Diary Of A Bad Bitch

You manifest what you think period. Scary huh? Yet powerful. It’s all about perspective though honey child. Think the you you ideally wanna be. I’ve stopped fighting the old by building a new. Strength builders are here to stay. Who’s on board? *“I” echoes through the crowd* Oh and if you haven’t watched The Witcher, don’t be a lame JUST WATCH IT. Clearly I’m obsessed, so I know you’ll be too.

Questioning yourself is normal. Once you’ve found the answer stop questioning because questioning is doubt. Accept all parts of your being knowing what’s yours is yours; the outcome is always of your favor. Acceptance is key. There is nothing more true than that being the first step. Taking the first step also involves a leap. A leap that leads to another step and another step in the growth of you and me as our ultimate beings. We take chances in 2020 big risks in 2020. We are free in 2020 and beyond. Free of fucks which are ultimately just fears. Which are ultimately not real. Trust and believe my friend...I do.

Yay it’s 2020

As the next world leader, I claim my freedom.

;You too.

In conclusion...things can be black or white but then there’s a chance of grey...and pink...and blue...and, yeah you get it. Trust your gut when something feels funny, it 10 times out of 10 is.

When you really think about it, we’re all kids wanting to feel love in every way possible. So repeat after me: “I deserve love and am loved. I feel love. I love myself. Thank you”. Go on, do it. Feels LOVEly doesn’t it.

I’d rather muster up the courage to ask than assume anyways.

I asked my inner being today what is the purpose of this boredom.

Perfection isn’t a flaw, the flaw is in imperfection. Rate and share, please and thank you.

...basically what I’m saying is, I realized that I seek distraction when I realize that I’m actually not moving anywhere.

I am loved. I am Blessed. I am ever so grateful. Cheers to a new year of even more overflowing abundance. 9 is a beautiful ending to a bright beginning.

You’re moving but are you getting anywhere?

in a heartbeat.

Duh change is constant, but I always knew a big change was around the corner. The signs told me as much. Now it’s time for me to traverse the the mists of my illusive thoughts and toward the pathway of pure transformation. You ever notice all theses dragonflies... Jeremiah 29:11

A conversation between me and my Spiritual Team. They’ve got my back and so does yours. Call them from time to time, they’ll always answer.

Social media has only brought to light the problem that’s always been inside you. Stop looking for authenticity in these so called “influencers” and find it in yourself. It’s there, you just keep getting distracted by vices such as: sex, drugs, relationships, IG, etc. Also men who slut shame are FUCKING LOSERS period

Note to Shadow Self: I’d appreciate it if you discontinued sending me reincarnations of FUCKBOYS #1 & #4. Thanks. Oh and since we’ve kissed and made up, no more playing with Fire...alright?

A Theory: We are living in a time and space reality made up of our own individual realities.

The perfectly imperfect dysfunctional functionality of family is love ❤️

The mula’s in being selfish. You in or what?

He who knows he has enough is [wealthy]. - Panda Garden (My families favorite Chinese restaurant) Fortune Cookie Wisdom

I was triggered by a memory then I realized that through God’s eyes I can now see who I’ve always known I truly am.

Being horny leads to getting wet leads to squirting...but all by myself BOOOOO cuz Girls need love too

Urban dictionary has got it all wrong. It's a process going from being the so-called ugly duckling to blossoming into the beautiful swan. I've got the remedy baby. Watch, Like, and Subscribe on Youtube: https://youtu.be/tpiaL8Lnse8 Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/

There's a lot going on in the first episode of 2019; here's the main gem: there is more to yourself than just "yourself". Watch, Like, and Subscribe on Youtube: https://youtu.be/luVAgv8ot9c Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/

It's a brand NEW YEAR and the birds they chirpin' Coming into a new year, and I've got a question for yall. How do you tap into the power of your pain...your story? Let's discover the answer together. Comment and Give this podcast episode a heart! Watch, Like, and Subscribe on Youtube: https://youtu.be/XUxXsl8aCzE Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/

Miss me? In 2018 I learned insecurities are for chumps; amongst other lessons we should all pick up. Happy New Year Comment and Give this podcast episode a heart! Watch, Like, and Subscribe on Youtube: https://youtu.be/4Ke-4V6bRxc Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/

The small voice in your head is mightier than the venom.

