The Diary

I know, it has been a while. I am back. Hopefully, I can stick around for a while. This episode is kind of a catch up. First, why I was struggling to make episodes and the mind set I had. Also, a show I have been into and the music I have been listening to. The ending topic is about my hair. Being called miss, ma'am, and now darling for the first time. A funny time looking back, but stinging at the time. Hopefully you enjoy. Podcast socials @thediarypodcastAlex's socials @thealexissantiagoK. Bye.

This quick and short episode is dedicated to the mood swings Alex goes through. Trying to manage his emotions has always been a challenge. Alex has speculated and experimented with what could be causing these sudden changes in emotion. Looking back, there does not seem to be a reason. The changes in emotions seem to have always been there growing up. This episode is the beginning of this talking point. Hopefully you enjoy! New episode every Thursday! Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episode. Podcast socials Thediarypodcast Alex's socials Thealexissantiago K. Bye.

This episode we are recapping the day Alex went to see Ivan Cornejo on his Mirada tour. First, his favorite youtuber is living the dream. Alex wants to do the same but is not sure how to go about it. Following this, is justifying purchases for the betterment of his health and the podcast. Then, a purchase that does not seem justified which is buying the tickets for the concert. However, it was a fun experience with some short clips to see. Also, his quick experience at the Fort Worth Stockyards. To end the episode, a couple of random topics and picking up the journal for the first time in months. Hopefully you enjoy! New episode out every Thursday! ish. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes! Podcast socials @thediarypodast Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

No topic this episode, but Alex can definitely yap. First, a reminder to himself of how to use caffeine to your advantage. Second, Alex talks about some artists he listens to and some you wouldn't expect. Lastly, a vlogger he watches religiously is living THE dream. Follow along as Alex finally decides to start podcasting again. This episode is a month behind. So, stay tuned for what is to come! New episode every Thursday! Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episode! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

A side of himself he does not normally share, Alex shares his party side this episode. These are some of the stories people ask him about. So, Alex has decided to share some of the recent ones. Starting off with some birthday parties from months ago. Alex talks about being drunk from his cousins signature drink, the three consecutive parties, and the police being on a manhunt. Also, the first experience being at a country club. With the help of RedBull Vodka, Alex recalls his friends questioning him because of the things that amazed him. A very late episode but a fun one. Hopefully you enjoy! Follow the podcast so you do not miss any new episode! New episode every Thursday! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

Diving deep into the murky waters, Alex goes into further detail about why he is single. Following last episodes topic, he builds on other stuff that makes him want to stay single but also want a partner. Fighting internal struggles of adequacy, the infinite universe and your place in it. Also, does Alex have a social enough life? Is he spending time with people he wants to or does he need to change things up? Late night thoughts usually help put things into perspective. Hopefully you enjoy! Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. Share the podcast and let us know what you think! New episode every Thursday. Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

A topic Alex keeps bringing up simply because he does not know what he wants. Does he want to be single? Does he want a significant other? The people around him have families, partners, or are married. He has none of that. Sad, but of his own doing. He goes on to explain why he is single and what it means to him. Alex then goes on to talk about random stuff like turning his garage into a workspace, The Boys and how crazy of a show it is, and brainstorming how to bring on a guest. Hopefully you enjoy! Give us your thoughts and how to improve. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode every Thursday! Podcast socials @thediarypodast Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

Sharing information online is fun, informative, and entertaining. However, when you are in the spotlight, when does sharing information become too much. For example, Alex watches a youtuber religiously and feels that he knows too much about this person's life. However, it is this person's job to share their life on the internet. Alex sees that and begins to wonder if he is sharing too much. Alex explains that if something only involves him, he is willing to share. However, if it involves other people, he will not share because that person might not want that information out there. These thoughts are just forming for Alex as he continues this online journey. What is and is not appropriate to share? Quickly moving on, Alex begins to spiral into random subjects. Joe Rogan podcast and what makes it great, two terrifying moments with a pothole and a roach, and a wonder of who to have as a guest. A cool and fun episode. Hopefully you enjoy! New episode every Thursday! Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

