Podcasts about Relapse

NOTES:Listener emails: brutal black tar vein damage stories (toes, dick, and yes, arteries) plus a chilling NJ dope shack bust and snowstorm cigarette hikeDad's odd updates on protests, bad golf, AI school drama, and swampy lakesBehind-the-scenes Dopey studio chaos, show length fights, and hyped DopeyCon 10-year party plans with Sam Miller confirmedBobby Lee jumps in: stealing beers from his dad, shooting meth at 12, and that unforgettable speedball masturbation session in a medical book aisleChildhood trauma under a strict Korean roof, bullying, and how drugs became his escape hatchFirst rehab at 16, early sobriety struggles, and the surreal calm he found in AA meetings and art museumsFinding comedy through AA shares and improv; the jump to MADtv and flopping hardThe infamous Vicodin withdrawal meltdown — shitting his pants on set and all the chaos that came with itDeep dive into porn addiction, how it fucked his relationships, and the brutal relapse after losing his dadSpiritual battles — wrestling with God's will vs self-will, plus tales of bizarre AA characters like oxygen tank old guys in OklahomaClosing with a no-holds-barred “This or That” game: meth vs heroin, jerking off rules, and the legendary beef chip storyBobby's raw reflections on relapse, fame, and carving out peace in a messy, fucked-up lifeMy dad comes on to update the nation and to kind of ruin a classic episode

You're still sober—but you're unraveling in ways no one sees. This episode unpacks what high-functioning relapse really looks like when you're parenting, leading, and trying not to fall apart.

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Sponsors & Partners Freedom Scholars Academy (FSM) My Story Matters / Captain Your Story - mystorymatters.org The Other Side Academy (TOSA) - theothersideacademy.com 00:00 - Ryan 01:30 - Sponsors 02:44 - Younglife 04:40 - Didn't Fit In 07:20 - Sexual Trauma 10:20 - The Substance Spiral 12:50 - Broke His Dad's Ribs 14:00 - 20 Years of Relapse 19:40 - A New Kind of Addiction 22:00 - Mapping Out a New World 22:50 - My Story Matters 25:50 - Finding Vision 29:35 - We Attract What We Are 33:00 - Your Opinions are a Reflection of Yourself 46:30 - Continued use of the My Story Matters tools 48:50 - Final piece of advice “My Story Matters Will Change Your Life”

 Dopeywood!Note about ToddA  voicemail from a listener in Mexico: “¿Qué pasó David?”Email about a guy sober off weed and a listener who relapsed on shrooms and weed.Dave reflects on the cyclical pain of relapse in the Dopey Nation.Jessie G Segment“I formed like a make-believe relationship with him [Chris].”Jessie first listened to Dopey while working hotel jobs in 2018.“Early recovery sucks no matter which way you cut it.”“I was doing kratom and still eating acid in sober living.”She felt totally alone — “My roommates were gone, I was just in my house.”“I had to threaten suicide one night to get help.”“I think I would make a fine crackhead.”“I was just in my room with my foils.”“I was on probation… and doing really well… but using at the same time.”“I ended up getting arrested in Scranton.”“The methadone detox was the easiest of my life.”“I got a new number and was like, perfect.”“I was living a double life — one part spiritual, one part crazy.”“I was like, just give me a fucking bag.”Describes traveling while using: “I could see in my mind's eye the hotel we were in.”“COVID made it easy to disappear.”“Kensington was a wake-up call.”“I want a real life.”Todd Curry Tribute with DK“He was just a spark, man… I love Todd a lot and I miss him.”“He personified fun. If fun was a person, it was Todd on drugs.”“Do you think I beat a dead horse with Todd? I just can't stop honoring him.”Dave introduces the term “Todd Shot” — Dopey Nation's version of a “God Shot.”DK agrees to come back next year with stories of getting high with Todd.Dave invites listeners to submit Todd memories or tributes.OutroReflections on the importance of recovery: “It's the greatest thing I have in my life.”Outro song: “One More” by Rocker T“Stay strong Dopey Nation and fucking toodles for Chris.” 

Ryan Beckmann: Breaking the Silence with Hockey  | The Hopeaholics PodcastIn this gripping episode, we dive deep with guest Ryan Beckmann, a Canadian-born former junior hockey player whose life story is a testament to the power of recovery. Ryan opens up about his harrowing experiences with childhood trauma, starting with abuse at age five that shaped his struggles with addiction, mental health, and a skewed perception of intimacy. From building a multi-million-dollar RV dealership empire to losing it all—along with a $3 million debt—Ryan's journey took him from the streets to rehab after missing his children's milestones. He shares how a chance connection with NHL legend Theo Fleury, whose book resonated with Ryan's own pain, led to a life-changing charity hockey event aiming to raise $1 million for mental health initiatives like Canucks for Kids and Puck Support. This episode explores Ryan's reconciliation with his father after nearly a decade of silence, sparked by shared trauma, and his ongoing healing through Celebrate Recovery and faith. Packed with raw emotion, hope, and practical insights, this conversation highlights the importance of community, breaking generational curses, and finding purpose through pain.You can buy your tickets here:https://www.lackcantscore.com/https://www.eventbrite.com/e/saved-a-recovery-experience-tickets-1382200110739Check out Ryan's GoFundMe: https://www.gofundme.com/f/ultimate-goalie-showdown-where-hockeys-heart-shines#thehopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover  #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #RecoveryIsPossible #Hope #wedorecover Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record', exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials:https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholicsBuy Merch: https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.comVisit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.comIf you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction. Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC:https://www.infinitigroupllc.com Timestamps:00:03:47 - Childhood Trauma and Its Lasting Impact00:04:47 - Early Substance Use and Hockey Career00:06:20 - Marriage and Immigration to the U.S.00:08:10 - Relapse and Business Collapse00:09:29 - Hitting Rock Bottom and Seeking Treatment00:10:34 - Connection to Theo Fleury's Story00:12:10 - Strained Relationship with Father00:15:02 - Son's Health Crisis and Hockey Community Support00:17:16 - Charity Event for Mental Health00:18:54 - Reconciliation with Father00:21:25 - Sharing Trauma to Help Others00:22:00 - Additional Traumas and Their Impact00:26:39 - Struggles with Intimacy and Fatherhood00:43:21 - Celebrate Recovery Program00:49:35 - Charity Event Details and Support01:00:03 - Proposal for Recovery Summit

Send us a textGio is a former semi-pro hockey player, father of two, and person in recovery. In this episode, he shares his long battle with addiction—from partying in locker rooms to opioid dependency, family loss, and fentanyl relapse. After three treatment attempts, legal struggles, and near-fatal overdoses, Gio finally found lasting recovery by surrendering not just drugs and alcohol—but his entire will. This is a story of identity, ego, humility, and real spiritual change.  ✅ Buy us a coffee!✅ Need HKT Merch?✅ Check out EHN Canada✅ Bunny Hugs and Mental Health✅ Wellness News✅ Heroic Microgreens✅ A1 Accounting Find Gio on Facebook HereSupport the showWe've got fresh merch and it's amazing! Pick yours up HERE Are you getting something from our content? Tap here and buy us a coffee to say thanks and help us keep this train on the tracks! Check us out on YouTube:https://www.youtube.com/@hardknoxtalksWant to listen to our episodes uncensored? Become a channel member here!

