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Are you ready to explore the journey from addiction to healing, spiritual awakening, and personal transformation? In this episode, I sit down with Thomas J. LaGrave Jr.—former Navy SEAL, youth social worker, author, and clinical therapist—to discuss overcoming addiction, the power of self-reflection, and helping the next generation thrive.Tom shares his raw and inspiring story: from a turbulent family life and military service, through addiction, relapse, and the dark night of the soul, to finding purpose in helping others. This conversation dives deep into spiritual and mystical themes, the hero's journey, mindfulness, and the importance of forgiveness, self-love and authenticity.If you're seeking wisdom on breaking free from destructive patterns, supporting youth, or navigating your own spiritual path, this episode is for you.Don't miss this deep dive into the power of transformation, resilience, and awakening.Chapters & Timestamps00:00 – Tom's Early Life: Family, Addiction, and Lessons Learned01:33 – Entering Recovery: The Turning Point03:33 – Relapse, Spiritual Crisis, and the Power of Choice05:27 – Introduction to the Show & Guest07:34 – Tom's Background: Navy SEAL, Youth Work, and Writing10:54 – Defining Wisdom and the Big Picture13:58 – Tom's Teenage Years: Insecurity and Addiction16:24 – Family Dynamics, Empathy, and Military Influence21:26 – Military Career: Navy SEALs, Challenges, and Discharge28:38 – Travels, Life After the Military, and Facing Civilian Life31:00 – The Path to Sobriety: Working with Youth33:50 – Reflecting on the Past: Healing Childhood Wounds35:34 – Relapse at 60: Suicidal Thoughts and Spiritual Awakening40:15 – The 12 Steps: Coming to Terms and Making Amends47:00 – Therapy Tools: CBT, EMDR, and Mindfulness53:03 – Spiritual Practices, Kundalini, and Cautionary Advice55:54 – Summary: Authenticity, Helping Others, and Life Purpose1:01:44 – Where to Find Tom & Closing ThoughtsGuest:Thomas J. LaGrave Jr.Website: https://honorboundacademy.orgAuthor, Clinical Therapist, Former Navy SEAL, Youth Social WorkerConnect with us:Drop me a voice message and let me know what you think about this episode or any ideas for future episodes:dk.linkedin.com/in/oschirachwww.instagram.com/oschirachwww.facebook.com/Schirachoschirach@gmail.com. Thank you for tuning in – let's explore the extraordinary together!
Why we relapse? Just because your symptoms are gone doesn't mean you are healed?
In this episode Mary shares five thoughts that if left unchecked will lead straight to a relapse.Grab your copy of my FREE 9 page Beginner's Guide to Food Sobriety https://www.foodfreedomwithmary.com/foodsobrietyguideNEW Free Food Sobriety Mini Course - https://www.foodfreedomwithmary.com/minicoursefoodsobrietyFacebook group: https://www.facebook.com/groups/4915319108493196/?ref=share_group_linkDo you need private coaching and intensive daily contact with a coach? Fill out my application so we can chat about whether or not my program is for you and which option is best for you. Payment plans available. Don't see a payment option that works for your pay schedule? Let's chat about a custom pay plan.www.foodfreedomwithmary.com/chooseyourpath Application: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/1upnWHYK0RXfmyRTqlsF_R06z3NA8LZYHIMWFykq7-X4/viewformJoin my Food Freedom Tribe! An online community of support, eduction, inspiration, accountability….. Learn more here: https://www.foodfreedomwithmary.com/tribemembership Instagram: www.instagram.com/ketomary71 Facebook: www.Facebook.com/ketomary71 YouTube: https://youtube.com/@ketomary7114Website: www.foodfreedomwithmary.com Join the email list.Email: mary@foodfreedomwithmary.com Want to learn more about me and my coaching programs? Watch my program video: www.foodfreedomwithmary.com/programvideoOnline Course: https://www.foodfreedomwithmary.com/foodfreedomcourse
Text Me!Did your summer sobriety not go as planned? Maybe you set out for a sober summer, tried Dry July, or gave Alcohol-Free August a shot, but somewhere along the way, things slipped. If that happened to you, I want you to know you're not alone.In episode 239 of the Sober Vibes podcast, I'm sharing how you can personally reset after this season if it didn't go the way you wanted. My goal is to provide you with genuine encouragement and practical tools to help you keep moving forward.Here's what you will learn:Why shame keeps you stuck after a slip or alcohol relapse, and how to shift into curiosity insteadHow I re-anchor into my “why” and set fresh intentions each seasonSimple rituals that help me stop drinking urges in their tracks and stay groundedWhat it looks like to build a strong sober mindset, even when your summer didn't feel perfectWhy fall is the perfect time for a reset if you're looking for help quitting alcohol or tips on how to drink less alcoholYou don't have to wait until January 1st to start over. You can reset right now and move into fall with clarity, strength, and a new sense of confidence in your alcohol-free journey.Resources Mentioned:Sober 1:1 Coaching The Sobriety Circle The After-Emotional Sobriety GuideSubscribe to the Sober Vibes Podcast on YouTubeFree ResourcesPODCAST SPONSOR:This episode is sponsored by Soberlink, a trusted accountability tool for anyone navigating early recovery. Whether you're rebuilding trust with loved ones or want more structure in your sobriety, Soberlink offers a discreet and empowering way to stay on track.Sober Vibes listeners get $50 off their device!Grab your discount here!Hope this episode helps you today, and thank you for a wonderful season 6!Thank you for listening! Help the show by Rating, Reviewing, and/or Subscribing to the Sober Vibes Podcast. Connect w/ Courtney:InstagramJoin the Sobriety Circle Apply for 1:1 CoachingOrder the Sober Vibes Book
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More To The Story: The opioid crisis has been a quiet, deadly presence in America for a quarter-century now. Since 1999, it's killed more than 800,000 people in the US. But in the background, another crisis has been simmering: the often-lawless patchwork of treatment centers and programs that make up America's drug rehab industry. Many of the roughly 50 million Americans who battle substance abuse rely on this underregulated for-profit industry that too often exploits patients, fails to properly treat them, or even worse. On this week's More To The Story, journalist Shoshana Walter sits down with host Al Letson to talk about the lingering opioid crisis, the many theories about why overdose deaths have started falling in the US, and the stark racial disparity in how lawmakers have approached the opioid crisis compared with the crack epidemic in the 1980s.Producer: Josh Sanburn | Editor: Kara McGuirk-Allison | additional help from Artis Curiskis | Theme music: Fernando Arruda and Jim Briggs | Copy editor: Nikki Frick | Deputy executive producer: Taki Telonidis | Executive producer: Brett Myers | Executive editor: James West | Host: Al Letson Donate today at Revealnews.org/more Subscribe to our weekly newsletter at Revealnews.org/weekly Follow us on Instagram and Bluesky Read: Choose Your Child or Choose Recovery: The Impossible Decision Facing Addicted Mothers (Mother Jones)Read: Rehab: An American Scandal (Simon & Schuster) Note: If you buy a book using our Bookshop link, a small share of the proceeds supports our journalism.Listen: How Trump Exploits Working-Class Pain (More To The Story) Learn about your ad choices: dovetail.prx.org/ad-choices
