Using meditation to help make life with PTSD a little better. Sharing challenges and solutions for growing up with Complex PTSD. Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/benjamin-allen-belzer/support

Role-playing in order to address people who bother you

How to respond when someone can't give you the conversation for clarity you need to move on

The inability to have clarifying conversations, and how dysfunction can perpetuate dysfunction

Why distracting people are a trigger for us

movie with a psychopath parent, correction to recent episode

movie you might find relatable; American Beauty

Intimate relationships and "Interpersonal Stockholm Syndrome"

Changes in systems of meaning; religious disaffiliation and Complex PTSD

Great news about my hobby, and why it's important that you have one

Is there someone in your life who serves as the "antidote" to your traumatic upbringing

Impulsive behavior and the consequences; the Complex PTSD brain

Calming your mind by getting perspective on things

A specific personality trait of people in cults, and the pros of long-term mental health facilities

Just taking a short break from CPTSD, mentioning a show I just started watching

Found a good movie that is therapeutic

Putting your sword in the ground when you're struggling with identity.

Feeling disoriented around past relations

When we ice people out, where does it come from?

If you feel like you're drowning in life, here is a very relatable movie I recommend

Organizing tips for a distracted life

Attention difficulties, and ways to organize yourself

When being "joshed" by someone is a trigger, and how to perceive it

Finances and excuses, and finding out getting a copyright is easier than I thought

Dismissive denial and the Cassandra Complex

Trauma and religion, aspects of my own upbringing

Negative Self Beliefs, one last thing about entitlement

Negative Self Beliefs, note related to previous episode

Negative Self Beliefs, part 5 (Abandonment and Entitlement)

Negative Self Beliefs, part 4 (Responsibility, Self-worth, and feeling Unlovable)

Negative Self Beliefs, part 3 (Logic, education and feeling defective), how our views shape us.

Negative Self Beliefs, part 2 (Learning and relationships)

Lacking fulfillment, and how poetry can help capture a feeling and provide a solution.

Domestic violence and long-term abuse

The Queen's work with domestic violence, and a documentary she did

How abuse shapes our relationships

What it's like not being allowed to have company over

A little bit of information about how the Princess of Wales helps support children's mental health