Discover all of the podcasts in our network, search for specific episodes, get the Optimal Living Daily workbook, and learn more at: OLDPodcast.com. Episode 2621: Crystal Karges compassionately unpacks how pregnancy and postpartum can reactivate eating disorder behaviors, even after recovery. By shedding light on physical, emotional, and social triggers often left unspoken, she reminds women that needing extra support during this time is not weakness, but a vital part of healing. Read along with the original article(s) here: https://www.crystalkarges.com/blog/why-pregnancy-and-postpartum-can-trigger-eating-disorder-relapse Quotes to ponder: "Awareness helps you understand that you aren't alone, nor are you failing in your recovery." "Pregnancy and birth are transformative: physical, emotionally, and mentally, though the physical changes are what may feel most apparent." "Even with all the triggers you might be experiencing, it is possible to have a healthy pregnancy and baby while remaining in eating disorder recovery." Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

What to Do When Cravings Hit and Drinking Feels Like the Only Option When a craving hits, it can feel instant and overwhelming. One minute you're handling your day, and the next, your brain is screaming for a drink. But here's the truth: you don't actually want the drink—you want relief. And in this episode, I'm giving you the tools to get that relief without sabotaging your sobriety. We're breaking down the C.A.L.M. Method, a 4-step, science-backed process you can use in the exact moment a craving strikes. Whether you're early in sobriety, navigating emotional triggers, or just sick of the cycle, this episode gives you the step-by-step guide to interrupt the urge and come out stronger on the other side. In this episode, you'll learn: The crucial difference between thinking about drinking and actually craving a drink Why cravings are physical, not just mental—and how to calm your nervous system fast A powerful mantra that will change how you think about relapse How to shift from panic to empowerment in just a few minutes Real tools, real stories, and a repeatable framework that works You don't need to white-knuckle your way through a craving. You need strategy, support, and a system that works—especially on the hard days. So if you're ready to take your power back, press play now.

In today's episode I sat down with clinical psychologist Diante Fuchs to chat about how to make yourself anxiety relapse proof. This was such a great conversation! I can't wait for you to listen. In this episode, we explore why anxiety is a symptom of something deeper, not a standalone problem, and treating it like the enemy only keeps you stuck. We talk about the 3-part framework that every anxious woman should know: addressing the root causes (like trauma, gut health, or hormones), shifting how you respond to anxiety itself, and supporting the body through nervous system and physiological regulation. Most approaches only address one piece, which is why progress can feel temporary. And of course, as the episode title suggests, we unpack the fear of “relapse” and why anxiety coming back doesn't mean you've failed. You'll learn how to approach those flare ups differently, without spiraling, and how to use them as reminders, not verdicts. This conversation is a reminder that no one else can “fix” it for you, but that's not a bad thing. You're not powerless. With the right tools and a fresh perspective, you can shift the way anxiety shows up in your life. I was also on Diante's podcast chatting about all things gut health, the gut-brain connection, and how your diet affects anxiety. Click here to listen! I hope this conversation makes you feel supported, seen, and more equipped to trust yourself the next time anxiety tries to take the lead. Connect with Diante on Instagram @ease.anxiety or on her website here https://www.theunstuckinitiative.com/ As always, I'd love to hear your thoughts! Send me a message on Instagram after you've listened @tay.gendron Sign up for The Sunday Reset Newsletter: https://courses.taygendron.com/newsletter For more information on my 4-month Breaking Up With Anxiety Program: https://www.taygendron.com/work-with-tay Website: www.taygendron.com And don't forget to subscribe so you never miss an episode!

Episode Notes!DOPEYWOOD COMING!AWESOME EMAILS AND VOICEMAILS!ABBEY:Postpartum anxiety and getting prescribed benzosHer first time using heroin — in sober livingMoving back to Pittsburgh with her dad to get her life togetherBuilding a YouTube following with her daughter MylaDealing with fame, trolls, and the dark side of "sober influencer" cultureWhy she stopped posting her daughter onlineSetting boundaries in co-parentingThe emotional side of recovery, relapse, and internet backlashHer evolving relationship with recovery, privacy, and motherhood

In this episode of the Sober Motivation Podcast, I am joined by Ali, who shares her powerful journey of growing up with parents struggling with addiction, her battles with alcoholism, and the path to her eventual sobriety. Ali recounts the chaos of her childhood, her early encounters with drugs and alcohol, multiple stints in rehab, and the changes that led her to seek help and commit to sobriety.  And this is Ali's story on the sober motivation podcast. Ali on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aliyule/ Connect to explore 1:1 Mentorship: https://calendly.com/sobermotivationpodcast/15-minute-mentorship-discovery-call   00:00 Introduction to the Sober Motivation Podcast 00:15 Meet Allie: A Chaotic Childhood 03:39 Early Encounters with Alcohol 06:06 High School Struggles and First Signs of Alcoholism 07:13 College and the Turning Point 10:53 First Rehab Experience 19:10 Relapse and Family Tragedy 27:16 The Cycle of Relapse and Recovery 30:26 The Struggle of Commitment and Support 31:22 The Cycle of Relapse and Hope 37:35 The Turning Point: Seeking Sobriety 39:56 The Journey to Recovery 42:05 Building a New Life in Sobriety 45:36 Maintaining Sobriety and Helping Others 54:23 Reflecting on the Journey and Offering Support

Send us a textDonna recently lost her mom. This pushed Donna to the edge and showed her what really mattered. ✅ Buy us a coffee!✅ Need HKT Merch?✅ Check out EHN Canada✅ Bunny Hugs and Mental Health✅ Wellness News✅ Heroic Microgreens✅ A1 AccountingSupport the showWe've got fresh merch and it's amazing! Pick yours up HERE Are you getting something from our content? Tap here and buy us a coffee to say thanks and help us keep this train on the tracks! Check us out on YouTube:https://www.youtube.com/@hardknoxtalksWant to listen to our episodes uncensored? Become a channel member here!

Not all addiction treatment programs are created equal—and sometimes, ending up in the wrong one can set your recovery back. In this episode, we break down how counselors and treatment professionals use the ASAM Criteria to assess your needs and recommend the right level of care. From detox to outpatient to trauma-informed residential programs, we'll explore what goes into determining the best fit. You'll learn what to ask, how to advocate for yourself or a loved one, and why understanding the six dimensions of the ASAM assessment can be a game-changer. If you've ever wondered why treatment didn't work—or how to make sure it does next time—this video is for you.  

