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Is Aidan Kearney a cult leader? Is Karen Read a cult leader? Is the movement a cult? Let's examine!Join this channel to get access to perks: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCasCmfciTFDhUKGfylFG43A/joinGet access to exclusive content & support the podcast by becoming a Patron today! https://patreon.com/robertaglasstruecrimereportThrow a tip in the tip jar! https://buymeacoffee.com/robertaglassSupport Roberta by sending a donation via Venmo. https://venmo.com/robertaglassShow Notes: The Cult Institute "What are the signs of a Destructive Cult? Cult Education Institute Videos with Rick Alan Ross - 8" https://youtu.be/grG2-W6774o?si=qU-wxZtkjQ8lmyJe The Cult Institue "What is Brain Washing" - https://youtu.be/B2WQpRageBE?si=gLU6kvrd6PZiXGan Innocence Fraud Watch "Killer Karen Read Retrial: Are You Being Coercively Controlled & Psychologically Manipulated By Cult Like Leader Aidan #Turtleboy Kearney & His Innocence Fraud Phenomenon Propaganda Scam?" -https://theerrorsthatplaguethemiscarriageofjusticemovement.home.blog/2025/04/11/killer-karen-read-retrial-are-you-being-coercively-controlled-by-cult-like-leader-aidan-turtleboy-kearney-his-innocence-fraud-phenomenon-propaganda/Thank you Patrons!Jen Buell, Ellen Solari, Carol Cardella, Jennifer Harmon, DoxieMama65, Carol Holderman, Joan Mahon, Marcie Denton, Rosanne Aponte, Johnny Jay, Jude Barnes, JenTheRN, Victoria Devenish, Jeri Falk, Kimberly Lovelace, Penni Miller, Jil, Janet Gardner, Jayne Wallace (JaynesWhirled), Pat Brooks, Jennifer Klearman, Judy Brown, Linda Lazzaro, Suzanne Kniffin, Susan Hicks, Jeff Meadors, D Samlam, Pat Brooks, Cythnia, Bonnie Schoeneman-Dilley, Diane Larsen, Mary, Kimberly Philipson, Cat Stewart, Cindy Pochesci, Kevin Crecy, Renee Chavez, Melba Pourteau, Julie K Thomas, Mia Wallace, Stark Stuff, Kayce Taylor, Alice, Dean, GiGi5, Jennifer Crum, Dana Natale, Bewildered Beauty, Pepper, Joan Chakonas, Blythe, Pat Dell, Lorraine Reid, T.B., Melissa, Victoria Gray Bross, Toni Woodland, Danbrit, Kenny Haines and Toni NatalieGet $10 credit towards your next livestream using this affiliate link! Want to create live streams like this? Check out StreamYard: https://streamyard.com/pal/d/6616403606241280

This episode is sponsored in part by Betterhelp. We're back with behavioral science expert Laura Richards for Part 2 of our deep dive into coercive control—and how it shows up in some of today's most talked-about celebrity cases. Laura, who spent ten years at New Scotland Yard and helped establish the UK's coercive control laws, joins us again to unpack the ways power and control are used to manipulate, silence, and harm. This time, we dig into recent headlines involving Kanye West, Blake Lively and Justin Baldoni, Britney Spears, and the Depp v. Heard trial. Laura explores the public's reaction to each case, exposing how gender bias and societal conditioning influence who we believe—and who we dismiss. We also discuss how these patterns connect back to cults, Hollywood, and broader systems of manipulation. And since Laura's work centers around prevention, she asks Sarah and Nippy to reflect on what might have helped them exit NXIVM sooner. This episode includes a trigger warning for sexual assault, murder, and domestic abuse. If you haven't heard Part 1 yet, be sure to listen to that first. And for more from Laura, check out her podcasts Crime Analyst and Real Crime Profile, or visit thelaurarichards.com. Also… let it be known that: The views and opinions expressed on A Little Bit Culty do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast. Any content provided by our guests, bloggers, sponsors or authors are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, group, club, organization, business individual, anyone or anything. Nobody's mad at you, just don't be a culty fuckwad. Check out our lovely sponsors Join ‘A Little Bit Culty' on Patreon Get poppin' fresh ALBC Swag Support the pod and smash this link Cult awareness and recovery resources Watch Sarah's TEDTalk CREDITS:  Executive Producers: Sarah Edmondson & Anthony Ames Production Partner: Amphibian.Media Writer & Co-Creator: Jess Tardy Associate producers: Amanda Zaremba and Matt Stroud of Amphibian.Media   Audio production: Red Caiman Studios Theme Song: “Cultivated” by Jon Bryant co-written with Nygel Asselin  

This episode is sponsored in part by Betterhelp. What do serial killers, cult leaders, and domestic abusers have in common? According to criminal behavior analyst Laura Richards, quite a lot. In this powerful conversation, Laura explains the concept of coercive control—the psychological abuse tactic often at the core of these crimes—and how it plays out across intimate relationships, cults, and high-profile cases. Laura spent a decade at New Scotland Yard investigating rape, murder, and abduction. She went on to found the Homicide Prevention Unit and Paladin, the world's first national stalking advocacy service. Her work helped reduce the murder rate in the UK by 58 percent and led to coercive control being criminalized there. Now, she's fighting for similar legal reforms in the U.S. In Part 1 of our conversation, Laura offers insight into the behaviors and warning signs she sees in the cases of Gabby Petito, Sean "P. Diddy" Combs, “Dirty” John Meehan, British serial killer Peter Sutcliffe, Larry Ray (of the Sarah Lawrence cult case), and NXIVM's Keith Raniere. This episode gives you a new lens for spotting red flags—and a deeper understanding of how abusers manipulate power and control, so major trigger warning for sexual assault, murder, and domestic violence this week. For more, check out Laura's podcasts Crime Analyst and Real Crime Profile, find her on IG @laurarichards999 or visit thelaurarichards.com. Also… let it be known that: The views and opinions expressed on A Little Bit Culty do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast. Any content provided by our guests, bloggers, sponsors or authors are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, group, club, organization, business individual, anyone or anything. Nobody's mad at you, just don't be a culty fuckwad. Check out our lovely sponsors Join ‘A Little Bit Culty' on Patreon Get poppin' fresh ALBC Swag Support the pod and smash this link Cult awareness and recovery resources Watch Sarah's TEDTalk CREDITS:  Executive Producers: Sarah Edmondson & Anthony Ames Production Partner: Amphibian.Media Writer & Co-Creator: Jess Tardy Associate producers: Amanda Zaremba and Matt Stroud of Amphibian.Media   Audio production: Red Caiman Studios Theme Song: “Cultivated” by Jon Bryant co-written with Nygel Asselin  

Today our guest is Amanda Rae, host of YouTube channel by the same name and former member of the Kingston Clan, or the Order, a polygamist group in Utah, not to be confused with the FLDS. Some of you may remember our previous guest Priscilla from the same group - both of these gals were on Escaping Polygamy. Amanda's going to tell us who the Kingstons are, how many mothers she had, and the principle of “pure Kingston blood” that led to people sometimes intermarrying with relatives - some of whom were underage girls. She'll tell us about how her 2 years at public school helped her think critically about the differences between what the cult SAID about outsiders and people of color - versus the reality that they were just normal people, how children as young as 9 are sent to work after school, and why the day she left began with a physical altercation with a grown man in the group. See resources below if you're in need of therapy or support: https://holdingouthelp.org/ https://voicesfordignity.com/ BUY OUR MERCH!! bit.ly/trustmemerch Got your own story about cults, extreme belief, or abuse of power? Leave a voicemail or text us at 347-86-TRUST (347-868-7878) OR shoot us an email at TrustMePod@gmail.com INSTAGRAM: @TrustMePodcast @oohlalola @meaganelizabeth11 TWITTER: @TrustMeCultPod @ohlalola @baberahamhicks TIKTOK: @TrustMeCultPodcast

Today our guest is Maggie Rowe, former writer on Arrested Development and author of Sin Bravely, a book about her experiences with moral scrupulosity, or sin-focused OCD. We talk a lot about OCD on this show, so here's a guest who wrote an entire book about growing up with religious obsessions! She'll tell us about her first obsessions about what was and was not sin, how she started to analyze the Bible with a critical mind to try to understand how to avoid hell, and how her parents tried to help but her church leaders didn't understand OCD and made it worse. We'll talk about the compulsions she would engage in to make sure she was being the right amount of righteous, how she checked herself into a treatment facility for Christians, the incorrect diagnosis of bulimia she received, and how she finally got diagnosed with moral scrupulosity and began getting the treatment she actually needed. Trust Me is sponsored by ZocDoc! Stop putting off those doctors appointments! Go to ZocDoc.com/trustme to find and instantly book a top-rated doctor TODAY! BUY OUR MERCH!! bit.ly/trustmemerch Got your own story about cults, extreme belief, or abuse of power? Leave a voicemail or text us at 347-86-TRUST (347-868-7878) OR shoot us an email at TrustMePod@gmail.com INSTAGRAM: @TrustMePodcast @oohlalola @meaganelizabeth11 TWITTER: @TrustMeCultPod @ohlalola @baberahamhicks TIKTOK: @TrustMeCultPodcast

