DelangusCast

Audio from a Facebook live stream where Graham plays some piano and talks a little INTRO/OUTRO MUSC by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

Graham is in a manic state of mind MUSIC BY: Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

Graham is feeling better about things Music by Emerald Douglas emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com

Graham discusses nothingness and the future. As well as giving some insight and touches on sensual porn. Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

A short set of ramblings talking about depression and feeling stuck Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

Just some general ramblings about what is going on in Graham's life

After not doing much of anything for awhile, here's this overdue episode.

It's been awhile since the last episode but sometimes that's the road life gives you. Don't think I'd gone and went anywhere, now! Music by Emerald Douglas >>>> >>>> https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

In this episode Graham mispronounces commiserate a bunch of times, maybe. Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/ Delangus@gmail.com

This is episode number 42 Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/ Delangus@gmail.com

Graham mostly talks about becoming dissatisfied with most of the routines in his life. ----------------------------- Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/ Delangus@gmail.com

Graham talks about finding happiness in spite of all the difficulties in his life. ________________ Music By Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/ Delangus@gmail.com

In this episode Graham has his first guest which is his old friend Tim Shippy, who makes music and art under the name SKTH00. They talk about different things ranging from living life in a non-miserable way and the sometimes frustrating process of creating art. Check out his music at https://skth00.bandcamp.com/ as well as his visual art https://www.instagram.com/skth00_/ ____________________ Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/ ------------------------------- Delangus@gmail.com

It's been a bit since the last episode and wanted to get something out. This one is just a short one that's more or less an update of Graham's current state of mind.

Stream of conscious style episode with sounds of the neighborhood at night as recorded from the back patio while partaking in some good ol' cannabis ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

This episode is of sorts a continuation of the last one. Slowly keeping on and looking to get out of the rut. ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

This episode talks about feeling stuck in a rut and how it's been five years since the brain surgery and finding out the tumor is growing back but overall feeling like the long road of challenging times has a bigger purpose down the road. ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

It's been a few weeks since the last episode again so here's some stream of conciousnessing ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

In this episode of DelangusCast there's a bit of stream of consiousnessing but mostly Patriticio Dominguez talking about DMT. ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

Graham talks about his experiences with The Depression Loop and the gettings ins and getting outs of it. And also about feeling like it's time to experience DMT soon. ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

In this episode Graham talks about getting though difficult times to find better things on the other side, good attracting more good and strangers helping him when he needed it even though he didn't ask. ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

It has been one year of DelangusCast! This episode is a recording of the pirate radio show that Graham and his buddies used to broadcast called Chop The Suey! ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

After the depression the mania usually follows. In this one Graham lets the thoughts and words flow in a stream of consciousness style episode, manic style. ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

In this episode of DelangusCast Graham talks about the importance of the human connection, the beauty of the Driftless Region in western Wisconsin, the goodness of seeing a good friend in person for the first time since before the pandemic as well as missing all his dead friends. ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

In this episode Graham mostly talks about the universal good that is love, finding it in different forms and realizing how it is infinte unlike hate. ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

It's the dead of winter and still the middle of the pandemic. Things are rough but the only real option is to just keep on keeping on. ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

In this one Graham mostly talks about his views of religion and spiritualism. ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

First episode of 2022 and it's all stream of consiousness style! ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

Somebody call the Guinness Book of World Records! Graham just might have created the shortest podcast episode in the world right out of the gate of 2022 here! It's like if Napalm Death's song "You Suffer" was a podcast! Happy fucking new year! ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

In this episode Graham talks about things like mental health stigmas, not being cut out for military life and why you shouldn't do acid in public places without telling your friends. ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

A little bit wine drunk and quite a bit stoned. ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

Graham has some stream of conscious type thoughts while not being able to sleep amongst the wee hours. ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

Graham went on a more of a trip than he expected after having not tripped on mushrooms for quite some time. Then he decided to record a podcast episode while coming back down. Behold. ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

More ranting, rambling and story telling in the form of stream of conscious ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

