This Past Week w/ a Space Alyen

Some things we get into: her self-love 21-day guide her rockbottoms being bullied, left out, and rejected different perspectives and integration of shadow work authenticity in a society of conformity shamanism & her healing experience her experience and dealing with breaking her lower back overcoming victim mentality communicating with guides and nature being open with the “woo woo” coming from a “traditional” background tuning into your intuition flowing through life without a destination receiving signs from the universe normality of the paranormal in the Philippines fire ceremonies clearing our energy in the shower IG Website

Some things we get into: what Beyond the Belief is what led her to becoming a healer hemi-sync flower essences subconscious reprogramming war on consciousness letting things unfold and going with the flow making music subconscious manipulation in the mainstream media (music, film , tv, etc) CIA documents on energy, consciousness, etc. raising human consciousness polarity in society allowing others to be human on their own journey inner trauma programming and conditioning how she deals with others who respond negatively having compassion for those who have hate/pain in their heart our reality is created from within holistic healing division in society discernment authenticity "Medea" (media) Goddess of Illusion healing with frequencies unity consciousness how to deal with judgments the universe doesn't test us her first time hearing voices IG Beyond The Belief website

WARNING: triggering information (life sacrifice) at 136 min mark regarding black magic Some things we get into: how to get in a creative flow our process in creating creating with intuition energy of money manifestation law of attraction tuning into your intuition trusting the universe how we block our flow of money jumping off the cliff again without a plan detachment from things finding your "purpose" flowing with the universe being comfortable with uncertainty getting in a transcendent state analytical mind vs intuitive mind algorithm of the universe more people starting to focus on energy aligning with what you want how he manifested crashing in a car believing before seeing black magic and white magic hustling and grinding as a programming scarcity mindset even as a billionaire growing up in a third world country what you believe is, is what is voodoo as the main religion in Haiti

Having a high conversation with Os, a good friend of mine from Houston. It wasn't intentional but halfway through we realized that he had taken the lead and became the "Host" rather than the guest which was a nice change for me as I'm usually the one leading the conversation.   Some things we get into: his experience with a schizophrenic dad talking to plants and nature manifestation how our culture promotes self-stagnation and no room for growth and evolvement our judgment towards others what we learned from COVID magical ways money can show up how everything works by energy including money living as a conscious being how you can block your money flow energetic universal law acting on love dealing with fear people pleasing sending love frequency understanding yourself allows you to understand everyone "regressing" is normal allowing people to make mistakes challenges are gifts choosing joy and the present moment traveling to other dimensions during dreams

Being raised as a filipino Catholic only to go on a spiritual journey instead is something Justine and I connected on when we first "met" over zoom during my tarot reading with her. Being an asian who goes on the spiritual path is uncommon, it can be extremely challenging to do things that are considered untraditional by our family. Somethings we get into: How she got into divination Her first tarot reading experience & getting told that her boyfriend is cheating How some of her clients react to her readings Drifting from Catholicism and being a “spiritual” filipino Our negative experience from being raised as a Catholic Doing non-traditional things as a filipino Pressures in asian culture How she develops a relationship with her cards Some rituals that she does Filipino tradition when moving into a new house Ghosts & spirits “Aswang”, a filipino mythical creature Her rockbottom Limiting beliefs Lack, scarcity, & fear mentality by our filipino parents coming from a 3rd world country Filipino Shamanism “babaylans” Being a tarot reader and an occasional therapist Her Lola’s (grandma’s) experience with spirits Not feeling your feelings leads to illnesses Omens, symbols, signs from the universe Her experience getting an akashic record reading from me God is within all of us IG: @the_spiritualist Web: thespiritualist.me

