Podcasts about addiction recovery

In this episode of The Begin Again Podcast, host Gary Menkes interviews Joshua Bennett-Johnson, a licensed alcohol and drug counselor from Waltham, Boston, MA. Joshuaua shares his harrowing experiences with addiction, including a traumatic childhood marked by fear and anxiety. He also recounts his descent into substance abuse, starting with smoking his first joint at 12 to robbing a bank at 29 to feed his addiction. Joshuaua speaks candidly about his turning point in jail, his recovery journey, and the profound impact his counselor Larry had on his life. Now a counselor himself, Joshuaua helps others navigate their paths to sobriety, emphasizing the importance of love and relatability in treatment. This episode is a powerful testament to the transformative potential of recovery and the unwavering human spirit.

Angel, who is celebrating six months of sobriety from Fentanyl, opens up about his path to recovery, the struggles he faced, and the life-changing moments that led him to sobriety. He shares insights into the challenges of overcoming addiction, the pivotal moments that influenced his decision to seek help, and the transformation his life has undergone since becoming sober. The conversation highlights the importance of support systems, the various pathways to recovery, and the fulfillment that comes from being present and active in one's own life. 00:00 Introduction and Host Backgrounds00:27 Angel's Early Recovery Journey00:48 Exploring the Sober Community02:15 Life in Recovery05:18 Angel's Addiction History07:24 Struggles with Fentanyl11:28 Attempts to Get Clean12:24 Manipulating the System14:02 Probation and Deception15:45 Hitting Rock Bottom18:01 The Turning Point19:58 Entering Detox22:22 Path to Recovery24:20 Life After Addiction26:18 Advice for Newcomers ----Across the Web----

"At M2 The Rock, we fully respect the anonymity of all 12-step fellowships. In alignment with their traditions, we do not represent or speak on behalf of any of these groups. Our mission is to share hope, not affiliation."About M2 THE ROCK - MICHAEL MOLTHAN:I'm Michael Molthan, host of The M2 The Rock Show—one of the fastest-growing podcasts and shows on self-improvement, mental health, addiction recovery, and spiritual transformation. I'm so grateful you're here.I started M2 The Rock in 2017 to bring you conversations designed to make you happier, healthier, and more healed. Through raw and unfiltered discussions with experts, celebrities, thought leaders, and athletes, we uncover new perspectives on personal growth, recovery, and overcoming life's toughest challenges.My Story:What sets my journey apart is that there wasn't just one rock bottom—there were many. From being a successful luxury homebuilder to falling into addiction, homelessness, crime, and eventually 27 mugshots and prison, my life was in absolute chaos.Addiction was my temporary escape from childhood trauma, but it only led to destruction.It wasn't until I hit the lowest point imaginable that I finally found true freedom, redemption, and purpose. After an unexpected early release from prison in 2017, I walked 300 miles back to Dallas to turn myself in—only to be miraculously pardoned and told to “pay it forward.”And that's exactly what I've been doing ever since.My MissionI believe that rock bottom is not the end—it's a stepping stone to something greater.My goal is to redefine what "rock bottom" means by helping others rebuild their Spirit, Mind, and Body. On M2 The Rock, I speak openly about trauma, addiction, recovery, and the power of transformation. I don't shy away from topics like:✅ Trauma & Addiction – Understanding the root causes✅ Self-Sabotage & Mental Health – Breaking negative cycles✅ Codependency & Enabling – How relationships impact recovery✅ 12-Step Programs & Spiritual Healing – Finding true freedom✅ Religious Trauma & Personal Growth – Healing from past wounds"Everyone Is An Addict."Whether it's substances, work, validation, or negative thinking, we all have something we struggle with.But recovery is possible, and transformation is real.

"At M2 The Rock, we fully respect the anonymity of all 12-step fellowships. In alignment with their traditions, we do not represent or speak on behalf of any of these groups. Our mission is to share hope, not affiliation."About M2 THE ROCK - MICHAEL MOLTHAN:I'm Michael Molthan, host of The M2 The Rock Show—one of the fastest-growing podcasts and shows on self-improvement, mental health, addiction recovery, and spiritual transformation. I'm so grateful you're here.I started M2 The Rock in 2017 to bring you conversations designed to make you happier, healthier, and more healed. Through raw and unfiltered discussions with experts, celebrities, thought leaders, and athletes, we uncover new perspectives on personal growth, recovery, and overcoming life's toughest challenges.My Story:What sets my journey apart is that there wasn't just one rock bottom—there were many. From being a successful luxury homebuilder to falling into addiction, homelessness, crime, and eventually 27 mugshots and prison, my life was in absolute chaos.Addiction was my temporary escape from childhood trauma, but it only led to destruction.It wasn't until I hit the lowest point imaginable that I finally found true freedom, redemption, and purpose. After an unexpected early release from prison in 2017, I walked 300 miles back to Dallas to turn myself in—only to be miraculously pardoned and told to “pay it forward.”And that's exactly what I've been doing ever since.My MissionI believe that rock bottom is not the end—it's a stepping stone to something greater.My goal is to redefine what "rock bottom" means by helping others rebuild their Spirit, Mind, and Body. On M2 The Rock, I speak openly about trauma, addiction, recovery, and the power of transformation. I don't shy away from topics like:✅ Trauma & Addiction – Understanding the root causes✅ Self-Sabotage & Mental Health – Breaking negative cycles✅ Codependency & Enabling – How relationships impact recovery✅ 12-Step Programs & Spiritual Healing – Finding true freedom✅ Religious Trauma & Personal Growth – Healing from past wounds"Everyone Is An Addict."Whether it's substances, work, validation, or negative thinking, we all have something we struggle with.But recovery is possible, and transformation is real.

"At M2 The Rock, we fully respect the anonymity of all 12-step fellowships. In alignment with their traditions, we do not represent or speak on behalf of any of these groups. Our mission is to share hope, not affiliation."About M2 THE ROCK - MICHAEL MOLTHAN:I'm Michael Molthan, host of The M2 The Rock Show—one of the fastest-growing podcasts and shows on self-improvement, mental health, addiction recovery, and spiritual transformation. I'm so grateful you're here.I started M2 The Rock in 2017 to bring you conversations designed to make you happier, healthier, and more healed. Through raw and unfiltered discussions with experts, celebrities, thought leaders, and athletes, we uncover new perspectives on personal growth, recovery, and overcoming life's toughest challenges.My Story:What sets my journey apart is that there wasn't just one rock bottom—there were many. From being a successful luxury homebuilder to falling into addiction, homelessness, crime, and eventually 27 mugshots and prison, my life was in absolute chaos.Addiction was my temporary escape from childhood trauma, but it only led to destruction.It wasn't until I hit the lowest point imaginable that I finally found true freedom, redemption, and purpose. After an unexpected early release from prison in 2017, I walked 300 miles back to Dallas to turn myself in—only to be miraculously pardoned and told to “pay it forward.”And that's exactly what I've been doing ever since.My MissionI believe that rock bottom is not the end—it's a stepping stone to something greater.My goal is to redefine what "rock bottom" means by helping others rebuild their Spirit, Mind, and Body. On M2 The Rock, I speak openly about trauma, addiction, recovery, and the power of transformation. I don't shy away from topics like:✅ Trauma & Addiction – Understanding the root causes✅ Self-Sabotage & Mental Health – Breaking negative cycles✅ Codependency & Enabling – How relationships impact recovery✅ 12-Step Programs & Spiritual Healing – Finding true freedom✅ Religious Trauma & Personal Growth – Healing from past wounds"Everyone Is An Addict."Whether it's substances, work, validation, or negative thinking, we all have something we struggle with.But recovery is possible, and transformation is real.

"At M2 The Rock, we fully respect the anonymity of all 12-step fellowships. In alignment with their traditions, we do not represent or speak on behalf of any of these groups. Our mission is to share hope, not affiliation."About M2 THE ROCK - MICHAEL MOLTHAN:I'm Michael Molthan, host of The M2 The Rock Show—one of the fastest-growing podcasts and shows on self-improvement, mental health, addiction recovery, and spiritual transformation. I'm so grateful you're here.I started M2 The Rock in 2017 to bring you conversations designed to make you happier, healthier, and more healed. Through raw and unfiltered discussions with experts, celebrities, thought leaders, and athletes, we uncover new perspectives on personal growth, recovery, and overcoming life's toughest challenges.My Story:What sets my journey apart is that there wasn't just one rock bottom—there were many. From being a successful luxury homebuilder to falling into addiction, homelessness, crime, and eventually 27 mugshots and prison, my life was in absolute chaos.Addiction was my temporary escape from childhood trauma, but it only led to destruction.It wasn't until I hit the lowest point imaginable that I finally found true freedom, redemption, and purpose. After an unexpected early release from prison in 2017, I walked 300 miles back to Dallas to turn myself in—only to be miraculously pardoned and told to “pay it forward.”And that's exactly what I've been doing ever since.My MissionI believe that rock bottom is not the end—it's a stepping stone to something greater.My goal is to redefine what "rock bottom" means by helping others rebuild their Spirit, Mind, and Body. On M2 The Rock, I speak openly about trauma, addiction, recovery, and the power of transformation. I don't shy away from topics like:✅ Trauma & Addiction – Understanding the root causes✅ Self-Sabotage & Mental Health – Breaking negative cycles✅ Codependency & Enabling – How relationships impact recovery✅ 12-Step Programs & Spiritual Healing – Finding true freedom✅ Religious Trauma & Personal Growth – Healing from past wounds"Everyone Is An Addict."Whether it's substances, work, validation, or negative thinking, we all have something we struggle with.But recovery is possible, and transformation is real.

