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Hey there. I'm Jennifer Carole and my dad and stepmom were killed by the Golden State Killer. I blog and this podcast is just an extension of my blog (think of this as the sprinkles with extra opinion!).

Jennifer Carole


    • Jul 29, 2024 LATEST EPISODE
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    The Jennifer Carole Podcast is a remarkable true crime podcast that delves into the personal experiences and emotions of host Jennifer Carole, as she recounts the devastating impact of her father's murder and explores his case. Carole's warm and open personality immediately draws listeners in, making them feel like they are having a one-on-one conversation with her. She invites listeners to learn about her family, her father, and herself as human beings, shining a light on the often-overlooked personal side of true crime stories.

    One of the best aspects of this podcast is Carole's truthfulness, sincerity, and curiosity. She approaches the podcast with a genuine desire to understand not only the events surrounding her father's murder but also the complex people involved in the case. Carole's storytelling skills create an environment that celebrates and emphasizes the humanity of the victims while unraveling mysteries and insights that go beyond just this particular case. It is an incredibly personal journey that is both fascinating and uplifting.

    Although it may differ from person to person, some may find that the casual format and conversational style of The Jennifer Carole Podcast could be considered a downside. However, for many listeners, this informal approach is precisely what makes the podcast so engaging. It feels like sitting across from Carole at a kitchen table as she passionately shares her thoughts and experiences.

    In conclusion, The Jennifer Carole Podcast stands out among true crime podcasts due to its personal nature and intimate storytelling style. It provides a unique perspective into a high-profile case while also diving into deeply personal themes of family dynamics, relationships, and resilience. Through Carole's vulnerable storytelling, listeners are given privileged insight into not only the tragedy but also moments of strength, growth, and understanding. This podcast is highly recommended to anyone seeking a captivating true crime story told with compassion and authenticity.



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    Latest episodes from Jennifer Carole Podcast

    Reviving Hope: The Lawyer's Daughter 100-Day Political Journey

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 29, 2024 15:29


    [AI in Podbean wrote this. I like it, so I'm keeping the third person!] In this episode, our host emerges from a hiatus with renewed hope and excitement, ready to revive her podcast for a special 100-day political journey. She passionately discusses the intersection of true crime, justice, and politics and how these elements align with her values and the current political campaign. Sharing personal anecdotes and a deep commitment to human rights, she invites listeners to join her in this crucial period leading up to the elections. Listeners are encouraged to participate in daily calls and engage in positive actions to support the campaign. Through heartfelt storytelling, she emphasizes the importance of involving children in civic activities and highlights the significance of community and hope in driving change. Join her as she navigates this journey, aiming to motivate and inspire others to make a difference. Don't miss the chance to reconnect with the lawyer's daughter and join a movement striving for equality, justice, and a better future for all.

    April 24, 2023 | Five Years After DeAngelo's Arrest

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 25, 2023 34:57


    I apologize in advance, the audio isn't the best, but hopefully, my enthusiasm will shine through. I promise to get some help before I record again. This episode marks the five-year anniversary of DeAngelo's arrest. I cannot believe how fast time has passed. Sprinkle some Covid into the mix, and I guess we have an excuse. So wonderful to talk with you again. More soon! 

    Mar 18, 2021 | Let's talk! Are You Addicted to Chaos?

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 18, 2021 43:29


    Let's have a little fun while we prepare to start moving out of the pandemic (hopefully). Chaos junkies are starting to learn how to chill-out. Are you a chaos junkie? Here's the article I discuss with the quiz for your reference. https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/in-excess/201603/are-you-addicted-chaos Also, here's the link to RIE (not REI), the parenting approach I talked about. https://www.healthline.com/health/parenting/rie-parenting#training  Episode 29 | March 18, 2021

    Mar 3, 2021 | Understanding the Importance of the Halo Effect

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 3, 2021 23:49


    We all do it. It's part of our humanness and yet, relying on the Halo Effect can really undermine our safety and cause us to trust people who aren't trustworthy. Here's how it works.   Episode 68 | March 3, 2021

    Feb 23, 2021 | Pt 2 - Self-Gaslighting featuring Paige Bendt

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 24, 2021 49:48


    Last week we talked about gaslighting and how we can do this to others without even realizing it. Especially our loved ones! Paige Bendt takes a different angle on gaslighting - what we do to ourselves. Very common with anyone who's survived trauma. Here's the link to Paige's paper: https://bit.ly/2_18_2021