I recently discovered Miki Ash through Instagram and immediately connected with her frequency based on her stories and her feed. When I found out that she was only about a 2 hour drive from me I asked if she wanted to come on my podcast as a guest, she of course agreed so sweetly. Every interaction I've had with her has been loving. I'm glad I got to connect with her in person rather than zoom like I have been with most guests since COVID began. This was such a fun experience with a stranger, especially because we both had some mary jane before we began. Some things we get into: Selling most of her belongings, jumping off the cliff and traveling for a year intuitively How she became a yoga instructor Not being the “typical” 17-18 year old Her upbringing Looking within Becoming a conscious human being Following your intuition rather than the “logical” mind Growing up in LA Her rockbottoms Getting out of victim mentality and stepping into your worth & power Getting out of ruts Intentional living Going against the current of society Making careers through social media Living in Texas She teaches me about “Golden Year” Meditation & Mindfulness Programming and conditioning within society Feeling your emotions and being vulnerable Unlearning what we have learned Collecting pieces Her experience in Tulum Getting out of your comfort zone Awareness Limiting beliefs Listening to my intuition in Morocco Wanting to live on open land and growing our own food Follow her on: @mikiash Website: www.mikiash.com

Pursuit of Bliss founder, Kristen Jenna discusses her journey on how she came to create one of the most highly successful manifestation programs available called "Blissful Abundance Academy". Some things we get into: her rockbottom her fears and how she overcame them becoming the "outcast" in the family and within friend groups quitting a corporate job to become an entrepreneur and traveling for a year the magical manifestations in her life learning to trust and surrender reprogramming the subconscious what her program is about current fears trusting your intuition how her vision board came to life scarcity mindset limiting beliefs authenticity what Law of Attraction really is She holds a weekly live stream on manifestation, follow her on IG to learn more about it and her Blissful Abundance Academy: @pursuitofbliss_ Listen to her podcast for more on manifestation: Pursuit of Bliss

**there's a few moments of silence at some point in the beginning as she was shifting her phone :) I like to keep things organic and authentic so I don't edit anything out** I met Elyse through Lacy's To Be Magnetic group and we connected over zoom to chat about our process and experiences with The Pathway. We connected so well that I asked her to be on my podcast. She has an instagram @qs.toself where she shares questions that we should be asking ourselves so I asked her to pick some that we can go over during the recording. Things we get into: the importance of asking yourself questions and being introspective self-limiting beliefs Lacy Philip's "The Pathway" being a projector in Human Design being a people pleaser self-worth holding space for yourself connecting with my angels and guides how I activate my chakras getting expanded one of the lowest points of my life while having low self-worth in a relationship her experience having low self-worth in her past relationships working on programming and conditioning Joe Dispenza society having fear around being vulnerable energy talking to, hugging plants, and grounding practicing gratitude self-healing

Things we get into: Energy Consciousness Conscious Rap Akashic Records Fear Psychedelics

Things we get into: what light language is how she discovered her gifts and her experience channeling her background and spiritual journey her new human technology course discerning your own truth being authentic about her gifts a special light activation in the end IG: @lightwithlayla Website: lightwithlayla.com

Spomenka has training in different modalities beyond being a naturopathic doctor, she's a dream worker, an akashic records reader, and she works with astrology...I met her through Ashley Wood's A Line Within Facebook group and she's got an incredibly beautiful soul. Things we get into: her upbringing, her journey in becoming a naturopathic doctor, how she ended up in Nova Scota, living in a Dharma Centre, she guides me through one of my most vivid dreams from a few years ago, individuation, our experience with Lacy Phillip's The Pathway workshop, our shadows, being an Aquarius North Node, tests from the Universe, surrender, manifesting, reading the Akashic Records, being introspective, rockbottoms, a month long silent retreat, accepting and enjoying solitude, craving isolation IG: @spomenka_bizic

STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS:  share my first experience having an existential crisis and how I dealt with it, talking about how it's okay to be vulnerable, why it's important to let our body feel what it needs to, letting go, not judging our emotions and thoughts, a quick guided meditation in the end

We get into our shadows, fears and insecurities: fear of being called lazy especially as projectors, having luxury and being okay with wanting it, fear of people copying, fear of losing yourself when you have a lot of money, stepping into our worth, being a fairy, fear of judgments IG: @chelseajeheber Website: chelseajeheber.com

STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS: What my experience was getting in the records, my interpretation and perspective of some characters in Little Fires Everywhere, the human condition, trying to be the perfect child, being triggered by religion due to my upbringing as a Catholic

Topics we get into: Authenticity, intuition, rewiring the subconscious, spiritual awakening, acid trips, fears and how to overcome them, energy and consciousness, growth, dmt, passions, knife bending, removing programming/deconditioning, how I ended up in a strangers home in Morocco, nothing is meaningless, life is limitless, creating your own reality, what COVID19 represents for us, love is the highest form of frequency, writing a song, meditation, solitude

Danielle Paige is an intuitive astrologer, spiritual teacher, and hosts a podcast called Cosmic Body. She’s been featured in Vogue Netherlands, given talks at Glossier headquarters, Soho house and so many more places. She’s an incredibly beautiful human being, so humble and grounded. Topics we discuss: Going from interior architecture to astrology and the connection between her two “contrasting” careers, seeing spirits during the night, spiritual awakening, her past life, reading the Akashic records, flowing with life rather than controlling the outcome, having no fears about being who she truly is and not caring what people think, trusting your intuition and the messages you receive, astrology is based on science, educating those who will listen, healing from Lyme disease with no western medicine, amp coil, full moon circles, astrology behind the current global event, being multidimensional beings, connecting with her unborn daughter, how you can use astrology in your life, pros and cons of ayahuasca, teaching herself astrology IG: @iamdaniellepaige daniellepaige.com/

This episode is very special to me as it's with someone that I love so so dearly, one of the first people that I connected with during my spiritual awakening and someone that I look up to in so many ways, one of my soul mates, she's been with me through so many challenges and has been my "angel" Topics we get into: fears, spiritual awakenings, being bullied, insecurities, rock bottoms, energy, consciousness, failed relationships, triggers during the pandemic, authenticity, stepping into our power, societal constructs, being vulnerable, wanting to be accepted in society, real happiness can't exist when you're not your true self, triggers, feeling the need to make our partner understand us, offending people

STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS: being deeply triggered last week, embracing uncertainty, letting go of control and expectations, self-work and self-healing is an infinite process, everything stems from fear, thinking that my neighbors cat jumped off the 8th floor, missing hugs, be here now, true inner peace comes from being able to sit in chaos

I am so excited about my first female guest. She’s an intuitive channel and Akashic Records reader. Things we get into: what the coronavirus means for of us, her journey on the spiritual path, Lacy Phillip’s The Pathway, Pleiadians & starseeds, currency changing, our core essences, listening and talking to the universe, multidimensional beings, elevating your energetic gifts, following your intuition, how she channels messages You can find her on chelseajeheber.com IG: @chelseajeheber

STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS Intro: I forgot to mention fact #2, why I didn’t post the 2nd week of March, deconditioning and removing programming within me, not finishing college, been mostly in isolation pre pandemic, why I don’t keep up with the news, feeling guilty about being happy and feeling bliss, gratitude Post Intro (40 min) Different perspectives on coronavirus / COVID-19 ,triggers are a gift, this pandemic is a teacher, healing ourselves, feeling emotions, life is a pyramid, removing distractions, love and self-care, mass awakening, slowing down, earth is getting a break, benefits from the pandemic, less of everything, wherever there is a negative there is also a positive, love and community spreading,  healing ourselves is the best thing we can do for the world, stop hoarding, guided breathing, everything is going to be okay, everything you need is within you, change and death are the only things in life that’s certain, what we can be grateful for right now  

Topics we get into: Being in a band, working on The Bachelor, moving to and working in LA, lighting & cinematography, everything is always happening as it should, not feeling like home in LA, loving the Valley, working on a documentary about Simone Biles, neoclassical music, collaborating on music with people through apps, being an artist and creating, detaching from projects, nothing is a failure, high school, getting hospitalized for being too drunk, fears, growing from rock bottoms and the surprises after, working with Rachel Hollis, not wanting kids, technology creating infinite opportunities, & sound baths Life is beautiful :)