Being emotionally intelligent and having the strength to be emotionally vulnerable is like taking a dive into Heaven...but only for 7 minutes. Brandon's 9 Minutes Podcast Episode: https://youtu.be/epqZ92Wzb7g

I am emotionally self-sufficient. You? Dr. Bruce Lipton Videos: https://youtu.be/GCG1zj3mxOw https://youtu.be/7TivZYFlbX8

Dear Diary,

...and yall are too. know what im talkin bout? Follow Maureen on IG: @maureenezeude Follow Maureen on Twitter: @KingM_E Follow Diary of a Bad Bitch on IG: @thediaryofabadbitch Subscribe, follow, like, share, and watch on Youtube: youtu.be/WmlZZe-Tfnc Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/ Song: G-UNIT Nah Im Talkin Bout

Virginity unlocks the door to a whole new world. Which route will you take? Follow Maureen on IG: @maureenezeude Follow Maureen on Twitter: @KingM_E Follow Diary of a Bad Bitch on IG: @thediaryofabadbitch Subscribe, follow, like, share, and watch on Youtube: youtu.be/WmlZZe-Tfnc Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/

The lunar eclipse brings about a sense of rebirth that I'm truly excited to be a part of. You should be too. Out with the old in with the new. The present is a present. Those old narratives are for the birds baby. We've got this. Follow Maureen on IG: @maureenezeude Follow Maureen on Twitter: @KingM_E Follow Diary of a Bad Bitch on IG: @thediaryofabadbitch Subscribe, follow, like, share, and watch on Youtube: https://youtu.be/WmlZZe-Tfnc Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/ Instrumental By Dices - No Brainer (DJ Khaled)

1. Don't get in between me and my skin care 2. No, I don't want to get smoothies with you Hit that follow button, thank you. Follow Maureen on IG: @maureenezeude Follow Maureen on Twitter: @KingM_E Follow Diary of a Bad Bitch on IG: @thediaryofabadbitch Subscribe, follow, like, share, and watch on Youtube: https://youtu.be/gZJvtGpCEjI Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/ Song is Tyga Make it work instrumental

You've got to be one with your past and present so that the future light shines brightly. That's what you realize after the battle. Satisfied? Hit that follow button, thank you. Follow Maureen on IG: @maureenezeude Follow Maureen on Twitter: @KingM_E Follow Diary of a Bad Bitch on IG: @thediaryofabadbitch Subscribe, follow, like, share, and watch on Youtube: https://youtu.be/AXPbl2AdFpE Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/

I've been MIA I know. It's the simulations fault. Watch the video with commentary on youtube. Hit that follow button, thank you. Follow Maureen on IG: @maureenezeude Follow Maureen on Twitter: @KingM_E Follow Diary of a Bad Bitch on IG: @thediaryofabadbitch Subscribe, follow, like, share, and watch on Youtube: https://youtu.be/gZJvtGpCEjI Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/ Song is lil baby yes indeed

Today I'm happy. Tomorrow may be different, but at least for today, I'm happy. Every day isn't always jolly bro, but we've got to do better than our best to keep our heads up. Patterns turn into mazes...trust yourself to breakthrough. Hit that follow button, thank you. Follow Maureen on IG: @maureenezeude Follow Maureen on Twitter: @KingM_E Follow Diary of a Bad Bitch on IG: @thediaryofabadbitch Subscribe, follow, like, share, and watch on Youtube: youtu.be/rXLB-IVIJNk Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/

Start listening at 21:00. Then from there go back and start from the beginning. Hit that follow button, thank you. Follow Maureen on IG: @maureenezeude Follow Maureen on Twitter: @KingM_E Follow Diary of a Bad Bitch on IG: @thediaryofabadbitch Subscribe, follow, like, share, and watch on Youtube: https://youtu.be/rXLB-IVIJNk Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/

One of the best times to deep think (besides while soaking in a warm eucalyptus Epsom salt bath) is poolside, in the hot Miami sun, getting beautifully bronzed and tan. Try it sometime. Excuse the noise. I recorded outside this time. Hit that follow button, thank you. Follow Maureen on IG: @maureenezeude Follow Maureen on Twitter: @KingM_E Follow Diary of a Bad Bitch on IG: @thediaryofabadbitch Subscribe, follow, like, share, and watch on Youtube: https://youtu.be/rXLB-IVIJNk Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/

