Story telling, real life and positivity
It's the black stuff's fault. Still off all social media, not missing a thing. What an All Ireland we had and I got really invested in this Team Foxcather, about a load of American Wrestlers, one of the best documentaries and movies I've seen in a long time. I'll give the no drinking thing a go again, climbing The Devils Bit with diarrhea was no joke, seriously need to start looking after my gut.
So far so good anyway without the phone, feel like a load lifted off my shoulders if anything. Even work was enjoyable today even while still suffering with the stomach. Fingers crossed the bowels stay steady in bed tonight so I can get a good sleep, plenty skin fades to be done tomorrow.contact: adaycentshow@gmail.com
Day 1 got off to a bad start but we managed to turn it around and make it a successful one. Went for a nap in the end while the electricity was gone then got woke from the deepest sleep ever with the electricity back and the dryer on full belt outside my room. I'll be awake for the night now, more FC24 it is so.
Getting rid of all social media apps for 40 days as a challenge because my phone is just about ready to give up. I wonder how not having a smart phone could change my thought process and will my life actually be better not having an iPhone. Also gonna try do a podcast everyday for the 40 days. I have a feeling it's gonna feel like a weight lifted off my shoulders.
Just a week back from Amsterdam and it's tough to go straight back into the struggle we find ourselves in this country, where everything is just one stressful situation on to the next, always hoping for a bit of luck so the everyday struggle can become easier, also at the same time trying your hardest to be grateful for what you do have. Really does seem like all the good energy has been sucked out of Ireland and we are just losing everything that made us great as a country. Love you all.
I've been smoking weed everyday now for the past 3 years and it's got to the stage where a change is needed. Weed has helped me in so many ways but now I feel my time is up with it. 7 extremely tough days off the the jazz cabbage today and I'm looking forward more than ever to the non stoner life to see where it leads me.
Living a healthy life is different for everyone, but you need to do what makes your soul happy. I don't know who that ghost is inside me talking to me but I'm loving the choices he's making me do. Is that my God? Who knows but It seems to be working for me. Some Limp Bizkit and Mariah Carey tributes, also some Adam and Eve talk I know nothing about too.
Nearly 8 months off the sauce and I will continue to fight the demons to be the best version of myself.
I've just felt like a pile of shit the last week, feel like the energy has been zapped out of me. I'm making big and small changes in my life to try and improve each day, but I know not everyday will be a good day no matter how much you want it to be. You just gotta try make the best out of how you woke up that day, no matter what.
Max Hart is 22 years of age and races professionally over in China. It was great to sit down with him and talk about the journey he has been on to get where he is today. From just driving go karts in the backyard with his 3 brothers to racing for massive racing company's from on the all over the world. I was in awe of Max's talent when I first met him and his determination to achieve his goals at such a young age also gives me serious motivation and I love to see it. He's a great lad, I'm delighted for him and what he's been able to achieve so far in his career and I've no doubts he's going all the way.
T.O.A.M Ep 6. Just two brothers in their 30's navigating through life the best way we can,
T.O.A.M #5.New car, phone fucked, one comes, the other goes. But ain't no way would I shag one of them only fans hoe'sEven if I was a shitty little eskimo.
On todays 'Thoughts Of A Monday' I talk about my own personal mental health and how I've dealt with it up till ow and how I will continue to deal with it.3 months sober this week and a year and half of coke and I can now honestly say that I'm proud of myself for the first time in my life. Have a great week everyone and I want to thank you for all the continued support.
On this weeks 'Thoughts Of A Monday' I talk about the sober journey I'm still on and how things may be beginning to change. Time enjoyed in places you used to love start to become a waste of time. I used to strive to be happy more than I did to be better, but what I've come to realise is that making myself better, makes me happy.Also I meant to say Jesus was Keith Barry
Thoughts of a Monday episode 2We have had an eventful week to say the least and we haven't even spoke about half of it. Have a listen and see what we are really like as brothers and how we have still made it this far without even a slap thrown at each other, still time yet.This is The Caravan Of Truth's first video episode and can be watched on my Lyonsey YouTube channel which will be uploaded on Wednesday.
