Solo Sobriety

This is a very difficult time for all of us. We are all living in the unknown, and fear of what's to come. This is a short episode checking in and reminding you that I'm here and holding space if you need it. Also an announcement: The show will be taking a short hiatus, as I have some big things happening in my life I need to focus on. The show will be returning but will be revamped. Sending you all my love.

This week the world is talking about COVID-19. How could we not be, this is something many of us have never face, and hopefully will never face again. I'm talking about what we can do to help. I discuss what I'm doing to help as best I can, and the thing that I feel is the most important in this situation. Please remember it's not just about you. This is to help everyone. Be proceed with kindness and compassion. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Am I the only one who doesn't smoke weed? It seems to be more apparent that everyone is getting high. Yes I understand that it is a plant and it's natural, however it's still a substance that alters your mind. I'm sure this could be a highly debated topic with other natural herbal treatments out there. However my point on not using weed is that it quickly becomes a crutch. The point is to exist fully in life, not to dull yourself. I hope you find this interesting and would love to hear your thoughts. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Today, is a day. Just like any other. I don't have anything invigorating, but here I am. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Everyday we get up and know that maybe how we are feeling isn't something we can take into the world. Why do we do this. Are we trying to act according to the society. In this episode I talk about what we put on to become acceptable. The sides of ourself that we hide. Hopefully you'll find yourself asking the questions about what you hide from the world. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Relapse is a very big part of getting sober. Staying sober isn't easy and it is a battle every day. Many addicts that get sober don't always have the means for therapy. This leads to a challenge while facing the obstacles of life. Those moments hit, and you no longer have the crutch to run to when things hurt. This is a very real episode on the struggles of getting sober. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Being in recovery is the greatest gift. It's also such a burden, because I see other addicts struggling and want to reach out and help. The hardest thing is knowing there is nothing you can do. An addict has the control, and they have to want help. This episode talks more in detail about this struggle, of wanting to help. Being an addict in the grips of it, and unaware of what is going on. I hope this episode gives you some insight into an addict life. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

We all have experienced hardships in life. Often we try and find our own way through it. But there are so many times that we need a little bit of help. I'm non stranger to therapy, and find immense benefit in it. In this episode I talk about therapy and what may stop you from it. I would love to hear if you've ever gone to therapy, and if you haven't what's holding you back. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

With the tragic passing of Kobe, I thought it was fitting to talk about life and death. To discuss how fragile life is. A gentle reminder to look at each moment as a gift and one to be treasured. In this episode I'll ask questions that will have you looking deeper at your life. I hope you enjoy and would love to connect with you further. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Dry January, or any month you set for yourself to test out sobriety can be a life changing decision. It can open your eyes to new perspectives and ways to see the world. There is so much to learn in being sober. This episode is about when you make that choice to try being sober, maybe it's simply to not drink for a month due to health reasons. Whatever it may be I know you will find something incredible out of setting that goal for yourself. Listen in for some thoughts on what to ask yourself when you're setting this goal for yourself. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

We all have those moments when we feel completely lost. It seems as though everyone has it figured out and we don't. Well this week is all about those moments. Feeling as though it's to late to start now, or that you'll never accomplish what you hope. I would love to hear how you feel about this topic. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Welcome to 2020, the year it's about starting fresh. Let's start this year off right, with letting go, and finding ways to accept each situation we are handed in life. This week is all about acceptance. Accepting what arrives for you. I hope you had a wonderful holiday and are excited and ready to plant seeds in 2020. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Being sober is interesting. It's something you get better at with time. However I still find it to be one of those weird feelings. You get cravings, you feel unusual and sometimes wonder why you're sober. In this episode I talk about random thoughts that arise in being sober. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

I have always said that I don't like winter, however I never really experienced it.I decided to stick around during a snow storm and see what the hype is all about.This week I talk all about life in a van in winter, whats the difference between living in a vehicle and living in a home. After experiencing winter I can say I definitely am not a winter person. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

