The world is playing a beautiful melody no one is listening to. We need to tune in. When everything is silent, we find the peace to finally listen. Welcome to the clarity of the night. Welcome to Midnight Wisdom.
23:42 07.09.2025 About to fall asleep. One week since Lila game. Back in Berlin from my travels, to figure myself out again and what I truly want. Close to finishing Casanova Memoires
2443 2 stepsFour by four pillars3 rollsI toyed with cooper while this was uploading.
22:52 24.08.2025 Left Eindhoven to Faro. Hope it's a good decision.
17.08.2025 23:53 Im in bed, a bit tired. Lovely day with the children at Einhorn yesterday. Had an intense situation with a woman who needed too much too quickly and had very little grounding.She told me she felt my masculine energy as soon as she saw me. That she feels God between us. From the moment she saw me.I saw in her a love addict that does not know that she is addicted. Or maybe she was actually just in love? After a day.I share all of that in the episode, and share how I ended contact with her. We all deal with ourselves.
Rec: 20.07.2025Up: 11.08.2025Recorded close to my home and reflect on everything.Didn't upload yet so uploading now.
Rec: 23.07.2025Uploaded. 11.08.2025I got high with my bong and relaxed. Processed, and watched 28 days later and commented on the movie as I did so. This was when my burnout period started. I gotta say, three weeks since isn't that bad of a number.
He replied with a lovey dovey message and didn't hear what I said. So I sent another one.16.07.2025
Friend slept over and had quite the fight with me. I sent them this message the next day. Keeping it for memories.Sent on: 12th of July
10.08.2025 23:52 About to sleep. Watching The Gorge. Feeling quite tired. But like things came together again within me. After a lot of pressure was collecting behind a dam.Full moon came, full moon gone. Here we are.
03.08.2025. 22:56 I have no ego now. It just flipped. I don't have a personality. I geniunely don't. And me chasing things just to feel like I do is what's making me suffer. So it's fine. I don't have a personality and I don't need one. It's absolutely fine.I lost a friend, who wasn't a friend, after I decided not to pay for her movie ticket, popcorn and drink, while I just ordered a popcorn. And I reminded myself, I'm okay. People can come and go. I'm ok. I will remain myself, and overthinking relationships that didn't work out is not the way I want to live my life. I want to live forward.Committing to:One hour of reading a day5-10 cold calls a day (during work days)2-3 Muay Thai classes a week2-3 hours a day of work on my business
27.07.2025 23:48 Sunday The time I invest now is the gift I give my future.And I want to give my future a lot of gifts.Isn't that right?Berlin I'm coming for you
20.07.2025 01:37 amI'm Sunday now, I'm sitting in my room. It's dark outside. I have the lamp next to me on. I worked on a booklet for my company today and I'm going to a festival tomorrow.I shaved my head today and removed whatever blonde strands that I had in it. I feel very good for coming back to being a brunette again. Black is back in town.It feels great to let go of things at the right time that you should let go of them. I went through a lot of transitions being blond, and now I'm... this one.
23:49 Sun 06.07.2025 I'm with Ashraf in my room after billiards and a walk.Glad I got to upload in time (recorded earlier in the day).I'm not sure what I want to do for next week but it's good to have some goals.I care about this relationship.
21:26 29.06.2025 You are the most confident mother ...... I know. I love you, and hey, enjoy what you are right now.You go through your transformations, you go through your stories, but yours is to break through them. You are growth. You are life. You are growing. Pain is natural in growth. But even if you are growing, it does not mean that you are not enough.Remember this always. You are enough. You are confident. You are great.There is nothing to escape, or nothing you need to do to realize that, besides realising it here and now.
15:33 Smoked a little bit. Breathed, sat and recorded this.I managed to come to articulated terms with many things in my head. It's good to take a bewusst day to restart. But it does not feel like a restart. But a moving foward.I'm grateful for this. I feel committed and good. And trusting myself to do the right thing to move this forward. GL
15.06.2025 15:46 I talk about my night clubbing last week, and how I'm feeling since. The bike ride I took to the lake a a beautiful girl I saw. The dance we did yesterday, and how I was sadly one point of key.Let's focus more of our energy on ourselves buddy. Time is precious and this world needs you to be the best of yourself.That's truly the only conclusion. And good will happen.One fear I have: Doing cold calling to drive my business. And I will persist on this fear until I succeed.
23:50 08.06.2025 Lovely period. Dancing, sisyphos. Spoke to mama and she was beautiful today. Told her I went partying yesterday. I see a side to Berlin that's lovely. I am lovely.
23:42 01.06.2025 Finally back home in Berlin. Really tired. 2 out of 4 housemates moved out and expecting a change at that front. Let's see.
