Podcasts about Rebirth

reference: Sri Aurobindo and the Mother, The Psychic Being — Soul: Its Nature, Mission and Evolution, Section 4 The Afterlife and Rebirth, pg. 128This episode is also available as a blog post at https://sriaurobindostudies.wordpress.com/2026/07/19/nirvana-and-the-paths-of-return-to-the-life-in-the-world/Video presentations, interviews and podcast episodes are allavailable on the YouTube Channel https://www.youtube.com/@santoshkrinsky871More information about Sri Aurobindo can be found at www.aurobindo.net  The US editions and links to e-book editions of SriAurobindo's writings can be found at Lotus Press www.lotuspress.com#Sri Aurobindo #The Mother #yoga #integral yoga #spirituality #Nirvana #Devayana #Pitryana #rebirth #soul #psychic being

Fluent Fiction - Mandarin Chinese: Lost in Serenity: Mei Lin's Artistic Rebirth in a Hidden Temple Find the full episode transcript, vocabulary words, and more:fluentfiction.com/zh/episode/2026-07-21-07-38-19-zh Story Transcript:Zh: 在阳光的温暖照耀下，梅琳站在那座隐秘的寺庙前，面前是古老的雕刻建筑和盛开着莲花的静谧池塘。En: Under the warm sunlight, Mei Lin stood in front of the hidden temple, with ancient carved buildings and a tranquil pond blooming with lotuses in view.Zh: 寺庙坐落在翠绿的山峦之中，像是一片安宁的绿洲。En: The temple was nestled in lush green hills, like a peaceful oasis.Zh: 她在寻找灵感，但这远离城市的宁静让她有些不知所措。En: She was searching for inspiration, but the serenity away from the city left her somewhat at a loss.Zh: 这时，寺庙的僧人君走来，他身穿简朴的袈裟，面带平和的微笑。En: At that moment, the temple's monk, Jun, approached, dressed in simple monastic robes and wearing a peaceful smile.Zh: 说话间，他对梅琳充满了好奇，因为她的到来带来了他从未接触过的新世界。En: As they spoke, Jun was filled with curiosity about Mei Lin, as her arrival brought a new world he had never encountered.Zh: “你好，我是梅琳，我是一名画家。En: "Hello, I am Mei Lin.Zh: 最近，我感到与自己的文化脱节，不知道如何重新找到灵感。En: I am a painter.Zh: ”梅琳诚恳地说。En: Recently, I feel disconnected from my culture and don't know how to find inspiration again," Mei Lin said sincerely.Zh: “你好，梅琳。En: "Hello, Mei Lin.Zh: 我是君，这里的一名僧人。En: I am Jun, a monk here.Zh: 或许，我可以帮你。En: Perhaps I can help you," replied Jun in a gentle voice.Zh: ”君用温柔的声音回答道。En: Mei Lin felt a ray of hope.Zh: 梅琳感到一丝希望，她知道君的世界与她的完全不同，但她还是决定向他寻求指导。En: She knew that Jun's world was completely different from hers, but she decided to seek his guidance.Zh: 君考虑了一会儿，按耐住内心的犹豫，决定向梅琳展示寺庙里的一些古老艺术实践。En: After contemplating for a while, Jun decided to show Mei Lin some ancient art practices within the temple, despite his own inner hesitation.Zh: 随着端午节的临近，寺庙装饰着五颜六色的灯笼，池塘中莲花的倒影给节日增添了几分生机。En: As the Duanwu Festival approached, the temple was adorned with colorful lanterns, and the reflection of lotus flowers in the pond added liveliness to the festival.Zh: 君邀请梅琳参与庙里的传统仪式。En: Jun invited Mei Lin to participate in the temple's traditional ceremony.Zh: 梅琳抱着好奇与期待，跃入到浓厚的文化氛围中。En: With curiosity and anticipation, Mei Lin immersed herself in the rich cultural atmosphere.Zh: 仪式中的音乐、色彩和香气让梅琳沉醉于此，她忽然意识到，传统元素与现代风格可以完美融合。En: The music, colors, and fragrances of the ceremony intoxicated Mei Lin, and she suddenly realized that traditional elements and modern styles could blend perfectly.Zh: 参与完古老的端午节祭祀后，她萌生了全新的创作灵感。En: After participating in the ancient Duanwu Festival rituals, she was inspired with a new creative vision.Zh: 在离开寺庙时，梅琳带着崭新的信心。En: When leaving the temple, Mei Lin carried a renewed confidence.Zh: 她回到自己的工作室，创作出一系列融合传统图案与现代风格的作品，既表达了她的独特声音，又传递了她对文化根源的敬意。En: She returned to her studio and created a series of artworks blending traditional patterns with modern styles, expressing her unique voice and conveying her respect for her cultural roots.Zh: 这些作品精致而充满个性，展现了她在寺庙中的心灵领悟。En: These pieces were exquisite and full of character, showcasing the spiritual insights she gained at the temple.Zh: 君也因梅琳的作品，见识到了现代艺术的美丽。En: Jun was also amazed by Mei Lin's works, appreciating the beauty of modern art.Zh: 他开始欣赏变化与现代性，理解到多样性也能与简朴相得益彰。En: He began to admire change and modernity, understanding that diversity can complement simplicity.Zh: 在这个隐秘的寺庙里，梅琳找到了自我，君也学会了一点开放心扉。En: In this hidden temple, Mei Lin found herself, while Jun learned to open his heart a bit.Zh: 两人都在这次偶遇中得到了成长，世界也因此变得更加丰富与精彩。En: Both grew from this encounter, making the world richer and more vibrant as a result. Vocabulary Words:sunlight: 阳光hidden: 隐秘carved: 雕刻tranquil: 静谧pond: 池塘blooming: 盛开nestled: 坐落inspiration: 灵感serenity: 宁静sincerely: 诚恳contemplating: 考虑hesitation: 犹豫adorned: 装饰reflection: 倒影anticipation: 期待immersed: 沉醉ceremony: 仪式intoxicated: 沉醉blend: 融合creative: 创作vision: 想象confidence: 信心culture: 文化exquisite: 精致insights: 领悟modernity: 现代性diversity: 多样性complement: 相得益彰open: 开放vibrant: 精彩

What happens when you meet unconditional love at just three years old? Next on Grief and Rebirth, Lifelong seeker Sally Dukes joins the podcast to share the childhood near-death experience that guided her through breast cancer, loss, and a bold move to Greece. Diving into her new memoir, Drummer Girl: The Story of Life After Death, Sally reveals why she no longer fears dying and how sharing our hidden stories liberates the soul. Tune in for an inspiring reminder that your journey is unfolding with purpose.---✨ Grief & Rebirth: Healing Resources & Tools ✨

reference: Sri Aurobindo and the Mother, The Psychic Being — Soul: Its Nature, Mission and Evolution, Section 4 The Afterlife and Rebirth, pp. 127-128This episode is also available as a blog post at https://sriaurobindostudies.wordpress.com/2026/07/18/the-psychic-being-and-the-interlude-between-death-and-rebirth/Video presentations, interviews and podcast episodes are allavailable on the YouTube Channel https://www.youtube.com/@santoshkrinsky871More information about Sri Aurobindo can be found at www.aurobindo.net  The US editions and links to e-book editions of SriAurobindo's writings can be found at Lotus Press www.lotuspress.com#Sri Aurobindo #The Mother #yoga #integral yoga #spirituality #death #rebirth #soul #psychic being

If the last few weeks have felt like an “underworld” journey, you aren’t alone. As the rare “Basket” configuration peaks between July 20–26, the pieces are finally falling into place. This isn’t just another week of astrology—it is the start of a phoenix rebirth that is burning away your old life to make room for the new. In this transmission, Sabrina Lynn reveals the hidden narrative behind the chaos. From Mercury stationing direct to the fierce start of Leo Season, discover why these are the most magical two weeks of the year—and how to claim your soul power at this profound crossroads. The Soul's Transmission – The Burning Basket: The truth about why your old life had to “torch” itself this month. – The Final Pivot: How Mercury Direct is returning from the underworld with the answers you’ve been seeking. – A Lionhearted Shift: Moving from the depths of Cancer into the outward power of Leo Season. – Dark Goddess Truth: Why Kali, Medusa, and Hecate are standing with you at this crossroads. – The Grace of Jupiter: How to stop “healing” your life and start living it. ReWilding Tools for the Rebirth July Bones Workshop: Anchor Your Transformation Don’t get lost in the fire. This workshop is your grounding cord, helping you anchor these high-frequency shifts directly into your system. Instant Access to the Replay. Join Bones  The Magicians Bundle: Buy 2 Get 1 Free! Save $197 Command the Great Pivot with Jupiter, Uranus, and Merlin as your guides, this bundle provides the energetic toolkit to hold the “Big Magic” of this week. As the crossroads appear, use these practices to shift from “healing” your life to actively co-creating it with the universe. Claim the Magic Open until July 31 Jupiter Archetypal Journey: From Ashes to Abundance Jupiter's opposition to Pluto demands a choice: power struggles or soul expansion. This journey is designed to help you attune to the benevolence, joy, and lionhearted expression of the upcoming Leo Season. Explore the Jupiter Journey Open until July 31 ReWilding Weekly: Stay connected with our community and get practices, journal prompts, and deeper insights in your inbox. Subscribe here  _____ Listen to “The Most Magical Two Weeks of the Year Are Here (Don’t Miss It)“ podcast here… Topics Explored in “The Most Magical Two Weeks of the Year Are Here (Don’t Miss It)” podcast: (Times based off audio version) Timeline of the Rebirth (00:00) – We finally know what July was doing (01:10) – Sabrina's personal “underworld” journey (02:20) – What your soul was asking during the retrograde (03:46) – The Pivot: Putting insights into action (06:01) – Pluto & The Phoenix Rebirth: The ash and the fire (06:55) – Dark Goddesses: The demand for soul truth (10:30) – Jupiter in Leo: The most magical two weeks (12:10) – Monday: Power Dynamics & Jupiter/Pluto (14:48) – Wednesday: Leo Season begins (16:36) – Thursday: Mercury Direct & The Heart Opening You can leave a comment or question for Sabrina on the YouTube version of this episode. Listen to after “The Most Magical Two Weeks of the Year Are Here (Don’t Miss It)“: July 13–19 Astrology | One of the Rarest Weeks of 2026 DARK GODDESS SWORD OF TRUTH: Love & Liberation (Kali, Medusa, Lilith, Hecate, Persephone, Eris) HEKATE MEDITATION: Shadow Work for Reclaiming Witch + Medicine Woman STAY CONNECTED ReWilding Weekly (free, embodied astrology)  IG  Website  Disclaimer: Educational/spiritual perspectives; not medical/mental-health advice. #2025Shift #NewHuman #SpiritualAwakening Welcome to ReWilding with Sabrina Lynn & ReWilding for Women! A gifted facilitator of revolutionary inner work and the world's leading archetypal embodiment expert, Sabrina Lynn is the creator of the groundbreaking ReWilding Way and founder of ReWilding For Women. Sabrina has led more than 100,000 people through programs based on the ReWilding Way, a modality of healing and awakening that strips away the false, the deep wounds from early life, and the fears that hold people back, to reveal their true and unique soul light and help them build their innate capacity to shine it in the world. Her work includes in-person retreats and events, the monthly ReWilding Membership, Living Close to the Bone, Priest/ess Trainings, Mystery Schools, the ReWilding with the Archetypes, and the wildly popular 6 Faces of the Feminine workshop series. Welcome to ReWilding! The post 392 – The Most Magical Two Weeks of the Year Are Here (Don’t Miss It) appeared first on Rewilding for Women.