Robbie Bent is the co-founder of Othership—a multi-million dollar wellness movement centered around sauna, breathwork, cold plunge, and emotional connection. After a devastating startup failure left him broke and struggling with addiction, what began as backyard ice bath experiments during COVID evolved into one of the most innovative wellness concepts today. In this raw conversation, Robbie shares how his darkest moments led to discovering somatic practices that not only saved his life but inspired a business helping thousands heal together. Robbie and Megan explore why traditional therapy often falls short, how Othership became a "Trojan Horse" for emotional processing, and why the real transformation happens not in the sauna or ice bath—but in the vulnerable sharing that follows. Beyond the emotional insights, Robbie gets tactical about scaling brick-and-mortar businesses, dealing with copycats, founder mode versus delegation, and the profound loneliness of building something meaningful while trying to be a present father and husband. This conversation reveals why the future of wellness isn't about optimizing alone; it's about witnessing each other's humanity—and healing in community. Topics & Takeaways What Othership is and why it's more than sauna and ice baths The emotional regulation crisis and the new wave of wellness How hot/cold contrast therapy is a Trojan horse for emotional healing The science behind breathwork, group sharing, and co-regulation Why Robbie believes emotional health is “where fitness was in 2009” The story behind Othership's founders and their radically intentional space design Building emotional safety in a luxury-meets-humility environment From addiction and startup failure to healing and service How Robbie overcame shame, scarcity, and perfectionism The power of vulnerability and the healing force of group connection What makes Othership polarizing—and why that's the point Cult-like brand love, social wellness, and the death of shame How Robbie manages competition, fear, and founder pressure Why success is about how deeply you impact someone, not how many   The Failure Factor Podcast was brought to you by Off The Field Coaching. Explore working with one of our coaches at http://offthefieldcoaching.com Hosted by Megan Bruneau: therapist, executive coach, speaker, Forbes contributor, and host of The Failure Factor. For more info, visit https://meganbruneau.com    Follow Othership

Stevie Ray Vaughan Discusses Drugs and AlcoholAbout M2 THE ROCK - MICHAEL MOLTHAN:I'm Michael Molthan, host of The M2 The Rock Show—one of the fastest-growing podcasts and shows on self-improvement, mental health, addiction recovery, and spiritual transformation. I'm so grateful you're here.I started M2 The Rock in 2017 to bring you conversations designed to make you happier, healthier, and more healed. Through raw and unfiltered discussions with experts, celebrities, thought leaders, and athletes, we uncover new perspectives on personal growth, recovery, and overcoming life's toughest challenges.My Story:What sets my journey apart is that there wasn't just one rock bottom—there were many. From being a successful luxury homebuilder to falling into addiction, homelessness, crime, and eventually 27 mugshots and prison, my life was in absolute chaos.Addiction was my temporary escape from childhood trauma, but it only led to destruction.It wasn't until I hit the lowest point imaginable that I finally found true freedom, redemption, and purpose. After an unexpected early release from prison in 2017, I walked 300 miles back to Dallas to turn myself in—only to be miraculously pardoned and told to “pay it forward.”And that's exactly what I've been doing ever since.My MissionI believe that rock bottom is not the end—it's a stepping stone to something greater.My goal is to redefine what "rock bottom" means by helping others rebuild their Spirit, Mind, and Body. On M2 The Rock, I speak openly about trauma, addiction, recovery, and the power of transformation. I don't shy away from topics like:✅ Trauma & Addiction – Understanding the root causes✅ Self-Sabotage & Mental Health – Breaking negative cycles✅ Codependency & Enabling – How relationships impact recovery✅ 12-Step Programs & Spiritual Healing – Finding true freedom✅ Religious Trauma & Personal Growth – Healing from past wounds"Everyone Is An Addict."Whether it's substances, work, validation, or negative thinking, we all have something we struggle with.But recovery is possible, and transformation is real.

This week, we are replaying one of our favorite episodes when Merrit was joined by an amazing woman!  Tune in as you hear Mary Beth's story on how she went from being an addict to becoming a Federal Judge.Purchase a copy of Merrit's book "Lost Innocence" by visiting: amazon.comFor the audiobook version visit Merrit on Instagram @merrithartblay and click the link in his bio.Hosted by: Merrit HartblayExecutive Producer: Jess Branashttp://www.branasenterprises.com

In this episode of the Addict to Athlete podcast, Coach Blu Robinson engages in a deep conversation with Darryl Stickel, an expert in building trust and connection. They explore the journey of trust, its definition, and the dynamics involved in fostering deeper relationships. Darryl shares his personal experiences that shaped his understanding of trust, emphasizing the importance of vulnerability and self-trust. The discussion also covers practical strategies for building trust in various relationships, including parenting and professional settings, and highlights the significance of communication and awareness in nurturing trust. 00:00Introduction to Trust and Connection 03:07The Journey to Building Trust 06:06Understanding Trust: Definition and Dynamics 08:48The Role of Vulnerability in Trust 11:54Levers of Trust: Benevolence, Integrity, and Ability 14:43Self-Trust and Its Importance 17:36Parenting and Trust Dynamics 20:29Learning from Mistakes and Building Resilience 24:23Navigating Trust and Love in Difficult Relationships 27:02Learning Through Mistakes: The Role of Experience 29:14The Balance of Control and Independence in Parenting 31:10Vulnerability and Trust: Overcoming Past Hurts 35:06The Power of Benevolence in Building Trust 39:46Creating Connections: The Importance of Asking for Help   To Learn More: www.trustunlimited.com Please join Addict to Athlete's Patreon support page and help us turn the mess of addiction into the message of sobriety! https://www.patreon.com/addicttoathlete Please visit our website for more information on Team Addict to Athlete and Addiction Recovery Podcasts. https://www.AddictToAthlete.org Join the Team! Circle, our new social support event, along with the team and athlete communication platform, is designed to help us break free from doom scrolling and shadow banning and foster stronger connections among us. Follow the link, download the app, and start this new chapter of Team AIIA! Join Circle https://a2a.circle.so/join?invitation_token=16daaa0d9ecd7421d384dd05a461464ce149cc9e-63d4aa30-1a67-4120-ae12-124791dfb519

In episode 3 of Season 4, we explore the science of free will and to what degree God exerts control over our lives. We begin with Mike Genna, a prominent musician in the 1980s who spiraled into drug addiction after tragedy. Helping us to fully understand the science of addiction, we interview Joseph Caravella, an addiction specialist at the Betty Ford Clinic in St. Paul, Minnesota. From there, we delve into what physics tells us about free will with Dr. Robert Bishop, Professor of Physics and Philosophy at Wheaton College. Finally, we caught up with Dr. Raymond A. Blacketer, a scholar in the area of biblical exegesis, about the Christian perspective on free will and suffering. Featured Guests (in order of appearance): Mike Genna Joseph Caravella Dr. Robert Bishop Dr. Raymond Blacketer

This episode of The Spiritual Brain Surgery Podcast is guest-hosted by my good friend Caroline Beidler, a writer, and long-term recovery advocate. Caroline shares her personal journey with addiction and trauma, emphasizing the complex and multifaceted nature of addiction. She discusses how understanding the biological impacts of substance use and the concept of neuroplasticity can foster recovery and healing. Caroline critiques outdated campaigns like 'This is Your Brain on Drugs,' advocating for a hopeful approach to addiction that combines faith, community, and grace. The discussion includes insights into how recovery can restore cognitive function and emotional stability, providing a message of hope for individuals and their loved ones struggling with addiction.This one will help you if you're struggling with these issues, or if you love someone who is in recovery, dealing with addiction, or suffering from trauma or tragedy.Chapters0:10 Introduction to Recovery and Hope2:38 Caroline Takes the Helm4:14 Understanding Addiction and Its Impact7:39 The Truth About Addiction10:34 The Science of Recovery17:02 Neuroplasticity and Change21:43 Healing Through Recovery22:57 Embracing the Promise of Recovery24:03 Conclusion and ResourcesLinks and resourcesCaroline's websiteCaroline's most recent book, You Are Not Your TraumaCaroline's book, Downstairs ChurchCircle of Chairs, Caroline's powerful Substack community (00:10) - Introduction to Recovery and Hope (02:38) - Caroline Takes the Helm (04:14) - Understanding Addiction and Its Impact (07:39) - The Truth About Addiction (10:34) - The Science of Recovery (17:02) - Neuroplasticity and Change (21:43) - Healing Through Recovery (22:57) - Embracing the Promise of Recovery (24:03) - Conclusion and Resources

Serena Saunders, founder of Pawsitive Recovery, shares her heartfelt journey from a challenging childhood marked by her mother's schizophrenia and substance use, leading to her own struggles with drugs and alcohol starting at age 12. After years of ups and downs, Serena found recovery four years ago and turned her life around by creating Pawsitive Recovery. This unique program helps people in addiction and mental health treatment by providing foster care for their pets. Serena also talks about the importance of animal companionship in recovery and the services Pawsitive Recovery offers, including workshops and partnerships with local shelters. Learn how her dog Oscar inspired this life-saving initiative.00:00 Introduction to Serena Saunders and Pawsitive Recovery00:16 Serena's Childhood and Family Struggles04:33 Early Substance Use and Teenage Years05:58 Realizing the Need for Help07:01 Journey to Sobriety and Recovery11:22 Founding Pawsitive Recovery14:25 Expanding Positive Recovery Nationwide15:23 The Impact of Animals in Recovery21:48 How to Get Involved and Final Thoughts ----Across the Web----

