, be sure to listen back to her previous episode, A God Defense from Season 3. Learn more about Jennie, the IF:Gathering, and the resources she has authored at jennieallen.com. You can also pre-order her new book, Find Your People, coming in February 2022.
In this conversation with Iva Paleckova, we talk about what happens when you make the decision to move beyond the devastation of finding yourself a solo parent. Abandonment by her child's father didn't make Iva give up. Instead, once she got a good look at her predicament, she stopped feeling sorry for herself and went into action. Bio: Iva Paleckova is a mindset and strategy coach for entrepreneurs, the CEO of LeadersBreakFree.com, and the host of the Break Free Show. She is known for taking her business from 0 to 7 figures in 18 months, as a single mom to an infant, and the creator of the Break Free Process. She helps serious entrepreneurs to break their limits, get out of their own way, dissolve the confusion, and operate in the zone of
Not many can related to the saga that was Todd Piorkowski's story - abandoned by his mother, Todd had to fill in the blanks at a very young age. He seriously planned to end his life, but God's intervention through Todd's uncle set him in a different trajectory. Now, Todd is a successful business owner, and participates in other businesses as well, giving God all the glory.
For each day of Advent, Fr. Jesse Maingot O.P. will be leading us in a new series. In today's episode, Fr. Jesse speaks about practicing abandonment. PAVING THE WAY HOME: Website: http://pavingthewayhome.com/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/pavingthewayhome Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/pavingthewayhome_ Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com Spotify: https://open.spotify.com Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com SUPPORT PAVING THE WAY HOME: If you would like to financially support the work of Paving The Way Home so that we can keep on top of our costs and can continue to produce regular material, there are three possible methods: 1) Please visit http://pavingthewayhome.com/support-us/ for our bank account details 2) Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/pavingthewayhome 3) PayPal: https://paypal.me/pavingthewayhome?locale.x=en_US Your support is greatly appreciated. Thank you.
Childhood trauma that is tied to abandonment, affects all adult relationships. Codependency is a manifestation of childhood abandonment and various forms of trauma. If you seek approval, feel invisible, people-please, are hypervigilant and perfectionistic, it is time to STOP and do all you can to heal from codependency. Lisa A. Romano Codependency Expert breaks it all down. Online Codependency Recovery Program https://www.lisaaromano.com/12-wbcp YouTube Channel http://bit.ly/32zOvUh Instagram @lisaaromano Contact firstname.lastname@example.org Facebook Support Group https://www.facebook.com/groups/adultchildrenofalcoholics
Good evening, everybody. It's Thursday and time for another edition of Metal Mayhem ROC! Tonight, show host Jon “The Vernomatic” Verno talks to Anthrax bass player Frank Bello about his new book "Fathers, Brothers, and Sons: Surviving Anguish, Abandonment, and Anthrax". Frank shares stories about meeting Steve Harris of IRON MAIDEN as a 14-year-old and also tracking down Gene Simmons of KISS in a secluded recording studio. Awesome, true stories!! Frank talks about music, family, and the band's plans in 2022. Vernomatic and Frank take a walk down heavy metal Memory Lane as the two discuss Rochester and central NY's metal history. Frank answers a few listener questions and we hear from some of Franks metal friends. The two also pay tribute to the late “Dimebag” Darell Abbott and John Lennon. It's an intensely powerful conversation with one of the nicest guys in Metal. We invite you to rate and review this and all past episodes at www.podchaser.com Simply enter Metal Mayhem ROC in the search box, scroll down, press the MMROC logo and rate the episode and leave a review As always, we encourage you to listen, like and share this and all past episode to your metal and NON metal friends. Thank you for your support, you can follow us at https://www.facebook.com/groups/409879766475870 Please stay safe and always remember to KEEP IT HEAVY!!!
