Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse

Adult survivors of SRA have layers of mind control programming that lead them into a life of passivity. They must be passive to themselves to protect their family and the group of origin to grow up (that's their job), and as adults, they internalize that job as it comes through in many other areas of life that get justified as necessary. They may find themselves playacting to look a certain way to people, blocking off feelings to keep others from truly knowing them or knowing themselves, refusing to protect themselves by having no boundaries, a refusal of self compassion, or holding onto dissociation as a coping mechanism when instead they could choose dealing with situations to get out. Instead of taking self on to cope, learn, and grow, the survivor gets stuck due to internalizing the original programming. The original purpose of the programming was to protect the family at all costs, and this lie continues with the need to protect something, as the survivor continues to fill in the blank with endless reasons. In today's discussion, John talks about passivity towards himself, how he noticed this in his life, how he is working to fight the programming and lies, and what a life of walking out of this mind control looks like. Past episodes with John: Writing a Memoir: https://youtu.be/JmdwBoz3b9AJohn Smith: SRA Victor: https://open.spotify.com/episode/0RsTgO6KWltk7ndjj1rj25?si=FNbCbygfTG6QlwnxJyptDwOnly God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa:lisa@onlygodrescuedme.comTo help support this podcast: PayPal @Lisa453Venmo @lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvVBuy Me a Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Join me for part 2 of this series on debunking Christianity Today's premise that Satanic Ritual Abuse does not exist, and that repressed memoriescannot be trusted. Today, Rebecca Davis and I delve into the arguments of CT by going into depth on Elizabeth Loftus, the McMartin preschool case, andFBI agent Kenneth Lanning. It is unfortunate that CT feels the need to bring back into the Christian debate the memories of thousands of courageous Christian SRA survivors. These are strong men and women who said no to the occult. They dared to walk away and bore the wrath of their families and the groups that abused them. They have walked a road of ridicule and unbelief in society around them. Silently they have worked to heal from the unimaginable, with some risking to come on podcasts like “Only God Rescued Me” to have avoice. To be seen. To be heard. To believe someone will listen. CT should be applauding this healing and bravery, instead they are bullying to bring abouttheir silence once again. I call for CT to retract their podcast and to issue a verypublic apology to SRA survivors. I have written to them this very thing. If you feel so led to do the same, here is the link to contact them: https://help.christianitytoday.com/hc/en-us/requests/new?ticket_form_id=360002884954Thank you for listening and participating in this important conversation. Here are links to books and websites mentioned in this podcastwith my affiliate links:  Christianity Today's Podcast: The Devil and the Deep Blue Sea: https://www.christianitytoday.com/podcasts/devil-and-the-deep-blue-sea/ To write and complain to CT about the podcast: https://help.christianitytoday.com/hc/en-us/requests/new?ticket_form_id=360002884954 Care Ministry: https://www.care1.orgThe Body Keeps the Score, Bessel van der Kolk: https://amzn.to/4kKClArThe Truth About the False Memory Syndrome, JamesFriesen: https://amzn.to/4jzCVQHFalse Memories: The Deception that Silenced Millions,Lynne Crook: https://amzn.to/4jGiQZ2By Silenced Betrayed, John Crewdson: https://amzn.to/4jGiQZ2Restoring the Shattered Self, Heather Davediuk Gingrich: https://amzn.to/43tDDKm Recovered Memory Archive, with over 100 cases of legally proved recovered memories: https://www.recoveredmemory.org To contact Rebecca Davis: rebecca@rebeccajoydavis.com Only God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com  Contact Lisa:lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To help support this podcast: PayPal@Lisa453Venmo@lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvVBuy Me a Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Rebecca Davis joins me for today's podcast, which is entitled: Christianity Today: “Chasing the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea” to Silence Victims of SRA and to Cover Up the Crime of the Ages.” This is our response to Christianity Today's (CT) podcast series “The Devil and the Deep Blue Sea: How Chasing Phantoms Distracts Us from Real Devils in our Midst.”CT has taken on Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) and Repressed Memories (RM) in their series and has claimed them to both be untrue. They delve into their perceived roots of the Satanic Panic. What they present is a trail of logic leaps, red herrings, and straw man arguments that do not lead to the conclusion they want their listeners to reach. They do not want anyone to see the crime of the ages: Satanists are participating in the worship of Satan/Baphomet/Demons. This is part one of our response. Here are links to books and websites mentioned in this podcast with my affiliate links: Christianity Today's Podcast: The Devil and the Deep Blue Sea: https://www.christianitytoday.com/podcasts/devil-and-the-deep-blue-sea/To write and complain to CT about the podcast: https://help.christianitytoday.com/hc/en-us/requests/new?ticket_form_id=360002884954Care Ministry: https://www.care1.orgThe Body Keeps the Score, Bessel van der Kolk: https://amzn.to/4kKClArThe Truth About the False Memory Syndrome, James Friesen: https://amzn.to/4jzCVQHFalse Memories: The Deception that Silenced Millions, Lynne Crook: https://amzn.to/4jGiQZ2By Silenced Betrayed, John Crewdson: https://amzn.to/4jGiQZ2Recovered Memory Archive, with over 100 cases of legally proved recovered memories: https://www.recoveredmemory.orgOnly God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa:lisa@onlygodrescuedme.comTo help support this podcast: PayPal @Lisa453Venmo @lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvVBuy Me a Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Irene joins us today in our fascinating journey through the history of SRA that has been hidden in our midst. Today, we discuss Kaballah and the Rosicrucians. We look at the last Pope's non-Christian cross, King Charles with his Epstein-styled Egyptian mosque crown, and look at what books the Luciferians draw their rituals from. This is very informative. Many thanks to Irene for all the work she has done on this series. Only God Rescued Me:  Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com  ContactLisa:lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To helpsupport this podcast: PayPal@Lisa453Venmo@lisameister4242 Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvVBuy Me aCoffeebuymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Hephibah Grace worked long hours without any downtime so that she wouldn't stop to figure out what was bothering her internally. This worked well until she ended up at her grandfather's funeral. Her carefully constructed world came crashing down, and she couldn't figure out why. Nightmares of snakes kept her from sleeping and started her on a journey of discovery. God was her hero and rescued her from her past of SRA. Discover with me her healing journey, the healing modalities she tried, how studying the names of God helped her to trust Him, what HOLD means to her, and how healing is a lifelong journey. There are so many nuggets of wisdom throughout this entire interview. Only God Rescued Me:  Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com  ContactLisa:lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To helpsupport this podcast: https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.comPayPal@Lisa453Venmo@lisameister4242Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvVBuy Me a Coffeebuymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Irene joins us in part two of this fascinating series as we continue to follow the Knights Templar, Fraudmasons, and Nazis as they follow Baphomet and the "secret knowledge" that King Solomon went after. Irene shares pictures of subs, monasteries, mummies, and much more as she weaves history together for us. She also shows us the faces of the missing. SRA has been going on for thousands of years and there is nothing new under the sun. Thank you, Irene, for this helpful interview. Only God Rescued Me:  Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com  ContactLisa:lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To helpsupport this podcast: https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.comPayPal@Lisa453Venmo@lisameister4242Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV

