Perpetual Perception

The end of my parents marriage how school experiences shaped and impacted my childhood. discuss my process to determine why staying home makes me stir crazy.

Please join me as I recount the day a dream forever changed my life. IO could never have expected or prepared for the events would occur in the hours afterward

outline of plans to stay focused, disciplined, and create usable workable plans and flexibility. Topics include work, health, finance, food, relaxation, family time

every thing is okSometimes more or less but always okBecause it’s always going to be better at some pointLove is infinite in its beauty It allows us to be kind compassionate caring thoughtful grateful gracious humble to our selves and each other Love makes us vulnerable and takes faith and hope that’s it rightHate is easy to choose it makes feel power , anger, resentment, hold grudges , feel safe , desire not feel pain so give up all the other feelings and those make it easy to feel in control and unreachable The walls we build to protect us also imprison us yet we don’t always know that because we can’t see over the walls. Always choose love because even if in the store and your hurting it’s worth every second it lasted it’s memories and experience it’s connecting with other people and losing control There is no freedom in safety . Everything is ok . Sometimes it more ok and sometimes it’s less ok #everythingisok #chasingsunrise #podcast #love #hate #kindness #walls #caring #anger #applepodcast #googlepodcast #spreaker #iheartradio castbox

In this eoisodeI discuss the back stories of my ex in laws. My ex spouses upbring, how we met and began a relationship.I discuss the early red flags and how I did not realize them. I talk about how obsesssion can look like caring and emotional weapons.

My sucess planFirst time vision boardmaking things work for youPlanning for physical, financial, creative, sprirtual, individual, family, culture|style, education wellness and successRed flags not being derailed

getting derailed from your goals, losing track of time and balancing life, finance, work and family. Changing focus and spending time wisely. Making good descions with clarity and being adaptable.

What it's like living with chronic pain. Scoilosis. Consistently Inconsitently Fascia blasting for one year and how it has resolved muscle spasms, chronic pain and is allowing me to live my life free of pain. Why multiple modalities have worked for me. AshleyBlackGuru.com. Healing mind,body and soul.

The next phase of my family. The escalating end of my parents marriage. Finding out my father and grandfather wanted me aborted. My grandmothers decline.

My animal memories the decline of my parents relationship and more

I discuss the unwanted pregnacy that created my life. Childhood pets, Domestic violence,little kid logic, the water is my safe space. I'm going to figure it out so I can change it

This episode is about the financial burden of failed car repiars. eating my feelings. ill be ok tommorow, today im a dupster fire.

My fathers back story what I know of my family history. grandparents relationship.

In attempting to fix myself I am going back through what I know of my parents backstories up to thier courtship

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I sat down with Russ Rollins to discuss Monsters his radio talk show, Jolly Jane Russ' graphic novel, Living your dreams and his personal life.

Today I discuss how being hyper focused on one or two body parts can derail us and sabatage long term success. I share a story of my up and down weight as a lifetime battle and the impact of chronic pain on my weight. How IF and working out are going.

What is Perpetual Perception, why I choose that name, embarace contant change, I see it therefore its my truth. My dog licked my face. Fouth of July past and present

Introduction topics for discussion we all struggle