Former evangelical Christian and pastor's son Caleb Ward continues his story of growing up in evangelical culture in the early 2000s. We discuss some of the touchstones of his youth including Heritage USA (Disneyland for Christians) and Christian rock event Creation Festival, as well as his fear of losing his virginity before marriage, what hell to meant to him (and Lola and Meagan) growing up, how his dad was an example of healthy church leadership, how his parents were ostracized when they left the church, and what solidified his decision to leave evangelical Christianity We have deals for you!! Quince: Give yourself the luxury you deserve! Go to Quince.com/trust for free shipping on your order and 365-day returns! Trust Me is sponsored by BetterHelp! Visit BetterHelp.com/trust for 10% off your first month! BUY OUR MERCH!! bit.ly/trustmemerch Got your own story about cults, extreme belief, or abuse of power? Leave a voicemail or text us at 347-86-TRUST (347-868-7878) OR shoot us an email at TrustMePod@gmail.com INSTAGRAM: @TrustMePodcast @oohlalola @meaganelizabeth11 TWITTER: @TrustMeCultPod @ohlalola @baberahamhicks TIKTOK: @TrustMeCultPodcast

Mark Vicente is an NXIVM cult whistleblower and survivor, an author, speaker, and award-winning Writer, Director and Producer from Johannesburg, South Africa. Because of the atrocities in his native South Africa, he found himself propelled to question certain fundamental assumptions at a very young age. Mark has developed a keen and passionate interest in exposing the coercive and duplicitous environments of high-control groups. He is currently in post-production on ‘Empathy Not Included' (The Narcissist's Playbook) a feature-length documentary exploring one of the most pervasive and often misunderstood mental pathologies in our culture: Narcissism. Shot in seven countries and viewed through the lens of four self-confessed, self-aware malignant narcissists who openly share the secrets of how they operate with uncensored candor, the film follows their disturbing stories, juxtaposed with the growing body of wisdom from victims, survivors, scientists, and mental health professionals.

Dohromady 120 let za mřížemi – takový trest si od newyorského soudu na podzim roku 2020 odnesl Keith Raniere, zakladatel organizace NXIVM. Nabízelo sice kurzy osobního rozvoje, ale Raniere byl odsouzený za obchodování s lidmi, sexuální zneužívání a další zločiny. Tříletý trest si ve stejné kauze odnesla i Ranierova pravá ruka a herečka Allison Macková. Jak si NXIVM vysloužila označení sex-kult? Poslechněte si nejnovější díl série Pod vlivem kultu.

Dohromady 120 let za mřížemi – takový trest si od newyorského soudu na podzim roku 2020 odnesl Keith Raniere, zakladatel organizace NXIVM. Nabízeli sice kurzy osobního rozvoje, ale Raniere byl odsouzený za obchodování s lidmi, sexuální zneužívání a další zločiny. Tříletý trest si ve stejné kauze odnesla i Ranierova pravá ruka a herečka Allison Macková. Jak si NXIVM vysloužila označení sex-kult? Poslechněte si nejnovější díl série Pod vlivem kultu.Všechny díly podcastu Historie Plus můžete pohodlně poslouchat v mobilní aplikaci mujRozhlas pro Android a iOS nebo na webu mujRozhlas.cz.

Former pastor's son Caleb Ward joins Lola and Meagan to share his experience about the height of evangelical culture in the early 2000s in a church called Kingdom Life Ministries. Caleb discusses growing up in an environment where everyone was speaking in tongues and having loud prophecies in the middle of church, the pressures that come with being the son of a pastor, how heightened emotional experiences keep people connected to their churches, wild evangelical youth culture involving Christian rock, how good church leadership can actually exist, and why shunning is one of the worst parts of modern Christian religion. We have deals for you!! Prose: Looking for customized haircare? Go to Prose.com/trust for your FREE consultation and 50% off your custom routine! Shopify: Upgrade your business! Sign up for your $1 per month trial period at shopify.com/trustme BUY OUR MERCH!! bit.ly/trustmemerch Got your own story about cults, extreme belief, or abuse of power? Leave a voicemail or text us at 347-86-TRUST (347-868-7878) OR shoot us an email at TrustMePod@gmail.com INSTAGRAM: @TrustMePodcast @oohlalola @meaganelizabeth11 TWITTER: @TrustMeCultPod @ohlalola @baberahamhicks TIKTOK:

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Today is part 2 with Uriah Wesman, former member of THREE different cults. This week he'll talk to us more about cult #2, the Hearts Center (which was an offshoot of cult #1 from last week), what it was like being a rebellious emo kid slowly starting to realize inconsistencies in the church, and how his dad discovered cult #3 in Canada, the Ideal Society. We'll talk about why he loved Canada so much, how he became obsessed with Alex Jones in his rebellious phase, and what that third cult - a vegan meditation cult - was like, being surrounded by adults who spoke French and didn't want him there. Plus, how he ended up leaving, and how creating a one man show helped him process his experiences. BUY OUR MERCH!! bit.ly/trustmemerch Got your own story about cults, extreme belief, or abuse of power? Leave a voicemail or text us at 347-86-TRUST (347-868-7878) OR shoot us an email at TrustMePod@gmail.com INSTAGRAM: @TrustMePodcast @oohlalola @meaganelizabeth11 TWITTER: @TrustMeCultPod @ohlalola @baberahamhicks TIKTOK: @TrustMeCultPodcast

Mark Vicente is an author, speaker, and award-winning Writer/Director/Producer from Johannesburg, South Africa. His passion for filmmaking began early, taking his first photograph at age four, he worked his way up through the ranks of the camera department to become a director. Because of the atrocities in his native South Africa, he found himself propelled to question certain fundamental assumptions at a very young age. Beliefs about human behavior, morality, cosmology, existentialism and mysticism. Unifying his love of science, philosophy and film-making, Mark's dream of creating cinema to inspire and provoke thought began to emerge with the creation of “What the BLEEP do we Know?!” Several books have been written about the film's remarkable grassroots marketing campaign, which led to its unprecedented success. Later, Mark released ‘Encender el Corazon', a film about the rampant kidnapping epidemic in Mexico. It was bittersweet victory; while the film touched many people deeply, it was by association supporting the criminal enterprise NXIVM. Mark made the difficult decision to pull the film from distribution and, with a small band of whistleblowers, exposed their criminal behavior, resulting in multiple arrests and prosecutions. This journey is captured in the 15 part HBO Documentary Series “THE VOW”. He has since developed a keen and passionate interest in exposing the coercive and duplicitous environments of high-control groups. He is currently in post-production on ‘Empathy Not Included' (The Narcissist's Playbook) a feature-length documentary exploring one of the most pervasive and often misunderstood mental pathologies in our culture: Narcissism. Shot in seven countries and viewed through the lens of four self-confessed, self-aware malignant narcissists who openly share the secrets of how they operate with uncensored candor, the film follows their disturbing stories, juxtaposed with the growing body of wisdom from victims, survivors, scientists, and mental health professionals. FOLLOW: @markvicente Substack: https://substack.com/@kelsisheren Watch on YouTube: https://bit.ly/3opNURn   - - - - - - - - - - - - SUPPORT OUR SPONSORS  - - - - - - - - - - - - XX-XY Athletics - Code: KELSI20 - https://www.xx-xyathletics.com/?sca_ref=7336247.FtJS2YUK4O Ketone IQ- 40% off with code KELSI - https://ketone.com/KELSI Good Livin- 20% off with code BRASS -  https://www.itsgoodlivin.com Brass & Unity - 20% off with code UNITY - http://brassandunity.com  - - - - - - - - - - - - - SHOP B&U Jewelry & Eyewear: https://brassandunity.com  - - - - - - - - - - - - - Follow #thekelsisherenperspective - - - - - - - - - - - - - CHARITY Honour House - https://www.honourhouse.ca Heroic Hearts - https://www.heroicheartsproject.org All Secure Foundation - http://allsecurefoundation.org Defenders of Freedom -https://www.defendersoffreedom.us The Boot Campaign - https://bootcampaign.org