Join us on a transformative journey as we sit down with Dr. Jeff McNairy, the Chief Medical Officer at Rythmia, who shares his compelling shift from traditional mental health practices to the world of alternative therapies. Inspired by Gerard Powell's remarkable healing journey, Dr. McNairy unveils the promising potential of integrating Western psychology with indigenous medicine. We explore how ayahuasca, a powerful plant medicine, offers a new perspective on addiction and trauma recovery, providing hope for those who have found conventional treatments lacking in addressing the root causes of their struggles. Our conversation delves into the complex relationship between trauma, subconscious memories, and healing methods. Dr. McNairy and I discuss the resurgence of interest in regressive trauma work through modern therapeutic approaches like EMDR and hypnotherapy, and the role psychedelics like ayahuasca play in accessing deep-seated emotions. Highlighting the importance of intentionality, setting, and aftercare, we consider how these therapies can foster personal growth and healthier relationships, particularly for recent trauma victims, including veterans. In this episode, you will hear: Exploration of integrating Western psychology with indigenous medicine for trauma and addiction recovery. Dr. Jeff McNairy's transition from traditional mental health practices to alternative therapies, inspired by Gerard Powell's healing journey. The role of ayahuasca in accessing deep-seated emotions and its effectiveness for recent trauma, particularly in veterans. Discussion on modern therapeutic approaches like EMDR, hypnotherapy, and their relationship with regressive trauma work. Importance of intentionality, setting, and aftercare in the use of psychedelics like ayahuasca for personal growth and healing. Insight into the transformative work at Rhythmia and its long-term positive impact on mental health recovery. Interested in finding out more about Rythmia? About Ayahuasca Guide The content on The Addicted Mind is for informational purposes only and is not a substitute for professional medical advice, diagnosis, or treatment. Always seek the advice of a qualified health provider with any questions you may have regarding a medical or mental health condition. To support our work, this site uses affiliate links. We may earn a commission from qualifying purchases made through these links, at no additional cost to you. Thank you for supporting the podcast. Follow and Review: We'd love for you to follow us if you haven't yet. Click that purple '+' in the top right corner of your Apple Podcasts app. We'd love it even more if you could drop a review or 5-star rating over on Apple Podcasts. Simply select “Ratings and Reviews” and “Write a Review” then a quick line with your favorite part of the episode. It only takes a second and it helps spread the word about the podcast. Supporting Resources: NovusMindfulLife.com https://www.theaddictedmind.com/community  Episode Credits If you like this podcast and are thinking of creating your own, consider talking to my producer, Emerald City Productions. They helped me grow and produce the podcast you are listening to right now. Find out more at https://emeraldcitypro.com Let them know we sent you. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoicesSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

Send us a textWelcome to another inspiring episode of Living the Dream with Curveball! Join us as we dive into the impactful journey of Tava Scott, CEO and chief consultant of T. Scott Consulting. Tava shares her profound experiences in social services, from her early days in Louisiana to her current mission of elevating care standards across multiple states. Discover how her passion for helping others led to the creation of a consulting firm dedicated to improving service quality for vulnerable populations. Tava discusses the challenges faced by agencies, the importance of compliance, and the innovative solutions her team provides to ensure that those in need receive the best care possible. With a wealth of knowledge and a heart for service, Tava's insights will motivate you to find ways to support your community and make a difference.1. Introduction to Tava Scott and her background2. The journey into social services and the inspiration behind T. Scott Consulting3. The importance of quality service in behavioral health programs4. Achievements and recognition in the field5. Upcoming projects and conferences6. Final thoughts on community support and collaborationFor more information on Tava and her work, visit T. Scott Consulting or reach out via LinkedIn. Don't forget to subscribe to the Living the Dream with Curveball podcast for more uplifting stories and insights!Want to be a guest on Living the Dream with Curveball? Send Curtis Jackson a message on PodMatch, here: https://www.podmatch.com/hostdetailpreview/1628631536976x919760049303001600

Learn more about our upcoming Women's Hiking Retreat in Moab, Utah: https://sunandmoonsoberliving.com/moab-retreat/Access a free mindfulness meditation to help manage cravings and regulate emotions: https://pages.sunandmoonsoberliving.com/easemeditationFollow along on Instagram: @sunandmoon.soberliving ___Michael Chernow is a highly accomplished entrepreneur, father, husband, podcast host, coach, and professional athlete. As a person in recovery from addiction for two decades, Michael's mission is to share positive habits and experiences with as many people as possible through business and coaching in the name of service. His latest venture, Kreatures of Habit is a wellness brand offering high-protein superfood oatmeal, natural sleep aids, and apparel to build habits for a healthier lifestyle.Topics explored in this episode include:Michael's addiction recovery storyHow small wins lead to big changesThe role of fitness & nutrition in recoveryWhy sobriety is a superpower3Cs - commitment, confidence & courageSpiritualityCheck out the links below to connect with Michael and find out more about his work:IG: @michaelchernowWebsite: https://www.michaelchernow.com/Kreatures of Habit: https://kreaturesofhabit.com/__Disclaimer: The content of this podcast is not intended to be a substitute for professional medical advice, diagnosis, or treatment.

PAIN: Parents & Addicts in Need's Founder, Flindt Andersen, and Jason LaChance sat down to discuss AI and how it is becoming a useful tool in helping people in the addiction recovery process. Most notably, OpiAID couples advanced AI with smartwatch technology. If you are a treatment facility and would like to learn more about how to integrate the OpiAID technology, call 910-777-4915 and mention that you heard about OpiAID on PAIN's 'Don't Hide The Scars' program. https://opiaid.ai/ Please share your thoughts with us and topics you'd like to see discussed on PAIN's Don't Hide The Scars Podcast by emailing ⁠jason@painnonprofit.org⁠ For more on Parents & Addicts In Need: If you or a loved ones need our services, follow on social media, the Don't Hide The Scars Podcast, to get involved, or to donate ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://linktr.ee/painnonprofit⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ For more on Flindt Andersen, to have him speak at your organization, visit ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.flindtandersen.com/ ⁠⁠⁠

About M2 THE ROCK - MICHAEL MOLTHAN:I'm Michael Molthan, host of The M2 The Rock Show—one of the fastest-growing podcasts and shows on self-improvement, mental health, addiction recovery, and spiritual transformation. I'm so grateful you're here.I started M2 The Rock in 2017 to bring you conversations designed to make you happier, healthier, and more healed. Through raw and unfiltered discussions with experts, celebrities, thought leaders, and athletes, we uncover new perspectives on personal growth, recovery, and overcoming life's toughest challenges.My Story:What sets my journey apart is that there wasn't just one rock bottom—there were many. From being a successful luxury homebuilder to falling into addiction, homelessness, crime, and eventually 27 mugshots and prison, my life was in absolute chaos.Addiction was my temporary escape from childhood trauma, but it only led to destruction.It wasn't until I hit the lowest point imaginable that I finally found true freedom, redemption, and purpose. After an unexpected early release from prison in 2017, I walked 300 miles back to Dallas to turn myself in—only to be miraculously pardoned and told to “pay it forward.”And that's exactly what I've been doing ever since.My MissionI believe that rock bottom is not the end—it's a stepping stone to something greater.My goal is to redefine what "rock bottom" means by helping others rebuild their Spirit, Mind, and Body. On M2 The Rock, I speak openly about trauma, addiction, recovery, and the power of transformation. I don't shy away from topics like:✅ Trauma & Addiction – Understanding the root causes✅ Self-Sabotage & Mental Health – Breaking negative cycles✅ Codependency & Enabling – How relationships impact recovery✅ 12-Step Programs & Spiritual Healing – Finding true freedom✅ Religious Trauma & Personal Growth – Healing from past wounds"Everyone Is An Addict."Whether it's substances, work, validation, or negative thinking, we all have something we struggle with.But recovery is possible, and transformation is real.

About M2 THE ROCK - MICHAEL MOLTHAN:I'm Michael Molthan, host of The M2 The Rock Show—one of the fastest-growing podcasts and shows on self-improvement, mental health, addiction recovery, and spiritual transformation. I'm so grateful you're here.I started M2 The Rock in 2017 to bring you conversations designed to make you happier, healthier, and more healed. Through raw and unfiltered discussions with experts, celebrities, thought leaders, and athletes, we uncover new perspectives on personal growth, recovery, and overcoming life's toughest challenges.My Story:What sets my journey apart is that there wasn't just one rock bottom—there were many. From being a successful luxury homebuilder to falling into addiction, homelessness, crime, and eventually 27 mugshots and prison, my life was in absolute chaos.Addiction was my temporary escape from childhood trauma, but it only led to destruction.It wasn't until I hit the lowest point imaginable that I finally found true freedom, redemption, and purpose. After an unexpected early release from prison in 2017, I walked 300 miles back to Dallas to turn myself in—only to be miraculously pardoned and told to “pay it forward.”And that's exactly what I've been doing ever since.My MissionI believe that rock bottom is not the end—it's a stepping stone to something greater.My goal is to redefine what "rock bottom" means by helping others rebuild their Spirit, Mind, and Body. On M2 The Rock, I speak openly about trauma, addiction, recovery, and the power of transformation. I don't shy away from topics like:✅ Trauma & Addiction – Understanding the root causes✅ Self-Sabotage & Mental Health – Breaking negative cycles✅ Codependency & Enabling – How relationships impact recovery✅ 12-Step Programs & Spiritual Healing – Finding true freedom✅ Religious Trauma & Personal Growth – Healing from past wounds"Everyone Is An Addict."Whether it's substances, work, validation, or negative thinking, we all have something we struggle with.But recovery is possible, and transformation is real.