Send us a textEver wonder what truly protects us from relapse? It's not white-knuckling through triggers or avoiding life's challenges – it's something far more powerful.The conversation dives deep into the nature of fear in recovery, specifically the fear of relapse that haunts many on the sobriety journey. Through candid personal stories and powerful insights from both recovery literature and lived experience, we explore how faith serves as the antidote to fear. As one participant powerfully states, "Faith means courage. All men of faith have courage, not fear."We unpack the crucial distinction between merely believing in recovery and having genuine faith – the kind that requires action. "You believed that chair would hold your weight, but you didn't have any faith until you put your ass in it." This practical wisdom extends to when someone is ready to sponsor others, challenging conventional timeframes and focusing instead on spiritual awakening through working the steps.Perhaps most powerfully, we explore the concept of finding "serenity to match calamity." True peace isn't the absence of life's storms but the ability to remain centered within them. Through unexpected encounters with past resentments and opportunities for spontaneous amends, we see how recovery offers not just sobriety but a transformative way of navigating life's challenges.Whether you're new to recovery or have years of sobriety, this conversation offers fresh perspectives on overcoming fear, building faith, and finding peace regardless of external circumstances. Join us for insights that might just transform how you view your recovery journey.Thank You for Joining Us.. Please share with friends. If you or anyone you know is struggling with alcoholism please reach out to us. We can get you help. recoveryunfilteredpodcast@gmail.com
Louis Ruggiero grew up in New York City with privilege and connections — his mother, Rosanna Scotto, is a famous Fox News anchor, and his father is an attorney. But behind the perfect image, Louis was spiraling into addiction. College introduced him to Xanax, which quickly led to harder drugs, arrests, and trouble that was often swept away by his family's influence. His life took a shocking turn when a close friend confessed a murder to him, forcing Louis to testify in a high-profile trial. In this interview, Louis reveals his struggles with drugs, what it was like to be caught up in a murder case, and how he's working to turn his life around. #LouisRuggiero #RosannaScotto #AddictionRecovery #MurderTrial #DrugAddiction #NYCStories #TrueCrimePodcast #lockedinpodcast Connect with Louis Ruggiero: YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NothingsOffTheTable Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nothingsoffpod/?hl=en TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@nothingsoffpod Website: https://linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ Presented by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: https://tyson20.com/ https://woooooenergy.com/ Use code LOCKEDIN for 20% OFF Wooooo Energy Buy Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop Timestamps: 00:00 A Dark Confession and Introduction 00:52 Meet Lewis: Background and Podcast 02:26 Twelve Years of Chaos 03:03 Growing Up Privileged in New York 04:42 Life with a Famous Mother 06:26 Spotlight Pressure and Acting Out 08:18 Rebellion and Early Signs 10:24 Parents' Presence and Family Dynamics 11:37 The Straight-Laced Sister 12:29 Making Amends and Lifelong Change 13:10 Hazy Future Plans and Pressure 14:31 High School Troubles and Africa Experience 16:03 Xanax: The Real Start of Addiction 17:56 Family History and the Addictive Personality 18:33 Barstar: College, Drugs, and Escalation 19:23 Interventions and Denial 20:54 Deceit, Probation, and Court-Ordered Programs 23:18 A Violent Encounter and New Addictions 24:22 Losing Friends and Facing the Law 26:06 White Privilege and Justice 27:41 Revolving Door of Addiction and Jail 28:58 Relapse and Deeper Descent 30:32 Confession of a Murder 35:01 After the Confession: Investigation and Fallout 39:05 Rock Bottom and Family Intervention 41:03 Rehab, FBI Subpoena, and Trial 44:52 Testifying in a Murder Case 47:56 Staying Sober Through Chaos 48:55 Falling Back and the Battle for Sobriety 49:54 Daily Recovery Work and Lasting Change 51:01 Living Amends and Generational Healing 54:05 Enabling, Gambling, and Hard Lessons 57:04 Gambling: Vegas, Apps, and Addiction 01:00:32 Reflection: Parental Trust and Actions 01:03:32 Integrity, Character, and Redemption 01:05:00 Advice to My Younger Self 01:05:16 Wrapping Up and Looking Ahead Powered by: Just Media House : https://www.justmediahouse.com/ Creative direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: https://www.fwrd.co Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
Overcoming porn isn't just about saying “no” harder, installing filters, or trying to white-knuckle your way through temptation. Real freedom comes when you heal the root — the wounds beneath the surface that porn has been covering up. In this powerful conversation, Coach Frank talks with Drew Boa, founder of Husband Material, pastoral sex addiction professional, podcaster, and author of the new book Outgrow Porn. Drew has walked with thousands of men through their healing journeys and brings a fresh, biblical, and deeply compassionate perspective on what it really takes to outgrow porn. Coach Frank & Drew dive into topics most men never talk about; sexual fantasies, inner child healing, shame, purity culture, relapse, and what it means to live fully alive as the man God created you to be. If you've ever felt trapped in cycles of guilt and failure, this episode is going to set you free with a new way of thinking about your struggle. About Drew Boa Drew Boa is the founder of Husband Material, host of the top-ranked Husband Material Podcast, and a Pastoral Sex Addiction Professional (PSAP). With over a decade of experience, Drew has helped thousands of men worldwide heal from sexual brokenness and reclaim their God-given identity. His new book, Outgrow Porn, blends neuroscience, psychology, and biblical truth to equip men to heal at the deepest level, not through shame and control, but through love, compassion, and Christ-centered transformation. Connect with Drew: Website - https://www.husbandmaterial.com/ Retreat - https://www.husbandmaterial.com/retreat Book (Outgrow Porn) - https://www.drewboa.com/outgrow-porn Listen to episode 22 of The Super Human Life w/ Drew - https://sites.libsyn.com/188300/ep-22-helping-men-of-god-quit-porn-w-drew-boa Listen to episode 255 of The Rebuilt Man podcast w/ Drew - https://sites.libsyn.com/495683/how-to-heal-the-inner-child-outgrow-porn-the-coaches-corner-w-drew-boa-ep-255 Key Takeaways From This Episode Getting free from porn is like breaking up with a long-term partner; there's grief, but also new life on the other side. Your sexual fantasies tell a story, and when you understand that story, you unlock the key to healing. Pornography hijacks the brain's reward system as a “supernormal stimulus.” Recognizing this helps you rewire your brain. Healing the boy within is essential to freeing the man you were created to be. Connection and safety are not optional, they're vital for breaking free from addiction. Shame is the fuel that keeps men stuck. To heal, you must replace condemnation with curiosity and compassion. Relapse is not failure, it's feedback. Every slip points to what still needs healing. Drew's OBC Method (Locate, Love, Lead) offers a framework to guide men in inner child healing. Purity culture often created toxic shame around sexuality. The answer isn't repression, it's redemption. Living a Super Human Life means embracing the full spectrum of emotions God designed us to feel. --- Connect with Frank and The Super Human Life on Social Media: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/coachfrankrich/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/groups/584284948647477/ Website: http://www.thesuperhumanlifepodcast.com/tshlhome YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCjB4UrpxtNO2AFtDURMzoKQ
