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Tampa Bay Buccaneers lost a heartbreaking game to the Cleveland Browns in overtime after leading 17-10 with under two minutes to play. A David Njoku touchdown with 32 seconds left and a Nick Chubb score in overtime spelled doom for the Bucs - but Todd Bowles is the reason for the Bucs' loss in Cleveland. Admitting defeat to the media with Tom Brady under center and all three timeouts is the kind of mentality that has the Buccaneers at 5-6 right now. Chris Godwin had an outstanding game, Rachaad White played well - but coaching cost the Bucs a win. Find and Follow Locked On Bucs: Apple: https://apple.co/3iOePFk Spotify: https://spoti.fi/3BwlScY Audacy: https://bit.ly/3FAcIhV Stitcher: https://bit.ly/3tYVt4S Google Play: https://bit.ly/2X0IEdS James Yarcho and David Harrison bring the most comprehensive analysis and commentary on the Tampa Bay Buccaneers with the Locked On Bucs podcast. From breakdowns to analytics, to the hot stories surrounding the Buccaneers, James (@JYarcho_Bucs) and David (@DHarrison82) are the go-to sources for all things Bucs football. Daily, we explore the entire NFL calendar from free agency to the draft, through training camp, and preview/review each game on Tampa Bay's schedule. Listen to Locked On Bucs, part of the Locked On Podcast Network, to be the most educated Bucs fan you can be. #GoBucs #TampaBay #NFL #Buccaneers @JYarcho_Bucs @DHarrison82 @LockedOnBucs Follow James and David on Twitter, where they share the latest news and analysis about the Tampa Bay Buccaneers, and interact with members of Bucs Nation! James Yarcho: https://twitter.com/JYarcho_BUCS David Harrison: https://twitter.com/DHarrison82 Support Us By Supporting Our Sponsors! LinkedIn LinkedIn Jobs helps you find the candidates you want to talk to, faster. Post your job for free at LinkedIn.com/LOCKEDONNFL Built Bar Built Bar is a protein bar that tastes like a candy bar. Go to builtbar.com and use promo code “LOCKEDON15,” and you'll get 15% off your next order. BetOnline BetOnline.net has you covered this season with more props, odds and lines than ever before. BetOnline – Where The Game Starts! PrizePicks First time users can receive a 100% instant deposit match up to $100 with promo code LOCKEDON. That's PrizePicks.com – promo code; LOCKEDON SimpliSafe With Fast Protect™️ Technology, exclusively from SimpliSafe, 24/7 monitoring agents capture evidence to accurately verify a threat for faster police response. There's No Safe Like SimpliSafe. Visit SimpliSafe.com/LockedOnNFL to learn more. Turo Forget boring rental cars and find your drive at Turo.com   Audible Head over to Locked On NFL for a sneak peak of Block Forever or catch the full series available anywhere you get your podcast. Available everywhere now!   Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

No matter who we are or how long we've been living for God, there will be times that test our faith.  Admitting that we have times of doubt makes us feel uncomfortable.Our faith is the most central part of our relationship with God and times of doubt can be discouraging.  We may even worry about our relationship with God. I've heard it said many times, faith and doubt can not dwell in a person at the same time.  This concerned me, because I know I believe in God, yet there are moments that I wondered if God would really work in my life. While I've never doubted that God can do anything, there have been times I wondered if He would. Imagine the relief I felt when I found a man in the Bible that struggled with belief and unbelief at the very same time! In this episode, we will look at biblical examples of faithful people who had moments of doubt. We'll talk about how they handled their doubts and what we can learn from their experiences. One of the key takeaways from this episode is that a moment of doubt doesn't have to destroy a lifetime of faithfulness to God. Thanks for listening. Let's keep building! Support the showFeel led to partner with our global ministry? 100% of all donations go directly into our ministry and humanitarian relief efforts. https://venmo.com/u/Trent-Gilliam-3https://www.paypal.me/RevTrentGilliamConnect with me on social media. https://www.facebook.com/trent.gilliam

Admitting our anger

Dr. Fauci gives his final press conference and what he said might shock you. The World Health Organization issued a rough draft of its new Pandemic Treaty which would give incredible powers to an unelected group of globalists. Researcher Whitney Webb joins us to talk about this troubling development. 

On this episode we heard from a woman complaining about her sister-in-law allowing her 16 year old smoke joints out theback garden. Some calls said the Gardai should be called...others said it's no big deal!

. . . because not everyone can be right all the time.    Thanks for listening. I appreciate you.    Please subscribe, rate, and review the show.   How to connect: Website: https://laurietalks.com/ Instagram: https://instagram.com/laurietalks_

This week's topics: • Going House raving • AfroHouse v Amapiano • Partner v Parents • Friends being there for you or not • Admitting to friends you're not alright • Male depression and suicide • Genuinely reaching out to friends • Men brushing over issues • Men crying • Dealing the death of someone close to a friend • The after effects of suicide • Mobile phone addiction • How long is the too long / too short in the bedroom • Pregnant woman caught cheating on 'father' of unborn child with a pastor • The addiction of smoking and coffee • AITA for mixing my boyfriends rice? • #StavrosSays : Fundraiser for Samuel and his boys [https://gofund.me/67c4789d] Connect with us at & send your questions & comments to: #ESNpod so we can find your comments www.esnpodcast.com www.facebook.com/ESNpodcasts www.twitter.com/ESNpodcast www.instagram.com/ESNpodcast @esnpodcast on all other social media esnpodcast@gmail.com It's important to subscribe, rate and review us on your apple products. You can do that here... www.bit.ly/esnitunes

Dave Rubin of “The Rubin Report” talks about Joe Biden's growing Hunter Biden laptop scandal; Biden caught lying to Peter Doocy's face; CBS News admitting they got the Hunter Biden laptop story completely wrong after calling it a Russian disinformation campaign; Margaret Brennan and Gayle King being frustrated that Mike Pence doesn't say what they want him to say about Donald Trump; Anand Giridharadas telling MSNBC that billionaires should not exist because of the actions of Elon Musk and Jeff Bezos; mainstream media trying to create a narrative that the Colorado nightclub shooting is the fault of Republicans; MSNBC's Joy Reid trying to normalize drag queen story hour; NBC News' Brandy Zadrozny blaming Libs of TikTok and Tucker Carlson for the Colorado shooting; GLAAD CEO Sarah Kate Ellis defending drag queen story hour; Frank Figliuzzi thinking that Lauren Boebert and Tucker Carlson could be partially responsible for the shooting; CNN's Jake Tapper refusing to believe Hakeem Jeffries spin on the midterm election; and much more. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Admitting my discomfort with the Old-School label and talking about my own relationship with the OSR as a movement appears to have touched a couple of people in a helpful and powerful way. Two listeners have taken the time to send me not one but several messages on the topic and I am every keen to share their thoughts with you. But that's not all. Today I also want to reflect on the journey that returning to the Old-School primer and listening to some interviews has sent me out to experience. I've made some surprising discoveries and perhaps begun to open a new chapter in my hobby.Thanks to Karl from the GMologist Presents, to Brian from I'll Have To Look That Up, and to Jason from the Nerd's RPG Variety Cast for the call-ins today. Game on!Roleplay Rescue Details:Voice Message:speakpipe.com/roleplayrescuePatreon:patreon.com/rpgrescue Email:hello@rpgrescue.comBlog:roleplayrescue.com MeWe Group:mewe.com/join/roleplayrescueor search "Roleplay Rescue"Twitter:@ubiquitousratRoleplay Rescue Theme by Jon Cohen from Tale of the Manticore:https://taleofthemanticore.podbean.com/ Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Many float center owners backed a Kickstarter project by Shane Stott to release a documentary about the benefits of floating. Shane was already fairly well known in the float world, having released a book called The Float Tank Cure, about his battles with anxiety, depression, and stress, and how his downward spiral led him to a lifestyle of drinking too much and trying to drown out the pain. He learned about floating and went on to create his own tank, posting his plans and schematics online for his followers. Eventually, that led to a partnership that launched Zen Float Tanks, a portable, home model. And because Shane wanted the world to know about floating, he set out to create a documentary highlighting his story, but also the stories of so many others whose lives had been improved by float therapy. But it all fell apart. As Shane said, “Admitting defeat was the hardest thing for me.” He lays it all out on this intimate episode – battling pandemic challenges, inflatable paddleboards wreaking havoc on his production, having an “increased tolerance for disappointment”, cutting hundreds of hours of film down to just over 98 minutes, delay after painful delay, experiencing profound loss, and eventually… finding peace. He says he felt like he was running a marathon that turned out to be an ultra. His finish line kept moving, but after listening to this story, it sounds like maybe he just crossed it. At least until he signs up for the next one…. Links floatingdocumentary.com (floatingdocumentary.com) Sponsors HelmBot (https://Helmbot.com) Float Tank Association (https://floatation.org) Mindfull Solutions (https://mindfull.solutions) Art of the Float Store (https://Shop.artofthefloat.com)

According to the great Jesuit Monk Anthony DeMello, there are three intellectual feats that we struggle with on a regular basis, that are harder than just about any physical activity on the planet. Just three. They are, he said, in this order:Returning love for hate.Including the excluded.Admitting you are wrong.✉️ Want Stoic wisdom delivered to your inbox daily? Sign up for the FREE Daily Stoic email at https://dailystoic.com/dailyemail

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Director of Organizational Design, Gena Killion, takes pride in the way she retains and processes information. But at Simantel, she learned the power of failure – and the many positive outcomes of it – when she made the wrong decision on a major client's campaign.