Summary   Addiction isn't about substances—it's about spiritual disconnection. In this compelling episode of Higher Density Living, Hamza Najam of Breathe Sober unpacks the deeper, energetic roots of addiction and how breathwork creates a pathway back to purpose. Listeners will uncover practical tools for healing and awakening. Tune in to reconnect with your divine self.   Overview   What if you're not an addict, but simply spiritually starving? Jason Rigby and guest Hamza Najam dive deep into the misunderstood nature of addiction—not as a moral failing, but a misalignment of energy and consciousness. Drawing from both science and spirituality, Hamza explains how trauma becomes trapped in our lower chakras and keeps us tethered to past pain, perpetuating cycles of numbing and escapism.   This episode unpacks the neuroscience behind addiction, the role of the heart-brain connection, and the transformative power of breathwork. Listeners will hear how breath becomes the bridge to the higher self, dissolving stored trauma and reconnecting the body to divine frequency. Through gratitude, visualization, and spiritual discipline, Hamza reveals how every soul can reclaim worth and rise above patterns of unworthiness and fear. This is a call to wake up, turn inward, and remember who you really are.   Timestamps [01:00] – Addiction is Spiritual Starvation: Addiction stems from disconnection, not weakness. [02:45] – Defining Spiritual Disconnection: Exploring the void that leads to compulsive behavior. [04:30] – How Trauma Gets Stuck: The science of blocked energy in the lower chakras. [06:50] – Breathwork as the Reset: Breath as a tool to release trauma and create space. [10:30] – The Heart-Brain Connection: Why your heart leads your healing journey. [13:00] – Manifestation through Frequency: Matching vibration with desired outcomes. [16:30] – From Victim to Creator: The moment Hamza reclaimed ownership of his life. [21:45] – Self-Love as Sobriety: Drawing boundaries and doing the inner work daily.   Quotes “You're not broken. You're blocked.” – Hamza Najam “Addiction is just energy stuck in the past.” – Jason Rigby “Your breath is your bridge to God.” – Hamza Najam   Resources

Can hypnosis help with addiction recovery? In this raw and deeply personal episode, Penny is joined by certified hypnotist and soul alignment guide Hannah Mae, who shares her 20+ year journey through addiction, recovery, and spiritual transformation. But the biggest surprise? Hannah doesn't recommend hypnosis for those in the throes of addiction. Why? Because true recovery requires presence—and hypnosis works best after the physical and emotional chaos has begun to settle. This episode explores: Why hypnosis isn't always the best first step for addiction When hypnosis becomes a powerful recovery tool The spiritual root of addiction and codependency How trauma, disconnection, and survival patterns keep people stuck What it takes to come back into balance and wholeness You'll also hear Hannah's personal stories of recovery, spiritual awakening, and how self-hypnosis changed her experience with childbirth, parenting, and presence.   ✨ Join Hannah's Soul Detox (7-day spiritual reset) Begins July 1 – A gentle way to let go of what's blocking your light.

Ben Kaye shares his powerful story of recovery after years caught in the world of chemsex—a term used to describe using drugs like crystal meth, GBL, and mephedrone to enhance sex, lower inhibitions, and feel more connected during sexual encounters, especially within the LGBTQ+ community. What started as weekend partying turned into daily drug use and emotional isolation. Ben opens up about how trauma, loneliness, and the search for love led him to addiction, including injecting meth to feel a sense of control and connection. In this honest and eye-opening conversation, Ben explains how chemsex became his way of coping, and how treatment, community, and time helped him rebuild his life. Now a therapist, he helps others find healing too. 00:00 – Intro: Meet Ben Kaye01:05 – An idyllic childhood shattered at 1502:21 – First experiences with substances04:00 – Moving to London, coming out, and the party scene05:30 – Why the party lifestyle became so appealing07:00 – Functioning addict or barely functioning?08:22 – When weekend use turned into daily meth use09:27 – Injecting crystal meth: how it started10:45 – What is Chemsex? Breaking it down12:00 – The rise of Chemsex culture and hookup apps13:10 – Why young people are at risk14:24 – Looking for love, not just drugs15:30 – What intimacy looks like without drugs16:50 – How Ben got help and started recovery18:28 – The mental health impact of heavy drug use20:00 – Starting over through treatment and support21:50 – Learning to enjoy life sober23:00 – Becoming a therapist and helping others25:00 – Advice for anyone starting recovery 

About M2 THE ROCK - MICHAEL MOLTHAN:I'm Michael Molthan, host of The M2 The Rock Show—one of the fastest-growing podcasts and shows on self-improvement, mental health, addiction recovery, and spiritual transformation. I'm so grateful you're here.I started M2 The Rock in 2017 to bring you conversations designed to make you happier, healthier, and more healed. Through raw and unfiltered discussions with experts, celebrities, thought leaders, and athletes, we uncover new perspectives on personal growth, recovery, and overcoming life's toughest challenges.My Story:What sets my journey apart is that there wasn't just one rock bottom—there were many. From being a successful luxury homebuilder to falling into addiction, homelessness, crime, and eventually 27 mugshots and prison, my life was in absolute chaos.Addiction was my temporary escape from childhood trauma, but it only led to destruction.It wasn't until I hit the lowest point imaginable that I finally found true freedom, redemption, and purpose. After an unexpected early release from prison in 2017, I walked 300 miles back to Dallas to turn myself in—only to be miraculously pardoned and told to “pay it forward.”And that's exactly what I've been doing ever since.My MissionI believe that rock bottom is not the end—it's a stepping stone to something greater.My goal is to redefine what "rock bottom" means by helping others rebuild their Spirit, Mind, and Body. On M2 The Rock, I speak openly about trauma, addiction, recovery, and the power of transformation. I don't shy away from topics like:✅ Trauma & Addiction – Understanding the root causes✅ Self-Sabotage & Mental Health – Breaking negative cycles✅ Codependency & Enabling – How relationships impact recovery✅ 12-Step Programs & Spiritual Healing – Finding true freedom✅ Religious Trauma & Personal Growth – Healing from past wounds"Everyone Is An Addict."Whether it's substances, work, validation, or negative thinking, we all have something we struggle with.But recovery is possible, and transformation is real.

About M2 THE ROCK - MICHAEL MOLTHAN:I'm Michael Molthan, host of The M2 The Rock Show—one of the fastest-growing podcasts and shows on self-improvement, mental health, addiction recovery, and spiritual transformation. I'm so grateful you're here.I started M2 The Rock in 2017 to bring you conversations designed to make you happier, healthier, and more healed. Through raw and unfiltered discussions with experts, celebrities, thought leaders, and athletes, we uncover new perspectives on personal growth, recovery, and overcoming life's toughest challenges.My Story:What sets my journey apart is that there wasn't just one rock bottom—there were many. From being a successful luxury homebuilder to falling into addiction, homelessness, crime, and eventually 27 mugshots and prison, my life was in absolute chaos.Addiction was my temporary escape from childhood trauma, but it only led to destruction.It wasn't until I hit the lowest point imaginable that I finally found true freedom, redemption, and purpose. After an unexpected early release from prison in 2017, I walked 300 miles back to Dallas to turn myself in—only to be miraculously pardoned and told to “pay it forward.”And that's exactly what I've been doing ever since.My MissionI believe that rock bottom is not the end—it's a stepping stone to something greater.My goal is to redefine what "rock bottom" means by helping others rebuild their Spirit, Mind, and Body. On M2 The Rock, I speak openly about trauma, addiction, recovery, and the power of transformation. I don't shy away from topics like:✅ Trauma & Addiction – Understanding the root causes✅ Self-Sabotage & Mental Health – Breaking negative cycles✅ Codependency & Enabling – How relationships impact recovery✅ 12-Step Programs & Spiritual Healing – Finding true freedom✅ Religious Trauma & Personal Growth – Healing from past wounds"Everyone Is An Addict."Whether it's substances, work, validation, or negative thinking, we all have something we struggle with.But recovery is possible, and transformation is real.

For our 250th episode, we have a special duo sharing a lot about their up-and-down journey to redemption. These guys have both had leadership roles in churches for decades. They find God lessons in everyday life...have faced adversity with both recovering from addictions, one of them also battling cancer and the other losing his marriage, but they lean on faith and each other and their family and music to live life to the fullest. Make sure to subscribe to "Run the Race" and theirs too. (4:32) Chaplain Richard Moore and Brad Williams recently started their own podcast "Sermons on the Side" which I highly recommend and they had me on as a recent guest: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/sermons-on-the-side/id1795709466. They talk about the real meaning behind the name of their weekly show...and how church is important but their are huge experiences that happen beyond the 4 walls. (14:22) Brad is a father of 3 now, including a newborn. Hear why he thinks parenthood can reveal our selfishness and how to play "zone defense." Grandfather Richard and his wife have a combined 5 adult children and gives us some wisdom on how being a son of our Heavenly Father can inform all out relationships. (25:52) Brad learned he had testicular cancer at the same time they got their most recent positive pregnancy test. Along with his health journey, he explains why their baby's name Lily Grace is Biblically significant. Richard also gets vulnerable about, after 30 years in ministry roles, his "secret life" was revealed - an addiction (porn and struggle with lust) and "D-day" that led to trauma for his family and a broken marriage. But God. Don't miss how he's discovered, through a 16-year recovery so far, the surrender to the Lord trumps fear and shame because it leads to the ultimate freedom and a new identity in Christ. (44:05) Brad and Lisa - name of their music group, and they lead worship at a church in Harris County - have had their own marriage struggles and addiction challenges, that they sing about. I play portions of "Only You Can" on this episode: https://open.spotify.com/album/1f5aOlMYf7rdSMOjKjeAW5. Both these men are part of a weekly recovery group, knowing how vital community is to create change vs. trying to solve problems in isolation! (57:30) Both music and mentoring are powerful tools that Richard and Brad love talking about. (1:13:05) Love having these guys on. I close out in prayer. Thanks for listening to the #RunTheRace podcast! Also, write a quick review about it, on Apple podcasts. For more info and all past episodes, go to www.wtvm.com/podcast/.

