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An American man shares a personal search to heal the wounds of a war in which he disappeared with his birth mother nearly 30 years ago. More at: http://www.identifyingnelson.com/

Nelson de Witt & John Younger


    • Dec 23, 2017 LATEST EPISODE
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    Episode #86: A look back at 2017 and more

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 23, 2017 28:03


      Nelson de Witt & John Younger discuss the 20th anniversary of Nelson’s reunion. They also discuss their progress on the film and Nelson’s new project, Waking From Innocent Dreams. Show Notes Images/Video: Links: Read Chapter 1 of Waking From Innocent Dreams. Credits: Hosts – Nelson de Witt & John Younger Producer – Derek de […] The post Episode #86: A look back at 2017 and more appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #85: Tom’s Reunion

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 27, 2016 23:23


    Tom is a father of four who works in Human Resource Command for the Army. He is currently trying to have an in person reunion with his birth mother after 26 years. Tom was separated from his family in what he believed was a legal adoption. Upon finding his birth mother, Tom learned that she was tricked into giving him up for adoption. The post Episode #85: Tom’s Reunion appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #84: Solidarity – Central America and SOA Watch with Arturo Viscarra

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 3, 2016 47:10


    A conversation with Arturo Viscara, the Advocacy Coordinator of SOA Watch. Arturo discusses his work with an organization that documents the atrocities linked to the School of the Americas, including a detailed discussion of the 2009 military coup in Honduras and how that event brought him to SOA Watch. Show Notes Images/Video: Links: SOA Watch […] The post Episode #84: Solidarity – Central America and SOA Watch with Arturo Viscarra appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #83: Experiencing War with Philippe Bourgois

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 6, 2015 32:03


    A conversation about the Salvadoran Civil War with Philippe Bourgois. Philippe describes his time in Central America as a graduate student and how he got caught up in a firefight when the Salvadoran military raided a rural village. Show Notes Images/Video: Links: Philippe Bourgois Website Credits: Hosts – Nelson de Witt & John Younger Producer […] The post Episode #83: Experiencing War with Philippe Bourgois appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #82: Where have we been?

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 26, 2015 11:09


    John and Nelson talk about what they have been up to over the past several months. They share an update about the film, podcast, and the newly formed Mama Chila Foundation. The post Episode #82: Where have we been? appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #80: Understanding The US Border Crisis with Prof. Aviva Chomsky

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 1, 2015 24:14


    A conversation about the 2014 US border crisis, with professor Aviva Chomsky. Professor Chomsky helps us understand the influx of Central American youths, by looking at the complicated and often misunderstood history of the region. The post Episode #80: Understanding The US Border Crisis with Prof. Aviva Chomsky appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #79: In the news, a few great articles to read

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 15, 2015 18:53


    John and Nelson talk about three articles that directly and indirectly related to El Salvador and how different groups of people deal will collective trauma. The post Episode #79: In the news, a few great articles to read appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #78: A Deeper Look at El Salvador with Jorge E. Cuéllar

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 1, 2015 41:37


    A conversation about the history of El Salvador with Jorge E. Cuéllar, a PhD Candidate at Yale University. While the film and podcast primary look at El Salvador’s history over the past 30 years, Jorge provides us with deep picture of El Salvador’s past and explains what being Salvadoran means to him. The post Episode #78: A Deeper Look at El Salvador with Jorge E. Cuéllar appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #77: 2014 Recap and a look ahead

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 18, 2015 21:29


    John and Nelson take a look back at the progress made in 2014, and talk about what’s next for the film in 2015. The post Episode #77: 2014 Recap and a look ahead appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #76: The Power of a Global Movement with Dr. Angelina Snodgrass Godoy

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 14, 2014 28:40


    A Conversation with Dr. Angelina Snodgrass Godoy about leading The Unfinished Sentences Project, and how she got involved with human rights work in Central America. The post Episode #76: The Power of a Global Movement with Dr. Angelina Snodgrass Godoy appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #75: Unnecessary Hurt with Julie “JC” Miller

