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So let me introduce am Jake and I have Functional Neurological Disorders or FND for short for over 10 years now I live in Sheffield. I Want to use this podcast to talk to other people with FND, Medical people in the area of Functional Neurological Disorde

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    Understanding Functional Neurological Disorder (FND)

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 25, 2025 6:45 Transcription Available


    Welcome to this episode of It's Me, It's Me, It's F&D. In this special edition, we honor Functional Neurological Disorder Day, celebrated annually on March 25th. The episode provides an insightful overview of FND, a condition where the brain's ability to send and receive signals is disrupted. Unlike common neurological disorders, FND is akin to a software malfunction, impacting individuals in various life-altering ways. Learn about the challenges faced by those living with FND, the complexity of its diagnosis, and the array of symptoms, including fatigue, seizures, and migraines. Despite the daily struggles, there is hope, as discussed through available therapies and support from charitable organizations like FND Action, FND Hope, and the MyFND app. Join us in spreading awareness and understanding of FND, a disorder that demands attention, empathy, and comprehensive care. As we navigate through the intricacies of this condition, remember that every little step towards awareness counts. https://www.nhsinform.scot/illnesses-and-conditions/brain-nerves-and-spinal-cord/functional-neurological-disorder/ for information on fnd and links to charities and help please follow 

    Navigating the Storm: Life with Functional Neurological Disorder

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 11, 2025 6:47 Transcription Available


    Welcome to "It's Me, It's Me, It's F&D," a podcast dedicated to navigating the complexities of living with Functional Neurological Disorder (FND). Host shares personal experiences and insights, reflecting on a four-year journey of self-discovery and resilience. As he grapples with the challenges of maintaining control amidst the unpredictable nature of FND, he offers support and understanding to those on a similar path. This episode delves into the struggle of adapting to a new normal while empowering listeners to find strength and community in shared experiences. Tune in for genuine reflections on the impact of FND, the importance of self-care, and the power of kindness in our daily lives.

    Balancing Parenthood, Creativity, and Chronic Illness: A New Year's Reflection

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 5, 2025 6:40 Transcription Available


    Welcome to the kickoff of 2025! As we step into the new year, our host reflects on the challenging yet rewarding journey of the past year. Juggling the demands of parenthood, creative ventures, and personal health issues, such as dealing with migraines, has not been easy. Despite the hurdles, there's a strong desire to improve and develop a structured plan for future podcast episodes. Our host discusses the difficulties of managing time effectively, especially with additional commitments and the new responsibilities of being a parent for the second time. As we welcome 2025, join us in looking forward to new possibilities and hoping for a year of growth and achievement.

    Navigating Life's Challenges: Coping with FND and Migraines

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 3, 2024 8:16 Transcription Available


    In this heartfelt episode, the host opens up about the challenges of managing Functional Neurological Disorder (FND) and migraines amidst life's demands. With candid reflections on family life and personal health struggles, the episode provides an intimate glimpse into the ongoing battle of balancing responsibilities and self-care. As the holiday season approaches, the host shares the emotional complexities of maintaining a positive environment for the family, despite personal difficulties. The episode delves into the mental health impact of chronic conditions and the importance of community support. Listeners are invited to share their experiences and coping strategies, fostering a sense of solidarity and understanding within the community. Join in for an honest discussion on the realities of living with FND and the quest for finding moments of peace in a hectic world.

    Battling Life's Challenges: A Personal Update

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 17, 2024 9:30 Transcription Available


    In this heartfelt episode, our host opens up about the struggles and setbacks that have kept them away from the podcasting world. From the pressures of managing a YouTube channel to the stress of financial and family responsibilities, it's been a tough journey. They share their experiences dealing with mental health issues, navigating the complexities of universal credit, and the challenges of parenting an eight-month-old child. Despite the hardships, they are determined to get back on track and bring more episodes to their listeners. Tune in to hear a candid reflection on life's hurdles and the resilience needed to keep moving forward. As always, the message is clear: if you got out of bed this morning, you're already winning.