Irene, otherwise known as Serafina Truth, joins us today for this fascinating historical journey of Lucifer's (or the Snake's) path from the Garden of Eden to today. How did he bring in the occultic ideas of man ascending into being godlike? How did he get the idolatry of the Old Testament, which is SRA, underground in the current world? What is the pyramid and what does it mean? What is the all-seeing eye? Who are the Fraud-masons? Follow the progression through history with Irene in Part 1 of this interesting conversation. Only God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa:lisa@onlygodrescuedme.comTo help support this podcast: https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.comPayPal @Lisa453Venmo @lisameister4242Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV

Emilee's story really touched me. She has been through so much abuse throughout most of her life. SRA was so scary that it was easier for Emilee to discuss the sex trafficking and domestic violence she endured throughout her life. The tragedy continued with targeting. Finding Jesus has brought her a measure of peace and the ability to turn her life around. This story is difficult to listen to as you take in Emilee's tears as she recounts the horrors in her memories. I am very honored to share her courageous life with you as she continues to speak out so that she can shed light on the horrors of Cape Cod. Only God Rescued Me:  Website:  www.onlygodrescuedme.com  ContactLisa:lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To helpsupport this podcast: Buy Me A Coffee https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.comPayPal@Lisa453Venmo@lisameister4242Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV

Kadaya packed up two outfits for a two-week seminar to figure out the SRA flashbacks she was having, only to be served with divorce papers that included no contact with her young children. The divorce left her with nothing. This is the life of a survivor who lives in a cult town and refuses to follow the cult's mind control. Kadaya chose to follow God and truth. Now she also has her podcast, "The Quickening Project," where she speaks out and creates beautiful worship music. This is a tough story, but important to hear how a cult town works. The Quickening Project:https://youtube.com/channel/UCp0J_UiMIMP3BlJ_albt7-A?si=OMK3Slkewr71-XCyhttps://www.youtube.com/@UCzkDYA0Im-IhxDEgLARbcWQ Only God Rescued Me:  Website:  www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa:lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To help support this podcast: https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.comPayPal @Lisa453Venmo @lisameister4242Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV

