L.O.R.D: The good fight, in an ugly world.™️

Genuinely, I want YOU to know you matter and YOU deserve to be here. Life is hard and most of the time it's not nice or fair. But that's okay, because we got each other. I've been in the darkest of darkest places. High, drunk, just all around fuc*ed up. With no out, surrounded by people who apparently hated me. That's the worst, being around people who secretly despise you. But I got out of that lifestyle. I took a chance on myself, and started to love myself from the inside out. I want that for you as well. It is attainable BUT you got to be willing and ready to put the work in. I love you, you got this.

And on this Human experience, I'm trying to help my fellow humans. Somebody's got to do it. So I stepped up to the plate and accepted the job. It's a lonely one and people think I'm crazy but it's SoOo worth it. It's worth it because I can see how much it's impacted my children. In the right ways. From me becoming more aware, it's made them more aware. Which is priceless. What I asked for was internal and I wasn't sure how I was going to measure it but I see it NOW. I'm forever grateful and blessed. Which is why I do what I do.

I've been doing a lot of shadow work, and work in general and what I'm learning is I need to limit who I share things with. I give love to everyone but it's not reciprocated. So, I'm going to take the hint and start distancing myself from others as I did in real life. It helps weed out the disingenuous people or the people who want to suck up your energy. I'm trying to reframe EVERYTHING in my life to connect with who MY tribe is.

Ey, beautiful souls just a reminder that I love you and you're worthy. I got a question yesterday and I wanted to answer it. Sometimes I ask myself why I have this podcast or why I post on social media because it feels real Book of Eli. But it's part of my purpose, I don't have a full answer to why I do what I do. It just feels right, even when I don't want to do it. Something is ALWAYS calling me back to the people. I don't understand it at times and I've tried to walk away but I can't. So to me, that's saying this has something to do with MY calling. I've tried to self sabotage MORE times then I can count but here we are. I'm just trying to open the mind to get you guys thinking, asking questions, standing up for yourself and others. I'm just one Woman trying to save the world through self development but it started with me trying to save myself. I don't have to know others to know I love them because I love myself. If I love myself enough, then I should be aware that NOT everyone is that blessed and the actions are telling me what the truth is….

I'm back, LoL. I'm sorry, life has been lifeing. It's been beautifully chaotic. I've come to all these realizations and inner standings. I'm finding parts of myselfI thought I lost, I'm letting go and over standing that this is MY life and it's going EXACTLY how it should. I'm not fighting what I used to fight so deeply. This is such a beautiful experience for me, that I want others to share it if they feel inclined to. I'm not a gatekeeper and I'm NOT worried about others being better than me or taking my glow because MORE THAN ONE PERSON CAN GLOW. It doesn't have to be a competition. Honestly, I'm not in competition with ANYBODY because I don't see or look at others as a threat or as if they have something I want. If I want it, I'll go get it. I don't need to steal it from another because if I have to do that. It was NEVER MINE IN THE FIRST PLACE. I've NEVA been this comfortable in my skin and I want that same thing for others. I love you, YOU'RE WORTHY, other's opinions of you doesn't define YOU, and THEY CANT TAKE SELF LOVE AWAY FROM YOU. If ANYTHING, it's a kryptonite to the inhuman and nonhuman. I hope I can help build that armor up for you to be ready for the battles that are coming.

Just because I'm gone or M.I.A, does not mean that work is not being done. I'm ONE Woman, trying to do what villages by MYSELF. It's a lot. I get tired & burnt out. I don't have hype men or sh*t like that. I'm the hype man, I'm the one who pulls myself out of the gravel, all bloody & tore up. I nurture those wounds back to health. I remind MYSELF that I'm a Goddess. I remind MYSELF that I've been doing this since a youth: with NOBODY. I would HATE that for others. I'm always around, it's the least I can do. I love you and you got this.