    Navigating the PIP Pitfall: A Personal Journey

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 21, 2024 10:39 Transcription Available


    Welcome to "It's Me, It's Me, It's F&D." In this episode, we delve into the complexities of dealing with the Personal Independent Payment (PIP) form, a crucial yet challenging part of life for many. Our host shares their personal struggles with the PIP review process, discussing the anxiety and difficulties faced, from gathering evidence to the nerve-wracking waiting period. Hear firsthand how dealing with non-medical professionals and bureaucratic hurdles can turn a necessary procedure into a nightmare. Whether you're familiar with the PIP system or learning about it for the first time, this episode offers valuable insights and practical advice on navigating this daunting process while managing your health and well-being.

    Finding Independence: Navigating Home Adaptations 106

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 20, 2024 11:07 Transcription Available


    In this episode of "It's Me, It's Me, It's F&D," we shift focus from the challenges of Personal Independent Payment (PIP) to a personal journey of making home adaptations for better accessibility. Our host shares their recent experience with local council and occupational health services to install grab rails, a new banister, and other modifications to navigate their home more safely and comfortably. Discover the importance of asking for help and making necessary changes to maintain independence and safety, especially when living with a disability. Learn about the process, from contacting authorities to dealing with landlords, and the significant impact these adaptations can have on daily life. Join us for an insightful discussion on taking proactive steps to improve living conditions and embracing the new normal, while balancing family life and personal challenges. This episode is a must-listen for anyone seeking practical advice and encouragement in their journey toward greater independence.

    Personal Independent and Payment Issues

    Play Episode Listen Later May 16, 2024 9:05 Transcription Available


    Welcome to 'It's Me, It's F&D,' a controversial episode that raises concerns about the UK government's understanding of 'disability' and its treatment of those challenged by mental health issues. This discussion focuses on the Personal Independent Payment (PIP), a system established to provide financial support for individuals dealing with disabilities. The episode delves deep into the injustices and discrepancies felt by those reliant on the PIP, particularly those with anxiety and depression. It also discusses the troubling reality of the UK government's inclination towards forcing them back into the workforce. Our host articulates a deep distrust for the government's current approach, which unfairly targets the most vulnerable. The host shares personal stories with F&D, a multi-faceted condition that can severely affect mental health. They further express concern for those unable to return to work due to illnesses, providing real-life examples such as chefs and hairdressers suffering from seizures. These personal experiences shed light on the extensive complexity of this health issue and the daily struggles faced by sufferers. The episode also critiques public officials who inaccurately represent the monetary support received by those with disabilities, highlighting the hypocrisy when compared to these officials' allowances. Moreover, bureaucracy comes under fire with mention of the 'brown envelope of death,' illustrating the anxiety-inducing nature of awaiting a decision on one's PIP application. Finally, the podcast gets to the heart of the relentless hardships endured by F&D patients who are limited in the benefits they can apply for, resulting in just mere survival. The host ends on an inspiring note urging listeners to keep fighting for recognition and better treatment for all disabilities and mental health conditions.

    Juggling Parenthood, FND, and Mental Health

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 23, 2024 8:20 Transcription Available


    In this episode of the podcast, the host openly discusses the struggles of adjusting to the new normal - balancing parenthood of a newborn, dealing with Functional Neurological Disorder (FND), as well as grappling with depression. It provides a raw and relatable account of the host's journey navigating these challenges. Conversation takes a deep dive into FND, including awareness events such as FND Awareness Month and Day. The host shares his personal experiences with F&D, including how it unexpectedly amplifies his other health conditions or triggers other mental health issues. He also details his recent battle with depression and the ways it has negatively impacted his mood and seizure control. Throughout the episode, the struggles of living with FND are highlighted, particularly the feeling of losing control and the constant battle with oneself. The host candidly shares the emotional toll it takes, especially when it comes to perceived ability to provide for his family or set a good example for his children. Despite these challenges, the host plans to continue to use the podcast as a platform to raise awareness and provide insight into FND. The episode ends on a hopeful note, with the host expressing his intention of finding a new normal and getting back into a regular podcasting schedule.