King Manasseh was the most wicked king of all of Israel. He led Israel in serving Baal and in all evil and idolatry. Many assume God forgave him when Manasseh was restored to his throne from the dungeons of Babylon. Was that what happened? Let's explore that today. We will read 2 Kings 21:1-18; 2 Chronicles 23; Jeremiah 15:1-4; Jeremiah 18:8,10; and Jeremiah 19. Only God Rescued Me:  Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa:lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To help support this podcast: https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.comPayPal @Lisa453Venmo @lisameister4242Square https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV

RA Victor Vicky Ash joins us again today to share her memoir "Fruitcake or Bearing Fruit," which is now available on Amazon. She has been bravely fighting for justice in England for years on the front lines in the media, being ridiculed and targeted. She courageously continues to speak out to educate the public so that the children enslaved in this horrific abuse can be rescued today. Amazon Affiliate Link:Fruitcake or Bearing Fruit: https://amzn.to/426ARtPOnly God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa:lisa@onlygodrescuedme.comTo help support this podcast: https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.comPayPal @Lisa453Venmo @lisameister4242 Square: https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV

My Dad died one year ago today. Join me as I discuss some of my journey. Only God Rescued Me:  Website:  www.onlygodrescuedme.com  Contact Lisa:lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To help support this podcast: https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.comPayPal @Lisa453Venmo @lisameister4242https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV

Cindy Mills did not grow up in a generational RA family. She was accessed through a babysitter at the tender age of 4. In what was probably a Santeria group, Cindy silently endured two years of terrifying abuse. Hear her story and how it set her up to join The Way International at age 18. She felt it was safer than being in the Catholic Church with the iconography of her abuse. TWI became another group to escape. Finally, she found the true Lord Jesus Christ and He set her free. Follow her incredible story in today's podcast. Only God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa:lisa@onlygodrescuedme.comTo help support this podcast: https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Meet Jennie Grace, a courageous SRA victor who grew up in a foster home in the UK. She endured incredible abuse throughout her youth and survived it through creating amazing stories for her younger foster brothers and sisters. God rescued her and set her on a path of healing. Hear her story and how she still has to keep moving to stay safe. Here are a list of her amazing books and her memoir, available on Amazon with the affiliate link. Dehumanization https://amzn.to/4fWZddN Emotion Explorer: Transformative Feelings https://amzn.to/3O1Cu42 Blossoms and Paws: Flowered Feelings https://amzn.to/3Z1ugOL Bonanza: Giggleville Prankster https://amzn.to/40JJeLL Tales of the Caribbean: A Story of Belonging https://amzn.to/4eoXKvw

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Kardia Joi comes back to us today with her song, "Life to Me." Kardia needed to know if God protected her when she was in danger. It's a great question we all need an answer to. Join Kardia as her song chronicles her conversation and healing with God. To buy from Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6hA1rnF8ZiWF5BXPYwU0cA?si=2db054c9b97240a2 Only God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To help support this podcast: https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com PayPal @Lisa453 Venmo @lisameister4242 https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV

Merita Atherly Engen is from a family of SRA, although she herself was not a victim of the SRA. She has released her first book about her story, documenting how the silence enforced on them all seriously affected her life. "Heartache of Promise" is a well-written book that shows the pain and abuse Merita suffered and how the fallout of the toxic family system affected her life and the choices she made along the way. Her next book will document her sister, who suffered SRA. She calls this "a soft approach to a hard topic." The code of silence enforced in her family is quite fascinating in how she explains it in this book. Through it, she talks about the issues and shame that silence generates. SRA produces secondhand trauma, which we don't often talk about. Merita documents this very well in "Heartache of Promise." I found this a very interesting read and cannot wait for her next book. Heartache of Promise, available on Amazon: https://amzn.to/3TBMRieMerita's Website: https://meritaatherlyengen.com Only God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To help support this podcast: https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Jesus and the apostles used the name of Jesus when they prayed, yet many in the church today have taken to "pleading the blood" or believing they have to use the blood of Jesus to scare away demons. This is a ritualistic and occultic idea that has infiltrated the church. The whole idea is against the name of Jesus. It is time to take this out of our prayer lives and bring back the power of the name of Jesus in the way in which it is intended. Only God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To help support this podcast: https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

I am so honored to bring to you 19-year-old Valerie. She is a friend of mine who has a lot of wisdom to share as a young survivor of SRA. It's astounding how much she has figured out at such a young age. Maybe it's because the years have not confused her. Maybe it's because denial hasn't set in. She did not allow her zest for life to be stolen from her. Her love for God shines through her testimony. Her motto, "I was given two inches" is fascinating and one we can all hold onto. Today Valerie speaks to kids going through SRA as well as to all the adults. Valerie is inspirational and just what the SRA community needs. Only God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To help support this podcast: https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com