    Feb 16, 2021 | Pt. 1 | Gaslighting We Do and Gaslighting that Happens to Us

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 16, 2021 61:31


    It started with a movie and now it's an integral part of our culture. It's bad for mental health and it's part and parcel of being a trauma survivor. In part one, I review the basics and include some stories to bring it to life. In part two, we'll hear from an amazing woman who has studied "self-gaslighting" which is something victims do all the time. Stream the movie here free. Episode 66 | Feb 16, 2021

    Feb 9, 2021 | Using Your Feelings to Heal Trauma

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 9, 2021 59:40


    Kris Pedretti asked me to do a presentation I'd done privately for a few folks. It applies what I learned as a Life Coach to how we live with the pain of trauma. I suggest ways to use feelings of worthlessness or anger to move you forward. Let me know what you think! If you want to see the images/slides I used, here's the link. Episode 65 | Feb 9, 2021

    BONUS!! | Kris Pedretti and It's Time to Tell Your Story

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 5, 2021 44:46


    Kris is a survivor of Joe DeAngelo and is working to give voice to victims of sexual assault. Her private group on Facebook is a wonderful place to share, find support or just hang out. I love this woman! Here's her video.   Episode 64 | Recorded Dec 18, 2020, posted Feb 5, 2021  

    Feb 2, 2021 | GSK Joe DeAngelo is in Corcoran State Prison

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 2, 2021 31:42


    I'm back. Podcasting is hard in a pandemic! Today we talk about Joseph DeAngelo and Corcoran State Prison - his new home. I also assign some homework for upcoming shows so you're ready to dig in with me!Episode 63 | February 2, 2021

    Oct 5, 2020 | GSK Updates and a Look at a DeAngelo-Inspired California Proposition 20

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 6, 2020 32:24


    I start the pod talking about Kris Pedretti's group and how it's growing. Then a closer look at the Missing Cases of JJD and the progress we're making there. Finally, a quick discussion of a California proposition expanding DNA. They make the mistake of associating it with DeAngelo. Nope, that's not how it worked.

    Oct 1, 2020 | Golden State Killer Survivor Gay Hardwick Post Conviction

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 1, 2020 54:34


    You saw Gay and Bob on the HBO show I'll Be Gone in the Dark. You heard her powerful "paper" metaphor in her victim impact statement. Now hear what was behind those powerful moments. She also shares a scenario that was extremely painful for her. 

    Sep 25, 2020 | Opus Peace: Healing Soul Injuries (Trauma)

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 26, 2020 48:01


    These amazing women who worked as hospice nurses for our nation's soldiers share what they've learned about trauma and the key to healing. While on their deathbeds, these soldiers experienced many of the same things that reveal a pattern for overcoming trauma - including sexual abuse and assault. This was an amazing discussion. Episode 60 | September 25, 2020 Visit Opus Peace.

    Sep 24, 2020 | Cuties Controversy: The Danger of Sexualizing Young Girls

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 26, 2020 24:35


    The controversy over the movie Cuties missed the point. While Netflix hopelessly botched the marketing of the movie in the United States, the reality is the director made the movie to address the way we sexualize our young girls. It's a problem we need to address and it's possible watching this movie will start the conversation. Watch the film and then let me know what you think! Episode 59 | September 24, 2020

    Aug 26, 2020 | Now | Post DeAngelo Sentencing: Tying Up Loose Ends

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 28, 2020 59:34


    Ep 58 | August 26, 2020 | Lots of little threads from last week and over the weekend I wanted to follow-up on so we're all on the same page. Last episode of "Season 2" of the Lawyer's Daughter. Wow. I'll be back after Labor Day. As always, visit me at LawyersDaughter.com.Happy Conviction everyone!

    Aug 21, 2020 | Golden State Killer: Sentencing Joseph DeAngelo

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 21, 2020 54:04


    Ep 57| August 21, 2020 | Sentencing of Joe DeAngelo Debrief. We discuss what we saw, heard, and think about what happened today. WE ARE FREE!

    Aug 20, 2020 | Zoom | Golden State Killer: Victim Impact Statements Day 3

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 21, 2020 67:27


    Murder Thursday - with victims from California speaking about the murders committed by Joseph DeAngelo, the Golden State Killer, East Area Rapist, Visalia Ransacker. Here's the rundown and a bit of background about my personal journey.

