Bipolar trip

I make a mental note to list my blessings instead of think of sad ass thoughts. Depression. Low bipolar manic mania. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I find normal everyday thing sad. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I have a mixed episode where it feels like a weeks worth of emotion in one day. I dive down into a cry then shoot up, into euphoria. And taxing ride both physically and mentally. 14 days till next doctors appointment and therapist session. Working on cbt cognitive behavioral therapy. Thoughts create actions. So change your thoughts and affect your actions (and reactions) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I go from down to up. Still waiting to do my blood work. Doctors appointment in 2 weeks. Just holding on till then --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I jump back on Buspirone.5 mg then 7.5 mg till my back hurt. It's been one week off meds and have plummeted into a low. Over reacting. Blowing things out of proportion. Expectationizing everyone. Bipolar disorder depression manic mania episode medication --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I try a low dose of mushrooms. Seem to work for the last two months. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Modern love S1E3 Annie Hathaways. My Buspirone symptoms (T.D.) Tardive Dyskinesia symptoms vs side effects balance oculus go and wander app --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Buspirone 10mg isn't doing much. This week was a low depression where I cried a lot but also found some strength through it. Depression mania bipolar --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Buspirone 10mg I level out at an 8. Mania. Depression. I find a more manageable level of meds that help --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Bipolar mania sets in after a round of depression. Low to a high. We think this dosage is too weak. It's a longer than usual episode. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I yell at Jellybean” and she yelled back. Which sent me over the edge further. Meds doing little. Buspirone 5mg. Mania depression bipolar --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

This time I'm at an 8 on the way up. This med didn't fully stop this manic episode. No sleep. Lots of thoughts. Consuming knowledge --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I've been on cbd for almost six months. The mood swings are less serious and more manageable than on pharmaceuticals. BUT due to consistency and availability I'm looking back at pharmaceuticals. Kidneys permitting --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Today I take control of a pushy phone call and use verbal judo to deescalate an attitude. Bipolar. Manic. Mania. Depression medication --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

If you needed a break from the hard drugs like Vraylar etc then you might try cbd. It has worked for me for almost six months. (Kinda) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I head for a low but take oil to bring me up. It seemed to work. For today --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Bring on the sleep. No energy. Nothing is good( in my mind) my friends tighten our circle and check in with me daily. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

At a 5. No meds. No complaints. I watch Next Gen made with Blender. I head into depression next week or tomorrow --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Back down from a high into middle ground. Bipolar isn't an exact science. Sometimes higher or not. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I read somewhere that Davinci kept strange sleep patterns. I'm at an 8 on my way down. Prediction for the future is low by the 25th (in 8 days). Just a guess. Lucky 2-22 --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I find out the meds need at least a week to take full effect. At an 8. Blow up with daughter. She shares some tools that work with me --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I violently fall asleep for four hours. Sitting in a chair. Still trying to find out what my GFR is. No meds. No pain in kidney. Well. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

An anxiety attack hit me for good reason. I took a time out and breathed. Then meds --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

At a 7. No meds today. Lazy Sunday. Indecisiveness sets in on a small scale --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I jump from depression to mania. Kinda feel like I went from a 4 to a 7 real quick skipping the normal days of 4,5&6 1.5 mg Vraylar --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Self knowledge is the key to my happiness. That and joe dart bass --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Know yourself then you can know another --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I come out of a depression. At a three going up. Was productive today. Pro tip. Finish things in a low --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I hit the low. It will pass. It hit me hard. And my kidneys are stressed --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I'm in a low. Don't know don't care. Meds will level me out. SLEEPY --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I'm low. Used my untrained dog to get thru the down times of today --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Ups and downs in the same day. I'm crying one min then I'm euphoric the next. And no med until tomorrow --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Found a laugh today. At a 3 or 4 1.5 mg of vraylar. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Lighter blow up and crying. I hit a mixed episode --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

The dangers of not taking meds because of a euphoric feeling --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Sobriety is my number one tool I use today ( or not use ). I'm thankful that this level of insanity isn't the norm anymore --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Stay sober. Don't gamble. Therapy. Know cycle. Know symptoms and terminology. Sleep. Journal and medication --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Intellect has nothing to do with this. Ca warm line 1(855)845-7415 and two duis from my past --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Bipolar meds and diet. Talk to a doctor before changing your diet. I did. California help line 1 855 845-7415 just in case. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I stole a car once. And I met a girl,,, 20 years ago. Relationships and bipolar. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

DSM Mania. Inflated self-esteem and grandiose feelings.I give examples of my mania. And the tools I use to deal. Even without meds --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Thanks so much for listening. In the Next season we will have more personal stories from my past how I deal with different symptoms and the tools and treatments --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I am not an expert on this as you can tell but it is a symptom of mental illness. Bipolar trip. Depression. Mania. Sex --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I try to explain a manic episode. Depression. Manic. Mania bipolar --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I pass mania and start my descent into normality. Still a medication struggle. And setting goals small ones for myself. Bipolar trip. Depression manic mania --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Bipolar trip. A lil medication helps me thru a potential disaster. 15mg of abilify. Depression and maniac mania. Mixed episode. I think) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

kawikazablan78 at gmail if I can help or you want me to talk about a subject. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Not by doctors orders but on my own accord I stop my meds. Mania is coming on. I'm at a 7. Bipolar. Mania. Manic. kawikazablan78@gmail. Anytime you need me --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Normal at a five. No tear backs. No mania. Just a calm collective feeling of being. I add homemade music from my depression kawikazablan78@gmail if you need help dealing. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

Tearback is the act of holding back tears. Bi polar depression strengths are finishing what I start when I'm manic --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message

I come off a vacation where everything was perfect except my mood was in a LOW. I was with life long supportive friends. In a cool location. But it was a shitty deal. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/k515/message