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"Being a meth addict is something I ain't proud of but, ain't ashamed to admit it either." A 12 year addiction came to an end August 26th, 2019. Homeless. Defeated & hopeless. Rock bottom right, right? Add congestive heart failure from all the drugs I had consumed. Now that's my bottom. What can I say, "I'm a straight up tweaker." I just chose not to die from my addiction. This is my recovery from meth. My journey to a life with hope. Faith. Above all else, a life not dependent on substance. Straight up. visit recoveringmeth.com facebook.com/recoveringmeth twitter.com/MethRecovering email: ken@recoveringmeth.com

Kendall Kee


    • Oct 8, 2022 LATEST EPISODE
    • every other week NEW EPISODES
    • 18m AVG DURATION
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    Blessings In The Now - Ep. 206

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 8, 2022 26:58


    From a trip to Chicago, to moving into a new house, to working on my physical fitness, life has been fast paced. With all that has been going on, it's easy to overlook the blessings each day carries. At times I get caught up in the past or lost in what the future may bring. This episode shares some ways I pull myself into the present. I don't want to miss out on the blessings each day carries.

    What Closure In Recovery Looks Like - Ep. 205

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 20, 2022 23:21


    The previous episode shared about recognizing the need for closure when it comes to several incomplete relationships that I have been consumed by, since the age of 12 years of old. Unknowingly, these have had a negative impact in my life, recovery and spiritual walk. Those chains had been broken when I found closure atop a mountain in prayer. As the burdens lifted, life again throws some heartbreaking news in the mix. Because I choose to follow Jesus and live a life without substances, that does not make me immune to the pain and struggles of life. They do allow me to have another perspective to navigate and overcome what life throws my way. What does recovery look like to me? Listen. Relate. Be Inspired.

    Recognizing A Need For Closure - Ep. 204

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 7, 2022 29:28


    Emotions are insanely powerful. They are frightening, uncomfortable, likeable and confusing. They are part of the human experience to say the least. How does one come to terms with them, especially while in recovery, and the waves are relentlessly hitting? This episode shares my experience of processing a season of heavy emotions. They aren't necessarily new, but the fact that I am processing them clean and sober made them all the more real. During the processing of feelings, I was able to uncover a need for closure from the incomplete relationships that I have held on to. The question was posed, "am I ready to let them go?" If so, how do I find closure from these incomplete relationships if they involve loved ones who have all passed on? Listen. Relate. Be Inspired.

    3:3 Moving Pieces - Ep. 203

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 2, 2022 31:23


    Do you accept hardship as a pathway to peace? This past week has been a consuming wave of emotions. Joy, confusion, hurt, proud, worthy, unworthy, lonely, and the list goes on. A recent step out a relationship, 3 years clean and sober, and my actual birthday have revealed some dark emotions that reminded me of the significant people that have passed away in my life. This episode shares a lot of my confusion, trauma, but most of all, hope. I share how, though this season of my life has been very interesting, I am still holding onto what matters in my life today. Listen, relate, and be inspired.

    A Season Of Changes - Ep. 202

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 23, 2022 31:40


    Changes in life are inevitable. Planned or unplanned. Career changes lead to new responsibilities and new stressors. Relationships open up vulnerability. Quitting smoking, leads to a whirl wind of emotions. All these changes quickly sprung up during this season of my life. This episode shares about insecurities, vulnerabilities, stress, and the ways I am overcoming to acceptance. Accepting that I am learning, growing, and making progress. Accepting that I will never have it perfect. Listen, relate, and find comfort knowing that you are not alone with the experiences you may have during this season of your life.

    A Mother's Love - Ep. 201

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 12, 2022 14:47


    The premiere episode of season 2, kicks off with an emotional release of anger, hate, and blame. Unknowingly, I've allowed those elements to consume me. To hold me back. It wasn't until a a conversation with a friend, where they posed the question, "has that 13 year old boy, fully forgiven your mother?" May seem selfish, but truthfully, I hid those feeling so far within myself. 19 years later, I am finally able to let go and release those. Almost 3 years of clean time, and I am still healing. "One day at a time."