Anthony "Nippy" Ames, a former college athlete and aspiring actor, became involved with NXIVM, an organization that presented itself as a self-improvement group. Over 12 years, he advanced within NXIVM, becoming a teacher and establishing centers in New York and Vancouver. He met his wife, Sarah Edmondson, through the organization. Upon discovering NXIVM's illicit activities, Ames took decisive action to expose the group's misconduct. He played a pivotal role in dismantling NXIVM, contributing to the arrest and conviction of its leader, Keith Raniere, who received a 120-year prison sentence. Ames and Edmondson co-host the podcast "A Little Bit Culty," where they discuss their experiences and engage with fellow survivors and experts. #NXIVMCult #InsideACult #KeithRaniere #CultSurvivor #TrueCrime #MindControl #EscapingACult #JusticeServed Thank you to ROCKET MONEY for sponsoring today's episode!: Cancel your unwanted subscriptions and reach your financial goals faster with Rocket Money. Go to https://rocketmoney.com/lockedin today. Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ Connect with Anthony “Nippy” Ames: Podcast: https://alittlebitculty.com/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/anthonyames11/ Book: https://checkout.square.site/merchant/MLR16M1R576DP/checkout/25UI2OVABMV3RD4YF55WQ755 Sarah's Book: https://www.amazon.com/Scarred-Story-Escaped-NXIVM-Memoir/dp/1452184267?crid=3VKO3ATEWIZW5&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.LGohkNM1Vz3domFxEXQrtGeRdu1IqScyhq8Wc8MVd-mtYnC6efnh64SWUduYU3lzcZ8UluANFQUZISC98JnZPr6ubRrIscdIcgjS6XqHvgXFqECKYx5MLaa0Qp-Qm9lz.s6r-1UYF5MSxKJHB0JdLz58RvIq_gqoUaVRzsHSQB0U&dib_tag=se&keywords=scarred+sarah+edmondson&qid=1731523277&sprefix=scarred+sarah+edmondson,aps,130&sr=8-1&linkCode=sl1&tag=sarahjedmonds-20&linkId=89fd660197d38e393dc847948da8908a&language=en_US&ref_=as_li_ss_tl Presented by Tyson 2.0 & Wooooo Energy: https://tyson20.com/ https://woooooenergy.com/ Buy Merch: https://www.ianbick.com/shop Use code lockedin at checkout to get 20% off your order Timestamps: 00:00:00 Meeting Travis at CrimeCon and Spotify Connection 00:05:23 Understanding Coercive Tactics in Cults 00:11:15 Uncover Hidden Subscription Scams with Rocket Money 00:16:27 The Impact of Puberty on Young Athletes 00:21:52 The Struggle with Losing Direction 00:27:44 Introduction to Nexium and Personal Reflections 00:33:11 Joining the Organization and Moving to LA 00:38:40 Understanding Growth Through Rules and Rituals 00:44:12 The Psychology of Cults: Us vs. Them Dynamics 00:49:52 Understanding Gaslighting and Its Impact 00:55:20 The Cult Perception 01:00:39 The Exploitation and Indoctrination of Women 01:06:21 Personal Reflections and Seeking Justice 01:12:19 Achieving Personal Success Through Self-Discipline 01:18:02 Moral Responsibility and Consequences 01:23:22 Turning Negatives into Positives: Michael Jordan's Family Motto 01:28:54 Final Thoughts and Farewell Powered by: Just Media House : https://www.justmediahouse.com/ Creative direction, design, assets, support by FWRD: https://www.fwrd.co Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Creator of the one man show 3 Cults Walk Into a Bar, Uriah Wesman, shares about his FIRST cult experience in Church Universal and Triumphant, how they combined Christianity and New Age ideas, the paranoia that was created by beliefs surrounding demons, his mom's mental deterioration that led her to accuse his father of being a demon, and his parents split that led him to his next cult... which we'll discuss next week! We have deals for you! ZocDoc: Stop putting off those doctors appointments! Go to Zocdoc.com/trustme to find and instantly book a top-rated doctor today! Shopify: Upgrade your business! Sign up for your $1 per month trial period at shopify.com/trustme BUY OUR MERCH!! bit.ly/trustmemerch Got your own story about cults, extreme belief, or abuse of power? Leave a voicemail or text us at 347-86-TRUST (347-868-7878) OR shoot us an email at TrustMePod@gmail.com INSTAGRAM: @TrustMePodcast @oohlalola @meaganelizabeth11 TWITTER: @TrustMeCultPod @ohlalola @baberahamhicks TIKTOK: @TrustMeCultPodcast

Could a convicted cult leader actually get a new trial because of FBI misconduct? That's the question hanging over Keith Raniere's case, as allegations of tampered evidence and manipulated metadata surface. While the branding, coercion, and disturbing power dynamics of NXIVM are well-documented, former FBI agents now claim that crucial digital evidence—particularly in relation to an alleged minor—may have been altered. If true, does that mean Raniere gets a second shot at freedom, or does the mountain of other evidence against him still seal his fate? Defense attorney and former prosecutor Eric Faddis joins the discussion, breaking down what this could mean for the future of the case. If the FBI cut corners, should it matter when the defendant is someone like Keith Raniere? #NXIVM #KeithRaniere #TrueCrime #FBI #EvidenceTampering #CultMindset #Justice Want to listen to ALL of our podcasts AD-FREE? Subscribe through APPLE PODCASTS, and try it for three days free: https://tinyurl.com/ycw626tj Follow Our Other Cases: https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com The latest on The Downfall of Diddy, The Trial of Karen Read, The Murder Of Maddie Soto, Catching the Long Island Serial Killer, Awaiting Admission: BTK's Unconfessed Crimes, Delphi Murders: Inside the Crime, Chad & Lori Daybell, The Murder of Ana Walshe, Alex Murdaugh, Bryan Kohberger, Lucy Letby, Kouri Richins, Malevolent Mormon Mommys, The Menendez Brothers: Quest For Justice, The Murder of Stephen Smith, The Murder of Madeline Kingsbury, The Murder Of Sandra Birchmore, and much more! Listen at https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com

Evidence Tampering & Appeals: Does Keith Raniere Have a Shot at a New Trial? Could a convicted cult leader actually get a new trial because of FBI misconduct? That's the question hanging over Keith Raniere's case, as allegations of tampered evidence and manipulated metadata surface. While the branding, coercion, and disturbing power dynamics of NXIVM are well-documented, former FBI agents now claim that crucial digital evidence—particularly in relation to an alleged minor—may have been altered. If true, does that mean Raniere gets a second shot at freedom, or does the mountain of other evidence against him still seal his fate? Defense attorney and former prosecutor Eric Faddis joins the discussion, breaking down what this could mean for the future of the case. If the FBI cut corners, should it matter when the defendant is someone like Keith Raniere? #NXIVM #KeithRaniere #TrueCrime #FBI #EvidenceTampering #CultMindset #Justice Want to listen to ALL of our podcasts AD-FREE? Subscribe through APPLE PODCASTS, and try it for three days free: https://tinyurl.com/ycw626tj Follow Our Other Cases: https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com The latest on The Downfall of Diddy, The Trial of Karen Read, The Murder Of Maddie Soto, Catching the Long Island Serial Killer, Awaiting Admission: BTK's Unconfessed Crimes, Delphi Murders: Inside the Crime, Chad & Lori Daybell, The Murder of Ana Walshe, Alex Murdaugh, Bryan Kohberger, Lucy Letby, Kouri Richins, Malevolent Mormon Mommys, The Menendez Brothers: Quest For Justice, The Murder of Stephen Smith, The Murder of Madeline Kingsbury, The Murder Of Sandra Birchmore, and much more! Listen at https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com

How do you recover from the realization that the “light at the end of the tunnel” was actually a train of manipulation, coercion, and abuse? For former members of NXIVM, the journey from devotion to disgust is riddled with shame, denial, and the unsettling aftermath of seeing their so-called "leader" still hailed as a hero by some. Psychotherapist and author Shavaun Scott dives into the psyche of those ensnared by Keith Raniere's twisted ideology, unpacking the vulnerabilities that allowed his influence to take root. How do survivors reconcile the horrifying truths about the branding, coercion, and abuse that have been proven in court, while others still cling to Raniere as their "Vanguard"? Is it denial, rationalization, or something far darker? And what about Raniere himself? Does his defiant self-image make him an even greater danger should he ever regain freedom? Most chillingly, if called upon to prosecute him again, would survivors be willing to reopen the wounds and face the man who once wielded such control over their lives? #TrueCrime #NXIVM #KeithRaniere #CultSurvivors #Psychology #ShavaunScott #HiddenKillersPodcast Want to listen to ALL of our podcasts AD-FREE? Subscribe through APPLE PODCASTS, and try it for three days free: https://tinyurl.com/ycw626tj Follow Our Other Cases: https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com The latest on The Downfall of Diddy, The Trial of Karen Read, The Murder Of Maddie Soto, Catching the Long Island Serial Killer, Awaiting Admission: BTK's Unconfessed Crimes, Delphi Murders: Inside the Crime, Chad & Lori Daybell, The Murder of Ana Walshe, Alex Murdaugh, Bryan Kohberger, Lucy Letby, Kouri Richins, Malevolent Mormon Mommys, The Menendez Brothers: Quest For Justice, The Murder of Stephen Smith, The Murder of Madeline Kingsbury, The Murder Of Sandra Birchmore, and much more! Listen at https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com

How do you recover from the realization that the “light at the end of the tunnel” was actually a train of manipulation, coercion, and abuse? For former members of NXIVM, the journey from devotion to disgust is riddled with shame, denial, and the unsettling aftermath of seeing their so-called "leader" still hailed as a hero by some. Psychotherapist and author Shavaun Scott dives into the psyche of those ensnared by Keith Raniere's twisted ideology, unpacking the vulnerabilities that allowed his influence to take root. How do survivors reconcile the horrifying truths about the branding, coercion, and abuse that have been proven in court, while others still cling to Raniere as their "Vanguard"? Is it denial, rationalization, or something far darker? And what about Raniere himself? Does his defiant self-image make him an even greater danger should he ever regain freedom? Most chillingly, if called upon to prosecute him again, would survivors be willing to reopen the wounds and face the man who once wielded such control over their lives? #TrueCrime #NXIVM #KeithRaniere #CultSurvivors #Psychology #ShavaunScott #HiddenKillersPodcast Want to listen to ALL of our podcasts AD-FREE? Subscribe through APPLE PODCASTS, and try it for three days free: https://tinyurl.com/ycw626tj Follow Our Other Cases: https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com The latest on The Downfall of Diddy, The Trial of Karen Read, The Murder Of Maddie Soto, Catching the Long Island Serial Killer, Awaiting Admission: BTK's Unconfessed Crimes, Delphi Murders: Inside the Crime, Chad & Lori Daybell, The Murder of Ana Walshe, Alex Murdaugh, Bryan Kohberger, Lucy Letby, Kouri Richins, Malevolent Mormon Mommys, The Menendez Brothers: Quest For Justice, The Murder of Stephen Smith, The Murder of Madeline Kingsbury, The Murder Of Sandra Birchmore, and much more! Listen at https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com