The Holidays are quickly approaching and thanksgiving is this week. I've always struggled with having one given day to celebrate something I feel should be an everyday occurrence. So why only celebrate being thankful on one day?This week is all about gratitude and giving thanks. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

People always say if you believe it you're half way there. Well I'm not sure that's entirely true. I've recently been working with this thought and starting to "manifest" more. In this episode I talk about my beliefs on manifesting and what that means. I've seen it at work in my life and want to share what it means to me and how to implement it into your life. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

I spent a lot of my time on the road solo. It's been the most beautiful journey. It's also so challenging to be alone in your thoughts.Do you push yourself to be alone? Have you ever thought of all the influence people around you have on you, what the societal influence plays in your life. In this episode I'll talk about what it's like to challenge yourself while you're alone. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Recently I heard a quote, "Today is a good day to die". In this podcast I'll talk about what it means to me to live each day. You'll be left questioning if you are living to die, or dying to live. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

When you get sober there are things you wonder about. How will life feel normal again, especially when much of our life is around consuming alcohol. Today we use alcohol to aid in uncomfortable situations. What is it like when you can't rely on any substance to help? In this episode I talk about the top 2 challenges I believe people face when getting sober. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

In the world we live in today, addiction has become something we can't avoid. Often when we think of addiction we think of substances, such as alcohol and drugs. We don't allow ourselves to realize that addiction is something we can experience every day in a number of different ways. Listen to this episode as I talk about how you can notice when something may be going down the slippery slope of an addiction. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

As humans we strive to connect with others. We want to have friends, and we want people to like us. I've come to find that I don't have many friends. When I do make friends I often find that they come and go quickly. In this episode I talk through my reasoning and why I think my life has become this way. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

As a human we often question who we are. What makes us tick. We have so many thoughts but what causes them. The world we live in plays such a role on each choice we make. In this episode I talk about my life on the road. How it's evolved and how it has changed. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

When you get sober the same addictive personality doesn't go away. In this episode I talk openly and honestly about my battles with this addictive behavior. How I have learned to balance it, and now learned to accept it and in fact use it to my advantage. This is an honest talk about giving into my inner addict and learning how to control it but also let it soar. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Emotions, we all have them. What makes them even more challenging for addicts? Are emotions the reason we use. In this episode you will find thoughts on emotions, and what it means to experience them as an addict. The difference between feeling them and suppressing them. I hope you find some common ground in this episode and would love to hear your thoughts. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

We often seek to find an identity. To find who we are. What it means to be ourself. But do we simply let our label society places on us become all that we are. Have you ever stopped to think what is your label?To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

What's it like to live on the road? In this episode I talk a little about what goes in to my day. The things that I have to think about being on the road. It's a wonderful life, but there are certainly times it proves to be difficult.To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

I don't often talk about what it was like getting sober. Although I know it can help others on this path, it's something I want to open up more about to provide guidance for anyone that may be in need. This is just a little bit of what it was like for me getting sober. If you or anyone you know is struggling be there as a loving support, but please know the hardest thing is to no longer enable their behavior. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Starting from a young age we are told to follow our dreams. What does that mean? Do our dreams change as we grow? This episode is about what it means to have dream. The difference between your dreams and the dreams society place on us. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

We all live. Each of us has our own way of living. How do you choose to live? Do you make that decision or are you living based on what the society tells you to do? This week I talk about my lifestyle the choice I have made for my life. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

In a world where we are always seeking more, stillness seems to be a challenge. We are always wanting to push ourselves to add more to our day. This episode is all about finding the quiet. Allowing yourself to simply be in the moment. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

What is your purpose? What is your why?Many of us find ourself with these questions. We are left with the thoughts racing in our mind. In this episode those thoughts are all brought up. With an open discussion of life, and the questions that many of us ask.To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