    Struggling with Misinterpretations and Miscommunications

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 20, 2024 7:27 Transcription Available


    Welcome back to another episode of "It's Me, It's Me, It's F&D." After a brief hiatus, our host delves deep into his frustration and struggles concerning the misinterpretations and inaccuracies in his discharge letter. Unhappy with the contradiction between his reported health conditions and the consultant's inaccurate summary of his situation, he and his wife are taking steps to address this dire matter. Delving into the depths of medical jargon and misconceptions, our host grapples with the inappropriate use of outdated terminology and expresses his perturbation over the misrepresentation of his seizure frequency. His concern heightens when he reads mention of his newborn child, wrongly used to explain his chronic sleep deprivation, a problem that prevailed long before. Furthermore, he voices his irritation over implications that he failed to maintain the benefits of his psychotherapy sessions, despite the lack of ongoing support and assistance. Our host feels that the discharge letter is ill-considerately written, causing him utter anguish and frustration. The episode offers a closer look at medical negligence, bureaucracy, and the upheavals it can cause in a patient's life. Calling out the system, he resonates with countless others facing the same challenges while fighting their health battles. Simultaneously, he shares his hardships of dealing with Medquip, a company that has caused him more stress than comfort. Consequently, his seizures worsen, adding another layer to his ongoing health issues. Bridled with the feeling of failure and rejection, he anchors himself with a positive outlook on life and a reminder for his listeners to rest if needed. Tune in to this episode to delve into the complex life of F&D told through our host's heartfelt dialogue.

    Adapting to Life with Neurological Conditions eps 103

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 8, 2024 9:54 Transcription Available


    In this episode of my candid podcast, I share my lived experiences as a patient with a neurological condition. Crucially, I grapple with the hard realities of being discharged from neurology, an event that leaves me feeling stranded. In spite of this heavy blow, I strive to adopt a positive mindset: I'm freeing up a space for another patient who might need it. I reveal the raw details of dealing with 60 to 250 or more seizures each day and the weight this condition places on my quality of life. Having to navigate the maze of medical referrals and join notoriously long waiting lists, I'm thrust back to figuring out what comes next and fight off feelings of isolation reminiscent of my initial diagnosis. The complex dynamics of my neurological condition, FND functional seizures, require attention but the current health system seems unequipped to tackle it effectively. However, the setbacks don't deter me from pursuing effective care. I also provide insights on how this rollercoaster affects my mental health, underscoring the interconnectedness of physical and emotional wellbeing. Despite my uncertainties, I find the strength to navigate the system and understand what my 'next' looks like. Dealing with this condition is no easy task, but it's about picking up the gauntlet and forging ahead. I share my story to shed light on the struggles of living with chronic condition, but also anchor my narrative on resilience and the relentless quest for better days. Join me in this honest and raw exploration of life with a neurological condition. We may have difficult moments, but remember, if you manage to get out of bed in the morning, you're already winning the day. Everything else is a bonus.

    FND New year same me 101

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 18, 2024 10:12


    Whats your new year stuff to do? 

    ITS ME ITS ME FND EPS 100!!!!

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 4, 2024 7:30


    eps so 100 and it with the news I have a son!!!! also started this 4 years ago and I kept it going so proud of myself   

    FND AND FIREWORKS DONT MIX eps 99

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 11, 2023 7:54


    They dont mix do they 

    FND And the head inury! eps 98

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 9, 2023 9:43


    I got a bit of a bang on the head sadly!! 

    Back in the swing of things kind of eps 97

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 13, 2023 7:17


    It been a while sorry it's been 6 weeks of holidays and there has been lots of stuff going on while I been gone with stuff but I hope this puts me back in the routine again and swing of stuff 

    Having a plan for 6 weeks Hoildays with FND eps 96

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 9, 2023 5:22


    Making a plan I think has helped me a lot this six weeks and it getting easier to do so! 

    Big Changes coming in my life eps95

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 12, 2023 5:27


    I have some huge things happing very soon 

    THERE A NEW NAME FOR NEAD. FUNCTIONAL SEIZURES EPS 94

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 15, 2023 7:36


    FUNCTIONAL SEIZURES is the new name for NEAD it will take a long time for this to get into the minds of medical people but it a start 

    Chaning is coming and how will I cope eps 93 Itsmemeitsmeitsfnd

    Play Episode Listen Later May 22, 2023 5:07


    There a lot of change going on soon 

    Finding Creative Distractions For FND eps 92

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 28, 2023 10:23


    Support Support Support finding it hard with FND eps 91

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 19, 2023 8:30


    I find that looking for support with this condition can sometimes can be a minefield of trying to work out where to turn too or who to talk too This is what this episode is about 

    historcal fnd medical terminology and tremant needs to come to a moden times eps 90

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 30, 2023 6:52


    This needs to be better in modern times and using psychotherapy is what a lot of us get and some times it is seen as one treatment that treats all 

    FND Awernessday on saturday 25th March eps 89

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 23, 2023 4:54


    The plan was to do more episodes for this week and fnd made sure I could not do that sadly :( 

    Anxious sucks and FND makes it worst eps 88

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 10, 2023 7:03


    We all get it a nd it sucks and fnd has a habit to make things worst! 