In this conversation, Sathiya and Drew discuss the journey of healing from pornography addiction, emphasizing the importance of outgrowing porn rather than simply quitting. They explore the impact of purity culture on men's sexuality, the significance of vulnerability and connection in recovery, and the role of curiosity in understanding triggers. Drew shares insights from his book 'Outgrow Porn' and highlights the necessity of taking redemptive risks in the healing process. The discussion culminates in the importance of community support and celebrating every step of the journey toward freedom. SIGN UP FOR OUR FREE MASTERCLASS Know more about Drew's Work: Get Drew's New Book: Outgrow Porn Discount code: DEEPCLEAN Access Husband Material Website Know more about Sathiya's work: JOIN DEEP CLEAN INNER CIRCLE Submit A Question (Anonymously) Through This Form Get A Free Copy of The Last Relapse, A Blueprint For Recovery Watch Sathiya on Youtube For More Content Like This Chapters: (00:00) Introduction and Background (02:52) The Philosophy of Outgrowing Porn (05:47) The Impact of Purity Culture (08:50) Healing from Purity Culture (12:09) Vulnerability and Connection (15:05) Navigating Temptation and Relapse (17:58) Curiosity and Sexual Development (20:51) The Process of Urge Surfing (31:56) Mindfulness and Emotional Awareness (34:42) Understanding Triggers: Pain vs. Pleasure (39:35) The Role of Implicit Memories (41:27) Rigidity and Disengagement in Addiction (47:29) Redemptive Risks in Recovery
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Key Takeaways:Change unfolds in stages, and readiness cannot be forced. Recognizing that change follows a psychological process helps set realistic expectations. People move through stages at their own pace, and you cannot make yourself—or someone else—be ready before the time comes.Meet people where they are, not where you want them to be. Effective support means accepting others for who they are and approaching them with patience rather than trying to pull them ahead in their journey.Tailor your approach to each stage of change. Not everyone is in the same place, so it's essential to assess readiness and match your strategy accordingly. Small, incremental “micro-asks” can help move people forward.Setbacks are part of the process, and relationships drive lasting change. Relapse is normal and should be seen as a learning moment, not a failure. Real transformation grows out of relationships built on trust, not transactional interactions. “You will know when it's time. You can't make yourself be ready.” “Don't assume everyone is in the same stage. You have to assess first... and match your approach to their stage.” “Change is a relationship. It's not a transaction.” - Maryanne Dersch Let's Work Together to Amplify Your Leadership + Influence1. Group Coaching for Nonprofit LeadersWant to lead with more clarity, confidence, and influence? My group coaching program is designed for nonprofit leaders who are ready to communicate more powerfully, navigate challenges with ease, and move their organizations forward. 2. Team Coaching + TrainingI work hands-on with nonprofit teams to strengthen leadership, improve communication, and align around a shared vision. Whether you're growing fast or feeling stuck, we'll create more clarity, collaboration, and momentum—together. 3. Board Retreats + TrainingsYour board has big potential. I'll help you unlock it. My engaging, no-fluff retreats and trainings are built to energize your board, refocus on what matters, and generate real results. Get your free starter kit today at www.theinfluentialnonprofit.com Connect with Maryanne about her coaching programs:https://www.courageouscommunication.com/connect Book Maryanne to speak at your conference:https://www.courageouscommunication.com/nonprofit-keynote-speaker
Content In this episode of Thanks for Sharing, Jackie Pack breaks down the myths around relapse in recovery. Rather than seeing relapse as failure, Jackie explains how it reveals when the addictive system is pulling you back—and how the renewal cycle offers a way forward. You'll hear why relapse can become a powerful teacher, how resilience and empowered thinking can shift the narrative, and why leaning into community support is essential for lasting change. This episode invites you to reframe relapse as not the end of recovery, but as a chance to grow, reset, and deepen your commitment to healing. If you've ever felt discouraged by relapse—or worried about it—this conversation is for you. Tune in now, and let's explore how recovery can become stronger than the setback. Listen to the full episode of Recovery v. Relapse wherever you get your podcasts.
We watch "The Mark of the Rani", a 6th Doctor story featuring the titular Rani's first appearance. Whilst the Rani is making her mark by draining sleep juice from the brains of 19th century miners (because... science?), the Doctor constantly berates and belittles Peri (because... reasons?), the Master shows up to either help or hinder either the Rani or the Doctor (because... ßchaos?), and John is denied seeing said dirty-dirty-miners soaping up in the showers (because... cruelty!). But seriously, #justiceforPeri.Tim's link that looks fake but isn't:https://www.doctorwho.tv/not-authorised
In this episode, Sathiya discusses the intersection of brain science and recovery from sexual sin, focusing on the role of dopamine in the process of relapse and recovery. He emphasizes the importance of connection and correction in resetting the brain after a relapse, providing practical strategies for listeners to implement in their recovery journey. Know more about Sathiya's work: GET A FREE COPY OF THE LAST RELAPSE Join Deep Clean Inner Circle Submit A Question (Anonymously) Through This Form Watch Sathiya on Youtube For More Content Like This Chapter: (00:00) Introduction to Brain Science and Recovery (02:49) Understanding Dopamine and Its Role in Relapse (09:10) Strategies for Resetting Your Brain After a Relapse
Send us a textTransformation is needed when circumstances and results suck. But how do you achieve transformation when the who, when, where, and why of change have not been defined, agreed to, or believed? In this podcast, I want to discuss the qualities of a genuine transformation, the distinction between primary and secondary transformation, and the three immediate steps necessary to bring a lasting transformation into focus and into practice. Parenting Your Child in Recovery
The gang (minus Greg) has done their time in Horny Jail and have frantically clawed their way back to their mics to discuss a big ol' cornucopia of topics, like playing The Sims for 12 hours straight, making Lyme Disease sexy again, and how Beth still hasn't watched JoJo's Bizarre Adventure. BOO BETH. BOO HER.