Send us a textHillary Kallenberger is a dedicated yoga teacher based on the west coast of Florida, known for her transformative approach to body movement and mindfulness. With a rich background in high-level dance performance in New York, Hillary transitioned into yoga and bodywork, combining her passion for movement with a keen understanding of the human body. Previously a licensed counselor, Hilary has excelled in betterment coaching, helping clients achieve holistic wellness. Her recent journey through hip replacement surgery has further deepened her personal insights, enhancing her empathetic and therapeutic approach to teaching yoga and assisting others.Visit Hillary: https://www.currentmanifestationssrq.com/Key Takeaways:Embracing modern medicine alongside natural healing can be an essential part of recovery, even for those committed to holistic practices.Experiencing acute pain can lead to unexpected personal growth and a deeper connection with one's body.Self-compassion and asking for help are vital components of healing and personal well-being.Practicing gratitude and presence can transform one's relationship with their body and promote holistic healing.Thanks for listening to this episode. Check out:

#857: Join us as we sit down with W. Bryan Hubbard – Executive Director of the American Ibogaine Initiative. With a robust background in law, public policy, & community advocacy, Bryan is committed to transforming broken systems & tackling some of society's most urgent issues – including the opioid epidemic. Bryan recently launched the Texas Ibogaine Initiative alongside former Texas Governor Rick Perry, securing $50 million in state funding for ibogaine drug development trials – a naturally occurring compound showing groundbreaking potential for treating substance use disorders, trauma, & traumatic brain injury. In this episode, Bryan breaks down the harsh realities of the opioid crisis, how ibogaine disrupts addiction pathways beyond opioids, the damaging cycle of pharmaceutical abuse & its impact on society, & what it really takes to address addiction at its core!   To Watch the Show click HERE   For Detailed Show Notes visit TSCPODCAST.COM   To connect with W. Bryan Hubbard click HERE   To connect with Lauryn Bosstick click HERE   To connect with Michael Bosstick click HERE   Read More on The Skinny Confidential HERE   Head to our ShopMy page HERE and LTK page HERE to find all of the products mentioned in each episode.   Get your burning questions featured on the show! Leave the Him & Her Show a voicemail at +1 (512) 537-7194.   To learn more about W. Bryan Hubbard and read more about his transformative leadership visit https://www.wbryanhubbard.com.   This episode is sponsored by Woo More Play  Get Your Mushroom Vibez On. Visit http://woomoreplay.com to learn more!    This episode is sponsored by Momentous  Head to http://livemomentous.com and use code SKINNY for up to 35% off your first order.    This episode is sponsored by Squarespace Head to https://www.squarespace.com/SKINNY to save 10% off your first purchase of a website or domain using code SKINNY.   This episode is sponsored by Branch Basics You can use the code SKINNY15 to get 15% off at https://branchbasics.com/SKINNY15.    This episode is sponsored by Addyi  Learn more at Addyi.com.   This episode is sponsored by Fatty15 Fatty15 is on a mission to replenish your C15 levels and restore your long-term health. You can get an additional 15% off their 90-day subscription Starter Kit by going to http://fatty15.com/SKINNY and using code SKINNY at checkout.   This episode is sponsored by Spritz Society  Spritz Society is now available everywhere! Head to http://spritzsociety.com to find a store near you, and make sure to follow @spritz on Instagram for all their latest announcements and upcoming events. Spritz Society, Summer Starts Here!   Produced by Dear Media

On this episode of The Unforgettable Truth, Michael Molthan shares his powerful story of childhood abuse, alcoholism, and a shattered family—and how the redeeming love of Jesus transformed his darkest moments into a message of hope and restoration." Let me know if you'd like a shorter version for social media or a tagline-style pull quote.About M2 THE ROCK - MICHAEL MOLTHAN:I'm Michael Molthan, host of The M2 The Rock Show—one of the fastest-growing podcasts and shows on self-improvement, mental health, addiction recovery, and spiritual transformation. I'm so grateful you're here.I started M2 The Rock in 2017 to bring you conversations designed to make you happier, healthier, and more healed. Through raw and unfiltered discussions with experts, celebrities, thought leaders, and athletes, we uncover new perspectives on personal growth, recovery, and overcoming life's toughest challenges.My Story:What sets my journey apart is that there wasn't just one rock bottom—there were many. From being a successful luxury homebuilder to falling into addiction, homelessness, crime, and eventually 27 mugshots and prison, my life was in absolute chaos.Addiction was my temporary escape from childhood trauma, but it only led to destruction.It wasn't until I hit the lowest point imaginable that I finally found true freedom, redemption, and purpose. After an unexpected early release from prison in 2017, I walked 300 miles back to Dallas to turn myself in—only to be miraculously pardoned and told to “pay it forward.”And that's exactly what I've been doing ever since.My MissionI believe that rock bottom is not the end—it's a stepping stone to something greater.My goal is to redefine what "rock bottom" means by helping others rebuild their Spirit, Mind, and Body. On M2 The Rock, I speak openly about trauma, addiction, recovery, and the power of transformation. I don't shy away from topics like:✅ Trauma & Addiction – Understanding the root causes✅ Self-Sabotage & Mental Health – Breaking negative cycles✅ Codependency & Enabling – How relationships impact recovery✅ 12-Step Programs & Spiritual Healing – Finding true freedom✅ Religious Trauma & Personal Growth – Healing from past wounds"Everyone Is An Addict."Whether it's substances, work, validation, or negative thinking, we all have something we struggle with.But recovery is possible, and transformation is real.

In this inspiring episode, host Amb. Elisha welcomes Sonny Grappone, a sober-living advocate turned entrepreneur and podcast host.   Learn how Sonny overcame addiction, homelessness, and family trauma to build a thriving accounting firm and help small business owners grow.   In this episode, you'll discover:   ⚡ A powerful turnaround: From homelessness and addiction at 18 to 16 years sober and successful  

Send us a textn this deeply moving episode, Joey Pinz sits down with a remarkable guest at the Winthrop Market who turned his lowest moment into the start of a powerful transformation. Bobby Perdomo shares his raw, real journey from over 20 years of addiction to 18 months of sobriety—fueled by faith, community, and a pivotal moment in a church parking lot.Now a leader at Lighthouse Gospel Mission, Bobby helps others who walk the same path he once did. He discusses the structure that helped him heal, the spiritual awakening that drives him daily, and how reconnecting with his daughters and purpose brought him back to life.Whether you're facing personal struggles or supporting someone who is, this episode will open your heart to the possibility of change. It's a story of second chances, real redemption, and how one man now lives to lift others up. ✅ Top 3 Highlights:

In this episode, Ashley Darrow and her son Ashton share their emotional journey through addiction, foster care, and reunification. Ashley discusses her struggles with addiction and the impact it had on her relationship with Ashton, who reflects on his experiences in foster care and the challenges of being separated from his mother. The conversation highlights themes of love, resilience, and the complexities of family dynamics in the face of adversity. This conversation also explores the relational journey of Ashley and Ashton, a mother and son who navigated the challenges of foster care and addiction recovery. They share their experiences of separation, the long road to reunification, and the importance of building trust and honesty in their relationship. Through their story, they emphasize the significance of hope and the lessons learned from their struggles, ultimately showcasing the power of love and resilience in healing and family dynamics.

Join us as we dive deep into the intricate connections between trauma and addiction. In this episode, James, Sam, and Chris discuss their personal experiences with trauma work, its impact on recovery, and how identifying and addressing underlying trauma can help in overcoming compulsive behaviors. This insightful conversation sheds light on the importance of understanding emotional needs, the process of healing, and the journey to living a more balanced and fulfilling life. Don't miss out on these powerful stories and the valuable lessons learned along the way.Follow us on social media! Instagram, Facebook & TikTokSubscribe to our YouTubeCheck out our recommended resourcesWant to rep the message? Shop our MERCH!  For more inspiration, read our blogDo you have a story you are willing to share? Send us an email! contact@unashamedunafraid.com