Feels good to be back to our regularly scheduled program. Alex has bought a new camera which is what he is using in this episode. Testing it out for the first time while also filming a longer episode has been great so far. Now, Alex has no excuse as to why it takes so long to make an episode. Exporting is a different issue. Regardless, this episode was fun to make. The title Endure is also the name of the book Alex is currently reading. Endure by Cameron Hanes has so far been a great read. Alex is now changing and adding to his way of thinking. Along side motivation and discipline, now comes enduring. A great word to represent getting through the hard times. Alex sees it now as a new thing to keep his mind on. To endure through the hard times might be more important than discipline and even motivation. This topic is new to Alex as he has just started reading the book. Moving on to the rest of the episode. Alex speaks on the new camera and his social battery and how he differs from the people around him. Hopefully you enjoy this long episode. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode every Thursday! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

This episode is a chill talk about the things I enjoy to do. Some stuff that I do not enjoy and what I would rather be doing. For example, partying is not something I generally enjoy. I prefer being at home and enjoying my peace. I do like to go out but my idea of fun is not the same as everyone else's around me. Everyone likes to drink and party. I like to do activities and have a good time that way. So, doing things by myself is something I have been enjoying to do recently. Hopefully you enjoy this episode. It feels good to be back and uploading. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes! Share the podcast with your friends and hopefully we can make this a bigger podcast to have great guests on. If you want to be a guest, let me know! I have been thinking about bringing people on recently. See you next week! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

It took a while to make this episode. The first time I have fully went through making a sort of a vlog. Not the first vlog I have made but the first vlog I have liked. So, hopefully you enjoy this episode. I had fun making this and challenging myself with learning something new. I would love to make more vlogs of exploring some places. Stayed tuned as I do have more planned in the future. This episode is me checking out a hike during sunset. Also, checking out a lake and relaxing for a bit. Hopefully you enjoy. New episode every week! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

Alex touches up on future episode plans in the beginning again. He then talks about some shows he likes and comedians he likes from different platforms. He notes some of his favorite comedy specials that are worth watching. He remembers one his favorite comics was in town. He then realizes a singer was also in town, and other artists where all together in a different city he's recently been to. It would of been great to see all of them perform but not for his wallet. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode every Thursday! Share the pod to help make it a career! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

Alex is trying to figure out why he has been under the weather. He shares his thoughts as to why this is low might be going on. Alex then goes on to talk about his upcoming plans for the podcast. The episodes he owes the audience because he has not filmed yet or was not able to in the past. Things like vlogs and how the San Antonio trip and the Mexico trip were supposed to be vlogs but he sort of failed at it. Anyways, Alex has a day planned to hopefully knockout a couple of videos at the same time. He lists out the video ideas to hopefully keep himself in check. Hopefully something to look forward to. Hopefully you enjoy! New episode out every Thursday! Follow the podcast socials @thediarypodcast Follow Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

To start the episode, Alex starts off with his realization about how coffee is made. A very dumb discovery for Alex, but a needed one. Also, Alex talks about his discipline with diet and exercise. It is not good at all and he knows all it takes is discipline. Another discovery about an old family camera sends him down a spiral. How much does the camera matter if it is there? How much do you even remember it? Anyways, a fun little episode. Hopefully you enjoy! New episode out.. at this point who knows but maybe next week! Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes! Share the podcast so Alex can make this a career and have no excuse to be missing weeks of episodes. Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye. ps: Alex talks about something he did at the very end which is a teaser for an upcoming episode.

