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The Kennan's and friends discuss life and a variety of other subjects while dealing with loss, trauma and mental illness in a loving and hilarious manner. Finding a healthy mindset. Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) and Depression. WARNING: Adult content

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    • Nov 27, 2022 LATEST EPISODE
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    • 1h 14m AVG DURATION
    • 49 EPISODES


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    Latest episodes from Love and Madness

    Happy Thanksgiving

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 27, 2022 42:36


    We have a lot to grateful for.  Just an update!

    Back on the Narwhal?

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 20, 2022 29:51


    An update from Scott and Jonelle

    Happy Thanksgiving!!!!!!

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 24, 2021 57:52


    Happy Thanksgiving!!! Christmas boy Prostitute fantasy football? Drama in the family We are happy! Y is never a vowel Amazon horrors Parallel universes

    Everybody wants to the rule the world...

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 21, 2021 107:49


    We are all over the place with this one.  Fun conversations! Guest starring Ryder and Marissa Facebook jail And presidential lies Mysterious suicides and Hiliary Modern Feminism The two-party system sucks. Flat earth Bar stories Eat the rich and the rule of 72 Term limits, taxes….etc Cats are more honest than Dogs What we would do if we ruled the world

    The sources of enabling and evil

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 12, 2021 79:50


    We are keeping the name Story time with Scott Norm Macdonald and other dead celebrities Enabling behavior Loving with detachment Incel culture and Generation me

    True Crime

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 5, 2021 51:24


    True Crime Celebrating the little victories After Dragoncon Affirmations Elizabeth Holmes trial Jenelle Potter

    The final episode?

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 20, 2021 75:12


    Are we changing the name? And why…. My kids are Ender's Game Is the book always better than the movie? Our former lives… And taking time to decompress Welcome to here… Jonelle reviews the Devil Within podcast. And the Pazuzu case. Hypocrites at church Jonelle handling stress and being ok with boundaries. Prepping for Dragoncon The Green Knight review

    The Mandala effect

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 11, 2021 65:47


    Jonelle and Scott discuss challenges with communication when he doesn't have his medicine.

    Free Britney and southern accents

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 5, 2021 93:07


    We try to do southern accents etc… Talk about the Rusty Nail and Brittany Spears Are blue/green colorblind people evil? Scott talks about some of his abuse. The things we see in peoples faces. Scott's theory on Vegans

    Happy Father's Day

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 12, 2021 135:46


    A funeral Senior Citizens Discounts Forgiveness Don't pet wild animals Juneteenth Early Hipsters Licensing

    You made me do it!

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 21, 2021 66:52


    Scott find's some peace. Jonelle listens to Doctor Phil Girls named Gypsy. Jonelle talks about work. Movie Nostalgia

    Don't call it a cult

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 6, 2021 55:00


    Jonelle talks about the book Don't call it a cult.

    The fallout of divorce

    Play Episode Listen Later May 24, 2021 130:01


    Scott and Jonelle discuss and rant a bit on absurd accusations and demands of our exes.

    We are sponsored by…..

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 26, 2021 45:05


    We are sponsored by….. Mic problems Questions about Lovecraft country Things Jonelle learned from Dateline Ex-cult con discussions

    Baby God

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 13, 2021 84:31


    Sandwiches and smiles Dr Quincy Fortier “Baby God” Dr Death There is no “I” in Threesome

    Diabetes, Peter Nygard and I Claudius

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 5, 2021 57:43


    We can talk about vaccines. Scott talks about his very bad day. Diabetes and healthy eating. The case of Peter Nygard And ‘I Claudius’

    80s movies anxiety and made up words

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 15, 2021 81:00


    80s science fiction movies Jonelle dealing with fear and anxiety And a Noom update…and generational differences and politics. Made up words and how we feel about it….

    We had a busy week....

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 8, 2021 62:02


    We had a busy week! Jonelle talks about starting Noom. Our wedding venue website is finally published! Asyouwishweddingsandmore.com Jonelle reviews “The Tale” Woody Allen, Michael Jackson and mixed messages in Hollywood. And a discussion of “Crazy, but not insane”

    The two sides of Jonelle.

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 28, 2021 39:13


    Jonelle tells some stories of her past. The time Jonelle asked to leave a campus ministry… The time Jonelle saw red… The time Jonelle got a teacher in trouble… Scott talks about the type of radio show he would like to do

    Valentine’s Day edition (better late than never)

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 22, 2021 76:33


    Valentine’s Day edition Our frustrations with Apple A discussion about Elizabeth Holmes and Theranos and the similarities to Scientology and NXIVM. Are there different breeds of humans?

