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Do you feel like the powerhouse in the wrong community? Do you feel disconnected from your community? Well you probably are because you're trying to pour so much while not allowing yourself to disrupt the “peace” you created for others while creating chaos within yourself. So now the test I have for you which is usually “the stress + the mess” I need you pass it. Trust your self during the stress and actually do the work and pass the test. You are in your own way trying to save everybody while silencing yourself. Your voice matters just as much as what you pour from your cup. Truthfully you silly anyways for pouring so much out and not pouring any in. With all this being said love yourself enough to trust yourself

Its all really temporary everything is temporary.*Tiktok Ban*Cali Fires*Therapy Update

Baby stop thinking everything and everyone is out to get you, life is beautiful and great things are meant to happen to you. Stop believing that things are too good to be true baby ITS TRUE AND GOOD! --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

Im backkkkk in this episode I discuss how my childhood traumas are coming back to haunt meee lolll nah but my traumas are coming out everyday and Im just forgiving myself because I was young and didnt understand what was going on half the time. Its time to let go tho. Truly let go now --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

Anxiety came in and disrupted everything honestly and if you don't become aware it can kill all your dreams --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

All I've ever known was love that I had to earn. I've always felt like I had to earn your love by doing something for you or giving you something. Im tryna stay sane but the more I grow the more true colors start to show. Ig buckle up??? --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

This the stuff that be running through my head 25/8 I really be tryna understand so much but honestly its the balance --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

Whewww this episode long over due. Sisters turned enemies due to life's transitions. If it's real it'll comes back tho. Listen to us chop it up about our falling out, life after high school & relationships --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

I know it hurt you, I know you wish things were different and its not but ..that's okay you still gotta live, you still mean so much to the world! --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

You don't have to be alone, you don't need to isolate all the time ,you don't have to work on one thing you can do it all. Get out and experience life enjoy life! --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

In this episode Im all over the place as usual.Im headed to work I start talking about how corrupt this world is in my way of storytelling lol. I also touched on how I want to know more about who I vote for but its hard when I got my own problems ughhh idkk --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

Im just tryna put the work in! --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

Letttt GOOOO stop forcing things. What you really want it on the other side of the door when you let go --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

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Am I wrong for cutting ppl off that I don't align with anymore? Like should I be out here passing out buckets full of grace while I sit back miserable because it's not want I want any more? Should I stick shit out until things change or should I go ?? Idk cause I be feeling so bad but it's like damn we not even compatible atp anymore and it's not like we'll never be compatible but at this moment we're not… like ughh idk --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

Happy birthday to MS.MAKEITHAPPEN --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

Heyyy yall so as some of yall know my phone is broken but thankfully my sister is letting me use her other phone & I also got an android whewwww smh! I've been trying to change up my content as well all of my episodes won't be as passionate and fiery but lmk how yall feel about those one??? Like the one about single parents idkk tryna work work work while weathering the storm --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

Stop trying to hold everybody else hand and walk them through life when you need to be helping yourself. You too busy tryna give everybody else grace and you been giving yourself bs. You matter!! Oh and quit that job you been there too long switch something up you're stuck in a vicious cycle!! --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

Hey y'all in this episode I answered some questions from this book called Badass Black Girl. I answered questions about disadvantages of single parent households and some solutions. I also spoke on how we need to use our black dollars in the black communities more. Like and Download this episode FMOIG@ Shades Of Shammore --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

Yea I said it YOU LAZY we LAZY. We are in our own way. Literally a good habit away from defeating addiction. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

We are literally a good habit away from our next opportunity --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

Hey yall in this episode I speak on letting go and letting God literally! Removing the old for the new prepare for everything you've been asking for --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

Follow The Podcast Instagram @https://www.instagram.com/shadesofshammorepodcast?igsh=MWpnNHJsbGpwdDRpMw%3D%3D&utm_source=qr DOWNLOAD AND ADD THIS EPISODE TO YOUR PLAYLIST --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

Welcome Welcome Back To My Podcast Shades of Shammore,S.O.S . I hope you all have been enjoying the episodes. This episode today is about relationships wheww y'all I talked about a lot but to sum it up I'm not where I want to be in life, Im not ready to be tide down and have to show up as a girlfriend when I barely show up for myself.I honestly just want to take my younger years to pour fully into my cup and work on me. I also spoke on how your thoughts create your reality we all should know that but lately I've been trying to get out of the negative thoughts and self sabotage by simply speaking the opposite of whatever negative things I'm going through. Thank yall for listening go follow the instagram and interact with me! Follow The Podcast Instagram @https://www.instagram.com/shadesofshammorepodcast?igsh=MWpnNHJsbGpwdDRpMw%3D%3D&utm_source=qr DOWNLOAD AND ADD THIS EPISODE TO YOUR PLAYLIST --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

Welcome Welcome back to Shades Of Shammore! This episode is a conversation Im having by myself, asking myself why am I rushing my life. I feel like Im always on go trying to find my next thing or place when I haven't even sat still for a second and appreciated what I have now in front of me that I also rushed to get.So yea give it a listen! Follow The Podcast Instagram @https://www.instagram.com/shadesofshammorepodcast?igsh=MWpnNHJsbGpwdDRpMw%3D%3D&utm_source=qr DOWNLOAD AND ADD THIS EPISODE TO YOUR PLAYLIST --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