This episode is all about some of the podcasts that I like. Different topics that are brought up and my thoughts on them. A bunch of topics I am not an expert in but genuinely curious in. Also, a couple of topics from my life. I am an expert in my life but from the sounds of things it does not seem like it. A back to back episode as a return from not uploading for two months. It is good to be back. Hopefully you enjoy. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode every Thursday! Share the podcast so I can make it a career and be 100% dedicated to this! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

It has been a long time since Alex has uploaded an episode. Multiple attempts have been made to make and edit different episodes but with no luck. Finally, after two months, Alex has liked an episode he made and gets back into the groove of things. So, to update you on the current life events, the old charger keeps breaking down. Now, Alex is thinking about buying a new car. What car that may be who knows. However, Alex has some stories from the charger he has not shared before. Also, some future plans and stuff he did in these past two months. Hopefully you enjoy. Alex has more time now to get these episodes out. So expect regular uploads unlike before. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode every Thursday! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

This is a reflection type of episode. First, going on a little bit more from last week's episode about drinking. Some stories about how Alex decided not to drink and the few exceptions when and what he will. Also, next episode is episode 100. A huge milestone for Alex. Granted this episode should of been out a long time ago but here we are. Unsure about what to do, Alex brings up different plans he's had on what he could do for the episode. Another drunk episode even thought he said he doesn't drink? A day in the life? Or maybe just a regular episode. Stay tuned to watch. New episode every week! Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. Follow the podcast socials @thediarypodcast or follow Alex @thealexissantiago. Leave a review on Apple podcast or leave a question on the Spotify episode page. K. Bye.

There are a lot of reasons I do not drink. Some reasons I have done and other reasons I am simply being responsible. Seeing people drive under the influence, and have done it myself as well, is always a reminder of how idiotic it is. I actively choose to drive myself everywhere and thinking about others and myself is what keeps me from drinking in public. Not only that, listening to people like Andrew Huberman talk about the effects of alcohol on the human body and mind and how it is essentially poison to the body. The human body has to process alcohol multiple times to finally make it into something it can use. In a health conscious way, I am choosing my health over a fun time or what others would consider a fun time. Others depend on alcohol to have a good time and I have learned to not need it. It still is a social lubricant and so I have seen those effects with others and myself. I have used it before to open up and let my guard down. However, I do not see enough of an advantage as a I do a disadvantage. There are times I will still have a drink, but it would depend on the kind of drink, where I am, and who is around. Hopefully you guys enjoy this episode. Let me know what you think in the Spotify episode page. There is a Q&A section to ask or tell me anything. Leave a review on Apple Podcasts. New episode out every Thursday! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @_inmyownheadtoo or @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

The first half of the episode, is full of random topics Alex has in mind. The second half is the main topic of choosing to be single and choosing to not have much of a social life. This episode is just the beginning of this topic. To start, Alex talks about working and how that is taking up so much time of his. He does not mind it taking up time because he knows it will pay off in the future. Hopefully you enjoy the episode. If you enjoyed, make sure to follow the podcast and rate it on Spotify and Apple Podcasts. Leave a review on Apple Podcasts or leave a question on the Spotify episode page. New episode every Thursday! Follow Alex socials @thealexissantiago follow the podcast socials @thediarypodcast K. Bye.

With no real topic in mind, Alex takes us on a journey of catch up but not actually. It is mainly just a quick little recap on some of the stuff going on. Little sleep calls for grumpy pants, making this podcast is a dream, accidently breaking stuff, and a horrible time with his dog are some of the stuff he talks about. A quick fun episode to get you through your day. Hopefully you enjoy! Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode every Thursday-ish.. Follow the podcast socials @thediarypodcast Follow Alex @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

Alex is not the person to let things affect him. However, when he is lacking sleep, things do start to pile up. Alex recounts one little thing after another that starts to bother him. It wasn't much, but he is in a down mood. He is not running on all gears yet he is here for our entertainment. This is all the beginning of the episode while the rest of the episode, Alex talks about some Artists and their new albums, an expensive jacket he wants, and some random political views. Hopefully you enjoy. New episode out every Thursday! Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. Podcast soicals @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