Meschelle is a Kaballah SRA survivor. She grew up on a 1,000-acre ranch in a rich family that completely controlled her. The Jewish witchcraft used the Kaballah tree that believed in 39 fallen angels. She had to use Hebrew words with full scriptures from the Bible during horrific rituals. She was used as a breeder and lost 16 children throughout her years as their captive. She would like to dedicate today's podcast to the last precious little one she lost. Contact: Lisa: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com   To help support this podcast: Buy Me a Coffee: https://buymeacoffee.com/onlygodrescuedme.com PayPal: @Lisa453 Venmo: @lisameister4242 Square: https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV

Angie contacted me to come back on the show to talk about the rough parts of her life. This was not going to be easy because she didn't want to talk about being targeted. But as she looked over her life she had to come to terms with that has been exactly what has been going on. As we talked, I realized that all that has happened has stemmed from retaliation for a godly heart trying to reach out and help people, to minister. You can hear the fallout and the pain in her voice. Would Angie do it again? Should she have stopped caring for people and just taken care of herself? Then I realized that this targeting isn't anything other than full-out persecution. This is a riveting look into Angie's heart to see why she does what she does. To connect with Angie: https://gofund.me/7b64859a Youtube: https://youtu.be/H1GenajJG_Q Archives of Truth: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC81e... Blog: https://angelascaches.org/​ Bitchute: https://www.bitchute.com/channel/6NTy... Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/powerdisney​ Twitter: https://twitter.com/AngelaPowerDis1 Telegram: https://t.me/AngelaPowerDisney email: angiepowerdisney@gmail.com Lisa's website: https//www.onlygodrescuedme.com

Rebecca Davis wrote about the opening ceremony of the 2024 Summer Olympics on her Facebook page and was surprised by the controversy it started. I asked her to come on the podcast to discuss the Olympic's creative depiction of their "Living Last Supper" and what the Christian response has been and should be. What were the SRA elements in that depiction and why is it ritual to have the world watching? I highly recommend Rebecca's "Untwisting Scriptures" series which can be found on Amazon. You can catch up with them on her author's page here: https://www.amazon.com/stores/Rebecca-Davis/author/B001K8GE7O?ref=sr_ntt_srch_lnk_1&qid=1722878610&sr=8-1&isDramIntegrated=true&shoppingPortalEnabled=true Rebecca's Blog: https://heresthejoy.com Lisa's Website: https://onlygodrescuedme.com

Vicky Ash has been telling her story of SRA for a long time. You can find her full story in her Brian Gerrish interview here: https://youtu.be/i2Fx9dZwiPw?si=jvQlM9YCiRwJ5TdW . As Vicky told her story and worked for justice, she was brutally attacked in the legal system, making it difficult to speak her story in public. As justice was denied on earth, she went to the Lord and found conversations with Him and His Word. Habakkuk 2:3 told her that justice would come in His timing and would be a bigger thing than Vicky could ever imagine. Hear how Vicky sees how the Epstein case is changing the climate for survivors and how locations will be key in breaking up SRA groups. This is a fascinating interview as Vicky brings hope for the future and where our stories are going forward. Only God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To help support this podcast: https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV PayPal @Lisa453 Venmo @lisameister4242

***Trigger Warning*** Sharon Rose began having memories of abuse in 1994. She was horrified to find out that she had been abused up to the age of 6. As she researched into her family, she found out her grandfather was a member of a secret society. The SRA was hard to heal from and she found healing through praise and worship of her true "God Dad." Find out why she hates the term "survivor." Sharon's heart for her God Dad and His healing of her heart is beautiful in her journey. He truly left the 90 and 9 to rescue her. Only God Rescued MeWebsite: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To help support this podcast: https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV PayPal @Lisa453 Venmo @lisameister4242

When I started my podcast, Iain reached out to me and shared the harrowing story of his daughter Adele. She was only 3 years old when his wife took her and fled to her family, who were actively involved in a cult, in Poland. Iain could not get help from anyone - not even his family, friends, embassies, or police. In desperation, he even resorted to assaulting his father-in-law, hoping that it would lead to an investigation of the abuse his daughter was facing. However, this action only landed him in a Polish prison for 50 months. This interview gives us a valuable insight into the perspective of a father in such situations and highlights that Satanic ritual abuse can occur through both the maternal and paternal sides of the family. Iain has recently published a book, titled "I Love You Like One: A Love Letter To My Daughter," which is now available on Amazon and Kindle. This interview serves as a reminder for us all to stay vigilant against the enemy. To Support Iain: Amazon: https://a.co/d/2jmZBdQ Website: https://www.iloveyoulikeone.com Facebook: I Love You Like One Instagram: iloveyoulikeone Only God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To help support this podcast: https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV PayPal @Lisa453 Venmo @lisameister4242