T.O.A.M Episode 1This week i'm talking about living in hostel, having no car, being 2 months sober , Amelias first funeral and many other things I cant remember.
We are all addicted to this one big joke of a life that's been fed to us.
I've stated a new job barbering in Kilkenny everybody on morning Irish radio is shit so I decided to record my journey from home to work. It was more enjoyable for me but I can't say the same to whoever listens. Have a great week you Daycent people.
Last Thursday my episode of First Dates was shown on Rte 2. Although it wasn't what I'd hoped I still tried to make the most of, it's safe to say that I had a few to settle the nerves. It was a great experience and delighted I did it. The best part of the whole thing was going up to the brothers new place in Swords and pretending I was on holiday for four days. Dying from the drink, having withdrawals and burned to a crisp off the sun bed but I couldn't be happier :) Shoutout to Homer Simpson, my apologies.
Shiting myself about what way they are gonna edit the episode on First Dates. Also chat about my adventure with Billy Brown from Love Island and how everything about every show is staged.
The older I get the more I feel like my generation are finding the hardest to click with the world. We always need to find an escape, because the little to no hope of a comfortable future with what we want out of life is bleak. Always trying to be the right person the older generation and society wants you to be. We also need to take a long look at ourselves in the mirror and take responsibility for our actions. Tough to do when you're in a black hole you can't seem to get out of. Be honest and truthful with yourself and go from there. Stay strong people.If you'd like to make a comment and support the show you can here...revolut.me/adaycentshow
Me personally I've had some horrific injuries and after the doctor said I might have a permanent limp from breaking my leg and dislocating my ankle while after having two ACL replacements and with minimal cartilage in my left leg I knew I had to do something. Also I currently I have a torn ACL in my right leg, but hey it won't stop me.
The constant battle of trying to understand what life is really about can drain the life and soul out of you and adding drugs as that security blanket will inevitably just drive you/me insane. Being honest and truthful to myself will hopefully break this constant loop I've been in for years and I can now push on and keep improving just that small bit everyday. You don't necessarily need an end goal to win, you're winning by just waking up 10 minutes before you did yesterday. Not everything has to be to the extreme, just improving that 1% constantly in whatever you do will in turn make you the person you know you can be.
Just a chat about my experience with drugs and how they have effected me and the relationship I have with them now.
You've done me wrong, your time is upYou took a sip from the devil's cupYou broke my heart, there's no way backMove right out of here, baby, go on pack your bagsJust who do you think you are?Stop actin' like some kind of starJust who do you think you are?Take it like a man, baby, if that's what you are'Cause I'm movin' on up, you're movin' on outMovin' on up, nothin' can stop meMovin' on up, you're movin' on outTime to break free, nothin' can stop me, yeahThey brag a man has walked in spaceBut you can't even find my placeThere ain't nothin' you can do'Cause I've had enough of me, baby, bein' part of you
I hope you all have the best Christmas this year. Look after one another, don't be too hard on your loved ones. Always be true to yourself and don't take shit from no one. Messi still is and always will be the GOAT.
Gonna see how far I can get on this fitness journey while fighting through pain. Can your mind and body overcome pain? We shall see. Back on the booze this week but feeling great even if my legs are in bits and I'm having outrageous shits. Have a great week and do what makes you happy.
If you can focus the high energy you have into something positive that you enjoy you can create magic beyond anything you could ever imagine. It's only when we feel lost that we can go down and be lead down the wrong path. Breaking down pain thresholds and listing to the body, the mind body connecting is massive for everything in life.Ego can ruin your biggest gift because the fear of failing yourself.Have to say though Conor Mc Gregor has given me some off the best nights of my life when his fight were on. Was even in vegas when he knocked Aldo out, ill never deny the joy that man has brought to my life, spine tingling. The older ya get the more ya realise he's probably a bit of a twat but sure aren't we all.Zoot with him one day out on the paddle boat be the job.
