This Awkward Life

Friday January 16th 2026. Only five agencies have this contact in the entire State Of Mississippi. I am believing I will be the sixth.In Jesus Name.

Today is my wife's Birthday. I love her so much.

You ever notice how gift cards are supposed to be one of the easiest gifts to use…and somehow they're the easiest to lose?They end up in wallets, junk drawers, coat pockets, or forgotten envelopes. And every year, billions of dollars in gift card value goes unused. Real money. Already paid for. Already owned. Just misplaced.

There's an old image I came across called “Knocking on a Deaf Man's Door.”And the first time I saw it, I felt it more than I understood it.Because if you've lived any amount of life, you know exactly what that feels like.You knock.You wait.You knock again—maybe a little louder this time.You're hoping for movement.For a sound.For any sign that what you're saying is being heard.But nothing comes.Knocking On A Deaf Mans Door

In this episode, I share a simple moment that turned into a powerful lesson. While struggling to fix a tiny pin in a watch bracelet, frustration set in fast—but stepping back taught me something bigger: sometimes it's okay to walk away and let someone else handle the small stuff. Tune in as I reflect on patience, perspective, and learning when to stop forcing things that just aren't clicking.

That was the statement a Sunday school child made to me today. Wow! Eleven years old. Kids these days need their parents to be present.

You ever notice how easy it is to judge things by the outside?Two watches can look almost identical.Same steel. Same weight. Same shine on the wrist.From a distance, you'd swear they're the same.But then you open them up.And what's inside tells a completely different story.One has a movement that's been carefully crafted, regulated, refined.The other works too—it keeps time—but it's built differently.Different purpose. Different cost. Different depth.The DOXAThe Tactical FrogSponsors The Adcock Agency Vann's Espresso

I bought a watch thinking only about market value—what I paid versus what I could get back out of it. It was supposed to be a flip. Easy math. Simple plan.Then I dropped it.The crystal cracked, the repair bill came in, and suddenly I had more in the watch than it was worth. At that point, selling it didn't really make sense anymore. Once I had more invested than the market value, it stopped being inventory and started being something I needed to keep.That's when it became my favorite watch.Not because it was perfect—but because it cost me something.In this episode, I reflect on how value changes when investment enters the picture, and why the things that cost us the most often end up meaning the most. It's a story about loss, perspective, and the quiet ways God keeps investing in us—time, grace, patience, mercy—even when the world says we're not worth it on paper.Because sometimes the things we're meant to hold onto don't make the most financial sense…they just make the most sense for the soul.SponsorsThe Adcock AgencyA&D Tire

World War II sparked a notable surge in church attendance that extended into a full-blown postwar religious revival in America, challenging claims of decline. Polls and historical data from the era reveal packed pews as returning GIs, marriages, and baby booms fueled spiritual fervor. Mega church pastors citing negative effects may overlook this well-documented boom.Mark Driscoll's TakePost War Church FactsGood TimesBoomers

Imagine being bitten by a snake, not rushing to treat the wound, but chasing the serpent through the grass — desperate to ask why. Instead of healing, you circle back to the source of your pain, searching for answers that will never soothe the sting. This episode explores what it means to run after what hurt you, and the cost of confusing curiosity with closure.

Did you know that over 22,000 players have stepped up to the plate in Major League Baseball since 1876, yet only a tiny fraction—around 350—have earned the ultimate honor of the Hall of Fame? This stark contrast highlights how the everyday heroes, the common players who fill out rosters and grind through seasons, truly keep the game alive and thrivingSignificance isn't measured by spotlight or stardom.​Just as common players log the innings, make the routine plays, and sustain teams through grind-it-out seasons, church members who serve quietly—greeters, prayer warriors, youth helpers—form the backbone of any congregation. Their faithfulness in small roles keeps the "game" going, fostering community and growth far more than rare headliners ever could.Jack Savage

Joey Bishop, the quick-witted comedian and Rat Pack member, once delivered an iconic ad-lib during a performance at New York's Copacabana nightclub while opening for Frank Sinatra.​In 1954, Marilyn Monroe entered the venue mid-act, draped in a glamorous floor-length white ermine coat, instantly captivating the audience and creating a buzz. Bishop paused his routine, waited silently for her to take her seat, then leaned into the microphone and quipped, "Marilyn, I thought I told you to wait in the truck."

In this episode, we explore how simply driving someone else's vehicle can reveal deeper insights about life. Every seat position, steering wheel angle, and dashboard setting reminds us that everyone has their own unique configuration — their own way of moving through the world. Sometimes, when we find ourselves in temporary situations that feel uncomfortable or unfamiliar, it's wiser not to make drastic changes, but to appreciate the moment and what it teaches about adaptation, patience, and perspective.

Lane has left Oxford. Fans lined up to cuss and jeer. Be mindful of people that admire you until you tell them no.

What's in the attic?A high-grade copy of Superman No. 1 from 1939 was sold at auction for over $9 million, setting a new record for the most expensive comic book ever sold. The specific sale price was reported as approximately $9.12 million. The comic was recently discovered by three brothers in their late mother's California attic, protected only by a stack of old newspapers. Despite its modest storage, the comic was in remarkable condition and received a grade of 9.0 on a 10-point scale from the Certified Guaranty Company (CGC), an independent authority that grades collectibles for auction. 

Faithfulness solves a-lot of problems.

When the penny finally fades from our pockets, it will not be missed for its worth but remembered for its symbol. It was the humblest witness of trade, the smallest voice in the great chorus of commerce. Its copper face, worn smooth by countless hands, spoke of patience, of the slow rhythm of exchange. When it disappears, it will remind us that even the smallest measures of value, like moments, are easy to overlook until they vanish—and that in our haste to progress, we sometimes lose the echoes of modest things that once held meaning.