Hollywood, cults, sex, and crime. It all seems like the perfect set up for a Netflix multi-season series. But this is the real story of the rich and famous getting brain washed into a criminal sex club that ultimately led to convictions on charges of conspiracy, sex trafficking, child porn, and more.See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

What happens when a cult built on manipulation and control faces allegations of FBI evidence tampering? Survivors of NXIVM's dark underbelly, DOS, endured psychological abuse, coercion, and even branding with Keith Raniere's initials. Now, they face an unsettling twist: claims that critical evidence in the case may have been falsified. How does this revelation affect their healing journey? And more importantly, should Raniere's conviction be reconsidered? Psychotherapist and author Shavaun Scott delves into the chilling mind games of NXIVM's leader, exploring how someone like Raniere could wield such dangerous influence. From the bizarre logic behind branding rituals to the broader implications of evidence tampering, this episode pulls apart the layers of a story that seems too twisted to be real. How far can manipulation go, and what does it take to break free from its grip? #KeithRaniere #NXIVM #TrueCrime #PsychologicalAbuse #MindControl #EvidenceTampering #DarkReality Want to listen to ALL of our podcasts AD-FREE? Subscribe through APPLE PODCASTS, and try it for three days free: https://tinyurl.com/ycw626tj Follow Our Other Cases: https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com The latest on The Downfall of Diddy, The Trial of Karen Read, The Murder Of Maddie Soto, Catching the Long Island Serial Killer, Awaiting Admission: BTK's Unconfessed Crimes, Delphi Murders: Inside the Crime, Chad & Lori Daybell, The Murder of Ana Walshe, Alex Murdaugh, Bryan Kohberger, Lucy Letby, Kouri Richins, Malevolent Mormon Mommys, The Menendez Brothers: Quest For Justice, The Murder of Stephen Smith, The Murder of Madeline Kingsbury, The Murder Of Sandra Birchmore, and much more! Listen at https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com

What happens when a cult built on manipulation and control faces allegations of FBI evidence tampering? Survivors of NXIVM's dark underbelly, DOS, endured psychological abuse, coercion, and even branding with Keith Raniere's initials. Now, they face an unsettling twist: claims that critical evidence in the case may have been falsified. How does this revelation affect their healing journey? And more importantly, should Raniere's conviction be reconsidered? Psychotherapist and author Shavaun Scott delves into the chilling mind games of NXIVM's leader, exploring how someone like Raniere could wield such dangerous influence. From the bizarre logic behind branding rituals to the broader implications of evidence tampering, this episode pulls apart the layers of a story that seems too twisted to be real. How far can manipulation go, and what does it take to break free from its grip? #KeithRaniere #NXIVM #TrueCrime #PsychologicalAbuse #MindControl #EvidenceTampering #DarkReality Want to listen to ALL of our podcasts AD-FREE? Subscribe through APPLE PODCASTS, and try it for three days free: https://tinyurl.com/ycw626tj Follow Our Other Cases: https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com The latest on The Downfall of Diddy, The Trial of Karen Read, The Murder Of Maddie Soto, Catching the Long Island Serial Killer, Awaiting Admission: BTK's Unconfessed Crimes, Delphi Murders: Inside the Crime, Chad & Lori Daybell, The Murder of Ana Walshe, Alex Murdaugh, Bryan Kohberger, Lucy Letby, Kouri Richins, Malevolent Mormon Mommys, The Menendez Brothers: Quest For Justice, The Murder of Stephen Smith, The Murder of Madeline Kingsbury, The Murder Of Sandra Birchmore, and much more! Listen at https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com

Did The FBI Just Give NXIVM Founder Keith Raniere A Shot At Freedom? What happens when the justice system itself becomes the story? The NXIVM case, infamous for its branding rituals and coercion, now faces allegations of FBI evidence tampering. With claims of manipulated metadata, breached protocols, and staged searches, questions loom over whether investigative integrity was compromised. Could this alleged misconduct lead to charges against agents, or even retrials? And if so, how does it impact the victims who've already endured enough trauma? Retired FBI Special Agent Jennifer Coffindaffer dives deep into the mechanics of investigations and the disturbing possibility of wrongdoing from within. Can justice prevail when trust is in question? #NXIVM #FBI #TrueCrime #KeithRaniere #EvidenceTampering #JusticeSystem #HiddenKillers Want to listen to ALL of our podcasts AD-FREE? Subscribe through APPLE PODCASTS, and try it for three days free: https://tinyurl.com/ycw626tj Follow Our Other Cases: https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com The latest on The Downfall of Diddy, The Trial of Karen Read, The Murder Of Maddie Soto, Catching the Long Island Serial Killer, Awaiting Admission: BTK's Unconfessed Crimes, Delphi Murders: Inside the Crime, Chad & Lori Daybell, The Murder of Ana Walshe, Alex Murdaugh, Bryan Kohberger, Lucy Letby, Kouri Richins, Malevolent Mormon Mommys, The Menendez Brothers: Quest For Justice, The Murder of Stephen Smith, The Murder of Madeline Kingsbury, The Murder Of Sandra Birchmore, and much more! Listen at https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com

Did The FBI Just Give NXIVM Founder Keith Raniere A Shot At Freedom? What happens when the justice system itself becomes the story? The NXIVM case, infamous for its branding rituals and coercion, now faces allegations of FBI evidence tampering. With claims of manipulated metadata, breached protocols, and staged searches, questions loom over whether investigative integrity was compromised. Could this alleged misconduct lead to charges against agents, or even retrials? And if so, how does it impact the victims who've already endured enough trauma? Retired FBI Special Agent Jennifer Coffindaffer dives deep into the mechanics of investigations and the disturbing possibility of wrongdoing from within. Can justice prevail when trust is in question? #NXIVM #FBI #TrueCrime #KeithRaniere #EvidenceTampering #JusticeSystem #HiddenKillers Want to listen to ALL of our podcasts AD-FREE? Subscribe through APPLE PODCASTS, and try it for three days free: https://tinyurl.com/ycw626tj Follow Our Other Cases: https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com The latest on The Downfall of Diddy, The Trial of Karen Read, The Murder Of Maddie Soto, Catching the Long Island Serial Killer, Awaiting Admission: BTK's Unconfessed Crimes, Delphi Murders: Inside the Crime, Chad & Lori Daybell, The Murder of Ana Walshe, Alex Murdaugh, Bryan Kohberger, Lucy Letby, Kouri Richins, Malevolent Mormon Mommys, The Menendez Brothers: Quest For Justice, The Murder of Stephen Smith, The Murder of Madeline Kingsbury, The Murder Of Sandra Birchmore, and much more! Listen at https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com

Did The FBI Blunder The NXIVM Keith Raniere Investigation? Could the FBI have mishandled evidence in the infamous NXIVM case, and if so, what does that mean for justice? A self-help organization turned dark sex cult, NXIVM and its notorious leader Keith Raniere shocked the world with branding rituals and exploitation. But now, allegations of FBI evidence tampering threaten to unravel the case against him. Were mistakes made, or was this an intentional act? Robin Dreeke, a retired FBI Special Agent, dives into the complexities of evidence handling, chain of custody, and the ripple effects when trust in law enforcement is shaken. How does this new twist change the story—and what happens if justice wasn't served? #NXIVMCase #KeithRaniere #FBIMissteps #TrueCrime #JusticeSystem #EvidenceTampering #DarkSecrets Want to listen to ALL of our podcasts AD-FREE? Subscribe through APPLE PODCASTS, and try it for three days free: https://tinyurl.com/ycw626tj Follow Our Other Cases: https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com The latest on The Downfall of Diddy, The Trial of Karen Read, The Murder Of Maddie Soto, Catching the Long Island Serial Killer, Awaiting Admission: BTK's Unconfessed Crimes, Delphi Murders: Inside the Crime, Chad & Lori Daybell, The Murder of Ana Walshe, Alex Murdaugh, Bryan Kohberger, Lucy Letby, Kouri Richins, Malevolent Mormon Mommys, The Menendez Brothers: Quest For Justice, The Murder of Stephen Smith, The Murder of Madeline Kingsbury, The Murder Of Sandra Birchmore, and much more! Listen at https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com

