Firmware Emotive

A candid and sexy chat with a beautiful and enchanting friend Mariah. Mariah is a Somatic Sexologist and we touched on a lot including locating and communicating your wants and desires, exploring all parts of yourself through sexuality, coming into union with another, disassociation, the healing powers of kink and BDSM... --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

Unpacking Pedophilia Who is the man in the mirror? Is pedophilia Taboo? What is the Clinical vs Public reception? What are the Statistics on pedophilia? How do you know if you’re a pedophile? What are PAMs and MAPs (contact and non-contact)? Why do people seek Vengeance & Justice? How is this a Crime of opportunity against the innocent? What does sexualization of children have to do with Pedophilia? How does reactive parenting feed this disease? What is the Emotional Plague AND A HEALTHY SEX ECONOMY How does Celibacy and hypocrisy and sex positive feed disease? Pedastry and romanticizing of youth Cultural Relativism and intersectional ideology and law. Retraumatizing on social media Q and child trafficking/adrenochrome/MK Ultra Hyperdimension and Lower self Relevance --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

The body as a map for healing.  How multi-generational trauma / attachment injuries show up in the body.   The parents that shaped the man.  How conditioning effects kin The childhood that created an empire.  How reinforcing models of success compound attachment injuries.  The teenage journey with women.  Resentment and conquering  The hyper focused adult How a lifetime of avoiding "bad" feelings tapers conviction. Hyperdimensional layers.  Otherworldly food and thoughtform creation.  Human Design and not self. Maps for conditioning  Collective complexes and shadow.  How we all are Trump and he represents the relentless need for success and legacy. References: Youtube Washington Post Human Design --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

I talk about why we choose to develop and how it affects our existence. The financial and energetic cost of growth. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

- First Nation - Community, agriculture, language - Stolen generation - Prison continent - Religion now Academia - Values and progress - Shame, indignation and our collective holocaust shadow - Linchpin for reparations and access ancestral trauma - Bill of rights --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

Part 2:

Split over a few episodes. This episode My Story, The Intention, Psychology (part 1). Future episodes: more Psychology, History, Economics, Biology, Education, Authority, Australia, Hyperdimension, What next. Slides on my Youtube. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

Who is the child still running the man. What hurt is going repressed. How not doing shadow work / inner work / outer work is passed to the next generation. How the mind creates a continuous problem and solution loop. How we create our life around avoiding addressing childhood trauma. How we allow others to reinforce or crumble our worth. The cost of living a not-self life. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

I discuss: How we use pejoratives to dehumanise, divide and conquer. Existential anxiety Half life of Knowledge Looking for truth when we feel amiss Humility and humbleness Redacted and the need to review Vaccines and technology Logical Fallacies and biases Abdicating Authority Credibility in Education and Community Human Design (defined and open head and ajna) Pressure to understand Shadow and the human condition Matrix / not self / conditioning --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

Going deeper into the Fight Club. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

Epic movie from 1999. I give my own take and analysis. How it relates to Shadow work, Masculinity, Femininity and the visceral schism of living inauthentically.  --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

Give your head a rest and open your heart ❤️

I observe how Bill moves, speaks, stands and what comes through his eyes to better understand him as a human. I feel that it is easy to hate someone or something we do not understand. As a leader I feel a responsibility to attempt to genuinely understand someone. This does not mean excuse actions or abdicate my authority, it means that in order to grow a container of love and compassion; there is a requirement to walk in the shoes of another. I detail the 3 types of character types in Bill (Schizoid, Passive Feminine Rigid & Psychopath). I detail how these dovetail into what he is doing & potential for hyperdimensional interference. I explore possible pathways of his past including a brief analysis of his mother & father. Share and comment if you like. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

I read from Women who run with the Wolves. I highly recommend buying this book for the archetypal wisdom buried within. I give my analysis on how it applies to the world today. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

Capitalism, Communism, Socialism, Feminism, Transhumanism. These all are founded without understanding the underlying human condition. No umbrella -ism is a panacea for where we need to go as a civilisation. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

The Matrix is a trope of all things systemically flawed in the world. Inner work is required to write a new paradigm before ANY system change can make a lasting difference. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

ISTA - International School of Temple Arts. My experience in the world of tantra, consent, nudity, energy exchange, sex and intercourse. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

The mind has brought us great strides in technology and systems. It has also left us wanting connection, purpose, sovereignty and truth. ❤️ Made from the heart. No notes or prompts. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

Definition of pernicious - having a very harmful effect on someone or something, especially in a way that is gradual and not easily noticed - highly injurious or destructive : DEADLY - archaic : WICKED This topic was requested by one of my open hearted listeners.   How does porn effect the body?  - Stages of development  - Oxytocin   - Prolactin  - Spasticity  - Disconnect/rewiring pleasure  - Presence   How does porn influence wounding?  - Feelings override  - Feelings bypass  - Reinforce trauma  - Rejection - Shame / secrets  - Control   How does porn influence relationships?  - Scripts / expectations   - Disconnection  - Shame  - Stagnation  What is conscious porn?   What hyperdimensional components are involved?  - Highest yield Loosh  - Gateway for depravity  - Lower vibration    Also discussed: education, self pleasure, my story on porn, cultural narratives, where we could go as a civilisation. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