Independent economist Tony Alexander is back to give us the lowdown on the housing market, interest rates, and what’s driving investment sentiment in 2025. He unpacks why lending is still lagging behind 2021 levels, despite a lift in business and consumer credit, and why the cost of living remains stubbornly high, with some commodity prices reportedly up around 17%. Why are private debt levels looking lower in the South Island than in the North? What happened to the housing market recovery some expected late last year? And why does Tony believe interest rates could be close to hitting their floor? For more or to watch on YouTube—check out http://linktr.ee/sharedlunchShared Lunch is brought to you by Sharesies Limited (NZ) in New Zealand. It is not financial advice. Information provided is general only and current at the time it’s provided, and does not take into account your objectives, financial situation and needs. We do not provide recommendations and you should always read the disclosure documents available from the product issuer before making a financial decision. Our disclosure documents and terms and conditions—including a Target Market Determination and IDPS Guide for Sharesies Australian customers—can be found on our relevant Australian or NZ website. Investing involves risk. You might lose the money you start with. If you require financial advice, you should consider speaking with a qualified financial advisor. Past performance is not a guarantee of future performance. Appearance on Shared Lunch is not an endorsement by Sharesies of the views of the presenters, guests, or the entities they represent. Their views are their own.See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

In this episode of Ditch the Lab Coat, Dr. Mark Bonta sits down with Dr. Dov Gebien for a deeply personal and raw conversation about addiction, stigma, and redemption within the medical profession. Dr. Gebien, an emergency physician, shares his courageous story of opioid addiction—tracing his journey from the initial dependency that crept in after multiple back surgeries, through the devastating fallout of withdrawal, arrest, and prison, to his eventual recovery and fight to reclaim both his medical license and sense of self.The episode explores the culture of medicine and the harsh judgment often faced by healthcare professionals struggling with substance use. Dr. Gebien opens up about the profound shame and isolation that accompany addiction, explaining how secrecy and fear of exposure perpetuate suffering. He discusses how his turning point came when he finally “came clean,” recounting the unexpected compassion from some colleagues, but also the widespread mistreatment and lack of understanding he encountered—especially compared to how the system treats those with alcohol use disorder or physical illness.Dr. Gebien and Dr. Bonta delve into how the medical system, historically complicit in the opioid crisis, continues to stigmatize opioid addiction in its ranks, and they candidly address the punitive versus rehabilitative paths offered to healthcare workers in crisis. Dr. Gebien reflects on how recovery transformed his approach to medicine, fostering empathy and changing the way he relates to patients facing addiction.Now a community physician, public speaker, and researcher with published work on Sudden Infant Death Syndrome, Dr. Gebien unpacks his reinvention and the ongoing challenges of regaining trust and credibility within his field. The episode is a powerful meditation on perseverance, accountability, and hope—the “hard-won kind” forged through adversity.Episode Highlights1. The Power of Honesty : Telling the truth about addiction, even when it's painful, is the starting point for recovery and lightens the emotional burden.2. Compassion Over Judgment : Healthcare needs more compassion and less stigma toward addiction—judgment only deepens isolation and suffering for both patients and clinicians.3. Addiction Knows No Boundaries : Opioid addiction can affect anyone—doctors, professionals, or neighbors—not just the stereotypical “skid row” population.4. Burnout Breeds Judgment : Compassion fatigue and harsh attitudes in emergency medicine can lead to diminished empathy for those with addiction struggles.5. Redefining Professional Redemption : Recovery and return to practice after addiction require perseverance, transparency, and a willingness to rebuild credibility from scratch.6. Forgiveness and Second Chances Reintegration into medicine is possible, but it demands humility, hard work, and meeting rigorous requirements to ensure public safety.7. Continuous Recovery Accountability Structured support systems—therapy groups, monitoring, and regular check-ins—are vital in maintaining long-term recovery and reducing relapse risk.8. Experience Builds Better Doctors Personal hardship, including addiction and recovery, can foster stronger empathy, better listening skills, and more effective patient care.Episode Timestamps3:32 – Resilient Hope Amid Adversity9:32 – Addiction's Story: A Broader Insight10:54 – Opioid Dependency Misunderstanding17:12 – Compassion in Addiction Treatment21:07 – Forgiveness and Reintegration in Healthcare23:39 – Challenges Reveal True Character27:13 – Recovery: Holistic Approaches Versus Cure29:38 – Expressing Myself Through Recovery33:20 – Challenges of Reintegration for Felons37:01 – Healthcare Workers' Untreated Disorders Insight39:10 – Diaphragm Cramp Research Breakthrough42:33 – Rediscovering Purpose in Medicine45:00 – Secrets, Addiction, and Consequences48:44 – Finding Hope After DisgraceDISCLAMER >>>>>>    The Ditch Lab Coat podcast serves solely for general informational purposes and does not serve as a substitute for professional medical services such as medicine or nursing. It does not establish a doctor/patient relationship, and the use of information from the podcast or linked materials is at the user's own risk. The content does not aim to replace professional medical advice, diagnosis, or treatment, and users should promptly seek guidance from healthcare professionals for any medical conditions.   >>>>>> The expressed opinions belong solely to the hosts and guests, and they do not necessarily reflect the views or opinions of the Hospitals, Clinics, Universities, or any other organization associated with the host or guests.    Disclosures: Ditch The Lab Coat podcast is produced by (Podkind.co) and is independent of Dr. Bonta's teaching and research roles at McMaster University, Temerty Faculty of Medicine and Queens University. 

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In this episode of It Takes Balls, Dr. Nabil Adra, a medical oncologist at Indiana University Health and leading researcher in testicular cancer care explores everything from recurrence and refractory disease to the latest advancements in treatment and monitoring.Dr. Adra breaks down risk categories that guide treatment - good, intermediate, and poor - and explains how factors like tumor type and blood markers shape decisions about chemo, surgery, or surveillance. He also dives into the science behind relapse and platinum resistance.A major highlight of the episode is the discussion of innovative diagnostic tools like circulating tumor DNA (ctDNA) and microRNA-371. These biomarkers are making it possible to detect microscopic cancer earlier and more accurately, with the goal of reducing overtreatment and improving outcomes.Dr. Adra also shares insights on long-term monitoring, including the reality of late relapse, and emphasizes why annual checkups are crucial - even decades after treatment. For those with relapsed or refractory disease, he offers a hopeful look at cutting-edge therapies including targeted treatments, high-dose chemo, and upcoming CAR-T cell trials.Have a question for a future expert guest? Submit here:https://www.testicularcancerawarenessfoundation.org/it-takes-balls-question-submissionWant to be a guest? Apply here:https://www.testicularcancerawarenessfoundation.org/it-takes-balls-submissionsFollow Testicular Cancer Awareness Foundation:⁠https://www.testescancer.orghttps://www.twitter.com/testescancer⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/testescancerhttps://www.facebook.com/tca.orgEmail Dr. Adra:nadra@iu.eduFollow Steven Crocker: https://www.twitter.com/stevencrockerhttps://www.instagram.com/stevencrockerhttps://www.facebook.com/steven.crocker2Theme song: No Time Like Now - Tom Willner www.tomwillner.com

In this powerful episode of the Sober is Dope podcast, host POP Buchanan dives deep into one of the most overlooked threats to recovery, stress. Stress isn't just uncomfortable; it's a silent killer that can derail your sobriety, disrupt your mental health, and cloud your spiritual vision. But the good news? You have the tools to fight back and win.POP shares game-changing insights on how managing stress is the key to long-term clean and sober success. From embracing a higher power to reclaiming your inner peace through meditation, prayer, and smart supplementation, this episode is your blueprint for holistic healing.Key highlights include:Why prioritizing self-love and self-care isn't selfish, it's survival.The power of cutting toxic people out of your life to protect your peace.How pampering yourself and finding joy in creativity can help soothe the soul.The importance of patience on the healing journey and knowing when to seek help from a mental health professional.POP's tips for smart nutrition and using your diet as a weapon against anxiety and depression.This episode isn't just motivation, it's a movement. Tune in to learn how to build a sober lifestyle that's not just about avoiding relapse, but about thriving with peace, power, and purpose.