reference: Sri Aurobindo and the Mother, The Psychic Being — Soul: Its Nature, Mission and Evolution, Section 4 The Afterlife and Rebirth, pg. 127This episode is also available as a blog post at https://sriaurobindostudies.wordpress.com/2026/07/17/the-occult-mechanisms-behind-birth-and-death/Video presentations, interviews and podcast episodes are allavailable on the YouTube Channel https://www.youtube.com/@santoshkrinsky871More information about Sri Aurobindo can be found at www.aurobindo.net  The US editions and links to e-book editions of SriAurobindo's writings can be found at Lotus Press www.lotuspress.com#Sri Aurobindo #The Mother #yoga #integral yoga #spirituality #soul #psychic being #rebirth

Get ready for Lights, Camera, Action at Calvary!This summer, our pastoral team is stepping into the spotlight with a dynamic and inspiring blockbuster message series. Using powerful themes from some of Hollywoods most iconic films, well explore real-life stories and uncover spiritual truths that speak directly to our everyday livesjust like Jesus, who always used stories and illustrations when speaking to the crowds (Matthew 13:34). Invite your friends and family to step into the story with us this summer!

Welkom bij KARTON, de Nederlandse bordspellenpodcast waarin Jelle en Luuk iedere aflevering de wereld van bordspellen induiken. Van het laatste bordspellennieuws en aankomende releases tot eerlijke meningen, spelreviews, discussies en alles wat er speelt binnen de hobby. In deze aflevering bespreken we onder andere Kingdom Come: Deliverance, Rebirth, Flip 7, Dice Throne, Lorcana, DorfRomantik, The Resort, Kickstarter-projecten en nog veel meer. Daarnaast vertellen we over onze bijzondere VIP-uitnodiging bij 999 Games, waar we een exclusief kijkje achter de schermen kregen. 00:00 Intro 02:17 Nieuws 50:17 Vragen luisteraars 01:43: 55 Wat hebben wij gespeeld Natuurlijk delen we ook wat we zelf hebben gespeeld, beantwoorden we vragen uit de community en dwalen we regelmatig af naar de leukste zijpaden die een bordspelliefhebber maar kan bedenken. Ben jij gek op bordspellen, kaartspellen, solo games, familiespellen of expertspellen ? Dan ben je bij KARTON aan het juiste adres. Abonneer je op het kanaal zodat je geen enkele aflevering mist en laat in de reacties weten welk spel jij deze zomer op tafel legt en welke onderwerpen je graag terugziet in een volgende aflevering. KARTON is dé Nederlandse podcast voor iedereen die van bordspellen houdt. #karton #podcast #boardgames #bordspellen

reference: Sri Aurobindo and the Mother, The Psychic Being — Soul: Its Nature, Mission and Evolution, Section 4 The Afterlife and Rebirth, pg. 126This episode is also available as a blog post at https://sriaurobindostudies.wordpress.com/2026/07/16/the-meaning-of-existence-a-work-in-cosmic-time/Video presentations, interviews and podcast episodes are allavailable on the YouTube Channel https://www.youtube.com/@santoshkrinsky871More information about Sri Aurobindo can be found at www.aurobindo.net  The US editions and links to e-book editions of SriAurobindo's writings can be found at Lotus Press www.lotuspress.com#Sri Aurobindo #The Mother #yoga #integral yoga #spirituality #rebirth #death #soul #psychic being

This week, Rabbi Ari Lamm joins Mosaic's editor Jonathan Silver to discuss the biblical idea of election or chosenness. Rabbi Lamm has argued that Genesis itself is a long sequence of choosing and rejection—Adam over the animals, Abel over Cain, Isaac over Ishmael, Jacob over Esau—and that the Bible never once tells us why. We learn how God assesses a life after the fact; we are never shown the reasoning behind the choice itself. One midrash even imagines Abraham chosen by lottery. Rabbi Lamm suggests that this silence is deliberate: chosenness is a mystery, an acknowledgment of the limitations of human understanding. Naturally, the subject of chosenness has long been discussed within the Jewish tradition, and Rabbi Lamm focuses on the debate between Judah Halevi and Moses Maimonides about whether divine election is earned or something carried through inheritance. With this in mind, the conversation turns to the theological puzzle facing 17th-century English Christians: should Israel in Scripture be understood as the church or as the actual, literal, Jewish people? And once some concluded it meant the latter, an old the­ological problem became a new and productive one. Rabbi Menasseh ben Israel, the great Amsterdam sage at the center of that story, offered European thinkers a way to hold Jewish particularity and universal natural law together rather than against each other, and in doing so shaped the political thought of a nation. The conversation expands on themes Rabbi Lamm explored in his 2025 Sapir essay, "The Rebirth of Chosenness." This episode of The Tikvah Podcast is generously sponsored by Celine and Kenneth Weiss in memory of their parents. If you are interested in sponsoring an episode of The Tikvah Podcast, we invite you to join the Tikvah Ideas Circle. Visit tikvah.org/circle to learn more and join.

reference: Sri Aurobindo and the Mother, The Psychic Being — Soul: Its Nature, Mission and Evolution, Section 4 The Afterlife and Rebirth, pg. 126This episode is also available as a blog post at https://sriaurobindostudies.wordpress.com/2026/07/15/the-continuity-of-consciousness-across-the-boundaries-of-death-and-rebirth/Video presentations, interviews and podcast episodes are allavailable on the YouTube Channel https://www.youtube.com/@santoshkrinsky871More information about Sri Aurobindo can be found at www.aurobindo.net  The US editions and links to e-book editions of SriAurobindo's writings can be found at Lotus Press www.lotuspress.com#Sri Aurobindo #The Mother #yoga #integral yoga #spirituality #rebirth #death #soul #psychic being #consciousness

Red Method are back with their brand-new EP, ‘As in Life', which is out now via Depraved Records. An EP that explores unfiltered mental suffering, journeying through a barren landscape of dark themes including misanthropy, solipsism, angst, grief, disaffection, psychosis, and rejection. Their vision has never seemed clearer, and while their evolution might have been initially forced, they have taken control of it. Delivering a six-track EP that showcases where Red Method have come from and where they are going. Read the full review here: https://www.gbhbl.com/ep-review-red-method-as-in-life-depraved-records/ We spoke with vocalist, J S.A.N.G.R.E, bassist, Beardy, and guitarist, Yacka about the new EP, and the difficult journey the band has been on to get to this point. We spoke about what drives them, how performance is such a big part of who they are, how bright the future looks, and so much more. Find out more here: https://linktr.ee/redmethoduk Website: https://gbhbl.com/ LinkTree: https://linktr.ee/gbhbl Ko-Fi (Buy us a coffee): https://ko-fi.com/gbhbl Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/GBHBL Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/gbhbl/ Bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/gbhbl.com Threads: https://www.threads.net/@gbhbl Contact: gbhblofficial@gmail.com Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/gbhbl Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5A4toGR0qap5zfoR4cIIBo Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/hr/podcast/the-gbhbl-podcasts/id1350465865 Intro/Outro music created by HexedRiffsStudios YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCKSpZ6roX36WaFWwQ73Cbbg Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/hexedriffsstudio

¡Bienvenidos jugadores y jugadoras! Nos toca programa fresquito de verano para repasar la última actualidad lúdica, que se nos han acumulado las noticias. Hablamos de los recientes Spiel, con la histórica triple corona de Reiner Knizia. También tocamos el regreso triunfal de Vlaada por todo lo grande con un juego que va a ser orgullo checo en estado puro. Luego nos metemos con los juegos que más nos han estado gustando este verano. ¡Al lío! 0:00 Inicio y CUBE en Turnos Consecutivos 3:48 Spiel des Jahres 2026 (Jinxo, ReBirth) 15:03 Kingdom Come Deliverance (¡Vuelve Vlaada Chvátil!) 25:43 ¿Está cambiando la BGG? 37:33 Race Formula 90: El "amor de verano" de Samu 1:04:58 Catacombs: Juego de flicking y mazmorras definitivo 1:30:18 High Moon: Eurogame contenido 1:48:03 Despedida y cierre del programa

Have you ever put together a perfectly logical, data-backed presentation or sent a highly detailed company-wide email, only to be met with complete silence? Meanwhile, a seemingly trivial update or a random piece of news gets everyone talking. In this episode of Truth, Lies & Work, we unlock the secret to getting people to actually listen to you. It isn't about louder voices, longer emails, or bigger slide decks. It is entirely about storytelling. Our guest is Ellie Glason, a leading PR consultant for founders and former publishing specialist. Ellie explains why our brains are hardwired to ignore dry information dumps and how you can use the classic "Seven Basic Plots" of human storytelling to get instant buy-in from your team, your board, or the media.