Sugar addiction is a legitimate biochemical addiction that affects about one-third of the population, is often rooted in childhood emotional self-soothing behaviors, and can be more challenging to overcome than alcohol or drug addiction because it's socially acceptable and starts at a very young age.KISMETWhen individuals successfully overcome sugar addiction, their most valued improvement isn't weight loss but rather enhanced cognitive function - including better focus, improved memory, and reduced anxiety - as their "brain comes back online" after healing from the neurological impacts of chronic sugar consumption.EPISODE SUMMARYIn this episode, Dr. Philip Ovadia interviews Mike Collins, known as "The Sugar Free Man," about the reality of sugar addiction and its impacts on metabolic and mental health. Collins explains how sugar addiction often begins in childhood as a form of emotional self-soothing that becomes wired into the brain's reward system. He reveals that about one-third of people are biochemically addicted to sugar, setting up cravings they cannot control through willpower alone. Collins shares that many recovering alcoholics and drug addicts report quitting sugar is actually harder than overcoming their primary addiction. The podcast explores the physical and psychological aspects of sugar addiction, including how abstinence for 90 days can allow the brain to heal and create new neural pathways. Collins also discusses how artificial sweeteners keep sugar cravings alive by maintaining the sweet taste sensation. The conversation highlights how sugar addiction recovery involves addressing emotional triggers and finding healthier self-soothing mechanisms beyond just changing eating habits.NOTABLE QUOTE"Sugar gets no respect as an addictive substance. And, you know, it's not, I'm not doing heroin. I'm not drinking. I'm like, I know, I get it. But they just don't understand the biochemiSend Dr. Ovadia a Text Message. (If you want a response, include your contact information.) Dr. Ovadia can not respond here. To contact his team please email team@ifixhearts.com While supplies last, you can get a free copy of Dr. Ovadia's best-selling book, Stay Off My Operating Table. All you pay for is shipping. Get it here. If you like what you hear, I wanna make it easier for you to take action on your health.Head over to i fix hearts.com/book to grab a copy of my book, Stay Off My Operating Table, and if you're ready to go deeper or talk to someone from my team, just go to i fix hearts.com/talk. Stay Off My Operating Table on X: Dr. Ovadia: @iFixHearts Jack Heald: @JackHeald5 Learn more: Stay Off My Operating Table on Amazon Take Dr. Ovadia's metabolic health quiz: iFixHearts Dr. Ovadia's website: Ovadia Heart Health Jack Heald's website: CultYourBrand.com Theme Song : Rage AgainstWritten & Performed by Logan Gritton & Colin Gailey(c) 2016 Mercury Retro RecordingsAny use of this intellectual property for text and data mining or computational analysis including as training material for artificial intelligence systems is strictly prohibited without express written consent from Dr. Philip Ovadia.

Guests Amanda Leith  SHiFT, Recovery By Acorn and Esther Helga Guðmundsdóttir, INFACT School both experienced the misery of obesity and countless failed diets—until they discovered their real problem: food addiction, a brain disease. Like many late-stage food addicts, they used food to cope with life, consuming far more food than their bodies needed. Once they recognized their addiction, they began abstinent food plans and recovery programs, shedding excess weight and doing the emotional work required to heal. Today, they live at healthy body weights and enjoy freedom from food addiction—one day at a time. Today, they devote their lives to helping others understand and recover from this illness.Food addiction is a substance use disorder involving ultra-processed foods, similar to alcohol or drug addiction. Amanda and Esther assess clients using food use history and tools like the Yale Food Addiction Scale. Sugar—technically not a food but an additive—has over 260 names and is often hidden in products through deceptive labeling by food companies.Many of their clients have tried everything to control their food use and/or lose weight, often arriving desperate and willing to try something new. At SHiFT, Amanda guides clients toward abstinence from addictive foods while addressing the emotional drivers behind food use. As cravings and withdrawal pass, clients gain relief from the addiction and obsessive food thoughts and learn to enjoy eating whole, nourishing foods.Unlike drug or alcohol addiction, we cannot abstain from food entirely, which makes food addiction more complex. Yet the solution lies in abstaining from addictive foods and engaging in emotional recovery work.Phil Werdell, website, a pioneer in the field, greatly influenced Amanda and Esther. His teachings on powerlessness and denial are foundational to their treatment approach, and they credit him for shaping their understanding and protocols.Amanda explains the difference between emotional eating and true food addiction in this episode. While emotional eaters may recover through therapy alone, food addicts must first remove addictive substances and engage in structured recovery with support. At SHiFT, Recovery By Acorn, food and emotional issues are treated concurrently.With chronic disease and metabolic dysfunction at crisis levels—primarily driven by poor nutrition, food addiction, and obesity—Esther Helga argues that food companies knowingly exploit this addiction for profit.The International Food Addiction Conference will hold its second event in London, September 4–5, 2025, highlighting food addiction and its comorbidities. At the 2024 London conference, an influential group of professionals reached a Consensus:   Ultra-Processed Food is a Substance Use Disorder.   Advocacy continues to classify food addiction within the ICD (World Health Organization) and the DSM (American Psychiatric Association), paving the way for insurance coverage of treatment.Don't miss this powerful episode as we explore food addiction—its root causes, and the hope of recovery.

In this episode of the Recovery Matters podcast, Michelle Ketchum celebrates her first year of sobriety. Michelle discusses her journey from a toxic relationship and substance use to finding the strength to seek help and enter rehab. She shares her experiences of personal growth, the importance of community, and her involvement in sober living and activities through organizations like The Phoenix and Smart Recovery. Michelle also talks about fulfilling her lifelong dream of becoming a published author. Her story is an inspiring example of overcoming adversity and finding hope and support in recovery. 00:00 Introduction and Host Introductions00:38 Early Life and Family Support01:30 High School and First Encounters with Drugs06:28 College Life and Denial of Addiction13:54 Toxic Relationships and Hitting Rock Bottom22:28 Facing Rehab Fears22:57 The Rehab Experience24:18 Building New Friendships27:31 Life After Rehab28:31 Managing a Sober House30:13 Discovering New Passions38:05 Becoming an Author43:36 The Phoenix and Smart Recovery46:24 Advice for Newcomers ----Across the Web----

Send us a textWhat happens when a man who has spent his life running from the law comes face-to-face with a power that asks him to stand still? In this riveting episode of Self-Reflection, host Lira Ndifon sits down with David Damptian—a man formerly known as "Dangerous Dave"—for a conversation that excavates the wreckage of a past defined by crime, addiction, and violence, and uncovers a story of radical redemption that challenges the very limits of belief.Dave's story begins in the shadows—a self-described "criminal, thief, drug dealer, and alcoholic" from a dead-end town, whose life was a series of bad choices leading to jail time and despair. He recounts the gritty details of his descent, and the almost unbelievable story of how a desire to meet girls on a church basketball team led to an unexpected, "supernatural" encounter with God. But this was no instant miracle. What followed were decades of wrestling with faith, a cycle of running away and being relentlessly pulled back, a journey that ultimately transformed him from a street-level criminal into a sought-after "fixer" of failing psychiatric hospitals.But this episode goes far beyond one man's incredible life story. Lira and Dave venture into the complex, often contradictory heart of faith itself. They grapple with the questions that have haunted believers and skeptics for millennia: Is the Bible literal truth or a collection of profound metaphors? Why does a book that preaches love also contain verses that justify "an eye for an eye"? And where does the flawed, human institution of religion end, and a true, personal connection with the divine begin?Ultimately, Dave's journey reveals a powerful truth about the human condition: true change isn't something that happens to us, but a choice we must make. He shares the stunningly simple, yet impossibly difficult, mindset that allowed him to walk away from decades of addiction overnight. This conversation is more than just an interview; it's a mirror held up to our own lives, forcing us to ask: What do we choose to believe in, and what are we willing to do to be saved from ourselves?Support the showCall to Action: Engage with the Self-Reflection Podcast community! Like, follow, and subscribe on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, YouTube (Self-Reflection Podcast by Lira Ndifon), and all major podcast platforms. Share your insights and feedback—we value your contributions! Suggest topics you'd like us to explore. Your support amplifies our reach, sharing these vital messages of self-love and empowerment. Until our next conversation, prioritize self-care and embrace your journey. Grab your copy of "Awaken Your True Self" on Amazon. Until next time, be kind to yourself and keep reflecting.

Hi Friend, Thank you for downloading the episode! My name is Arlina and Ill be your host. Before I talk about todays guest, I want to share that I am celebrating 9 years of hosting the podcast! I have interviewed more than 400 people, many NYT best selling authors, all kinds of experts, and I celebrate all paths of recovery. Im obviously a huge 12 step advocate, but I also interview people who get sober through yoga, fitness, celebrate recovery, recovery 2.0, She Recovers, online groups, SMART recovery, and recovery darma, just to name a few. It has been my honor to introduce you to so many amazing people who have dedicated their lives to helping others heal from addiction, in all its forms. The podcast has been downloaded in 86 countries, and has been in the top 1% of addiction podcasts for the last 6 years. We have been working tirelessly to bring awareness of recovery, to end the stigma of addiction and offer practical solutions to those who are suffering. I just want to thank you for all your support. For all the podcast reviews, for sharing it with your friends and for being a part of this movement. I couldnt have done it without you! If you are having a hard time, if you need support, please reach out to me. Im a real person behind this mic and Im here to help. You can DM me on Instagram @arlinaallen or email me at arlina @soberlifeschool.com I want you to know, you are not alone. swoosh Healing from addiction isnt just about stopping a behavior its about healing the root cause beneath it. In this episode, we explore a powerful new frontier in recovery ketamine-assisted therapy. While traditional talk therapy has its place, there are times when it cant reach the depths of trauma stored in the body and subconscious mind. Im not a doctor (and I dont play one on the internet), so Ive invited someone who is. Todays guest is a licensed medical doctor and expert in addiction recovery who specializes in ketamine treatment. Dr Mark Hrymoc and I discuss how this medicine is being used to help people access and heal core emotional wounds that often drive addiction and how its changing lives in ways many never thought possible. Whether youre in recovery, supporting someone who is, or just curious about emerging approaches to healing, this conversation offers insight, hope, and a deeper understanding of what real recovery can look like. So without further delay, please enjoy this episode, and let me know what you think! =J

