Not That Crazy

This idea that you need to “re-become” whole is bullshit. You are already whole, and you always have been. It really is that simple, but that doesn't mean it's easy to embody. In today's solo, Caitlin reminds you that your power is truly always there for you and that you get to be the leading energy of your life, not the overwhelming sensations that you feel some of the time. If you're struggling with any of this, remember that, at any moment, you can plug back into your power source. At any moment, you can start living from your authority. It's not something you need to take back.In this episode of Not That Crazy:Why Caitlin can't even with "taking your power back"Why we can't just stop battling our own “mental fuckery”The reel that was really a mirror for the way Caitlin has been triggering herself latelyWe may always carry our wounds, but we've had something way better for even longerWTF am I doing? Rock photography on mushrooms in SedonaConnect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Define - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

In this episode, Caitlin chats with holistic nutritionist, business coach, author and fellow self-projected projector podcaster, Samantha Gladish. Samantha helps health and wellness coaches and online service providers find their soul-aligned clients to grow their online businesses and up-level their bank accounts. Caitlin and Samantha bond over the similarities within their human design charts, the sometimes awkward life of a podcaster and psychedelics. They also open up about overcoming their people-pleasing tendencies and how making big life changes guided by your own inner voices is the best way to take care of your soul. In this episode of Not That Crazy:Why Samantha's not really new to the “woo”That moment when Samantha knew she had to focus on business coachingHow we're really just constantly evolving into truer versions of ourselvesWhy podcasting is so hard when you're a self projected projectorDelving into the magic of “gene keys”Don't even with your scarcity mindsetIs LSD really that scary?Connect with Samantha:Podcast: Wellness WitchInstagram: @holisticwellnessfoodieWebsite: holisticwellness.caYouTube: Samantha GladishFacebook: Holistic Wellness FoodieConnect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Define - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Your biggest insecurity probably isn't what you think. It's not about how smart you are, how pretty you are, or whatever it is that you believe you are. There's something deeper at play. You can play the game and try to hide it from yourself and the world or you can find out what it is, meet it, and learn to love the shit out of it. Once you learn to love your real insecurity, then you can start to truly be free.In this episode of Not That Crazy:Caitlin's same same but different insecurities over the yearsThe sneaky thing Caitlin was actually insecure aboutWTF am I doing? Why doesn't teleportation exist yet?Connect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Intro - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Kerry Ferber is a Grief Guide, Energy Healer, and Certified Spiritual Life Coach who's specialized in energetic alchemy and vibrational transmutation. She assists people moving through layers of grief and anxiety through her Grounded Grieving offering and loves helping create space for our new stories to emerge. Inspired by the energies of the "1" in numerology, Caitlin and Kerry discuss WTF it really feels like to rebuild yourself - or your life - after a period of destruction. They connect over a wide range of topics including trusting yourself, identifying and advocating for your needs and embracing constant rebirth, change and expansion—even when you have no idea where it's leading.In this episode of Not That Crazy:A fresh start doesn't equal sunshine & rainbowsIs it a Phoenix Rising or really just a Fool's Journey?Who even cares if you have no idea where you're going? The universe does!Being one with yourself and everything elseWhy are we so afraid of expansion and change?Embracing your inner chameleon - Styling your life to fit the current version of yourself Connect with Kerry:Website: kerryferber.comInstagram: @kerry.ferberKerry's Grounded Grieving Journey: Grounded Grieving Journey–Kerry FerberEmail: kerry.ferber@gmail.com Connect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Human Design ReadingWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Nowadays, we're always hearing the word “healing” within the spirituality and personal development space. But healing should only be used when discussing wounds and diseases, not inner work. Healing implies that something needs to change in order for us to become whole again, but, the truth is, we're actually already whole. So, instead of talking about “healing ourselves”, we should be talking about reintegrating the parts of us that we've been trying to shed. When we can fully accept, love and appreciate all aspects of ourselves, our experience of