A very honest podcast from a survivor of trauma, specifically incest. Basically just me talking about what I’m going through on any given day.
Thoughts started 13 mins in inspired by the Quiet on Set documentary.
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This is my current roman empire. #percyjackson #atla
If you're looking for Percy talk go to about the 29:00 mark!
Discussed through my own life stuff and the Percy Annabeth Luke dynamic in Percy Jackson.
Some thoughts about my birthday this year and whether being vulnerable is worth it sometimes and also me ranting about how much better Percy Jackson is than Harry Potter.
I discuss how hard it is to see signs of who I always was as a kid but was never allowed to be. How much happier would I be now if I was allowed to do that?
I discuss what it is and how it affects my life. I also discuss whats happening with me trying to find a job.
Free Palestine. A bit about that in the beginning. Then talking through my own life shit.
I put a TW before I start discussing Jessie.
I bet this will make you feel better about your life.
And so does every incest/CSA survivor who followed this case. And her surviving family. The justice system is a farce.
Always a surprise with complex ptsd. I'm shannonigans on tiktok if you want to follow me!
Life is hard and sometimes you fall back on coping skills you don't do anymore. Its okay. I talk about that here
I do my best to explain this.
Coming from someone who did that for many many many years.
A rant/emdr breakthrough timeline for me.
Grieving someone when they are also a public figure must be so hard so I talk about Chester's loved ones here and how I think they dealt with that well.
For art projects. For friendship. For life. Thinky thoughts this week.
That title could not be any longer if I tried.
This is my way of learning how to figure all of this out.
If you are a scapegoat or gone no contact, please read it!
Hope you enjoy this ep!
Thoughts about Civil War especially.
I talk about things I do to look back at life after so much of life not being something I want to remember and progress I've made so far.
You don't have to celebrate Christmas if you don't want to. And an EMDR breakthrough of how I finally saw my Mom clearly.
Feel like talking about the Star Wars again.
Hi. This is a emdr update episode of me truly realizing how my mom having an emotional incest/parentification/enmeshed thing happening with me truly affected me. Please be aware of triggers. If its too heavy to wade into that, just come back for the next one.
Weird. But necessary!
My latest friendship epiphany: realizing a past friend saw me as a charity case as opposed to a friend.
Exactly what it says. Follow me on IG: flowersintheattic
Yes I am back ranting about Skins.
Hope your Thanksgiving will be okay! Here I talk about the things I've realized and things I'm doing, like planning to cook and painting, that I never thought I would do again after doing internal family systems work in therapy.