The main talking point of this episode is Alex learning how to call bullsh*t on something through his writing. Over the years of writing, Alex has learned to realize that if he writes something down and it doesn't feel true, then it is probably not. So, this episode is about that. Along with other random talking points as well. This episode is a lot of fun. Hopefully you enjoy. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. Leave a review on Apple Podcasts. Rate the podcast on Spotify. Ask me a question on the Spotify episode page. New episode every Thursday! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

To talk about what it takes to make one of these episodes, Alex explains some of the challenges. First, it is limited time everyday with all of the things he needs to do. Second, the editing process itself takes a lot of time because he wants the audio to flow and be of quality. Lastly, his hopes and dreams for the future of the podcast. To make this thing a career and to have the freedom to only work on this podcast is the end goal. Hopefully you enjoy this episode. New episode out every Thursday! Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. Ask questions on the Spotify episodes page and rate the podcast. Leave a review on Apple Podcast. Also, please share the podcast it helps a lot. Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

This episode is an update episode. Surprisingly, we have not had an update from Alex in a month. So, he updates us on the Jawzrsize he bought to actually exercise his face. He also updates us on his candles, his perfect pen to write with, and some random products he wants. He finds out some everyday carry items with outrageous price tags. Finally, a keyboard rabbit hole he found himself in. Hopefully you enjoy this update. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode every Thursday! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @_inmyownheadtoo K. Bye.

This episode was a pain in the ass to get out. It has been weeks that I have been trying to make this episode happen. So, I hope you enjoy this two hour long episode. It was supposed to be longer but it was not going to happen. Now that I know the limit, I will have one hour long episodes for you guys. Anyways, I talk about a handful of different things in this episode. First, some games I played and why I love them. Second, one of the more recent purchases is a Hooey backpack. A denim backpack designed to hold boots and a cowboy hat at the same time in a stylish way. Finally, how music can change my mood. Spanish music makes me feel comfortable, while rap makes me paranoid and angry. This episode took a long time but I still enjoyed the whole process. Hopefully you enjoy. New episode out every Thursday! Share the podcast and leave a question on the Spotify episodes page. Rate the podcast on both Spotify and Apple podcast and leave a review as well. See you next week! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

I have to get a handful of things off my chest. The trouble I have gone through in the past week to get an episode out for you guys, has been insane. I explain the things I have tried to do in order to make the episode possible. Yet, it is still going to be weeks before that episode even comes out. There were and are too many hurdles to get through and I am still not done. I still have to edit a TWO hour long video. The file is seventy gigs of 4k video. So, expect audio only episodes for the next couple weeks or so. This has been a massive headache but I have somehow still enjoyed it. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes! Rate the podcast and ask me questions in the episodes page! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

This episode talks about a handful of stuff. First, Spotify is the best music platform. The amount of stuff Spotify does to enhance the user experience is outstanding. Second, buying cool stuff is a given for Alex. He takes us through a car company called Revology whose prices are absurd but worth it. Finally, Alex talks to us about his relationship views. He does not do hookups and would rather have a meaningful partner. This episode was a lot of fun to make. Hopefully you enjoy! Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

In this episode, Alex recounts getting stung by a wasp and bit by ants. The first time ever being stung by a wasp, and absolutely getting destroyed by ants. On another note, he has been enjoying watching content from a group of influencers. He's known about them for about a year or longer, but has recently started consuming their YouTube videos. Hopefully you enjoy the episode. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode every Thursday! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

Another month Alex goes by without uploading. Not on purpose, circumstance is all. So in this two hour long episode, Alex talks some of the stuff that have been going on with him. He also takes us on a wild up and down between a completely made up scenario about fighting bears and sad talks about being able to relate with losing a grandparent. Alex tries his absolute best to be entertaining and it definitely shows. This episode is a lot of fun, hopefully you enjoy. New episode out on Thursdays. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