walking through the world changes for the better.In this episode of Not That Crazy:Why the idea of “healing,” as it relates to inner work, is bullshitWTF “heal” and “integrate” actually meanHow you're actually kind of like an eggWTF am I doing? Who closes at 5:45 on a Saturday?!Connect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Human Design ReadingWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Every now and again, our minds have a hard time staying present. Instead, we focus on the past or future, often creating false realities that leave us feeling super anxious. We've all heard that “staying present”, or focusing on “right now”, is the way out, but are we ever given the tools for how to do this? In today's solo, Caitlin talks about some of her recent anxieties and the techniques she uses to help her anchor into “right now”.In this episode of Not That Crazy:How Caitlin has been managing her anxiety as of lateWhy you can't wish your way out of discomfortTips to let right now be perfect, even when it isn'tConnect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Human Design ReadingWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Today on the show, Caitlin is joined by spiritual business coach, podcast host and fellow Human Design lover, Jess Bubbico. Caitlin and Jess bond over their shared goal of making the “woo” less taboo and talk about how to integrate Human Design in your personal, dating and work life.  In this episode of Not That Crazy:Human Design and datingEmbracing Human Design as an experiment and leaning into what works for youHow spirituality, coaching, and entrepreneurship have evolved and where they might be headedThe tangible benefits of Human Design in business and beyondThe importance of understanding the basics of Human Design before diving too deepConnect with Jess:Website: loveyourwoo.comInstagram: @loveyourwooPodcast: Love Your WooConnect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Human Design ReadingWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Have you ever thought about the difference between spirituality and personal development? In today's solo, Caitlin ponders why it seems like things that fall under spirituality are often met with a bit more resistance than things labeled personal development, and whether or not this is fair. Could they be more similar than they are different?In this episode of Not That Crazy:Where's the line between spirituality and personal development?Different types of resistance (to change) and skepticismCan meditation be viewed as a form of personal development?How spirituality and personal development are connectedWhy some degree of spiritual connection is essentialConnect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Human Design ReadingWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Whether we like to admit it or not, we all carry deeply rooted shame. There's no getting around it. And yes, even those of us who claim we “have no shame” still have shame. On today's episode, Caitlin explains how human design can be used as a tool to help us uncover and get to know our shame. Once we spend time with these aspects of ourselves, we can begin to truly love and accept every part of us–even the ugly ones. Being honest with ourselves in this way is a big step that propels us forward on our journey of growth and self-love. In this episode of Not That Crazy:Making friends with your own shameThe importance of shadow workHow being open to feedback can lead to more self-growthThe power of human design in helping us accept and love all parts of ourselvesLeveraging the lines for deeper integrationConnect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Human Design ReadingWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

In today's world, so many of us are constantly seeking to numb ourselves. We consider anxiety, depression and a general lack of enthusiasm to be a normal part of life. But it's not. If you're not feeling vibrant, energetic and excited for life, this is a sign that you have gotten off track and your intuition may be the missing piece. In today's solo, Caitlin shares some personal stories about being both in and out of tune with her own intuition, and explains why you must tune into, and follow, yours if you truly want to thrive. In this episode of Not That Crazy:How intuition and alignment go hand and handThe different ways that intuition manifests itselfSome signs that you may already be following your intuitionIntuition from the human design perspectiveHow committed we are to our patternsConnect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Caitlin's Human Design CourseWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Emily Fitz is a former waitress turned multiple six-figure entrepreneur. She's super passionate about serving others and has managed to make a career out of it. On today's episode, Caitlin and Emily talk about morning routines, embracing resistance, connecting with abundance and take a deep dive into what it truly means to be a conscious entrepreneur. Caitlin and Emily agree: There is magic in the unknown. Are you ready to explore?In this episode of Not That Crazy:Embracing resistance in order to growHow Emily discovered her life's workThe concept of Conscious EntrepreneurshipWhy you should always step into “the more” How abundance is more mental than physicalConnect with Emily:Instagram: @the.emilyfitzWebsite: The Content GoddessConnect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Caitlin's Human Design CourseWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