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 30, 2014 28:02


    John & Nelson talk with Julie “JC” Miller, a Salvadoran adoptee, about her search, the importance of owning the process, and some helpful resources. The post Episode #75: Unnecessary Hurt with Julie “JC” Miller appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #74: The Unfinished Sentences Project

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 16, 2014 32:20


    John & Nelson talk with Phil Neff and Mina Manuchehri about The Unfinished Sentences Project and their work on The Yellow Book. Phil and Mina explain how they have used Freedom of Information requests to obtain classified documents which help form a picture of how the Salvadoran military targeted civilians. The post Episode #74: The Unfinished Sentences Project appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #73: What does it mean to be Salvadoran?

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 2, 2014 32:17


    Nelson talks with four students from the Association of Salvadoreños at Yale Undergraduate. They talk about juggling multiple identities and the contradictions that come with those identities. The post Episode #73: What does it mean to be Salvadoran? appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #72: Speaking at Yale

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 19, 2014 23:55


    John talks with Nelson about his recent trip to Yale University to talk with the Salvadoran student group. The post Episode #72: Speaking at Yale appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #71: The Yellow Book

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 5, 2014 22:19


    John & Nelson talk about the discovery of a Salvadoran military document called The Yellow Book. It is an intelligence document that was created in 1987 which contains the names and pictures of individuals who were considered “enemies” of the state. The post Episode #71: The Yellow Book appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #70: How does one define justice?

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 21, 2014 21:23


    John & Nelson talk with Lindsay about challenges of defining justice. Often we are able to determine that an injustice has accrued, but it can be much harder to determine how to make up or correct for that injustice. The post Episode #70: How does one define justice? appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #69: Creating a compelling narrative with Margaret E. Ward

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 7, 2014 33:14


    Nelson talks with his mother, Margaret E. Ward, about the challenges of creating a compelling narrative from our incredibly complex family history. The post Episode #69: Creating a compelling narrative with Margaret E. Ward appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #68: The Difficult Truth with Robert McAndrews

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 31, 2014 24:36


    Nelson continues his talk with Rob McAndrews, a professor at Salem State, who has done a lot work in El Salvador and with the Salvadoran community. The post Episode #68: The Difficult Truth with Robert McAndrews appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #67: Activism for El Salvador with Rob McAndrews

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 24, 2014 21:12


    Nelson talks to Rob McAndrews, a professor at Salem State, who has done a lot work in El Salvador and with the Salvadoran community. The post Episode #67: Activism for El Salvador with Rob McAndrews appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #66: Summer Recap Episode

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 17, 2014 20:54


    John & Nelson take time to discuss the highlights of their interviews with Stefan Schmitt and Congressman Jim McGovern. The post Episode #66: Summer Recap Episode appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #65: Life on the Border with Kathryn Ferguson

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 10, 2014 31:59


    John & Nelson talk to Kathryn Ferguson about her work with Tucson Samaritans. For the past 10 years Kathryn has been providing humanitarian aid to immigrants trying to cross the US border near Tucson. The post Episode #65: Life on the Border with Kathryn Ferguson appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #64: Baby Mila with Eva Coto

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 3, 2014 23:35


    Nelson talk with his sister Eva about her new born baby Mila. They discuss the significance of the name Mila and what legacy means to them. The post Episode #64: Baby Mila with Eva Coto appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #63: Amnesty in El Salvador with Congressman Jim McGovern

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 27, 2014 24:24


    John & Nelson talk to Congressman Jim McGovern about his modern day El Salvador it's struggle to find justice. The post Episode #63: Amnesty in El Salvador with Congressman Jim McGovern appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #62: The Moakley Report with Congressman Jim McGovern

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 20, 2014 26:45


    John & Nelson talk to Congressman Jim McGovern about his experiences in El Salvador and the work he did on The Moakley report. The post Episode #62: The Moakley Report with Congressman Jim McGovern appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #61: Trying to make sense of war with Stefan Schmitt