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Single Parent Stroke Recovery: How Jeff Manuel Is Rebuilding His Life for His Kids Jeff Manuel was working two jobs to provide for his two teenage kids – a full-time role in electrical sales plus evening grocery-delivery shifts – when a stroke at 52 changed everything about how he could show up for them. Four years later, he’s not back to where he was. He’s become someone different, and by his own account, someone he likes better. A Normal Saturday Morning, Then Everything Changed Jeff’s stroke happened on a Saturday in March 2022, but the warning signs started the night before, on his last work shift. The next morning he made coffee, showered, and drove to drop off his kids’ things at their mother’s house in West Kelowna. When she opened the door, she immediately knew something was wrong – his face had visibly dropped. A local clinic ran a squeeze test that came back fine and prescribed inhalers for what they assumed was a breathing issue. It wasn’t until Jeff tried to pick up oranges with his left hand an hour later, and couldn’t, that they went to the hospital. A CT scan confirmed he’d had a stroke. He couldn’t move his arm or his leg. Raising Two Teenagers From a Hospital Bed Single parent stroke recovery comes with a particular kind of weight: the practical question of who looks after your kids while you can’t. Jeff and his ex-wife were separated but living close by, and when he was hospitalized for three months, she and their children – a boy and a girl, both thirteen at the time – stepped in to support him. She’s been doing a lot for me, and I really appreciate it. What could have been an awkward or strained dynamic instead became a stronger friendship than the one they’d had before the stroke. Jeff is candid about why the timing mattered to him: Thank goodness it happened when I was only fifty-two and not seventy-eight, when they’d got their families all grown up and their own worries. I didn’t want to be a worry to their father. His kids are now nearing graduation, and he stays in touch by text and phone, even though he doesn’t get to see them as often as he’d like. Two Years Learning to Live Again After hospital, Jeff moved into a residential rehabilitation program called Connect Communities, where he spent two years relearning basic independence – from walking to cooking to managing a wheelchair-accessible home. Progress wasn’t linear: partway through, his wheelchair tire caught on a mat and led to a fall that required a hip replacement, adding more recovery time on top of the stroke rehab. The program used occupational therapy milestones to unlock privileges – once he could complete a task within a set time, he earned the ability to grocery shop and cook for himself, working up to preparing a meal every night. That system became his bridge from full-time care toward the assisted living arrangement he’s in now, which he describes less as being stuck and more as “graduating” toward independent living. Managing Pain That Doesn’t Go Away Chronic pain has been one of the harder, more persistent parts of Jeff’s recovery – constant pain and tension on his left side, in his shoulder in particular. After four years of prescribed medication, Jeff made his own decision to stop his pharmaceutical pain pills and manage his pain with medicinal marijuana gummies instead, taken a few times a day. He credits them with helping not just with pain, but with sleep and digestion too. This is Jeff’s personal experience and decision, made under his own judgment about his body after years of living with it post-stroke – not a treatment recommendation, and as always, any change to medication should be made in consultation with your own medical team. A Rebirth, Not Just a Recovery What comes through most clearly in Jeff’s story isn’t the physical rehabilitation – it’s the internal shift alongside it. He describes the last ten years before his stroke as a period of grief he hadn’t fully processed, following the deaths of his mother and sister, and a tendency to put himself first that he says didn’t serve his family. The stroke, paradoxically, became the catalyst for the opposite: I’d like myself again because I know I’m a good person. He talks about his recovery in openly spiritual terms – leaning on his mother’s belief that “everything happens for a reason,” and describing his body’s limitations as temporary: “This is only part of your meat suit.” He’s quick to add that this reframing isn’t about denying the hard days. It’s about noticing small, cumulative wins: Sometimes you’re not aware of what’s happening, and then you think about it – I couldn’t do that yesterday, now I can. What Keeps Him Going Jeff found Recovery After Stroke the same way many listeners do – searching for answers in a hospital bed, trying to understand what had just happened to him. I’ve seen so many other people going through it. It really did help me. Now, four years on, he’s paying that forward by sharing his own story, pain and all, with the same honesty he found helpful when he needed it most. If Jeff’s story resonates with your own recovery – or your own path back to being fully present for the people who depend on you – Bill’s book, The Unexpected Way That A Stroke Became The Best Thing That Happened, digs deeper into this kind of transformation: recoveryafterstroke.com/book. If this show has helped you, you can support it directly at patreon.com/recoveryafterstroke. This blog is for informational purposes only and does not constitute medical advice. Please consult your doctor before making any changes to your health or recovery plan. Jeff Manuel: Raising My Kids Through a Stroke and Learning to Like Myself Again (Interview) A single dad’s 4-year journey from hospital to independence – raising his kids, relearning to cook, and rebuilding who he is. Highlights: 00:00 Jeff’s Journey: Single Parent Stroke Recovery04:01 The Day of the Stroke06:42 Personal Transformation Post-Stroke09:03 Rewiring the Brain and Recovery11:04 Support During Recovery13:32 Mindset and Spiritual Growth15:25 Challenges of Recovery18:52 Personal Transformation and Reflection20:24 Daily Life in Assisted Living24:01 Pain Management and Coping Strategies26:28 Future Aspirations and Independence28:13 Finding Community and Sharing Stories Transcript: Jeff’s Journey: Single Parent Stroke Recovery Jeff Manuel (00:00)Once you get over what has happened, you become a better person. I like myself again because I know I’m a good person. if it takes another four or five years to walk again, it takes that. But if I can get as many tools into my tool chest, I can use later in life. Bill Gasiamis (00:18)Welcome back Recovery After Stroke. I’m Bill Gassiamis. My guest today is Jeff Manuel, a single father of two teenagers who was working two jobs full time in electrical sales plus evening grocery delivery when he had a stroke at 52 that left him with left-side paralysis. Jeff describes his stroke as involving a clot and possibly a bleed as well. The exact clinical picture is something we talked through together in the episode. We get into what it’s like raising teenagers through three months in hospital and two years in residential rehab, and how his relationship with his ex-wife has changed since the stroke, how he’s learned to cook again with one hand and the pain management approach he’s landed for himself after four years of recovery. Quick note before we dive in, if you’re feeling stuck in your own recovery, I now offer one-on-one coaching for stroke survivors. It’s not therapy or medical treatment, it’s lived experience support, structure, accountability, and someone who’s actually been where you are, having survived three strokes myself. I only work with a small number of people at a time, so it stays meaningful. You can apply at recoveryafterstroke.com/momentum. If Jeff’s story resonated with you, I also wrote a book about my own experience called The Unexpected Way. That a stroke became the best thing that happened, it is available at recoveryafterstroke.com/book. And if this show has helped you, you can support it directly at patreon.com/recoveryafterstroke. Here’s my conversation with Jeff. BIll Gasiamis (01:58)Jeff Manuel. Welcome to the podcast. Jeff Manuel (02:01)Thanks for having me. BIll Gasiamis (02:01)Tell me a little bit about what life was like before stroke. What were your daily tasks? What kind of things did you get up to? Jeff Manuel (02:10)at the time I had two jobs. I had full time journal day and then after after the day job I would go and And I was I was before I was in a loop to try to catch up and Provide for my family. BIll Gasiamis (02:22)What kind of jobs did you do? Jeff Manuel (02:23)I was my last job was in sales, electrical sales. And I used to I would pick groceries for customers that were just driving by and picking up the groceries. So I’d pick mostly the the dry goods and have it ready for when they eat when they were ready to pick up the groceries. BIll Gasiamis (02:41)Was that the after hours job? Jeff Manuel (02:42)Pardon me? BIll Gasiamis (02:42)Was that the after hours task? Jeff Manuel (02:45)Yes. BIll Gasiamis (02:45)And how many hours a a week would a day would you say you were working then? Jeff Manuel (02:48)I’d be I’d probably have four four four shifts a week. Sometimes less. BIll Gasiamis (02:53)And on the day of one of your shifts. Jeff Manuel (02:54)It was manageable at the time. BIll Gasiamis (02:56)It was manageable. Jeff Manuel (02:57)Yes. BIll Gasiamis (02:57)And on the day of one of the shifts that you went to your regular job and then you did one of those shifts, how many hours would you say that? Jeff Manuel (03:06)Five hours. I believe I worked the five hours that was on my stroke happened on a Saturday. This was a Friday night. So I believe it was five hours. Cause I was started it at five and I finished at ten. BIll Gasiamis (03:07)The added So with your full time job, the regular job, that would be a normal eight hour day and then you would do an additional five hours? Jeff Manuel (03:30)Yes. BIll Gasiamis (03:30)Okay. And w other than work, what else did you get up to? Jeff Manuel (03:37)I’m a single father of two kids. So as much time as I could spend with him I spent with them even though we were not living in the same house. BIll Gasiamis (03:45)Understood. How old were the kids? Jeff Manuel (03:46)Thirteen. BIll Gasiamis (03:47)Two boys, two girls. Jeff Manuel (03:49)boy to give us BIll Gasiamis (03:50)Sorry, Jeff, what was that? Jeff Manuel (03:51)Boy and a girl, I’m sorry. BIll Gasiamis (03:52)A a boy and a girl. And you were working the extra hours to cover everybody and make sure they had everything they needed. Jeff Manuel (04:00)Yes. The Day of the Stroke BIll Gasiamis (04:01)And what what happened on the day of the stroke, Jeff? Jeff Manuel (04:05)Well, I woke up Saturday morning, everything was fine. Put on the coffee machine. Went and got a quick shower. Packed up my clothes cause I was going to to their house ’cause they lived with their mother in West Kelowna. And I was living in Peachland at the time. So I drove on the highway, popped into McDonald’s, cup of coffee, couple of sandwiches, and then they were just two minute drive away. knock on a door. She opens the door and she says, What the heck happened to you? I said, What do you mean? She said your face is on the ground. My whole left side, I guess, just collapsed. So then she says we’re going to the clinic. Is it okay? So go over does a squeeze test. I mean both hands, fine. And I was walking and talking and doing everything. Like nothing happened yet. I said the only the only issue I had was a little bit of breathing problems a couple of months previous. So we prescribe some inhalers and see if that helps. Mm got the inhalers, tried out an hour later. Didn’t do anything for me. Then I tried picking I had a shift at twelve o’clock and this was probably about eleven. And I went into the kitchen and tried picking up oranges with my left hand and I couldn’t grab it and put it in the bag and she said, We’re going to the hospital. So, okay. Then I was getting worried. So I didn’t know what it was. BIll Gasiamis (05:29)And and then you spent some time in hospital doing tests, were you? Jeff Manuel (05:32)Heard me? BIll Gasiamis (05:32)Then you spent some time at hospital, were they testing you? Jeff Manuel (05:34)Interested C D scan. Then he comes down and tells me that Mr. Manuel you had a stroke. Said okay. And then I still can’t comprehend what that actually meant. But I knew it was something wrong. And it wasn’t till the next day that I couldn’t move my arm or my leg. BIll Gasiamis (05:52)Mm-hmm. And how long ago was that, Jeff? Jeff Manuel (05:56)That was in Right of twenty twenty two. BIll Gasiamis (05:59)March of twenty twenty two. Jeff