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A paved over parking lot where there was once a home, a radio tower that once seemed tall enough to touch the sky, and memories that linger long after the years have passed. Invisible connections link Metropolis West, Cair Mallplex, and Glasshouse--and what's been left in each of them will have to be reckoned with. Trigger warnings for references to family death, grief, neglect, poverty, cults, diaspora, protests, police presence and police brutality (specific references to protest disruption tools), chase sequence, uncertainty (could be read as gaslighting.) Find us on our website at undertheelectricstars.com! Transcripts are available on our website. Follow us on social media! Tumblr ➠ undertheelectricstarspodcast.tumblr.com Bluesky ➠ https://bsky.app/profile/utes-podcast.bsky.social Thanks to our patrons Lucas, Christine, Ferris, Chris Magilton, Audrey Pham, Joshua Hazeghazam, Seth Timple, Inigo Sherwani, Tyler Jay, Everett Noir, James P. 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In this episode of Just the Guys, Dan interviews Michael Cusick—licensed counselor, ordained minister, and founder of Restoring the Soul—to discuss the deeper spiritual and emotional roots of sexual addiction, particularly pornography, as explored in his book Surfing for God.Michael vulnerably shares his own journey from trauma, addiction, and shame to healing and restoration. He explains that many Christian approaches to pornography are often split between moralism (“just stop it”) and clinical models (treating it as a disease). His book offers a different lens: one that views compulsive sexual behavior as rooted in legitimate God-given desires that have been disordered by trauma, unmet attachment needs, and relational wounds.Key insights include:• “Listen to your lust” – Our compulsions are tells, pointing to deeper longings for connection, affirmation, and healing.• Addiction is not just a behavior, but often a false god, offering counterfeit comfort for past wounds.• Shame is physiological and often misunderstood in Christian circles. True healing comes not from hiding, but from secure, grace-filled relationships with God and others.• Michael emphasizes the four S's of attachment (Seen, Soothed, Safe, Secure) as crucial for emotional and spiritual healing.• He reframes God's posture in Genesis 3, inviting listeners to imagine a version of God that says, “Come closer” rather than condemning God as a loving Father, not a punisher.• The path forward isn't perfect behavior, but direction and healing. Relapse may be part of the journey, but growth happens when men risk being known and pursue secure attachments.Listeners are encouraged to shift from behavior management to healing through connection—first with others, then with God.⸻Resources Mentioned:• Surfing for God by Michael Cusick (Book, Audio, Kindle)• Sacred Attachment (new book by Cusick)• Restoring the Soul ministry: restoringthesoul.com• Restoring the Soul Men's Weekend: restoringthesoulweekend.com• Podcasts: Restoring the Soul and The Place We Find Ourselves (Adam Young)• Influences: Dallas Willard, G.K. Chesterton, Jay Stringer (Unwanted), Kurt Thompson, Gerald May
In this episode, Sathiya Sam discusses the neurochemical aspects of porn addiction and recovery. He emphasizes the roles of dopamine, oxytocin, and serotonin in addiction and provides a structured protocol for resetting these chemicals post-relapse. The conversation highlights the importance of environment, connection, and fulfilling activities in the recovery process. Watch the Video on Youtube Click Here For Our Youtube Channel Know more about Sathiya's work: JOIN DEEP CLEAN INNER CIRCLE Got a Question? Submit It Anonymously Through This Form Get A Free Copy of The Last Relapse, A Blueprint For Recovery Chapters: (00:00) Introduction to the Podcast and Content Overview (01:24) Understanding Dopamine and Its Role in Addiction (05:13) The Importance of Oxytocin in Recovery (07:52) Resetting Serotonin for Fulfillment (10:32) Implementing the Recovery Protocol
Send us a textThis podcast is a review of a show I just did with James Moffitt of the “ABCs of Parenting Adult Children” Podcast. James is a good friend who is doing magnificent work. I am proud to sponsor his show and his work. I'd like to take a few minutes to discuss my mission, my 'why,' and illustrate some of the basic tenets of Leveraged-Based, Tapered Life Management.ATTENTION: FOR PARENTS of Young Adults 17–24 at risk, in trouble, or in transition into adulthood.“You've Tried Everything… But He's Still Slipping. Here's What You Haven't Been Told.”