    A Quick Stroll - Ep. 029

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 3, 2021 20:09


    Deaths from addiction are nothing but heartbreaking and unnecessary. Especially when help is readily available. Yet, they happen. This episode takes a stroll down 17th Ave and Colter to remind myself of some people I have meet during my active addiction. Regardless of what we may have been doing, they were/are good people that I have had in my life. Take a stroll with me and hear the encouragement you need to hear today.

    Relatable Experiences (feat. Jordan & Justin) - Ep. 028

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 26, 2021 21:06


    Jordan and Justin join this episdoe of the podcast. Both on their own recovery journey and both share their experience, strength and hope. Jordan shares his very real and relatable background with addiction and how he is striving to become the best possible version of himself. Justin shares his troubled childhood and how that ultimately influenced his lifestyle of addiction. Both men share their hope with the Recovering Meth podcast listeners. A follow up in 3 months is definitely needed with these two gentlemen.

    Self-Condemning - Ep. 027

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 20, 2021 21:17


    Self-condemning is one thing that I still struggle with today. My actions, my thoughts, what I've said or didn't, are all very deceiving when it comes to fueling the shame and guilt that lead to my self-condemning. I find comfort in the phrase "progress not perfection". Most of all, I am a Child of God and I find strength and comfort in His word. Knowing that I am forgiven is supremely what helps me overcome my self-condemning tendencies. Listen as I share my experience, strength and hope.

    Love & Lust - Ep. 026

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 14, 2021 18:54


    What sins are you holdiing on to that you need to let go of? Isn't it time you let yourself free but giving it over to God? This episode talks about "lust" and how it has been holding me back from the promises of being joyous and free that come along with recovery. If I ain't careful, it could consume me enough to fall back. So I chose to let it go and share my truth.

    The Bigger Picture - Ep. 025

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 24, 2021 14:03


    My will is nothing but selfishness and chaos. I've lived 17 years of my will running wild to know that. Yesterday, I was spiritually weak and found myself fighting for my will to superceed God's will for me. It was nothing but fustration and pure ugliness. Little did I know, there was a bigger picture than only my perspective. God always had and will have a hand on everything that I do. Listen to hear how I was almost over taken by my negativity. Are you living by your will, or God's will?

    A Better View - Ep. 024

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 15, 2021 18:10


    In this episode, we get a new perspective about the blessings and struggles that come along with recovery. Javen & Jordan join me in this episode of experience, strength and hope.

    Pathway To Peace - Ep. 023

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 10, 2020 15:10


    "Accepting hardship as a pathway to peace." A beautiful piece of the serenity prayer that tends to be overlooked too often. In this episode, I speak about how a sudden depression has settled in these past few days. Seems fitting because I recently started facilitating "relapse prevention" classes. Did I take my own advice when it come to techniques to help prevent relapse? Listen to find out how I am getting through this season of my life. Be sure to check out recoveringmeth.com

    Sharing Hope (feat. Quincy A.) - Ep. 022

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 1, 2020 16:54


    "Two addicts sharing their experience is unparalled to anything else." -NA Literature. Quincy is a young man who I have seen making strides while on his recovery journey. This episode is simply two men on the journey of recovery, sharing experience, strength & hope. visit recoveringmeth.com

    Don't Forget, You Need Some Rest - Ep. 021

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 11, 2020 26:42


    Grinding and grinding. Working and working. When was the last time you got some rest? Not sleep, but actual rest. In most cases, it's a lot easier said than done. Personally, God knew what I needed before I even asked. He blessed me with a cold, so I could realize that I too needed rest. I have to always remember that I am on the journey of recovery and must, get myself the rest that I need. When we keep going and going, the whispers of temptation become more lucrative because we are so worn from the everyday work, work, work. Even the energizer bunny dies out. So don't die out, get some well deserved rest. visit recoveringmeth.com