This last month has been eventful, I fooled them all, now i'm coming for the whole lot of em. Bunch of Dublin wanks pulling each other off, full of shit they are. Podcasts is video and on Lyonsey YouTube page too.Shoutout to my one and only sponsor, had my back since day one, Rev discos.www.revdiscco.ie
Fridays are the toughest because the weekend's is when I feel most like I wanna go to the boozer to deal with the loneliness. Reading that alcohol is a stealer of the soul made so much sense. Alcohol actual means "body eating spirit" believe it or not. We are on the right track, got to meet Jimmy White during the week, what a legend. Titch is fecked from the run and we've come to the conclusion that Love is the only thing that makes sense.If you enjoy the show and wanna support a jobless, single father in his mid 30's you can buy me a coffee if you like, just click the link. P.S the money isn't necessarily directly going toward a coffee, more towards support of the show and if you enjoy it or not haha (",)https://www.buymeacoffee.com/adaycentshow
So it turns out blocking your boss from contacting you can get you the sack, no matter how good you are at your job. But all love though, I just hate working in places that spy on you through a camera, something to fucked up about that for me. But sure who knows, I could be down to my last fiver next week and i'll be back doing my beloved skin fades and a bit off the top again. Swimming in the morning with Amelia can't wait (",)If you enjoy the show and wanna support a jobless, single father in his mid 30's you can buy me a coffee if you like, just click the link. P.S the money isn't necessarily directly going toward a coffee, more towards support of the show and if you enjoy it or not haha (",)https://www.buymeacoffee.com/adaycentshow
Just finished work, fucked from doing my first heavy chest and tricep workout in a year id say. broke up I am , pure achy. Blocked the boss from everything. 2 week ban he got, has to speak to me through a middle man now cause I don't like listening to shit. If he fires me I move on. Thinking about retiring from Fifa. Listening to my podcast might make you feel like you are some what sane I reckon. Loads of other stuff I cant remember but might make you feel like you have some good company if you feel lonely while you listen because I feel less lonely doing it knowing someone might listen (",) Love everyone and anyone.If you enjoy the show and wanna support a jobless, single father in his mid 30's you can buy me a coffee if you like, just click the link. P.S the money isn't necessarily directly going toward a coffee, more towards support of the show and if you enjoy it or not haha (",)https://www.buymeacoffee.com/adaycentshow
Im honestly too stoned to remember what I even spoke about. We need to look after ourselves , something about vapes, drags and heartbreak, not me someone else. work, being happy and something about LIVING IN ENGLAND FOR A BIT I THINK HATING MYSLEF THERE FOR A WHILE. not changing it back to small caps oh yeah something ABOUT PHONES ASWELLIf you enjoy the show and wanna support a jobless, single father in his mid 30's you can buy me a coffee if you like, just click the link. P.S the money isn't necessarily directly going toward a coffee, more towards support of the show and if you enjoy it or not haha (",)https://www.buymeacoffee.com/adaycentshow
This week especially after the charity boxing event i've been really thinking about what direction I want to go in the future and how I'm gonna get there. Exciting times ahead lets hope I dont fluff this one up.
Another hectic week of antics. Might aswell enjoy the summer though, because who knows if you'll ever get to do it again.
Anyone wanna sponsor me a car? Car got taken away for scrap and filming for the tv show went well. My bro is the bad influence on my life...
Spent a few days up in Dublin with the brother. Covid is back. Love drinking. 2 random phone calls. Feeling trapped at work. How and where do you find a lovely woman???
This week I talk about smoking weed again and how its helped with my depression Talk about the places i've gone and the people ive seen along the way. What i've realised is everyone is a mad cunt, just some people are better at hiding it.
Nearly a month clean now and my anxiety and depression are at an all time high. Im only sleeping a maximum of 3-4 hours a night at the moment and like before I started smoking weed that feeling of loneliness and not feeling good enough just won't leave my brain. Ive Decided i'm gonna smoke with a friend tonight to relieve the stress i'm putting myself under in a non destructive manner before I completely breakdown. Love you all and look after yourselves.
Just talking about my first weeks on the journey I am on, going cold turkey and giving up one of the only things Ive enjoyed over the last couple of years. Little did I know it was just stealing happiness from my sober self and it soon became the only way I could be happy. Something had to change....