Podcasts about Dark Night of the Soul

Recorded two months ago, I sat down with fellow Breatharian initiate Steven Bamber for a powerful conversation about New Earth awakening, consciousness, trauma healing, and the collapse of old paradigms. Raised Christian before becoming an atheist, Steven shares how a shocking out-of-body experience completely transformed his understanding of reality, God/Source/universe and the nature of existence. We explore astral projection, depression, suicidal thoughts, the dark night of the soul, and the emotional isolation that often comes with spiritual awakening. Steven also opens up about his radical journey into Breatharianism, fasting, detoxification, and learning to completely shift his relationship with food. One of the coolest parts of this episode is our discussion about the “Unwind Machine,” an inversion-based nervous system healing technology designed to help release trauma and induce profound states of healing. I wasn't familiar with this contraption. Are you? Together we discuss why humanity is far more powerful, intuitive, and limitless than we have been taught to believe. Near close, Steven delivers a motivational talk for the “New Earth Practice.”Follow Steven:https://www.facebook.com/steven.j.bamberTime Stamps:0:45 – New Earth Eden Podcast and Steven's True Purpose Intro2:10 – Our Breatharianism experience, bonding, hardest of his life, what it is4:39 – How does Steven see the New Earth11:00 – His past: Atheist, rejecting religion, death, searching/reaching13:56 – The business podcast that changed everything / old programming turmoil21:54 – Steven's first out-of-body experiment22:23 – Shot out of his body "like a bullet"23:48 – Why awakening triggered depression and isolation25:25 – The science behind astral/out-of-body experiences and healing, neuroplasticity, brain waves27:57 – Steven experiencing backlash, limiting beliefs, moving away from validation into curiosity33:19 – What Steven believes now about God, Source & reality, being flexible37:34 – Childhood questions, memories of never truly dying39:42 – Let's try the impossible, understanding diet & food, could NOT eating be true?45:31 – Driving intention: Goal with eating and why47:27 – The brutal reality of Steven's dry fasting detox and now, science, benefits51:23 – Water became a mystical experience, more on dry fasting and detox56:44 – Family support and friction with eating radically different1:01:43 – Weight loss through the Breatharian process, follow your intuition, no destination1:03:36 – Kids and the shift, teachers, daughter shape shifting1:06:40 – Where Steven is with eating now1:13:30 – Steven shares the one big thing with audience that he's learned about food ("New Earth Practice" - Steven gives rousing speech to encourage you to try things!)1:18:16 – The Unwind Machine: trauma healing through inversion1:21:50 – Dramatic benefits of the Unwind Machine: healing PTSD, depression and more, how it works1:27:07 – Steven's dream with  Unwind Machine, truth/science of hanging upside down: feeling safe, pineal gland1:29:52 – Symbolism... Inverted world then being inverted? No dizziness being upside down. Releasing control. Sacred sights.1:34:17 – The possibilities!!! Find your soul family. Close.

YOUR SUN WILL NEVER SET AGAIN. Episode links and quotes here-https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-31-2026.htmlGRACE HAS TAKEN OVER.

HERE'S WHAT TO DO WHEN EVERYTHING IS GOING WRONG. All quotes and book links from today's episode are here:https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-30-2026.html

PRESENCE IS YOUR PURPOSE. HERE'S HOW TO FEEL IT INTO FAVOR.https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-29-2026.html

THE LIGHT IS ON, NOW. YOU ARE NOT WHO YOU WERE YESTERDAY. YOU ARE NOT WHO YOU WERE BEFORE YOU BLINKED. BEFORE THAT BREATH...https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-28-2026.htmlShare this with someone who needs it!

#199// There's a moment right before your breakthrough when everything in you wants to quit. If you're in it right now, do not believe what you're hearing.You know the voice. "I can't do this. It's too hard. This can't be God, because if it were, it wouldn't hurt like this." I said every one of those things during my own nervous breakdown this past February. So hear me in this: That voice in your head is not a sign you've failed. It's a sign your breakthrough is closer than it has ever been.In the last episode we talked about how God's holy demolition is the first step of full restoration. This week we're getting into what happens in the "pregnant pause" — the space between the clearing out and the rebuilding, where the enemy makes his hardest play for your life, and where your real breakthrough gets decided.In this week's episode -- it's the message I shared this past Sunday at REVIVE Church of Tampa -- I'm walking you through the surrender that carries you all the way through to the other side.Here's what we get into:→ THE LIES IN THE PAUSE. The exact coping mechanisms the enemy offers you in the space between demolition and restoration, and why hearing them means breakthrough is imminent→ OFFENSE IS THE BAIT. How offense took Peter out, why it's really just a fear that you won't be safe, and how the way you handle it decides whether you walk into true restoration or an unholy demolition that only leads to more loss→ SURRENDER, BUT NOT THE WAY YOU THINK. The mystery God revealed to me in my own suffering: you don't have to muster the willpower to surrender and stand. There's one decision underneath that one that makes all the rest possible→ WHAT GETHSEMANE REVEALS. The offense that came even for Jesus, the couplet of surrender He prayed, and the strengthening heaven sends the moment you stop striving→ HE'S PREPARING YOU TO REIGN. Why God built you to prosper through severe suffering, and what the wheat and the tares have to do with the pause you're standing in right now