    Our Anniversary

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 1, 2021 43:56


    The wedding cake a year later.Michael Biehn on the MandolorianLife plans and obstacles

    Lessons from the IRS

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 24, 2021 38:54


    Scott discusses what he learned filling out a form for the IRS.

    Narcissists and a very weird cult

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 17, 2021 42:47


    Reacting negatively to a covert narcissistCult leaders are narcissistsOneTaste questions

    Happy New Year!!!

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 11, 2021 37:54


    Weird coincidences. Current eventsAnd what is in the UFO papers?

    A very special episode

    Play Episode Listen Later May 31, 2020 63:35


    Canadian zombie’s.  The book of Thomas.  Sit com very special episodes.  Fond childhood memories. 

    We are back!!!

    Play Episode Listen Later May 10, 2020 92:47


      No edits on this one.  A first! Scott’s a clone?  Scott is getting baptized.  Family traditions.  Scott scares the crap out of Jonelle.  Second life commentary.  Weird vibes in the world.  Dealing with losing a parent.  Pill Mills and the coroner. 

    The Mosaic Oracle and Kenny Loggins

    Play Episode Listen Later May 3, 2020 69:15


    Coronavirus.  Scott published Mosaic Oracle!  Do we get what we deserve?  We talk about his latest mental challenges.  How Jonelle is dealing with being an essential worker.  How Jonelle deals with being insulted and being angry.  Kenny Rogers vs Kenny Loggins.

    Season 2 Episode 1 Satoshi Nakamoto

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 29, 2020 76:55


    Season 2 Episode 1 Colombia trip and the test.  Opening doors.  Wonders and worldlings.  Earworms tactics.  How we are dealing with the Coronavirus isolation.  Daniels DnD game.  Kyla’s driving…. And nonsense… Satoshi Nakamoto.

    Why would you do that?????

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 23, 2020 74:25


    Jonelle has special guest Candace on.  Jonelle responds to Gives2sh**ts comment on Episode 4 of the podbean website.  Then they discuss Les Miserables and Hugh Jackman and artsy stuff they wish they had time to do.

    The human condition

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 16, 2020 153:18


     Why are we weak for having feelings?  Emotional math and the accepting love.  Embracing our differences.  The human condition.  Little Miss Sunshine and Life is Beautiful.  Our most surprising things of the last year.  People we don’t like and don’t like us.  Check your privilege!!!  The problem with politics today and binary thinking.

    Slaying the Hydra

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 9, 2020 91:57


    People who control other people.  Reptilians and racist people.  Why do people pick on the Jews?  Jonelle’s dad was a Renaissance man.  Scott talks about slaying the Hydra.  Jonelle talks about her grandparents.  They talk about the Bikram yoga documentary.

    Jonelle Divulges nuclear secrets

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 2, 2020 83:09


    Update on Jonelle’s work.  We discuss the conspiracy theory movie “Above Majestic”.  Nigerian princes and mugus.  Politicization of the country… Jonelle discusses nuclear science in TV and movies..  Weird energy exchange between Scott and Jonelle and the week after results.  They discuss animal they hit while driving.  They talk about our trip to Asheville. 

    The wrong way to make a peanut butter and jelly sandwich.

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 26, 2020 100:51


    Scott and Jonelle discuss CSI, forensic files, the difference in British and American sci fi shows.  Problems and lessons at work and home.  The wrong way to make a peanut butter and jelly sandwich.

    The cult of Jonelle?

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 19, 2020 113:44


    But first… Pickens flea market and Alien tchotchkes and Dragoncon.  What is BJ trying to say? …. And then…. Jonelle is a cult leader?  And we discuss Voyager, war, feminists, and abortion and other random stuff.  Enjoy!

    The Cult of Happiness and Random Asshole Memory

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 12, 2020 146:19


    The cult of happiness… be real and authentic…creating your own luck…. Allowing yourself to have a bad day.  Discussing the movie CATS  and other funny reviews of things.  Being a widow in your 40s.  being stuck in life… dealing with new relationships after loss… being leaned upon as a wise woman too much.  How being appreciated mean so much!  Raising functional adults.  Life is not a zero sum game.  Random Asshole Memory….  And circling the toilet.  Oversensitive people…and the end of the world!!!!

    It’s a NEW YEAR!!!

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 12, 2020 54:30


    Scott and Jonelle discuss the Octomom… Scott talks about his feelings about his divorce…. those who have past.. they discuss Scott’s book.  Jonelle talks about work.  Moving energy… Hinduism, Kundalini and Christianity. 