Tom welcomes a new and yet well-known guest, Grant Williams, to the show. Grant discusses how being flexible in mindset is important as in the world of social media, people can be quite dogmatic. Admitting your mistakes is key, as everyone is just trying to figure out the future. He is quite cautious about giving actionable advice because people may not understand how he came to his conclusions. Helping people come to their own decisions is better than simply telling people what to do. Jim Cramer is an example of someone who spews nonsense and provides generally bad advice every day. Everyone and everything today is at risk in these volatile times. People need to be aware. Things are changing and government's may intervene in ways that benefit them at your expense. There are plenty of pensions around the West that are carefully re-evaluating their risks given what happened in the United Kingdom. Many of these are vulnerable because they have taken on more risks to find returns. Grant discusses the importance of having a plan for positioning and exiting in markets, and why it's crucial to avoid emotion. The hubris of Fed officials is remarkable, and the fact they've raised interest rates four times demonstrates just how bad a job they've been doing. Gold is not completely safe from confiscation, but there are always places in the world where it will be used. Bitcoin is likely to be directly competing with Central Bank Digital Currencies at some point, and that may entail additional risks. Time Stamp References:0:00 - Introduction1:36 - Transitory Conclusions6:35 - Testing Your Ideas8:20 - Shifting Cycles & Risk14:03 - U.K. Cracks & Confidence19:10 - Dry Powder & Opportunity21:25 - Emotions & Trading26:12 - Confidence in Japan31:28 - Energy Prices & Crisis33:32 - Dollar Divestment38:14 - Existential Lines41:28 - Feds Extreme Hubris43:44 - Japan & Inflation?48:16 - Gold & Hedge Funds52:19 - Fiat Alternatives59:08 - Travel & Spending1:02:05 - Wrap Up Guest Links:Website: https://www.grant-williams.com/Twitter: https://twitter.com/ttmygh Grant Williams, much to his dismay, has logged over 35 years in finance. During that time, he's lived and worked in seven major financial centers from London to Sydney, building the kind of network that many others can only dream about. He began his career in the Japanese equity market in the mid-1980s, before a three-year posting to Tokyo ensured he had a ringside seat as the twin bubbles in equities and real estate burst simultaneously and spectacularly at the end of 1989. After a short stint back in London, Grant relocated once again, this time to New York, where he spent 7 years. Subsequent postings have taken him to Hong Kong, Sydney, Singapore, and the Cayman Islands. Currently, he is a senior advisor to Matterhorn Asset Management AG in Switzerland, and a portfolio and strategy advisor to Vulpes Investment Management in Singapore. Back in 2014, Grant's ambition to bring the most intelligent, engaging, and original people in finance to a wider audience led him to co-found Real Vision, an on-demand internet-based financial media platform. Grant's twin Real Vision interview series, In Conversation With… and On The Road, raised the bar for financial content – engaging and educating viewers in equal measure and helping them learn the secrets behind a group of extraordinary investors' success. Long before Real Vision, however, Grant was guiding people around the fringes of finance with his regular newsletter, "Things That Make You Go Hmmm…", a publication which, from humble beginnings as a daily note to a few friends and colleagues, has grown into one of the most widely read financial publications in the world.

Breathwork can be very helpful in releasing and healing certain emotions that you have trapped in your body. Kamini will be diving deeping into what an emotional detox is and why it might be a good practice to put in place when your life is getting too hectic or stressful.   There are a lot of stressors the human body is exposed to in our modern world. Not only is there stress in our home or work, but if you spend too much time on social media or various news outlets, your mind and emotional wellbeing can get fatigued by the ongoing stimulus and negativity.   If you have a process to get rid of the toxic emotions, which allows you to emotionally release from what has been collected all day or all week, your body also ends up reaping the benefits. Remember, if we just push our emotions to the side, all we're doing is keeping those toxic thoughts in.   An emotional detox is giving you the avenue to release these painful or stressful feelings. You'll know when it's time for one if you start feeling like you're tired all the time or when you're easily triggered. If you have no motivation, that can also be a big sign that you're not releasing those bad emotions.   There are three phases of an emotional detox: Clearing, Reflecting, and Admitting. The biggest thing when going through each of these phrases is to give yourself permission and patience as you breathe through or process each emotion thoroughly. Don't suppress them and get back to your default. Instead, validate your own feelings and work with yourself in bringing you back to center.   Continue Your Growth Journey: Kaminiwood.com

This week's guest is Anthony Natoli. Anthony is currently an Enterprise AE at Lattice, as well as the Co-Founder of The Revenue Lab with Tom Alaimo, which is a paid private community for revenue professionals looking to prioritize their mental health and wellness. They provide sales consulting & training to a select number of teams and companies. This is Anthony's 2nd appearance on the show, his first appearance was during Episode 78 of the show, which is the most listened to episode from the 120+ episodes I've recorded. In this week's episode, we discussed: Get Clear On Your Intentions Aligning On Your Daily Habits Tackle “The Thing” That Is Always On Your Brain Admitting When You Need Help Getting To The Other Side Of Tough Times Building Your Day Around Daily Habits Please enjoy this week's episode with Anthony Natoli! ____________________________________________________________________________ Useful Links: The Revenue Lab - https://revenuelab.carrd.co/ Episode 78 - https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/78-how-saas-sales-changed-my-life-with-anthony-natoli/id1528398541?i=1000551017195 https://open.spotify.com/episode/43L0pEnA1c9x6QBAyuNONs?si=VfHfF8cFQSu6I3j3vDqS3A I am now in the early stages of writing my first book! In this book, I will be telling my story of getting into sales and the lessons I have learned so far, and intertwine stories, tips, and advice from the Top Sales Professionals In The World! As a first time author, I want to share these interviews with you all, and take you on this book writing journey with me! Like the show? Subscribe to the email: https://mailchi.mp/a71e58dacffb/welcome-to-the-20-podcast-community I want your feedback! Reach out to 20percentpodcastquestions@gmail.com, or find me on LinkedIn. If you know anyone who would benefit from this show, share it along! If you know of anyone who would be great to interview, please drop me a line! Enjoy the show!

Welcome to a brand new episode, season, and podcast name! The Is It Worth It? Podcast has rebranded to 'Becoming Enough' and I'm so excited to be back with more content you love! In honor of launching season two on Halloween, I'm sharing the 6 worst fears I've encountered on my self-worth journey. You'll hear me chat about the fear of: 1. Admitting how much my childhood damaged me, 2. Releasing my identity of being an overachiever/perfectionist, 3. Giving up my hyper-independence, 4. Releasing relationship anxiety, 5. Both failure and success (especially in business), and 6. Being behind in life. Your self-worth journey will take you on waves of adding more of what you love into your life and then purging all that no longer belongs. These waves help you shift into your authentic self while releasing parts of the life you built when you felt unworthy. This episode focuses on what I had to let go of to get closer to my authentic self and how that allowed me to start believing in my worth more than ever before. LINKS: Book your first session Book a session (for returning clients) Review on Apple Podcasts Support the Podcast BetiGrewUp Website Instagram: @BetiGrewUp TikTok: @BetiGrewUp --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/betigrewup/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/betigrewup/support

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In episode 1 of this new series I'm trying out, I'm joined by screenwriter and movie fan Titus Peoples. Yes, that's his real name. We talk about how embarrassing it can be to admit to liking movies most people hate while diving into Tom Green's Freddy Got Fingered and Jake Gyllenhaal's Bubble Boy. See if you agree with our takes. How to support the show!Buy Me a Coffee:https://www.buymeacoffee.com/givesmeanxietyInstacart:Instacart.oloiyb.net/AnxietyMy Software Tutor - Promo Code pod20 for 20 percent offhttps://mysoftwaretutor.com/The Cardist - anxiety pod 10%https://thecardiststudio.com/Check out the show on all of your favorite social platforms!https://twitter.com/GivesanxietyPodhttps://www.facebook.com/thatgivesmeanxietypodcasthttps://www.instagram.com/thatgivesmeanxietypodcast/https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCgCOITNlRi_K7JP9QxBK-vQSupport the show