[he] said do you love me, I tell [him] only partly... Hit that follow button, thank you. Follow Maureen on IG: @maureenezeude Follow Maureen on Twitter: @KingM_E Follow Diary of a Bad Bitch on IG: @thediaryofabadbitch Subscribe, follow, like, share, and watch on Youtube: https://youtu.be/JZab1U2IM_4 Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/ Beat by: Pure Gold

Take an L to gain a W. You can handle it. Hit that follow button, thank you. Follow Maureen on IG: @maureenezeude Follow Maureen on Twitter: @KingM_E Follow Diary of a Bad Bitch on IG: @thediaryofabadbitch Subscribe, follow, like, share, and watch on Youtube: https://youtu.be/JZab1U2IM_4 Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/ Beat by: Prince The Producer

This sweet spots gas tank is in the clouds. Hit that follow button, thank you. Follow Maureen on IG: @maureenezeude Follow Maureen on Twitter: @KingM_E Follow Diary of a Bad Bitch on IG: @thediaryofabadbitch Subscribe, follow, like, share, and watch on Youtube: https://youtu.be/zC3c4TzARd4 Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/ Beat by: Trappie chan - Memories Don't Die | Rap/Hip hop Instrumental

Intimacy is that good gushy gushy. Happy Valentines Day yall. I'm a bit late. Hit that follow button, thank you. Follow Maureen on IG: @maureenezeude Follow Diary of a Bad Bitch on IG: @thediaryofabadbitch Subscribe, follow, like, share, and watch on Youtube: https://youtu.be/8F8CDVA-mj4 Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/ Beat by: A JayBeatz

When life gives you lemons find peaches, they're sweeter Happy belated new year yall. Thanks for being patient with me and waiting. Hit that follow button, thank you. Follow Maureen on IG: @maureenezeude Follow Diary of a Bad Bitch on IG: @thediaryofabadbitch Subscribe, follow, like, share, and watch on Youtube: https://youtu.be/8F8CDVA-mj4 Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/ Song produced by That One Guy - Mabel's Interlude

Closing out the first season of DOABB with some hype, on a fresh take dropping in the new year. Happy Holidays and Happy New Year yall! FOLLOWFOLLOWFOLLOWFOLLOW Follow Maureen on IG: @maureenezeude Follow Diary of a Bad Bitch on IG: @thediaryofabadbitch Subscribe, follow, like, share, and watch on Youtube: https://youtu.be/2ol9lzgSIVk Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/

This weeks diary entry, Maureen Ezeude comes to a deep realization in her journey of life; releasing herself from the self-imposed prison in her mind. From this realization, she has unlocked the gate to discovering balance; making more steps towards reaching her ultimate form (on the inside and out). Can yall relate? side note: Fake can mean many things, so in this case, don't take it in the social sense. SUBSCRIBSUBSCRIBESUBSCRIBESUBSCRIBE Reach out at thediarypodcast@gmail.com Happy Holidays yall

Happy Holidays Yall! This weeks diary entry, Maureen Ezeude catches yall up on where her minds been. She talks about why she went ghost on social media, being friend zoned and overly sexualized (partly out of her own doing), and shares a story about a man with a serious virgin-whore complex...or at least it seems that way, she likes to tell herself ;p SUBSCRIBSUBSCRIBESUBSCRIBESUBSCRIBE Reach out at thediarypodcast@gmail.com Love yall Side note: I'm currently editing the video so be on the lookout for that.

Maureen Ezeude has a question she'd love for yall to answer. Hit her up at thediarypodcast@gmail.com with your response. How do you know yourself? Happy Thanksgiving! You've worked out so hard for this exact day, so enjoy it...I know I will ;) Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/ Theme song produced by Dope Boi

So I'm doing this thing called dating myself since everything seems to continue blowing up in my face and the patterns keep patterning (yes, I'm aware that's not a word). For a first date, this was pretty interesting. Maureen asks herself and y'all as well: If you could go back in time, would you? FOLLOWFOLLOWFOLLOWFOLLOWFOLLOW Follow Maureen on IG: @maureenezeude Follow Diary of a Bad Bitch on IG: @thediaryofabadbitch Listen on SoundCloud during those long car rides or in the background when you're on your bullshit: https://soundcloud.com/diaryofabadbitch Like and watch DOABB on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TheDiaryPodcast/ Theme song produced by Dope Boi