Pajar Diaries

life is bumpy. the ones who never give up will slowly get to a better place

hahahaha i can't keep my mouth shut so here it is! everyone tell me to be patient because i am struggling! let me know your thoughts in the comments or shoot me a message @pajardiariespod in instagram :)thanks for being here.with all the love in the world,Pajar M Lee

this routine allows me to have and do all of the things that are important to me for my life. Those things are freedom, fun, and work towards making my dreams happen. The way I live my life may not be traditional, but it works for me and allows me to be the happiest I can be. I hope y'all enjoy hearing about how I live my life :) How to share your thoughts, feedback, and questions for me: 1. Instagram: follow and send me a message @pajardiariespod 2. Email: hellopajarmlee@gmail.com 3. Send an anonymous feedback/message to me at www.ngl.link/pajarlee1 Thank you for being here! How to show your support even more than just simply being here: 1. Give this podcast a review 2. Share this podcast with a friend 3. Follow this podcast and turn notifications on

In this episode, I make an honorable mention to the movie The Martian (if you haven't seen it, i highly recommend) and talk about how I cope with tough times. Tough times never get easier, but discovering my own ways of coping has helped make the process more manageable. How to share your thoughts, feedback, and questions for me: 1. Instagram: follow and send me a message @pajardiariespod 2. Email: hellopajarmlee@gmail.com 3. Send an anonymous feedback/message to me at www.ngl.link/pajarlee1 Thank you for being here! How to show your support even more than just simply being here: 1. Give this podcast a review 2. Share this podcast with a friend 3. Follow this podcast and turn notifications on

In this episode, I share some insider information about what it is like to be my boyfriend's girlfriend aka meeee :) haha it's kinda funny and weird, but seriously, I'd love to share what it is like because I love being my boyfriend's girlfriend

In this episode, I share a lot of my inner thoughts. You may or may not disagree, but this is how I've chosen to live my life. Life is good. How to share your thoughts, feedback, and questions for me: 1. Instagram: follow and send me a message @pajardiariespod 2. Email: hellopajarmlee@gmail.com 3. Send an anonymous feedback/message to me at www.ngl.link/pajarlee1 Thank you for being here! How to show your support even more than just simply being here: 1. Give this podcast a review 2. Share this podcast with a friend 3. Follow this podcast and turn notifications on

In this episode, I will be sharing with you all my perspectives on friendships. For a long time, I thought I wanted to be friends with everyone. Recently, I discovered that is the reason why I struggle with friendships, why I am not always a good friend, and why I need to treat making friends like dating. How to share your thoughts, feedback, and questions for me: 1. Instagram: follow and send me a message @pajardiariespod 2. Email: hellopajarmlee@gmail.com 3. Send an anonymous feedback/message to me at www.ngl.link/pajarlee1 Thank you for being here! How to show your support even more than just simply being here: 1. Give this podcast a review 2. Share this podcast with a friend 3. Follow this podcast and turn notifications on

This episode is a bit sad, but it reminds me to always be my own best friend and be proud of myself even when no one else is. How to share your thoughts, feedback, and questions for me: 1. Instagram: follow and send me a message @pajardiariespod 2. Email: hellopajarmlee@gmail.com Thank you for being here! How to show your support even more than just simply being here: 1. Give this podcast a review 2. Share this podcast with a friend 3. Follow this podcast and turn notifications on

** TRIGGER WARNING: Emotional and Physical Cheating How to share your thoughts, feedback, and questions for me: 1. Instagram: follow and send me a message @pajardiariespod 2. Email: hellopajarmlee@gmail.com Thank you for being here! How to show your support even more than just simply being here: 1. Give this podcast a review 2. Share this podcast with a friend 3. Follow this podcast and turn notifications on

In this episode, I will be sharing with you how I manage my feelings of jealousy. I also share some things that cause me to feel jealous. Admitting feelings of jealousy can be embarrassing, but it is completely normal. How to share your thoughts, feedback, and questions for me: 1. Instagram: follow and send me a message @pajardiariespod 2. Email: hellopajarmlee@gmail.com Thank you for being here! How to show your support even more than just simply being here: 1. Give this podcast a review 2. Share this podcast with a friend 3. Follow this podcast and turn notifications on