Are you going through hard things...feeling confused by it all and like you've just been thrown out in the middle of the ocean all alone wondering if you'll ever find your way back to shore? Well, this podcast is a community that is here for each other with all kinds of reminders that you're not alone. Amy especially feels this when she gets to meet y'all face to face and when she reads your emails. Today's episode is from our community!!!! All 4 things are emails from listeners that are currently in hard times or have made it to the otherside - so yep - these stories are from someone just like you that listens to the podcast and I just know it will be. Hope you enjoy this special episode!!!  Tickets to Amy's 4 Things LIVE Event In Wichita, Kansas: https://selectaseat.com/amy  4 Things I'M FINE Pullover: 4Things.com  Best places to find more about Amy: RadioAmy.com + @RadioAmy Send emails for the '5th Thing' to 4ThingsWithAmyBrown@gmail.com!See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

So many of The #JustBloodyPostIt podcast guests leave me feeling like - honestly, how do they do it all? This time, fitness expert Shakira Akabusi shares how she's on a mission to fill the information gap around women's pre and postpartum fitness. To help us be more robust and recover both physically and mentally from becoming mums. She's also written a book, is raising four kids and managing what she describes as "extreme OCD and anxiety." Listen to find out how,

On today's Weekend Review episode, it's just Graham and Taylor and they're bringing out their thumbs... to do some thumbs up/thumbs down reviewing of the weekend that was. There are rhymes, conversations about players who best use their backsides, appreciation for VAR, dislike of VAR, and much much more! Plus the biggest talking points from some of the weekend's biggest results, including Chelsea-Man United, Tottenham-Newcastle, and Nottingham Forest-Liverpool, and a lengthy conversation about Leeds United, where the clock seems to be ticking ever louder for Jesse Marsch. WE'RE DOING A LIVE SHOW! The TSS gang will be in New York City for a live show on Sunday, November 20th! We'll be talking World Cup, USMNT, and so much more...  Check out this link for tickets and the rest of the details — Sponsors! Today's show is brought to you by... Artifact! Go to heyartifact.com and enter the code 'TSS20' at checkout to save $20 on your first Artifact! Mint Mobile!  Head to MintMobile.com/TSS to cut your wireless bill to $15 a month! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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Admitting you're hurt isn't betraying him. Fathers meet our need for recognition. Sometimes they get it wrong and leave us with wounds of no identity, fear, and guilt. But through Jesus, we have access to inner healing to make us complete. Get inner healing today from the wounds your father gave you. Receive Healing Be honest about the pain you feel so Jesus can heal you. It feels like sinning to admit we didn't have a perfect childhood. Our fathers tried to raise us well. But while we hide the truth that we're damaged, we live a damaged lifestyle. Be whole and complete through the healing Jesus offers you now. It doesn't hurt to click play. Join a Community of Thriving Fivefold Ministerswww.fivefoldministrycampus.com Counseling Coursehttps://www.ami-campus.com/courses/Counseling-in-the-Trenches Related Episodes How the Prophet Is Called to Heal a Wounded Church (Ep. 291) What's Your Prophetic Type? Isaiah: The Inner Healing Prophet (Ep. 260) Minister Inner Healing to the Broken-Hearted With 3 Easy-to-Follow Steps (Ep. 228) Scriptures Used in This Episode Isaiah 58:8-9 (NKJV):Then your light shall break forth like the morning, Your healing shall spring forth speedily, And your righteousness shall go before you; The glory of the Lord shall be your rear guard. Then you shall call, and the Lord will answer; You shall cry, and He will say, ‘Here I am.' Join Our Community! https://www.apostolic-network.com Sponsor the NextGen Prophets Podcast Take this message further. Be responsible for raising the next generation of prophets. Get Your Free E-book and Course Here https://www.nextgenprophets.org/ Watch Our Free Prophetic Teachings on Youtube https://www.youtube.com/ToachMinistries Get Connected With Apostles Craig and Colette Toach Submit Your Question to the Apostles: ToachMinistries.com Follow the NextGen Prophets Facebook: NextGen Prophets Follow the NextGen Prophets Instagram: NextGen Prophets Instagram

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OMG still buzzing after this epic chat with my soul sista Steph Gorton!  While most people have their 'Babe, You've Got This' Moment to start their business or dream job etc, Steph jumps that step and is hit with these moments when she must admit defeat and "failure".  There is so much gold in this chat! Enjoy!   Stephanie Gorton is the award-winning coach who's going to take your business from start-up to 6 figures and beyond in six months.  After building and selling her first 6-figure startup in just under three years, Steph now shows female entrepreneurs how to do the same. She's gone on to build two mastermind-style coaching businesses that have earned over a million dollars. To date, she has coached over 500 women to successfully grow their businesses to $10k+ months. Head to Steph's Instagram for all her info and value packed content!

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Tonight on The Last Word: The Washington Post reports Donald Trump routinely mishandled classified records. Also, a teenager is denied a life-saving medication under Arizona's abortion law. Plus, Herschel Walker denies paying for his girlfriend's abortion. And Ukraine reclaims towns in the east and south that were annexed by Vladimir Putin. Andrew Weissmann, Barbara McQuade, Ben Rhodes, Sen. Mark Kelly, John Heilemann, Claire McCaskill and Cal Perry join Lawrence O'Donnell. 

Today I speak with Aimee Batuski, founder of “Desire on Fire”. She helps you identify your intimacy style so that you can reignite the spark of desire in your life. The pleasure path is not always easy, sometimes, it can be downright humiliating. By surrendering to your deepest wants, you will not just improve your sex life but you will become connected to your higher self. Desire is your life force, and without it our goals, relationships and our pursuits  become burdens instead of gratifying experiences. Aimee will teach you how to speak up and deepen the love you have for yourself so that you can be open to receiving the love you deserve and truly devote yourself to the path of pleasure.   Key Takeaways:  [6:10] Sex positive and Self consious: Internalizing cultural messages  [8:30] The Femenine path [14:00] Forging your own path without fear of judgment [17:20] Creating for yourself in spite of your lower self voices [18:30] Achievement at the detriment of deeper desires [20:10] 5 Intimacy styles: Cool Girl, Party Girl, Independent Woman, The Giver and The Receiving Queen [23:00] Doing it all alone leads leaves women lacking vulnerability and dissociating from the body [25:00] Allowing yourself to ask for help: Don't wait till your body forces you to surrender  [28:10] Life after honeymoon bliss: Why does the spark fade? [30:15]The Erotic Blueprints: Resting, Curiosity, Adventurous and Transformational  [32:30] The Pleasure path is not pleasurable all the time [33:30] Admitting what you want can feel Humiliating [36:00] Being devoted to the path of desire [40:20] Voicing your desires regardless if you receive a “No”  [42:00] The spark goes out when we lose our connection to desire [48:40] Practicing with Men and Processing with Women [50:30] Self penetrating: getting to the root of your desire and bringing it to your partner [58:00] Moving from the head to the full body experience   Resources: http://www.desireonfire.com http://www.instagram.com/aimeebatuski https://www.instagram.com/desireonfire/ - Link to our Intimacy Styles Quiz: https://quiz.tryinteract.com/#/60bfceb6749e3400170c1da5 - Here's your affiliate link: https://josefinabashout.krtra.com/t/6SI5A0Wo3RXc - Desire on Fire Experience promo: Join us (and 300+ women!) in-person/virtually at the Desire on Fire Experience event, Oct 29-30 in Los Angeles, California! www.desireonfirelive.com Code: PRIESTESS for $200 off the regular ticket price!   Connect with Josefina: Instagram: @pusssypriestess Website: josefinabashout.com     Awaken your confidence & feminine fire  https://www.josefinabashout.com/awaken-the-fire-sign-up    Foria Wellness for dripping wet pleasure & arousal https://glnk.io/j703/josefinabashout 20% off JOSEFINABASHOUT20   Onna Lifestyle for pleasure tools  https://www.onnalifestyle.com/?ref=7SQdeda72sK20   Memorable Quotes: “If we believe these lower self voices then our passion, our fire, our  drive, our life force can't come alive to create magic, that  then serves the entire world.”  [17:20] -Josefina Bashout    “I see a lot of women who are very high achieving and it's based on their conditioning or based on what they think they're supposed to achieve but they are capable of that! They have the capacity and the capability to reach the goals or get things done or fulfill their mission or their dream or whatever and sometimes it's at the detriment of these other more tender desires.” [19:00] -Aimee Batuski   “When we are trying to hold it all together and do it all ourselves, of course we're not in our highest pleasure!”  [24:20] -Aimee Batuski    “They are so goal oriented that their sex, their pleasure and their body and their intimacy isn't even on the radar to be prioritized.” [31:11] -Aimee Batuski    “The pleasure path is filled with portals…It is a devotional path. Just like how you would make love and be in devotion, the path requires us to be in that devotion.” [35:35] -Josefina Bashout   “Everytime I have a vulnerable desire, which is often, it feels humiliating to admit, it really does. It feels like I'm throwing myself off a cliff like naked in front of a million people. It's so scary.” [38:22] -Aimee Batuski