In today's solo, Caitlin explores the idea of interconnectedness and how it relates to us as humans. She also discusses our propensity to just "manage" symptoms, why we tend to only look for solutions in one area rather than broadening our lens, and where we may have picked these behaviors up from.In this episode of Not That Crazy:The interconnectedness of the various aspects of selfWhat happens when we stop "managing" symptoms & actually move through themDifferent approaches to medicine & how they may have influenced the way we approach self careEnsuring we have tools in the toolbox to support all aspects of ourselvesI am everything - “WTF am I doing?”Connect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Caitlin's Human Design CourseWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Today, Caitlin chats with Jess Esfandiary about her experience with non-monogamy and polyamory. Jess shares how an accidental threesome was the catalyst for her and her husbands' journey as an open couple, and how being open ensures consistent growth within romantic relationships. In this episode of Not That Crazy:Navigating non-monogamy/polyamory   Trust and communication within relationships Jess's experience after coming out as polyLife lessons learned from non-monogamyAdvice for those interested in exploring non-monogamyConnect with Jess:Instagram: @journey.with.jessicaOpen Late the Podcast on InstagramOpen Late Podcast on Tik TokConnect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Caitlin's Human Design CourseWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Today, Caitlin is sharing reflections on her 30th birthday and Saturn return! Caitlin unpacks what this transformational journey has been like for her — from the feeling of friction and contracting inward to feeling like she can be all of herself in all spaces.In this episode of Not That Crazy:How Caitlin's transformed during her Saturn returnWhat Caitlin expected vs. what resulted from her Ahai trainingCaitlin's deep self-forgiveness & rediscovering herselfGiving yourself the love you give othersFinding safety within yourself: how to be all of you in all spacesCoachella, baby! - “WTF am I doing?”Connect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Christina is an intuitive channel, celebrity healer, the founder of Ahai™ 7D Energy Healing, and author of the best-selling book, Manifestation Mastery: How to Shift Your Reality & Co-Create with the Universe. She has been featured in top publications such as Forbes, Entrepreneur, and Buzzfeed, and is the host of her own spirituality podcast of 6+ years, Christina the Channel.Christina never believed in spirituality or manifestation until she reached her breaking point with multiple chronic illnesses, which led her to discover energy healing and her intuitive gifts. By age 25 she had fully healed and built a 7-figure business with the help of divinely channeled messages, energy work, brain rewiring, manifestation, and her background as a Functional Nutritional Therapy Practitioner. Christina has transformed thousands of lives and businesses by helping people expand their perception of what is possible, tap into their intuition, and master the energetics of their health, relationships, and businesses.In this episode of Not That Crazy:How Christina's health journey led her to spirituality & her callingHow to reframe fear around change & transitionSpirituality is science; your fear is keeping you containedSetting intentions, manifesting, & trusting signs in lifeDiscerning what feels abundant to you & how to embody thatYou control how you feel: take back your powerGain clarity on your life: energy detoxing & spending time alone Earth Offerings + Energy Healings: Christina's “WTF am I doing?”Connect with Christina:Book: ManifestationMasteryBook.comLearn more: christinathechannel.comPersonal IG: @christinathechannelPodcast: Christina The Channel Connect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Chelsey Schiller is an energy healer & psychic channel. She is passionate about helping entrepreneurs heal from trauma, develop their intuitive gifts & co-create with their soul business! Her mentoring centers around liberating lightworkers into bold expression & their soul's service.In this episode of Not That Crazy:Chelsey's healing journey that led her to her soul serviceHow to take your power back by tapping into your intuitionHow to ask, receive, and trust your higher guidanceTangible tips for grounding into your body to receive clarity & connect to your spiritualityWhat to know about healing mother wounds & your feminine expressionFollowing her Inner Nudge: Chelsey's “WTF am I doing?”Follow Chelsey:Website: chelseyschiller.com IG: @iamchelseyschiller  Connect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