    My face goes sidewaves during a live stream FND sucks 87

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 26, 2023 4:40


    It cold and it dont do me good FND eps 86

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 12, 2023 6:20


    When the cold hits the uk it gets me very badly and then the embracement of fits in public and bowls going everywhere 

    Welcome to 2023 Its me Its me FND eps 85

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 19, 2023 5:26


    Welcome to 2023. Let's see how we all are at the moment. Its been an interesting start to the year 

    Things got on top my self eps 84

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 22, 2022 6:21


    Well, things as late have got on top of me. I t been very very hard to get things done and be done but it getting there 

    Back pain due to my FND eps 83

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 15, 2022 6:32


    Pain in the back area is a big issue it can crush all your ability to do things. From ya legs to everything if ya back goes you pretty much can be done for the day. 

    Chrismass Pacing your self for fnd epsiod 82

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 7, 2022 3:43


    Please make sure you pace your self this year and be safe 

    My Appointments are a pain in my backside with my fnd eps 81

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 21, 2022 8:22


    There are a lot of times we need to get to appointments for a lot of things for fnd or in this case a dentist appointment. I need to do better at managing everything and it very hard to do 

    Neo Walksticks Lets talk about them why i recomend them eps 80

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 2, 2022 6:13


    I love these sticks I have 3 of them so far and it turning into a bit of a collection of them.   https://www.neo-walk.com/ 

    Where have I been eps 79

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 21, 2022 4:20


    Why To do list help me a lot episode 78

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 5, 2022 6:41


    New changes and how we deal with them esp 77

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 22, 2022 4:34


    New Changes and how my FND get effected by it eps 76

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 12, 2022 5:15


    New changes and it does screw with you 

    A quote I like we help each other out in Fnd community eps 75

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 5, 2022 5:37


    A quote I love and the community help each others out 

    A Day of doing things in the summer hoilday my FND no like eps 74

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 29, 2022 4:32


    This episode I had a great time out with the family but boy am I pay for it now I feel really out of it the last couple of days and it takes a lot to come back from it 

    Please talk more to people with fnd eps 73

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 10, 2022 6:01


    Please talk more to people with fnd and with out the mental health is a big thing these days 

    Accessibility fo people for FND eps 72

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 24, 2022 5:32


    There needs to be more accessible for us and be better for us all 

    FND And Dizziness spells eps 71

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 15, 2022 4:12


    These are getting more and more often and and it doing my head in 

    Making sure you have things to keep your mind busy with FND

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 4, 2022 6:36


    You need to sort out things to do and help yourself. I hope this makes a lot sense 

    FND Makes me feel lazy ep 69

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 21, 2022 6:48


    Got to get this out of my mind set!!!! 

    FND Self Assessment Of What Am Doing In Life ep 68

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 13, 2022 9:33


    This is a big one for me 

    FND Had me take a break. ep67

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 8, 2022 6:25


    So I need to take a bit a break but did not do it on purespers as it was that I just fell into the break so body telling me not to do too much I ignore it and hit the boom or bust cycle that is fnd and it has hit my mental health badly as well with not being able to think am not good enough. 

    FND feeling burnt out ep 66

    Play Episode Listen Later May 23, 2022 4:18


    I have been feeling burnt out last week and feel very bad this week and already need to get back on carrying on. 

    FND Admiting I need it ep65

    Play Episode Listen Later May 11, 2022 6:06


    Well, I had admitted it I needed a better walking aid. One that won't make me feel like an older man. 

    Using my energy wisely ep64

    Play Episode Listen Later May 2, 2022 6:38


    The neurology appointment eps 63

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 25, 2022 6:09


    This was my yearly neuro appointment as I get these now as they do not change at all as it stands there still just as bad as there once were my fnd and seizures. So I talk about how they are and everything that happen in the day leading to the appointment and then a couple of days to process the appointment in my head  

    Finding my Creative spark FND taken it away.. kinda ep62

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 20, 2022 6:02


    So I have had it taken but also not at the same time my creative spark I will explain more in this episode today

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