On this episode of The Unforgettable Truth, Michael Molthan shares his powerful story of childhood abuse, alcoholism, and a shattered family—and how the redeeming love of Jesus transformed his darkest moments into a message of hope and restoration." Let me know if you'd like a shorter version for social media or a tagline-style pull quote.About M2 THE ROCK - MICHAEL MOLTHAN:I'm Michael Molthan, host of The M2 The Rock Show—one of the fastest-growing podcasts and shows on self-improvement, mental health, addiction recovery, and spiritual transformation. I'm so grateful you're here.I started M2 The Rock in 2017 to bring you conversations designed to make you happier, healthier, and more healed. Through raw and unfiltered discussions with experts, celebrities, thought leaders, and athletes, we uncover new perspectives on personal growth, recovery, and overcoming life's toughest challenges.My Story:What sets my journey apart is that there wasn't just one rock bottom—there were many. From being a successful luxury homebuilder to falling into addiction, homelessness, crime, and eventually 27 mugshots and prison, my life was in absolute chaos.Addiction was my temporary escape from childhood trauma, but it only led to destruction.It wasn't until I hit the lowest point imaginable that I finally found true freedom, redemption, and purpose. After an unexpected early release from prison in 2017, I walked 300 miles back to Dallas to turn myself in—only to be miraculously pardoned and told to “pay it forward.”And that's exactly what I've been doing ever since.My MissionI believe that rock bottom is not the end—it's a stepping stone to something greater.My goal is to redefine what "rock bottom" means by helping others rebuild their Spirit, Mind, and Body. On M2 The Rock, I speak openly about trauma, addiction, recovery, and the power of transformation. I don't shy away from topics like:✅ Trauma & Addiction – Understanding the root causes✅ Self-Sabotage & Mental Health – Breaking negative cycles✅ Codependency & Enabling – How relationships impact recovery✅ 12-Step Programs & Spiritual Healing – Finding true freedom✅ Religious Trauma & Personal Growth – Healing from past wounds"Everyone Is An Addict."Whether it's substances, work, validation, or negative thinking, we all have something we struggle with.But recovery is possible, and transformation is real.

Join Ed Watters on the Dead America Podcast for a powerful conversation with Massimo Rigotti, an esteemed speaker, addiction recovery advocate, and author. In this episode, Massimo shares his deeply personal journey of overcoming addiction, facing homelessness, and finding success through the transformative Sober Method. Discover how his five-step method—Stoic, Observe, Behavior, Execute, and Restore—helps individuals break free from addiction and harness their struggles as a superpower for personal growth. Massimo delves into the importance of long-term planning, self-reflection, and breaking destructive habits to create a fulfilling life. Ed and Massimo also explore the psychological and spiritual aspects of addiction recovery, emphasizing continuous learning, intentional action, and the role of mindfulness in regaining control. Whether you're personally struggling, supporting someone in recovery, or simply interested in the psychology of addiction, this episode delivers actionable insights and inspiration. Don't miss this enlightening discussion on reclaiming your life. Subscribe for more compelling episodes on resilience, healing, and transformation. 00:00 Introduction to Long-Term Planning 00:54 Meet Massimo Rigotti: A Journey of Recovery 03:03 The Turning Point: Samantha's Tragic Death 04:50 Challenges and Realizations in Recovery 07:40 The Sober Method: A New Approach 09:47 Stoicism and Self-Reflection 18:17 Planning for Success 23:40 Writing and Refining 'The Sober Method' 34:54 Final Thoughts and Encouragement 38:29 Closing Remarks and Contact Information

On this West Virginia Morning, we learn what recovering from problem gambling can look like, and hear about efforts to move forever chemicals from drinking water. The post Gambling Addiction Recovery And Forever Chemical Removal, This West Virginia Morning appeared first on West Virginia Public Broadcasting.

Summary In this episode of the Addict to Athlete podcast, Coach Blu Robinson and Craig Filek explore the themes of reinvention, connection, and healthy masculinity. They discuss the challenges faced by midlife men, the importance of mentorship, and the need for emotional safety in men's work. The conversation emphasizes the significance of community and the role of elders in guiding younger generations towards authentic living. Through personal anecdotes and insights, they highlight the journey of finding purpose beyond addiction and the necessity of fostering healthy relationships among men. In this conversation, Coach Blu Robinson and Craig Filek explore the complexities of masculinity, fatherhood, and the importance of mentorship and community support. They discuss the impact of upbringing on male identity, the journey of breaking generational cycles of pain, and the necessity of finding role models and mentors. The dialogue emphasizes the significance of emotional intelligence, the healing process for those who help others, and the value of building supportive networks among men. Ultimately, the conversation serves as a call to action for men to seek deeper connections and to support one another in their journeys toward personal growth and fulfillment. 00:00Introduction to the Addict to Athlete Podcast 03:00The Journey of Reinvention 06:01Understanding Midlife Challenges 09:10The Importance of Connection and Belonging 11:56Navigating Success and Purpose 15:04The Role of Masculinity in Modern Society 17:57Healthy Masculinity and Emotional Safety 20:57Mentorship and the Importance of Elders 24:07Practices for Authentic Living 26:58The Future of Masculinity and Community Engagement 29:10Understanding Masculinity and Its Impact 32:38The Journey of Fatherhood and Breaking Cycles 35:41Finding Mentorship and Role Models 38:41The Importance of Community and Support 49:19Healing the Healers: Supporting Those Who Help Others 57:40Opportunities for Growth and Connection   For More: https://www.linkedin.com/in/craigfilek/ https://www.instagram.com/craigfilek/?hl=en   Please join Addict to Athlete's Patreon support page and help us turn the mess of addiction into the message of sobriety! https://www.patreon.com/addicttoathlete   Please visit our website for more information on Team Addict to Athlete and Addiction Recovery Podcasts. https://www.AddictToAthlete.org   Join the Team! Circle, our new social support event, along with the team and athlete communication platform, is designed to help us break free from doom scrolling and shadow banning and foster stronger connections among us. Follow the link, download the app, and start this new chapter of Team AIIA! Join Circle https://a2a.circle.so/join?invitation_token=16daaa0d9ecd7421d384dd05a461464ce149cc9e-63d4aa30-1a67-4120-ae12-124791dfb519

In this conversation, Brett McCollum interviews Jim Boad, a seasoned real estate investor who transitioned into the sober living space. Jim shares his journey from military service to real estate investing, detailing the challenges he faced during market downturns and the impact of COVID-19 on his rental properties. He discusses how he discovered the group home model, specifically sober living, as a way to not only save his business but also to fulfill a personal mission to help those struggling with addiction. Jim explains the operational aspects of running sober living homes, the financial benefits, and the profound impact these homes have on residents' lives. He also provides insights for those interested in entering the sober living business, emphasizing the importance of market research and community support.   Professional Real Estate Investors - How we can help you: Investor Fuel Mastermind:  Learn more about the Investor Fuel Mastermind, including 100% deal financing, massive discounts from vendors and sponsors you're already using, our world class community of over 150 members, and SO much more here: http://www.investorfuel.com/apply   Investor Machine Marketing Partnership:  Are you looking for consistent, high quality lead generation? Investor Machine is America's #1 lead generation service professional investors. Investor Machine provides true ‘white glove' support to help you build the perfect marketing plan, then we'll execute it for you…talking and working together on an ongoing basis to help you hit YOUR goals! Learn more here: http://www.investormachine.com   Coaching with Mike Hambright:  Interested in 1 on 1 coaching with Mike Hambright? Mike coaches entrepreneurs looking to level up, build coaching or service based businesses (Mike runs multiple 7 and 8 figure a year businesses), building a coaching program and more. Learn more here: https://investorfuel.com/coachingwithmike   Attend a Vacation/Mastermind Retreat with Mike Hambright: Interested in joining a “mini-mastermind” with Mike and his private clients on an upcoming “Retreat”, either at locations like Cabo San Lucas, Napa, Park City ski trip, Yellowstone, or even at Mike's East Texas “Big H Ranch”? Learn more here: http://www.investorfuel.com/retreat   Property Insurance: Join the largest and most investor friendly property insurance provider in 2 minutes. Free to join, and insure all your flips and rentals within minutes! There is NO easier insurance provider on the planet (turn insurance on or off in 1 minute without talking to anyone!), and there's no 15-30% agent mark up through this platform!  Register here: https://myinvestorinsurance.com/   New Real Estate Investors - How we can work together: Investor Fuel Club (Coaching and Deal Partner Community): Looking to kickstart your real estate investing career? Join our one of a kind Coaching Community, Investor Fuel Club, where you'll get trained by some of the best real estate investors in America, and partner with them on deals! You don't need $ for deals…we'll partner with you and hold your hand along the way! Learn More here: http://www.investorfuel.com/club   —--------------------

Send us a textHollywood veteran and comedy icon Tom Arnold sits down with The Mox on this heartfelt and hilarious episode of The Barn. With his signature honesty and humor, Tom opens up about his upcoming comedy tour, including stops in Springfield, Kansas City, and St. Louis, while reflecting on the journey that got him here. From writing for Roseanne to starring alongside Arnold Schwarzenegger in True Lies, Tom shares stories from his long and colorful career in television and film. But it's not all about Hollywood — Tom gets candid about life as a single father, raising his two kids (ages 12 and 9), and learning to navigate parenting with vulnerability, humor, and grace. He dives into a wide range of personal and powerful topics, including his ongoing health battles like spinal stenosis and his recovery from a severe case of Covid-19. Tom shares the joys and everyday mishaps of fatherhood, from accidentally using adult shampoo on his daughter to sending her to school in the wrong shoes. He reflects on the lessons he's learned from his own troubled upbringing and how those experiences shaped the way he approaches parenting. Tom also opens up about the dramatic transformation of his sister's life after years of hardship, and speaks candidly about his own journey through addiction and how he's used comedy as a form of therapy and healing. Throughout it all, he discusses the delicate balance of being a present and engaged dad while staying committed to life on the road as a working comedian.  Tom's blend of raw honesty, redemption, and razor-sharp wit makes this episode one of the most memorable to date. Whether you're a fan of his film work, his stand-up, or just looking for a real conversation about life, this one hits home. 