Life is hard but so is death. Just a reminder that you are worthy, you deserve to be here, and I love you. We are all in control of OUR own ships. YOU have the right to set boundaries and not deal with people who don't respect you. You CAN cut people off who don't respect you or your boundaries. One thing I learned in life is people will USE you for their benefit. They will use you till you can't be used no more then throw you in the trash. Don't be that person. Worrying about others will kill YOUR dreams quicker than anything. I love you & you got this.

I'm just HELLA happy and feeling good again. I got this new outlook on life, and I want to share and use MY time wisely. I want to make others feel good and love themselves. Call me corny or lame, I don't care. The people NEED this. I'm here for the PEOPLE. Like genuinely. I love you & you got this.

I feel like a lot of us have been indoctrinated but just because you were made to believe certain things. Doesn't make them true. There is free will & everyone has a choice. You are nobody's slave, remember that. You are worthy of respect, boundaries, and love. You are capable to start new cycles. I believe in you, I love you, and you got this.

That's ALL I want. To be some sort of benefit to myself and others. I want to use my space, energy, & time in some kind of meaningful way. I don't want to be just taking up space. I love you, you got this.

YOU are the problem and so is YOUR lack of proper parenting. We didn't get to where we are as a society by EVERYONE doing the right thing and being good people, CLEARLY. Stop feeding yourself lies. It's not benefiting you, it's crippling you and this society. It starts with the person in the mirror. This sh*t feels like the twilight zone. Get your sh*t together, it's really not that hard.

I'm going through it, somebody help me.

I share my experiences and what I'm going through to show others that I'm Human and I get it. I want others to know, this is NOT an act. I'm coming as who I genuinely am in that moment. It's taken me SOOO many years to be this comfortable in my own skin. It's extremely beautiful, so much so that I want others to experience it. For that to happen. I have to be raw, uncut, and GENUINE. I have to show parts of me that others aren't used to seeing. I have to speak from a real place because it's all I know. If I want others to experience growth. I have to give it, in its most authentic form. Which, I hope I'm doing. I love you.

Just a reminder to not be scared. Life is scary and you may feel alone at times. But you're not, just because I'm not going through right now in this moment. Doesn't mean that I haven't went through it or I haven't had extremely dark days. Because I have but I found the strength I needed to get through it. I just hope I can help you find your strength and keep it. Being strong isn't being mean or putting others down intentionally. But having boundaries for yourself is IMPORTANT. You got to speak up and make sure others know what you will and won't put up with. WE teach others how to treat us. You are worthy and deserve respect. Remember that. I love you.

Your daily reminder that you will be okay. Even if things get scary, you will be okay. I promise, I been there. I don't even fully speak about my experiences because it's a lot and seems unreal. Then how it's shaped and molded me comes off unreal at times. I'm a very Spiritual person because I've seen and battled things of the unknown. I'm a strong Woman and Human but it doesn't take away the fact it was hard and I was scared. I just make it look easy, which it is not. I can only speak from my experiences and perspectives. Which I hope helps who it needs to. I'm in service to Creators, this is one of the ways I show up. I care, I've tried not to but I'm over fighting it. I love you, have a blessed and productive day….

Don't let anyone else tell you otherwise. These people are not Creators. They have NO ultimate say or rule over other Humans because they are NOT Creators. That's why it's IMPORTANT to know the unspoken rules/laws of Humanity. If you don't, then others will try and manipulate you. Just think logically for a minute. YOU ARE NOT A SLAVE. These are man made rules by inhumane individuals. The world shouldn't be this evil, but the actions/history play a big part in what's unfolding in front of us. I BEEN knowing these things but everyone wanna say I was crazy or am. LoL. No, I'm not. Just an observer of Humans and Humanity. And the effect of one's actions and how it plays out for others because we're ALL connected. Energy is real, consequences are real. Even if you THINK you're untouchable, you're not. Want to know why? Because death is inevitable and that's a factor that connects us ALL. But what do I know?