On this day, in 1918, Ptv. Henry Gunther decided it wasn't over until the last shot was fired. Unfortunately, that last shot took his life.The Last man Private Henry Gunther was the last soldier killed in combat during World War I. He died at 10:59 a.m. on November 11, 1918, just one minute before the armistice went into effect at 11:00 a.m., ending the war. Gunther charged a German machine-gun position in the village of Chaumont-devant-Damvillers, France, despite orders to stop and the Germans signaling to him to halt. He was shot in the left temple and died instantly, making him the final Allied combat casualty of the war. Posthumously, he was awarded the Distinguished Service Cross and had his rank restored after being previously demoted. A memorial in France now marks the spot where he fell, and his remains were returned to Baltimore, Maryland for burial.

Would you rather a text or Phone call? Experts sayAI says:Preferring texting over phone calls is not inherently selfish or one-sided; rather, it often reflects personal communication styles, emotional needs, and respect for boundaries. Many people choose texting because it offers cognitive control, allows time to think and compose responses, and reduces the social pressure and emotional intensity of live conversations. This preference can signal careful self-presentation and a desire to avoid awkwardness, rather than a lack of consideration for others. In fact, texting can be a polite way to respect others' time by avoiding unplanned interruptions, as phone calls demand immediate attention and can feel intrusive.However, some people may perceive this preference as one-sided if it consistently replaces more direct, intimate forms of communication like calls, which can foster closer bonds through voice and emotional cues. The key is in balancing communication preferences and being mindful of the relationship context. Open communication about why one prefers texting and setting clear boundaries can prevent misunderstandings or feelings of selfishness. Texting is often a thoughtful, self-aware choice rather than a selfish one. It becomes problematic only if one party's needs for closeness or clearer communication are persistently ignored.What do you say?

Your actions go before you. Be careful with the work you create because it will follow you.Buy Something!

Have you ever wanted to see someone lose? How bad? People don't have to lose for you to win.

Recently a bottle was found in a remote beach in Australia, inside were to letters from the past. After reading the article it inspired me to research and find someone from my past.I hope you enjoy this episode.Message in a bottle“We are all absolutely stunned. There are five grandchildren who are still alive.”

A "wind phone" is an unconnected telephone placed in a secluded outdoor location—usually within a telephone booth in nature—where people can symbolically “call” and have one-way conversations with deceased loved ones as a way to help process grief and loss. The purpose is not for communication in the literal sense, but rather as a therapeutic space to express unsaid words, reminiscence, and continue a sense of connection to those who have passed away.https://www.mywindphone.com/windphonelocationshttps://www.findagrave.com/memorial/284733239/nancy-a-brockmanhttps://obituaries.durangoherald.com/us/obituaries/durangoherald/name/nancy-brockman-obituary?id=56263955

Today would have been my dads 80th birthday.

Always take time to remember those people that have gone before you.

"What would you say if you could sit down with your younger self? I hope this episode inspires you to appreciate who you were, honor who you are, and believe in who you're becoming."

I met Dan back in 1993. He thought I was a drug dealer, and I thought he was a prep. We sat down for the first time in many years and talked about Life, loss, and art appreciation.Performance TherapyFacebook

Wanna kill two birds with one stone? Start throwing rocks.facebook

I hope yall enjoy my conversation with Chase Boatright. #Hope #Encouragement #Faith

Convo with J. Halwig of the J. Halwig Project

Have you ever met one of your heroes just to realize they were jerks? Just ruined your entire perspective. I got a chance to meet one of my comic book heroes, and thankfully, he was a very calm person. Episode 130, I talk just a bit about meeting Jae Lee and praying I will always be someone people enjoy meeting.

My brothers and I always had a coat for winter. Back then, we had a winter season when It stayed cold for several months. There were even assistance programs for people who did not have a coat. Today, on one of the hottest days, my memory was jogged about the cold season and my father not having a coat.

There was an original Old Deacon named Stephen. This story helped me. If we will just do what we are asked to do and do it with joy and excellence, God will honor it.

Where there is no pressure we fail.

We can only live and enjoy other peoples trophies for so long.

One form of discipline doesn't always translate into other forms.

All I wanted was AI to correct some grammar and it gives me a lecture.

The decisions we make sometimes form through the lenses we are looking through.

2025? Lets go! If you ever want to know what your life revolves around, hang a giant calendar on the wall and start marking off days that are non-negotiable. You will quickly reveal your top priorities.

When I was growing up in the 1970s, it was common to instruct children to find a policeman if they were lost. Now, the advice we give children isn't to necessarily find a policeman but to find a mother. Merry Christmas & Happy New Year Connect with me Facebook Instagram --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thisawkwardlife/support

What a beautiful sunrise! Let me go grab my phone and I come back its gone. Remember things change quickly. Maybe I should have just enjoyed the moment. My Insta My Facebook --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thisawkwardlife/support

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We all have trust issues. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thisawkwardlife/support

God Has a Waiting room --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thisawkwardlife/support

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I learned last week that being first and moving quickly isn't always going to produce winning. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thisawkwardlife/support

Thankfully we have this story that reminds us that even the greatest among us have flaws. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thisawkwardlife/support

I was selected for jury duty this year, not once but twice. I hated every minute of it. Heres what I learned. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thisawkwardlife/support

We all know life can change in a split second --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thisawkwardlife/support

Default settings are the standard or preset configuration, behavior, or setting of a device, software, or system before any changes or customizations are made. They are often recommended by the manufacturer or are what most users would typically choose. What are our default settings as humans? --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thisawkwardlife/support

Whats wrong with the world? Many things. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thisawkwardlife/support