In this episode, I will be sharing with you things I know now that I didn't know before I got into a healthy romantic relationship. I also share my perspectives on dating and why people settle. How to share your thoughts, feedback, and questions for me: 1. Instagram: follow and send me a message @pajardiariespod 2. Email: hellopajarmlee@gmail.com Thank you for being here! How to show your support even more than just simply being here: 1. Give this podcast a review 2. Share this podcast with a friend 3. Follow this podcast and turn notifications on

I have so much to catch you all up on. There's so much to tell! send me a dm @pajardiariespod :) let's chat! Thank you for being here! Stay tuned for an announcement about this podcast in the next two weeks!

how we met and i am so happily in love :)  send questions/topic suggestions for future episodes @pajardiariespod on Instagram  leave a review and share this podcast with your friends! Sharing is caring

For halloween weekend, I went to Seattle to attend a rave festival and I had the best time ever. I can't wait to go back :)  Have any questions, thoughts, or feedback? Send me anonymous messages at the link below ⬇️ https://ngl.link/pajarlee1

in this episode, i spill a bit of tea from my dating life and i share my experiences being single again. i also answered some very interesting questions that people have sent to me anonymously.  wanna send in a question anonymously too? send them here!: NGL.LINK/PAJARLEE Follow this podcast on instagram @selfloverss_club for updates!  Thank you!!!  Sending you all the love in the world, Pajar Lee 

In this episode, I talk about my job hunt journey and how I landed my new job at an amazing company!  Send me questions and podcast topic requests @selfloverss_club on instagram :)  Thank you! Talk soon! 

send me anonymous questions: NGL.LINK/PAJARLEE thank you for being here

friend to friend this is what i am thinking about

This episode is about keeping your self-worth in check, always focusing on you and how it will lead to you better focusing on others, how it's not selfish to always focus on yourself, and a bit more as always. feel free to share your thoughts with me on instagram! @chasinghappinesspod@pajarlee

Changed this series title to Sad Girl Moments instead of Sad Girl Hour. Let's embrace our sad times and happy times. All of this makes us who we are and we shouldn't fight our emotions. Let it flow, even the tears, let it go.

Find out why I decided not to do new year's resolutions this year! I also talk about my current full-time job and my relationship with my boyfriend!

The Korean drama Heirs/Inheritors (you can watch it on Netflix) inspired me to reflect on my high school struggles. I went through tough times that I will never forget and it all taught me to never lose hope. I grew from my struggles and now I am in a much better place. Send me a direct message on my insta @pajarlee if you have any comments, questions, thoughts, or feedback for me about this podcast. I would love to hear from you! Thank you!

I am uploading this exactly 39 minutes from the end of my birthday. I am so grateful to have made it to 22 years of life on this earth. I am truly blessed for an amazing day filled with love. This episode is about 5 life lessons I learned in my 22 years of life. They are so good and I hope you all can share the message of this special episode. Thank you all so much for the support! stay in touch with me on insta @pajarlee

In this podcast episode, I talk about some of my priorities and values, my relationship with my boyfriend Tarzone, and a little bit of my thoughts on the coronavirus. Send me any questions, comments, thoughts, and feedback @pajarlee on Instagram. Thank you!

HI! Today's podcast episode is about how I feel that I have transitioned from being an extrovert to an introvert. I never thought this would happen to me, but now it makes so much sense! I've really changed a lot since graduating from college. If you have any feedback, comments, or questions for me, please send me a message on my instagram @pajarlee. Thank you!!

i wanted to open up to you all about something more personal about me. i've always struggled with having friends growing up because i always thought i needed a lot of friends to have a good life. but right now in my life, i have so little friends and i am the happiest i've ever been. so, always listen to yourself and find things to love in your life. ... until next time, take care :) insta: @pajarlee

hi everyone! so for this episode, i had a lot to say and thus i talked a lot! all of the things i share in this episode are my own thoughts and opinions. they may or may not apply to you, but i thought i'd share my relationship journey with you all. thank you! insta: @pajarlee

Hi everyone! Today's episode is about having a positive mindset and being a minimalist, and how both of these have shaped me into the person that I am right now. I am a confident, (less) fearless, hopeful, and most importantly a generally happy person because of how I changed the way I think! I hope this episode helps any of you out if you simply want to live a happier life. insta @pajarlee

this episode is a rambly one. i had a lot on my mind and i wanted to clear my head. hopefully you can take away that it's okay to feel conflicted and that you're not alone if your mind is so full of thoughts just like mine. :)

my life is nowhere near perfect! i am struggling and stressing out because of finances, covid19, my career, and more! in this episode, i share my real struggles with you. maybe you can relate so i know i'm not alone. insta: @pajarlee