It really comes down to you and are you WILLING to do and be better. Are you willing to step up when needed? I realized this YEARS ago, I started getting ready for whatever may be coming because something told me to. When I started this healing journey, I was laughed at, ridiculed, retaliated against, pushed out, so on and so forth. For speaking up and doing the right thing. For doing the Human thing. We still deal with the aftermath of all of this. Which is trauma, emotional and mental distress. But I do not try and stay in this energy. Even though there are forces out here trying to get me to stay at this negative space. I REFUSE to because it doesn't benefit myself, children, or community. We can ALL make choices but my choices are thought about as how is this going to benefit in a POSITIVE way, everyone in this situation. Just because I think like that, does not mean everyone around me thinks like that. It just means I have to be the STRONGER force. Not in an aggressive, destructive way. But in a loving, firm, way. I am not here to destroy, it's NOT my role. But I can't let evil just think they can do what they want because there are STiLL LAWS/RULES to be followed. Whether you like it or not. THIS IS WHY SELF DEVELOPMENT IS EXTREMELY IMPORTANT. When YOU don't work on this, you get issues and people like the ones around us and the ones in charge. Start asking questions, start thinking LOGICALLY. I love you and you got this.

In everything I do, I speak. Even when I'm not speaking. My ACTIONS are MOST definitely a LoVE language. Nothing sexual, just pure LoVE. In a genuine, wholesome, help YOU grow kinda way. MY LoVE is something you've NEVER experienced. I pride myself on this ability I have because my LoVE is infectious. Even when others don't want it to be. It's infectious because it's AUTHENTIC. That's what separates me from everyone else. Clearly. Don't get caught up on the bullshit. Stay focused in the present when possible. You can be connected with Creators at ANY given moment. It's really up to you and that chest of yours. I'm just a messenger at times and a student most of the time. I would be doing an injustice to not speak about what I KNOW to be true. I love you and want you to remember, everyone giving advice isn't always the best person for that job. They may have known someone or got in on affirmative action(that's the europen american mentality they project onto others). I'm just here to spread the actions of LoVE.

I'm human and I get tired, frustrated, exhausted, hopeless, etc. Just like everyone else but I'm held at a higher standard, clearly. SoOo, I tend to show up and don't even want to. Sometimes, I want to be selfish just like EVERYONE else. But something inside won't allow me to act as everyone else. How is your personal development going? Good I hope. This world desperately needs it. Sh*t, I could use the help. Fighting the battle for good is hard, it takes A LOT of self development and growth. It's funny and cute that everyone thinks that when they die. BooM, you get sent to heaven, LoL. Don't I wish. If that was the case, I wouldn't be here working so hard on myself and Humanity. If JUST believing got you into so called “heaven”. Then ALL this work I'm doing wouldn't need to be done because I believe. But believing is NOT enough, Creators want to see what YOU REALLY made of. Not what YOU THINK you are. They want to see you when YOU are at your lowest, how do you let that affect you and everyone around you? How do you treat people when you are at your lowest? Have you ever had to be where the person YOU look down on is? Can YOU still be you when everything you are and ever know is ripped away from you? I'm just asking because these are the things that I've endured and I had to make sure to let MY Humanity shine. Even when Humanity wasn't being kind to me. Creators put me in situations, then watched. Watched how I let these situations break me down or build me up. They watched my compassion grow when others were giving me NO compassion. They watched me be kind when being kind was the last thing I wanted to do. They watched me control myself when I was uncontrollable. They watched me grow from a bum bitch to an insightful woman. Then they blessed us. Not in the ways that others see as “blessings” BUT in the way they see BLESSINGS. Make sure the life you live is the one you want to live. Make sure as we go through life you aren't shitting on Creators or their belief systems. Just because YOU don't get the assignment. It will bite you in the butt when you least expect it. I love you but you need to work on self development….