Sunday 20:32 25.05.2025 in Orgiva BenevicioI woke up early and went on a walk in Granada on Wednesday the 21streflecting on my life, my money situation, my job hunt and I'm glad I did. Tried to see how I could break into Al Hambra because I didn't manage to get a ticket. But Imm glad I didn't it would have been another 20 euros (or a 3k fine).
18.05.2025 22:47 I'm in Seville for the first time. Lisbon was nice, with its ups and downs. It was an adventure regardless. I had a cold the last four days that I tried to still fight against and make the most out of my vacation. There's a lot I'll sit and reflect on later. Right now, I need to sleep and wake up early to go to the Real Alcazar.This one is recorded on the beach at night. The tide made room for me and I had the beach for myself. It was lovely.That morning I struggled with a lot more negative emotions that I sat with, but after a talk with my father, eating something and going through the Lisbon Oceanario that perspective quickly changed.
22:21 11.05 I need to prolong a video game (FFVII Remake) and 2 books from the library but the website portal was down. In bed at the hostel. Washed my feet at the yoga studio and twadet. Spent 30 minutes or so journaling on the laptop. Was lovely. I dont know where I'm going tomorrow but I believe I'll decide tomorrow. I have some habits to do! This episode has a voicenote I sent to my friend Anna.
17:54 04.05.2025 On my way to visit my cousin in the west of Sweden. Spent two days in Stockholm. Beautiful city with its own atmosphere. Extremely similar to Germany but endearing in its design, spaciousness, and the things you can get away with because of how much people keep to themselves. Met cool people in the hostel. I'm trying something new by adding in voicenotes I've sent to other people. This one has a 10 min one to J dawg and one to my training mentor in German.
22:59 27.04.2025 Feeling lighter, like I did my taxes and can relax.
01:56 19.04.2025 how will I feel 10 years later? Feel deep darkness for a while now. Holes that we build for ourselves and stay in. Watched Gantz:O and a Kevin Hart 1 hour comedy special and played hours of death stranding.
16:32 10.04.2025 Had some good interviews and saw a childhood friend yesterday. I also set some strong habits in place and I am feeling good about them. New me.
23:51 23.03.2025 Dancing time. Lovely world. Sex and the city. CK3. Reacher.
23:50 11.03.2025 Before Barca. Broke up with Lenny today. Went late to class to do the theory. Got a multi orgasmic sex book from a classmate.
22:50 2025 Sunday I watched attack on titan the final two movies today. It was really fun with a lot of close calls. Shrooms last night.
23:25 Sunday 02.03.2025 I have not felt this relaxed in a while.
20.02.2025 23:03 Thursday I stayed home and worked instead of going out and uselessly networking. Glad I did.
20:56 Sunday 16.02.2025 Valentine's day. J dawg in the house. Ramen with friend.
Uploaded Sunday 09.02.2025 17:07On Friday night, I reflect on books I read recently and put some ideas together that I haven't beforehand.Really happy I took the time.
23:31 26.01.2025 and the duck was living in that cold without shivering or complaint. But I'm not a duck. Spent the day watching Castlevania Nocturne S2 and Pantheon S1. Spoke to Mousa for 42 Minutes yesterday. I am feeling negative towards my yoga school. I am feeling negative because I want to see wins in my life. Big wins.
23:43 commitments are: 1000 words of fiction, 15 minutes of headstand, and a linkedin post a day. So far so good. The world doesnt want me to post my stories online.
21:24 12.01.2025 After dinner with Skadi. In Ubahn. Gloves on. Colorful scarf. Count of Monte Cristo.
16:28 08.01.2025 recorded about Emma, Tabea, my dopamine imbalances and the talkative guru and Slavian
18:41 31.12.2024 End of year reflection part 2. I'm working on my post pictures. I was working today, I'll be working tomorrow. Happy new year.
29.12.2024 I look through my calendar from January till June and I reflect on what I found positive and negative.
22.12.2024 Howdy ho topics: Sylvie donation Blue Catalyst Dating Writing plan Financial freedom, then locational Grooowth Didnt talk about the dance retreat. It is all confidential tho! Love you
01:08 sharing a general view of energy and state and changes the last weeks. Things I missed saying in the last weeks episodes.
21:12 Sunday 08.12.2024 waiting for my date. Good friends with Mahadeen again. Looking forward to life :)
23:45 01.12.2024 first day of december. Lets try to get into deeper focus. I am still having good mornings. Will take me a couple of days to get there. The ego comes in really easy when it comes to beauty.
23:04 17.11.2024 im glad I did this. A lot of impressions and things this week. On the way to the chair store I listened to my “Scratchpad” podcast episode. I found it so lovely.
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