In today's solo, Caitlin's talking about The Placebo Effect and how it relates to spirituality — and in other words — if it works, who cares if it's real?! May this episode inspire you to dig into your skepticism, release judgment, and allow you to look deeper into why you may be resistant to exploring spiritual practices.In this episode of Not That Crazy:No more gaslighting or invalidating people's experiencesHow the strength of your belief can change your physiology Why are you resistant to trying spiritual practices?Becoming more open, curious, and nonjudgmentalWe Went to Heaven: “WTF am I doing?”Connect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Robyn McKay is an award-winning psychologist, multi-6-figure entrepreneur, and an executive coach to top leaders in Fortune 500 companies and entertainment.Dr. McKay is also a leading expert in the new field of Spiritual Intelligence. She builds bridges between reason and intuition, science and spirit, and her clients' heads and hearts.In her life outside the office, Robyn loves hiking on the desert trails near her home in Scottsdale, AZ and climbing the red rocks of Sedona.In this episode of Not That Crazy:Robyn & Caitlin's experiences as highly intuitive & spiritually intelligent childrenThe turning point for Robyn into her true callingPositive psychology as the bridge between reason & intuitionEmotional & spiritual intelligence as the future of leadershipWhy it's critical we curate our mental health, emotions, & heal traumaDon't date potential: Robyn's “WTF am I doing?”Follow Robyn:Website: www.drrobynmckay.com IG: dr.robynmckay  Connect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Today, Caitlin is digging deeper into using your Authority in Human Design. As a follow-up to last week's episode, she unpacks the two biggest blocks that keep people from leaning into and trusting their Authority.In this episode of Not That Crazy:A scientific approach to understanding your AuthorityHow Caitlin uses biofeedback, her body, and mind for decision-makingWhat to know about disliking your body & trusting your AuthorityHow we dissociate from our bodies & how that disconnection will block youMy Brain on Mushrooms: “WTF am I doing?” Connect with Caitlin:Listen to Human Design: Make Effortless Decisions Using Your AuthorityInstagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Today we're diving into Human Design! Caitlin's approach to sharing this tool will be how to implement it in your day-to-day to create more ease, flow, and fun in your life. Today, she talks about how learning to tap into her Authority has allowed her to stop bouncing back and forth in her mind, and instead, make clear and effortless decisions.In this episode of Not That Crazy:Why learning your Human Design will create more ease & flow in lifeHow Caitlin experiences her Authority of ‘Self-Projected' Using your Authority over your mind to make decisionsHow you can learn to tap into your specific AuthorityDead Phones & Detours: “WTF am I doing?” Connect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Today's conversation with Jamie Morrissey is a dive into emotional healing and how emotions provide beautiful insight to help serve you in life. Jamie shares her mental health journey, going from practicing psychology to health coaching, and finally energy work to understand and heal her anxiety and depression. Caitlin and Jamie unpack why it's important to honor your feelings and let them flow through you as they arise, and share tools for harnessing the power of your emotions.In this episode of Not That Crazy:Jamie's mental health journey that led her to energy workFactors that affect our mental & emotional health How our emotions serve us & provide feedback on our lifeUsing gratitude to transmute lower vibration emotionsTools for emotional healingJamie's leap of faith: “WTF am I doing?”Follow Jamie:IG: @jamie.spiritualrebel  Connect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

In today's solo, Caitlin is digging into the topic of self-limiting beliefs, how they restrict us from living the life we want, and ways to begin releasing ourselves from their grip. In this episode of Not That Crazy:How our minds keep us from living the life we wantBecoming aware & deconstructing the stories you tell yourselfBeing radically honest about what your desires areHow we are influenced by others & become limited in our thinkingTangible tools for unraveling your limiting beliefsPanic Packing: “WTF am I doing?” Connect with Caitlin:Referenced episode: You're in Choice: Rewrite the Narrative of Your LifeInstagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Katie McKnight is an energy healer and coach who works with people who are new to their spiritual awakening, helping them