ABOUT THE EPISODE:Henry Maxwell began drinking and smoking marijuana at 12 and by 17, was an IV heroin & cocaine user. Not long afterward, his experimentation expanded to nearly every scheduled drug he could find, from Xanax to amphetamines and highly unregulated substances like ‘spice'. His teen years were largely spent among serious drug users twice his age, and involved many of the traumatic experiences common in that high-risk lifestyle.At the age of 17, Henry was hospitalized for a cocaine overdose that mimicked the symptoms of a heart attack, leaving him afraid for his own life. When an attending nurse asked if he was interested in treatment, he knew he had to say yes, or he wouldn't make it to see his 21st birthday.To this day, Henry has only worked in one field: addiction and recovery. He now has a BA in psychology and certifications in mediation, intervention, and addiction.  Through Maxwell Recovery Services, he has dedicated his professional life to helping families where a young person is struggling with substance misuse or addiction.In this episode, we discuss the complexities of topics like intervention and return to use, how parents can craft longer-term strategies that look beyond daily crises, and the importance of support systems for the entire family.EPISODE RESOURCES:Maxwell Recovery Services websiteMan's Search For Meaning on Amazon This podcast is part of a nonprofit called Hopestream CommunityLearn about The Stream, our private online community for momsFind us on Instagram hereFind us on YouTube hereDownload a free e-book, Worried Sick: A Compassionate Guide For Parents When Your Teen or Young Adult Child Misuses Drugs and AlcoholHopestream Community is a registered 501(c)3 nonprofit organization and an Amazon Associate. We may make a small commission if you purchase from our links.

Send us a textWhen the mission is unclear, the work is that much harder. To use a football analogy, Our current system wants to teach our young adults how to do a great endzone dance and spike the ball, but we don't want to teach the basics of blocking and tackling.Blocking is recognizing and blocking out distractions. Blocking out those who have doubtful words and actions against Your child's recovery efforts. Tackling involves aggressively taking actions that change habits, which in turn change outcomes. It's all about coming together as a team and knowing what your true vision of a championship is. Parenting Your Child in Recovery

After 10 months of consistent progress, one of my clients recently found herself drinking every day for two weeks. In this episode, I walk you through the private coaching conversation we had—what really caused the setback, how she responded, and why it had nothing to do with alcohol. If you've ever told yourself “I should be farther along by now,” or felt the crushing weight of shame after slipping into old patterns, this episode is a must-listen. You'll learn how to recognize when you're caught in a thinking problem—not a drinking problem—and how to respond in a way that propels you forward instead of holding you back. What You'll Learn: Why over-drinking isn't a sign of failure—but an invitation to go deeper The biological reason why stress makes you revert to old coping habits How thoughts like “I don't have enough time” silently sabotage your behavior Why the perception of failure activates the “kill-switch” for your motivation The power of slowing down, asking for help, and telling yourself the truth Key Insight: You can't change your drinking without changing your thinking. And you can't change your thinking if your body is in a stress response. Emotional sobriety means learning to create enough internal safety that you can question your own thoughts—without collapsing into shame.   —Want daily updates from me? Find me on TikTok @hangoverwhisperer and IG @thehangoverwhisperer and YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@hangoverwhisperer   —Click here to BOOK A DISCOVERY CALL if you're ready to fully commit to your personal growth and do the work to get emotionally sober. Side effects include an 80 percent reduction in drinking.   —Do you want coaching from Colleen on a situation you're struggling with? Click here to submit your question. Your name will not be mentioned on air!   

If you drink 0.0 beer, you're not broken — and you haven't failed.In this episode of Unwritten Chapters, I speak from experience about the nuance of sobriety — including why I used 0.0 beer early in my recovery, why I've moved away from it, and why I still don't believe it's a relapse.Recovery is personal. It's not a template. And if you've ever felt judged for how you stay sober — this one's for you.

Family Reconnect Waitlist: https://www.realrecoverytalk.com/frc In this episode, Tom and Steve react to Chrissy Teigen's recent announcement that she started drinking again after a period of sobriety. This sparks a bigger conversation: why do people relapse — even when life looks “good” on the outside? We break down some of the most common reasons people pick up again, including emotional triggers, social pressure, unresolved trauma, and lack of support. Whether you're in recovery or supporting someone who is, this episode is a real look at what can lead someone back to the bottle — and how to prevent it. Treatment Prep Guide: https://www.realrecoverytalk.com/treatmentprep SoberLink: https://www.soberlink.com/partners-family-and-friends/rrt Join our Big Book Study! https://www.realrecoverytalk.com/bigbookstudy Join our FREE FB Support group!: https://www.facebook.com/groups/realrecoverytalk Download our free guides!: https://www.realrecoverytalk.com/guides Tom IG: https://www.instagram.com/realrecoverytalktom/ Ben IG: https://www.instagram.com/realrecoverytalkben/ RRT IG: https://www.instagram.com/realrecoverytalkpodcast/

Sara and Heather dive into what it means when that initial "spark" from early sobriety fades—and how to get it back. Whether you're 30 days in or six years alcohol-free, this episode is for anyone who's ever wondered, "Why doesn't this feel exciting anymore?" In this episode, we cover:

Send us a textToday we continue our conversation on What No One Tells You About Relapse.   

Paul warns that the danger of spiritual relapse is real, even for those who've experienced gospel freedom. We slip when we trade God's grace for manmade expectations.

Paul warns that the danger of spiritual relapse is real, even for those who've experienced gospel freedom. We slip when we trade God's grace for manmade expectations.

Welcome to Finding Hope — A Podcast for Families Impacted by AddictionIf you love someone struggling with addiction or walking the path of recovery, you're not alone — and you don't have to walk this journey by yourself.Finding Hope is a podcast dedicated to encouraging, equipping, and empowering the family and loved ones of those battling addiction. Each episode shares real stories, practical tools, and faith-based insights to help you find strength, peace, and purpose as you navigate life alongside someone in addiction or recovery.Whether you're facing crisis, walking through healing, or searching for answers — this space is for you.

Welcome to Finding Hope — A Podcast for Families Impacted by AddictionIf you love someone struggling with addiction or walking the path of recovery, you're not alone — and you don't have to walk this journey by yourself.Finding Hope is a podcast dedicated to encouraging, equipping, and empowering the family and loved ones of those battling addiction. Each episode shares real stories, practical tools, and faith-based insights to help you find strength, peace, and purpose as you navigate life alongside someone in addiction or recovery.Whether you're facing crisis, walking through healing, or searching for answers — this space is for you.