Manuel (06:01)Yes. BIll Gasiamis (06:01)Got it. And you seem to be quite still significantly emotionally upset about it. Do you find that you’re have a a few challenges about dealing with your emotions? Jeff Manuel (06:11)that’s cool. I’m sorry, Bible is not upset. It’s happiness. BIll Gasiamis (06:18)It’s happiness. Jeff Manuel (06:19)I’ve turned a big corner this year And I’m happy I’m happy where I am I’m happy for who I am This is just temporary. I know that. And I’ve learned to live with it for four years and it’s okay. I’m good. BIll Gasiamis (06:34)Lovely, man. So who are you now? Who are you now that you’re happy with who has turned the corner? Personal Transformation Post-Stroke Jeff Manuel (06:42)I’m I’m more of myself a long time ago with the name. In the last ten years it’s It’s just listening to other people having a broadcast and internalizing it and using it for the good. And trying to help people as much as I can. Even it just means a smile and hey you’re doing a great job. That means the world to people. And for some people they can’t say it, so I’d say it for them. BIll Gasiamis (07:02)Mm. So the the the guy from ten years ago wasn’t happy. What was wrong with that guy? Like what is it that he wasn’t doing that wasn’t serving you? Jeff Manuel (07:15)I wasn’t paying attention to what I had to pay attention to my my wife and kids. I was up north and in the North Territories, which is Canada’s Arctic, for twelve years. Awesome years. Beautiful people. BIll Gasiamis (07:32)And what were you doing there? What was the task? Jeff Manuel (07:35)Doing a couple of different jobs. My last job was I was assistant manager of like a Costco. But it was a a locally owned Inn Valley store, so BIll Gasiamis (07:42)I went Jeff Manuel (07:46)When my boss would be out of town I would have to look after the stores and transfer to other parts of the Arctic. BIll Gasiamis (07:46)And were you away from your family at that time? Did that have you away from your family? Jeff Manuel (07:55)No, my family lived right in the same community, so BIll Gasiamis (07:57)Uh-huh. And what you you weren’t satisfied with the way you were going about life? What was the difference between now and then? Because you’re quite co comfortable suggesting that there’s been a shift, a change? Were how how were you not Jeff Manuel (08:13)I was drinking way too much. And then along with grief. BIll Gasiamis (08:18)What was the grief in relation to? Jeff Manuel (08:19)my mother and my sister had passed away from cancer. But like pretty close to tw twenty years ago now. So and recently it’s been my brother. So it’s been I’ve been thinking a lot about that. BIll Gasiamis (08:32)And were you using alcohol to cope before the stroke? Jeff Manuel (08:34)Yes. BIll Gasiamis (08:35)And did that mess up your relationships? Jeff Manuel (08:36)Not necessarily. BIll Gasiamis (08:37)How how was it that you weren’t doing the right thing by your family? Jeff Manuel (08:41)I’m just thinking more about myself than others. BIll Gasiamis (08:44)Putting yourself first. Jeff Manuel (08:46)Yes. BIll Gasiamis (08:46)Mm-hmm. Got it. And then the stroke happened and how did that change everything? Because the stroke made you unwell. It put you in hospital. But how did that shift the way that you behaved and the the way you went about life? Rewiring the Brain and Recovery Jeff Manuel (09:03)Well, in this is my fourth year, so this year I know that my brain is rewiring itself because I can see minuscule changes every single day. And sometimes you’re not aware of what what what’s happening and well then you think about it and I couldn’t do that yesterday, now I can do it. BIll Gasiamis (09:24)understood. And hello Jeff Manuel (09:26)And it’s a it’s a it’s it’s a positive positive thing that happens to you every single day. BIll Gasiamis (09:32)Got it, I appreciate that. So you’re seeing small significant changes that are adding up and you’re getting results from that. And it’s been for years now. Jeff Manuel (09:40)Yes. I’m happy to say BIll Gasiamis (09:41)Understood. That’s excellent. Now, what kind of stroke was it? Did they determine the cause and have they put you on some kind of medication or program to prevent another one? What was the issue with the stroke? Jeff Manuel (09:54)No, it was a hemorrhagic stroke on the the right side. Yeah, I was prescribed a whole bunch of pills and stuff. I guess it helped at the beginning. I couldn’t tell. BIll Gasiamis (10:03)Did they tell you what caused the brain hemorrhage? Do you know? Jeff Manuel (10:06)the the doctor said said there was a clot in my this part of the artery on the my right side and my neck. And he also told me that I had a heart attack the week before. But I didn’t see it, I think. It was just a mark one, I guess. BIll Gasiamis (10:21)So so was So was it a brain hemorrhage or an ischemic stroke? Jeff Manuel (10:27)Maybe it’s a brain hemorrhage. BIll Gasiamis (10:28)Bleed in the brain? Jeff Manuel (10:29)Yes. BIll Gasiamis (10:30)Okay. But the clot usually refers to an ischemic stroke, which is like a very different from a a bleed on the brain. Jeff Manuel (10:39)No, the it was just the vein that was clouded. BIll Gasiamis (10:41)Uh-huh. As well as a brain hemorrhage. Jeff Manuel (10:43)Yes. BIll Gasiamis (10:43)So you were really going through it. You had a heart attack, a clot issue and a brain hemorrhage all at the same time? Jeff Manuel (10:49)Yes. BIll Gasiamis (10:49)Wow. Under. Got it. So how long did you spend in hospital, Jeff? Jeff Manuel (10:55)I was there from march twelfth to June fourth ninth in the hospital. BIll Gasiamis (11:02)About three months. Support During Recovery Jeff Manuel (11:04)Yes. BIll Gasiamis (11:04)And who was there to support you during that time? Because if you’re if you’re no longer married and you live separately from your your former wife, who was by your side? How how did you get through that time? Jeff Manuel (11:18)That’s funny because it was my ex wife and my children. She would bring in to see me and f they would feed me and look after me. BIll Gasiamis (11:28)That’s very cool. She stepped up. Jeff Manuel (11:31)She did she’ve been doing a lot for me. And I really appreciate it. BIll Gasiamis (11:35)Yeah, that is lovely. And then you left from the hospital. At some point they dismissed you or discharged you. Did you have to go into rehab after that to try and get your your left side up back up on board? Jeff Manuel (11:51)Well, in the hospital I was doing really hard but but I couldn’t I could still couldn’t walk or go up steps or anything, but they applied to put me into Connect. It’s called Connect Communities. And there was a whole bunch of different houses you live in. And it’s like you have your own room, you have your shower days, and you get fed three meals a day. But everything was wheelchair accessible. And it was the best two years I had. There was that place was amazing. The people were amazing. And what they offered ya and taught you was amazing. BIll Gasiamis (12:26)Yeah. It sounds like you’ve gone on qu quite a spiritual kind of shift, some kind of a journey, an internal journey as well as the physical healing of your body. Jeff Manuel (12:35)Exactly. This I can live with. This is only part of your meat suit you’re aiming your leg. It all depends on what’s upstairs and how you can teach p other people to live with what’s happening. BIll Gasiamis (12:49)What’s one of the biggest things that you learnt when you were in there, by the time you left after two years? Because at the beginning I imagine you wouldn’t have been as upbeat, as positive as you are now. Mindset and Spiritual Growth Jeff Manuel (13:02)No, because You still are learning your your limits of being disabled or paralyzed. You still gotta live it’s like a regrowth. You learn from a baby again to crawl and then walk. And it’s like up until then it’s learning you think about things if you have to use the watchroom you think about it like twenty five different times before you actually use it. It’s a like a learning process. And I’m just starting to learn again. BIll Gasiamis (13:37)So it sounds like the biggest recovery that you had that’s been the most meaningful then was that kind of mindset part of your recovery, the spiritual part of your recovery. Jeff Manuel (13:47)I I I think once you get over what has happened, you become a better person. But I I’d like myself again because I know I’m a good person. And if it takes another four or five years to walk again, it takes that. But if I can get as many tools into my tool chest, I can use later in life. BIll Gasiamis (14:09)Yeah. Yeah. And you know what I love about that is you’re kind of setting an example for your kids, right? Y they may not know it and Jeff Manuel (14:16)I tried to my best to set an example because I always said, Thank goodness it happened when I was only fifty two and not seventy eight when they got their families all grown up and their own worries. Didn’t want to be wrong about their father. They stepped up and being adults when they were thirteen. BIll Gasiamis (14:34)Yeah. Were you also a smoker then? Jeff Manuel (14:35)Yes. BIll Gasiamis (14:36)Okay. Jeff Manuel (14:36)I did quit three months before going into hospital but I’m back smoking again, so BIll Gasiamis (14:41)You’re back smoking again at the moment? Jeff Manuel (14:43)Yes. BIll Gasiamis (14:44)And drinking? Jeff Manuel (14:44)The occasional drink. I’ve tested my limitations and see where it led. But I don’t I don’t over anything, I’m sorry. BIll Gasiamis (14:50)Can I be can I be Can I be perfectly blunt with you? Jeff Manuel (14:57)Yes, you can. BIll Gasiamis (14:58)Why don’t you reduce the amount of time it takes for you to get on your feet from four years to a s a shorter amount of time? And the best way to do that and avoid another stroke and be a real example for your kids is to stop smoking and drinking. That’ll make you more in a in put you more in the zone of allowing your brain to heal rather than continuously putting it in a space where healing is not possible. Challenges of Recovery Jeff Manuel (15:25)So understood. BIll Gasiamis (15:26)I know the challenge with smoking and drinking is beyond just putting it down and not touching it. I know it’s linked to a lot of other emotions and a lot of other things. I used to smoke and drink as well. But the work to be done is in the it’s in when you don’t have those things to go back to to regulate your emotions or change your mindset, that’s where the work is need to be done. You need to pick up the skills that make it possible you for you to deal with those particular emotions or those particular things that are going on that make you drink, that make you smoke. And that will enable you to also deal with those challenges of the grief that you’ve suffered in the past. And also will simultaneously make the right environment for healing the brain. And that should speed up the amount of time it takes for you to get back on your feet. Jeff Manuel (16:20)That’s gonna be my start processing. BIll Gasiamis (16:22)Yeah. I thought you know, we’re here to be honest and frank, and you’re being honest and frank. And I thought, well, I might as well just put it out there. There’s a lot of people that want to get better after stroke, and sometimes they’re doing the things that are getting in the way of recovery without realizing that they’re getting in the way of their own recovery. And that’s kinda like my job, you know, is to sort of say, Hey, here’s a mirror, pay attention to this. Have you seen this before? Are you aware of this? And and then that way, maybe together. You know, we’ve learned something today and we can overcome and then we can move forward a little better. Jeff Manuel (16:56)That’s good advice. BIll Gasiamis (16:57)Are you back to independent living now? Jeff Manuel (16:59)No, no, no. I mean long term care. I was in BIll Gasiamis (17:02)Yep. Tell me about that. Jeff Manuel (17:03)It’s it’s it’s it’s good for me right now for what I need. two years ago I had broken my my hip, so I had to get a hip replacement. So it was extremely hard trying to get your legs into the bed. BIll Gasiamis (17:17)Did you have a fall because of the stroke? Jeff Manuel (17:20)Not because of the stroke, but there was a a mat that that my tire got jammed into. BIll Gasiamis (17:26)The wheelchair tire. Jeff Manuel (17:27)Yeah. BIll Gasiamis (17:29)man, I got it. Jeff Manuel (17:30)It just slowed down my my mobility a bit in my rehab of the the walking but but it was okay. I got through it. BIll Gasiamis (17:42)Got it. And they did a they did a hip replacement. Jeff Manuel (17:46)Yes. BIll Gasiamis (17:46)Understood. So then there was some rehabilitation associated to the hip replacement as well to get you back on your feet. Jeff Manuel (17:55)Well, caught sorta