    Aug 19, 2020 | Zoom | Golden State Killer: Victim Impact Statements Day 2 (unedited)

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 20, 2020 70:05


    Ep 55 | August 19, 2020 | Rape Victims rfrom the other jurisdictions shared their statements today. Once again, a little unexpected delight. I believe you can see them via KCRA archive, link below. In today's post-hearing discussion, we learn what DeAngelo said AFTER the judge gaveled the recess. Here are our stories!KCRA Archive: http://bit.ly/VictimStatements

    Aug 19, 2020 | Now | Why Detective Larry Crompton Is No Hero

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 20, 2020 52:42


    WARNING: Explicit Content. Not for children. Ep 54 | Aug 19, 2020 | Larry Crompton worked on the Rapist Task Force in Contra Costa County during the East Area Rapist years. He wrote a book, Sudden Terror, where he uses private, personal information to tell the story of the crimes. His book is an outstanding example of bias, exploitation and using victim's pain for personal enrichment (profit). In this video I explain.

    Aug 18, 2020 | Zoom | Golden State Killer Victim Impact Statements Day 1 (unedited)

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 19, 2020 64:01


    WARNING: Because I'm trying to go really fast, I'm posting without music, without any editing. This is funny and serious and everything you'd expect. Includes technical difficulties. Enjoy! Sacramento Rape Victims shared their statements today. I believe you can see them via KCRA archive, link below. We talked, struggled with technology and shared gossip in this post hearing discussion. Here are our stories!KCRA Archive: http://bit.ly/VictimStatements

    Aug 17, 2020 | Court | DeAngelo's Masturbating in Jail | You're Welcome

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 17, 2020 30:55


    I'm sure you're shocked. The question is, who was he looking at when he did it! This morning there was a rushed hearing on DeAngelo's demeanor. Here's what happened.

    Aug 13, 2020 | I Was a Suspect in the Murder of Lyman and Charlene Smith

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 14, 2020 44:32


    While I've talked about this tangentially in other podcasts, I don't think I ever did the deep dive about what happened that day and the days, weeks and years after that. This shaped who I am today - no doubt. Damned Golden State Killer. Based on my Medium article.

    Aug 11, 2020 | Ann Marie Shubert Looking for Sacramento Stories about the East Area Rapist

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 12, 2020 4:16


    Not a real episode, just a shout out to anyone interested. A press release went out today - here's what it says! Here's the page on my site I mention in the podcast: jcarole.com/missing

    Aug 10, 2020 | Housekeeping - One Week Before Sentencing the Golden State Killer

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 11, 2020 33:07


    There's a lot of scurrying around as we head into next week where we will be reading victim impact statements and then sitting through the sentencing of Joseph DeAngelo. Want to know what's going on behind the scenes? Here's the scoop!

    August 3, 2020 | Understanding the Golden State Killer Economy

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 4, 2020 44:55


    Episode 49 | August 3, 2020 | Ever wonder if victims of big crimes make money? Wonder about who is making money? Welcome to the serial killer economy - or how one sadist is keeping lots of people employed. I'll take you inside our little economy and what I know about who's making bank (and who's not). Based on my article on Medium. 

    July 31, 2020 | "Good Girls" Will Speak Out Against Joseph DeAngelo

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 31, 2020 34:40


    Episode 48 | July 31, 2020 | If you want to piss off a female victim, all you have to do is hint that someone is going to review their witness impact statement. Here's what it did to our Golden State Killer victims. Based on an article I wrote for Medium.com.

    July 30, 2020 | Finding My Voice for the Victim Impact Statement

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 31, 2020 26:40


    Episode 47 | July 30, 2020 | When considering the point of view of a victim impact statement, who do we truly represent? This caused me to consider a lot of angles - my dad's, my brothers, mine. This discussion is based on a piece I wrote for Medium.com.

    Jul 17, 2020 | The Secret Wedding of Lyman and Charlene Smith

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 18, 2020 26:14


    So many things get lost over the years. Photos, trinkets, things that help us remember. But for the most part, I remember the prologue to my dad and Charlene's wedding. I sometimes wonder why there's so much intrigue about "The Smiths" and I supposed it's things like this that have led to the drama. Here's that photo of us all dressed up! 

    Jul 15, 2020 | How to Prepare a Victim Impact Statement

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 16, 2020 41:34


    NOTE: the speed is fast on this recording and I have no idea why. My apologies!Turns out, this is a little more complicated than I thought. Also, being part of this ginormous case means things that should be straightforward, are not. We're like the Costco of crime; everything happens in bulk and inevitably, you have to buy a few of the gross flavors to get the good flavors you like (why do they do that? Don't we all agree on the gross flavors?). Here's where we are! And here's the link to the actual documents.