Just reminding everyone that they're NOT alone and this is a process. Being a better version of yourself is a WHOLE process, it doesn't just come over night. If everyone OVER-STOOD personal development/self improvement, we wouldn't be in this situation. I love you and you got this.

I just want to remind others how IMPORTANT personal development is and how MY journey with this is going. Sharing is CARING, BaBiii. I GENUINELY love you guys, so I want the best for YOU. I'm HUMAN, I want EXTRAORDINARY things for the other Humans and GOOD energy/beings. If that's what I want then I have to be living it. I don't ask anything of anyone else, that I haven't done. I lead by example. But what is your personal development goal for the DAY? Work on that if things are shit*y. Baby steps are STILL steps. You got this. If I did it, so can you. I love you.

I'm at a loss for words. I try to believe that others aren't this inhuman but they are. Which blows my mind. How can people who harp on being civilized and how they're better than everyone else, NOT over-stand Humanity? How do you make a system this evil and then act as if it's not. You got to be a special kind of evil to be that delusional. I'm just trying to over-stand the lack of Humanity that is held by this thought process. Logically. If you're NOT a racist, you're just a piece of poop. These are the two options. You CAN'T continue to blame others for your bad behavior. That's a YOU problem, NOT a community or world problem. It STARTS with the individual.

Just a reminder that you're not alone. Sometimes you have to check YOURSELF. You're not perfect, you're NOT god. Is personal development really that hard of a concept? I don't believe it is. EVERYONE is capable of it and for FREE. It literally takes NOTHING but your SELF WILL, DETERMINATION. Imagine that. I love you.

I work a lot on personal development, so I feel like I can speak to it in a truthful, raw way. I know that it's the KEY to helping Humanity. I want to help others be MORE self aware. It's important. Just like you're important. That's why I'm sharing what I know because that's what friends do. I love you and you got this.

I'm getting into a space where I'm about to talk about EVERYTHING. Why do I have to keep quiet to save other people's feelings but they would NEVA do the same for me? I don't and neither do you. If others want to be pieces of poo, then let them but let's talk about it. If it's okay enough for you to show your ass and act a fool in public and around others. Then it's more than okay for me to talk about it. If you don't want to be talked about, then be better people. If people are being crappy to you, then call them out on it. It's NOT okay for others to be like that. You want to know where thy kind of attitude or character comes from? This system of abuse & force. It's drilled into us that being a horrible human is normal and it's not. Don't believe me, do your own research from the past tot he present. Make sure to love yourself so you can combat the evil because it doesn't seem to be going anywhere any time soon. I want to help YOU armor up, this is a Spiritual war. I want you to be properly ready. I don't want you following these degenerates who don't get it. They don't get it because they just put themselves in that role instead of being assigned that role. Big difference. False profits are here to take you down the wrong path. Remember that. Their goal is to get you to their maker, who is clearly evil. It's to fool you. Just be aware. I love you & you got this.

I really am. I'm SoOo grateful I want to share it. My joyful makes me want to spread the word of Humanity. Especially, because bad/evil people get to spread their energy. But we can't spread ours. How come they get to hurt others with no consequences? That's doesn't make sense. EXCEPT that whoever “runs” things are bad and shouldn't be in charge of ANYTHING. I was taught MY WHOLE life, that's YOU CAN'T act like that. Others can just be pure evil but if you REACT to that, then YOU'RE bad. This has just pushed me to work on MYSELF and be the best me I can be. Even if everyone else around me chooses the opposite.

Just a reminder you're NOT alone and life definitely gets hard. But you're strong enough to handle it. All you got to do is work on you and dig. Life is hard, get used to it. You just need to learn how to grow through it. I love you.