⭐ Falling on swords. ⭐ Souls journey to learn, either this life or the next. ⭐ Mentors, Spiritual Gurus, Personal Trainers, Bosses, Landlords, Police, Politicians. Create a bank of acolytes that see their good side, character witnesses. ⭐ Wishing hate creates a food source & drains your soul/energy/lowers your vibration. ⭐ Nature looking / observing - not taking (restore integrity) ⭐ Lure of hierarchy & feeding of identity association. Fame, safety, security, acceptance, hypergamy. ⭐ Dodging or ignoring red flags, pedestals, naivety. ⭐ Tacit approval for not speaking up, sharing stories, in spite of any shame. ⭐ Epstein, Church, Pell, Houston. ⭐ Corporate world. ⭐ Plants hooks for future abuse, also confirmed correlation in psychology & sociology papers. ⭐ Fantasising about another. ⭐ My story of abuse of power and not owning how I really felt. (Shame, fear, loneliness, failure, betrayal, hope, elation). --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

⭐ Resisting sharing intimate details. ⭐ Sacredness of sharing from the heart. ⭐ Conscious listening. ⭐ Fake listening. ⭐ Awareness of social masks. ⭐ Life / Death / Life and creating space for the new. ⭐ Disconnecting from those who cannot hold your heart. ⭐ Taking stock of those that can hold you. ⭐ Finding those that can hold space for you. ⭐ Sharing circles. ⭐ Wounding involved for sharing beyond the necessary. ⭐ Wounding involved for not receiving. ⭐ Character Analysis callback, Orality / Rigidity. ⭐ Conman and Conwoman. ⭐ Allowing remorse and making better decisions. ⭐ Drama Triangles and pedestals *Note: Audio levels jumpy, working on my equalising skills. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

⭐️ Trusting in Source/Spirit/inner authority ⭐️ Ayahuasca ⭐️ People in your experience ⭐️ Setting & intention ⭐️ Peak experience vs Inner journey ⭐️ Light & dark side (malevolent & benevolent) ⭐️ Seeing Damage done by missionaries ⭐️ Shame, Nudity, religiosity ⭐️ Anthropologically they want to be like us as well as trying to preserve culture ⭐️ Shadow and how they treat animals ⭐️ Medicine as a Panacea & requirements for psychological framework ⭐️ Pace of life, food security, disconnect of technology with no best practice. ⭐️ Space for family counselling and catharsis for underlying rage and wrath. ⭐️ Takes a tribe to raise a child --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

I discuss: ⭐️ Toxicology 101: dosage makes the poison ⭐️ Book: When plants dream ⭐️ War on Drugs ala Nixon ⭐️ Hippies - Hedonistic progress stallers ⭐️ Precautionary Principal ⭐️ Self Regulation in Big Pharma ⭐️ Intentionality ⭐️ Environment ⭐️ Schizoids ⭐️ Orals ⭐️ Purge ⭐️ Human Condition *even though fungi are in their own kingdom, in the interests of brevity I included them in plants. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

the linchpin: the most important member of a group or part of a system, that holds together the other members or parts or makes it possible for them to operate as intended. ⭐️ Discovery ⭐️ Increased risk of illness ⭐️ Tieback to somatic therapies ⭐️ An instrument for schools ⭐️ Talk by Nadine Burk Harris ⭐️ Neglect is a hidden epidemic https://acestoohigh.com/got-your-ace-score/ --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

Character Analysis & sexual habits, Emotional Plague, leaky sexuality & sex. ⭐️ Character Analysis only the sexual intimacy component. ⭐️ Oral/Orality ⭐️ Schizoid ⭐️ Masochist ⭐️ Rigid (Passive Feminine, Phallic Narcissistic, Hysterical) ⭐️ Psychopath (I said same sex, I meant heterosexual) ⭐️ Emotional Plague (inhibition of authenticity, intolerance of spontaneity, pleasures and emotions) --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

I discuss the tools I use, their history & why experiential is important. ⭐️ Group work | Encounter Groups (Carl Rogers) ⭐️ Bio/Core Energetics | catharsis (Wilhelm Reich, Alexander Lowen, John Pierrakos) ⭐️ Psychodynamics (Freud, Jung) ⭐️ NLP ⭐️ Gestalt (Max Wertheimer, Wolfgang Köhler, Kurt Koffka) ⭐️ Constellations (Burt Hellinger) ⭐️ Attachment Theory (John Bowlby) ⭐️ Breathwork / Rebirthing ⭐️ Wholistic: Body, mind, soul, higher self. ⭐️ Tenet: You chose your parents & made soul agreements with anyone you come into contact with. ⭐️ 3D, 4D & 5D realms. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

I discuss: Part 1 ✅ Why the Firmware Emotive. ✅ Some of my life journey. ✅ My voice. ✅ Why am I doing this. ✅ Rio Branco. Part 2 ✅ Family Dynamic ✅ High School ✅ Sport ✅ Partners ✅ Gaming (World of Warcraft/Goldeneye 007) ✅ Avoidance of feeling ✅ Transhumanism ✅ Career trajectory ✅ ME/CFS & being a carer ✅ Vipassana ✅ Deep inner & outer work Pre Ayahuasca journey 2019. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/john-herbert9/message

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