This episode is right after last week. Alex decided to keep recording and get into the flow of things. As per usual, Alex starts rambling on about random things to no end. The main talking point is the person he has been watching online for over a decade. Tom Cassell is a Vlogger/Gamer that Alex has been watching since he was twelve years old. Alex talks about how he started watching him through Minecraft videos. Now, the main thing Tom does is Vlog. Alex has taken major inspiration from Tom's videos over the years and gives us a quick breakdown on that. Also, Alex talks about La doble P, Peso Pluma. Alex has been listening to Peso Pluma's music for a while and talks about how much he is blowing up in the music industry. Alex looks up Spotify's Global charts and finds 5 songs in the top 50. This episode is about who and what inspires Alex to do what he does. Without people like Tom Cassell and Peso Pluma, Alex would not be doing this podcast. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode out every Thursday! Follow the podcast socials @thediarypodcast Follow Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

This episode is about the recent trip Alex went on. It was supposed to be a vlog. However, Alex chose for it to just be a practice run and a fun time with family. Regardless, he brings us another video podcast to recap the trip. He doesn't do a great job at recapping the trip as he derails from the conversation every five minutes. The episode is still a lot of fun as Alex shares his thoughts on VR, AI, and other random topics. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode every Thursday! Follow the podcast socials @thediarypodcast Follow Alex's socials @thealexissantiago K. Bye.

Driving drunk is not the best idea. Alex talks about the times he has driven drunk and how he feels about it now. He understands that is not a good thing to do. Not only does it put his life at risk but others as well. Also, his car is no longer in service. So, he talks about what is going on with it and what car he was actually driving. A lot of interesting stories that have yet to be talked about. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode Thursdays. Follow the podcast socials @thediarypodcast Follow Alex's socials @_inmyownheadtoo K. Bye.

Not the first time Alex has been drunk making an episode and it will not be the last. However, this is the first time Alex is drunk on camera. This is also the second time there has ever been video for the podcast. Let us know what you think! We would love feedback on how we could improve on this new way of making episodes. The fun audio only episodes will still be coming. These video episodes are something Alex looks forwards to making. Anyways, this episode is a bunch of nonsense that gets better the longer you listen. You can definitely tell the nerves leave as the episode goes on. Give the episode a listen and hopefully you enjoy. New episode out every Thursday! Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @_inmyownheadtoo K. Bye.

A nonsense episode that came about from two hours of sleep. Topics are all over the place, but the main ones are the things Alex has bought and finally cleaning his room. Some of the small topics are trying moonshine coffee for the first time, disassociating while driving, and playing video games all night. This is a very light hearted episode made entirely while sleep deprived, down to the editing process. So, give the episode a listen and hopefully you enjoy. Share the episode so Alex can make this a full time job and finally be reliable with uploads. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episodes Thursdays and Sundays if Alex can get his sh!t together. Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @_inmyownheadtoo

A quick rant about a bunch of random stuff. First is the talk about wanting to be consistent with uploads. Two episodes a week is tough but possible for Alex as it will force him to only think about the podcast. Second, after a couple of years of waiting, the ps5 has finally been acquired. First game played and finished is Resident Evil 4. One of the best games of all time has been remade for the better. Lastly, a brainstorm about what he can do about his room. Cleaning is a start but redoing his room is what he should really be thinking about. This is the second bonus episode of all time. Hopefully you enjoy. New episode Thursday! Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. Share the podcast to help the podcast grow and keep going! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @_inmyownheadtoo K. Bye.

This episode starts with Alex talking about the constant trouble of getting an episode out. He talks about his dreams of making this podcast a career, but it requires sacrifice that he used to make that he does not necessarily do anymore. He strained his knee again. How? In the dumbest way possible. Then, a story about the worst date he has ever been on. Lastly, a little online shopping for the soul. This episode is a great start to hopefully a regular schedule again. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @_inmyownheadtoo K. Bye.