I'm rooting for you, and your healing. We can't go on like this as a Human race, we can't. It's not fair to the youth. I know it's scary out here but you know what's even scarier than that? The after life. The death journey. If there is nothing after this life, then why are we PUSHED to be evil? Don't believe me, it's ALL around us. Why are these individuals wanting to play god? When they can't even be human. I'm here to get you thinking and speak truth to you. I'm here to represent LoVE because we have so very few representatives. If you can't conquer your own demons, you can't help others conquer theirs. Anything I ask of others is what I've ALREADY done. I'm not asking of others anything I wouldn't do. That's evil and crazy. I love you.

Just trying to keep everyone REALISTICALLY motivated. I feel like people of “influence”, lie a lot. That's not cool. I'm not here to lie, I'm here to make sure you're in the present. If not, people can tend to get delusional. Which leads us to where we are right now. With everything. It's a sad state but that's why you have to work on yourself. It ALL starts with that. Change.

When I say, “It's ALL about YOU”. I'm talking about a HUMANITY sense. I'm talking about in who YOU are EVERYDAY and especially in the dark. This society isn't just uncivilized by accident. It's intentionally. People just need to dig and open their EYES. Be uncomfortable because CHANGE doesn't come from comfort. Remember that.

I don't care how others may take it, everything I do is done out of love. Love is kind of my thing. It's why I changed my whole life around. I want that for others. Life CAN be good. It's just perspective and life experiences. When you know better you do better. Or at least you should. I'm talking from my experiences because I want others to feel welcomed in spaces I'm in. Or not feel alone or like outkasts because this society is good at making others feel like that but god forbid YOU make THEM feel like that. Here comes all the negativity and repulsive behaviors. CAN'T even conduct yourself with some class or empathy. UNCIVILIZED. I'm here to help that because I genuinely love Humanity.

Just a reminder to dig within yourself and figure out what YOUR issues are. So, others won't and don't have control over you. That's what people want, is to control others. Which NEVER made sense to me because if you can't control YOURSELF. You have NO business trying to control others. Not just that, it's NOT your job to do that. Who made you god? Nobody. No other “man” has control over another. EVEN GOD ALLOWS FREE WILL. Like what the fuck?!? Does that make LOGICAL sense?

Just a reminder, that you got this. It's ALL up to you. If change is to come, it's up to the person in the mirror. Whether you choose to change or not. That's a you problem, that's something you'll have to deal with on judgement day or when bad things happen. Or if you ever have to pay for who you are. Some roads can ONLY be walked ALONE. Your life may have started out by someone else's will, but it's up to you to make the most of it. Why let YOURSELF down? That doesn't make sense. I love you.

I'm just trying to over-stand what's going on with me and what's going on in the inside of myself. I have these questions that others can't answer. So, I started digging for myself. I started doing the work. Now, I'm in this weird space of growth. Which for some reason, I thought this journey was going to be a lot more beautiful and majestic. NOPE. I was wrong. It's ugly, it's scary, it's humbling, it's disappointing, it's infuriating, it's a beautiful disaster. I've NEVER in my life experienced anything like this. It doesn't seem real. I had all these expectations and it's NOTHING I expected. Seeing people for the shitty people they are, isn't fun. I've one upped a lot of people but that's not the satisfying part. Which, if I'm being honest. I thought that would be the best part and it's not. The BEST part is I'm seeing myself with loving eyes. I'm having compassion for myself and especially my young self. Because that lil girl is very hurt and broken. Everything I prayed/meditated for I've gotten or it's coming. Finding yourself is priceless. But finding Creators is even more rewarding and beautiful. This connection saved MY life. When I wasn't even trying to be saved. If anything, I was trying to die. Changed my whole perspective on life. That's why I put myself out here because a pact was made and I'm following through on my end. Nobody else has to understand it because it doesn't take anything away from me. I love you.

I'm going through it, LoL. But still I want to remind everyone that I get it. Life is shitty at times and it's hard. Especially, when you start going through things you're not used to. It can become overwhelming. I know, I go through it daily. You'll be alright though. Even with f you don't feel like you'll be alright. If you feel hopeless, reach out to SOMEONE. Or find SOMETHING that can keep you going. Go search for positivity and love, even if that's not what you're surrounded by. We can't just sit and die. YOU got to fight, even when you don't want to. Sometimes we got to do things we don't want to. It's a part of life. But we can do and figure it out together. I love you.

