Young Women After God's Heart

My recap of my recent experiences on Hinge.

Just finished reading the book Jane Eyre and it was SOOO interesting however there were two characters I couldn't stand. Listen to me rave and rant about this book.

Call me Christopher Columbus bc I have been discovering much recently

Listen in as I talk about my current thoughts as well as an update on what's been going on in my life.

My experience at the car dealership, talking about dating, and how I've been doing so far.

The title is a call back to one of my previous podcasts. Today I explore a challenging time for me- getting COVID and missing the first week of school. I discuss how I navigated it through the guidance of the Holy Spirit, and express my sheer gratitude of how much I've grown in Christ. This reflection is brought to you by Jesus Christ (paid sponsorship because He paid it all on the cross, know what I'm saying lol)

This is a fun podcast I did on my day off. Listen to me rant, talk about open house, first day of school, things I enjoy right now and so much more (not really SO MUCH but maybe just a little more than that).

Loved every ride we went on. These were my favorites in order: 1. Gwazi 2. Shiekra 3. Falcons fury 4. Cobras Curse 5. Montu 6. Kumba 7. Cheetah hunt 8. Carousel 9. Congo River First time on a sibling trip First time using a fast past First time going to a beach resort First time watching the sunset and sunrise from the beach It was a spectacular moment when I was watching the sunset and other people were too and it was just beautiful to see so many people around me breath taken by the sun. Us all just admiring it together in silent reverence gave me a glimpse of what heaven will look like

One thing about me…I can not stand Helen's character.

A little one the topic of periods…

Welcome and I hope you enjoy

What I've enjoyed this summer - [x] Learning how to balance peace and pleasure - [x] Learning how to shop well - [x] Taking pictures of beautiful things - [x] Learning how to spend my money wisely but also to enough things I want to try - [x] Working out daily & being outside daily - [x] Using the little app to help me keep up a routine - https://apps.apple.com/us/app/notecircle-to-do-list/id1528859917 - [x] Going to the gym with siblings - [x] Doing things with my siblings - [x] Going to the beach - [x] Eating the cream soda flavored snowball stuffed with ice cream and topped with whipped cream - [x] The hairstyle I tried (it's very easy to redo too) - [x] Stepping into my style of fashion (which is business casual) - [x] Watching New Amsterdam with my mom every night - [x] YouTube videos I've enjoyed - [ ] https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL1AOhZFEnjeIMDRoT3V7PaWymTeZXqPlp - [x] YouTubers I've gotten into more recently - [ ] Zoel & Kianna - [ ] Chad Chad & nickisnotgreen - [ ] The Urban Rescue Ranch - [ ] Isabelle Sung (isa) - [ ] Annemarie (her videos have improved & you can tell she's getting in her bag) - [ ] Ameziane - [ ] Mia maples - [x] Books I've enjoyed - [x] Dune - https://open.spotify.com/episode/2NTcfYxZH8fAn6GFw7XyXJ?si=zopDiaSJTmSr3l_QmvaUPA - [x] Ms. Pearly's girls - https://open.spotify.com/episode/3s7YxQFweePUap6kbsQq2F?si=2L5BTPNOStWQ15Vq5JXLzg - [x] Listening to Natalie Bergmans songs - https://open.spotify.com/episode/2RFmfKXtugZWvppNi6dCec?si=6L6po3-wRv-cOP59LtxzvA - [x] Recording podcasts - [x] I'm learning how to do what I find exciting, and as Kelly Wakasa always says, do what excites. - [x] Changing my phone wallpaper

This is my favorite book at the moment. My favorite lines so far Pg. 5 - animal consciousness does not extend beyond the given moment…animal pleasures remain close to sensation levels and avoid the perceptual Pg. 6 - focused consciousness by choice Pg. 12- hope clouds observation Pg. 39 - a good ruler has to learn his worlds language, that it's different for every world….the language you don't hear just with your ears Pg. 40 - the mystery of life isn't a problem to solve but a reality to experience. Pg. 84 - every experience carries it's lesson Pg. 92 - the proximity of a desirable thing tempts one to overindulgence Pg. 102 - the descriptions of Gurney on this page show exactly why I love this book dearly Pg. 112 - Paul held himself apart from the humor (this was my absolute favorite line in the entire book)

Overall rating: 7/10 - Interest rating: 8/10 - Originality rating: 8/10 - Scene/set rating: 10/10 - Story structure rating: 7/10 Review of movie - Writing was still bad but it was interesting to see the characters played out - My favorite part was honestly Captain Henry he was very handsome - Loved the scenery, and made me want to decorate my room with like a ceramic statue type of vibe with greenery

