The world is playing a beautiful melody no one is listening to. We need to tune in. When everything is silent, we find the peace to finally listen. Welcome to the clarity of the night. Welcome to Midnight Wisdom.
15.06.2025 15:46 I talk about my night clubbing last week, and how I'm feeling since. The bike ride I took to the lake a a beautiful girl I saw. The dance we did yesterday, and how I was sadly one point of key.Let's focus more of our energy on ourselves buddy. Time is precious and this world needs you to be the best of yourself.That's truly the only conclusion. And good will happen.One fear I have: Doing cold calling to drive my business. And I will persist on this fear until I succeed.
23:50 08.06.2025 Lovely period. Dancing, sisyphos. Spoke to mama and she was beautiful today. Told her I went partying yesterday. I see a side to Berlin that's lovely. I am lovely.
23:42 01.06.2025 Finally back home in Berlin. Really tired. 2 out of 4 housemates moved out and expecting a change at that front. Let's see.
Sunday 20:32 25.05.2025 in Orgiva BenevicioI woke up early and went on a walk in Granada on Wednesday the 21streflecting on my life, my money situation, my job hunt and I'm glad I did. Tried to see how I could break into Al Hambra because I didn't manage to get a ticket. But Imm glad I didn't it would have been another 20 euros (or a 3k fine).
18.05.2025 22:47 I'm in Seville for the first time. Lisbon was nice, with its ups and downs. It was an adventure regardless. I had a cold the last four days that I tried to still fight against and make the most out of my vacation. There's a lot I'll sit and reflect on later. Right now, I need to sleep and wake up early to go to the Real Alcazar.This one is recorded on the beach at night. The tide made room for me and I had the beach for myself. It was lovely.That morning I struggled with a lot more negative emotions that I sat with, but after a talk with my father, eating something and going through the Lisbon Oceanario that perspective quickly changed.
22:21 11.05 I need to prolong a video game (FFVII Remake) and 2 books from the library but the website portal was down. In bed at the hostel. Washed my feet at the yoga studio and twadet. Spent 30 minutes or so journaling on the laptop. Was lovely. I dont know where I'm going tomorrow but I believe I'll decide tomorrow. I have some habits to do! This episode has a voicenote I sent to my friend Anna.
17:54 04.05.2025 On my way to visit my cousin in the west of Sweden. Spent two days in Stockholm. Beautiful city with its own atmosphere. Extremely similar to Germany but endearing in its design, spaciousness, and the things you can get away with because of how much people keep to themselves. Met cool people in the hostel. I'm trying something new by adding in voicenotes I've sent to other people. This one has a 10 min one to J dawg and one to my training mentor in German.
22:59 27.04.2025 Feeling lighter, like I did my taxes and can relax.
01:56 19.04.2025 how will I feel 10 years later? Feel deep darkness for a while now. Holes that we build for ourselves and stay in. Watched Gantz:O and a Kevin Hart 1 hour comedy special and played hours of death stranding.
16:32 10.04.2025 Had some good interviews and saw a childhood friend yesterday. I also set some strong habits in place and I am feeling good about them. New me.
23:51 23.03.2025 Dancing time. Lovely world. Sex and the city. CK3. Reacher.
23:50 11.03.2025 Before Barca. Broke up with Lenny today. Went late to class to do the theory. Got a multi orgasmic sex book from a classmate.
22:50 2025 Sunday I watched attack on titan the final two movies today. It was really fun with a lot of close calls. Shrooms last night.
23:25 Sunday 02.03.2025 I have not felt this relaxed in a while.
20.02.2025 23:03 Thursday I stayed home and worked instead of going out and uselessly networking. Glad I did.
20:56 Sunday 16.02.2025 Valentine's day. J dawg in the house. Ramen with friend.
Uploaded Sunday 09.02.2025 17:07On Friday night, I reflect on books I read recently and put some ideas together that I haven't beforehand.Really happy I took the time.
23:31 26.01.2025 and the duck was living in that cold without shivering or complaint. But I'm not a duck. Spent the day watching Castlevania Nocturne S2 and Pantheon S1. Spoke to Mousa for 42 Minutes yesterday. I am feeling negative towards my yoga school. I am feeling negative because I want to see wins in my life. Big wins.