I'm tired and I feel like I'm fighting this battle alone. Which it gets hard. I'm STILL Human. I'm not some extra terrestrial, LoL. Like, DAMN, y'all not sick of this society? Y'all not sick of the bullshit? I know I am. I BEEN sick of it. It gets old, it's NOT cute. It gets tiring checking people about being GOOD people. ESPECIALLY, when they portray the role of good. Good is ALSO an action word. To be a good person it takes A LOT of actions. Just like being and giving LOVE takes a lot of actions. This ain't no joke and it's not for the weak. Play your part.

About being a GOOD person and the road to getting there. This topic is EXTREMELY important to me. It's been pushed down my throat since I could remember by people who don't even have the right to say they are HUMAN. Or push that narrative of being a good person because their actions and character show other wise. These individuals seem to be in positions of power. Which is concerning. It's concerning because these individuals REALLY BELIEVE they are god or in really close relation with him. So much they pretend to do so in his name. Which is EXTREMELY dangerous. Since others call themselves GOOD people or are doing Jesus/Yeshua work. Then I think it's only right to start PULLING RESUMES. We need to start seeing these individuals for who they TRULY are and not who they PRETEND to be. CHARACTER is EXTREMELY important. Don't let no one tell you different. I love you

Don't play a role that's NOT you. Not EVERYONE is a gangsta or tough. I KNOW from first hand experience. I KNOW you guys want respect BUT you get respect by being a stand up guy. Who you are in the dark and how you treat others matters. I KNOW because I walk it and live it. One thing I knew for sure when I was young, is people are going to pull your resume if you say you are something you're not. I ALWAYS had to STAND on business. So I take offense when people are saying they're something they are not because I KNOW what it takes to have that label. The streets are a dead end, if not the end. STOP perpetuating a lifestyle you know NOTHING about. That shit will get you killed or hurt. I don't want to see that. You guys are better than that. Even if YOU don't see it. I love you and I ONLY speak the truth because we sooo desperately need it.

I wanted to focus on MENTAL HEALTH and how IMPORTANT it is. For EVERYONE. I want you guys to see and question the mental instability of others as well as working on your own. I speak about MY life experiences because it's what I KNOW. This is field research for me. I don't know a lot BUT I KNOW these things because I have lived them and continue to live them. I'm not in the business of talking shit about others because I'm boarded or to get clicks. I'm talking about HUMANITY because it's DEEPLY flawed. It's SoOo deeply flawed that evil is no longer scared to show itself. You got to make sure your MENTAL is on point. That's why I'm here, to help guide and speak the word of HUMANITY. It's not a job I pictured as a lil girl but it's a responsibility I have a commitment to. I take it VERY seriously. You should take yourself and mental health just as serious. I love you.

If you let horrible things happen to others and don't speak up or try and stop it. You're not a Human or even good. I'm sick of everyone talking about Humanity but aren't Human. You can't speak on topics you don't know. Don't believe me, take a look around. Or better yet dissect who you are, at the core and when nobody is watching. Who are you in the dark, how do you treat your children? Being a good person is more than just saying it. I'm tired of the bullshit but more than that. I'm tired of NOBODY SPEAKING UP WHEN YOU KNOW ITS BAD AND YOU SEE THE DESTRUCTION. Heaven would NEVER want any Souls like that. I don't believe Heaven is packed I believe hell s packed and overflowing into this realm. Look what your religions have gotten you. Look where standing behind horrible individuals has got you. A one way ticket to hell. This has to be the waiting room for something because we are CLEARLY being shown something. And our actions are being judged or something is wanting US to do BETTER. Or at minimum, stick up for others without a voice. I don't know what's coming but something is, I can feel it. Make sure YOU'RE on the right side before it's too late. Most won't make it to “Heaven” because they CAN'T find it on Earth….