Someone who can dress well when they want to (ie. Joe) Hygiene/cleanliness Someone who when they speak something surprising about them arises (ex. Moe) My favorite: Witty & intelligent humor (like Logan, Niko & Andrew)

- Top songs (music videos) - Talk to the Lord - https://youtu.be/TB00P4g6bhk - Shine your light - https://youtu.be/W7zZQzQKZEo - Home at last - https://youtu.be/T455H7dlR38 - Paint the rain - https://youtu.be/cw4lhOj2tDA - I will praise you - https://youtu.be/TVM65Ueomp8 - Link to her album - https://open.spotify.com/album/1sp2pqP1wjFDoWhzUZikhg?si=tuH9LhzbTgycIp-7iJ2EM

- Overall rating: 5/10 - Interest rating: 9/10 - Originality rating: 9/10 - Syntax rating: 5/10 - Story structure rating: 7/10

- [x] Did my own nails first time - [x] Tried a new hair style first time - [x] Got a new purse - [x] Work is fine minus the micromanagers and tattle tellers - [x] Started reading 2 books which I'll give a review on later - [x] Soon going to give a review of new Amsterdam the show because I've been wanting to so bad but just know overall I absolutely love the show - [x] Thinking about downloading Instagram again

Hello! Here's another episode where we get a little more up close and personal. This is something that's near and dear to my heart because it's been something I've struggled with for a while and I'm working toward improving and becoming more sustainable in. Join me for this journey!

This morning I just thought why not talk about the beautiful sky and my dream from last night.

My first day @ Kohls was today and let me just say…I'm kind of goated as a worker (jk jk y'all I'm playing stop taking everything so seriously I can never joke with y'all because y'all always wanna make something more serious than it is like I was just trynna say a joke but then y'all teamed up against me and wanted to take it seriously and I was like what's going on and my hands and back were against the wall and I didn't know what to do. Y'all cornered me in an alleyway and I was scared for my life.) now if you've made it this far, just know all of that in the ( ) a joke too, just for clarification sake. I'm a really good story teller though aren't I (that's what we call liars now a days)

Updates thus far.

Book review.

SPOILERS!!! I analyze the book I just read but spoilers are included.

My playlist for this summer: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4WfXd4kX0ojBZxKlxtzfWU?si=7lac-viLTrep8Dqikk50QQ

Reflections from my graduation party on May 15, 2022. What a blessing it is to graduate and to celebrate with those i value most.

Join me as I analyze my recent interactions with high school acquaintances.

This season is reminiscent of another I've previously experienced.

Talking about tips for teaching, my testimony regarding the job fair and getting a job, as well as my thoughts on other things.

This was the last day of my internship that lasted from Fall 2021-Spring 2022. What a blessing it was to be in this class and to teach the students I had. I feel a sense of peace from the events that happened today. I also feel a sense of grief or sadness at the fact that I'm not going to be there any more. However I want to be lead wherever God wants me to be because at the end of the day it's not about where I want to be, but rather who He wants me to impact next. He is using me as a vessel, and so whenever the next person is who He wants me to touch, that's where He'll lead me. I'm also grateful at the fact that I feel satisfied in the work I put in this semester and I believe I fulfilled what God wanted me to fulfill this year. Thank You Lord for Your many opportunities and blessings. To You and You alone be all glory, praise and dominion now and forever more. Amen.

My reflection on EMC

Just talking

“I speak to the black experience, but I am always talking about the human condition” - Maya Angelou

SPOILER WARNING!

Me dissecting how I've been feeling lately.

I forgot to upload this and saw it when I was making another one. Apparently I recorded this on March 5th.

Just some thoughts but it's helpful

Answered prayers at a cookout? Yup, and I go in detail too so that I won't forget what God has done for me. :)

My favorite songs - Louie Bag (live at electric lady): https://open.spotify.com/track/4YLPnACEXPcsPPbYbN3VdZ?si=0kmYX2zJRXK-C5m9o88Qrg - NPR Tiny Desk: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=aBMGvHHkr9Y - Especially @ 3:20 when they say yeah yeah - Distance: https://open.spotify.com/track/08W9Md8HXeJrx3omSQE2NF?si=oqkhSrOFSa6nnBHWyYt3Gw - Paranoia Purple: https://open.spotify.com/track/2hyZwdb8k2tqFmvoIOQ0sc?si=G5a-D-UDTF-xBANjUBniNQ - Yebba'a Heartbreak: https://open.spotify.com/track/7tm3zLZSI0OnvFtomZwhHk?si=rWWHy_2ASYKriba37fL2_g

BEWARE! There are spoilers in this podcast so if you want to read the book before you listen, do so! The book is called So Many Beginnings by Bethany C Morrow.