In this episode I share my journey and the lessons I learned in my last 2 long term relationships. -how I handled being cheated on for my whole relationship and how I healed after -how I handled my ex losing feelings for me -becoming best friends with my ex’s ex -jumping into the unknown: quitting my job to be a full time artist, moving to a new state with no plan, living off of my savings, trusting my intuition -feeling unconditional love and gratitude for everything and everyone What I learned from this recording: -I really need to figure out how to switch the location of my recording from my laptop to my external hard drive (as it's recording, not after)

ORIGINALLY PUBLISHED FEBRUARY 19, 2020 ACCIDENTALLY DELETED You may have noticed I skipped the week of Valentine's Day. I will get into that in the next episode. Topics we get into: pranayama, teaching, manifesting, his spiritual journey, temples in Egypt that are for each chakra, being dark skinned and needing the sun for our health, yoga for healing, a renaissance and awaking in society, marijuana as plant medicine, unbecoming, following our intuition, focusing on what we can control, helping our family with holistic medicine, nothing is a failure or a mistake, learning from challenges, forgiving, Kobe Bryant meditating, his process in making music, plant people collective, food/diet, herbs, detox before switching diet, living out of your comfort zone, & waking up at 4:30 Things I learned: Practice mindful listening & ask better questions

STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS: I got a "download" to make my solo podcasts as audio journals, recording whenever I have an urge to share a stream of consciousness. Topics I get into: 1917, unbecoming, getting in a fearful survival state, believing in magic, being and surrendering, feeling superhuman, the Universe guiding us through our intuition, the direction I want to take this podcast in... Things I learned: Always double check which mic it's recording into. There's an irony in this episode: I was told that I was using the mic incorrectly so I fixed the positioning in the last recording which actually made it sound worse. I talk about how "it'll sound better now" because I fixed it. The best part is that I realized later on that it was recording through the internal microphone (through the laptop) because I had changed it the other day for something else. Jokes on me. It's a 36 minute recording that I was actually happy about and there is absolutely zero chance I can re-record that whole stream of consciousness so here it is. Letting go of a "mistake" (the mic), not dwell, beat myself up about it, or be upset about it not being "perfect"

We get into being a creative without an art education and my shame in it, fears, Vinh interning for Mark Seliger, connecting with life in everything that you do, $200 melons, GOT, manifesting, constructs in society, favorite actors, energies, going to the ER for being wasted in high school, getting a DUI without driving, importance of doing what we love now rather than later. Things I learned: Never have more than one glass of wine because my ability to speak well is definitely affected, there’s some incorrect grammar in there NOBODY is allowed to eat on my podcast, ever. If you suffer from misophonia you might not get through this. I sincerely apologize for all of the loud chips and chewing here and there. It’s something I should’ve caught since I was wearing the headphones but hey lesson learned. I need to let go of my Californian way of speaking and stop saying “like” so fucking much CHEERS

STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS: Breaking down what this podcast is really about, sharing what my "weirdness" is, getting into shadows, my first bachelorette trip in Miami, living life as if I'm on shrooms, and getting clarity on the direction I want to take as an artist. Still nervous but a little less nervous!

This episode is with my childhood bestfriend Alex, a music producer. We talk about taking risks as a creative and not working a 9-5 job. We go over our fears, being alone with ourselves, "expanders", judgments, performing in front of strangers or friends, and who he is as a music producer.

STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS: This episode was a test for me to get over my fear of "public speaking". It's my stream of consciousness, talking about why I started this, the lifestyle I live, and jumping into the unknown. This is the beginning of sharing my journey on how I navigate life as a spiritual artist - being honestly vulnerable. I don't know what I'm doing, I'm just being - sharing how I progress and figure things out. You can definitely tell I'm nervous but the point is to show how I grow. Things I learned: every single sound is recorded no matter how subtle don't speak like a sloth don't record when hungry