What happens when the very system meant to deliver justice is accused of tampering with the truth? The already twisted tale of NXIVM, Keith Raniere, and the sinister DOS subgroup takes an even darker turn as allegations emerge that FBI evidence may have been manipulated to protect a predator. Survivors of Raniere's coercive cult—marked both physically and psychologically—struggle to heal while grappling with the shadow of potential injustice. With accusations of altered evidence, branding rituals that defy comprehension, and the chilling question of Raniere's intentions from the start, this case is a labyrinth of manipulation and denial. How do some survivors find closure while others cling to their allegiance? And if the evidence tampering proves true, could this open the door for another trial—and more pain for the victims? #TrueCrime #NXIVM #KeithRaniere #Survivors #CultPsychology #FBI #Justice Want to listen to ALL of our podcasts AD-FREE? Subscribe through APPLE PODCASTS, and try it for three days free: https://tinyurl.com/ycw626tj Follow Our Other Cases: https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com The latest on The Downfall of Diddy, The Trial of Karen Read, The Murder Of Maddie Soto, Catching the Long Island Serial Killer, Awaiting Admission: BTK's Unconfessed Crimes, Delphi Murders: Inside the Crime, Chad & Lori Daybell, The Murder of Ana Walshe, Alex Murdaugh, Bryan Kohberger, Lucy Letby, Kouri Richins, Malevolent Mormon Mommys, The Menendez Brothers: Quest For Justice, The Murder of Stephen Smith, The Murder of Madeline Kingsbury, The Murder Of Sandra Birchmore, and much more! Listen at https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com 

What happens when the very system meant to deliver justice is accused of tampering with the truth? The already twisted tale of NXIVM, Keith Raniere, and the sinister DOS subgroup takes an even darker turn as allegations emerge that FBI evidence may have been manipulated to protect a predator. Survivors of Raniere's coercive cult—marked both physically and psychologically—struggle to heal while grappling with the shadow of potential injustice. With accusations of altered evidence, branding rituals that defy comprehension, and the chilling question of Raniere's intentions from the start, this case is a labyrinth of manipulation and denial. How do some survivors find closure while others cling to their allegiance? And if the evidence tampering proves true, could this open the door for another trial—and more pain for the victims? #TrueCrime #NXIVM #KeithRaniere #Survivors #CultPsychology #FBI #Justice Want to listen to ALL of our podcasts AD-FREE? Subscribe through APPLE PODCASTS, and try it for three days free: https://tinyurl.com/ycw626tj Follow Our Other Cases: https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com The latest on The Downfall of Diddy, The Trial of Karen Read, The Murder Of Maddie Soto, Catching the Long Island Serial Killer, Awaiting Admission: BTK's Unconfessed Crimes, Delphi Murders: Inside the Crime, Chad & Lori Daybell, The Murder of Ana Walshe, Alex Murdaugh, Bryan Kohberger, Lucy Letby, Kouri Richins, Malevolent Mormon Mommys, The Menendez Brothers: Quest For Justice, The Murder of Stephen Smith, The Murder of Madeline Kingsbury, The Murder Of Sandra Birchmore, and much more! Listen at https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com 

Could the FBI have mishandled evidence in the infamous NXIVM case, and if so, what does that mean for justice? A self-help organization turned dark sex cult, NXIVM and its notorious leader Keith Raniere shocked the world with branding rituals and exploitation. But now, allegations of FBI evidence tampering threaten to unravel the case against him. Were mistakes made, or was this an intentional act? Robin Dreeke, a retired FBI Special Agent, dives into the complexities of evidence handling, chain of custody, and the ripple effects when trust in law enforcement is shaken. How does this new twist change the story—and what happens if justice wasn't served? #NXIVMCase #KeithRaniere #FBIMissteps #TrueCrime #JusticeSystem #EvidenceTampering #DarkSecrets Want to listen to ALL of our podcasts AD-FREE? Subscribe through APPLE PODCASTS, and try it for three days free: https://tinyurl.com/ycw626tj Follow Our Other Cases: https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com The latest on The Downfall of Diddy, The Trial of Karen Read, The Murder Of Maddie Soto, Catching the Long Island Serial Killer, Awaiting Admission: BTK's Unconfessed Crimes, Delphi Murders: Inside the Crime, Chad & Lori Daybell, The Murder of Ana Walshe, Alex Murdaugh, Bryan Kohberger, Lucy Letby, Kouri Richins, Malevolent Mormon Mommys, The Menendez Brothers: Quest For Justice, The Murder of Stephen Smith, The Murder of Madeline Kingsbury, The Murder Of Sandra Birchmore, and much more! Listen at https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com

Today our guests are historian Philip Deslippe and writer Stacie Sutkin, who together have done investigative reporting on 3HO (“happy, healthy, holy organization”), Kundalini yoga, and Yogi Bhajan. They're going to tell us how they got started writing about 3HO, both interacting with Kundalini yoga in different ways, who Yogi Bhajan was and whether he had any credibility in the Sikh religion (spoiler: he did not), and how he began to get white Americans to believe he was the ultimate spiritual authority, rapidly expanding and profiting off of the money and property of his followers. They'll tell us about some of the many ways Yogi Bhajan exerted control over his followers lives, the practice of separating children from their parents in a practice called “distance therapy,” and the boarding schools kids were sent to for years that turned out to be neglectful and abusive, all within full knowledge and approval of Yogi Bhajan. Plus, the wave of survivors that came forward to tell their stories of his and the organization's abuse, and how they were failed by 3HO's reparations program. We have deals for you! Quince: Upgrade your closet! Go to Quince.com/trust for 365-day returns PLUS free shipping on your order! Shopify: Need help with your business? Sign up for your $1 per month trial period at shopify.com/trustme

Kaitlyn Braun, a pregnant young woman in crisis, takes dozens of birth workers through an escalating series of disasters – rape, baby loss, and even a coma. One by one, the doulas struggle to support her and grieve with her, and even save her life as they're led down a distressing path. And then the truth comes out.In this six-part true crime series, Sarah Treleaven untangles a complex web of lies and deception to ask who Kaitlyn really is and why she did the things that she did. Cases like these puzzle legal experts and raise intricate moral and ethical questions. This is not your average con. Kaitlyn is not your usual scammer.Kaitlyn's Baby is Season 2 of The Con — a podcast exposing the art of deception — from CBC and the BBC World Service. Season 1 - the critically acclaimed catfishing quest, Love, Janessa, launched in January 2023.Content warning: The latest season of The Con contains references to medical emergencies, including baby loss. We also deal with sexual assault and there is some strong language.More episodes are available at: https://link.mgln.ai/3jxP1F 

On this episode, Tony Brueski dives deep into the shocking allegations of evidence tampering by the FBI in the high-profile conviction of NXIVM leader Keith Raniere. From claims of manipulated metadata to irregularities in search protocols, Raniere's defense is calling the legitimacy of his conviction into question. But while these accusations cast a shadow on the case, the disturbing details of NXIVM and its DOS subgroup remain undeniable. Join us as we explore the tangled web of alleged misconduct, cult abuse, and the broader implications for justice. Want to listen to ALL of our podcasts AD-FREE? Subscribe through APPLE PODCASTS, and try it for three days free: https://tinyurl.com/ycw626tj Follow Our Other Cases: https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com The latest on The Downfall of Diddy, The Trial of Karen Read, The Murder Of Maddie Soto, Catching the Long Island Serial Killer, Awaiting Admission: BTK's Unconfessed Crimes, Delphi Murders: Inside the Crime, Chad & Lori Daybell, The Murder of Ana Walshe, Alex Murdaugh, Bryan Kohberger, Lucy Letby, Kouri Richins, Malevolent Mormon Mommys, The Menendez Brothers: Quest For Justice, The Murder of Stephen Smith, The Murder of Madeline Kingsbury, The Murder Of Sandra Birchmore, and much more! Listen at https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com

On this episode, Tony Brueski dives deep into the shocking allegations of evidence tampering by the FBI in the high-profile conviction of NXIVM leader Keith Raniere. From claims of manipulated metadata to irregularities in search protocols, Raniere's defense is calling the legitimacy of his conviction into question. But while these accusations cast a shadow on the case, the disturbing details of NXIVM and its DOS subgroup remain undeniable. Join us as we explore the tangled web of alleged misconduct, cult abuse, and the broader implications for justice. Want to listen to ALL of our podcasts AD-FREE? Subscribe through APPLE PODCASTS, and try it for three days free: https://tinyurl.com/ycw626tj Follow Our Other Cases: https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com The latest on The Downfall of Diddy, The Trial of Karen Read, The Murder Of Maddie Soto, Catching the Long Island Serial Killer, Awaiting Admission: BTK's Unconfessed Crimes, Delphi Murders: Inside the Crime, Chad & Lori Daybell, The Murder of Ana Walshe, Alex Murdaugh, Bryan Kohberger, Lucy Letby, Kouri Richins, Malevolent Mormon Mommys, The Menendez Brothers: Quest For Justice, The Murder of Stephen Smith, The Murder of Madeline Kingsbury, The Murder Of Sandra Birchmore, and much more! Listen at https://www.truecrimetodaypod.com