“People talk about long COVID. … I worry about long https://www.theepochtimes.com/t-lockdown (lockdown).” At the Brownstone Institute's inaugural conference, I sat down with Donald Boudreaux, a professor of economics at George Mason University and a senior fellow with the American Institute for Economic Research. In the age of COVID-19, most economists failed to do their jobs, he says, and basic laws of economics and cost-benefit analysis were thrown out of the window. “I really fear that we are in for a hell of a stretch, now that governments know they can basically do anything they want to us if they scare us enough.” Subscribe to the American Thought Leaders https://ept.ms/ATLnewsletter (newsletter) so you never miss an episode. Follow http://epochtv.com/ (EpochTV) on social media: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/EpochTVus (https://www.facebook.com/EpochTVus) Twitter: https://twitter.com/EpochTVus (https://twitter.com/EpochTVus) Rumble: https://rumble.com/c/EpochTV (https://rumble.com/c/EpochTV) Gettr: https://gettr.com/user/epochtv (https://gettr.com/user/epochtv) Gab: https://gab.com/EpochTV (https://gab.com/EpochTV) Telegram: https://t.me/EpochTV (https://t.me/EpochTV) Parler: https://parler.com/#/user/EpochTV (https://parler.com/#/user/EpochTV)
Sean and Seth look at the coaching movement in the college football landscape, and Seth uses Nick Saban to create a scale of abandonment in order to assess what kind of men these coaches are. See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.
Returning guest, Joe Ryan, is on the pod to discuss the fear of abandonment and how to overcome it. Joe is the host of the podcast "It's Not You, It's Your Trauma - Trauma, PTSD, Abuse, Anxiety & Recovery". The fear of abandonment is common amongst those who grew up in an alcoholic or dysfunctional family. Many of us grew up in homes where we were either physically or emotionally abandoned. As a result, our abandonment issues show up in adulthood as either avoidance or codependency. In order to address our abandonment trauma, we must revisit our childhood abandonment scenes and stories and feel the associated feelings we have avoided our entire lives. https://joeryan.comSupport the Podcast -https://www.patreon.com/adultchildwww.buymeacoffee.com/adultchildFollow Andrea on social -www.instagram.com/adultchildpodwww.tiktok.com/@adultchildpodMid-roll music source - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zSQp7YOPdJ8(I do not own the rights of song - for entertainment purposes only)Support the show (http://www.patreon.com/adultchild)
"Fathers, Brothers, and Sons: Surviving Anguish, Abandonment, and Anthrax" is the new memoir from bassist Frank Bello. Frank opens up about his tale of survival, what's next for him and Anthrax, opinion of Duff McKagan's bass playing, and Married With Children. #frankbello #anthrax #gunsnroses
Sammy's work is devoted to leading others back to unconditional love through the two MOST shamed areas of human experience, Sex & Money.She focuses on her framework developed through her Shamanic Sex teachings of worship, polarity, energy work, pleasure practice, soul retrieval, & neuroscience to guide her clients through major deaths & rebirths of their being.In this episode, we discuss: -”Nothing is a loss, everything is a miracle” mindset -Owning your story -Sammy's story of entrepreneurship and healing -Living life through love -”Don't fix, worship”-Healing and liberating your sexual self -Abandonment wounds or self abandonment: learning to trust yourself first-Activating your voice in sexuality and life-Business as a pleasurable & your own unique expression: “there is no right way” Sammybelove's Instagram: @sammybeloveSammybelove's Links: https://msha.ke/sammybelove/ Connect with me on Instagram: @madelinebbailey Visit my website: http://www.madelinebbailey.com Send me an email about a new 1-1 coaching spot: email@example.com Intro Music by: Seth Francis Cover Art by: Tyler Colter
I've made no secret about my past. For many years it held me back. My attachment to it kept me reliving: Abandonment Adoption Trouble in school Dropping out Death Incarceration Divorce Heartbreak And that's the short list. So, how did I change my life? I decided that I was tired of reliving everything from my past and sought out help from mentors, psychologists, business influencers, and pretty much anyone who would be able to help me move the needle forward in my faith, fitness, finance, and family. That one simple shift allowed me to be open to "viewing" my past instead of reliving it. And now, there's not a mutherfuggen thing or person on this planet that can hold me back. What's done is done. The past can't be edited or changed. And that's the blessing, because everything I have and the person I've become is due to the fact I have the past that I had. But I don't have to live there every day, and neither do you. #RiseAbove HOW TO GET INVOLVED: This planet is based on an algorithm and with every positive action, there is an adverse reaction. Ryan Stewman rose and overcame a life of addiction, imprisonment, divorce, and circumstances that would break the spirit of the average human being. He went on to create a powerful network of winners and champions in life and business creating a movement quickly changing lives one day at a time. Learn more at: www.JoinTheApex.com Check out this show and previous killer episodes of the ReWire Podcast in Apple Podcasts.
