Rambling with Egypt

I took impromptu hiatus but I'm back. I went to Europe for a bit, made my own merch and have been listening to my playlist. I've been allowing myself to just be and letting who I am define my work--- not having my work define me.  Just because I may have failed at something, doesn't mean I'm not capable because I still am. I'm allowing myself to learn from attempts and try again this year. When the year started I had a plan for the how the year would go, now I am allowing myself to just figure it out.

Hello Hello, The three-month trial to 2022 has come to an end, but I'm going to subscribe. The first three months were an eye-opener for me and so many things have changed. I've been organizing my playlists and letting go of things that are weighing me down. If you want to share how your first three months have gone, I'd love to hear it— https://anchor.fm/rambling-with-egypt/message

Just some updates on my life in the last couple of months. So much music dropped and Spotify Wrapped definitely read me. I'm super excited for what's coming up next season with this podcast. I learned it's okay to take a break you just can't quit.

Being in like with others and most importantly yourself. There’s a thin line between caring for someone and really loving them for who they are. However when these relationships romantic or platonic don’t work out the way we want we can consider them to be failures. I don’t believe in failed relationships I believe that you’re closer to who you’re supposed to be afterward. Understanding who you are and what you do isn’t defined by all the work that you can do today or even tomorrow. It’s about your commitment to keep going

Our Aries Season guest is Dr. Lanail R. Plummer (Virgo Sun, Virgo Moon, and Sagittarius Rising). She is the CEO and Founder of Onyx Therapy Group located in Washington DC, Maryland, Minnesota, and Pennsylvania.  As a fellow Virgo moon, Dr. Plummer used this time to do some introspection and redefine her daily routine.  As a double Virgo “I just remind myself of my fullness and what I am to do and what I’m capable of”, she says. She reminds us to reinforce our boundaries, not for others but primarily ourselves because our boundaries are OUR priority. Tune into this episode for more information on alternatives of quality time with others, dating during quarantine, and efficient ways to stay grounded.

Pisces Season has been fun and introspective. I've enjoyed my recent revelations. I think it's funny what I thought I wanted my life to be like after I graduated. I got to where I wanted to be in time. It took me a moment to realize my life didn't go the way I wanted because there was something better for me. Recently, I've been receptive to new ideas, methods, and viewpoints. Everything I wanted began as a thought. I'm happy I finally realized I'm always aligned with places and with the people in my life. 

I hope you're enjoying Aquarius Season. There are currently six planets on Aquarius right now. Don't let that psych you out. Oh, I checked off somethings on my to-do list!

This week's episode I wanted to read to you. I find reading to others to be therapeutic. I finished 'Warrior of Light' by Paulo Coelhol last year and wanted to share what I learned. I hope you find what you need from this reading. 

Happy New Year Eve! This week's episode is about the Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind. If you haven’t heard the song by Jhené Aiko or seen the film with Jim Carrey and Kate Winslet check out both of those. The movie’s premise is that Winslet’s character has a procedure to have her relationship with Carey erased from her mind. Find out if I’d get the procedure done and how some of you felt about having a relationship erased. Tune in to hear me break down some of Jhené’s songs because she a way of embodying all of those emotions that are hard to pinpoint. Remember that everything is temporary. Enjoy every moment you have next year!

This week's episode is about learning how to properly invest in me. This year is coming to a close and it's bittersweet given the times. Within this year I've psyched myself out of doing things because I gave the benefit of the doubt. I've believed thoughts that weren't my own. I've been taking time to understand the beauty of being present within the day and myself.  Learning how to invest in good things because the goal is to always be a better me. Take some time to invest in yourself with some affirmations and some shadow work questions. 

Welcome back welcome back! This week’s episode is about my transition period. My breakaway helped me realign my priorities and give myself undivided attention. In the current state of the world and in our personal lives it can feel like a lot on our shoulders. With the recent retrograde & full moon, various things were put into perspective for me. I learn that changes are inevitable and there’s no use in fighting it. All we can do is learn from every opportunity and challenge. My transition period is teaching me to be patient, still, and most importantly kind to myself. What more can we possibly do for ourselves with the state that the world is in?