Narcissists don't just take what they want—they dismantle their targets in the process.   In this episode, Dr. Z welcomes filmmaker and author Mark Vicente to discuss the dark realities of narcissistic abuse and its psychological aftermath. Known for his work on HBO's  “The Vow” and his upcoming documentary “Empathy Not Included: The Narcissist's Playbook,” Mark sheds light on the manipulative behaviors of narcissists, the vulnerabilities they exploit, and the emotional fallout experienced by the survivors of their abuse.    Mark reflects on his personal journey of healing after being entangled with NXIVM, offering profound insight into how narcissists mirror their victims' deepest desires and vulnerabilities as a means to control them.  He also unpacks the chilling reality of how some narcissists knowingly cause harm—and sometimes even revel in it.   Dr. Z and Mark touch on the broader implications of narcissism in society, from media manipulation to cultural denial of the harm narcissists can cause. Whether you're seeking to understand narcissistic abuse or rebuild after trauma, this episode offers a compassionate and empowering perspective.   Quotes "One of the things I learned as I began learning about what narcissism is and is not, I recognize that there was a certain place that people bumped up against. Most normal empathic people cannot imagine that these people exist." (04:47 | Mark Vicente) “They were doing the work of masking the evil. And this is what we do. We don't want to live in that world because we want to live in this kind of fairy tale where good things happen to good people. To have it be true that there is a version of evil that's not like a Disney version, like a really, really dark version is so destabilizing to the psyche.” (09:56 | Mark Vicente) “The thing about psychopaths that's so interesting is that they analyze us very unemotionally. and they learn about the way our data works, so to speak." (16:15 | Mark Vicente) “People sometimes can't tell, they think it's excitement and it is, but sometimes that excitement is tinged with fear and desperation. And I always say when you're in that state with somebody, especially at the beginning, run. Because your cognitive thinking is going offline.” (20:26 | Mark Vicente) “When you're mapping the mind of an insane person, it does damage to you. And when you're mapping a psychopath, it's very confusing. It starts to do a lot of bad things to you internally, psychologically.” (26:11 | Mark Vicente) “I think feeling like a victim is a good phase. I think rage is so important. I mean, I can't tell you how many people, when we were waking up, I feel like there were certain psychologists who didn't understand how this worked, that would say things to us like, your anger's not sustainable. And I was like, it's sustainable as long as I need it.” (53:37 | Mark Vicente)   Links Connect with Mark Vicente: https://www.markvicente.com/ https://www.instagram.com/markvicente/ https://x.com/markvicente https://www.empathynotincluded.com/ https://www.instagram.com/empathynotincluded/ Podcast: WTF is on my Mind?! https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/wtf-is-on-my-mind/id1646783869 YouTube Channel https://www.youtube.com/@markvicente7 Connect with Dr. Z: https://www.drjaimezuckerman.com/ https://www.zgrouptherapy.com/ https://www.instagram.com/dr.z_psychologist/ https://www.tiktok.com/@dr.z_psychologist https://www.youtube.com/@DrJaimeZuckerman   Get my FREE breathing exercise here: http://www.drjaimezuckerman.com/newsletter Register for my on demand virtual courses here: http://www.drjaimezuckerman.com/workshops Order my workbooks! *Find Your Calm / Find Good Habits* http://www.drjaimezuckerman.com/books Shop my new Mindfully Messy hoodie here: http://www.drjaimezuckerman.com/apparel Podcast production and show notes provided by HiveCast.fm

Episode 23: Lola Blanc & Meagan Elizabeth continue to interview Frank Lyford, former member of Heaven's Gate. In part 2, they discuss the growing number of red flags he began to notice after one of the leaders died, including talk of castration, and what led to his decision to finally, after 18 years, break away. He also tells the girls what it was like when he heard about the mass suicide on the news, how heartbreaking that was, the lessons he's learned as a result, and what his life is like now. Original Airdate: 03/17/2021 Trust Me is sponsored by Shopify! Upgrade your business! Sign up for your one-dollar-per-month trial period at shopify.com/trustme BUY OUR MERCH!! bit.ly/trustmemerch Got your own story about cults, extreme belief, or abuse of power? Leave a voicemail or text us at 347-86-TRUST (347-868-7878) OR shoot us an email at TrustMePod@gmail.com INSTAGRAM: @TrustMePodcast @oohlalola @meaganelizabeth11 TWITTER: @TrustMeCultPod @ohlalola @baberahamhicks TIKTOK: @TrustMeCultPodcast

Trigger Warning: Sexual abuse and suicidal ideation   What would you do if everything you believed in turned out to be a lie? This week, Susie sits down with India Oxenberg to share her harrowing experience in the NXIVM cult, a so-called self-help group led by convicted leader Keith Raniere. India opens up about being lured into the group at 19, the manipulation and abuse she endured, and the red flags she missed along the way. She also reflects on the strength it took to escape, rebuild her life, and repair her relationship with her mother, Catherine Oxenberg, whose determination helped expose the cult. India's story isn't just one of survival—it's about reclaiming her voice, finding purpose in her pain, and helping others recognize the lies that can trap them. This compelling conversation is a powerful reminder of the strength it takes to rebuild after betrayal. Don't miss it.    Be sure to keep up with India on Instagram and grab a copy of her book here    LA Wildfire Relief:  Los Angeles Fire Foundation  Baby2Baby  Pasadena Humane Society  World Central Kitchen  LAUSD Education Foundation Emergency Relief   WatchDuty App    Thank you to our incredible sponsors!  Zocdoc: Go to zocdoc.com/LIVELAUGHLIES to find and instantly book a top-rated doctor today. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

In part 2 Laura continues her interview with Sarah, a 12-year-NXIVM-member-turned-whistleblower. Laura dives deep into Keith Raniere's psychopathology and his psychological torture of women and Sarah shares some unique insight into Raniere and his psychology. For more in-depth conversations, extra episodes and videos and to be a part a fast growing, dynamic and empowering community join the Crime Analyst Squad: www.patreon.com/CrimeAnalyst   #Cults #NXIVM #CoerciveControl #CoerciveControllers #Psychopaths #Narcissism #CrimeAnalyst #TrueCrime #Podcast #MaleEntitlement #Patriarchy #KeithRaniere #Torture #TrueCrimePodcast   Clips https://youtu.be/ctXck_xCtV4?si=sNH4tHjy2kS93FG8   Sources https://www.nytimes.com/2017/10/17/nyregion/nxivm-women-branded-albany.html https://www.amazon.com/Scarred-Story-Escaped-NXIVM-Memoir/dp/1452184267 https://youtu.be/fa7uN2vo6rc?si=M5OJlZD-wn9gTB4n   Thank You to Crime Analyst Sponsors Who Make the Show Possible. Support The Show Through the Sponsors: Right now, you can get an exclusive 20% off your first order at thrivecausemetics.com/CRIMEANALYST Check out the Redfin app to help you buy, rent or sell a home.   REGISTER For Laura's 2025 Masterclasses: https://thelaurarichards.wixsite.com/so/b7PHKGDRm?languageTag=en email laurarichardspa@gmail.com   More Training Info: www.dashriskchecklist.com www.thelaurarichards.com   YouTube, Socials and Website YouTube @crimeanalyst Facebook Crime Analyst Podcast Instagram @crimeanalyst @laurarichards999 Threads @crimeanalyst X @thecrimeanalyst @laurarichards999 TikTok @crimeanalystpod Website www.crime-analyst.com Leave a Review https://www.crime-analyst.com/reviews/new/ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

BEST OF: The CIA's Operation Midnight Climax involved drugs and sex as part of a blackmail sting Operation in the 1950s. More than fifty years later we witnessed the downfall of Jefferey Epstein and his blackmail operation, which was sponsored by the same intelligence agencies at home and abroad. Now we are learning about a drug smuggling, sex trafficking, blackmail operation that was run by Sean ‘Diddy' Combs, which also involved rape and possibly even more sinister things involving young artists. Combs reportedly promised his associates connections not just to the ‘good life', but to royal family members like Prince Harry. This reminds us of Prince Andrew's relationship with Epstein and the entire ‘royal' family's relationship, especially King Charles, with the rapist-pervert Jimmy Savile. That Epstein pipeline also ran from Buckingham to Hollywood, too, with Harvey Weinstein, and exposed possible connections with Oprah and other major celebrities involved in trafficking women for abuse. The NXIVM cult, for example, was first thought to involve only Keith Raniere, until it was discovered how the actress Allison Mack was recruiting woman and branding them with her initials at the expensive of liquor heiress Clare Bronfman. Turns out that Ghislaine Maxwell, Allison Mack, and Sheela of the Rajneesh cult were all instrumental in the corruption and abuse, and not simple victims. The Combs story goes beyond pink cocaine, paying women for sex, and hiring college athletes to be drug mules. People like Jay Z have a close relationship with the same crowd and known satanists like Marina Abramović. His wife Beyoncé has been accused by her former drummer, Kimberly Thompson, of practicing “dark magic” and using magic for “sexual molestation.” Thompson accused the singer of killing animals and practicing “extreme witchcraft.” Then there is Mariah Carey's sister Allison, who filed charges against their mother for making “her witness people engaged in sexual acts with adults and children.” Allison alleges their mother took them to “ceremonies or rituals...between 2am and 4am” on “certain dates” of the year. She said the participants would usually wear “long robes with black hoods,” which is exactly what some of Savile's victims claimed. Then there is President Joe Biden and his forgotten daughter Ashley, who's diary documented how she was “hyper-sexualized @ a young age” and how she would do things “to my vagina due to overhearing parents having sex.” Ashley said that Joe Biden, her father, would take showers with her that were inappropriate, and that she has memories of “having sex with friends @ a young age,” something similar to Allison's mothers' ‘friends' who were allowed to have sex with her at 10 years old.  Can you solve this riddle?-FREE ARCHIVE (w. ads)SUBSCRIPTION ARCHIVEX / TWITTER FACEBOOKWEBSITEPAYPALCashApp: $rdgable EMAIL: rdgable@yahoo.com / TSTRadio@protonmail.comBecome a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/tst-radio--5328407/support.