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 13, 2014 22:04


    John & Nelson talk with the director of PHR’s International Forensic Program Stefan Schmitt about how events in Latin America are tied to Vietnam and Iraq. They try to make sense of wars past and present in order to find a little bit of hope. The post Episode #61: Trying to make sense of war with Stefan Schmitt appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #60: Violence in Guatemala during the 80’s with Stefan Schmitt

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 6, 2014 21:01


    John & Nelson talk with the director of PHR’s International Forensic Program Stefan Schmitt about the violence in Guatemala during the 80's. The post Episode #60: Violence in Guatemala during the 80’s with Stefan Schmitt appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #59: Forensic Anthropology in Guatemala with Stefan Schmitt (Part 1)

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 29, 2014 20:50


    John & Nelson talk with the director of PHR’s International Forensic Program Stefan Schmitt about his life and work in Guatemala. This is the first of a multipart episode. The post Episode #59: Forensic Anthropology in Guatemala with Stefan Schmitt (Part 1) appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #57: Camp Frank A. Day Edition with John, Josh, and Curtis.

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 15, 2014 31:03


    Nelson interviews three of his former camp counselors John Younger, Curtis Fazen, and Josh Lieberman. They share memories of Nelson as a camper and what meeting his birth family meant to them. The post Episode #57: Camp Frank A. Day Edition with John, Josh, and Curtis. appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #56: Current events in El Salvador

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 8, 2014 19:54


    John & Nelson talk about the rise of gang violence in El Salvador after the country's new president Sánchez Cerén took office. The post Episode #56: Current events in El Salvador appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #54: Remembering Mama Chila

    Play Episode Listen Later May 25, 2014 30:37


    Nelson talks with his siblings about their grandmother Mama Chila, who became a surrogate mother to Eva and Ernesto. They talk about her influence on the family and how losing she losing her own mother motivated Mama Chila to take care them. The post Episode #54: Remembering Mama Chila appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #53: An important film update

    Play Episode Listen Later May 18, 2014 11:33


    In this short but important podcast John & Nelson talk about the latest developments of the film. The post Episode #53: An important film update appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #51: How the trip El Salvador effected us

    Play Episode Listen Later May 4, 2014 17:13


    John & Nelson talk about how their perspectives have changed since their 2011 trip to El Salvador. Sometimes it takes a while to understand the impact of a trip of this magnitude. The post Episode #51: How the trip El Salvador effected us appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #50: How our film project got started

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 27, 2014 28:46


    In honor of the first full year of the podcast John & Nelson talk about the ebook that started it all. Back in 2010 John discovered an ebook that Nelson wrote as part of his website Ana's Miracle. The post Episode #50: How our film project got started appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #49: Race, culture, and identity

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 20, 2014 21:21


    Nelson & Lindsay talk about race and culture and how that relates to identity. Nelson shares stories where his race and culture were out of alignment and how that shaped his world view. The post Episode #49: Race, culture, and identity appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #48: Romanticizing Adoption and Reunion with Mila Konomos

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 13, 2014 31:40


    Nelson talks to Mila Konomos a Korean American adoptee who wrote about the challenges of reuniting with your birth family. They discuss the similarities and differences between their stories and the role identity and culture has to play in adoption. The post Episode #48: Romanticizing Adoption and Reunion with Mila Konomos appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #47: What does El Salvador’s recent election mean for the Disappeared?

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 6, 2014 24:01


    John & Nelson speculate about the impact of El Salvador's recent election for the disappeared and the country's amnesty laws. The post Episode #47: What does El Salvador’s recent election mean for the Disappeared? appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #46: The President’s Speech

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 30, 2014 14:51


    In order to commemorate El salvador's Day of the Disappeared, March 29th, John & Nelson are airing a speech made in 2011 by former President Mauricio Funes. While the speech is in spanish they provide commentary on it for our english speaking audience. The post Episode #46: The President’s Speech appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #45: Searching Sisters with Ana and Isabel (Part 2)

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 23, 2014 24:13


    John & Nelson talk to Ana and Isabel two salvadoran adoptees from the New England area who went looking for their birth family. They share their adoption story, talk about the search, and some of the challenges they have faced. The post Episode #45: Searching Sisters with Ana and Isabel (Part 2) appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #44: Searching Sisters with Ana and Isabel (Part 1)

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 16, 2014 18:19


    John & Nelson talk to Ana and Isabel two salvadoran adoptees from the New England area who went looking for their birth family. They share their adoption story, talk about the search, and some of the challenges they have faced. The post Episode #44: Searching Sisters with Ana and Isabel (Part 1) appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #43: What’s our crowd-funding story?