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY! We've made a year. This is a big accomplishment that I have to celebrate. This last year has been a series of growing pains, that I'm thankful for now. In this episode, I speak about the biggest lessons I learned at 23. Btdubbs I'm stuttering because I'm excited.  Thank you for celebrating Season Three with me! Cancer Season Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7qycCsQvy7H3mEzevMneJp?si=RMOLYZPYSkKxBio-L0XGPg

For this podcast episode, I spoke to the holistic healer, software engineer, and dog lover Tea. Currently, a Florida resident but hails from London. She is a tea enthusiast and our Gemini of the month this past season. She's been figuring out herself with the stars before it became a trend. She's a Gemini magnet so she has all the tea on Geminis.  Tune into our episode to see where she would take Rihanna for breakfast, Maya Angelou for lunch, and a glorious dinner with her father.    Breakup Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6wrq5uRLfxbFN2mMV6lBWZ?si=fvyCSLjKS9CIzNhI9UM5HA

For this podcast episode we’re rambling with Ayanna, the helpful resonator is the HBIC of BrainwashxMedia, a digital space from black and brown youth. The Taurus queen with Gemini tendencies is interested in learning how to do everything. She’s a firm believer in saying yes first and think about it later. She says “You’re never going to be super-duper prepared you just have to take the leap and figure it out”. She drops gems on her work ethic, other zodiac signs, and how happiness is your responsibility.

For this podcast episode, I spoke about gray areas in relationships. Venus was recently in retrograde ironically in Gemini. That means that everything that was done in the dark is coming to light. We can't control if someone is honest with us, however, we can be honest about communicating our thoughts and feelings despite how the other person may react. Speaking up for yourself unapologetically has its personal reward. Stop looking for a window to ask that question just be direct and knock on the front door and ask. You owe that to yourself. There's so much happening in the world however, finding a highlight to my day helps me. 

For this podcast episode, I spoke to rapper, songwriter, and producer Ivy Sole. This Charlotte born & Philly made artist closed out our Taurus Season. In the middle of what's happening in the world, she's finding her ways to stay sane. We redefined 'I Want You Around' by Snoh Aalegra, elaborated on being an introvert with extrovert tendencies, and spoke on the forthcomingness of the queer community. Be sure to check out 'Distance' by Contour, Orion Sun, and Kinglsey Ibeneche. 

This week's episode is about insecure relationships. I recently read an article 'Why Dating As A Millennial Is So Screwed Up' by Andrea Wesley. I received various responses with similar experiences when it comes to dating. The show 'Insecure' by Issa Rae has finally returned after it's hiatus. I saw some of the themes that Andrea presented in their essay present in the show.  Join me as I talk about the similarities I found. 

This week's episode is about my interactions with people that I haven't dated. It's that gray area of not being friends but you can't say that you dated either.  It took some time but almost every interaction had a lesson at the end. 

While we work on social distancing here is our first remote episode w/ @Poeism. Poe is a beautiful black beauty from Newark, New Jersey. She is a mental health and spiritual growth advocate. Join our conversation on social distancing, holding ourselves accountable, and understanding the do's and dont's of Aries. Go get some arugula and drink some water after listening. Check out her live art show broadcasting EVERY Sunday from 8pm-10pm on Instagram.