Hey guys. Peter Shankman the host of Faster Than Normal here. I wanna invite you to something! I am hosting a Mastermind with 12 amazing speakers who are gonna be talking about everything from ADHD to mental health, from entrepreneurship, to just living your life better. It's gonna be on November 10th, It's gonna be virtual from anywhere in the world. Incredible, incredible speakers. The leading fitness trainer in Canada for all things. Me! A whole bunch of speakers- Scott Carney, who wrote the book which is to all about how he goes and takes ice showers every day. It's gonna be 12 amazing speakers, the CBS Early Shows' Jennifer Hartstein, really, really great people. And I'd like you to join us. Check out the link below in the show notes at ShankMinds 2022 and we will see you there. And a matter of fact, look for the discount code in the show notes as well, that'll take a hundred bucks off the cost. We'll see you soon! https://shankman.lpages.co/shankminds-virtual-2022/  DISCOUNT CODE:  SMFriends22 -- Southern California-born and bred Maitland Ward has quickly become one of the biggest stars in adult entertainment, after an-already successful career as an American model, actress and cosplay personality. After finding fame in the ‘90s on CBS soap The Bold and the Beautiful and smash ABC sitcom Boy Meets World, as well as a plum role in 2004's cult classic White Chicks, Ward decided to shake things up with racy social media content, sexy cosplay and appearing at fan conventions before making the leap into the adult film industry in 2019. The statuesque (5'10”) all-natural redhead is unique in that not only is she beautiful and built for the adult biz, Ward's talent as an actress means she can also carry dramatic and comedic scenes with ease. Her playful energy, professionalism and open sexuality earned her an exclusive performance contract with Vixen Media Group and the famous face of the brand's blockbuster studio, Deeper. In 2020, Ward won three AVN Awards for Best Supporting Actress, Best Three-Way Sex Scene-G/G/B for her work in Deeper feature Drive and Favorite Camming Cosplayer. She also won three XBIZ Awards for Crossover Star of the Year, Best Actress-Feature Movie and Best Sex Scene-Feature Movie, also for Drive.  In 2021 she scored two AVN Awards as well: Best Leading Actress for Deeper's Muse, as well as Best Boy/Girl Sex Scene for Higher Power, plus two XBIZ Awards for Best Acting-Lead and Best Sex Scene-Feature for Muse, and in 2022 she took home two XBIZ trophies for Best Acting-Lead for Muse 2 and Performer of the Year.  Ward's recent mainstream endeavors include starring and co-producing a TV series, The Big Time, taking on a lead role in psychological thriller Just for You and releasing an eye-popping no-holds-barred memoir about her wild life in the entertainment biz, Rated X: How Porn Liberated Me from Hollywood.    ——    In this episode Peter and Maitland discuss:     00:40 - Thank you so much for listening and for subscribing! 01:00 - Intro and welcome Maitland Ward!  IMDB bio 01:38 - So you're here in NYC promoting Rated X; let's talk about that! 02:00 - Despite all of your success at such a young age, you were not happy. Why? 04:00 - A lot of positive things have happened in the culture of Hollywood and beyond 04:45 - On hiding who you are, and why. A note on fear. 05:25 - When did you first realize, then decide you needed a change? 06:15 - About getting married an moving to NYC 06:50 - On figuring out that you're different 07:18 - Peter on how he explained to his father how he was quitting his day job 08:08 - When did you decide to make the switch from ‘mainstream to ‘adult' film? How did your peers react? 09:15 - About double standards 09:45 - Peter on breaking stereotypes for New Frontier Media at The Wall Street Journal 10:55 - How did it go when you started dipping your feet more into rated R, rated X Art? 12:28 - On building a fanbase in real time 14:00 - About her first full length feature and how that evolved  15:00 - How do you deal with the haters, how do you not focus on the bad reviews, trolls, etc? 15:55 - A tip about fan mail of any sort 16:55 - What's next for you? 17:35 - My how things have changed in twenty years, or even thirty! 18:52 - What do you do to get out of your head, to clear and re-center? 19:54 - Do you have any rituals or habits that must happen every day or else? 20:21 - How can people find more about you? Web: https://onlyfans.com/maitlandward Socials:  @MaitlandWard on Twitter  INSTA  FB  and @Maitlandtoks on TikTok Shout out to Brian at BSG Public Relations! @bsgpr on Twitter 20:57 - Guys, as always thanks so much for subscribing! Do you have a cool friend with a great story? We'd love to hear. I'm www.petershankman.com and you can reach out anytime via email at peter@shankman.com or @petershankman on all of the socials. You can also find us at @FasterNormal on all of the socials. It really helps when you drop us a review on iTunes and of course, subscribe to the podcast if you haven't already! As you know, the more reviews we get, the more people we can reach. Help us to show the world that ADHD is a gift, not a curse!  21:21 - Faster Than Normal Podcast info & credits  — TRANSCRIPT via Descript and then corrected.. somewhat:  [00:00:41] Peter: So Maitland, thank you for taking the time. I know you're on a busy schedule with your book tour in New York here. [00:00:46] Maitland: Yes. Thank you so much for having me. [00:00:47] Peter: How is New York, uh, treating you so far?  [00:00:49] Maitland: It's, it's been great. It's been a whirlwind, like, meeting with everybody and like, you know, just doing all of the, the. publicity, I guess you would say. It's, it's kind of like a machine. So I, I'm really having good time, but it's been very busy. I hope to have a little more like downtime to, to little freedom to go explore. More freedom. [00:01:03] Peter: Yeah. We're, we're a good city. We're coming back. You know, Covid was a bit here, but I did not, I could have least how many people are here now.  [00:01:11] Maitland: Yeah. It's definitely came back. Cause I had come, uh, to film something like a, I guess it was a little over a year ago, and, It was pretty bad. Yeah. Things were shut down.  [00:01:20] Peter: Still in, I'm at the point my daughter's, my daughter's class, like half the kids and their parents like went to their second and third homes and all that. Right now they're all back. I'm like, I'm like you. I kind of feel like you should pay an extra 50% tax on everything because you went down, left your most right. You left us right. But yeah, we're coming back. It's nice to see the city getting, getting back into form. We're, we're a good place. Um, so you're, you're here promoting burning rated X. Yes. Let's, so let's talk about that. So you have. The majority of people in Delta Entertainment, you have backstory, you have a history. You came, um, in mainstream media, right? Yes. You started Boy Me World. Yes. And, and of course White. It's one of my favorites because my friend Marlon's in it. That's so cool. And, and you know, you, but you weren't happy.  [00:01:59] Maitland: Yeah, it was an interesting thing because I started acting very young, uh, like 16 years old. I was on a soap opera and, uh, it was, it was a whirlwind experience at the time, but I really felt like I had to be a certain way all the time in Hollywood. Like I had to be a good girl. I had to, you know, be straighten narrow, like really, you know, be nice. That was a big thing. Be nice, and it, I think that was a dangerous thing for a Woman to be taught, like make them like you be nice. So, um, so I was, but I felt like I was always denying certain parts of myself to. You know, accommodate other people and, and Hollywood, you know, I got very lucky early on that I got a lot of jobs and, and high profile jobs. Uh, especially like when I got Boy Meets World and I was, I really wanted to like please everybody at Disney and the producers and everything. And I, um, but it was weird because on the show I was this sort of, not a sex object, but she was very, The U undertones were sexual, I guess. Right. And she was always the one dancing around in lingerie.   [00:03:08] Peter: And like you spoke about that, teasing the boys,you mentioned that in the, both the concept and your articles, the concept that, you know, Yeah. Here's Disney. Right. You know, pure, pure bread, Disney. Yeah. Um, the, the, the likes of which we all all know who comes from Disney. Everyone. Everyone. Wonderful and happy. And then, Yet they were putting you in situations that today, I think if we looked at them under the eye of 2022, right. We  [00:03:24] Maitland: question. Oh, absolutely. Like, like I say in the book, how I had to go up to the producer's office to try on lingerie for my lingerie scenes. So, and like not just once. I mean, there was 20 people in there, whatever, a big group. Mostly men. Uh, pretty much all men except for maybe one or, um, and then I would have to try on all of it and like, and I thought that this was my job to do this, and I never, at the time, I didn't even 0cConceptualize that it was a weird thing or it was ski or it was anything wrong with it. But then today you look at that, if that happened today and it went on the internet or anything, people would be fired for it Yeah.  [00:04:00] Peter: . Yeah. And I think that, you know, in a lot of ways, everyone, everyone complains about cancel culture and complains that, that were too high strung. But a lot of things, positive changes have, have resulted from not only people like you speaking out, but you know, all the way back to the Weinstein and, and things like that. Yeah. But at, at the time that you were doing it again, you were under. Let's just be a good girl. Let's just do the nice thing. Yeah. I didn't wanna, like, was it, was there a fear there that if you, if you acted the way you wanted to or if you acted the way you were, the way you thought you were supposed to, you'd be gone?  [00:04:29] Maitland: Yes, definitely. Oh yeah, always. I had very much anxiety about that kind of stuff, like very much anxiety that I wouldn't do the right thing, I wouldn't be the right way, or I wasn't good enough for the situation and I.  You know imposter syndrome. Yeah. May, Yeah, maybe. Yeah. . Yeah, I guess. But it was like, yeah, cuz I had to like kind of be this persona that I can't see all the time. I was not who I was like there, but in certain parts of myself, especially my sexuality and everything. And I had to hide like, Things that, you know, how I wanted to be exact cause I thought it was wrong or bad, or, you know, weird or, or they would judge me and come down on me. [00:05:07] Peter: Fear is a great motivator. Not necessarily in a good way, but fear is a, you know, I don't wanna lose my job, I'm gonna conform despite what it's doing to your mental health. Yeah. Right, right. So as you moved on and as you had different roles and, and at, at some. Was there a, I guess was there a moment where you just said, F this?  [00:05:28] Maitland: I mean, was it, was it, did it come all at once or how did it, And it's  interesting. Back at the time, I didn't think that it was having an effect on me in my mental health. Like I didn't conceptualize that. I thought it was just like there's something wrong with me that I. Wasn't doing things the right way, but, and looking back, writing the book, I really saw that in certain situations. Yeah. Um, so yeah, it was a long time, a long journey like finding myself, and it's interesting because of all, you know, pitfalls and disappointments that I had after I had a lot of success, like after white chicks and all that, when I was really typecast and things dried up and Hollywood would, they still wanted to keep me in the box that they had put me as a, like this good girl character, this, but they didn't wanna cast me cuz I was already a typecast character. Right. So, but they still wanted me there for like, whenever they needed a certain purpose for me, like a little episodic work or something like that. Um, so that became frustrating. So then I, I actually, that's when I moved to New York for a while. I got married and moved to New York. Okay. And it was kind of like a, it was a breath of fresh air to kind of get away from the Hollywood machine. I've heard that. Yeah. Because it was like, cuz when you're there you're just so caught up. Like, Oh, what, Who's going to this party? Right? What's this audition? Did you get that one? Like, did you book this one? And, uh, so, so getting away, I really like started to really discover myself and I started writing a lot and erotic writing. And I started really discovering my sexuality and stuff of, I guess not discovering it all the way Admitting it Okay. Is more of a thing because I think I knew all along that I, I, I just thought I was different and I thought I, like I say, I, I was a bad girl maybe inside , but, but I realized, you know, I'm not bad. It's kind of funny. My husband helped me realize that really. and he was very encouraging of me to explore this path that I really wanted to explore.  [00:07:17] Peter: I imagine so. I mean, I remember, and I, I guess I can't really equate much to it, but I've always imagined the, the day that I told my parents, I, I, I had one job in my life. I worked for, for America Online back in the nineties when, when a was the internet, right? Yeah. And I came back to New York and realized, They let us work anyway we wanted, which is why I did so well. My ADHD flourished cuz I was able to do, Oh, you wanna work at two in the morning? Great. As long as you get it done. Yeah. Yeah. Then I come back to New York and start working for a magazine and, and we have 8:00 AM meetings and 9:30 AM meetings and 10:00 AM editorial boards. And I'm like, What? This is Russia? And it, I, I quit within two. Yeah. And I remember telling my Dad, um, I'm gonna start my own PR firm and if it fails, and I actually said when it fails, when it fails, oh I'll get another. Cause I was so, who the hell am I to do anything, you know, entrepreneurial. And that was like 24 years ago. And I remember that was the scariest conversation I ever had have because I said, You know, I might need you to help pay my rent for a month or I might need what I didn't thank God, but you know, I got lucky and, and things were in. But tell us about the mindset when you decided you're gonna make this switch. You're gonna go from mainstream to adult, which to be, let's be fair, adult is kind of at this point, 2022, putting mainstream. Anyway, [00:08:20] Maitland: that's why it's so weird to say both things and I know we have to differentiate kind of, but, But it is weird that we have to differentiate.    [00:08:25] Peter: Right? So tell me about, Because you, you wrote a really interesting piece that I really enjoyed about your interaction with Elizabeth Berkeley. Oh, yes, I was Right. So tell us about that. [00:08:33] Maitland:  First, It was a very quick interaction. Yeah, but it was an interesting one. I, it was right after like the news broke that I was, Doing this big porn film and stuff. And I was in the industry and everything and I was, you know, walking out of the Whole Foods. And I saw her off to the side and she looks at me like, you know, our white eyes and they got wider. And I was like, and she had, I, I don't know, I think it was her husband at the time. I don't know if there's still, I don't know the situation. It was a man with her. Right. Um, and she, she just looks at and she turns to him and like whispers something like this and he looks, and it was such a weird like, situation to have them be like, Look at me like some sort of a, you know, beast down in the wild. [00:09:11] Peter: I'm sorry. And let's just, let's just be clear, this is Nomi Malone looking at you , right? This is the girl who, who went from Saved by the Bell, then Showgirls. So I'm, I'm not sure what she's actually looking at, where she comes off looking at you, everybody. So that really kinda pissed me off when I read that. The hell is she looking at you? [00:09:25] Maitland:  But it's a weird thing because once you go- when it's deemed adult, Right. It's different, right? Like in Hollywood films like now on like streaming shows and stuff, they go so close to it, of course.   [00:09:39] Peter: But, but they didn't go all the way. In 2003, um, I, I represented a company called New Frontier Media and, uh, New out of Denver, Ca, Boulder, Colorado, and New Frontier was the, this back in for porn was free, right? Yeah. Right. And, and, and they were the largest distributor of adult paperview on cable. Mm-hmm. . And I would go, I had my, I worked for them for four years and I took their stock price from like 99 to $10 because I forced my way into the Wall Street Journal and Forbes and Fortune. Mm-hmm. explaining, you know, I have a company who I'm repping, who is kicking the ass, their biggest competitor with Playboy. Yeah. By a factor of 10 x. Like, Oh, we great. They're adult. Oh, we can't touch that. I'm like, Why the hell not, not? It's so explaining when, and I got through and, and I remember getting New Frontier Media on the cover of Forbes was like, like the highlight. If that's my epi half right now. Yeah. The first porn company on Forbes. But, you know, but it was, it was the concept of, look, you, you, you're, it's one of those things that you're. Um, secretly. Yeah. Right. You're not gonna admit to it, but meanwhile, look at how much money is being driven. Yes. You know, let's, let's, let's look at something like Euphoria. Um, great show, but not really about the acting per se. Yeah. You know, there's, there's things we're looking at on that show that we know exactly what we're looking. Go onto Reddit. You're not gonna find, uh, uh, um, uh, reviews of the acting. You're gonna find one thing on your, you know, about your for. And so, so that being said though, it's a lot easier to say that then is to sort of tell us about, like, tell us about the day or whatever. [00:10:56] Maitland: It was, the moment where, All right, I'm doing this and, and  here we go. You know what, it wasn't like one certain moment. I mean it uh, it was cuz I started like exploring stuff on my social media sexy pictures and stuff. And this was along the time, by the time Girl Meet's World has spin enough appointments coming around, right? So there was a lot of attention and social media was really starting to really boom, like Instagram, especially in like Snapchat. And uh, so I started getting followers for like doing my sexy cosplay that I loved doing and doing bikini shots and all that stuff. Uh, but then I'd eventually. They started like taking down photos. Right. Actually, cuz a lot of people would complain for no reason to like these like fundamentalist types that watch, of course that are obsessed with like boy meets world being wholesome and wholesome and good and stuff. And uh, actually a lot of porn girls though suffer from people just, [00:11:46] Peter: Oh, of course for that question. [00:11:49] Maitland: Just taking their, I mean, look at the Visa MasterCard scenario. They had match  ridiculous. Um, so I kind of, my, my fans were like, Well, why don't you just sell content? And I didn't know what content was really at the time. I mean, I kind of heard of it, so I, but I said, Well, maybe, And I said, I'll start, I'll start a Patreon account, right? It's, you know, they patrons of your art. And I was gonna do like Playboy-esque type photos. I, I started the page and I, I didn't even like, Um, announced it. I just like did it one night and I said, ah, close it. Then the next morning there was like 20 people in there and then so I announced it and by the end of the week there was like 2,800 people. I was like, What? They're gonna buy my nudes, a create content.  [00:12:23] Peter: Holy shit! [00:12:24] Maitland: I know. And it was just like, then it kind of evolved from there. Cause I, I had been exploring like my sexuality and my writing and everything like that, so I was like, Oh, maybe I'll do. Girl, girl stuff then, and let's do this. And my fans responded and it was kinda like they were watch, they really were watching my journey along the way. Yeah. Like in real time. Um, and so then I, then I was like, What? You know, my husband and I had a big moment about when we said we're gonna have me do something with guys. So I, but I was so lucky. I found two guys in the porn industry who've been there so long, they were so professional. And they really like taught me along the way, like how would to do, this was a year and like almost a year and a half period before I got like a call from Vixon to do. Right. The black scene that went crazy viral. I might, might have been of, been , but it, but then I didn't even announce that to the press. It was all kind of just a internet moment.  [00:13:21] Peter: Oh, well by that moment you'd built, you'd built the audience.  [00:13:22] Maitland: Yes, but when I did. That's why everybody thinks I made this announcement. I just was saying I'm going to porn right now when I did the film drive for deeper.com. Mm-hmm. , which is Vic, one of Vic's brands. Um, but it was because I, the black team just blew up that, on that same day, Caden Cross, who, who is amazing performer and director in, in her own right, but she had started the brand deeper, right? Not very long before she had just, they just acquired the brand like four months or launched four months before, but she was doing her first feature. For it and, um, she lost her co-star on. The day my black scene came out. Oh wow. So, but she thought she'd have to quit the movie cuz you know, there's not a lot of people who can handle a lot of dialogue fast. And so, um, she went to Vixen and said, I think we're done with, we're not able to do it this year. And then they said, talk to Maitland. She just blew up and she can act. And then, so that really was, we did that and I decided, you know what, I'm really proud of this. I'm proud of the trailer, I'm proud of the whole thing of the feature, cuz full length features complete, you know, dialogue story. It was, um, so I did announce it to the press. That's went insane. And that's when everybody thought, Oh, she just made the switch all of of a sudden. It's always a backstory. Yeah. It's kind of like when people say, Oh my God, like they have a starring rule in something suddenly and they're like, You just showed up my imdb, but it's  [00:14:44] Peter: 30 years. [00:14:45] Maitland: I know I've been here forever.  [00:14:47] Peter: The everyone's like, You last company, you started this, sold it three years. It was 17 years of crap.  [00:14:51] Maitland: Yeah, no, that's what I mean.  [00:14:53] Peter: There's so much prep involved and so much time. Let me ask you this. One of the things that we touched on, and this is what I think my listeners can really relate to mm-hmm. um, being as out there as you. Right. Whether, whether it's it's on, uh, in Hollywood or, or in adult, there is a, how do you edit that out? How do you deal with the haters? How do you deal with the bad reviews? A lot of, when you're ADHD or ADHD or any sort of neurodiverse, yeah, be imposter syndrome is huge, but also, The premise that, I mean, I'll give a keynote to 10,000 people. Mm-hmm. , right? 9,999 of them will love it. There's one guy who didn't stand up for the standing ovation. That's all that I'm gonna think about for the next two weeks.  [00:15:27] Maitland:  I know. You know, what do you do? I used to be a lot more like that. Um, like I would get very, like, especially when I started doing sexier photos, like on Instagram stuff, I'd get those, like fundamentalist haters and stuff. I got very perked by it. I guess , that's the word. Um, but now I kind of. I don't embrace it. There's always like one or two trolls that just wants to attack you. Right? But I was actually told something early on when I was on the soap opera that the fan mail that we get, and I remembered this, like I really came to play with the trolls. No matter if it's good or bad, you're making an impact. If they didn't care, they wouldn't even be there. So it's, if you're not getting any attention or any feedback from people, that's cuz think about to be a troll, you have to be pretty investing.  [00:16:14] Peter: Exactly.  [00:16:15] Maitland: You watch people getting fired up about something, you're, you're making this connection. [00:16:18] Peter: Sounds like all the people who, who, when Nike came out to support Gay Rights, uh, everyone burned their Nike clothing. Okay. So yeah, just spend the a hundred bucks on sneakers and burn. Okay, cool. Cause you know, it's not like Maggie didn't make any money from that. That's true. That's true. But no, I, I, I've always said, if, if you don't have haters, you're not doing enough to change the status quo. [00:16:33] Maitland: That's, that's exactly good. That's, that's a perfect statement really. [00:16:37] Peter: So you just sort of put it outta your head. You're like, They're there, but  [00:16:40] Maitland: I try to, it means that I'm doing something. I mean, you know what always is kind of like, of course sounds the back. It's, Yeah, I don't like it, but, you know, but I try to, Yeah. Put it out my. And I do have some wonderful fans who will attack them, like nice backers. I don't even do all the work.  [00:16:52] Peter: There you go. Yeah. So  [00:16:54] Maitland: what's. You know what? I don't know. And, you know, well I really would like to sell the book rights and stuff cuz I, I think there's really potential there and we're working on that. And it's funny because ever since I have been in the Adult industry, I've actually had more opportunities, like people in mainstream coming to me and stuff. Like I shot a sitcom pilot last year. I'm like, yeah. So, uh,  [00:17:15] Peter: It's, it's, well, I think it's good timing for you also. I think that those barriers have definitely back from when I was repping in 2003, like it's definitely changed. [00:17:21] Maitland:  It's so changed and I really think it's because people have grown up with it on the internet. Yeah. Not grown up, but you know, when they get in there maybe.  [00:17:28] Peter: So, yeah, I remember. No, I, Believe me, I remember there was a bodega, um, on the corner where, where near, I grew up in the corner, I think it was 91st and Amsterdam with an owner who did not care what you bought or what you looked at, whether it was- that's funny- Beer or nudie mags. And I, you know, like the majority of kids in my, in my grade, like 86 to 90 in high school, 85 or whatever. I think we pretty much all found it through that mess, through that pod.  [00:17:50] Maitland: That's true. Yes. I know. I think kids today, they go online. [00:17:53] Peter: You don't have no idea how hard it was. [00:17:55] Maitland:  They just go online and that's so funny. But seriously, people in their twenties and thirties now, they're like, They're so open to it. And especially women. I am so surprised by the women that come up to me and they're like, This is so cool. I'm so glad you're doing this and making this change. And I, I think they feel like they can talk to me cuz I'm, I'm in, I was in their living rooms. Yeah. And I feel a little like a bridge or something between like, they can ask me questions. And people can feel a little safer talking to me about things they're curious about in the adult industry and stuff. But they all, Everybody watches it ?   [00:18:26] Peter: No. No question about it. But they, Yeah, I could tell you, I mean, I remember when I was wrapping the company had access to all their data and I could tell you what states and what cities and what towns in those states. Yeah. Um, spent the most money. Oh really? Uh, it was, yes. You know, little spoiler. It was always a red state. Yeah. Always. A And it was like the hardest portion of course. And then the hardest core stuff. Another the one- oh, this is terrible! Right. Then they go right home. They spend a hundred bucks. Exactly. Um, that's, So tell us what you do Last, last couple questions to keep this brief. Tell us what you do to get out of your head. So do you exercise? Do you, what is your thing when you, when you're like, Oh my God, I gotta, I'm, I'm, I'm gone. See an hour, see in two hours. See you here. What do you..  [00:19:03] Maitland: I actually trained to be a yoga teacher. Oh wow. I'd never taught, but I did it for myself. And that was actually after I came back from New York and I was really, that helped me discover a lot for myself too, to really like, get like out my head and really like, you know, meditate, I guess, and like do the practice. So I do do that. I really like to do that. I like to play with my dogs and stuff; most, the most innocent fun. I think that they just don't care. They just, they like, no matter what is going on in the world, they're just happy to be with you. And I think that's, Yeah. So I think I do, I like to do that, but um, and I like to, I like to read a lot and I like to, um, you know, I listen to music and watch them try to like, and not distract myself, but like, just to calm and relax. Yeah. Because yeah, sometimes I get stressed out with everything going on and stuff, so I really need to like, Just mellow down. [00:19:53] Peter:  Do you have any rituals or, um, habits that absolutely must happen every single day?  [00:19:59] Maitland: No, I don't think so. Not every single day. I mean, does coffee count ?  [00:20:04] Peter: Yeah, coffee counts.   [00:20:05] Maitland: Okay. Coffee's right up there with exercise. Sure. Why not? Yeah. And like exercise. Yes and no. I don't always get to do that, but I, but I do. But, um, yeah, I think coffee, coffee's my ritual. .  [00:20:17] Peter: I think coffee is a perfect way to end anything. So, So definitely this interview, Maitland Ward. Thank you so much. Um, tell us how people can find you? Web: https://onlyfans.com/maitlandward Socials:  @MaitlandWard on Twitter  INSTA  FB  and @Maitlandtoks on TikTok [00:20:23] Maitland:  Oh, on all of the social media is Maitland Ward, except I do have a TikTok now which I just started,  [00:20:29] Peter: listen, it's, I'm like the only person that, that Asia's not following their, you know, stealing their, oh my gosh, stealing their files. [00:20:34] Maitland: I, I'm so good at it yet, but we're It's MaitlandTok, because somebody had my name,  [00:20:40] Peter: Ah, someone took your name, you. You can probably fight and get that back if you want. [00:20:41] Maitland:  Yeah, I actually am working on that, but Awesome. Um, but yeah, it's funny. So yeah. But everywhere else is my name.    [00:20:52] Peter: Folks, the book is called. “Rated X: How Porn Liberated Me from Hollywood”. This is a wonderful, wonderful interview. Thank you so much, Maitland Ward for taking the time! Guys, as always, thanks for listening. We appreciate you being here. This one went a little longer. Normally we cap at 20 minutes because you know, #ADHD but we went a few minutes longer and I think that's awesome. And wanna give big shout out to Maitland Ward and to, Brian Scott Gross putting us together. Brian runs the amazing PR firm, uh, BSG Public Relations He's pretty awesome. He lives out in California. A really short guy though, but really nice guy, . And anyway, , thrilled that you took the time, and really, really grateful guys. We'll see you again next week. Thank you for listening. Talk to you soon. Credits: You've been listening to the Faster Than Normal podcast. We're available on iTunes, Stitcher and Google play and of course at www.FasterThanNormal.com I'm your host, Peter Shankman and you can find me at shankman.com and @petershankman on all of the socials. If you like what you've heard, why not head over to your favorite podcast platform of choice and leave us a review, come more people who leave positive reviews, the more the podcast has shown, and the more people we can help understand that ADHD is a gift, not a curse. Opening and closing themes were composed and produced by Steven Byrom who also produces this podcast, and the opening introduction was recorded by Bernie Wagenblast. Thank you so much for listening. We'll see you next week!