Borderline Personality Disorder is a very convoluted diagnosis that confounds professionals and laypeople alike. This a conundrum of mood disorders. Every lens you view your world through is effected. Battling the mind and the blue screen of death. The traits mimic other disorders and conditions. ADHD, depression, OCD, eating disorders, substance use disorders are often co-pilots through the turbulent skies of BPD. Abandonment issues seem to take a lead role in the output of a person with BPD. Emotional deregulation and fragmentation damage and negatively effect your relationships to others, career, and most yourself. DBT and CBT are very affective treatments for changing your outlook. You need to do the work. Therapy is something we highly suggest and encourage. No one can do this work for you. Make friends with your demons. They are here to teach us about ourselves. Big shout out to Missy. She is a friend of the show and lives with BPD. Brandywine Farm is her sanctuary away from the world. She was very forth right to share some of her real life experiences. Grateful to call her friend. Thanks for listening to another episode and supporting us along the way. We appreciate the reviews, donations, likes and follows. Here is a list of our links if you want to share or find us on the World Wide Web. https://abovegroundpodcast.net https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCKn_Suc7apr3VIO1iX65cBg?app=desktop https://www.facebook.com/abovegroundpodcast https://twitter.com/abovegroundpod https://www.instagram.com/abovegroundpodcast/ https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/abovegroundpodcast https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/above-ground-podcast/id1476950544 https://open.spotify.com/show/7ogZ00r2sYwC0unlEwcJ5w?si=-ioYxi_dSiuDMLOV_x9qFg&dl_branch=1 https://podcasts.google.com/feed/ https://castbox.fm/channel/Above-Ground-Podcast-id2561617?country=us https://www.audible.com/pd/Above-Ground-Podcast-Podcast/B08K564DM3 https://open.spotify.com/track/5ojjY0hMcefCfcwDFhAZWn?si=f0058da3d7ec483e&nd=1 https://youtu.be/QjfwOJ_Szj0 Memoir (Despair & Mayhem) [feat. Kevin Maloney] - Single by Will Foley https://music.apple.com/us/album/memoir-despair-mayhem-feat-kevin-maloney-single/1569777715
Dlaine is here to talk about her life with type 1 diabetes Show notes for people who are Bold with Insulin Find out more about the Dexcom CGM Get a FREE Omnipod Demo today Learn about Touched By Type 1 Gvoke Glucagon CONTOUR NEXT ONE smart meter and CONTOUR DIABETES app Add your voice to the T1DExchange TrialNet T1D Risk Screening A full list of our sponsors How to listen, disclaimer and more Apple Podcasts> Subscribe to the podcast today! The podcast is available on Spotify, Google Play, iHeartRadioRadio Public, Amazon Music and all Android devices The show is now available as an Alexa skill. My type 1 diabetes parenting blog Arden's Day Listen to the Juicebox Podcast online Read my award winning memoir: Life Is Short, Laundry Is Eternal: Confessions of a Stay-At-Home Dad The Juicebox Podcast is a free show, but if you'd like to support the podcast directly, you can make a gift here. Thank you! Follow Scott on Social Media @ArdensDay @JuiceboxPodcast Disclaimer - Nothing you hear on the Juicebox Podcast or read on Arden's Day is intended as medical advice. You should always consult a physician before making changes to your health plan. If the podcast has helped you to live better with type 1 please tell someone else how to find the show and consider leaving a rating and review on iTunes. Thank you! Arden's Day and The Juicebox Podcast are not charitable organizations.