In this episode of the Unashamed Unafraid podcast, hosts engage in a heartfelt conversation with Jon, a brave guest who candidly shares his battle with addiction, the impact on his family, and his journey towards recovery. Jon details how his struggle with pornography and sex addiction began in his youth, how it escalated over time, and the toll it took on his self-worth and relationships. Through his story, he emphasizes the transformative power of connection with God and others, and the importance of shared experiences in finding hope. With raw honesty, Jon recounts his setbacks, the moments of grace from his family, and the vital support he found through various recovery programs. This episode is a powerful testament to the possibility of redemption and the enduring hope that comes from faith and community.Make a donation and become an Outsider!Follow us on social media! Instagram, Facebook & TikTokSubscribe to our YouTubeCheck out our recommended resourcesWant to rep the message? Shop our MERCH! For more inspiration, read our blogDo you have a story you are willing to share? Send us an email! contact@unashamedunafraid.com00:00 Introduction01:54 Jon's Journey Begins02:31 Struggles with Addiction03:23 Seeking Help and Support08:57 Mission and Marriage11:56 Relapse and Consequences14:32 Facing the Truth19:40 A Night of Revelation20:15 Seeking Help and Support21:01 Struggles and Relapses22:09 A Glimmer of Hope23:46 Falling Back Again26:17 The Breaking Point31:49 Finding True Recovery35:56 Rebuilding and Moving Forward37:19 Final Thoughts and Reflections
Graves' disease is ignored in the thyroid world, here's the conversation no one is having.”While Hashimoto's dominates the discussion, Graves' disease and hyperthyroidism are often left out of the spotlight, leaving patients searching for answers on their own. In this episode, we'll explore why that happens, the truth about remission, and the most common reasons relapses occur. I'll share practical ways to calm symptoms naturally, when combining meds with herbs makes sense, and why addressing your immune system and not just your thyroid is essential for long-term stability. You'll also hear about the link between hyperthyroidism and cholesterol that many doctors overlook.Don't miss this episode if you want clarity, hope, and a more complete approach to managing GravesEpisode Timeline: 00:00 – Episode Preview01:11 – Intro & Listener Comment02:41 – Graves' vs Hashimoto's Visibility06:44 – Why Relapse Happens08:40 – Postpartum & Stress Triggers10:25 – My Remission Story11:12 – Meds vs Herbal Support18:45 – Hyperthyroidism & Cholesterol22:36 – Healing Is Not Linear24:15 – Graves' Resources25:53 – Podcast Outro26:13 – Final TakeawaysMentioned in This Episode:https://www.naturalendocrinesolutions.com/articles/how-does-thyroid-hormone-affect-cholesterol-ldl-and-the-triglycerides/ https://www.naturalendocrinesolutions.com/articles/ldl-particles-lipoprotein-a-and-thyroid-health/ Free resources for your thyroid healthGet your FREE Thyroid and Immune Health Restoration Action Points Checklist at SaveMyThyroidChecklist.comHigh-Quality Nutritional Supplements For Hyperthyroidism and Hashimoto' s Have you checked out my new ThyroSave supplement line? These high-quality supplements can benefit those with hyperthyroidism and Hashimoto's, and you can receive special offers, along with 10% off your first order, by signing up for emails and text messages when you visit ThyroSave.com. Do You Want Help Saving Your Thyroid? Click Here to access hundreds of free articles and blog posts. Click Here for Dr. Eric's YouTube channel Click Here to join Dr. Eric's Graves' disease and Hashimoto's group Click Here to take the Thyroid Saving Score Quiz Click Here to get all of Dr. Eric's published booksClick Here to work with Dr. Eric
Happy CoreyVersary: One year since LO SERV ILL and Jim and Them have a full year of Corey Feldman part ones. Congratulations everyone. Corey's Cameo: Corey has some doozies on Cameo between a gay marriage congratulations and paranoia over Jim and Them. Corey Feldman Birthday Bash: The Corey Birthday Bash has a surprising amount of good moments, but Corey still has plenty of bad habits that need to break. COREY FELDMAN!, SHOW STOPPER!, LET'S JUST TALK!, DON CHEADLE!, BOOGIE NIGHTS!, JIM AND THEM IS POP CULTURE!, YOU KNOW THAT!, HAPPY COREYVERSARY!, CONVULUTED!, LO SERV ILL!, JEFF LEAVES!, REAL ONES!, NMAN!, SCAVENGER HUNT!, MARRIED WITH CHILDREN!, WHY DID JEFF LEAVE?!, LEGENDARY COREY FELDMAN VIDEO!, FELDMANSION!, GOONIES NEVER SAY DAD!, EXPERTS!, PROFESSIONAL HATERS!, CAMEO!, MARRIAGE!, CONGRATULATIONS!, SLOTH!, COSPLAY!, REAL PERSON!, ROCK AND ROLL HIGH SCHOOL!, CORRADO!, GOONIES!, KERRI GREEN!, CAMEO!, RICH STUFF!, WALK AWAY!, SNIFFING THE LACE!, PRENUP!, STRIP CLUB!, COREY CONTEST!, ANDY!, WINNER!, ZACK!, HDM!, CALLS!, ADRIEN SKYE!, JARED LETO JOKER GIRLFRIEND!, TATTOOS!, WOLF PACK!, ASCENSION MILLENIUM!, EDIT!, PERFORMANCE!, PURE JOY!, RELAPSE!, TEACUP PIG!, VOCALIZING!, LOVE LEFT!, TENSION!, JUKE MY DICK!, DENIRO!, You can find the videos from this episode at our Discord RIGHT HERE!
12 week : P*rn Recovery // Online Small Group, Starting late August Lead by Aaron Zint w/ 10+ years of experience walking men into Wholeness Sign up here: https://pillar.io/thezints/checkout/002cb6d0-5d07-11f0-a37f-93965abef48bIn this Episode Part 2 of our addiction series, Aaron Zint and I dive deep into the inner workings of addiction: not just the behavior, but the brain wiring behind it. Together we unpack dopamine, shame, neuroplasticity, and how porn becomes a super-normal stimulus that rewires a man's reward system.I speak from experience: I've walked this road. In sharing my own story of relapse and recovery, I walk you through the addictive cycle—from preoccupation and ritualization to despair and false resolution. You'll gain tools on building self-awareness, identifying triggers, disrupting the ritual before it hits, and avoiding shame-driven shame spirals. I'll show you how I used journaling, alarms, emotional vocabulary, and accountability with friends to break free.Finally, I guide you into rebuilding a healthy ecosystem: daily rhythms, purposeful goals, deep connection, and sustainable fulfillment that doesn't rely on fleeting highs. This episode isn't about quick fixes or shame-heavy guilt-trips—it's about understanding what's going on inside your brain, owning your emotional world, restoring relationship, and crafting a life that doesn't depend on addictive stimuli. Stay brave.Chapters: 00:00 – Introduction: Why Masculinity Feels Shamed Today 00:27 – Why We're Doing Part 2: Addiction Is the Solution to Pain 01:36 – The Addiction Beast: How Common It Is for Men 03:07 – Addiction and the Brain: Neuroplasticity & Wiring 05:02 – P*rn as a Super‑Normal Stimulus: How It Spikes Dopamine 11:01 – The Cool‑down Effect: Numbness, ED & Boredom 19:28 – Addiction Cycle Explained: Preoccupation, Ritual, Despair 21:05 – My Personal Ritual: From Benign Scrolling to Relapse 28:45 – Growing Self‑Awareness: How to Build the Muscle 37:52 – Building a New Ecosystem: Daily Rhythm, Connection & Purpose ABOUT BRAVECOWe live in a time where men are hunting for the truth and looking for the codebook to manhood. At BraveCo, we are on a mission to heal the narrative of masculinity across a generation; fighting the good fight together because every man should feel confident and capable of facing his pain, loving deeply, and leading a life that impacts the world around him.