Samantha's heartbreaking experience of losing her two young sons to her husband's involvement in a cult has been chronicled in her debut book, "Everything is Going to Be Okay." Ever since, she has been actively advocating for the return of her boys, battling against the court system. In her latest book, "Pretended Justice," she delves into the flawed justice system and highlights the urgent need for reform to protect children from Satanic ritual abuse. As a voice for countless families who have suffered similar injustices at the hands of supposedly protective government agencies, Samantha raises important questions about the lack of accountability. How can we effectively address the issue of SRA if no one listens? Through her compelling personal account, Samantha has been given a platform to bring about change. Let her story be heard and awaken the public to the reality of SRA. Facebook: Samantha Baldwin - Exposing Family Court Instagram: @sam_anthabaldwin  Website: https://www.samanthabaldwin.co.uk Author: "Everything is Going to Be Okay" Amazon: https://a.co/d/fq7aB2A "Pretended Justice" Amazon: https://a.co/d/5kU4QCx Only God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To help support this podcast: Credit Card: https://square.link/u/kQLAozvV PayPal @Lisa453 Venmo @lisameister4242 Thank you for your support!

* Trigger Alert * Katie Brown grew up very poor as a share cropper's daughter. Her father was a mean alcoholic and her mother left when she was 3, leaving a terrified and defenseless Katie. She was taken into the foster care system when she was 8 where she wasn't safe until she was put into a home for girls in her late teens where ironically she was told she would be unsafe. Flashbacks began when she was 34 and turned into abductions by aliens in UFO's. Could this be true? What did it mean? Follow Katie's fascinating journey as she untangles her story to find truth. Katie is tenacious in her quest for truth and her foundational belief in the goodness of God and her trust in Him in her process of healing. She is inspiring and a joy to to witness her journey. Only God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To help support this podcast: PayPal: @Lisa453 Venmo: @lisameister4242 Thank you for joining us today!

Rebecca Davis joins us today for a wonderful conversation on how to become a helper. There are so many caring listeners who have asked how to step in to the lives of survivors to make a difference. Rebecca brings practical advice to make the steps understandable and doable for anybody who is willing to increase their capacity and listen to the pull on their heart. The interesting idea is that this will not only help with sra survivors, but this increases our compassion for the hurting people who are around us every day. The steps Rebecca lays out gives us the ability to begin to reach out where before we may have been stuck in the headspace of wanting to help but just not knowing what to do. Rebecca's Website is referenced below and is totally worth going there as she has blogs that are as encouraging and full of information as this interview is. She also has her Untwisting Scriptures book series, link below, that is also well worth the investment as she is bringing truth in mind blowing ways to places where the Word of God has been misapplied and misunderstood. I cannot more highly recommend her website and books. Thank you, Rebecca, for all you do. Rebecca's Website: https://heresthejoy.com Untwisting Scirptures Books on Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08WF13X3F?binding=paperback&ref=dbs_m_mng_rwt_sft_tpbk_tkin&qid=1709730042&sr=8-1 Only God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To help support this podcast: PayPal: @Lisa453 Venmo: @lisameister4242 T hank you for joining us today!

Coach Sandra is the CEO and Founder of GDWAH Coaching. She is the Author of two books and has a heart for those who have walked through abuse, trauma, and SRA. As you read about one woman's Journey of Healing from abusive relationships, being a survivor of Satanic Ritual Abuse, (SRA), and having victory in the midst of losing everything several times, it will give you hope that God can redeem everything we go through in this life. Coming from a background of living through various types of abuses has given Coach Sandra the ability to understand those who thought they could never truly heal from the traumas of their pasts. Through it all, she has been broken with the things that break the heart of God making her who she is today. What she shares will help a reader to see that everyone can overcome their battles, as she did. Through her faith, a willingness to change, and a heart for the things of God, He led her into her, "Promise Land." You can find more information on Coach Sandra and her writings by searching on-line for "GDWAH," or by visiting www.gdwah.com and www.gyasminematos-gem.com. You can also reach her at cs@gdwah.com, coachsandra@gdwah.com, and gem@gdwah.com. BOOKS WRITTEN: This one is under my real name | Healing from Abuse and Trauma: A 14-Day Devotional Journal: Collazo, Sandra L.: 9798353256519: Amazon.com: Books My Autobiography is under my Pen Name and has it's own website, but can also be bought on Amazon or where ever books are sold. God Doesn't Waste A Hurt - A Life of Abuse to A Story of Redemption | www.gyasminematos-gem.com | On Amazon: God Doesn't Waste A Hurt: A Life of Abuse to A Story of Redemption - Kindle edition by Matos, Gyasmin E.. Religion & Spirituality Kindle eBooks @ Amazon.com. COACH SANDRA'S CONTACT INFORMATION: Websites: www.gdwah.com and www.gyasminematos-gem.com Emails: www.cs@gdwah.com, coachsandra@gdwah.com, and gem@gdwah.com Only God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To help support this podcast: PayPal: @Lisa453 Venmo: @lisameister4242 Thank you for joining us today!