My lovely cousin Maynam and I decided to do a random Q&A for fun! We looked up some questions and answered them! Some were light-hearted and some were deep. Can you relate to any of our answers?! Listen to Maynam's Podcast: HmongGirlPodcasts

it took a lot of courage to record this podcast episode, but while recording i can't believe how natural the words flowed out of my mouth. i know what i say is not the most important, but i believe that someone out there will resonate with my experiences.  lastly, i highly recommend you watch the movie, The Hate You Give, if you haven't yet. it is very eye-opening and it will most likely cause a fire within you to do better.  thank you.  reach me on insta @pajarlee or @chasinghappinesspod

In today's podcast episode, I share something quite special with you all and everything I've learned since starting this new journey. I hope it inspires you to start taking steps towards your own dreams, even if they may be scary. Any comments and/or feedback for me? Let me know @chasinghappinesspod on Instagram! Thank you.

although i am generally a happy person, i am human just like you and i most definitely have my sad moments. here is one of them. my relationship with my parents aren't perfect. they've hurt me in the past and i've hurt them too. the love that we have for each other is so present though. there is a lot more to be grateful for than the hurt that we caused each other. it's so amazing how much love we can have for people. comments, questions, feedback? send me a message @chasinghappinesspod on instagram :) thank you for listening! and feel free to share my podcast to anyone who you feel can less alone by listening.

What's current!?! "I want to create my own success story"! "Choosing to focus on what I have right now and all that could be". "Even with fear, you can still go far". Reach me on instagram @pajarlee, @chasinghappinesspod, & @uniloveplanner Also, if you enjoyed this episode or learned something from it, feel free to share my podcast with your friends and family!

This episode is how I have come to understand my own healing. I am no expert or professional, but what I talk about is my own experience and what has worked for me. I hope that this episodes helps you in anyway and makes you feel less alone if you're also on your journey to healing. Insta Accounts: @Chasinghappinesspod @Pajarlee

WARNING/FYI: I spoke really fast in this episode because for some reason my mind was just racing. I am back on the pod! This episode is about my confidence and how I grew it over time. It's not only your typical, "I started working out" and "I worked on myself". It's so much deeper and meaningful. I believe that my confidence comes from within and it is the fruit of all the inner-work I have been working on for so long. I hope you enjoy this episode. As always, please leave me a review, feedback, any questions, and comments either on the podcast page if there's a spot for it or send me a message on the Chasing Happiness Podcast instagram @chasinghappinesspod. Thank you so much. – Pajar Lee

Hi! I am back on my podcast and I am so happy to be here! In today's episode, I talk about my new podcast name change and I tell a story about a time where I was extremely lonely and how I grew stronger because of it. This episode is filled with strength, self-love, and growth. I hope you enjoy it! If not, that's okay. This is mainly for me anyways ♡

In this episode, I share my perspectives, values, and morals on different "categories" or aspects of life. I am sharing it to hopefully inspire you all to get to know yourselves and where you stand on certain things. This is something that I've found very useful as these perspectives, morals, and values shape the way we live our lives and the decisions we make. I also share my tips and advice on how you can start getting to know yourself. Let me know what you think at the podcast instagram @itsmepajar ♡ I hope you enjoy it! As always, thank you for being here ♡

Trigger Warning: I will be talking about my experiences with panic attacks towards the end. I also talk about my past dating experiences and setting healthy boundaries :) I hope this episode is fun for you all! Thank you, Pajar Lee

in this episode, Pajar is sharing some things about herself that she has never openly shared on the internet. she feels that this will allow you all to get to know her better. reach us on instagram @self_loveinfluencer or @pajarlee or @uniloveplanner if you liked this episode or disliked it, let us know by writing a review! we hope to get to know you better and continue improving this podcast! thank you!

in this episode Pajar shares her childhood and there are some cringey stories that you would not expect from her. Connect with Pajar instagram: @selflove_influencer & @pajarlee & @uniloveplanner email: hellopajarmlee@gmail.com

I'm back, I changed the podcast name, I got a new podcast mic, and so much more!!! Join in on the fun and craziness! Follow Me On Insta! LuvPajarDreamersVisual19Thank you!!