In this episode of The Sober Motivation Podcast, Laura shares her story of growing up with lots of rules and a strong spiritual background in a small town in West Virginia. Struggling with anxiety and perfectionism throughout her childhood and high school years, Laura's life took a turn when she started drinking in college. She describes how alcohol initially seemed to provide relief and confidence but quickly led to blackout episodes and further emotional and legal troubles. Laura discusses her journey toward sobriety, and then having a relapse, to getting back at it. This is Laura's story on the sober motivation podcast. Join the Sober Motivation Community (30 Day Free Trial): https://sobermotivation.mn.co Laura on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/recoveringwithlaura/ 00:00 Introduction and Guest Welcome 00:18 Laura's Childhood and Upbringing 02:51 High School Years and Early Struggles 05:18 College Life and First Experiences with Alcohol 09:46 The Double Life: Therapist and Addict 15:58 Grad School Challenges and Legal Troubles 20:46 Working in Addiction Treatment While Struggling 33:38 Facing the Fear of Quitting 35:10 The Cycle of Guilt and Hangovers 41:37 The Turning Point: May 2023 44:38 Navigating Early Sobriety 53:41 Relapse and Reflection 01:01:25 Rediscovering Sobriety 01:03:55 Encouragement for the Journey
As Butts meets with an old contact to nail down a location on the person who killed a member of the cell, Oldman gets some news about people close to him being in danger.The future is grim.The population of Neo Tokyo seeks to escape into Cyberzone as the megacorps plunder the world around their sleeping bodies.There are those, bold enough, perhaps mad enough, link their minds, and stand up.Join This American Dice for a Headspace actual play.A group of operators have bound their minds together to become the ultimate force to bring down the megacorps plundering Neo Tokyo.Neo Tokyo Dreams includes the voices of:David as Dr. BenniLeigh as Old ManAlex as ButtsAustin as Nikoand Carl is our Game MasterHeadspace is a game by Mark Richardson and is a Powered by the Apocalypse GameThe intro music is Law Abiding Citizen by Karl Casey @ White Bat AudioAdditional Music for this episode includes:Relapse by White HexQuincas MoreiraI Can't Rember I Can't Recall by The 129ersA Fever by Devon Church
It's the last of the 2025 off-season specials before the 2025/26 Ice Hockey season gets underway. Marty and John catch up on the signings, stories, and changes happening across the EIHL. Plus, in this episode, the lads chat EIHL playoff weekend 2026, NHL Street hockey UK, and take a look at the Fife Flyers refresh with a little surprise of their own at the end. Our 2025/26 season starts 21st August 2025 and officially starts the Door 14 Hockey podcast 10-year anniversary celebration, don't miss it! Thank you to everyone who listened to or watched the podcast this season, and we will be back for the 2025/26 season to celebrate our tenth year as a podcast Its the last of the 2025 off season specials before the 2025/26 Ice Hockey season gets underway. Marty. and John catch up on the signs, stories and changes happening across the EIHL. Plus this episode the lads chat EIHL playoff weekend 2026, NHL Street hockey UK and take a look at the fife flyers refresh with a little surprise of their own at the end. The 2025/26 season starts 21st August 2025 and officially starts the Door 14 Hockey podcast 10 year anniversary celebration, dont miss it! Why not check out the video version of the podcast on our YouTube channel at www.youtube.com/@door14hockey Title music - Relapse by Fallen to Flux, Feb 04, 2015. Licensed under a Attribution-NoDerivatives 4.0 International License. End Music - Composer: Poradovskyi Andrii. BMI IPI Number: 01055591064. Licensed under a Attribution-NoDerivatives 4.0 International License. The post Episode 137 – Off-season special 2 appeared first on Door 14 Hockey.
Matt Bair and Ryan Hedrick sit down to talk about something every caregiver dreads—relapse. What does it mean? Is it the end of progress, or just part of the process? They walk through it honestly, from both sides of recovery. If you're supporting someone who’s trying to stay clean, a relapse can feel like a gut punch. It’s confusing, personal, and it can leave you wondering if anything you’re doing is working. In this episode, Matt and Ryan unpack what relapse is, why it happens, and what you can do to respond in a way that helps—without burning yourself out or taking on guilt that isn’t yours. They talk about the signs to watch for, how to stay connected, and why relapse doesn’t erase the progress already made. If you're walking this road with someone, this episode gives you real insight, practical takeaways, and a reminder that support still matters—even after a setback. Resources You can find us on X and Instagram: @sobriety_pod. Supporting Sobriety is also available on major podcast platforms like Spotify and Apple. Please like, subscribe, and rate our podcast! Al-Anon: Al-Anon.org Meetings: aa.rgroup.org/meengs NA Meetings: virtual-na.orginte Suicide Prevention Hotline: (800) 273-8255See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.
In this episode of the Helping Couples Heal podcast, Marnie sits down with Chandler Rogers, a recovering porn addict and the founder of Relay, a group-based recovery app designed to support those on their healing journey. Chandler shares his personal story of seeking help for his addiction long before it was discovered—a rare and powerful experience that sheds light on the strength it takes to face the truth head-on.He opens up about the vulnerability it required to be honest with his now-wife early in their relationship, the ups and downs of recovery, and the reality that honesty doesn't erase the ongoing struggles. Chandler reflects on moments of setback, the weight of shame, and the vital role that connection, accountability, and personal ownership have played not only in his healing but also in inspiring him to create a community where others can find hope and support. Also, be sure to catch Marnie's conversation with Scott and Susan Rankin just before the podcast starts about the HCH Online Couples Community, a supportive space designed for deep connection and healing, opening its doors to a small group of couples this September.Click here to schedule your free 15-minute call
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▶️ START YOU 7 DAY RESET HERE - www.therebuiltman.com/7dayreset In this episode of The Rebuilt Man, Coach Frank Rich lays out a powerful 5-step plan for what to do immediately after a relapse. Because here's the truth, relapse isn't the end unless you let it be. Most men spiral after slipping up because they fall into shame, isolation, and false identity. But with the right response? That same relapse can become the catalyst for your next breakthrough. You'll learn how to process the moment without self-destruction, trace the root of what really caused the fall, and use your next 24 hours to reset your momentum and get back to building the life God called you to. Whether you're on day 3 or day 93, this episode is a must-listen for every man who's serious about quitting porn and becoming the man he was born to be.