The more Love you feel, the more fruitful you are. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-27-2026.html

Say the victory is within me. And when you say me, feel that ember. That ember is the victory.https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-26-2026.html

I PRESENT TO YOU A SOLUTION. NOT A BAND-AID.Say these affirmations. Feel these affirmations. Let them sink in and anchor you in the Heart. Let them entirely change your life.LOOP THIS.https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-26-2026.html

Every dime. The money is within you. Success is within you. The answer is within you. Feel It. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-25-2026.htmlBrother Lawrence Bookhttps://www.amazon.com/dp/1521299757?lv=shuf&channelId=500&plpRedirect=mhFallback

YOU HAVE TO BUILD FROM THE LIGHT OUT… NOT FROM THE WORLD, IN.https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-24-2026.html

You are being invited to graduate from trying to hold, feel, or find Love... to BEING Presence. Being Love. When you seek the Kingdom first, you stop chasing a miracle and wake up as It. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-23-2026.html

THE 'I AM' IS THE WAY. THIS IS HOW TO STAY AWARE OF YOUR TRUTH:https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-22-2026-worth-millions.html

Don't force... SHINE. Be aware of the shining, as the shining, sitting or not.FORUM thread about celery juice, smoothies, and supplements.

This is about absolute identity for absolute abundance. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-20-2026-gods-blessings.html

The one thing that works for total change. Absolute Love. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-19-2026-total-change.html

"It is a prayer in which 'I' does not exist, and God prays to God." - Bawa MuhaiyaddeenRead today's quotes. Book a call. Share this recording with rest of yourSelf.

YOUR LIFE IS WAITING FOR THIS SPECIFIC SHIFT.Also, you can book a face-to-face call with me now on CurlyNikki.com (dropdown menu on the top right)! Chat soon! I love you!)https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-17-2026-magnetic.html

You must keep your back straight. Otherwise, everything will cave in on you. - Ganesh Babahttps://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-16-2026-natural-state.html

Things are about to get interesting :) https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-15-2026.html

There is no link... because there aren't two. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-14-2026.html

This is very simple. But you have to be all in. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-13-2026.html

IT MUST BE FELT. IT MUST BE LIKE AN AUTOMATIC BODILY PROCESS. IT MUST BE LIGHT FELT IN THE BODY. THEN THE BODY IS IN THE LIGHT. THE BODY IS THAT LIGHT.https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-12-how-to-have-faith.html

Change your state, change your life. Most people wait for life to get better. This technique teaches you how to feel better now in under 60 seconds. This shift is the miracle that unlocks the rest. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-11-change-your-state.html

Everything you're searching for is a distraction.I spent years in turbans and robes, I was baptized in the Jordan and purified in the Ganga, I chanted millions of mantras, and then I threw it all away. If you're tired of the 'spiritual search' and you're ready for the truth that was (t)here before the practices began, listen to this. Spoiler: All you need is Love :)https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-10-spiritual-path.html

IT DOESN'T GET ANY REALER THAN THIS :) Or more practical!Have questions you'd like me to answer in a future episode? Send to nikki@curlynikki.com or DM me on IG (@curlynikki).https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-9-best-advice-ever.html

This is when you win. This is why you won:https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-8-self-sabotage.html

THIS IS HOW IT'S DONE:https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-7-2026-greatness.html

THIS IS HOW THE STORM ENDED:https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-6-2026-old-story.html

MAKE ROOM FOR MORE.https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-5-2026-already-won.html

THIS IS THE ONLY REASON YOU'VE FELT STUCK:https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-4-2026-living-water.html

...and ends your exile. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-3-2026-restore-lost.html

You've been feeling like you're missing something. This is the missing Peace. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-july-2-2026-provision.html

The service you are providing right now is the highest service.https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-living-conduit.html

You don't have to become it. You were it. You are it. You'll always be. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-i-have-already-done-it.html

It was always you. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-the-peace-that-provides.html

THIS IS YOUR SHORTCUT TO PRESENCE:https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-everything-happening-now.html

This is how you stop carrying the weight/wait of the world. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-my-spirit-is-your-freedom.html

And you always will. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-you-have-your-daily-bread.html

The feeling of being stuck is a lie. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-this-is-your-opportunity.html

You can have what you want. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-the-cure-for-burnout.html

REMAIN OPEN. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-you-are-everything.html

When you know God, you see everything. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-you-lack-nothing.html

You found God and everything else. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-every-empty-thing-filled.html

Let them. This is the time for lighting up the world. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-the-world-will-see-you-now.html

He is shining His Light on you. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-god-sees-you.html

It couldn't be any other way. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-your-success-is-necessary.html

You have entered His Realm. https://www.curlynikki.com/daily-devotional-permanent-grace-your-story.html