It's been said that two of the hardest words for people to say are “I'm sorry.” Can you relate? When have you experienced needing to apologize and dreaded doing it? Or maybe, you have been hurt by someone who won't apologize to you? In this special episode about Yom Kippur, the Day of Atonement, host Yael Eckstein explores how those two words relate to the holiest day on the Jewish calendar. Admitting our wrongdoings, committing to making changes, and moving forward is what the Jewish holiday of Yom Kippur is all about! When we do this with sincerity, God always forgives and always has mercy. And those words – “I'm sorry” – have the power to heal relationships and change our future for the better.

A heavily pregnant woman in her 20s, and her unborn child, died at Palmerston North Hospital after hours of delay admitting her to intensive care. The coroner is investigating the deaths which happened earlier this year when the woman went to hospital suffering from sepsis - an extreme reaction to infection. A clinical review is also under way. Manawatū reporter Jimmy Ellingham.

This morning we checked in with Luke who said he is finally telling his wife the truth about her ring this weekend. We also played a round of The Feud and realized that Kelly and Wood aren't very cultured.. 

Coming at you from our new HQ - Michelle's new house! Will there be some construction noises? Survey says, most likely. Code Switching - we all do it. In real estate, with gender identity, in casual conversations, etc. Accommodating vs. Always making the point - it isn't black and white and maybe that's ok. Change is hard and making mistakes is a-ok and not a scary thing if we can just admit it, own it, apologize for it and commit to trying harder next time. We're all human and we can't get it right all the time. Admitting fault is an act of love. Avoiding conflict by silencing our voice is not the best look - we can do better and get creative with our approach. Blackout vs Blockout? Socializing after Covid times - it was hard for Vicki. Remember those first few times we got all started to get back together? Ugh, so confusing. How many cats is too many cats? Kids and germs and how we're all adjusting back into a world where Covid rules are a fast fading memory. Vaginas! You thought we'd get through an episode without talking about them? UTIs and vibrating sensations. Moving - do we love it? Why do we do it? Michelle has a story for us. Thing We're Loving aka TWL: Tushy bidet - https://hellotushy.com/ Nixit menstrual cup - https://nixit.com/ - Tips on how best to use too! We got you. We want your feedback and input and questions and thoughts and comments! Voice message us on Instagram or leave a message on our google phone number. It's back baby! (442) 222-1020 **** Connect with us on Instagram & Twitter: @theumcast Via email: theumcast@gmail.com Like and Subscribe on YouTube Don't forget to subscribe to us on iTunes, rate and review. And if you like what you heard, tell a friend or two or ten!

Men will never admit certain things to women. What are those things? On this episode, Mirror Check, opens up about those difficult things men are afraid to share with women. Sometimes the answers you need is as small as paying attention to detail. Men will tell and show you things you need to know if you are attentive to detail.Network with us, Mirror Check, by visiting our website www.checkyourmirror.com and subscribe.Contact us: info@checkyourmirror.com or 817-663-0315www.checkyourmirror.comIG: MirrorCheckPodcastIG: MirrorCheck.ClothingTwitter/TikTok: MirrorCheck_Facebook/YouTube: Mirror Check PodcastOur podcast is now available on: Apple Podcast, Spotify, Google Podcast, Amazon Music, YouTube, iHeartRadio, Pandora, Transistor.fm and Deezer.

So many people are interested in learning about themselves today - why they behave a certain way, where the behaviors came from. People are learning from therapy, books, courses, podcasts or even talking to friends, and this is definitely a step forward from past generations but we need to remember that the end goal is to learn AND implement, not just know. It feels good to find an explanation for our behavior for many reasons and that can give us the illusion that we made it to the finish line but true learning shows in our actions and behaviors. Want to unpack a topic or something you are going through with me? Send me a message: unpackingmyself@gmail.com or Insta: @unpackingmyself

Hey Time Squad! On this episode, Joe and Jason give you their biggest takeaways from week 3 of the fantasy football season. They fess up to the takes that they have gotten wrong so far and help you with week 3 waiver claims. Enjoy the show.