It has been a month since Alex has uploaded or even made an episode. Alex tipsy explains what he has been doing the past month. He talks about being in a constant routine, bettering his health, and wanting to try new things. This episode was a drunken recap of what he has been doing and thinking. Hopefully you enjoy this ramble of pure nonsense. New episode out every Thursday. Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @_inmyownheadtoo K. Bye.

In this episode, Alex talks about what he spends his money on often and what he would rather not. The problem is that he likes spending money. So, in order to provide some kind of balance, he is now only buying quality items and thoughtful wants. For example, matcha and tea are amazing but going to Starbucks every day is not, a new mattress is great for quality sleep, and lastly gifts are worth spending money on. Alex breaks down a lot of his purchases, gives honest price tags, and explains his reasoning with stories. Hopefully you enjoy this longer episode. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode every Thursday! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @_inmyownheadtoo K. Bye.

This episode is about the overwhelming amount of entertainment out there. From TV, movies, podcasts, social media, and YouTube. The amount of possibilities are endless. Everything that is being made right now and everything that has ever been made, is available at any given time. Alex breaks this all down and gives examples of what he consumes. Not to mention the new thing Alex is into which is books. This episode was a lot of fun to make. So, give it a listen and hopefully you feel the same way. New episode every Thursday! Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. And hopefully you enjoy. Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @_inmyownheadtoo K. Bye.

This is a fun episode about the plans and ideas Alex has for his room. Wanting to move stuff around, get rid of stuff, and develop an aesthetically pleasing room is a tough and slow process. There are and has been ideas for what could possibly be done. For now, a plan is being set in place to give Alex the ability to be creative and just do stuff with his room. Other potential plans are also in the air of possibilities. An update is given on the new mattress as well. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode every Thursday! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @_inmyownheadtoo K. Bye.

An old kind of episode. Alex reads some of his writings. He explains the three different methods he uses and used to share his thought and emotions. Although he doesn't really breakdown his writing, they speak for themselves. A thoughtful insight on this bonus episode. This episode was previously recorded to episode 76 'Late night thoughts'. So, listen to that one after this one to get the full picture. Hopefully you enjoy. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode every Thursday! And now, maybe a new bonus episode on Sunday from time to time. Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @_inmyownheadtoo K. Bye.

Late night thoughts are always an interesting thing. Either it is a bunch of nonsense, you want to run errands, or you want to change your life. For Alex, it is two of those things. First off, the nonsense talk about being a shy pooper, sleeping twelve hours a day, and losing important habits. The other thought is getting his life in order through diet, exercise, and recovery. As mentioned, late night thoughts are interesting. This episode is late. What else is new? Well, Alex had two episodes worth of these thoughts. This episode is followed up by an old favorite kind of episode. Light hearted, but deeper into who Alex is. That episode goes out this following Sunday. The First bonus episode of its kind. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode out every Thursday! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @_inmyownheadtoo K. Bye.

Completely hungover while making this episode, Alex talks about the late night drunk thoughts from the night before. He questions those thoughts, gives them an answer, and explains if they are truthful or not. He also gives some context on the day before. The amount of caffeine he took along with the type of alcohol do not mix well for him. Also, reading books is not something he does often. However, he has been reading a book by one of his favorite comics. He explains what he thinks about story telling with comics and why they are the best at it. Lastly, a new mattress has arrived to relieve Alex of his back pain. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode every! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @_inmyownheadtoo K. Bye.

Having a habit of repeating what other people say, doesn't always work. Especially when they do not know what they are talking about, just like Alex. He then talks about @badasscounseling on tiktok and Andrew Santino's new comedy special, Cheeseburger. The guy from badass counseling is a therapist that gives insight and advice. Andrew Santino gives some words of wisdom through a cheeseburger. Alex shares his thoughts about how they give him a different kind of perspective. Also, some talking points on some shows he has been watching recently. New episode out every Thursday! Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex socials @_inmyownheadtoo K. Bye.