Welcome Back To Shades Of Shammore! On this episode I have a guest near and dear to my heart Malik to me but Mario, Daflyest,Scott, Fargo etc to others. In this episode we give you background on our 10 year friendship we also dive deep into his many alter egos. He discusses his confidence after major weight loss and coming out as his true self with his boo Sugust. You also get a sneak peak of his 6 month plan and the meaning behind “ 100 Days

Welcome Welcome To Shades Of Shammore. In this episode you all get a lot of shades of me. I discuss me catching the flu and how it interfered with my new job. Depression and how Im handling it. I also read some old journal entries and an old poem I ran across. You also will hear about my 6 month plan ! Follow me on ig @Shadesofshammorepodcast and let me know whats your 6 month plan! --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

Hey Yalll old episode but all content must be posted I have so many episodes. In this Episode me and my girls catch up we talk about college the good the bad and the ugly and the importance of friendship. Mind yall we were kinda tipsy so bare with me lol. Enjoy The Episode ! --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

Update update yall life been showing out my dad finally showed his true colors and shitted on me the man who's supposed to protect me and show me how a man is supposed to treat me once again put others over me ughhh just tune in --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/shadesofshammore/support

Hey Yall , back again with another juicy episode! In this episode I discuss my feelings towards black men being “ aint sh*t”. I also give yall a little tea about me recently cheating lollll !!! . I update yall on my new job (might quit idk) & I also discuss how I am about to super picky with what I deal with and put out with other people cause Im already fat I dont need yall food on my plate too cause ima eat it unfortunately but thats coming to an end. Enjoy the episode Download the episode Follow me on ig @ https://www.instagram.com/martiamac_?igshid=NGVhN2U2NjQ0Yg%3D%3D&utm_source=qr Podcast page @ https://www.instagram.com/martiamac_?igshid=NGVhN2U2NjQ0Yg%3D%3D&utm_source=qr --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/tst2/support

Heyyyyy Welcome back to another episode!!! This episode is so special to me I have my long time friend Koya Nicolee letting it all out. She's lost her grandmother at a young and she discusses how she's navigating life now without her power house! FEEL INSPIREDDDDD! Enjoy The Episode ❤️ wait we was drunk too

WARNING : AUDIO IS KIND OF HORRIBLE MY WINDSHIELD WIPERS WERE DOING ITS THANG

In this episode I have my second guest everrrrrr!! Nitra Nicole a YouTuber, my sister, and so much moree! I've known Nitra Nicole for close to 10 years,we met in middle school and since then we've created a solid sisterhood. Nitra is a friend of mine that has turned over a new leaf and has given her life to God. She is now a 21 year old Christian and we discuss how and why she started her walk with God. She speaks on losing close friends, building a relationship with God and maintaining healthy relationships with friends with different views. Hope you all enjoy this Episode. Subscribe to Nitra's YouTube at Nitra Nicole. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/tst2/support

In life we tend to want comfort which leads us to taking our own familiar routes instead of taking the route the GPS ( God,High Powers,…) are telling us to. Recently I got pulled over because I wanted to take my own route instead of listening to my GPS, I feel like that was a message from God telling me to allow change,be open to new routes, stop repeating cycles. I hope yall enjoy this episode ! --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/tst2/support

This episode really a full circle moment enjoy. Im so sorry I dont give yall better descriptions. I really want a team ughh --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/tst2/support

Soooo long episode about a lot of shit lol.1. Job Update 2. Sad Creative 3. Love Is Scary 4. You Showed Up Life Be Lifing tho. Its kinda short for all this I lied

Heyyy yall! This episode is an update of how Ive been battling with my faith, how much I appreciate having good people around me. Also yall I let my ho go Im no longer in that toxic situation praise GOD! --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/tst2/support

Yes 2 uploads in one dayy lol! Listen to both. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/tst2/support

In this episode I give you all a life update #Iquitanotherjob --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/tst2/support

Hey! This episode is about me quitting a job already,a weekend of fun in Rockford Illinois, My plan to save 30k, and more! --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/tst2/support

Hey yall miss me?????? But I'm back again updating yall on the lesson of patience I've been learning so enjoy the episode --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/tst2/support

Hey yall this a quick update of what I've been doing. I'm really tryna live in the moment frfr thats why yall haven't heard from me. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/tst2/support

Kind of a life update --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/tst2/support

Aye Bro dont tweak out we young lets slow down and enjoy life, stop rushing to the only thing were promised to ⚰️ --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/tst2/support

Hey yall, In this episode I discuss MY LIGHT, and how powerful it already is and how powerful it could be if poured more into the things I'm passionate about#IAMGRAND --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/tst2/support

In this episode I speak on how uninterested I am in men right now

You always hating on yo self!! Tf is up?? --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/tst2/support

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In this episode I talk about numerous things such as the horrible dating pool and me dropping out of college for the second time … so yea listen if you love your mom --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/tst2/support

Listen damn --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/tst2/support