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Christina returns to the podcast to tell us her experience with a recent move, relapse, new relationships, no-contact updates. Really just all the things in her world. We get down on them all. Thank you, Christina, for sharing your BPD story with the world. YOUTUBE: WATCH THIS EPISODE HERESend us a text message to be anonymously read and responded to! Support the showYou can find Sara on Instagram @borderlinefromhell. You can also find the podcast on IG @boldbeautifulborderline Corey Evans is the artist for the music featured. He can be found HERE Talon Abbott created the cover art. He. can be found HERE Leave us a voicemail about your thoughts or questions on the show at boldbeautifulborderline.comIf you like the show we would love if you could rate, subscribe and support us on Patreon. Patreon info here: https://www.patreon.com/boldbeautifulborderline?fan_landing=true Purchase Sara's Exploring Your Borderline Strengths Journal at https://www.amazon.com/Exploring-Your-Borderline-Strengths-Amundson/dp/B0C522Y7QT/ref=sr_1_1?crid=IGQBWJRE3CFX&keywords=exploring+your+borderline+strengths&qid=1685383771&sprefix=exploring+your+bor%2Caps%2C164&sr=8-1 For mental health supports: National Suicide Pr...

In this weekly Sex and Intimacy Q&A, Dr. Rob Weiss and Tami answer participant questions about sex, intimacy, addiction, betrayal, and more. They offer resources for therapeutic separation, communication at every stage of recovery and reconciliation, and tools for practicing empathy with betrayed partners.    TAKEAWAYS: [:24] Does my partner need to see a psychoanalyst first to get honest about his past?  [4:28] What resources are available for communication building in the later stages of recovery and reconciliation?  [9:17] How can I work to regain trust after recent relapses?  [13:35] How do I start the amends process with my betrayed spouse?  [17:43] Why do betrayers have to go to Porn Addiction 101 through Seeking Integrity?  [22:10] How can I handle my ex's new girlfriend joining the family?  [24:30] What does loving detachment really look like?  [30:51] Can addicts and their partners heal outside the therapeutic setting?  [34:20] What is the correlation between sex addiction and OCD?  [36:41] How can I feel safe even though I have forgiven my partner?  [41:05] What tools can an addict use to practice empathy with their partner?  [42:25] What resources are available to get CSAT couples on the same page regarding key terms?  [47:00] My partner's blameshifting and defensiveness is escalating in therapeutic separation, what should I do next?    RESOURCES: Seekingintegrity.com Email Tami: Tami@Seekingintegrity.com Sexandrelationshiphealing.com Intherooms.com Out of the Doghouse: A Step-by-Step Relationship-Saving Guide for Men Caught Cheating, by Robert Weiss Prodependence: Moving Beyond Codependency, by Robert Weiss Sex Addiction 101: A Basic Guide to Healing from Sex, Porn, and Love Addiction, by Robert Weiss Cruise Control: Understanding Sex Addiction in Gay Men, by Robert Weiss Seeking Integrity Podcasts are produced in partnership with Podfly Productions.    QUOTES “Stop the problematic behavior first, then address the underlying issues.”  “I'm never in the later stages of recovery. Recovery is something I will do for my whole life.”  “Your living amends happens when you act differently.”  “If the worst thing happens, what are you going to do to take care of you?” 

Relapse can feel like a major setback, but it doesn't have to define your recovery journey. In this episode, we take an honest, compassionate look at relapse: why it happens, what it really means, and how to move forward without shame or defeat. Whether you're supporting someone in recovery or facing your own challenges, you'll hear real-life examples, mindset shifts, and practical strategies to help turn a relapse into a turning point, not a dead end. Recovery isn't a straight line, and you don't have to walk it alone. Learn more about ongoing recovery support at: FamilyRecoveryAcademy.online

In this episode, Jackie delves into the phases of healing betrayal in relationships, highlighting the significance of individual therapy before couples therapy. Jackie explains the "full disclosure" process in recovery, stressing the need for honesty and emotional regulation. She describes the work done in phase 3 for the couple, highlighting the transformative journey couples undergo as they learn to communicate effectively and address deeper relationship dynamics. #podcast #betrayaltraumarecovery #sexaddictionrecovery Register for Online Workshop Breaking the Cycle of Relapse: https://buy.stripe.com/dR629h4og6mG3Wo6op  

Send us a textPreparing Your Young Adult to Handle Hidden ResistanceOne of the most overlooked but critical parts of preparing a young adult for lasting recovery—or any serious self-improvement—is helping them understand how people around them might react when they start to change.We expect enemies and strangers to doubt them.We don't always expect that some of the toughest resistance will come from people who love them.Sometimes, when a young adult starts showing real growth—building better habits, setting clearer boundaries, standing stronger—people close to them feel unsettled. It's not necessarily malice or cruelty. It's fear. It's sadness. It's a sense of being left behind.The important thing to prepare them for is this: Not every negative reaction they get is a sign they're doing something wrong. More often, it's a sign they're doing something right.When growth exposes old wounds in others, the easiest thing for a young adult to do is to shrink themselves back down to fit. To stop growing so fast. To apologize for wanting better.But the truth is: they're not responsible for making everyone else comfortable with their progress.Here's what you can do to prepare them:1. Normalize It Early:Let them know it's normal if a friend or family member seems irritated, distant, or critical. Change creates waves."Sometimes when you start doing really well, it can make others feel things they don't know how to say. That's about them, not about you."2. Frame It as a Positive Indicator:Help them reframe emotional distance or minor pushback as evidence that they're growing—and that growth is often contagious, even if it's uncomfortable at first."You're not leaving people behind—you're showing them it's possible to move forward. Some will catch up. Some won't. Either way, you're lighting the way."3. Teach Steadiness, Not War:The goal isn't to fight back or "prove" anything. It's to stay steady, kind, and focused. Model how to keep moving without resentment or bitterness."Stay open-hearted. Keep your boundaries clear. Let your actions speak louder than any argument."4. Encourage Self-Validation:Recovery and growth are already hard enough without waiting for applause. Teach them how to validate themselves internally so they aren't dependent on outside approval to stay on course."You're doing this for you. Be proud of every small step, even if no one else notices yet."Remember:You can't clear every obstacle for them.But you can plant truths in them now that will carry them through the tougher moments later.Prepare them for the unexpected emotional storms—and they'll learn to sail right through them.Your love, your words, and your preparation can give your young adult the confidence to keep growing, even when it's hard. Parenting Your Child in Recovery