DESPITE my people NOT riding for ME or MINE. I've ALWAYS rode for them. Especially, in the dark. Because I love the people, well the youth. I KNOW this system and how they play. I got the game from Montana. I really soaked it in and ate it up. I made sure that HATE they fed me became everything they would be scared of but not in a physical sense. More of an idea, they can't comprehend or touch. See, I had to be better on SoOo many levels. Financial is the LOWEST level. That's where Montana resides. Even below that. It's the PRINCIPLE. It's not being petty or not being able to let things go. It's the fact that who you are in the dark is who you are. You CAN'T act as if you're a good person when you're not. MY PEOPLE get crucified for that but for european americans it's a way of life. Make that make LOGICAL sense. Remember, you aren't god and YOU don't have the right to judge as so. See, I'm an associate of Creators. I was appointed certain jobs by them. I'm more than qualified to speak on what I speak on because I was shown by Creators for this reason. I've walked the path that they created for me, EVEN WHEN I DIDN'T WANT TO. I played MY ROLE and followed the rules & laws that they asked me to. I showed them TRUE loyalty and HUMANITY. I showed them some of us ARE different and respect Humanity. Some of us have a Code of Conduct….

You got to get that negative thought process away from you. Start distancing yourself from EVERYTHING negative. Start speaking LIFE into yourself. Go find positive things to be around and FILL yourself with. Even if that's NOT your environment. Change IS possible, it just takes work. I love you and you got this. I'm rooting for you if nobody else is.

I decided to invite others in this healing journey. It wasn't intentional. It just kind of happened like that. I was needing some kind of life line and it came in the form of social media. I just thought I can get my shit out there and it's SoOo big. Nobody will notice. I started healing myself, children, bloodline. It's overwhelming when you take big leaps of faith. Especially, when nobody is backing you up. I had ONE person backing myself & children up. at one point and time and I will FOREVA be grateful for her. She was the only one to be like, “you got this”. I needed that desperately because I felt the farthest from, “I got this”. So yeah, that's some of the reason why so do what I do. Maybe it'll spark a movement towards Humanity or maybe it will just help someone who desperately needs a reason to move forward and I'm okay with either of those. I'm also okay with just helping myself and children. Either way, I'm going to see this through. I love you & you got this.

I'm healing and sometimes I just need to get stuff out. The more I heal, the more I see how messed up this system TRULY is. Especially, when I'm in this healing space and truly healing myself and seeing things for what they really are. Living in the present. It breaks MY heart because we are really dealing with demons in human form. Keep your eyes open and your senses on point. It's a spiritual war out here. Don't be fooled by the devil. Fight it but the fight STARTS within you FIRST. YOU can't fight demons if YOU don't know YOURSELF. That's why I'm here, to help this process. To make sure the Warriors that need to be woken up are. If you want to fight the good fight, you have to be stronger than EVERYONE. You have to be able to stand alone and stand against the world and your supposed “loved” ones. It's not for the weak of hearts but your Soul will thank you. I love YOU and you got this.

Just a reminder that just believing isn't enough. YOU don't have to believe me. Just do YOUR OWN RESEARCH. One thing I DON'T play about is the Soul. I would NEVER intentionally guide someone down the wrong path. EVER. It's NOT who I am. Something in me wants to feed people live & love. No matter how corny that may sound to the masses. Something in me, won't let it go. I have to follow that and be curious. I'm here to help and bring light to the GOOD. It seems impossible but I'll ride until I've done what I promised I would do. NOBODY else has to get it because I do and Creators get it. I gave my word and I'm going to stand behind that.