23:43 commitments are: 1000 words of fiction, 15 minutes of headstand, and a linkedin post a day. So far so good. The world doesnt want me to post my stories online.
21:24 12.01.2025 After dinner with Skadi. In Ubahn. Gloves on. Colorful scarf. Count of Monte Cristo.
16:28 08.01.2025 recorded about Emma, Tabea, my dopamine imbalances and the talkative guru and Slavian
18:41 31.12.2024 End of year reflection part 2. I'm working on my post pictures. I was working today, I'll be working tomorrow. Happy new year.
29.12.2024 I look through my calendar from January till June and I reflect on what I found positive and negative.
22.12.2024 Howdy ho topics: Sylvie donation Blue Catalyst Dating Writing plan Financial freedom, then locational Grooowth Didnt talk about the dance retreat. It is all confidential tho! Love you
01:08 sharing a general view of energy and state and changes the last weeks. Things I missed saying in the last weeks episodes.
21:12 Sunday 08.12.2024 waiting for my date. Good friends with Mahadeen again. Looking forward to life :)
23:45 01.12.2024 first day of december. Lets try to get into deeper focus. I am still having good mornings. Will take me a couple of days to get there. The ego comes in really easy when it comes to beauty.
23:04 17.11.2024 im glad I did this. A lot of impressions and things this week. On the way to the chair store I listened to my “Scratchpad” podcast episode. I found it so lovely.
21:21 09.11.2025 ive been distracted a lot more. It's fine. Keep having fun. Learning. Writing. Focusing on spirituality. I shared something really deep in this one.
00:19 09.11.2024 recording in bed. I have been very productive and still a part of me is doubting the path and journey. I have to remind myself I have something unique, intelligent and amazing to offer it so I will have to keep learning and offer it.
Recorded 30.10.2024 Uploaded 02.11.2024 0:33 am. I have been feeling a lot of doubt on who I am. No job, no daily structure. And I worry about the progress I am making. Feeling doubt about my relationship. About not waiting to get the citizenship. And so on. But here I am.
27.10.2024 called Lily from Ducs phone. Angel week at yoga school. Did handstand class yesterday. Vinyasa Yoga today. Fought with Ashraf yesterday. I need to call Agentur für Arbeit to see if I get the money. New moon soon. Im sending Lily a letter I hope and wish she comes back into my life again.
23:57 13.10.2024 having fun in amman. Week in Dusseldorf was great. Dreamt mad shit this week.
21:27 06.10.2024 tomorrow is october 7th. Im almost in Dusseldorf. Spent the train ride writing poetry for Basics: Of Life and Being and also for my adhd ebook. I spoke to a lovely couple about everything under the sun. Lovely interaction.
18:54 04.10.2024 07.10 is one year ago in 3 days. I talk about my last jump for the licence. I did the packing course this morning. Im heading to the library.
14:40 27.09.2024 Took a walk after writing linkedin posts. No packing course today, was cancelled due to weather (shouldn't have been) and one learns quickly how skydiving is really a weather dependant sport. Just like my soul. So! I might have to do the license next year. And I dont mind it. I have to do 12 jumps anyways every year to keep the license. 5 of them have to be instructor jumps. I can repeat the instructor jumps, do some more jumps, get the license and then I dont have to do all of this time consuming stuff now. First aid course was great fun.
22:45 23.09.2024 after yoga class reflected on the week and Lilly.
22:13 22.09.2024 she sent me a message 5 minutes ago. I asked her to come downstairs. 00:52 im in the bus riding home. We held each other and cried for a long time. Walked, felt one another again. I went upstairs for a short while, kissed her cheek and left. She came down with me. She didnt need to.
13.09.2024 I dreamt I was in a house designed like a vagina. I drank yesterday for the first time in months and I ate meat and hat a wet dream straight away. So, should I be drinking? Also, I feel pretty bad for eating meat. Physically. I talk about my dream and then my current situation generally - whether I should do the Train the Trainer course and so on.
23:45 08.09.2024 I started a project that is a free online course for adhd. I am happy with the progress. I started this episode talking about the things in my room. That was very grounding.
07:51 23.08.2024 A bit unfocused looking at my phone too much. Arrived in Bremen. Nervous.
08:31 19.08.2024 Mon. Victor and Johannes came spontaneously after our call last Saturday. Was beautiful spending time with the buddies.
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