The Torah commands blowing a "Teru'a" sound on Rosh Hashanah ("Yom Teru'a Yiheyeh Lakhem" – Bamidbar 29:1), and the Gemara explains that this refers to a weeping sound. The Gemara reaches this conclusion on the basis of Targum Onkelos (the ancient Aramaic translation of the Torah), which translates the word "Teru'a" as "Yebaba." This word is derived from the root "Y.B.B.," and the Gemara determines the meaning of this word from a verse in the Book of Shoftim (5:28). The context of that verse is Beneh Yisrael's victory over the Canaanite army led by the general Sisera, who fled the battlefield and sought refuge in the home of a woman named Yael. As Sisera slept, Yael killed him, sealing Beneh Yisrael's victory. The verse describes Sisera's mother waiting by the window and crying – "Va'teyabeb" – as she realized that her beloved son was not returning home. This proves that the word "Teru'a," which is translated as "Yebaba," refers to a crying sound. The Gemara explains that there are different kinds of weeping, which accounts for the different sounds which we blow with the Shofar (the sounds known as "Shebarim," "Teru'a," and "Shebarim-Teru'a"). At first glance, it seems peculiar that Sisera's mother's cries form the basis of our understanding of the word "Teru'a." Why would specifically her weeping serve as the model of the sound of the Shofar? What connection is there between Sisera's mother and Shofar blowing? The verses there in Shoftim tell that Sisera's mother and her servants tried finding comfort by suggesting reasons why her son was not returning home. Perhaps he was busy celebrating, or collecting the spoils of war. Not wanting to confront the painful reality that her son had been killed, Sisera's mother tried in vain to comfort herself by imaginary tales. People similarly use their creativity to avoid the painful reality that they have acted wrongly. It is exceedingly difficult to admit wrongdoing. In marriage, for example, when a couple has an argument, rarely does one spouse later say to the other, "I realize that I was wrong, I apologize." Admitting error, guilt and wrongdoing is very uncomfortable. And so to avoid this discomfort, we come up with excuses. We think of creative reasons for why we did what we did in an attempt to exonerate ourselves and thereby save ourselves from painful feelings of guilt and embarrassment. This is one explanation for the connection between Sisera's mother's weeping and Rosh Hashanah. Just as Sisera's mother cried when she stopped making "excuses," when she confronted the painful reality that her son was not returning home, Rosh Hashanah is the time for us to stop making excuses for our behavior, and to confront the painful reality that we need to improve. In the Book of Yirmiyahu (2:35), G-d tells Beneh Yisrael, "Hineni Nishpat Otach Al Omrech Lo Hatati" – that He would be punishing them for saying, "I did not sin." This is a truly remarkable verse. G-d does not punish us for sinning; as flawed human beings, we are prone to make mistakes, and He does not expect perfection. He punishes us not for our mistakes, but for denying our mistakes. It is all but inevitable that we will commit sins, but we are expected to hold ourselves accountable, to admit our wrongdoing, to humbly acknowledge guilt, and to resolve to try harder. This concept is taught to us by King Shlomo, in Mishleh (28:13), where he writes, "U'modeh Ve'ozeb Yeruham" – "…but he who confesses and abandons [his wrongdoing] will be given mercy." We are not asked to be perfect; we are asked only to admit our imperfections and try to be better. I saw an example of this principle during a cab ride to the airport. The driver was pulled over for speeding. When the cop asked him why he was driving so fast, he said, "Look, officer, it's not my fault, I have a passenger who is late for a flight, I am just trying to do my job…" The policeman looked at him and said, "Hey, just tell me the truth." The driver looked down and said, "Ok. I was driving too fast. I was wrong. I am sorry." The cop politely asked him not to speed again, and let him go without issuing a ticket. I thought to myself that this is precisely what Hashem wants of us. He is not looking to punish us for our sins. Rather, He wants us to stop making excuses, to take ownership of our mistakes, to be honest with ourselves, to admit that we do things wrong and that we need to try to be better. This is what the cry of the Shofar is saying to us: to stop making excuses, and to honestly take stock of our actions in order to improve.

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About This Episode: Mom Kelly is an inspiration. Her neurodivergent child with anxiety, OCD, and panic disorder has REALLY struggled, especially in her teen years. And because of that, Kelly has struggled too. But besides putting out daily fires, she decided to take matters of healing into her own hands - and healed herself in ways she never thought possible. Here are just some of the topics we discussed:-Anxiety increases with hormonal changes in teens-Admitting your child to the hospital with intrusive thoughts-How Moms of ND kids struggle with PTSD and daily anxiety-Yoga, mindfulness, and meditation - how it can help-Breathwork is for people whose anxiety lives in their chests-Taking the healing process into your own handsPlease shower Kelly with love and support by SHARING this episode with a mom who needs to hear her story! Her podcast is called "Mindful Conversations With Kay" and you can find her on IG @mindfulmomentsforfamilies. MORE:-Last call for moms interested in piloting my new program, Mothers Evolve! Sign up to save your spot at ontheharddays.com/pilot-Want to be a part of my support group community, Mothers Together? Head over to ontheharddays.com/motherstogether to sign up. New groups start 10/1!-Subscribe to On The Hard Days via Apple, Spotify, or however you get your podcasts.  *Please leave a review*  to spread the word to other moms around the world!

Series: The Best Yes - Making Wise Decisions: Part 4 Title: I Can't Do It All: Admitting our Limits, and Trusting God Pastor: Doug Colby Scripture: Exodus 18 https://www.venturamissionary.com/

Original broadcast date: Friday, December 3, 2021. Admitting we're wrong is painful--even seen as a sign of weakness. But what if we take a more flexible approach? This hour: how rethinking ideas can be good for our brains and our relationships. Guests include former GOP congressman Bob Inglis, organizational psychologist Adam Grant, and civil rights activist Loretta J. Ross.

The news of Texas covered today includes:Our Lone Star story of the day: Does Texas need a “digital bill of rights?” I'm skeptical of the effectiveness of such and most people volunteer their information in return for free software and services. What the latest disclosure, from D.O.J. whistleblowers, about Meta/Facebook tells us is that while the companies are bad actors it is government most able to truly hurt us in misusing our digital information.Our Lone Star story of the day is sponsored by Allied Compliance Services providing the best service in DOT, business and personal drug and alcohol testing since 1995.A random act of journalism happens in the Houston Chronicle forcefully admitting that “gun buy backs” do not affect crime. And if you read the story you'll note that Harris County's program is the same old trick of the powerful: Disarm the weak, poor, and those most likely to need SELF defense.Stench of Local Government: More local government misleading taxpayers over property taxes. This time from Midland.Border news.And, other news of Texas.Listen on the radio, or station stream, at 5pm Central. Click for our affiliates.www.PrattonTexas.com

Episode 105: Admitting Relapse with Jenn WyldeIn episode 105 of the Sober Vibes podcast, Courtney Andersen welcomes Jenn Wylde to discuss relapse. What you will learn in this episode:What happens during a relapse How to get yourself back on track Relapse prevention Being honest about relapsing Being vulnerable and brave by being honestJenn Wylde is a radio host and the host of the Sober Exposure podcast. Thank you for listening.Reviews help the show. Please rate, Review, and Subscribe to the Sober Vibes Podcast.Thank you to our Sponsor!As a show listener, you get exclusive discounts from our Sponsor. Make sure to check them out and support the show. Curious Elixirs are complex booze-free cocktails infused with adaptogens to help you unwind. Use code "sobervibes22" at checkout and save $10 off an order of $50 or more.  NATIONAL SOBER DAY PARTY-IN-PERSON EVENTNATIONAL SOBER DAY PARTY-VIRTUAL EVENTTo Connect with Courtney:Follow Sober Vibes on Instagram 8-week Coaching Program-Next Level Sober Support1:1 Free Consult for sober coachingJoin the women-only Sober Vibes Facebook groupLooking to start your sober journey, join the Sober Focus Program Grab your Free 30-Day Sober Not Boring CalendarThe Ultimate Guide to Sobriety e-bookTo Connect with Jenn:Instagram Sober Exposure Podcast Support the show

Join Steve Huber, Josh Bundy and special guest Christy Hummel and Rob Chifokoyo as we dive into a discussion on Psalms 32. We also find out that even when we're wrong we're right. Check out the full episode to hear Josh is explanation. We welcome your thoughts and feedback on this podcast in the comment section below, as well as any other topics you would like the table to discuss. Season one, Episode Five Click here to give Feedback Click here to check out our Spotify Join us at the table as a special guest. Click here to sign up --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/covenanttablepodcast/support

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Everyone makes mistakes. On this week's Thoughtful Thursday, we discuss how leaders can make sure their mistakes help their relationships rather than hurt them. Text us your leadership questions! +1 (213) 444-5381YouTube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/c/HackingYourLeadershipPodcast/featuredPatreon Account: https://www.patreon.com/user?u=22174142#Leadership #HackingYourLeadership #StarkEngagementConsulting #LifeOfLozolozo@lifeoflozo.comchris@starkengagement.comhttps://link.chtbl.com/workcheck?sid=podcast.hackingyourleadership

Dr. Harvey Risch, Professor Emeritus of Epidemiology at Yale School of Public Health, discusses the CDC Director Rochelle Walensky admitting today to the CDC's failed COVID response over the past two-and-half years, reversing many long held COVID guidelines for mandates and vaccinations. Risch comments that the big takeaways from the CDC reversing course are that: first, “it says that hope is not a public health policy, you can't hope that things work.” Second, it says that "everybody knew that it was a sham while it was happening, because it was a one size fits all,” and did not take into account people with natural immunity or other considerations. Risch comments, that now that the CDC has "revoked the idea of vaccination as a public health tool for stopping the spread of the infection, and therefore they have revoked any rational consideration of mandates.” Saying, to him, “the mandates are basically out the window at this point, and nobody can point to the CDC and say that the mandates are justified."See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

It's A Feeling Alright Thursday!!! Show Time! Kash Patel joins to answer the question "Classified or not classified." We'll have the very defensive statement by Merrick Garland plus, Campus Reform!