In this first-ever collaboration between Communicable and Breakpoints, the podcast of the US Society of Infectious Diseases Pharmacists, hosts Angela Huttner (Geneva, Switzerland) and Erin McCreary (Pittsburgh, USA) join trial investigators Josh Davis (Newcastle, Australia) and Steve Tong (Melbourne, Australia) to unpack the first results coming from the SNAP adaptive platform trial, which were recently presented at ESCMID Global in Vienna. Learn whether penicillin and cefazolin are non-inferior to—and maybe even safer than—flucloxacillin for penicillin-susceptible and methicillin-susceptible Staphylococcus aureus, respectively.This episode was edited by Julie Anne Justo, transcribed by Katie Lambert and Sarah Groom, and peer-reviewed by Megan Klatt and Lacy Worden. Note on conflict of interest for SNAP Data Safety Monitoring Committee (DSMC) members:Conflicts of interest were evaluated when choosing individuals to serve on the SNAP DSMC. Aside from being compensated for their duties on the committee, DSMC members have no ongoing financial relationships that relate to the trial and are not involved in the conduct of the trial in any role other than that of a DSMC member. DSMC members have no intellectual conflict of interest or bias and reviewed SNAP data in a fully objective manner. Literature:Steven Y. C. Tong, Joshua S. Davis, Emily Eichenberger et al. Staphylococcus aureus infections: epidemiology, pathophysiology, clinical manifestations, and management. Clin Microbiol Rev. 2015 Jul;28(3):603-61.SNAP Adaptive trial platform/results of the PSSA & MSSA domains: https://www.snaptrial.com.au/ESCMID Global April 2025 presentation:www.online.escmid.org *https://www.escmid.org/congress-events/escmid-global/programme/scientific-programme/CloCeBa trial results (ESCMID Global April 2025 presentation): www.online.escmid.org *https://www.escmid.org/congress-events/escmid-global/programme/scientific-programme/Note on access to online video of ESCMID Global presentations:In the six months following the congress:Non-ESCMID members have access if they registered for ESCMID GlobalMembers have access only if they registered for ESCMID GlobalSix months after the congress:Non-members do not have access, whatever their ESCMID Global registration statusAll members have access, whatever their ESCMID Global registration statusCAMERA 2 trial: Steven Y. C. Tong, David C. Lye, Dafna Yahav, et al. Without an Antistaphylococcal β-Lactam on Mortality, Bacteremia, Relapse, or Treatment Failure in Patients With MRSA BacteremiaA Randomized Clinical Trial. JAMA. 2020;323(6):527-537. doi:10.1001/jama.2020.0103 POET trial: Kasper Iversen, Nikolaj Ihlemann, Sabine U. Gill et al. Partial Oral versus Intravenous Antibiotic Treatment of Endocarditis. N Engl J Med 2019;380:415-424POET trial follow-up: Mia M. Pries-Heje, Christoffer Wiingaard, Nikolaj Ihlemann. Five-Year Outcomes of the Partial Oral Treatment of Endocarditis (POET) Trial. N Engl J Med 2022;386:601-602

My guest is author Patti Clark who was born and raised in San Francisco during the 60's and 70's – a flower child who started drinking and using drugs at the tender age of 13 In this episode:- Patti started drinking and using drugs as a young teenager Her mother was an alcoholic and died when Patti was just 16. She was Academically successful despite the heavy drinking and drug use. Patti first got sober at the age of 30 – she attended AA and stayed sober for 13 years. She eventually left 12-step recovery thinking she could moderate The drinking ramped up again and she drank for another 13 years. Patti's red flags included hiding bottles, kids noticing her drinking. Patti got sober again in November 2014 and this time it stuck She rebuilt her sobriety using therapy, journaling and creativity. She eventually co-founded an NA meeting with a focus on emotional sobriety  Journalling played a huge role in her recovery, helping her to access her inner feelings and creativity. We both agreed on the value of sitting in the void Although it can be boring and uncomfortable at first it allows space for growth, ideas, and new passions. Believes women relapse partly because traditional 12-step recovery doesn't fit women's emotional needs. Relapse is often linked to lack of connection and trying to fill emotional voids. Three key messages from Patti:- a) Find your tribe — Emphasizes that connection and community is critical for recovery. b) Allow yourself to be uncomfortable in early sobriety — that discomfort will lead to growth c) Joy and purpose are central to lasting recovery — sobriety should feel like an upgrade, not a deprivation. Patti's Books a) This Way Up — about the search for self (includes journaling workbook). b) "Recovery Road Trip" — real conversations with women about relapse & recovery; includes a journaling guide. Books available via Amazon, Simon & Schuster, available on Kindle, and as an audiobook Patti welcomes emails from readers and loves hearing their stories. Her email is patticlarksemail@gmail.com More Info:            Our next BF program kicks off on 11th May    You can sign up for Breaking Free here Episode Sponsor This episode is sponsored by the Tribe Sober Membership Program.  If you want to change your relationship with alcohol then sign up today Read more about our program and subscribe HERE Help us to Spread the Word! We made this podcast so that we can reach more people who need our help.  Please subscribe and share. If you enjoyed the podcast, then please leave us a 5-star review on Apple podcasts. Take a screenshot of your review, and DM it to Tribe Sober's Instagram page – see PS below for instructions. We'll send you something special to say thank you! We release a podcast episode every Saturday morning. You can follow Tribe Sober on Facebook, Twitter, TikTok and Instagram. You can join our private Facebook group HERE. PS: How to Leave a Rating/Review in Apple Podcasts (on an iOS Device) Open the Podcasts app. EASY. Choose “Search” from the bottom row of icons and enter the name of the show (e.g. Recover Like a Mother) into the search field. Select the show under Shows (not under Episodes). Scroll down past the first few episodes until you see Ratings & Reviews. Click Write a Review underneath the displayed reviews from other listeners. You'll then have the option to rate the show on a 5-star scale and write a review (you can rate without writing too but it's always good to read your experience).  

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Note from Jeannine:Y'all are going to love today's episode with Dayna Christman Graham.Dayna has been in and out of sobriety for nearly forty years. After putting together ten years of sobriety together in her twenties, a car accident and subsequent pain medication resulted in a decades long relapse. Dayna spent years in prison for human trafficking, commercial burglary and other crimes during this period of relapse. Dayna is now approaching one year sober in a few weeks and is working in treatment, married and doing well.Please let me know what you think!Connect with Dayna on DM me on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Message me on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Facebook⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Listen AD FREE & workout with me on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Patreon⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Connect with me on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠TikTok⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Email me at chasingheroine@gmail.comSee you next week!