It’s Quarantine Day I don’t even know honestly. However, In this episode, I’m just giving you some essentials that have helped me during this quarantine.  Don't feel the need to produce anything if you aren't mentally there, it's okay to rest.  Music Radar: My Greentea Peng’s Mr.Sun, Downers, and Ghost Town are in my music rotation. The Weeknd’s ‘After Hours’ album is finally out. Orion Sun’s album ‘Hold Space For Me’ drops tomorrow. Moses Sumney's songs, in general, are just amazing. Astrology Forecast: Pisces season was very introspective but now it’s Aries season. Saturn conjunct mars so now is the time to enforce boundaries. Trust yourself and your decisions throughout this season. BombBlackBusiness: IG: @okthen________ hand poke tattoos based in Brooklyn

This week’s podcast episode is about time management. Learning to divide time amongst yourself, friends, work, creative and networking. Some of those things can overlap of course. I venture into a tangent about Erykah Badu’s perfume, High Fidelity Series & Film, and the art of decompression. 

 I’ve learned that cultivating friendships are beautiful. You learn a lot about a person when they’re your friend. You learn how to differentiate between friends vs. acquaintances. You learn how to deal with friendship breakups. Being friends before you date someone makes for a better foundation for a romantic relationship later.

Our guest for this Aquarius Season is Myles Loftin, a PG’s County native. He’s a freelance photographer, director, and a student at Parsons School of Design. Learn how to process those ‘end of the world‘ thoughts, not to attach yourself to one idea, and how to be content with being by our own self as a creative. Allowing yourself and your experiences to be your biggest teacher.

In 2020 we are having the right conversations and shaking hands. We are initiating conversations with people we want to know. Just take a moment to breathe and find some common ground. I hope you’re enjoying Aquarius season. Enjoy being whimsical and free. Take a risk this season!

Join me while I Interview @micaelaverrelien, as our influencer Capricorn for this season. In this episode, we discuss how to be consistent and finding more time in the day by using our calenders. No more double booking or missing appointments. We are completing our invoices, networking and being consistent. During Capricorn Season we gained order and now we are going into Aquarius season with aan enlightened mindset. Don't be afraid you're doing amazing and are going to be amazing.   

Welcome back for Season Two! We are charged up in 2020. This new decade, year and time are about you. Don't be afraid to let go, grow and change. The theme for 2020 is commitment not to a person but to yourself and your wants. We have to hold ourselves accountable because we love her. Change your look, change your room, change your perspective, just change. I'm excited for what's coming because the possibilities are endless because we are endless. 

Let's end Scorpio Season with @finessabuxtable. Esther is a multi-hyphenate artist. She's a proud Scorpio and New Orleans native residing in New York since 2016. We are discussing the New York essentials, navigating the scene and understanding our journies. This isn't sponsored promotion but go listen to Doja Cat's album 'Hot Pink'.

In this week's episode, we are learning how to properly apologize to someone. No more half-ass or self-centered apologies. Only genuine ones accepted here. There are different variations of apologies. We are understanding how to process closure, then learning how to forgive/let go, and having alternatives to saying I'm sorry.   Artist Mentioned: Gaidaa - Blue Morning Kyleeil - In My Soul Charlotte Day Wilson - Mountains Devin Morrison - L.O.V.E Orion Sun - Stretch  

We’re entering this Scorpio Season with @AnesiaSaunders. Remember to ask questions you want the answer to. Sort through those feelings you’ve put on the shelf and outwardly express them. This is the time to try something new. The bomb black business of this month is Beauty Strike (@Beauty_Strike). Practice better skincare with this vegan-friendly beauty brand based out of Brooklyn, New York. Don't forget to look into Benjamin Clementine.

It's Scorpio Season. Spooky Season. Stay your ass in the house season. The start of this season maybe intense and you may want some intimacy. Some of you are trying to find that person to lay up with, so here's some questions you can ask before find your person. I hope they help you find what you want and motivate you to create your own questions. 

In this episode we are reevaluating what we give our thoughts and energy too. The universe always gives you what you need, not what you want all the time. We can try to make sense of things but sometimes we have to let things be and let them go. The power of our thoughts and our physical words has an effect on what happens in our daily lives. Let's speak only what we want into existence and attract our blessings.