    The Breakfast Club at 40...aka...The Family you choose

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 5, 2020 165:23


    This extra special episode features the return of Candace and two newbies to the podcast, Billie (BJ) and Chris!  There is really no good way to sum this one up, so a list of topics is below.  TWe discuss craziness at Costco, true crime,… baby names and accents…. bucket height (ew)…. Good days ahead…after school specials…. Saturday morning cartoons… growing up southern stories… hoarding…shopping with Candace…. Living with empathic people…. Loving with detachment…and owning your own happiness…Understanding your parents are people too... and some other therapy stuff.... 

    Tales of Dragoncon, Ken and Mindspring

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 29, 2019 66:19


    Scott and Jonelle sit down with friends Ruth and Chip to tell memories and stories about their friendship with Ken, Dragoncon, being married for over 20 years and Mindspring.  This one is dedicated to Kenneth Ratliff, who would have been 43 today.

    Tom Hanks doesn’t answer prayers.

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 29, 2019 56:51


    Scott and Jonelle's take on the climate change debate…. We discuss our adventure in an Escape Room….   And the disturbing Prince Andrew interview

    Episode 9. Aftermath of remembering something you blocked

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 29, 2019 65:26


    Follow up on Scott’s memory returning.  How Scott is handling a part returning.  Funny stories of our childhood.  Things we like and don’t like about Facebook.  We review the movie Mazes and Monsters from the 80s.

    Episode 8 “This is going to make a great chapter in my memoir”

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 22, 2019 69:54


    Cult of the month club.  How we remember things differently.  Cult leaders.  Atheists.  Spirituality.  Teal Swan   How to be a cult leader.  Jonelle and the cult… and the pedophile… and Scott remembers something new…. When dolphins cry..  the stages of grief… “This is going to make a great chapter in my memoir”

    Episode 7 The evil step mother and Jonelle's dad.

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 22, 2019 86:03


    The entertaining and crazy story Jonelle tells about how awful her step mother was when her father passed away.  Then she shares the eulogy she wrote for him.  

    Episode 6.5 Being an empath part 2

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 15, 2019 94:54


    The discussion continues… why people don’t like Jonelle.   Heyoka empaths…. Corporate culture put Jonelle in a box she didn’t fit in.  Difficulties on the job being us.  Do we believe in ghosts?  Scott was talking as Ken and Jonelle talks about his death.  How Jonelle remembers things.  Scott talks about what the heck was going on in his brain during his accident and his dissociative episode over the summer.   Jonelle talks about her experience being with Scott through this time.

    Episode 6. Being an empath

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 15, 2019 59:47


    Scott and Jonelle talk about being themselves.  Jonelle confesses something.  They discuss being an empath.  Our theories on why people tell us stuff.  The cycle of fear.  Why Jonelle lets her kids swear.

    EPISODE 5 More time with Candace

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 8, 2019 68:26


    EPISODE 5 More time with CandaceCandace talks about Jonelle before Scott and Jonelle’s first date.  Having things to live for.  Bullies and raising kids and our relatives on the Autism spectrum.  Scott wrote a bedtime story and his craigslist ads.  Scott talks about his first dissociative event.  Jonelle talks about church and the gift of prophecy and going with her gut.

    Episode 4 A new mope.....

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 1, 2019 70:04


    EPISODE 4 A new MOPE...With special guest Candace Whitfield.  Jonelle and Candace talk about her Mom passing away. Canace talks about teamwork in marriage.  Scott talks about how he first knew he was dissociative and how he integrated.  Candace talks about PTSD and trigger words and her breakdown.  Jonelle tells about almost being raped.  You find out who your friends are. 

    Episode 3 The bread of our love part 2

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 24, 2019 47:46


    Continuation of episode 2.  Jonelle talks about Ken as a dad.  Scott’s approach with the kids.  What kind of affirmations did Jonelle use to get out of depression.  Scott talks about learning to handle conflict.  Facebook trauma and drama.  Differences between men and women.  Taking the emotion out of a situation to move forward.  The bread of our love.  

    The bread of our love (episode 2) part 1

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 18, 2019 54:10


    Scott discusses Scientology.  Multiple wives.  Strategies for dealing with life.  Living in the present.  Stories of Jonelle’s first marriage, DSS, infidelity and open marriage. Escaping a covert narcissist.

    This is us. How we met and other nonsense.

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 15, 2019 45:42


    Scott and Jonelle introduce themselves and tell the story of how they met.  WARNING:  Adult content.Write us at LoveAndMadnessPodcast@gmail.com

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