It has been over a decade since Alex has been to Mexico. This was a short trip with a bunch of stuff going on. It was a wild couple of days that feel like a fever dream. However, Alex enjoyed his time there and explains all the different kinds of activities that went on. This trip reminded Alex how much he loves travelling. To end the episode, he talks about wanting to explore the US and all its different landscapes. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode every Thursday! Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @_inmyownheadtoo K. Bye.

Following up the previous episode, Alex talks about going on a trip to Mexico. He expresses his concerns and expectations about leaving the country. The remainder of the episode, Alex talks about how he gets lost in the content he loves. It could be TV shows, movies, or games. As long as Alex finds real enjoyment out of it, he will get lost and keep consuming that content. So, maybe you can relate in some way. If so, listen along as Alex tries to make sense of this. Mainly just explaining why he loves the current things he is consuming, but still attempting to put into words the feeling of binging. New episode out every Thursday! Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @_inmyownheadtoo K. Bye.

I always hear couples talk about how there isn't any excitement in their relationship. What it always sounds like is that they stopped dating each other. Older married couples usually say that. My conclusion is that mystery needs to be there. Not knowing your partners bowel movements is needed. The way you were dating in the begging is how you should always be. You'll change of course, but the dating each other should not stop. Meaning, the flowers and dates should not stop. Whatever it is that you do when you are dating, should keep going. Along with this conversation is what I learned about how to drink caffeine and how to wake up with direct sunlight to get better sleep. Lastly, I am going on a trip this upcoming week. Stay tuned for that. New episode every Thursday. Podcast Socials @thediarypodcast Alex's Socials @_inmyownheadtoo K. Bye.

It has been over a month since the last upload. This episode is Alex trying to get back into things and explaining where he has been all this time. As far as rants go, this episode really has no real topic or sense of continuity. Alex just simply keeps talking without any real path. So, hopefully you enjoy catching up with Alex as he tries to make sense. New episode every Thursday. Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @_inmyownheadtoo K. Bye.

This is the first episode with video! Unfortunately, the lighting makes it look like shit quality. Nonetheless, it is still an amazing episode. Alex completely wings it as you see from his realization that this is episode 69. With that being said, Alex recounts his most memorable sex stories. Three different kinds of stories. Some he is the help, some he is being traumatized in, and some are fun. He is involved in some way or another. With that being said, hopefully you enjoy the first video episode! This episode was a lot of fun to make. New episode everything Thursday! Make sure to follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episode. Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @_inmyownheadtoo K. Bye.

This episode is about the love for podcasting. The reason why Alex truly enjoys it. It is also about what he hopes for in the future, the reason he started a podcast in the first place, the people that inspire him, and why they keep Alex motivated. He shares his thoughts on the person he wants to become. He wants to become the person he wishes he had growing up. And in that, he wants to be an inspiration to people who are or were struggling like he was. This episode is an insight to what Alex is planning and hoping for the future. The goals he is trying to accomplish and the dreams that will become reality. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode every Thursday. Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex's socials @_inmyownheadtoo K. Bye.

A week off means more to talk about. This episode starts off talking about Alex leaving his car windows down while it was raining. Then, Alex talks about little things in life and how meaningful they are to him. The main talking point is the conversation of falling in love. Alex thinks it is crazy for him to fall in love and explains why he has been single for years. However, he is in the beginning steps of this conversation that stems from his childhood. He knows why he is choosing to be single and why he has trouble opening up. To end the episode, he talks about other things like space, galaxies, and human capabilities for mortality. Alex talks about how these conversations remind him about his mortality. You have to enjoy the little things, whatever they may be, like being jacked at 50. Hopefully you enjoy the episode. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode every Thursday. Podcast socials @thediarypodcast Alex socials @_inmyownheadtoo