Summary: On their way to what they hope will be a full reunion, problems are stacking for the crew—especially Krejjh. Episode transcript available at https://www.procyonpodcastnetwork.com/post/starship-iris-3-04-relapse Content warnings: character death This episode features— Ishani Kanetkar as Arkady Patel Cindy Chu as Violet Liu Jamie Price as Brian Jeeter Bri LeFever as Krejjh Jackie Andrews as RJ McCabe Chris Choi as Jin Seon Park Rain Corbyn as Swarnsh Ella Whomersley as ELLA Jo Chiang as Other Violet Ess Jay as Non-ELLA Pleasant Voice Written by Jessica Best Directed by Lauren Grace Thompson Production coordination by Eleanor Hyde Sound design by Jeffrey Nils Gardner Opening credits music is “Fear for the Storm” by Jessica Best and S.E. Winters, performed by Chiron Star with Erin Bauman on vocals and harmonies arranged by Jamie Price. The closing credits music is “Rocket Science” by Amber Devereux of Tin Can Audio. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
In this week's episode, we'll learn about a JAK inhibitor to prevent complications of CD19-directed CAR T-cell therapy. In a phase 2 study, itacitinib was well tolerated and demonstrated promising reductions in the incidence of cytokine release syndrome and neurotoxicity. After that: investigators report direct interactions between ChAdOx1 and platelets under arterial shear conditions. Investigators say it's a novel biophysical mechanism that potentially contributes to post-vaccination arterial thrombosis. Finally, we explore lineage switch, an emerging form of acute leukemia relapse with dismal outcomes. It arises rapidly following antigen-targeted immunotherapy, highlighting the importance of advanced methods for detection and treatment.Featured Articles: Itacitinib for the prevention of IEC therapy–associated CRS: results from the 2-part phase 2 INCB 39110-211 studyShear-dependent platelet aggregation by ChAdOx1 nCoV-19 vaccine: a novel biophysical mechanism for arterial thrombosisProject EVOLVE: an international analysis of postimmunotherapy lineage switch, an emergent form of relapse in leukemia
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Stephen "Riggy Marz" Melnick: The Medicine of Music | The Hopeaholics PodcastFrom a privileged upbringing in a musical, artsy family in Pasadena to a decades-long battle with addiction, Stephen shares his harrowing journey through heroin, meth, and fentanyl, surviving over 50 overdoses, including a devastating one on his son's birthday that left him confronting the profound impact of his actions on his family. Now, at 38, with three months sober as of April 2025, Stephen opens up about the cycles of relapse, the transformative power of the 12 steps, and the pivotal role music plays in his recovery. Signed to The Orchard/Sony ATV, he channels his pain and hope into his art, creating authentic tracks that resonate with those fighting their own demons. Tune in to hear how Stephen turned his darkest moments—marked by jail, loss, and near-death experiences—into a higher purpose, inspiring others to find light in the chaos of addiction.#thehopeaholics #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #RecoveryIsPossible #Hope #wedorecover Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record', exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials:https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholicsBuy Merch: https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.comVisit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.comIf you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction. Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC:https://www.infinitigroupllc.com Timestamps:00:04:22 - Relapsing After Three Years of Sobriety00:05:14 - In and Out of Recovery Since Age 1500:06:28 - Finding Hope Through 12-Step Work00:06:58 - Surviving Nine Fentanyl Overdoses00:08:08 - Transitioning from Heroin to Crack Use00:09:05 - Relapses Tied to Relationships and Kratom00:10:27 - Struggling with Compulsive Behaviors00:14:10 - Expulsion from Boarding School for Drug Use00:15:18 - First Exposure to AA at Age 1500:17:39 - Music Career Taking Off in Sobriety00:26:05 - Realizing Impact of Actions on Family00:30:06 - Surviving Over 50 Overdoses01:00:47 - Valuing Artistic Independence01:02:34 - Seeking Longevity Over Trends01:04:48 - Music as Healing Therapy01:06:33 - Staying Authentic in Art01:11:10 - Sponsoring Others in Recovery01:12:26 - Reflecting on Relapse and Redemption
Today, I'm exploring the all-too-common experience of financial relapse—when old money habits like impulse spending, avoidance, or secrecy resurface, even after a period of positive change. I talk about: Why it happens, coping mechanisms and emotional triggers, why its not about willpower at all, and how we can move forward with self-compassion. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Are you interested in working 1:1 with me? I'm now officially a Certified Money Coach (CMC)® where I work with you to create greater balance, a higher consciousness and help you transform your relationship with money. This goal of this work is to guide you to a deeper understanding of the unconscious beliefs and patterns we carry that create stress and fear and hold us back from living the life that you want. You can book a quick 15-minute call here so I can learn more about you and your goals for the program. I'm so excited to be able to connect with you on a deeper level and help you discover what's blocking you from living the life you really want!
Brendan Thomas grew up in Connecticut with a loving family and a promising future—but one decision changed everything. After trying Oxy for the first time, he spiraled into an 8-year battle with drug addiction that led to heroin, drug dealing, and dropping out of college. In this interview, Brendan opens up about the darkest moments of his addiction, his many failed attempts to get clean, and the moment everything finally changed. Now sober and working as an EMT, he's saving the same kinds of lives he once nearly lost. #AddictionRecovery #OxyContinCrisis #HeroinAddictToEMT #FromAddictToHero #DrugAddictionStory #OvercomingAddiction #RecoveryJourney #lockedinpodcast Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ Presented by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: https://tyson20.com/ https://woooooenergy.com/ Buy Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop Timestamps: 00:00:00 Brendan Thomas's Journey 00:04:05 Nostalgia for Pre-Digital Childhood 00:08:26 Life-Changing Moment Witnessing Drug Use 00:13:11 High School Memories and Familial Obligations 00:17:47 The Desire to Fit In and Its Consequences 00:22:47 Facing the Consequences of Dr*g Use 00:27:25 Life in the Drug Economy: From Stash House to Street Deals 00:31:38 Struggles with Pills 00:36:29 Choosing Snorting Over Injecting 00:40:58 The Hidden Struggles in Families 00:45:08 Exploring a Day in the Life of Addiction 00:49:50 Consequences of Addiction and the Road to Recovery 00:54:41 Journey to Sobriety: A Personal Transformation 00:58:56 Dallas Years and Relapse 01:04:18 Vivitrol 01:09:14 Coping as a First Responder 01:13:38 Finding Hope and Inspiration in Adversity Powered by: Just Media House : https://www.justmediahouse.com/ Creative direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: https://www.fwrd.co Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