    July 8, 2020 | HBO Refuses to Remove Bogus Holes' Theory

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 9, 2020 32:54


    My apologies up front, this is a very raw video. I thought long and hard about it, but after talking with my new therapist, I know they only thing that ever helps me is the truth. And while I share my honest feelings with you here, don't worry, I'll buck-up. I always do.If you'd prefer to watch me cry on video, it's here. (I'm saying that like a smart ass, please read that like a smart ass is popping off.)

    July 6, 2020 | Letting Go During Our Lunar Renewal Ceremony

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 7, 2020 32:51


    One week after DeAngelo, the convicted Golden State Killer, (feels so nice to say that), entered his plea, I needed a way to let Charlene and my dad go. The full moon is a powerful source of renewal, so in the spirit of Spirit, my Santa Cruz roots and all things powerful, we did a thing. This isn't a typical podcast, so this might not be for you, but I wanted to share anyway.Much love to all of you for the limitless support.YouTube Channel is here.More information about Serenity Spa.

    June 30, 2020 | Now | Convicted! Post-conviction Zoom Discussion

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 2, 2020 120:51


    Joseph DeAngelo, the horrendous, sadistic, brutal Golden State Killer, is convicted. I still kind of can't believe it. We did a Zoom meeting to talk about what everyone experienced and I share some "behind the scenes" information from Monday's hearing. Love you all! Your support is truly important.Thank you.

    Jun 27, 2020 | Now | Like a Phoenix Rising (Two Days Before Court)

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 27, 2020 31:13


    It is possible for one's brain to simply say "enough". That was me yesterday. After a nice evening with Kris and Gay just prepping for today (gathering of victims and some new faces) and Monday, court. I have been struggling with sleep and it finally caught up to me. Thankfully, I managed to get rest and today I'm doing so much better. The link to the Zoom planned for Tuesday is at jcarole.com. Then the recording will be on YouTube at Lawyers Daughter or try this. 

    Jun 25, 2020 | Now | Four Days Before the Big Day

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 25, 2020 18:43


    I promised to share "how it feels" and it's not pleasant. There's too much going on and that's tough. I knew it would get rough but I underestimated how rough. I'm heading out to see Victim 1 who had surgery last weekend and we're hoping she's gonna bounce and be there on Monday. We all just need to make it to the finish line at this point. This one is fast, but provides an update.

    June 15, 2020 | Zoom Live: Recording from Today's Discussion

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 16, 2020 64:51


    This was amazing. Thank you to all who came. When I squeal at the beginning, that's totally legit as I could see every sweet smiling face and so many names I recognized. While anything could happen by the 29th (and it seems like so much has), we should soon be putting a fork in this thing. We'll do this again on the 30th.

    June 15, 2020 | DeAngelo is Taking a Plea

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 15, 2020 24:04


    I recorded this on June 3, literally took me three days just to live with the news to be able to talk about it. I had to hold this until the news broke.  It's breaking today. I have no words for how hard this has been to have things end so quickly. I also can't thank my legal team enough for their thoughtfulness, empathy and compassion. 

    June 13, 2020 | Uncovering DeAngelo's History with "Deep Throat" | Part 2

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 14, 2020 39:21


    Here's part two. As we pour over what Deep Throat has uncovered about DeAngelo, I'm am not surprised he has more crimes that aren't currently included in his "portfolio". I'm having a hard time understanding how his family, the adults, didn't know something was very, very wrong. 

    June 13, 2020 | Uncovering DeAngelo's History with "Deep Throat" | Part 1

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 14, 2020 41:18


    I've called her that from almost the first day. Desperate to maintain her privacy, Deep Throat (my moniker for her) has done incredible research into DeAngelo that goes beyond what you've read in the papers. She also provides insight into how to do this kind of research yourself, which I find truly interesting. See what you think. Here's part one.

    June 12, 2020 | The Crush of Feels, Pretrial

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 12, 2020 24:15


    The last few weeks have been incredibly hard. This pod is pretty raw as I struggle to share my feelings.

    June 4, 2020 | The Visalia Ransacker Interview with Margie Smith (Part 2)

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 4, 2020 43:41


    THIS IS PART TWO - MAKE SURE YOU LISTEN TO PART ONE FIRST!Margie talks about what DeAngelo did when he broke into homes and then she taps some of his classic behaviors: anniversaries, riddles, mind-f-cking. All things we now know. I wish we could convict him for every damn crime. 

    June 4, 2020 | The Visalia Ransacker Interview with Margie Smith (Part 1)

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 4, 2020 42:18


    Before he terrorized Sacramento, Joseph DeAngelo, the amazingly evil Golden State Killer, managed to terrorize Visalia. He murdered Claude Snelling and broke into more than 100 homes. There's more we just can't prove. Here's Margie's story (not my mom!) in part one of two. 