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This episode covers why we fear being alone or abandoned or not ever finding someone, and also the fear of being judged or letting people down. Some fears are good and others can be paralysing and it is important to identify them and know how to counter these thoughts so you can enjoy your life. See acast.com/privacy for privacy and opt-out information.
Legendary Anthrax (@Anthrax) bassist Frank Bello (@TheFrankBello) joins Anne Erickson (@AnneErickson) to discuss his new book, "Fathers, Brothers, and Sons: Surviving Anguish, Abandonment, and Anthrax," as well as the future of Anthrax. You know Anne is a big thrash metal fan, so buckle up for an extra fun interview! ;) Join private Patreon for photos and more-> https://www.patreon.com/AnneAutumn Link up with Anne on social media at https://ItsMeAnne.com, and follow Audio Ink Radio the publication at https://AudioInkRadio.com.
This is a segment of episode 309 of Last Born In The Wilderness “An Abandonment Of An Abandonment: Public Health At The End Of Empire w/ Rob Wallace.” Listen to the full episode: https://www.lastborninthewilderness.com/episodes/rob-wallace Learn more about Pandemic Research for the People (PReP): https://www.prepthepeople.net Rob Wallace — evolutionary epidemiologist, agroecologist, and author of ‘Dead Epidemiologists: On the Origins of COVID-19' — joins me to discuss the complex interplay between the increase of infectious pathogens globally, the role of epidemiology within the neoliberal capitalist project, agribusiness and ecological destruction, and Empire at the end of the "cycle of accumulation" in late stage capitalism. Zootonic pathogen spillover into human populations is on the upward trend. The high-speed evisceration of the last remaining intact biodiverse regions on the planet, in conjunction with agribusiness's rapacious exploitation of biological life, meets the conditions for highly contagious viruses to evolve and leap from animal to human hosts more successfully and frequently. Regarding this epidemiological reality, Rob Wallace is an archetypal Cassandra, having predicted a pandemic emerging under current conditions as only a matter of time. As we know all know, he was right. SARS-CoV-2 emerged at the very end of 2019 in Wuhan, China, and over the course of almost two years, has killed millions of human beings as it continues to mutate and burn its way through the global population, disrupting practically every governing system of human life in the process. We have entered into an age of pandemics. Unless a massive shift occurs in the global economic order (be it systemic collapse or revolution, you pick), the idea of a global pandemic only occurring every 100 years or so, and not every one to two decades (or less), would be delusional. Rob Wallace is an agroecologist, economic geographer and evolutionary epidemiologist at the Agroecology and Rural Economics Research Corps in St Paul. He is author of ‘Big Farms Make Big Flu' and the recently published ‘Dead Epidemiologists: On the Origins of COVID-19.' He has consulted for the Food and Agriculture Organization and the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention. WEBSITE: https://www.lastborninthewilderness.com PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/lastborninthewilderness DONATE: https://www.paypal.me/lastbornpodcast / https://venmo.com/LastBornPodcast BOOK LIST: https://bookshop.org/shop/lastbornpodcast EPISODE 300: https://lastborninthewilderness.bandcamp.com BOOK: http://bit.ly/ORBITgr ATTACK & DETHRONE: https://anchor.fm/adgodcast DROP ME A LINE: Call (208) 918-2837 or http://bit.ly/LBWfiledrop EVERYTHING ELSE: https://linktr.ee/patterns.of.behavior
Baxie talks to Anthrax bass player Frank Bello about his new book "Fathers, Brothers, and Sons: Surviving Anguish, Abandonment, and Anthrax". Frank talks about music, family, the band's plans in 2022, and also about the death of his brother Anthony in 1996. It's an intensely powerful conversation with one of the nicest guys in Metal. Also available on Apple Podcasts, SoundCloud, Spotify, and on the Bax & O'Brien web site!