Episode NotesIan's ska roots in Delaware: straight edge, punk, X's on hands, no drinking Early drinking: first blackout after Beastie Boys concert Lost his job and dignity over vodka, coke, and computer duster Huffing duster and fishing out in front of his mom Getting drunk on Christmas, giving away his stash, relapsing 2 hours later DUI with fish filet in the car, leg out the window Romantic rehab tales: Phillies hats, making love to Lux Being gay, Catholic guilt, and straight edge shame Getting denied heroin multiple times (God's plan?) From Oxford House to Joe Rogan with Dave Attell Dry vs. sober: struggles with long-term program commitment Big program talk: Higher power, meetings, shame, recovery service Comedy origin: bombing, podcast beginnings, Jordan Jensen love Howie's AI girl group Lux and the Lux freakout Ian's new comedy album, recovery story, Dopey love
In this episode of the Podcast, Hillary shares her deeply personal story of growing up in a chaotic household and transitioning into a life filled with alcohol and drugs from high school onwards. She details the impact of her heavy drinking, including a DUI at 19 and the evolution of her drinking from a social activity to an isolated one. Her turning point comes after reading a relatable sober story and attending a meeting, though she relapses after four months of initial sobriety. Ultimately, a tough experience in Mexico leads her to recommit to sobriety. Now, with over three years of sobriety, Hillary reflects on the authentic joy and happiness she's found without alcohol, reshaping her identity and recovering out loud. Join the Community: https://sobermotivation.mn.co Donate the support the show: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/sobermotivation Connect with Hillary on IG: https://www.instagram.com/hillygoatt/ 00:00 Introduction and Guest Welcome 00:12 Hillary's Chaotic Childhood 02:20 High School and the Start of Drinking 07:54 University Life and Escalation 09:26 The Party Scene and Drug Use 22:07 COVID-19 and Realizations 27:31 The Turning Point 29:34 Rehab and the Struggle to Change 30:24 A Turning Point: The AA Meeting 32:19 Relapse and Realization 38:43 The Mexico Experience 41:28 Commitment to Sobriety 45:01 Life Beyond Alcohol 53:41 Final Reflections and Advice
In this Huberman Lab Essentials episode, my guest is Dr. Anna Lembke, MD, Chief of the Stanford Addiction Medicine Dual Diagnosis Clinic at Stanford University School of Medicine. We discuss how dopamine drives reward, motivation and addictive behaviors. Dr. Lembke explains the concept of the pleasure-pain balance of dopamine and how this cycle plays a key role in the development and persistence of addiction. We also discuss some of the challenges of addiction recovery, including withdrawal, relapses and the potential benefits of psychedelic-assisted therapy. Read the episode show notes at hubermanlab.com. Thank you to our sponsors AG1: https://drinkag1.com/huberman Wealthfront**: https://wealthfront.com/huberman BetterHelp: https://betterhelp.com/huberman **This experience may not be representative of the experience of other clients of Wealthfront, and there is no guarantee that all clients will have similar experiences. Cash Account is offered by Wealthfront Brokerage LLC, Member FINRA/SIPC. The Annual Percentage Yield (“APY”) on cash deposits as of December 27, 2024, is representative, subject to change, and requires no minimum. Funds in the Cash Account are swept to partner banks where they earn the variable APY. Promo terms and FDIC coverage conditions apply. Same-day withdrawal or instant payment transfers may be limited by destination institutions, daily transaction caps, and by participating entities such as Wells Fargo, the RTP® Network, and FedNow® Service. New Cash Account deposits are subject to a 2-4 day holding period before becoming available for transfer. Timestamps 00:00:00 Anna Lembke 00:00:15 Dopamine, Reward & Movement 00:01:54 Baseline Dopamine; Genetics, Temperament & Addiction 00:05:24 Addiction, Modern Life & Boredom 00:07:18 Sponsor: AG1 00:08:55 Pleasure-Pain Balance, Dopamine, Addiction 00:14:17 Resetting Dopamine, Substance or Behavior Recovery, Tool: 30-Day Abstinence 00:16:04 Relapse, Addiction, Reflexive Behavior, Empathy 00:20:17 Triggers, Relapse, Dopamine 00:23:15 Sponsor: Wealthfront & BetterHelp 00:26:04 Shame, Truth Telling & Recovery 00:28:26 Addiction, Psychedelic-Assisted Therapy, Psilocybin, MDMA 00:33:29 Social Media & Addiction, Tool: Intentionality Disclaimer & Disclosures Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
NOTES:Listener emails: brutal black tar vein damage stories (toes, dick, and yes, arteries) plus a chilling NJ dope shack bust and snowstorm cigarette hikeDad's odd updates on protests, bad golf, AI school drama, and swampy lakesBehind-the-scenes Dopey studio chaos, show length fights, and hyped DopeyCon 10-year party plans with Sam Miller confirmedBobby Lee jumps in: stealing beers from his dad, shooting meth at 12, and that unforgettable speedball masturbation session in a medical book aisleChildhood trauma under a strict Korean roof, bullying, and how drugs became his escape hatchFirst rehab at 16, early sobriety struggles, and the surreal calm he found in AA meetings and art museumsFinding comedy through AA shares and improv; the jump to MADtv and flopping hardThe infamous Vicodin withdrawal meltdown — shitting his pants on set and all the chaos that came with itDeep dive into porn addiction, how it fucked his relationships, and the brutal relapse after losing his dadSpiritual battles — wrestling with God's will vs self-will, plus tales of bizarre AA characters like oxygen tank old guys in OklahomaClosing with a no-holds-barred “This or That” game: meth vs heroin, jerking off rules, and the legendary beef chip storyBobby's raw reflections on relapse, fame, and carving out peace in a messy, fucked-up lifeMy dad comes on to update the nation and to kind of ruin a classic episode
Dopeywood!Note about ToddA voicemail from a listener in Mexico: “¿Qué pasó David?”Email about a guy sober off weed and a listener who relapsed on shrooms and weed.Dave reflects on the cyclical pain of relapse in the Dopey Nation.Jessie G Segment“I formed like a make-believe relationship with him [Chris].”Jessie first listened to Dopey while working hotel jobs in 2018.“Early recovery sucks no matter which way you cut it.”“I was doing kratom and still eating acid in sober living.”She felt totally alone — “My roommates were gone, I was just in my house.”“I had to threaten suicide one night to get help.”“I think I would make a fine crackhead.”“I was just in my room with my foils.”“I was on probation… and doing really well… but using at the same time.”“I ended up getting arrested in Scranton.”“The methadone detox was the easiest of my life.”“I got a new number and was like, perfect.”“I was living a double life — one part spiritual, one part crazy.”“I was like, just give me a fucking bag.”Describes traveling while using: “I could see in my mind's eye the hotel we were in.”“COVID made it easy to disappear.”“Kensington was a wake-up call.”“I want a real life.”Todd Curry Tribute with DK“He was just a spark, man… I love Todd a lot and I miss him.”“He personified fun. If fun was a person, it was Todd on drugs.”“Do you think I beat a dead horse with Todd? I just can't stop honoring him.”Dave introduces the term “Todd Shot” — Dopey Nation's version of a “God Shot.”DK agrees to come back next year with stories of getting high with Todd.Dave invites listeners to submit Todd memories or tributes.OutroReflections on the importance of recovery: “It's the greatest thing I have in my life.”Outro song: “One More” by Rocker T“Stay strong Dopey Nation and fucking toodles for Chris.”