In this powerful episode, acclaimed filmmaker and whistleblower Mark Vicente—director of the groundbreaking documentary What the Bleep Do We Know!?—joins Joel and Yerasimos to peel back the layers of cult dynamics, media manipulation, and the human psyche. Mark shares his riveting journey out of NXIVM, the infamous self-help organization that devolved into a web of coercion, blackmail, and branding. With raw honesty, he reveals how curiosity and self-reflection helped him break free from the grip of manipulation, as well as the pivotal role his wife played in exposing the truth and encouraging his awakening. Together, the trio explores the universal patterns of control used by cults, governments, and media, drawing chilling parallels between them. They delve into the psychological need for certainty, the dangers of externalizing discomfort, and the transformative power of questioning beliefs. Mark's deep insights into personal growth and authenticity, combined with his firsthand experiences as a whistleblower, provide a profound lens through which to examine the lies we've been sold and the truths we must reclaim. This episode is a compelling call to awaken, to challenge mainstream narratives, and to reclaim agency in the face of manipulation.   https://www.markvicente.com/ https://www.instagram.com/markvicente/   Become a premium member and support our podcast. Take the Real AF Test Now! Discover Your Truth Seeker Archetype. Watch all our episodes. Join our group coaching program Rise Above The Herd.  Listen to Joel's album “Scorpio” here! Connect with us on Telegram. Access all our links.   Hosted by Joel Rafidi & Yerasimos Intro and outro music: Illusion by Joel Rafidi Intro voice-over: Namakula (https://www.namakula.com/voice-over)

Episode 22: Lola & Meagan interview Frank Lyford, survivor of Heaven's Gate who left after 18 years--just a few years before discovering his friends and loved ones in the group had died by suicide. In part 1, he tells the girls how he began following the leaders Ti and Do, what it was like living a nomadic lifestyle with his "check partner," and what happened when they all settled in one place for "Class." They discuss being separated from the love of his life, how the rules became more strict and controlling, and how much darker things got after Ti got cancer. Stay tuned next week for part 2! Original Airdate: 03/10/2021 Trust Me is sponsored by Shopify! Upgrade your business! Sign up for your one-dollar-per-month trial period at shopify.com/trustme BUY OUR MERCH!! bit.ly/trustmemerch Got your own story about cults, extreme belief, or abuse of power? Leave a voicemail or text us at 347-86-TRUST (347-868-7878) OR shoot us an email at TrustMePod@gmail.com INSTAGRAM: @TrustMePodcast @oohlalola @meaganelizabeth11 TWITTER: @TrustMeCultPod @ohlalola @baberahamhicks TIKTOK: @TrustMeCultPodcast

Join Laura and Sarah Edmondson as they break down cults, coercive control, narcissism and psychopaths, as well how to help someone who is being manipulated and controlled. Sarah is a 12-year-NXIVM-member-turned-whistleblower. In March 2016 Sarah gathered with several other women in the belief they were entering a secret sisterhood they were told was created to empower women. She was not prepared for what came next. Each woman was told to strip naked and branded with what turned out to be Keith Raniere's initial – the ultimate act of ownership and coercive control. For more in-depth conversations, extra episodes and videos and to be a part a fast growing, dynamic and empowering community join the Crime Analyst Squad: www.patreon.com/CrimeAnalyst   #Cults #NXIVM #CoerciveControl #CoerciveControllers #Psychopaths #Narcissism #CrimeAnalyst #TrueCrime #Podcast #MaleEntitlement #Patriarchy #KeithRaniere #TrueCrimePodcast   Clips https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eXKJyh_rl0I   Sources https://www.nytimes.com/2017/10/17/nyregion/nxivm-women-branded-albany.html https://www.amazon.com/Scarred-Story-Escaped-NXIVM-Memoir/dp/1452184267 https://youtu.be/fa7uN2vo6rc?si=M5OJlZD-wn9gTB4n   Sarah Edmondson sarahedmondson.com A Little Bit Culty Podcast alittlebitculty.com Facebook: facebook.com/sarahjedmondson Instagram: @sarahedmondson X: @sarahjedmondson YouTube: youtube.com/@sarahedmondsonactor   Thank You to Crime Analyst Sponsors Who Make the Show Possible. Support The Show Through the Sponsors: Take the next step to improving your health: go to lumen.me/CRIMEANALYST to get 20% off your Lumen. Start your initial free online visit today at forhers.com/CRIME Get your first visit for only five dollars at Apostrophe.com/CRIMEANALYST when you use our code: CRIMEANALYST   REGISTER For Laura's 2025 Masterclasses: laurarichardspa@gmail.com   More Training Info: www.dashriskchecklist.com www.thelaurarichards.com   YouTube, Socials and Website YouTube @crimeanalyst Facebook Crime Analyst Podcast Instagram @crimeanalyst @laurarichards999 Threads @crimeanalyst X @thecrimeanalyst @laurarichards999 TikTok @crimeanalystpod Website www.crime-analyst.com Leave a Review https://www.crime-analyst.com/reviews/new/ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Welcome back fellow spiritually-homeless, skeptical seekers!You're in for a treat. Why? Well, the Skeptical Shaman podcast is kicking off 2025 with a real bang: no more walking on eggshells, clenching our jaws, or tip-toeing through the metaphorical tulips of cognitive dissonance, coercive control, or mass formation psychosis!Said another way? "Behold the field in which we grow our f*cks, for it is barren!"To kick off this new season of the pod, host Rachel White (of TOTEM Readings) interviews award-winning film maker and NXIVM cult survivor/ whistleblower Mark Vicente, prominently featured in the HBO documentary series 'The Vow'. But Mark's not just a "cult survivor"-- he's actually a whole, dynamic human being that is currently leveraging his considerable talents as an author, speaker, and award-winning Writer/Director/Producer to create the film ‘Empathy Not Included' (The Narcissist's Playbook), a feature-length documentary exploring one of the most pervasive and often misunderstood mental pathologies in our culture: narcissism. Shot in seven countries and viewed through the lens of four self-confessed, self-aware malignant narcissists who openly share the secrets of how they operate with uncensored candor, 'Empathy Not Included' follows their disturbing stories, juxtaposed with the growing body of wisdom from victims, survivors, scientists, and mental health professionals.Previously, Mark unified his love of science, philosophy and film-making to create  the wildly successful independent film, “What the BLEEP do we Know?!”. He is also the host of the incredible podcast 'WTF is on my mind, with Mark Vicente"-- and the brain behind one of the funniest, sharpest Instagram accounts around.Rachel's LINKS:Rachel's Website: https://www.totemreadings.comTOTEM Readings Substack: https://totemrach.substack.comRachel's Other Links: https://linktr.ee/totemrachThe TOTEM Flower Essence Deck: https://a.co/d/gw16LsGThe TOTEM Tarot Deck: https://www.amazon.com/TOTEM-Tarot-Deck-Rachel-White/dp/0578980126The TOTEM Flower Essences: https://www.etsy.com/shop/TotemReadingsATXTOTEM Spiritual Transformation Coaching: https://www.totemreadings.com/coachingTOTEM Business of Woo Mentoring: https://www.totemreadings.com/business-of-wooMark's LINKS: https://www.markvicente.com/https://www.instagram.com/markvicente/https://x.com/markvicentehttps://www.empathynotincluded.com/https://www.instagram.com/empathynotincluded/Podcast: WTF is on my Mind?!Youtube ChannelPlease note: The views and opinions expressed on The Skeptical Shaman do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast. Any content provided by our guests, bloggers, sponsors or authors are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, protected class, group, club, organization, business individual, anyone or anything. And remember: sticks and stones may break our bones, but words—or discussions of religious or spiritual topics-- will never hurt us.