    Out The Window - Ep. 020

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 5, 2020 28:37


    In this episode, 2 guests join to share their relapse experience. We are bombarded with relapse prevention information and techniques to help handle those situations. Yet, chances for relapse are shockingly high for anyone on the road to recorvery. Our 2 guests, had 3 months of clean time between themselves, yet relapsed. This episode is to get the perspective of someone who has recently relapsed. What was going through their mind? What happened to the teachings of all the support groups? Listen in to find out. visit www.recoveringmeth.com

    This Is Dedicated To You - Ep. 019

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 18, 2020 14:56


    Life is truly precious. Tell the ones you love, exactly how much you appreciate them. Be thankful for you have in your life. This episode is dedicated to everyone who has lost a loved one, due to addiction. It's heartbreaking. Know that resources are available. Share those resources. I pray this episode teaches that 1 person who needs to hear this. Be inspired. visit recoveringmeth.com

    Inspiration Lives - Ep. 018

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 11, 2020 13:25


    It's a blessing to know that inspiration lives within us all. We have that power to inspire and be inspired. Hardships and triumphs, who do you share those with? The nay-sayers? Or those that will elevate you into greatness? Visit recoveringmeth.com

    Life After Drugs - Ep. 017

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 18, 2020 17:58


    Life after drugs was unimaginable early in my recovery. It scared more than anyone will ever know. Only because it was so foreign. After months of investing into myself, I realize life happened before addiction. Life happened during addiction. Yes, life will happen after drugs. It's a life that I am able to create by taking the time needed to invest into myself by beginning my recovery journey. visit recoveringmeth.com

    Slow Down & Recognize - Ep. 016

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 2, 2020 16:21


    During my addiction, I know I wasn't living life, but moreso, just going through the motions. I wasn't able to recognize the blessings I had. I powerlessness I still have. When I take a few moments and slow things down, I am able to recognize the smallest things I tend to over look. I am able to rrecognize that I am strong because I can admit that I am powerless over things. Meth and alcohol are definitely some of the things I am powerless over. Are you able to recognize and admit you are powerless? visit recoveringmeth.com

    Your Episode - Ep. 015

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 23, 2020 14:45


    Some people want recovery. Others don't. It's going to be like that in any situation. What it comes down to is who is willing to do the work? This episode took the topic from one Facebook comment, via the Recovering Meth podcast. Great things are coming to help you be empowered and inspired. Definitely visit recoveringmeth.com

    Blessing In Disguise - Ep. 014

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 16, 2020 14:57


    The situations in life that baffle us, could either break, or determine what we are made of. Fortunately on my journey, I have my trust in my Higher Power. I have the support of so many. I may not have a job, but my biggest problem is the fact that I don't have any cigarettes at the moment. I am blessed. A positive attitude will take you a long way. Overcome any situation that life may throw in your path. visit recoveringmeth.com

    Looking Down On Me - Ep. 013

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 8, 2020 25:09


    Difficulties from the new tranisiton of life. Instead of coping, I share how I overcame the struggles of the past week. An old friend reached out and shared a very heartwarming message. I finally uncover some intimate past events and definitely share my experience, strength and hope. This is definitley one of the most transparent episodes to date. visit recoveringmeth.com

    Turn The Page - Ep. 012

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 2, 2020 12:46


    The unknown is like picking out a book blindly while hoping you pick that one mystery book out of the bunch. Why pick an entire new book, when you can easily create a new chapter? I have turned the page and begun a new chapter in my life. The struggle was not knowing if it was possible. I am here to confirm, that it is! Life continues and is even greater than anything I could have imagined it would be like. Isn't it time you begin a new chapter in your life? Visit recoveringmeth.com

    Out Of The Box - Ep. 011

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 29, 2020 12:44


    At times in life, we are confined to a box. Running & running with absolutely nowhere to go. That box may even become a coffin for some. Fortunately, I escaped that route. In 2 days, I will be discharging from the Richlin program and venturing into my own apartment. I have a lot to be thankful for. Glory to God. visit recoveringmeth.com