Lisa gives the Biblical background of SRA, her own testimony, and why Jesus is enough for healing. Thank you to Jordan Rivers Church for hosting.

This is part 3 of the 3 part series of Satanic Ritual Abuse Seminar. I would like to give a big thank you to Jordan Rivers Church for hosting. This session includes: Recognizing SRA signs in children for: Counselors First Responders Teachers Churches For resources, visit: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com

If you missed Part one of the Seminar, you can catch up here: https://youtu.be/-jdmXD--4KU Part 2 covers: How SRA stays hidden Ritual Dates Dissociation/DID Thank you for Jordan Rivers Church for this amazing seminar. If you want to help support this podcast: Venmo: @lisameister4242 Paypal: @lisa453 Thank you for your ongoing support Visit www.onlygodrescuedme.com

Only God Rescued Me presents our first SRA seminar. In Part 1 Lisa presents her story, organized abuse and definitions, why sra exists, and levels of the occultic on earth. Thank you to Jordan Rivers for facilitating this seminar.

Having a parent die is never easy. Having an occultic parent die is an entirely different ballgame. A survivor is not prepared and the occultic family has a playbook. The survivor has been programmed for that day and is unaware of what will happen. The family is ready with code words to get the survivor to come back to the family, back to the cult, or to commit suicide. If there is any communication with any member of the family, those words will be passed, and they will be innocuous. Kate was not prepared. Hear her story and how she made it through. She shares it in hopes that other survivors will be ready when they face what she did. You can follow Kate's amazing blog on Substack: https://katefishing.substack.com/ If you want to help support this podcast: Venmo: @lisameister4242 Paypal: @lisa453 Thank you for your ongoing support Visit www.onlygodrescuedme.com

Sharon didn't know she was a survivor until she was in her 40's and didn't heal until she was 67. She had a bunch of dissociative parts waiting to communicate with her and no one that understood that. She began looking at drawings that had made no sense before until suddenly they did. How did her 33rd degree m@sonic grandfather fit into her story? How did her parts finally communicate with her? Sharon is eloquent in presenting her story. Sharon's book is called: "Deliverance to Destiny: The Split Child Out of Darkness Into Light" is available at Walmart online. You can contact Sharon at: sharonganz7@gmail.com If you want to help support this podcast: Venmo: @lisameister4242 Paypal: @lisa453 Thank you for your ongoing support Visit www.onlygodrescuedme.com

Adrian felt called to visit Jerusalem. He couldn't visit many places while there, but was looking at a valley when a stranger walked up to him to tell him it was the Valley of Hinnom where they sacrificed children. Where did this man come from? Why did he tell him that? Follow Adrian's journey as we hear of God's love for us as the Valley of Hinnom connects to Jesus' walk to Golgotha. Jesus definitely had sra on His mind and the cross had everything to do with it. This interview shows of God's great love for survivors and is a must hear. Thank you, Adrian Geist, for sharing this with us! The valley in the Bible: 2 Kings 23:10 2 Chronicles 33:6; 28: 2,3 Joshua 7:31,32; 15:8; 18:16; 19:2,6; 32:35 Nehemiah 11:30 Mark 9:43 Links mentioned by Adrian: https://youtu.be/R5ICZ1BdVl4?si=9NvIt2B_gqLpJX6d https://youtu.be/hNpdU9S3Y3A?si=ZQHCMEQP56c8Be64 https://youtu.be/nKJ6GPvNUgc?si=KR0E2xasUlCfw0WI Criteria for sectarian drift (cults): -mental destabilization -exorbitant nature of the financial requirements -the break with the original environment -the existence of attacks on physical integrity -the recruitment o children, antisocial speech, disturbances of public order -the importance of legal disputes -the possible diversion of traditional economic circuits -attempts to infiltrate public authorities If you would like to donate to this podcast: Visit www.onlygodrescuedme.com and find donate at the top of the page. Paypal: @lisa453

Joan reached out to me because she was being attacked by demonic forces at night and she thought it had to do with abuse from her past. Nothing in her life made sense and she needed help. This led Joan on a path of discovery. Her mysterious father was spy. Was her mother involved in the occult? Who abused her? Who can she trust? Her tale is one of crying out to God for help in the midst of confusion and He reached down to set her free. Join us today for Joan's amazing journey. If you would like to access Joan's prayer for mind control, visit www.onlygodrescuedme.com and access the OGRM Community page to find Joan. Her prayer will be there. If you would like to donate to this podcast: Visit www.onlygodrescuedme.com and find donate at the top of the page. Paypal:  @lisa453 