We’re getting back on our bullshit during this Libra Season with @tonytaylur ! One of my fav Libras discussing how to maintain order within ourselves, the idea of first loves and how to properly mind our business ⚖️

Ghosting in the era of social media can take a toll on some folk. It's crazy how someone can just stop responding to you even after all the energy you've exchanged. It happens to the best of us. Here are some ways I've navigated being ghosted, alternatives to ghosting and how to interact with your ghost when they pop up again. Please excuse my stutter.

I recently learned that I suffer from imposter syndrome. I didn't know I had it till a friend said "fuck imposter syndrome to the maxxx". Imposter syndrome is very common some could say because of social media & self doubt. Let's combat the ways to be an imposter so we can be at 100% when 2020 comes around. Sir's album is called "Chasing Summer".

Tune into our discussion on the Mind of a Virgo. We want to reassure you that you can enjoy the season while getting your shit done. If you're plotting on a Virgo listen to this podcast first. Remember to breath & it's okay if you didn't finish your list, you still started it.   Jewel's Dating Application: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLScJkk2Ga5VETlrBC7FX6kF1bR9hjFKMHdeGLC543C03Kt2MHQ/viewform

What does it take to be my friend? Here’s my friend criteria and a few examples. I’m a friend oriented person and wanted to show some appreciation for my friends. If you weren’t mentioned you know it’s all love and your Polaroid is hanging in my room I’m certain. I explore holding each other accountable, respecting to boundaries, and making space for each other.  Song is “Gold Teeth” by Blood Orange. *Caution I stutter out of excitement*

So I’ve moved out of parents house twice. These were decisions I made for myself. I lived on campus so once I did that there was no going back home. I value my personal space and all of that comes with a cost. I’ve always wanted to live in New York and I currently live in Brooklyn. I'm still learning how to navigate the “glamorous” New York life. I'm learning the value of money, time management and having the freedom to do any and everything. Ugh Adulting   Song for this week is: Sweet love by Saib https://open.spotify.com/track/0lZwumiLo3yINe5vc3Y79M?si=DruoP2uEQh6mJnorqeCCXQ

Let’s get more into Leo Season with one of my favorite Leo’s, Jalen Dominique (@jalen.xx ig). He’s been modeling for five years before these instagram models.  Tune into our discussion on how to define your brand. Some topics include remaining authentic, using social media as a resource, and staying on our own yoga mats.

  In last weeks episode we talked about dating. Sometimes in your relationships you break up. This relationships can range from situationships, relationship and friendships. I want to share my experiences with how I’ve dealt with breakups across the spectrum of relationships I’ve had. The good, the bad and the ugly about my breakups.   Cleo Sol “Why Don’t You” https://open.spotify.com/track/64ka8E2PpNo4NxSCiRBj1H?si=ggwWFSG2T_SlvTCOHhXGIA   BREAKUP PLAYLIST: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6wrq5uRLfxbFN2mMV6lBWZ?si=6vvO3H5bSv6ag3qQnIXnTQ

    In last week’s episode we talked about how your mental health is your responsibility. Once you’ve done the self-inventory you’re now ready to date. I'm sharing my experience with how I learned to be intentional with my words and people. Shedding light on how to establish boundaries and how to learn your love language. Also, I'll be answering questions about my dating life and astrology. Who would I fuck, marry or kill in all the elements? Find out here.

A discussion on my mental health journey and how that started.  I allowed myself to hold space for an intimate relationship with someone new, Egypt. I learned to make space when I spoke my truth, created safe spaces, identified my triggers and learned ways to relieve my anxiety.  I learned how to be kind and how to be present. Once I did these things my relationship with me was better and more stable.   Mental Day Playlist:  https://open.spotify.com/episode/27y4CEQxOgzpoxArSVLp5Z?si=0XPzwzOwSveoVzqKRIoKPg  

I’m discussing about being in a transitional period of my life and essentially starting over. Shedding light on how starting over isn’t bad, it gives you a chance to do better the next time with more expertise. The stages include giving yourself space, allowing yourself to travel, making a big move and then settling down. Song title “Us” by McClenney