In this episode, Amy Hall and Matt Brown, co-founders of Headspace Real Estate, join Scott Becker to share how personal experiences with addiction inspired their mission-driven venture.

Dr. Robb Kelly's journey from addiction to recovery serves as a poignant testament to the transformative power of resilience and mentorship. In this episode, we delve into Dr. Kelly's remarkable narrative, wherein he not only triumphed over his own struggles with alcoholism but also dedicated his life to assisting others in overcoming their personal obstacles. His innovative methodologies, which incorporate neuroscience coaching and brain spotting, have proven effective in guiding individuals toward optimal performance and personal growth. Furthermore, Dr. Kelly shares his insights on the profound impact of addiction on familial relationships and the importance of addressing underlying traumas. Through his book, "Daddy, Daddy, Please Stop Drinking," he articulates the challenges he faced and the strategies he employed, offering hope and understanding to those grappling with similar issues.Dr. Robb Kelly, a highly esteemed figure in the realm of addiction recovery, presents an inspiring narrative of resilience and transformation. Having triumphed over his own battle with alcoholism, Dr. Kelly has devoted his life to assisting others in reclaiming their potential and achieving optimal performance through innovative techniques in neuroscience and coaching. He employs methods such as brain spotting and evidence-based strategies to facilitate profound changes in the lives of his clients. Moreover, Dr. Kelly extends his expertise through various educational initiatives, mentoring aspiring entrepreneurs and fostering a culture of responsible risk-taking and innovation within the startup ecosystem. His commitment to sharing knowledge is evident in his extensive involvement in conferences and workshops where he addresses the complexities of lifestyle changes, trauma, and the challenges inherent in entrepreneurship. Dr. Kelly's personal journey, punctuated by harrowing experiences of homelessness and addiction, serves as a powerful testament to the capacity for change, underscoring that recovery is not merely an individual endeavor but a collective journey facilitated by community support and understanding.Takeaways: Dr. Robb Kelly overcame significant personal challenges, including homelessness and alcoholism, to become a successful mentor. He employs neuroscience coaching techniques, such as brain spotting, to assist individuals in optimizing their performance. Through his book, 'Daddy, Daddy, Please Stop Drinking,' Dr. Kelly shares his transformative journey with others. Dr. Kelly advocates for the importance of familial support in addiction recovery and healing from childhood traumas. He emphasizes the necessity of a strong mindset to achieve success in life and business endeavors. Dr. Kelly's goal is to establish a comprehensive rehabilitation center that offers free services to those in need.

Send us a textLink to Healing Through The Savior : Addiction Recovery Programhttps://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/manual/addiction-recovery-program-2023?lang=engWhether you struggle with an addiction or know someone who does, this guide can be a blessing in your life. With permission from Alcoholics Anonymous, the 12 steps have been adapted to include the doctrines, principles, and beliefs of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. In this guide, the steps are presented in order along with a related gospel principle. This guide will help you learn how to apply these steps. No matter what your circumstances are, these steps can help you come unto Christ and receive the blessings of recovery and healing.Addictions may include the use of substances such as tobacco, alcohol, coffee, tea, and both prescription and illegal drugs. Addictions may also include behaviors such as gambling, viewing pornography, lust, inappropriate sexual behaviors, video gaming, inappropriate technology use, and unhealthy eating. While health care professionals consider addiction a physical disease, the physical aspect is only part of the problem. Addiction affects the mind, body, and spirit, so the solution must address all aspects of the disease.This guide is not specific to any particular addiction. Though people struggle with different types of addiction, many have found a common solution in the path outlined in this guide. It is a workbook and reference for anyone who desires to recover from any type of addiction. This guide is the primary reading material in the addiction recovery support meetings sponsored by The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.Recovery begins when we are honest and admit that we struggle with addiction. For some people, identifying themselves as addicts in recovery meetings helps them to be honest and to remember just how powerful their addiction can be. However, we should be careful that this does not limit our hope or trust in God. If we define ourselves as addicts, we may unintentionally deny the truth that Jesus Christ can heal us and change our very nature. In our recovery, we must all find a balance between being honest about the power of addiction while at the same time trusting that Jesus Christ can restore us to complete spiritual health.****************Song: EmbraceComposer: SappheirosWebsite: No URL availableLicense: Creative Commons (BY 3.0) https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/3.0/Music powered by BreakingCopyright: https://breakingcopyright.com"Sappheiros - Embrace" is under a Creative Commons (BY 3.0) license:https://creativecommons.org/licenses/...https://open.spotify.com/artist/5ZVHX...Music powered by BreakingCopyright:    •

In this insightful and compassionate episode, Clarissa and Molly take a deep dive into post-acute withdrawal syndrome (PAWS)—an often overlooked but critical phase in ultra-processed food addiction recovery. While well-known in substance use disorder recovery, PAWS is rarely discussed in the context of food addiction, yet it shows up in significant ways. Clarissa and Molly break down what PAWS is, why it happens, and how it can show up months or even years into recovery. They share real client experiences, neurobiological explanations, and clinical insights—plus, they normalize what can feel like a confusing and distressing time. They also offer practical strategies for clients and clinicians alike, always with compassion, humor, and a forward-thinking, growth-focused perspective.

Doug's back in the kitchen after nearly dying from a TCI (mini-stroke)Dave compares Doug's Memorial Day scare to Ray the Clammer's UTI-induced brain fogRay heads to rehab; Dave wants to publish a book of Ray quotesDoug calls the meeting a “beginner's asylum”; Dave defends the newcomersRule 62, “start your day over,” and other Rayisms get debatedDave reflects on dirt, struggle, red cardinals, and the poetry of recoveryBagel store confrontation: Dave rolls his eyes and almost gets whackedReddit backlash: Dave reads Dopey Nation critiques of teaser formatFans on Reddit defend the show and say the $5/month is worth itDave tweaks the teaser style and explains his morning social media ritualMentions of Dopey Zooms and upcoming Patreon Zoom nightDave teases birthday content for a future episodeShoutout to Scott Wic aka The Rap God

Summary In this conversation, Coach Blu Robinson discusses his journey as a mental health therapist and addiction counselor, emphasizing the importance of addressing mental health challenges alongside substance abuse. He shares insights on the role of recreation in recovery, critiques traditional recovery programs, and introduces his vision for a new podcast focused on mental health. The discussion highlights the need for innovative approaches to therapy and the significance of community support in overcoming addiction. In this conversation, Coach Blu Robinson discusses the importance of community responsibility in addressing addiction and recovery. He emphasizes the value of 12-step programs while advocating for innovative approaches like the Couch to 5K program, which integrates physical activity into recovery. The discussion highlights the significance of transforming identities from 'addict' to 'athlete' and the power of community support in healing. Coach Blu shares personal experiences and insights on how movement can facilitate recovery and the need to support the next generation facing addiction challenges. Chapters 00:00 Introduction to Coach Blu Robinson and Team Attic 2 Athlete 03:09 The Rise of Mental Health Challenges 05:50 The Role of Recreation in Recovery 11:59 Personal Journey: From Addiction to Recovery 17:57 Critique of Traditional Recovery Programs 23:51 The Value of 12-Step Programs 24:47 The Dog Poop Initiative: Community Responsibility 27:01 Becoming a Scooper: Taking Action 28:44 Innovative Approaches to Recovery 30:36 The Couch to 5K Concept 32:52 Transforming Identities: From Addict to Athlete 34:47 The Power of Community Support 37:33 The Birth of Addict to Athlete 39:03 Movement as Healing 43:15 Addressing the Opiate Epidemic 45:08 Supporting the Next Generation   Please join Addict to Athlete's Patreon support page and help us turn the mess of addiction into the message of sobriety! https://www.patreon.com/addicttoathlete Please visit our website for more information on Team Addict to Athlete and Addiction Recovery Podcasts. https://www.AddictToAthlete.org Join the Team! Circle, our new social support event, along with the team and athlete communication platform, is designed to help us break free from doom scrolling and shadow banning and foster stronger connections among us. Follow the link, download the app, and start this new chapter of Team AIIA! Join Circle https://a2a.circle.so/join?invitation_token=16daaa0d9ecd7421d384dd05a461464ce149cc9e-63d4aa30-1a67-4120-ae12-124791dfb519   

What if your search for connection took you somewhere you never meant to go—almost costing you everything? John Walker grew up building computers and exploring early internet forums, always looking for a place to fit in. As a teenager, he hacked his school network and spent hours on IRC, but loneliness crept in. Drugs became a fun exploration and a social experiment. But soon, addiction pulled him into homelessness and jail. Even at his lowest, John turned to online communities. He ran IRC bots to keep recovery chatrooms safe from trolls and built scrapers to solve tough data problems at work. These technical challenges gave him a reason to keep going, even when face-to-face life felt impossible.  But the real turning point came when John stopped trying to hide his differences.   How do you rebuild when you feel like an outsider? Episode Page Support The Show Subscribe To The Podcast Join The Newsletter