say get me on my feet, get me in the wheelchair. Yeah. it was another six weeks in hospital. BIll Gasiamis (18:00)Yeah, got it. Okay. Yeah. You had a quite a journey, man. Like a lot of sort of downtime as a result of this condition and then all the little complications and bumps in the road. How have you sort of dealt with that mentally? Have you had somebody to talk to? Have you done some therapy? Like how is it that you’ve been been managing to, you know, wrap your head around all of this stuff? Jeff Manuel (18:30)and my mom always had a good say and she said everything happens for a reason. We just don’t know what that reason is at that time. And it’s like, okay, this had happened to me, so now I’m getting to learn why it happened because this is the rebirth of me. In my journey. I’m not the guy I was four years ago or five years ago. I’m me now. Somebody different. Personal Transformation and Reflection BIll Gasiamis (18:52)Mm-hmm. Had you had you in those last ten years before the stroke, had you forgotten about that side of you, that kind of spiritual element of you that you’ve rediscovered? Was it lost in the grief and in the drinking and in the all the work? Jeff Manuel (19:09)It went away somewhere, I don’t know exactly where it went, but it went away. You know, being being on this on this side of the the grass, I guess, I don’t know how you would say it, but going through the healthcare system, you get to see a whole lot of people. And y and you you can sense their their expressions and stuff. A lot of good people. A lot of good people too. BIll Gasiamis (19:32)How’s your relationship with with your former wife and kids now? Are they nearby? Do you see them often? Jeff Manuel (19:37)And they are nearby, but I don’t see as often as you want. I see at least probably about once a month. Well, we’re in contact, we text each other and phone each other every now and then. to graduate next year, so BIll Gasiamis (19:47)Are the kids in school? they’re graduating, so they’ve been busy with school and Jeff Manuel (19:53)Their friends and stuff, so BIll Gasiamis (19:54)Pretty normal. Jeff Manuel (19:56)Yeah, that’s normal teenagers. BIll Gasiamis (19:57)Yeah, understood. And your relationship with your ex wife, is it very cordial? Do you guys get along, even though you guys are exes and Jeff Manuel (20:05)Yeah. Yeah, we get we always got along, but we’ve been way better friends the last couple of years. BIll Gasiamis (20:14)Yeah. That sounds like it’s a it’s a great relief for you. And also she’s able to really kinda take care and help out with the children. Jeff Manuel (20:24)Exactly. Daily Life in Assisted Living BIll Gasiamis (20:24)What is a day like in your facility there where you live? What what do you guys get up to? How do they keep you occupied? What’s it what’s that like? Jeff Manuel (20:33)There is a there’s a you have breakfast at eight to ten and then lunches from twelve to one and dinners from five to six. And then you have the rec department that do little games and stuff in the activity room. I usually go out and and enjoy the fresh air and the sun. It’s warming up here. much fresh year and San John I can get the better. BIll Gasiamis (20:55)And And do you have a few people that live in the facility with you? Is it quite a large facility? How many people are in there? Jeff Manuel (21:05)yeah, there’s three different floors. I’m on the main floor. And there’s probably BIll Gasiamis (21:10)Mm-hmm. Jeff Manuel (21:13)Probably two hundred people, two fifty in three floors. BIll Gasiamis (21:16)Mm-hmm. A lot of people that I’ve spoken to in the past about those types of facilities get really down about They kind of don’t feel like they should be there or need to be there. How do you manage being there? Jeff Manuel (21:29)I’m not totally at the point where I can go live by myself. Right now I still need I still need this. Until I can afford something that is realistic. And you have to be realistic. You gotta think about things a hundred and fifty times more than you would regularly think about things. BIll Gasiamis (21:34)So it’s a cent. Jeff Manuel (21:47)I can still cook, but Right now I gotta concentrate on being me. BIll Gasiamis (21:51)And getting better. And getting back on your feet. Jeff Manuel (21:54)Exactly. BIll Gasiamis (21:54)So you can still cook, which is awesome. So you adapted to cooking with one arm? Jeff Manuel (21:59)yeah, no problem. As long as you you know what you can do, your limitations, you can do anything. BIll Gasiamis (22:04)What’s the hardest part about preparing food with one arm? Jeff Manuel (22:07)Well, you it’s pretty hard to make a salad with one arm ’cause you can’t hold the tomato or the cucumber with the other. That’s about it. That’s where you get the you can get these the plastic cutting boards that have spikes in So you just lay out your vegetables. And then you can use the one hand to cut it off. BIll Gasiamis (22:27)And is cooking encouraged to cook for yourself or is that just part of your occupational therapy? Jeff Manuel (22:34)at Connect you kinda you led up to being able to cook so the O T would give you a certain task and if you could achieve that task within a certain time limit you you would get X amount of dollars per week to go grocery shopping so you could cook for yourself. usually and every night I would cook a meal for myself. And then that graduated into becoming more self sufficient for myself so I could go in assisted living. So they found a place on the west side in assisted living and I lived there for a year and two years. BIll Gasiamis (22:55)And the Jeff Manuel (23:09)Like just threw you throws your curveball. BIll Gasiamis (23:11)Yeah, it sure does. Jeff Manuel (23:11)And up there, but but you know what? I kinda like it. Because you get to meet people, you have discussions. When you when you’re dying for communication You can talk to anybody. BIll Gasiamis (23:22)Yeah. Your facility there, there’s is there a lot of downtime? Do you guys get to intermingle and connect with each other and share spaces together? Jeff Manuel (23:34)Yeah. We can do that. Until we up in the morning and that we go to bed tonight. BIll Gasiamis (23:40)Yeah. So it sounds like it’s the great kind of a great place for you, like a a like a space between being independent again to kind of help you get through all the things you need to get through before you qu kind of was it like graduate to independence, I suppose. Is that like i is w is that how you would describe it? Pain Management and Coping Strategies Jeff Manuel (24:01)That’s that’s pretty good. I think to me now mentally the better I can become, the better my whole body will become. BIll Gasiamis (24:08)Hmm. What would be the hardest part of this stroke journey for you that that you kind of would be able to recall from all of this journey, the thing that was the hardest for you to deal with or overcome or or be challenged by? Jeff Manuel (24:24)Still still deal with the post stroke pain. It’s the hardest. BIll Gasiamis (24:30)The fatigue. Jeff Manuel (24:31)The the constant pain. BIll Gasiamis (24:33)the pain. Yep. Is that on your left side? Jeff Manuel (24:35)And arm, leg and shoulder, yeah, all on the left side. BIll Gasiamis (24:39)Do they medicate you for that? Do they try and give you some kind of pain relief? Jeff Manuel (24:43)No, I found my own. More medicine. BIll Gasiamis (24:45)Understood. And is that manageable then now the pain? Does it kind of help ease the pain? Jeff Manuel (24:50)Yes, it does. BIll Gasiamis (24:51)Okay. Jeff Manuel (24:52)It eases it away for me and and helps me not think about it. BIll Gasiamis (24:57)Uhhuh. Understood. So is the smoking related to medic medicinal marijuana, perhaps? Jeff Manuel (25:04)No, I ’cause I don’t smoke it. I it’s take the gummies. BIll Gasiamis (25:07)okay. So it’s it’s medicinal marijuana then. Jeff Manuel (25:09)Yeah. Well it’s all legal in Canada, so BIll Gasiamis (25:11)The the Yeah, it’s legal almost everywhere now. And it sounds like it’s actually very supportive of a lot of people that gummies sin seem to be a good alternative to you know, like the the Yeah. Or and also for some people it seems to be a better solution than the pharmaceutical painkillers. Jeff Manuel (25:25)Smoking it. Yeah, these are I I g I s had to stop taking my pharmaceutical pills altogether. BIll Gasiamis (25:40)Why were they causing Jeff Manuel (25:41)After af after four years I should know what’s happening to my body. I didn’t feel no but it no better after four years of taking the drugs. So I decided no more drugs. I’ll just have a gummy, figure out how I feel. BIll Gasiamis (25:53)Yeah. Jeff Manuel (25:57)Yes, this is working. I like it. BIll Gasiamis (25:59)How often do you have to take it? Jeff Manuel (26:01)Mm. Wait, four four times a day. BIll Gasiamis (26:03)Okay. So you notice when it’s starting to wear off? Jeff Manuel (26:06)Yeah, it’s only when it comes to extremes that it would take another BIll Gasiamis (26:09)And it helps you sleep, I imagine. Jeff Manuel (26:10)It helps the whole body. From your digestion and it has helped me. BIll Gasiamis (26:14)Yeah. Jeff Manuel (26:14)And actually sleep also. Sleeping eight, nine hours a day. BIll Gasiamis (26:17)Wow, that’s great, man. Do you have a lot of contact with your medical team, the people who helped you through the early phases? Do you have regular follow ups or anything like that to check in with them? Future Aspirations and Independence Jeff Manuel (26:28)No, sir. I haven’t once. BIll Gasiamis (26:30)Does does the facility there have medical professionals that you can access? Jeff Manuel (26:33)Yes. Does the doctor assigned to me? That comes every supposed to come up every three or four weeks. BIll Gasiamis (26:41)So what’s one of the things that you hope to do after you graduate from being in assisted care to being in independent living? Jeff Manuel (26:52)It’d probably have to be assist lived against. BIll Gasiamis (26:54)So again. Jeff Manuel (26:55)Assisted living. BIll Gasiamis (26:56)Yeah. My question was when you do kind of graduate from being in the assisted living to being independent in your own place again, what’s something that you’re kind of looking forward to be able to do? Jeff Manuel (27:10)The independence BIll Gasiamis (27:11)Can you have guests come and visit you at the facility that you’re at and hang out with you for the day? Jeff Manuel (27:18)Yeah. And if I want, I can transfer in the vehicle and we can go somewhere else. BIll Gasiamis (27:23)Understood. So Jeff, somehow you came across my podcast. What was it that made you do the search and find it? Jeff Manuel (27:29)Well, as soon as I was when I was in the hospital I started searching up stroke and disability and everything started popping up on my YouTube page and then I seen podcast recovery after stroke, so I started watching it and within the last year seen so many other people going through what you you’re going through. It inspired me. It really did help me. BIll Gasiamis (27:59)And then you thought it was time to tell your story. Jeff Manuel (28:00)Yes. BIll Gasiamis (28:01)Yeah. Good move. I really appreciate you reaching out, letting me know what was happening to you, what you were going through, and also joining me on the podcast. Thank you so much for your time. Finding Community and Sharing Stories Jeff Manuel (28:13)Thank you, Bill. Bill Gasiamis (28:14)Well, thanks so much to Jeff for coming on the show and being so open about what the last four years have actually looked like. The hospital stay, the rehab, the setbacks, and the mindset shifts that came with all of that. If there’s one thing to take from this conversation, it’s Jeff’s line. I’d like myself again because I know I’m a good person. That’s recovery in a sentence. Not just getting your body back, but finding your way back to yourself. If you’re feeling stuck in your own recovery the way Jeff once did, I offer one-on-one coaching for stroke survivors, structure, accountability, and support from someone who’s lived it. You can apply at recoveryafterstroke.com/momentum. If you’re a parent navigating your own recovery or you know someone who is, please share this episode with them. My book, The Unexpected Way That a Stroke Became the Best Thing That Happened. is now available at recoveryafterstroke.com/book. And if this show has helped you, you can support it at patreon.com/recoveryafterstroke. Thanks for listening. I’ll see you in the next episode. 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Rev. Amanda Robertson led a week long retreat at Shasta Abbey, June 21-28 2026, looking at the Buddha's teaching of Karma. Her talks guide us toward how we can work with Karma in our own practice, and understand it for ourselves.YouTube: https://youtu.be/S4ey4fSCt0ATwitter/X: @shastaabbey