What's it like when you're the only sober one. Do you put yourself in situations that substances will be around you? How is it when you're the only one sober at a party? What did it take to become comfortable around others that are using? This week I dive into being the only sober one at a party. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:Searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Some days you have cravings.You may not understand. They leave you questioning yourself.I've been dealing with trauma, and trying to work through all the things in my life. Often psychedelics have been used to treat trauma. What's my stance on it?It's something worth questioning. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:@searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Often in society we question ourself. We ask why. Is there a purpose this. Am I really an addict. In this weeks episode I stumbled on something interesting that I've never thought of before.Listen to hear as I surprise myself.To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:@searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comFor more of my life subscribe on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPewrdGXAjrtIBZtqUR4Dug?view_as=subscriberAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

When you're sober it's often hard to find community. You feel like an outsider. Standing out from everyone. Listen to hear how the universe has been presenting new things in my life. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:@searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

In this episode I talk about trauma. What is trauma, and how does it interfere with our lives?Whether we believe it or not we have all had some form of trauma take place in our life. Listen to hear just a glimpse of trauma.To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:@searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Sober date are something that hold a decent emphasis within the recovery community.They are often referred to as birthdays. If you look a your sober date as the day you stared to live fully, then it makes sense to be a birthday. In this episode you will hear about the struggle of long term sobriety. What it means to be sober another year. There are thoughts associated with another year and I express them in this episode.

How do you date when your sober? What are the awkward moments? Listen to find how I navigate dating while totally sober. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:@searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

When you're sober, each day you make a choice. You choose to stay sober, or to let your addiction get the best of you. This is a story of a day that I came very close to my demise. That I questioned that moment. Would it be worth it? How does it feel when you face that moment. This is a very real episode of what goes through the mind of an addict when facing that choice. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:@searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Society tells us to look one way. But what if we stopped listening to that. Instead what if we looked at what our body does for us. This episode is all about struggling with body image. With being okay just as you are. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:@searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Have you ever wondered what it's like to not have a drink, when everyone else around you is? In this episode I talk all about how others respond when I say I'm sober, and what surprising outcome happens. Listen to hear more about being sober in a highly intoxicated world. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:@searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Do you often find yourself not doing the things you dream of? Have you noticed that little bit of fear left in your life? This episode talks all about looking at fear and letting it go. About how you can choose happiness. It's time to choose the life in which you feel happy. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:@searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Have you ever wondered what questions to ask and not ask someone in recovery. Listen to this episode to find out one of them. There are some questions, that hurt a little more when they are asked to someone in recovery. This week I talk about one of those questions that I struggle with. It's a question that leaves me in a statement of self questioning. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:@searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Gratitude is something we need to express more of in our life. We don't take inventory of the simple pleasures in life. This episode is about stopping to admire life and all we have been given. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:@searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Birthdays, we all have them. They're not always great, but regardless they happen. We are left to navigate each year, with the knowledge we have gained but also as we grow older each year. This is an episode filled with real raw emotion. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:@searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Do you know that feeling inside your gut? The one that feels like butterflies, but you don't know why? That feeling of pure bliss happiness a grin you can't wipe off your face? That might be JOY. In this episode I talk about Joy and what it means, how you can find it, and how we crave it. Listen for an honest tale of Joy. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:@searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Shame, what is it? How do we experience it? This is my biggest experience with shame in the world. Being an addict holds such a negative stigma with it, and I've fought that shame for years. This is my thoughts on letting go of shame.To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:@searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Are you comfortable alone? Does it make your stomach turn, or do you love those peaceful moments when it's just you? I'll talk about how I've found being alone, and what's pushed me into being comfortable alone. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:@searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8

Have you ever wondered about Sobriety? Ever questioned what it feels like to be an addict?This episode you will hear about life as an addict. To connect please reach out on Instagram or my Website:@searchingforsloanesearchingforsloane.comAcoustic/Folk Instrumental by Hyde - Free Instrumentals https://soundcloud.com/davidhydemusicCreative Commons — Attribution 3.0 Unported— CC BY 3.0 http://creativecommons.org/licenses/b...Music promoted by Audio Library https://youtu.be/YKdXVnaHfo8