SRA is talked about in the book of Revelation. Serafina Truth shares with us today the Whore of Babylon and the ancient practice of SRA taken all the way through civilization to the end of times. The Throne of Satan also comes in Revelation 2:13 and has been taken to Germany, which Serafina explains how it was taken there from Pergamum and what it has to do with the end times. Serafina was also educated in a private school that taught Egyptian Dance Rituals in "gym." She later saw this exact dance executed when mummies were moved from a pyramid in Egypt. Why was this done and what is going on? This is a fascinating interview that shows the end times movement of SRA and how the age old spiritual battle is being waged. Throne of Satan Links: Revelation 2:13https://www.rbb24.de/kultur/beitrag/2023/03/pergamon-museum-berlin-sanierung-oktober-wiedereroeffnung-2037.html https://www.publico.es/culturas/museo-pergamo-cierra-puertas-otono-obras-remodelacion-duraran-14-anos.html https://www.clgonline.org/sermonblog/2021/9/26/pergamum-where-satan-has-his-throne-revelation-212-17 Whore of Babylon: Revelation 17-18 Especially 17:5, Mystery written on her forehead Egyptian Dance Rituals:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mz-YQ-5w8_I https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=upT5it63f-I&t=29s https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ewcdorszuFQ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RLbnpbfBmGQ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KlyOx0ojm2U https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E6xK3jDkM50 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=anrY_1R0u24 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9omDvfdjCcM https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9r83ZRissyw&t=143s https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6I1b5MZdWbM If you would like to support this podcast, you can visit PayPal @Lisa453 or go to www.onlygodrescuedme.com and find donate at the top of the page.

Survivors have to have wisdom in making safe friendships. Life coach Amy Pfeffer joins us today to share her wisdom with us in this area that can be quite baffling to survivors. Amy shares red flags to look out for as well as what healthy friendship include. This is an important part of healing to learn. You can find more content from Amy at: www.elysianoakslifecoach.com facebook: Elysian Oaks Instagram: @elysianoakslifecoach Please visit: www.onlygodrescuedme.com If you would like to help support this podcast, you can donate in a few ways. PayPal: @Lisa 453 Go to www.onlygodrescuedme.com and visit the donation page at the top of the home screen. Subscribe to Lisa's World at Spotify. Thank you to everyone who helps to keep this podcast going!

What is the Biblical background for SRA? Today we run that down. Deuteronomy 12:29-31 Joshua 10 2 Chronicles 33:6 2 Kings 21:9,11-12 Jeremiah 19:3-6 Ecclesiastes 1:9 Ezekiel 8:6-12 Ezekiel 9:4 Jeremiah 8:19-22 Ephesians 5:12-13To help support this podcast, please visit: www.onlygodrescuedme.com

Amy Nordhues grew up a survivor of sexual abuse. When she got saved, she went to the church for counseling. The very kind minister/counselor became a father figure, telling her she was the "daughter he never had," words he knew she was aching to hear. He invaded her personal space because he knew she was never allowed to have boundaries. What ensued was a horrific story of abuse by a therapist that was supposed to minster the healing power of Jesus. While this is a highly triggering podcast, it is one that needs to be heard. As survivors, we need to know what the warning signs are for unsafe therapists. Amy helps us to know what good therapists are and how to trust them. While Amy is not an sra survivor, this therapist tried to convince her that she was DID, adding to her confusion. We have to be wise even in therapy and Amy walks us through this delicate are. You can find a link to Amy's book "Prayed Upon: Breaking Free From Therapist Abuse" on the community page at www.onlygodrescuedme.com or https://a.co/d/gy0R69T. You can connect with Amy at www.amynordhues.com.

Fall comes every year with survivors once again having to face the Halloween decorations laced with the macabre reminders of their abuse. It is triggering and having a complex PTSD meltdown in the store is not something a survivor wants to face. So how does one un-trigger Halloween decorations? It can be done because God can help us to do all things. Today we talk about practical tips on un-triggering Halloween.