How I Learned to Connect with the Spirit World and Heal My GriefRenowned evidential medium Marilyn Whall joins the show to discuss her new book, GROWING: A Soul's Journey, and her own path toward a profound spiritual awakening. Host Irene Weinberg explores the essential shift from ego-driven living to soul-centered wisdom, offering survivors a path to release heavy emotional burdens. They discuss the true nature of soulmates, the healing potential of simple meditation, and why leaning into personal growth serves the entire collective. This conversation reveals practical ways you'll step outside the conditioning of daily life to discover genuine joy again.IN THIS EPISODE, YOU'LL HEAR ABOUT THINGS LIKE:How the soul body presents itself in the afterlife as a silhouette of light.The reality of soul groups, friends, and connections woven by invisible threads.Why finding peace through simple meditation can settle us down during difficult life events.How our personal growth acts as a direct gift to the entire collective.Ways to step outside the box of conditioning and live from the soul rather than the ego.WATCH ON YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VTiIF9V1gBQ&list=PL7judgDzhkAWmfyB5r5WgFD6ahombBvoh

I share a small tidbit of what the REBIRTH of the Cactus Juice Podcast will be about and what to expect.

What if the pain your child carries began not at their birth, but at yours?Josh Trent welcomes Eyla Cuenca, Birth Trauma Alchemist and Doula, to the Wellness + Wisdom Podcast, episode 825, to explore why birth trauma lives in the body for decades, how unprocessed grief silently passes from mother to child across generations, and why the moment a woman stops making someone else the villain in her birth story is the moment real healing finally begins.In This Episode, Eyla Cuenca Uncovers:(03:50) How Generational Baggage Shapes Birth(09:25) Unconscious Agreements in Child Birth(14:20) Men's Role in Child Birth(20:45) The Dogma Of Free Birth(27:00) The Alchemy of Birth and Trauma Healing(30:00) From Trauma to Peace, Power, and Wisdom(36:15) Readiness Is the Signal(41:40) Pain Shouldn't Be Part of The Body(48:55) The Dangers of Ultrasound(57:35) Receiving Is the Lesson(01:01:55) The Man's Daily Death and Rebirth(01:08:15) The Third Entity within a Sacred Union(01:13:10) Learning from Your Children

This week Andrew Sacher (editor at BrooklynVegan and host of their BV Weekly podcast) peeked into the TTYG hole and extolled the virtues of The Menzingers' On the Impossible Past. We also got a sneak peek at Andrew's upcoming book Emo Revival: Community, DIY, and Rebirth in Post-Hardcore and Emo (spoilers: Foxing mentioned).Also up for emo-scussion (that's discussion by Carly Rae Jepsen): A furtive review of what nostalgia feels like per Carl Jung, the world's worst Pokémon analogy is deployed and every single emo-adjacent band is named along with the year of their albums and a horoscope of their fates. Bands referenced in this episode include: Paramore, Foxing (a lot) Modern Baseball, Algernon Cadwallader, Hop Along, Joyce Manor, Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, Panic! At the Disco, and basically every other emo band 2008-2018. Also Jawbreaker. You can find BV weekly here or wherever else podcasts are found. You can also preorder Emo Revival here on Amazon or your local bookstore. I would've done the hotter and more ethical thing by linking back to the publisher at Clash Books, but their copies are SOLD OUT so you know its gonna be a hit. 10/10 You're Great is presented by The Alternative. Support the site and our show on Patreon.Follow us on Instagram. You can also find Chris @ChrisFavata on most social media sites.Call the Hot Hotline: 360-559-2371Send an email: 1010youregreat@gmail.com Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

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Moses and the Phases of Vision In the recent sermon titled "Moses - EP6 7.12.26," the story of Moses as depicted in Exodus 3 and Exodus 4 is used to explore the development of leadership and vision in the context of faith. The sermon emphasizes the idea that effective leadership is developed over time and through various phases, as explained by Dr. J. Robert Clinton in "The Making of a Leader." The Phases of a Godly Vision The sermon outlines the four phases of a vision anchored in God's call: Birth of a Vision: This is the initial spark of an idea for God's kingdom. For Moses, this began with the vision of delivering the Israelites from slavery. Death of the Vision: This phase is marked by obstacles and setbacks that cause doubt and abandonment of the vision. Moses experienced this when he fled to Midian after his initial attempt to lead ended in failure. Rebirth of the Vision: God rekindles the vision, as seen when He appeared to Moses in the burning bush at Exodus 3:10, commanding him to return to Egypt and lead his people to freedom. Fulfillment of the Vision: This occurs when the vision becomes reality, as Moses eventually leads the Israelites out of Egypt. Moses' Objections and God's Responses Moses raised several objections to God's renewed call: "Who am I?" (Exodus 3:11): Moses doubted his worthiness, but God assured him, "I will be with you" (Exodus 3:12). "What if they do not believe me?" (Exodus 4:1): God provided Moses with signs like turning his staff into a snake (Exodus 4:2-4) to prove His presence. "I am slow of speech" (Exodus 4:10): God reassured Moses, "I will help you speak" (Exodus 4:11-12). Despite these reassurances, Moses initially resisted, saying, "Please send someone else" (Exodus 4:13). However, God's anger was kindled, and He provided Aaron to assist Moses, demonstrating that God equips those He calls. Vision and Leadership The sermon suggests that every believer is called to have a vision for God's kingdom, whether grand or modest. It highlights that visions are not always about monumental tasks like Nehemiah's rebuilding of Jerusalem's walls, but can be simple acts of faith and obedience, akin to the servant girl's vision for Naaman's healing. Reflection and Call to Action The sermon concludes with a call for self-reflection: Do you know God's vision for your life? Are you willing to pursue it, despite objections or fears? It encourages believers to pray for clarity and to rely on God's strength to fulfill His purposes. The message is clear: God can resurrect visions that seem dead when we acknowledge our limitations and depend on Him. In closing, the sermon reminds us that a relationship with Jesus is foundational for receiving and pursuing a God-given vision. As Jesus transforms our hearts, He enables us to serve His kingdom purposefully. For further reflection, consider reading Exodus 3-4 to see how God's interactions with Moses can inspire your own journey of faith and leadership.