    May 9, 2020 | Interview with Todd Lindsey, Producer, Unmasking a Killer

    Play Episode Listen Later May 9, 2020 53:18


    From the minute I met Todd, in 2017 for the taping of Unmasking a Killer, I was impressed. I've seen him many times since and I'll always have a soft spot for him because of how he managed a serious topic while telling a story. I talked with him before HBO started promoting the new series and interestingly, we did talk about the intersection of entertainment and true crime.Learn more about Todd here.

    May 7, 2020 | In the News | Epilogue - What Happens Next

    Play Episode Listen Later May 7, 2020 35:27


    So we find out how the church moved forward, how Alsip moved forward, how Hanawalt moved forward and meanwhile, the Smith case starts its journey into the void of cold case land.View blog post with images and links.

    May 6, 2020 | In the News | The Judge Rules There is Enough Evidence to Bind Alsip Over to Trial

    Play Episode Listen Later May 6, 2020 33:50


    Since you don't need evidence beyond a reasonable doubt to be bound over for trial, the judge does the only thing he can. He tells Alsip he must stand trial. But then, in an amazing series of events, with integrity and incredible commitment to ethics, the Ventura District Attorney makes a bold move.View blog post with images and links.

    May 5, 2020 | Now | The HBO Teaser Has Dropped; My Thoughts

    Play Episode Listen Later May 5, 2020 24:12


    I didn’t realize HBO was going to drop the teaser on Sunday and it did catch me a bit off-guard. I always do my best to share real-time feelings about these things, so let’s do that. I’m wrote a blog first because I wanted to be thoughtful about what I say.https://jcarole.com/hbo-ill-be-gone-in-the-dark-teaser/

    May 3, 2020 | In the News | The Defense Goes Hard to Discredit the Church

    Play Episode Listen Later May 3, 2020 38:12


    Defense attorney Richard Hanawalt pulls out all the stops to discredit the pastor's testimony and prove reasonable doubt for the judge. View blog post with images and links.

    Apr 28, 2020 | In the News | The Defense Gets Wound Up 1982

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 29, 2020 50:11


    With Joe Alsip still sitting in jail, the prosecution has rested and now it's time for the defense. Richard Hanawalt (here's a photo!) is ready to go to town as he continues his cross examination of the Rev Mikel and others from the church. Meanwhile, we learn of Charlene's affair and the victim's daughter (me!) takes the stand. Hang on folks, this pod has a lot of information.View blog post with images and links.

    Apr 26, 2020 | In the News | The Prosecution Rests in 1982

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 26, 2020 39:31


    The twists and turns of my father and stepmother's lives, along with the cast of supporting characters you couldn't make-up, turns Alsip's preliminary hearing into a crazy, convoluted mess. But the stuff they have on the pastor?!? This is nuts. Sometimes I can't help but laugh! View blog post with images and links.

    Apr 25, 2020 | In the News | Working our Way Toward the Preliminary Hearing in 1982

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 26, 2020 36:03


    We know Joe Alsip didn't do it, and yet, he's sitting in jail, month after month, based on evidence, procedures, hypnosis and more and time just keeps slipping away. As does the money. What a hot mess this is. More from the Ventura Star Free Press.View blog post with images and links.

    Apr 16, 2020 | In the News | In Which We First Learn of the Rev Donald Mikel

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 17, 2020 35:56


    Lots of foreshadowing in this episode as we learn of the esteemed pastor and his role in the case. We also learn more about my dad's amazingly convoluted business dealings - I have no idea how they kept everything straight. Turns out, maybe they didn't. View blog post with images and links.

    Apr 14, 2020 | In the News | Former Partner Held in Smith Slayings

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 15, 2020 35:00


    From the Star Free Press in Ventura, starting Nov 20, 1981, we find out Joe Alsip is charged and we spend a lot of time understanding his struggle to afford a defense attorney. In sharp contrast, the real killer is soaking up California resources like a dry lake bed in Mono County. View blog post with images and links.

    Apr 9, 2020 | Interview | Meet Survivor Kris Pedretti, Victim #10

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 10, 2020 49:25


    On Saturday, December 18, 1976, 15-year old Kris Pedretti was raped repeatedly by the East Area Rapist (who later became known as the Golden State Killer). Today she tells her story and how, by breaking her silence, she's working to advocate for survivors who've been afraid to tell their story.Click here to join her private Facebook group.

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