We are so excited to announce the launch of the facebook group: Only God Rescued Me SRA Family and Friend's Group. If you are a support person to a survivor, want more information, are related or are a friend, or are even a survivor yourself, then this is the group for you. We will be tackling questions you have and work hard to bring understanding into those difficult relationships. Come and join the fun: https://www.facebook.com/groups/ogrmsrafaf/

Sharon's husband opened doors in the demonic realm that she was not aware of until demons started attacking her at night. She ended up divorced, but the demons stayed behind. What ensued was a boot camp of spiritual warfare. A relationship with God became a treasure from those years as well as a wealth of wisdom of fighting in the spiritual realm. Join Sharon as she shares her journey and wisdom with us today. "Everyone does warfare...it's about relationship with you and God. God will give you a Scripture and that's your battle cry." Sharon Rapp Books Sharon recommends: Casualties of War by John Paul Jackson He Came to Set the Captives Free by Rebecca Brown Unbroken Curses: Hidden Sources of Trouble in the Christians's Life by Rebecca Brown Prepare for War by Rebecca Brown The Beautiful Side of Evil by Joanna Michaelsen

SRA Victor Andi Bond joins us today to introduce her project: The Spiritual Warrior Song. She has created a song that is being written and sung by survivors and whistle blowers that will powerfully show that we exist. The purpose of this project is to bring healing to survivors through music and to bring a spak of hope into the darkness. If you feel called to donate to this endeavor: Givesendgo: https://givesendgo.com/spiritualwarriorsong?utm_source=sharelink&utm_medium=copy_link&utm_campaign=spiritualwarriorsong Or find Andi Bond on link tree: https://linktr.ee/andibond108?utm_source=linktree_profile_share<sid=357cd899-971e-4000-9926-b3c69a7e6768

Paul has been married to an SRA survivor for 17 years. Neither of them knew it at the time, yet Paul handled it with God's help. He gained incredible perspective as he sat in with his wife through counseling sessions and realized there was no way the memories or reactions could be made up. Paul has well thought out answers to deep questions in this interview and it's fascinating to hear how he sees his wife on her courageous healing journey. What is amazing is to see how the journey is his as well. This is the story of a couple who have been through the aftermath of SRA together and Paul's insightful observations and understanding will help all of us.

Where has Only God Rescued Me been and what's been going on? Join me as I explain and give the vision for moving forward. You can visit the new website at www.onlygodrescuedme.com. Thank you for your patience through this transition.

Randy and Cynthia Lail decided to tell Randy's story of being an SRA victor together because they became a team in healing years ago. They had been married for years and were fighting a sex addiction that Randy couldn't account for and couldn't get free of. Cynthia tried lining up with it, ignoring it, accepting it, and then just wanted Randy to get over it. He wanted to as well. When it was finally explained to Cynthia that healing just didn't work that way, she got on board and never looked back. Together they faced the demon and it opened the past of sra. In a fascinating part of this interview, Randy wants to share a horrendous triggering ritual. Cynthia jumps in to stop him because so many platforms do not want to hear that. She is protecting Randy and shielding him from being rejected, once again, from a society that just doesn't open it's heart to survivors. He tells the memory and after the interview, Cynthia asked me to take out the part of her pleading with him not to share it. I asked her to allow me to keep it in so that it can showcase how much spouses are in the middle of keeping their loved one safe from a harsh world. We need to be sensitive, not only to our precious survivors, but to our precious spouses and family as well who courageously shield survivors from this world. Cynthia is hero and I cannot express my pride in seeing her watch out for her husband. I very happily add Randy and Cynthia to our Victor's series. Their book, "Our Born Identity: How My Sexual Addiction Was Broken Through the Power of Jesus Christ" is available on Amazon.

Kardia Joi joins us today to discuss her song "Child of My Dreams" that she shared with us for the Baby Memorial back in January. As a survivor or SRA herself, the loss of her baby was horrific and the healing power of Jesus coming in was a healing balm of Gilead. Join Kardia as she takes us along with her on her journey of healing with her song. It is always an honor to have Kardia with us. You can buy her song on all platforms under the title and under her name. Here is the link for spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5dkrPEPRRMLqIVJHIaDr2F?si=dc1dd2e13a9c4f2c

A healing barrier is placed on victims of sra on their birthdays during rituals. This barrier makes healing very difficult for survivors. God has symbolically removed this barrier for all survivors. He is making the path to healing open to us all. The Scriptures for today are Jeremiah 8:19-22, Ezekiel 36:25, Isaiah 59:19; Revelation 22:1-3. A big thank you to Life of Love Ministry Center.

Faye Russell started her journey into learning about her background with sra with fears of abusing her children. She had flashes of how to do it. Eventually these flashes turned into flashbacks of rituals of her being abused as a child. Delving into her past, she found out that her bipolar, schizophrenic mother was also dissociative and a member of the Eastern Star. Her father, who was sweet to her at home, took her to the Masonic Lodge where he was a completely different person. Faye's journey takes her from a false Jesus who sexually abused her to the real Lord Jesus who set her free and enables her to give her testimony with joy and confidence. Thank you for joining us today for Faye's journey.