This might be one of the deepest conversations I've had about healing, doing the work, and my journey back to God. It really ties together a lot of what you've heard me talk about over the past couple of years in an actionable and applicable way. My new friend David Binns invited me onto his podcast, The Catalyst Project. He asked some intense questions. I'm sharing that conversation with you on this episode. This is for you if you're on the healing path and need some extra direction, or if you're questioning your relationship with God. Let's dive in. In this episode: 0:00 Intro 5:49 "Getting" God 10:48 This Changed Everything 17:22 The Men's Space Reckoning 22:30 The House Idol 29:38 What Actually IS Healing? 33:41 If You're Not THERE Yet With God 40:33 The Obstacle To Success 46:03 My Ultimate Objective ---

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Can our souls continue to evolve even after we cross over? In this powerful upcoming episode with returning guest, internationally respected evidential medium and author Marilyn Whall returns to the show to share profound insights from her new book, Growing, A Soul's Journey.Discover the healing messages of hope she brings through from the spirit world, and get a beautiful, loving reminder that your connection to lost loved ones never truly ends. Because indeed, love never dies.---✨ Grief & Rebirth: Healing Resources & Tools ✨

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Fluent Fiction - Italian: Rebirth at Villa d'Este: A Journey of Renewal and Hope Find the full episode transcript, vocabulary words, and more:fluentfiction.com/it/episode/2026-07-10-07-38-19-it Story Transcript:It: Il sole estivo brillava alto nel cielo sopra i giardini di Villa d'Este a Tivoli.En: The summer sun shone high in the sky above the gardens of Villa d'Este in Tivoli.It: Luca, con passo lento e misurato, attraversava il viale principale, circondato da colori vivaci e profumi estivi.En: Luca, with a slow and measured step, walked through the main avenue, surrounded by vibrant colors and summer fragrances.It: La sua recente malattia respiratoria aveva ridotto la sua forza, ma il desiderio di sentire di nuovo il mondo vibrante intorno a lui era troppo grande per essere ignorato.En: His recent respiratory illness had reduced his strength, but the desire to feel the vibrant world around him again was too great to ignore.It: Accanto a lui camminavano Francesca e Marco, i suoi amici di lunga data.En: Beside him walked Francesca and Marco, his long-time friends.It: "Luca, stai andando benissimo," disse Francesca con un sorriso incoraggiante.En: "Luca, stai andando benissimo," said Francesca with an encouraging smile.It: Marco aggiunse, "Abbiamo tutto il tempo del mondo.En: Marco added, "We have all the time in the world.It: Goditi questo momento."En: Enjoy this moment."It: Luca annuì, inspirando profondamente il profumo dolce dei fiori che decoravano il percorso.En: Luca nodded, breathing in the sweet scent of the flowers that decorated the path.It: Le terrazze ornate e le fontane scintillanti rendevano quel luogo speciale, un paradiso di tranquillità che prometteva guarigione e pace.En: The ornate terraces and sparkling fountains made that place special, a paradise of tranquility that promised healing and peace.It: Ogni giorno, Luca si impegnava a camminare un po' di più.En: Every day, Luca committed to walking a bit more.It: A volte si fermava, posando la mano sul petto per calmare il respiro affannoso.En: Sometimes he stopped, placing his hand on his chest to calm his labored breathing.It: Ma non importava quanto lentamente si muovesse, sapeva di star facendo progressi.En: But no matter how slowly he moved, he knew he was making progress.It: Ogni passo era una piccola vittoria.En: Every step was a small victory.It: "Guarda quella fontana," disse Marco mentre si avvicinavano al centro del giardino.En: "Look at that fountain," said Marco as they neared the center of the garden.It: La fontana principale si ergeva imponente, spruzzando freschezza nell'aria calda.En: The main fountain stood imposing, spraying freshness into the hot air.It: L'acqua sembrava danzare sotto il sole, creando arcobaleni e un'atmosfera magica.En: The water seemed to dance under the sun, creating rainbows and a magical atmosphere.It: Arrivare alla fontana era stato il suo obiettivo principale.En: Reaching the fountain had been his main goal.It: Luca si sentiva esausto, ma anche stranamente tranquillo.En: Luca felt exhausted, but also strangely calm.It: Si sedette su una panchina vicino, chiudendo gli occhi mentre l'acqua continuava a splendere e a cantare dolcemente.En: He sat on a nearby bench, closing his eyes as the water continued to shine and sing softly.It: Respirò profondamente, e per la prima volta, il respiro sembrava naturale, senza alcuno sforzo.En: He breathed deeply, and for the first time, the breath felt natural, effortless.It: Il rumore placido dell'acqua gli fece dimenticare il disagio degli ultimi giorni.En: The soothing sound of the water made him forget the discomfort of recent days.It: Si rendeva conto di quanto avesse trascurato la bellezza delle piccole cose.En: He realized how much he had neglected the beauty of small things.It: Francesca e Marco si sedettero accanto a lui, rispettando il silenzio pacifico.En: Francesca and Marco sat next to him, respecting the peaceful silence.It: Era un momento sacro, una sospensione dal tempo e dalle preoccupazioni.En: It was a sacred moment, a suspension from time and worries.It: Luca si sentiva colmo di gratitudine, non solo per i suoi amici, ma anche per la forza che stava lentamente ritrovando.En: Luca felt full of gratitude, not only for his friends, but also for the strength he was slowly regaining.It: In quel giardino estivo, tra il verde rigoglioso e i suoni avvolgenti, Luca scoprì una nuova serenità.En: In that summer garden, among the lush greenery and enveloping sounds, Luca discovered a new serenity.It: Aveva imparato a essere paziente con il suo corpo e a trovare speranza nelle piccole conquiste quotidiane.En: He had learned to be patient with his body and to find hope in small daily achievements.It: "Grazie," sussurrò Luca, le parole appena percettibili sopra il mormorio dell'acqua.En: "Grazie," whispered Luca, the words barely audible above the murmur of the water.It: Francesca e Marco gli sorrisero, capendo quanto significasse quel ringraziamento.En: Francesca and Marco smiled at him, understanding how much that thanks meant.It: Con il passare del tempo, Luca continuò a frequentare i giardini, trovando nuova forza e meraviglia nella vita che lo circondava.En: As time passed, Luca continued to visit the gardens, finding new strength and wonder in the life that surrounded him.It: Villa d'Este, con le sue meraviglie ornate e il suo incanto senza tempo, divenne una parte essenziale della sua rinascita, un simbolo di pace raggiunta e di nuova speranza.En: Villa d'Este, with its ornate marvels and timeless charm, became an essential part of his rebirth, a symbol of peace attained and new hope. Vocabulary Words:the summer: l'estatethe avenue: il vialevibrant: vibrantefragrance: il profumothe strength: la forzato ignore: ignorareencouraging: incoraggianteto nod: annuirethe ornament: l'ornamentothe terrace: la terrazzasparkling: scintillantethe paradise: il paradisotranquility: la tranquillitàthe lung: il polmonethe fountain: la fontanato impose: imporrethe rainbow: l'arcobalenoexhausted: esaustocalm: tranquillothe bench: la panchinato shimmer: splendereto whisper: sussurrarefaintly: appena percettibilesurrounding: circostanteto discover: scoprireserenity: la serenitàpatient: pazientethe achievement: la conquistato neglect: trascuraregratitude: la gratitudine

This is second episode of two on this topic. In the first episode (334), I identified existing episodes of the Zen Studies Podcast on - or related to - rebirth that you might want to listen to for context and background. Then I discussed the way you are free to believe in rebirth, disbelieve, or remain agnostic about it. Finally, I talked about the first useful lesson we can take from the teachings of rebirth: The basic laws of karma, or behavioral cause-and-effect, as portrayed in the cosmology of the Six Realms. In this episode I cover five more useful lessons from the Buddhist teachings on rebirth.

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Were the events of 1948 prophesied centuries beforehand, or was the rebirth of national Israel in our generation merely an accident of history? To support this ministry financially, visit: https://www.oneplace.com/donate/1094/29?v=20251111

Clear anxiety with neuroscience and somatic practice as Manna Abraham joins Irene to discuss the revolutionary EMPR method. Manna, a global mentor and founder of Life Full Circle, shares her unique journey from a high-stakes finance career to becoming a pioneer in trauma healing. She explains how the Emotion Memory Pattern Release (EMPR) method helps high-achieving professionals identify and resolve root conflicts behind emotional patterns without having to relive painful stories. We explore insights from her book, FINALLY FREE: The 6-Step Path to Healing Personal and Generational Trauma When Talk Therapy Isn't Enough, and discuss why achieving fearless inner peace is a conscious, moment-to-moment choice. Discover how you can stop carrying the weight of the past and start leading from a state of true emotional independence.IN THIS EPISODE, YOU'LL HEAR ABOUT THINGS LIKE:How Manna transitioned from a high-level CFO to a global trauma mentor after realizing that external success does not equate to inner peace.The specifics of the EMPR (Emotion Memory Pattern Release) method and why it allows individuals to heal without reliving their painful stories.Why traditional talk therapy can sometimes act as a "band-aid" and how addressing "cellular memory" creates breakthroughs when other methods fail.The profound power of "unbecoming"—shedding the layers of hidden identity to return to your true, authentic self.Simple, disciplined daily practices—including body awareness, breath, and consistency—that serve as the foundation for achieving fearless inner peace.WATCH ON YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rVVuXlUyY9A&list=PL7judgDzhkAWmfyB5r5WgFD6ahombBvoh⏱️ Identify Hidden Identities In Minutes In 7 minutes, discover the exact layer your training never taught you to reach, and why your most skilled sessions still hit the same ceiling: https://www.7minutebreakthrough.com/usregistration ➡️ How To Overcome Any Negative Experience & Live With Fearless Inner Peace: https://unbecomingwithmanna.com/unbecome-with-manna

The NFL has become more run-heavy, and as a result, many second- and third-tier fantasy wide receivers have taken a hit. But what about running backs? On Episode 1108, JJ is joined by Late-Round's Brandon Gdula to discuss some fascinating pass-catching trends at the position, and what they could mean for fantasy football this season. Make sure to check out LateRound.com to pre-order the 2026 Draft Guide. And while you're there, become a member! The new Members Hub is the place for rankings and tiers, data dumps, and more.See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

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Ryan is a Professor of History at Virginia Commonwealth University. He specializes in American religious history, material culture, and historic preservation. His most recent book is Death and Rebirth in a Southern City: Richmond's Historic Cemeteries. He is also the author of "Gothic Arches, Latin Crosses: Anti-Catholicism and American Church Designs in the Nineteenth Century."​ Ryan is a founding member of the Richmond Cemetery Collaboratory and is the director of the Richmond Cemetery Project (richmondcemeteries.org). He has museum experience at the St. John's Church Foundation, the Winterthur Museum, the St. Augustine Historical Society, and the Castillo de San Marcos National Monument, among other institutions.In this conversation, Ryan and I explore a rich array of subjects, from the Shaker aesthetic to the symbolism of lighthouses in Christianity. Ryan also explains the power dynamics involved in historical Christian burial practices, and how material religion and public spaces interact to reveal important societal values and beliefs.