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 9, 2014 21:44


    John & Nelson talk about what is at the core of Nelson's story as they work on a narrative for their crowd-funding campaign. They explore the themes of connection, identity, and how they can change the way we view the world. The post Episode #43: What’s our crowd-funding story? appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #42: Life as a Salvadoran Adoptee with Marla Roach

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 2, 2014 31:14


    John & Nelson talk to Marla Roach who is a Salvadoran Adoptee looking for her birth family. She talks about meeting other adoptees and her slow realization that her adoption was not what it seemed. The post Episode #42: Life as a Salvadoran Adoptee with Marla Roach appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #41: Historical Memory

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 23, 2014 21:38


    John & Nelson talk about the concept of historical memory and what it means to the country of El Salvador. They also talk about the lack of historical memory in the United States. The post Episode #41: Historical Memory appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #40: Act III, FMLN Arena

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 16, 2014 23:19


    John & Nelson talk about Act III of their film, "FMLN Arena." They share memories from the 2011 Day of The Disappeared, which is at the heart of the Act. The post Episode #40: Act III, FMLN Arena appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #39: Finding what makes us alike

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 9, 2014 17:36


    John & Nelson talk about the lessons we hope people will take away from our film. They talk about the mindset which allowed these atrocities to happen, and contrast them with the cost of war on an individual/family level. The post Episode #39: Finding what makes us alike appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #38: Forced disappearances in the context of Latin America

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 2, 2014 22:16


    John & Nelson talk about the phenomenon of forced disappearances throughout Latin America. Most films, books, and articles talk about the disappearances in El Salvador with out looking at countries like Argentina, Chili, and Guatemala who all had similar pasts. The post Episode #38: Forced disappearances in the context of Latin America appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #37: What’s in your bag?

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 26, 2014 22:34


    John & Nelson talk about the equipment they use to film and how it impacted the interviews. They discuss the benefits of the equipment's small size and how allowed them record very intimate interviews with their subjects. The post Episode #37: What’s in your bag? appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #36: Reactions to A Promise to the Dead

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 19, 2014 21:45


    John & Nelson talk about the film, "A Promise to the Dead: The Exile Journey of Ariel Dorfman." They share their reactions and talk it relates back to Identifying Nelson/Buscando a Roberto. The post Episode #36: Reactions to A Promise to the Dead appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #35: We lived

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 12, 2014 20:51


    John & Nelson work through the creative process as they search for language that will tie together scene two. Nelson shares some very personal feelings about what it means to share his story. The post Episode #35: We lived appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #34: 16 years, a look back with Nelson/Roberto

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 22, 2013 23:29


    John interviews Nelson about the 16th anniversary of when he was reunited with his family. They share some memories from 2013. The post Episode #34: 16 years, a look back with Nelson/Roberto appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #33: 16 Years, a look back with Derek & Ernesto

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 15, 2013 22:58


    Nelson talks with his brothers Derek and Ernesto about our 16 year reunion. Ernesto gives us a glimpse into the experience of the birth family and Derek shares some old stories. The post Episode #33: 16 Years, a look back with Derek & Ernesto appeared first on Inside the Journey.

    Episode #32: 16 years, a look back with Tom & Margaret

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 8, 2013 26:35


    Nelson talks with his adoptive parents Tom de Witt and Margaret War about the past 16 years. They share how meaningful it has been to develop a relationship with members of Nelson's biological family. The post Episode #32: 16 years, a look back with Tom & Margaret appeared first on Inside the Journey.

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