I was feeling good today. Wanted to speak about MY truths and healing journey. Maybe I can help others. That's the goal for ME. It's one of MY love languages. I want to see the best in people and for that to happen. I have to speak up about my journey and process. Even if I have to speak about unfavorable parts of my story. Trust me, the LAST thing I want to be doing is telling everyone my business. Especially, the dark parts. The parts MOST will not speak about. I'm going to speak about because I want to help on a molecular level. I want to help you find the version of yourself that is genuinely happy and comfortable, on and in ALL levels of life. If the foundation is solid, who knows where you can go and be. I believe in you BUT YOU got to believe in you. I love you.

Ey, let me be that light/glow. I'm a representative of Humanity. Let me do my job. I'm going to feed YOU with everything you'll need for this journey. When it gets scary, remember that you can beat the dark. It's just going to take some building. You got to figure out who YOU are so others can't make you feel small. Be confident in yourself & if you're not, YOU got to build that up. YOU have to BELIEVE it more than I do. Figure out what you're good at, quietly. Then build. Remember to keep the words you speak to yourself & others positive. There spells you are telling yourself and invoking. Even if you believe those things are evil or not real. You're STILL a part of it because it's the system we live in. Be careful who you THINK you're praying to. People like to lie to make sure others will go where they go when it's all said & done. I may seem crazy but I'm not. I know what I'm talking about because I've lived it. Just be cautious and aware of what's going on around you. Ask questions. If they don't want to give the answer or you're not satisfied with those answers. Go do some research. I LoVE YOU. Till the sun blows up & beyond.

Since it's MLK day. I figured what a good day to speak about the state of THIS country. How racism is very much so alive & well. I know first hand of the damage it does and the lies it spews. I've been fighting it for some time now. As a one Woman army. So I would consider myself knowledgeable about the matter. It's crazy how they will spew lies to you and most believe the lies. It's probably because A LOT of people are indoctrinated to being treated like shit as if it's normal. It isn't. I got sick of hearing the lies, so I decided to debunk them. Unintentionally. I went and decided to get myself together BUT most importantly. I decided to get MY Soul together. Life changing. I decided to be the change I wanted to see. I made a plan and went through with it. Got a lot of field research. I've been healing for some time. I'm ready to start speaking more about it and sharing what I know. I want to remind everyone to ask questions, be kind, think, be able to comprehend the subject at hand, KNOW thyself, spread love & knowledge. I love you & that's why I speak about what I speak about.

No, like for REAL-REAL. Do you know who you are without ALL the noise and can YOU stand on that when YOU need to? Or do you crumble under the pressure? These are serious questions. Why would they( WHOEVER is keeping YOU away from a better YOU) want to keep YOU away from self? I just care because I don't want anyone to be unhappy. Happiness is something YOU have to manifest. I'm just here trying to help pull it out of you. I didn't have anyone helping me and I legit thought I was losing my mind but I wasn't. I was finding myself and what I wanted out of life. Others didn't like that. But I didn't care because I wanted this vision SoOo DEEPLY. Even when the world was clowning and trying to stop me. I didn't let it and now that I look back. I'm glad I stood MY ground and played how I wanted. I keep my integrity and morals because that means everything to me. Even in the dark. I care about what will reflect in my children's faces, I care about representing myself right, so I represent my loved ones with respect and eleGance. I don't want to embarrass them but most importantly. I don't want to bring shame to myself. I want to be able to walk with my head high knowing I stood for something GREATER than me. I may be alone on this journey but it's worth it. I hope you can feel and say the same. I love you and I'm ALWAYS rooting for you. (I have another episode from years ago, titled the same thing. I was going to change it but I believe it's good to do check in's on the journey to self improvement).

I'm just giving a quick description of what I believe a woman is. How I believe we should conduct ourselves and why. It's an unfair world and it's up to us to make a difference. Sometimes we have to stop pointing the finger and do the work. I'm a representative of Humanity and I believe as Women and Men we have roles to play to make it better for the youth. I stand on this and will continue to.

STOP believing these liars. A bunch of privileged individuals talking about hard work,