Over the previous four articles in this series, I have explored the history of Spiel des Jahres, the purpose behind its awards, the way its jury works, and the wider activities funded through its income. Together, those articles painted a picture of an organisation that sees its annual awards as a means rather than an end. Promoting games as a cultural asset, encouraging people to play board games together and providing guidance to newcomers to the hobby have all remained at the core of its mission for almost fifty years. In this article, I want to look at the 2026 nominations and see whether the association's values can also be found in the games the jury has selected.Read the full article here: https://tabletopgamesblog.com/2026/07/07/spiel-des-jahres-the-2026-nominations-and-the-mission-behind-them-topic-discussion/Useful LinksSpiel des Jahres (German): https://www.spiel-des-jahres.de/All articles in this series: https://tabletopgamesblog.com/category/spiel-des-jahres/2026 nominations page (German): https://www.spiel-des-jahres.de/preistraeger2026/Cozy Sticker Ville nomination page (German): https://www.spiel-des-jahres.de/spiele/cozy-sticker-ville/Dito! nomination page (German): https://www.spiel-des-jahres.de/spiele/dito/Morty Sorty Magic Shop nomination page (German): https://www.spiel-des-jahres.de/spiele/morty-sorty-magic-shop/Buh Party nomination page (German): https://www.spiel-des-jahres.de/spiele/buh-party/Die Insel der Mookies nomination page (German): https://www.spiel-des-jahres.de/spiele/die-insel-der-mookies/Verflixt verzaubert nomination page (German): https://www.spiel-des-jahres.de/spiele/verflixt-verzaubert/Boss Fighters QR nomination page (German): https://www.spiel-des-jahres.de/spiele/boss-fighters-qr/Moon Colony Bloodbath nomination page (German): https://www.spiel-des-jahres.de/spiele/moon-colony-bloodbath/Rebirth nomination page (German): https://www.spiel-des-jahres.de/spiele/rebirth/Koschwitz zum Wochenende, interview with Harald Schrapers, 31 July 2023 (German): https://koschwitz-zum-wochenende.podigee.io/562-neue-episodeFive Games for Doomsday, interview with Martina Fuchs, 9 June 2025: https://5g4d.com/podcasts/spiel-des-jahres-special-jury-member-martina-fuchsThe Deep Blue – depth in board games article: https://tabletopgamesblog.com/2022/08/23/the-deep-blue-depth-in-board-games-topic-discussion/MusicIntro Music: Bomber (Sting) by Riot (⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.youtube.com/audiolibrary/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠)Music: "Sunshower", "Shade", "Freedom", "Flying" and "Reverie" by AShamaluevMusic.Website: https://www.ashamaluevmusic.comSupportIf you want to support this podcast financially, please check out the links below:Ko-Fi: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://ko-fi.com/TabletopGamesBlog⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Patreon: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.patreon.com/tabletopgamesblog⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Website: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://tabletopgamesblog.com/support/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠(Photo courtesy of Spiel des Jahres)

Was Aleister Crowley merely an eccentric occultist—or was he operating as something far more dangerous?In this episode, Joel continues the "Agent Crowley" series by following Crowley through one of the most fascinating periods of his life. As World War I intensifies, Crowley finds himself caught between British Intelligence, German propagandists, and powerful figures operating behind the scenes. While publicly writing for The Fatherland, evidence suggests he was simultaneously serving British interests in a dangerous counterintelligence game. But the political story is only half of the mystery.During this same season of physical illness, spiritual collapse, and personal loss, Crowley claimed to receive guidance from Aiwass—the mysterious intelligence that dictated Liber AL vel Legis (The Book of the Law). We examine Crowley's own writings, his descriptions of Aiwass, his relationship with the so-called Secret Chiefs, and how these experiences shaped Thelema for generations to come. Was Aiwass simply a product of Crowley's imagination... or was something else speaking?Merchandise: https://freetherabbits.myshopify.comBuy Me A Coffee: DonateFollow: Website | Instagram | X | FacebookWatch: YouTube | RumbleMusic: YouTube | Spotify | Apple Music Films: https://merkelfilms.com Email: freetherabbitspodcast@gmail.comDistributed by: merkel.mediaIntro Music:Joel Thomas – Free The RabbitsYouTube | Spotify | Apple MusicOutro Music:Joel Thomas – GreyYouTube | Spotify | Apple MusicTopics Discussed:Aleister Crowley, Aiwass, Liber AL vel Legis, The Book of the Law, Thelema, Agent Crowley, British Intelligence, MI5, MI6, Sir William Wiseman, Everard Feilding, George Sylvester Viereck, The Fatherland, World War I, German Propaganda, O.T.O., Secret Chiefs, Holy Guardian Angel, Liber 73, Confessions of Aleister Crowley, Leon Engers, Gnostic Mass, Cake of Light, World War I Espionage, Occult Intelligence, Esoteric Orders, Biblical Worldview

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Ben sits down with Reiner Knizia to talk about his Kenner Spiel des Jahres-nominated game, Rebirth. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/five-games-for-doomsday--5631121/support.Support the show here

Greg, Emily, and Rachel discuss Phillip's discussion with and baptism of the Ethiopian eunuch and Saul's experience on the road to Damascus. Transcript: https://haltingtowardzion.substack.com/publish/post/203481544?r=1mbq24&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web&showWelcomeOnShare=true

Why does external success fail to bring true inner peace? Our next episode features former corporate CFO turned global trauma expert Manna Abraham, who reveals why traditional talk therapy often falls short and how to heal without reliving your past.Discover her book FINALLY FREE: The 6-Step Path to Healing Personal and Generational Trauma - When Talk Therapy Isn't Enough and how her neuroscience-backed EMPR method resolves anxiety, PTSD, depression, and generational trauma in as little as 1 to 6 sessions. If you are ready to break old cycles and build fearless inner peace from within, this interview is your doorway.---✨ Grief & Rebirth: Healing Resources & Tools ✨

In This Hour:-- Movies get it wrong. How good were the guns of the American Revolution? NRA editor Even Brune explains.--  On the weekend of the 250th celebration of the Declaration Of Independence, America is seeing a resurgence of support for the Second Amendment.--  The votes come in for what should be named "America's Gun"Gun Talk 07.05.26 Hour 2Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/gun-talk--6185159/support.

This conversation was for the woman that knows she's in the flux... the messy middle, the in-between, the unknown or the lull. She knows she's on the verge of it all clicking into place and the effort compounding but it's feeling heavy right now. I know all of these feelings well because this is the cycle of business that regardless of what industry you're in, is just... part of the upgrade. I thought about how to structure this conversation and the seasons I am often in myself and have noticed looking back on my eight years in high ticket sales and almost 13 years in network marketing and they really can be summarised into three phases - resistance, rebirth and receiving. I'd love to hear from you in the comments of this podcast or shares to your stories, what spoke to you the most? What phase are you in? My inbox is open for support and Asher is a fabulous coach to help guide you to huge success within your own unique design. Link to the program we spoke about in this episode, here: https://asher-erickson.com/the-divine-design Chapters00:00Introduction to Asher Erickson03:09: The Three R's: Resistance, Rebirth, and Receiving16:49: Navigating the Void Before Rebirth27:11: The Power of Receiving and Trusting a Higher Power31:56: The Power of the Subconscious Mind37:55: Rewiring the Nervous System for Abundance43:01: Navigating Relationships and Shared Visions54:09: The Divine Design Program: A Journey of Self-DiscoveryAbout Asher: Asher is a Business Energetics Mentor supporting visionary female founders to master their energy, cultivate unwavering faith and lead from their divine design. With over 15 years on her path of purpose and service, Asher blends grounded somatics with energetic strategy and quantum concepts.Her clients span from from early-stage entrepreneurs leaunching their first offerings to multi-million-dollar founders leading companies generating $200M+ annually. Asher connects with your soul wisdom, to then uncover patterns, beliefs, and resistance that are holding you back from your highest potential; so you can step into your Greatest wealth, success and embodied leadership. From there she then empowered you with the concepts to build and dream-shape a business and reality that is your truest most expansive self. With a background and extensive training in energy medicine, quantum healing and somatic practices, and trauma-informed modalities, she brings a mutli-dimesnstional approach to every space she leads, whether in 1:1 mentoring, group programs or retreat settings.

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Were the events of 1948 prophesied centuries beforehand, or was the rebirth of national Israel in our generation merely an accident of history? To support this ministry financially, visit: https://www.oneplace.com/donate/1094/29?v=20251111

In this episode, enjoy Lee's hugely popular monthly Energy Update, where he takes the pulse of what's going on energetically, emotionally, and psychologically.Read the full text of this update here: https://www.leeharrisenergy.com/july-2026-energy-updateSubscribe to Lee's channel so you can always stay up-to-date on his latest free videos: https://youtube.com/subscription_cent...Timestamps2:22 - A Mass Awakening is Now Activated7:35 - Spirituality, Religion, or Atheism?12:16 - You Are a Balance Creator16:10 - A Rebirth is Upon Us20:26 - Timeline Confusion is Real23:31 - Developing Self-trust in Times of Loss of Trust27:01 - The Healing Heart and The Time It Wants and Needs28:40 - Beware the Division DisciplesEnergy Update Guide: https://www.leeharrisenergy.com/energy-update-guideOneness & Soul Magic: https://www.leeharrisenergy.com/live

Were the events of 1948 prophesied centuries beforehand, or was the rebirth of national Israel in our generation merely an accident of history? To support this ministry financially, visit: https://www.oneplace.com/donate/1094/29?v=20251111

Blake Scholl joins Reid and Aria to explain why the future of aviation won't be built by reviving the past, but by reinventing it. They explore how Boom Supersonic rebuilt an entire aerospace supply chain, why small AI-powered engineering teams are outperforming legacy organizations, and how software is transforming the way physical products are designed, tested, and manufactured. Blake explains why building their own engine changed everything, how AI is accelerating hardware innovation far beyond coding, and why America's biggest bottleneck isn't technology but its ability to build. Together, they unpack what it takes to solve seemingly impossible problems—and why the next generation of industrial innovation may come from startups willing to rethink entire systems.  For more info on the podcast and transcripts of all the episodes, visit https://www.possible.fm/podcast/

Ajahn Brahm shares interesting stories about rebirth Support us on https://ko-fi.com/thebuddhistsocietyofwa BSWA teachings are available: BSWA Teachings BSWA Podcast Channel BSWA DeeperDhamma Podbean Channel BSWA YouTube  

Zen practice is not dependent on rebirth being true or untrue, and I suspect most Dharma teachers would say the same of their lineage traditions. As long as you practice, it doesn't matter whether you believe in rebirth, disbelieve, or maintain an agnostic attitude. Nevertheless, the traditional narratives and imagery of rebirth teachings contain many valuable lessons for us.