Hope you enjoy this reflection of counseling.

Book- Bedtime Bonnet by Nancy Red. Today I walk through a discussion on class meeting, it's importance and how to represent Black History authentically within these contexts. It felt very much not like black people were put on the spotlight but that black people were given a role and line and everyone in the class contributed in the play.

Here's the link to Jackie's Bible study https://www.christianbook.com/contending-faith-todays-culture-bible-study/jackie-perry/9781535948012/pd/948012. Hope you enjoyed listening and remember (to me and to you) stay in alignment and reverence to God in everything you do.

Dear Future Hannah Remember to recount your celebrations. The day may not have been perfect, but what was something that did work? Routines/Procedures to use in my classroom: Getting new marker/glue sticks before class starts No sharpening pencils & no handheld pencil sharpeners. Put pencils cubby and whoever's job it is will sharpen it Line order Doorbell to get attention CHAMPs Reading buddies weekly Having copies ready week before (and put them in tabs labeled for each day) The trays for turning assignments in and the board where you write what goes where The filing doo hickey that's blue with all the labels makes it easier for me to file students by name Teacher tool box with everything labeled Sub station

The sermon: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3O0W5dm5i10 My notes: The beatitudes are the way in which Christ invites us to live in Micarious (happiness, blessedness) despite living in this evil world and this created and carnal body Poor in spiritual their lives don't promote their happiness independently of God How blessed are those who know their need of God How do you become mournful? Be around those who are mourning It will cause you to be empathetic but it will also cause your heart to be shaped by vulnerability and not security. By you seeing others ñourning you recognize your limits of generotisty and it will cause you to go to God. It will eliminate materialism Align yourself, associate yourself and connect yourself with those who are mourning (to those who are at the whims of the powerful, injustice, pain, etc) Information does not incur transformation. Living is what develops transformation Meekness- still before the Lord, not fretting Even when you see those around you prospering, you wait for the Lord Humble patience especially when provoked by others Righteous - right living Let this be the goal of my life. Lord give me a willing spirit to pursue this more than life. Matthew 5:3-6

Thanks for listening! I just want to record some of my favorite videos from my favorite content creators so that future Hannah can look back on this and remember! What I love: Uplifting community through humor, uniquely being yourself, wholesome and honest content and creative direction. 1. Get in your bag as an individual 2. Find and cultivate a community of likeminded individuals 3. Create, and what you create will speak for itself. The description with all the links ended up being too long, however here's a Google Doc you can check out with all of it on there! https://docs.google.com/document/d/132uqVuez5EjojX439QQeZ2VWxn0XiQw_QEqzvTnTUlo/edit. Please keep in mind though that when I transferred it from on my phone to the Google Doc all the links are no longer clickable so you'll have to type in or copy and paste the video titles into the search bar of YouTube (unless I feel like going back and doing all that work, which…right now I'm not up for that). :))

To future Hannah: Remember to do what's required of you in this season, enjoy the moment for what it has to offer and remember your priorities. What worked 1. Bucket lists 2. Beebop w Ka'Mari 3. Sabbath 4. Counseling 5. Establishing a rhythm prior to semester 6. Lighting candles during homework 7. Asking God what's required of me each day 8. Playlists for each semester 9. Put pictures in album to savor memories 10. Using a alarm clock Beleaf in Fatherhood video about leaders: https://youtu.be/I2vJs9DzYYw PLAYLIST Spring 2021 https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1WrZQQ19r3UFZMk5yJmhlA?si=tfHANLRUQSaiFUchv1LCUQ Summer 2021 https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2rRogYfcwlVgFWVLJDL2u6?si=t_J6tYTETWymvx53qszB6w Fall 2021 https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7DZ6pnaKe5zh2yR6BGu5Ek?si=fVd46nUsT72nkLey9Tf4gg Winter 2021 https://open.spotify.com/playlist/31ain0zgpPiZWeQvyEUN9G?si=KtE0I7oGTHS80JntJVd0PQ

Thank you all for listening to my Death to Self Journey Reflection Read - Ezra - Nehemiah - Ecclesiastes (my favorite book of the Bible) Karren's videos https://youtu.be/WUfZjTZIQPU https://youtu.be/nvIPFCt7hYI https://youtu.be/wXRo979O3hY https://youtu.be/t0D_23mjems

Thank you all for listening, I hope it makes sense! :)

Some updates before the year ends!

Ka'Mari is my best friend and that's just that on that. Thanks Ka'Mari for being you. I love you! Points 1. Transitional Friend 2. Transformational Friend Through my relationship with Ka'Mari I'm able to not only glorify God as an individual but also through our relationship too.