Graham does more stream of consciousing because why not. It's fun. ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

A stream of conscious style episode as Graham decided it was about time to get a new episode released after having experienced a significant low period. ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

The muddy blues and life in general got in the way, as it has been almost three weeks since the last episode. In this one Graham talks about his experience attending Muddy Roots Music Festival for the first time, among some other things currently going on in his life as of late. ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

This one talks about Graham's time leaving the hospital and the rough year afterwards where he was suddenly dissatisfied going back to normal life and constantly being aggravated by people's lack of perspective. All that on top of having to deal with some of the worst depression he had dealt with in his entire life, and the silver lining in how it had helped him gain the mental strength to deal with the pandemic when similar feelings started to surface again. ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

Now with theme music! Part 3 of the brain surgery saga picks up after my trippy experience in the hospital and tells a few remaining stories about the hospital stay. Then I discuss the strange time elated manic phase that followed post-hospital that involved having to move just 2 weeks afterwards. It also discusses a bit about some of strange the mental and emotional changes that came about after the surgery and that love needs to lead the way in life. ___________________________________ Delangus@gmail.com Music by Emerald Douglas https://emeralddouglas.bandcamp.com/

Part 2 of the brain surgery saga. This one talks about the time from checking into the hospital to the time of the surgery itself and the majority of the time spent in the hospital afterwards. There's another trippy story in this one about coming into contact with otherworldly beings who were there to help. Delangus@gmail.com

The first installment of the strange tale that is the brain surgery saga. This one talks about getting diagnosed with the tumor and the time leading up to the surgery, as well as how Graham used cannabis coupled with meditation to cope with the mental stress of it all. There's also a story about a strange and trippy dream that involved communicating with all knowing beings in a realm that seemed to be some sort of purgatory. Delangus@gmail.com

Going though brain surgery is a weird thing and this is the prelude to that whole story, even if it doesn't actually talk about the brain surgery all that much. Don't worry, there's still plenty of rants and stories for ya! Delangus@gmail.com

In this one Graham talks about how psychedelics and the experience of his brain surgery gave him a more positive and accepting outlook on death and is now afraid of living an unfulfilling life instead of death itself. There's also plenty of ranting about some stuff with way too many f-bombs too.

As Graham enters the strange mental state that always happens around mid-summer due to memories of his brain surgery experience he talks about the unfortunate stigmas that surround mental health and addiction as well how his use of cannabis and psychedelics coupled with meditation has helped his own mental health. Delangus@gmail.com

This episode was recorded in the wee hours as Graham keeps waking up during the witching hour and decides it totally has to do with some sort of woo woo spiritual enlightenment shit Delangus@gmail.com

In this episode Graham rambles about adjusting from city life back to the slower pace of his home town and the boredom that often comes with it. He also tells a story about seeing the band Converge cause utter chaos and feeling extremely comfortable in the midst of it all, back in the days when they were banned from playing in Milwaukee because their shows always became so chaotic. Delangus@gmail.com

A podcast while on the move! From the middle of nowhere! Graham mainly talks about sinking into what he is in this one. Delangus@gmail.com

About an hour of Graham ranting and rambling, but mostly ranting about a bunch of things in no particular order Delangus@gmail.com

Graham talks about having to return to living in his home town during the pandemic and remembering old feelings of never fitting in there, as well as not fitting into society's narrative and the struggles of creating/continuing his own path. Delangus@gmail.com

Graham talks about some of the parallels between his brain surgery experience and the pandemic, as well as the loops that life likes to throw at you during times of change, as well within the parallels with in the loops within the parallels within more loops within more parallels with even more loops... Anyway, this is episode number two of DelangusCast. Delangus@gmail.com

Graham is some guy from Wisconsin so why the hell does he have a podcast like billions of other goddamn people on the internet? An introduction to the beginnings of some rants and stories about the beginnings of his arguably strange life. Also, WTF does Delangus even mean in the first place? Delangus@gmail.com