Morae Morris: The Dimes in Recovery | The Hopeaholics PodcastIn this deeply moving episode of The Hopeaholics Podcast, Morae Morris lays bare her extraordinary journey through 32 years of addiction to over 11 years of sobriety, weaving a narrative of raw pain, spiritual rediscovery, and unyielding hope. With her infectious humor and heartfelt honesty, she shares vivid stories—like finding dimes in unlikely places as signs from God, narrowly escaping suicide during a dark relapse, and navigating physical hardships from surgeries to a septic infection—all while holding fast to her faith. Morae's reflections on rebuilding her bond with her son, whose 31st birthday coincides with the recording, and her transformative embrace of the 12-step program highlight her resilience and growth. Her candid admissions, from joking about addiction to swearing in prayers, reveal a survivor's spirit that refuses to be defined by past trauma, inspiring listeners to find strength in their own struggles and cling to the promise of recovery.#TheHopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover  #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #RecoveryIsPossible #Hope #wedorecover Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record', exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials:https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholicsBuy Merch: https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.comVisit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.comIf you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction. Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC:https://www.infinitigroupllc.com Timestamps:00:02:17 - More Pain in Sobriety Than Addiction00:04:44 - Son Goes Missing and Dimes Appear00:09:11 - Feeling Responsible for Another's Relapse in Rehab00:10:14 - Waking Up in Chaos with a Shotgun00:12:32 - Forgetting to Pray and Falling into Anger00:13:16 - Near-Suicide During Dry Sobriety00:14:02 - Life-Threatening Detox in Isolation00:15:24 - Broken Body and Swearing Prayers00:18:18 - Trapped in an Abusive Relationship as a Teen00:19:05 - Amends from an Abuser00:25:38 - Missing Radio City Audition Due to Addiction00:29:28 - Double Vision and Fear of Blindness00:43:48 - Family Mistaking Sobriety for Relapse00:48:17 - Son's Pain After Father's Death01:06:46 - Facing Near-Paralysis After Surgery

In this powerful episode, I sit down with Zach Blakeney, a heart-centered leadership guide, to explore healing from porn addiction, redefining love, and embracing self-worth. Zach shares his deeply personal journey of overcoming his porn addiction and how others can too. We dive into:✨ The biochemical and psychological effects of porn addiction✨ How addiction impacts relationships and self-perception✨ Reaching suicidal thoughts & a huge relationship challenge from his porn usage ✨ Practical steps for breaking free from unhealthy cycles✨ How partners can support each other without shame✨ The role of community and kindness in healingGolden Nuggets From This Episode:✨ Remembering Our True Nature: Love – His journey taught him that at our core, we are love, and the work is simply remembering that truth.✨ The Darkest Moments: Facing Suicidal Thoughts – For the first time, he encountered suicidal ideation—an experience that reshaped his understanding of mental health.✨ The Observer Within: Who's Really Listening? – If you are the one thinking and speaking, who is the silent observer hearing those thoughts?✨ Pornography as a Toxic Relationship – He calls porn a mistress because it becomes an unhealthy, addictive relationship that distorts intimacy.✨ Shame's Shadow: Hiding as a Symptom – When we hide parts of ourselves, it's often a sign of deep-seated shame that needs healing.✨ Compassion Over Blame – When you see someone's toxic behavior as a sickness rather than a personal attack, you stop taking responsibility for their actions.✨ The Truth About Relapses – The idea of a relapse is an illusion; every step, even setbacks, is part of the healing journey.Connect More with :IG: @zackblakeneyWebsite:1-on-1 Coaching Service: https://heartleduniversity.com/programFree Offer: Free Guided Meditations: https://soundcloud.com/zack-823972074/sets/guided-meditations?si=64bdb1b467a246d4b8b2b34e09d72e9e&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharingMore Lexy from Heart Snuggles:Holding Heartache Masterclass Sign Up: https://prosperous.alivetoenjoy.com/public/form/view/657833820e43ca003a7f3749 Email: lexy@alivetoenjoy.comDating + Relationship Coaching - https://iamlexydavis.com/Instagram: Alivetoenjoy & Heart SnugglesTimestamps from episode:00:00 - Introduction to Heart Snuggles01:07 - Guest Introduction: Zach Blakeney03:22 - Lessons on Love from the Past04:47 - Zach's Personal Journey05:57 - Confronting Addiction: The Turning Point10:00 - The Impact of Addiction on Relationships12:04 - Understanding Biochemical Effects of Pornography18:15 - Dopamine vs. Oxytocin: The Science of Addiction20:07 - Navigating Fetishes and Fantasies21:35 - The Importance of Semen Retention24:42 - Recognizing the Effects of Porn on Life28:13 - Holding Heartache Podcast Ad30:24 - Objectification of Women and Its Consequences32:30 - Tools for Overcoming Porn Addiction35:10 - Relapse and Responsibility39:15 - Cultural Attitudes Towards Sex and Porn40:08 - Supporting a Partner with Addiction45:31 - Zach's Heart-Centered Work and Forgiveness

It's time for another spontaneous life update! In this unscripted episode, I share some major changes and exciting announcements – including new books, moving overseas, the launch of the Autistically ED-Free Membership, reflections on the fear of relapse, and how I'm dealing with my own fear of failure.

About M2 THE ROCK - MICHAEL MOLTHAN:I'm Michael Molthan, host of The M2 The Rock Show—one of the fastest-growing podcasts and shows on self-improvement, mental health, addiction recovery, and spiritual transformation. I'm so grateful you're here.I started M2 The Rock in 2017 to bring you conversations designed to make you happier, healthier, and more healed. Through raw and unfiltered discussions with experts, celebrities, thought leaders, and athletes, we uncover new perspectives on personal growth, recovery, and overcoming life's toughest challenges.My Story:What sets my journey apart is that there wasn't just one rock bottom—there were many. From being a successful luxury homebuilder to falling into addiction, homelessness, crime, and eventually 27 mugshots and prison, my life was in absolute chaos.Addiction was my temporary escape from childhood trauma, but it only led to destruction.It wasn't until I hit the lowest point imaginable that I finally found true freedom, redemption, and purpose. After an unexpected early release from prison in 2017, I walked 300 miles back to Dallas to turn myself in—only to be miraculously pardoned and told to “pay it forward.”And that's exactly what I've been doing ever since.My MissionI believe that rock bottom is not the end—it's a stepping stone to something greater.My goal is to redefine what "rock bottom" means by helping others rebuild their Spirit, Mind, and Body. On M2 The Rock, I speak openly about trauma, addiction, recovery, and the power of transformation. I don't shy away from topics like:✅ Trauma & Addiction – Understanding the root causes✅ Self-Sabotage & Mental Health – Breaking negative cycles✅ Codependency & Enabling – How relationships impact recovery✅ 12-Step Programs & Spiritual Healing – Finding true freedom✅ Religious Trauma & Personal Growth – Healing from past wounds"Everyone Is An Addict."Whether it's substances, work, validation, or negative thinking, we all have something we struggle with.But recovery is possible, and transformation is real.

In this episodeof Neurology Today in 5, Neurology Today editor-in-chief Joseph E. Safdieh, MD, FAAN, discusses a large trial that found high-dose Vitamin D reduced MRI evidence of disease activity in patients with clinically isolated syndrome or early relapsing MS; an animal brain map, revealing changes in inflammation, immune activity, and cell repair that preceded the appearance of MS lesions; and a discussion of the challenges and opportunities of using AI in neurology education.