    Incomplete Relationship - Ep. 010

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 24, 2020 17:56


    Incomplete relationships can consume us from the inside, out. An incomplete relationship are those that carry an emotional tie that effects us when we speak on it. Today, I have completed one relationship that consumed me at the very core. This "must listen" episode shares my expeience, hope and heartfelt strength. visit recoveringmeth.com

    The World Happening - Ep. 009

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 8, 2020 13:56


    The world happening is going to happen regardless of what I do, or how I feel. In this episode, I express my recent challenges and how I have been able to over come. Life is gonna happen no matter what. I just choose to let it happen while I'm clean & sober. visit recoveringmeth.comfb.com/recoveringmeth

    Stroll Down Memory Lane - Ep. 008

    Play Episode Listen Later May 29, 2020 16:29


    As a recovering addict, we are encouraged not to visit places where we used to use. Do not see people we used to use with. I can understand the reasons behind that advice. However, today I ended up in my old hood. The streets that housed my drug fueled previous life. Now the same people weren't there, but it was the same crowd, doing the exact same thing I was doing 11 months ago. Instead of being a part of the problem, I was able to bring hope to those streets. #recoveringmeth visit recoveringmeth.com

    It's Been A While - Ep. 007

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 28, 2020 16:59


    Nearly a 2 month hiatus with no indication as to why. I give the updates as far as where I am in my recovery. Still on the journey of healing. You'll be surprised of what has happened during these past few weeks. God Bless. visit recoveringmeth.com

    Isolated - Ep. 006

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 23, 2020 15:00


    With cabin fever settling in, I enjoyed a bike ride toward San Tan mountain in Gilbert, AZ. COVID-19 is having the world do what every addict in recovery shouldn't, isolate. Me being on step 4, that's the last thing I should be doing. I give my way of getting through a time of isolation. Stay safe & God Bless.visit recoveringmeth.comfb.com/recoveringmethtwitter.com/RecoveringMeth

    Surrendering Self-Will - Ep. 005

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 10, 2020 15:00


    17 years of selfishness. I surrendered to my addiction & now I have to surrender self-will? A difficult & confusing concept because of my addict mind. A daily struggle. Knowing that I am a part of something greater than myself however, allows me to grasp that concept. Doing one right thing a day will lead me on the path to do more. Listen, like, comment, share.visit recoveringmeth.comfb.com/RecoveringMethtwitter.com/MethRecovering

    180 Days Into Recovery - Ep. 004

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 23, 2020 15:01


    Feb. 22, 2020, 180 days into my recovery from my meth addiction. Never in my wildest 'tweaker' dreams did I see this day being possible. 30 years old, the only life I knew included bring a slave to a destructive dictator. Meth is something I love. Too afraid to make my own choices, I allowed it to make my choices for me. To the point, it killed me. A new found faith, amazing support and complete surrender have allowed me to know life does goes on. Without the drugs. It is beyond anything I could imagine.visit recoveringmeth.comfacebook.com/recoveringmethtwitter.com/MethRecovering

    Episode 3 - Recovering Meth

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 1, 2020 15:00


    We go a lifetime with unanswered questions. Curious minds get answers on this episode of the Recovering Meth podcast. Kendall confesses his experiences of the destructive perfection that is meth. Be sure to visit recoveringmeth.com for my journey to recovery.recoveringmeth.comfacebook.com/recoveringmeth

    Episode 2 - Recovering Meth

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 26, 2020 13:44


    Can't give away what you don't have. Mari, Shields, & Charity are guests, sharing their experience of defeat and their strive toward hope. We all come from different backgrounds. The commonality of our story is how addiction destroyed our lives. We all began our road to recovery. Rebuilding broken spirits to come out on top. Not just another statistic to addiction. Visit recoveringmeth.com

    Intro - Ep. 001

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 24, 2020 1:43


    Being a meth addict is something I ain't proud of, but ain't ashamed to admit it either. A 12 year addiction destroyed my life entirely. I was given the ultimatum of life or death. I chose life. Currently 5 months of clean time that I not plan on letting go of anytime soon. This is my journey of recovery. Just a straight up tweaker rebuilding his life. Visit recoveringmeth.com

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