Cult interventionist and founder of People Leave Cults, Ashlen Hilliard, talks about her path to working in cult intervention and recovery, her personal religious experience that led her to this work, how interactions with Mormons in Utah affected her worldview, how she defines what a cult is, why accusing a group of being a cult isn't always helpful, how cult intervention today is different from how it was in the 70s, how it used to involved kidnapping and unethical practices, how her model takes a harm reduction approach, and when cult intervention practices can become culty themselves! We have deals for you!! Shopify: Upgrade your business (Or start one in the new year)! Sign up for your one-dollar-per-month trial period at shopify.com/trustme ZocDoc: Stop putting off your doctors appointments! Go to ZocDoc.com/trustme to find and instantly book a top-rated doctor today! BUY OUR MERCH!! bit.ly/trustmemerch Got your own story about cults, extreme belief, or abuse of power? Leave a voicemail or text us at 347-86-TRUST (347-868-7878) OR shoot us an email at TrustMePod@gmail.com INSTAGRAM: @TrustMePodcast @oohlalola @meaganelizabeth11 TWITTER: @TrustMeCultPod @ohlalola @baberahamhicks TIKTOK: @TrustMeCultPodcast

You're a child living on a remote compound in West Texas. One day authorities show up at your front door and an exchange of gunfire breaks out. Just as you expected would happen. Survivor of the Branch Davidians and the Waco massacre, Joann Vaega, discusses her earliest memories of living on the compound, what cult leader David Koresh was like in person, why she did not feel fear when the siege began, how her mom bravely acted to save her, learning about the fire that killed 76 people, including her own parents, and how she's currently defying how people said she would turn out. Original Airdate: 08/03/2022 WE HAVE DEALS FOR YOU!!! Prose: Need better haircare? Get 50% off your one-of-a-kind formula Prose.com/trust Babbel: Want to learn a new language? Get up to 60% off your subscription at Babbel.com/trustme Masterclass: Want to learn from world class experts? Get up to 50% off at Masterclass.com/trust Shopify: Upgrade your business! Sign up for your $1 per month trial period at shopify.com/trustme BUY OUR MERCH!! bit.ly/trustmemerch Got your own story about cults, extreme belief, or abuse of power? Leave a voicemail or text us at 347-86-TRUST (347-868-7878) OR shoot us an email at TrustMePod@gmail.com INSTAGRAM: @TrustMePodcast @oohlalola @meaganelizabeth11 TWITTER: @TrustMeCultPod @ohlalola @baberahamhicks TIKTOK: @TrustMeCultPodcast

This episode is brought to you in part by Squarespace. Head to https://www.squarespace.com/CULTY to save 10% off your first purchase of a website or domain using code CULTY. This week, we sit down with medium Jonathan Mark, who brings closure to grieving families and assists law enforcement in solving cold cases. Jonathan opens up about his journey from reluctant medium to trusted investigator, sharing personal stories, insights into high-profile cases like Gabby Petito's, and the emotional toll of his work. Jonathan also offers a reading for Sarah Edmondson, providing deeply personal insights, and delves into chilling revelations about the NXIVM cult, including potential clues to unresolved mysteries. Whether you're a skeptic or believer, this episode invites you to explore new perspectives and the profound impact of Jonathan's work. Trigger warning: Discussions of death, grief, and unresolved trauma. Listener discretion advised. Join us in this episode as we bridge the beyond with Jonathan Mark.   Also… let it be known that: The views and opinions expressed on A Little Bit Culty do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast. Any content provided by our guests, bloggers, sponsors or authors are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, group, club, organization, business individual, anyone or anything. Nobody's mad at you, just don't be a culty fuckwad. Check out our lovely sponsors Join ‘A Little Bit Culty' on Patreon Get poppin' fresh ALBC Swag Support the pod and smash this link Cult awareness and recovery resources Watch Sarah's TEDTalk CREDITS:  Executive Producers: Sarah Edmondson & Anthony Ames Production Partner: Amphibian.Media Writer & Co-Creator: Jess Tardy Associate producers: Amanda Zaremba and Matt Stroud of Amphibian.Media   Audio production: Red Caiman Studios Theme Song: “Cultivated” by Jon Bryant co-written with Nygel Asselin  

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FOR OUR 200th EPISODE, we are joined by eating disorder therapist, author, and expert Carolyn Costin to discuss her own experiences that led to her starting her practice, why so many cults control the eating habits of their members, why having an eating disorder is like having a little cult leader in your brain, and how Carolyn helped Meagan with her own eating disorder. Check out our holiday sponsors!! Quince: Gift luxury without the luxury price tag! Go to Quince.com/trust for 365-day returns PLUS free shipping on your order! ZocDoc: Find and book a top-rated doctor! Go to ZocDoc.com/trustme and download the Zocdoc app for FREE! Shopify: Upgrade your business! Sign up for your $1 per month trial period at shopify.com/trustme BUY OUR MERCH!! bit.ly/trustmemerch Got your own story about cults, extreme belief, or abuse of power? Leave a voicemail or text us at 347-86-TRUST (347-868-7878) OR shoot us an email at TrustMePod@gmail.com INSTAGRAM: @TrustMePodcast @oohlalola @meaganelizabeth11 TWITTER: @TrustMeCultPod @ohlalola @baberahamhicks TIKTOK: @TrustMeCultPodcast

Today is part 2 of our interview with Yoni Shrira, former student at the Family Foundation School, also known as Allynwood, the remote troubled teen program known for a series of lawsuits brought against it as well as over a hundred deaths from overdose or suicide by its former attendees. Last week, we talked about how and why Yoni ended up in the abusive school and the culture of required snitching, and this week he's going to tell us about the punishments the kids endured, including hard labor and isolation. He'll tell us about trying to run away, the origins of the group and the man who created it, how the kids were kept isolated from their families, the way it impacted him after he left, and why he thinks so many of its former students have died. Check out our holiday sponsors!! MasterClass: Want to learn from the very best? Get up to 50% off at MasterClass.com/trust Prose: GET 50% OFF your first haircare subscription order at Prose.com/trust ZocDoc: Need a doctor? Go to Zocdoc.com/trustme and download the Zocdoc app for FREE! Shopify: Upgrade your business! Sign up for your $1 per month trial period at shopify.com/trustme Trust Me is sponsored by BetterHelp. Visit BetterHelp.com/trust to get 10% off your first month. Check out the work Lola's mom has been up to! https://www.sltrib.com/news/polygamy/2024/12/06/polygamous-prophet-how-flds/ 12 Step / Substance Abuse Resources https://americanaddictioncenters.org/rehab-guide/12-step https://www.therecoveryvillage.com/treatment-program/aftercare/types-12-step-programs/ https://www.addictioncenter.com/treatment/12-step-programs/ 988 -- Suicide & Crisis Lifeline BUY OUR MERCH!! bit.ly/trustmemerch Got your own story about cults, extreme belief, or abuse of power? Leave a voicemail or text us at 347-86-TRUST (347-868-7878) OR shoot us an email at TrustMePod@gmail.com INSTAGRAM: @TrustMePodcast @oohlalola @meaganelizabeth11 TWITTER: @TrustMeCultPod @ohlalola @baberahamhicks TIKTOK: @TrustMeCultPodcast

Lynette and Stef open the show by talking about Susan Smith, the woman who drove her kids into a lake 30 years ago, as well as hot car dad from 2014. After that, the ladies discuss a possible connection between P. Diddy, Ashton Kutcher, and Brittany Murphy. After that, Stefanie talks about a new true crime podcast she's been listening to called Lost Hills: Dark Canyon Podcast. Before they wrap, Stef revists the NXIVM cult and almost getting recruited by Allison MackAnd thanks for supporting today's sponsors: Get 15% off @OakEssentials with the code [FCOL] at oakessentials.com/[FCOL]. #oakessentialspartner Follow us on all social media channels @FCOLpodcastWatch guest episodes on Youtube: Youtube.com/@FCOLpodcastJoin our Patreon page for an additional episode every week: Patreon.com/FCOL

Today our guest is Yoni Shrira, friend of the show and survivor of the Family Foundation School, a troubled teen sobriety school that became notorious for how many of its former students died after going through the program. In part one today, he's going to talk about what he was like as a teenager, how he was genuinely out of control when it came to drugs and alcohol, and why his parents believed the school was the best option to help him. He'll tell us about the religious undertones of the group, how the students were separated into groups they called “families,” the culture of constant fear and snitching, and why he thinks so many kids died. Plus next week, we'll talk about some of the harrowing punishments the kids experienced and what it felt like to finally leave. We have holiday deals for you!! Prose: Find your one of a kind hair care formula! Get 50% off your first subscription order at Prose.com/trust Quince: Gift luxury this holiday! Go to Quince.com/trust for 365-day returns PLUS free shipping on your order! Shopify: Upgrade your business! Sign up for your $1 per month trial period at shopify.com/trustme BUY OUR MERCH!! bit.ly/trustmemerch Got your own story about cults, extreme belief, or abuse of power? Leave a voicemail or text us at 347-86-TRUST (347-868-7878) OR shoot us an email at TrustMePod@gmail.com INSTAGRAM: @TrustMePodcast @oohlalola @meaganelizabeth11 TWITTER: @TrustMeCultPod @ohlalola @baberahamhicks TIKTOK: @TrustMeCultPodcast

Today our guest is Tory Hess, former member of a small rural group in upstate New York she calls Crazyland. She tells us about how she always loved reading and fantasy growing up, never went to public school, and didn't connect easily with folks in real life when she was young, and how she found connection in the online gaming community Second Life, where she acted out her dream of having a family of her own... until it began to consume her life. She'll tell us how some of the friends she made on there convinced her that she was spending too much time on the game, and that she should come live with them in upstate New York... in Crazyland. We'll talk about how 13 people were living in one trailer, extremely uncomfortable living conditions, but how it fulfilled her desire for a family to take care of (at first). We'll get into who the leader Ron was, the financial and sexual abuse he was committing, how he isolated her from her parents, and how she finally got out. Email Tory to learn more about her story! toryhess037@gmail.com BUY OUR MERCH!! bit.ly/trustmemerch Got your own story about cults, extreme belief, or abuse of power? Leave a voicemail or text us at 347-86-TRUST (347-868-7878) OR shoot us an email at TrustMePod@gmail.com INSTAGRAM: @TrustMePodcast @oohlalola @meaganelizabeth11 TWITTER: @TrustMeCultPod @ohlalola @baberahamhicks TIKTOK: @TrustMeCultPodcast