Zach Leary is a teacher, speaker, writer, and spiritual explorer with one of the most iconic legacies in psychedelic history—being the son of Timothy Leary. But our conversation goes far beyond lineage.Zach and I dive into his personal story of addiction, homelessness, and recovery, as well as the spiritual awakening that helped him reframe his life through the teachings of Ram Dass and his own lived experience with psychedelics.We examine the deeper meaning of surrender, how psychedelics intersect with the 12-Step path, and the modern resurgence of mind-altering medicine as both a healing tool and cultural movement. From DMT journeys to divine amends, this episode is a vulnerable exploration of what it means to truly change.DISCLAIMER: This podcast is for educational purposes only and not intended for diagnosing or treating illnesses. The hosts disclaim responsibility for any adverse effects from using the information presented. Consult your healthcare provider before using referenced products. This podcast may include paid endorsements.THIS SHOW IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY:CALROY | Visit calroy.com/luke for $50 off + a free canister of 2-in-1 Nitric Oxide Test Strips with the Vascanox and Arterosil bundle 3-Pack.LEELA QUANTUM TECH. | Go to lukestorey.com/leelaq and use code LUKE10 for 10% off their product line.JUST THRIVE | Head to justthrivehealth.com and use code LUKE20 to save 20%.SUNLIGHTEN | Save up to $600 when you go to lukestorey.com/sunlighten and use code LUKESTOREY in the pricing form.MORE ABOUT THIS EPISODE:(00:00:00) Recovery, Relapse, and Finding Grace(00:07:00) Growing Up Leary: Identity, Grief, and the Shadow of Legacy(00:14:00) Ram Dass, Death, and the Illusion of Separation(00:22:00) LSD, AA, and the Forgotten Psychedelic Origins of Recovery(00:32:00) Psychedelics & the Limits of the Waking Mind(00:41:00) Ritual, Setting, and the Power of Safe Ceremony(00:50:00) The Individual vs. Collective Healing Debate(01:00:00) Cultural Integration, Psychedelics, & the Western Dilemma(01:10:00) Addiction, Recovery, and the Spiritual Practice of Being of Service(01:18:00) Self-Love, Dharma, and Seeing Through the IllusionResources:• Website: zachleary.net• Instagram: @zachlearydromeThe Life Stylist is produced by Crate Media.

In this special re-airing, I'm bringing you my powerful conversation from Mind Pump – the #1 fitness podcast in the world. This episode was originally recorded for their show, but it was too impactful not to share here with The Next Level community. We go deep into my story—how I went from rock bottom in addiction to building a life rooted in purpose, health, and service. I open up about the darkest chapters of my past, the moment everything changed, and the work it took (and still takes) to stay on the path of growth and integrity. We also dive into the current state of the health and fitness industry—where it's headed, what's broken, and what truly works when it comes to transformation. This isn't just about macros or workouts. It's about coaching people to rise to their full potential—physically, mentally, and emotionally. Whether you're a coach, someone on your own transformation journey, or just love raw, real conversations—you're going to feel this one.   Learn More About Mind Pump - Visit Mind Pump's Website   Join The Collective - Join Here   Interested in working with a coach? Get a free nutrition consultation - Schedule Here   Join Us On Patreon - Join Here   Submit your questions to be featured on our Q&A episodes.   Order from Cured Supplement Order from Legion Supplements and get 20% off your first order by using discount code: keynutrition   Connect with us on Instagram Host Brad Jensen – @thesoberbodybuilder Mind Pump - @mindpumpmedia Next Level Nutrition – @mynextlevelnutrition   Episode Timestamps 00:00 "Transformation Through Diet and Discovery" 06:33 Smuggling Steroids from Mexico 14:00 "Functioning Addict's Job Journey" 17:56 Relapse and Recovery Struggles 23:36 "Danger of Relapse Realization" 28:53 Descent Into Drug-Induced Paranoia 32:11 Car Vomit and Funeral Delay 37:02 "Rock Bottom and Recovery" 43:11 Overcoming Addiction to Launch Business 50:13 "Sharing My Journey of Hope" 56:09 Sobriety: Path to Self-Discovery? 01:01:29 Gym Judgement While Hiding Addiction 01:07:24 Zoom Coaching Enhances Client Connection 01:12:37 Balancing Family, Self, and Health 01:16:00 Overcoming Addiction: A Personal Reflection 01:20:14 "Alcoholism: The Socially Accepted Struggle" 01:24:14 "Content Creation: Embracing Criticism"

Hey, Heal Squad! Kev is back with Part 2 of his eye-opening conversation with Dr. Fred Luskin – a world-renowned forgiveness expert, Stanford scholar, and mindfulness coach In this powerful episode, Dr. Luskin dives into how he coaches elite Division 1 athletes at Stanford to break free from perfectionism and forgive themselves when things don't go as planned. He also talks about the shocking link between resentment and relapse – and why letting go is the key to true recovery, and the secret to self-forgiveness (hint, hint: we need to stop over-apologizing!) It's time to let go of the past, stop self-sabotaging, and use forgiveness as your superpower for healing, success, and happiness. Don't miss it!  HEALERS & HEAL LINERS:  Forgiveness & Addiction Recovery Resentment is the #1 trigger for relapse. Dr. Luskin's forgiveness-based approach to recovery helps addicts release guilt and shame, which are major emotional drivers of addiction. Gratitude is a Powerful Tool for Rewiring the Brain Negative thoughts naturally dominate our thinking as a survival mechanism.. A more empowering approach is to intentionally practice gratitude. -- HEAL SQUAD SOCIALS IG: https://www.instagram.com/healsquad/ TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healsquadxmaria HEAL SQUAD RESOURCES: Heal Squad Website: https://www.healsquad.com/ Maria Menounos Website: https://www.mariamenounos.com My Curated Macy's Page: Shop My Macy's Storefront AquaTru: https://aquatruwater.com/  code: HEALSQUAD Prenuvo: Prenuvo.com/MARIA for $300 off Sleep Number: https://www.sleepnumber.com/ GUEST RESOURCES: Dr. Fred Luskin Website: https://fredluskin.com/ The Forgive for Good Recovery Workbook: Overcome Addiction, Heal Your Past, and Find Peace in Sobriety: https://fredluskin.com/books/ Tedx Talk: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0fZhku-TqmI The Stanford Forgiveness Project: https://med.stanford.edu/survivingcancer/coping-with-cancer/cancer-and-forgiveness.html ABOUT MARIA MENOUNOS: Emmy Award-winning journalist, TV personality, actress, 2x NYT best-selling author, former pro-wrestler and brain tumor survivor, Maria Menounos' passion is to see others heal and to get better in all areas of life. ABOUT HEAL SQUAD x MARIA MENOUNOS: A daily digital talk-show that brings you the world's leading healers, experts, and celebrities to share groundbreaking secrets and tips to getting better in all areas of life. DISCLAIMER: This Podcast and all related content (published or distributed by or on behalf of Maria Menounos or http://Mariamenounos.com and http://healsquad.com) is for informational purposes only and may include information that is general in nature and that is not specific to you. Any information or opinions provided by guest experts or hosts featured within website or on Company's Podcast are their own; not those of Maria Menounos or the Company. Accordingly, Maria Menounos and the Company cannot be responsible for any results or consequences or actions you may take based on such information or opinions. This podcast is presented for exploratory purposes only. Published content is not intended to be used for preventing, diagnosing, or treating a specific illness. If you have, or suspect you may have, a health-care emergency, please contact a qualified health care professional for treatment.