move through it in a fun and easeful way. Caitlin and Katie talk about spiritual awakenings — how at some point in life, we often reach a crossroad of questioning what we've known, who we are, and where we want to go from here. They unpack the feeling of pressure with time, moving out of victim mentality, and how to leverage your spiritual side to be more in your humanness.In this episode of Not That Crazy:Easing the feeling of pressure in lifeHow to calm a chaotic mind by tuning into your bodyGet unstuck by getting curious and asking questionsHarmonizing your body, mind, and soulPersonal responsibility & moving out of victim mentalityExpedite your growth by working with a coachHouse-buying & Quick Trips: “WTF am I doing?”Follow Katie:IG: @katiebmcknight Website: mcknightwellness.com  Connect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Today, Caitlin is coming at you with a solo episode, unpacking how she confronted her deepest fear and rewrote that narrative for herself — completely shifting the trajectory of her life. Caitlin shares how we are always in choice, and by shifting the lens through which we view our experience, we're able to take steps to change what our lives become.In this episode of Not That Crazy:How Caitlin confronted her deepest fearBecoming aware of your subconscious fearsHow we take on other people's stories & fearsMaking choices that align with what you desireTripping on Broadway: “WTF am I doing?” Connect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Today, Caitlin is talking with our first guest and her dear friend, Sara Bradley! Sara is an energy healer, coach for type-A women, and host of The Feisty Feminine Podcast. As we continue to dip our toes into the waters of spirituality, Sara shares her healing journey that led her on the spiritual and coaching path. She explores how releasing the need to control her body, food, and money deepened her sense of self-trust and feeling safe in her body. Caitlin and Sara also unpack the energetic and emotional aspects of physical healing, and what to know about masculine and feminine energy dynamics in relationships.In this episode of Not That Crazy:How Sara's healing journey led her to coaching othersThe energetic & emotional sides of healing your bodyReleasing our need to control & learning to find safety within ourselvesTips for learning to express & regulate your emotions How to build your trust muscleMasculine & feminine energy dynamics in relationshipsTrust & business: Sara's “WTF am I doing?”Follow Sara:IG: @sarabwellnessPodcast: The Feisty Feminine PodcastWebsite: sarabwellness.com  Connect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Today, Caitlin digs into the power of asking ourselves better questions. It's first developing awareness around how life is always giving us feedback — whether it's our health, relationships, career — and then learning to ask questions to uncover who we are and what we want in life.In this episode of Not That Crazy:How life is always giving us feedbackAsking questions around the feedback we receiveDismantling the boxes that define youAllowing others to be mirrors for you & support your growthNomad life & long drives: “WTF am I doing?” Connect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Let's talk about spirituality and what it actually means to be spiritual. You may think of crystals, meditation, tarot readings and yoga (material objects or tools associated with being woo-woo), but being spiritual is not about the material objects. It's all about cultivating connection and building a relationship with yourself and something greater than you — join Caitlin as she unpacks this in today's episode.In this episode of Not That Crazy:Why faith and fact can coexistSociety's obsession with the materialBuilding a relationship with your own spiritPractices and tools to help you with intention settingMicrodosing mushrooms: “WTF am I doing?” Connect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

We don't always know how the experiences we have in life will shape the person we become, or the person we choose to become. It's sometimes our own challenges, or seeing the challenges of others, that inspire us to take the action we need. And in the moments of challenge, when we lean in and get curious, there's actually a lot of expansion that can happen. Today, Caitlin shares her experiences of growing up and watching her mother navigate MS, along with her own health challenges that led her to help others.In this episode of Not That Crazy:How Caitlin's mother's experience with MS shaped her journey When the dream job becomes a nightmareFinding functional medicine and why it wasn't “it”The vision for the Not That Crazy community Becoming nomadic: “WTF am I doing?” Connect with Caitlin:Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Finally, a spirituality podcast that doesn't take itself too seriously. Caitlin's on a mission to bring the super woo back down to planet Earth & make it a little more... well, human. It's spirituality - but for the rest of us.