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Hello Hello My Friends!!!I am back from my sister's bachelorette weekend at New Orleans!! When I tell you we had the most fun, that would be an understatement. Quick recap? We were rained on, hit on, and watched by the neighborhood crackhead! Hold Up, Let Me Explain....just press play ;)Instagram:www.instagram.com/nicoleacevwww.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplainYoutube:www.youtube.com/nicoleacev

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Hello hello my friends.....its time I take accountability. When it comes to dating...I'm the problem. Let me explain...Socials: www.instagram.com/nicoleacevwww.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplainwww.youtube.com/nicoleacev

Listen....let me explain, I promise its not as bad as it sounds!! Press play and here how I found out the latest update on my ex and the realization I've had since our breakup. I send out so much love and peace to everyone and I am genuinely happy with what I found, so hold up, let me explain...Catch me on instagram and follow! Don't forget to rate and subscribe to the podcast

This episode is a little bit of doozy...lol Hear me rant, hear me roar, and complain about the IRS, staying motivated, & keeping up with adult things. I share some exciting news and new plans for the podcast so hold up, and let me explain....Make sure to check me out on my social media platforms!Instagram:www.instagram.com/nicoleacevwww.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplain

Hello friends! On today's episode, I'm going to have to put out a little disclaimer and say that this episode is a bit of a heavy one. Press play and let me explain, how to recovering from being with a narcissist has shifted my healing process and way of thinking. I share a very dark story from the past and get honest with what it's like reflecting on those memories. Always remember that if you are someone who has experienced being with a narcissist and/or addict, you are not alone. I've attached some links to sources that can help:https://al-anon.org/al-anon-meetings/find-an-al-anon-meeting/https://www.verywellmind.com/stages-of-healing-after-narcissistic-abuse-5207997Don't  forget to follow me on social media too! www.instagram.com/nicoleacevwww.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplainYoutube:www.youtube.com/nicoleacev

Hello hello my friends!! Is anybody reading this?Who cares lol I'm still going to type away. On todays episode its honestly a whole lotta rambling. This week was slightly chaotic. I over worked myself, stretched myself too thin, and made myself a little too available to my friends....then sprinkle lack of sleep & family drama...its bound to get feisty. However, I survived it and have new plans for the podcast and content creating so press play and let me explain ;)Make sure to follow me on all my social media platforms!www.instagram.com/nicoleacevwww.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplainCheck out my latest YouTube vlog to Ireland ! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C2SkyUxPPT8&t=1s

I know I missed last weeks episode but, let me explain.... I WAS IN IRELAND!!! Yes my friends! I had the best time ever and of course have the tea about my trip! So grab a coffee or a glass of wine and press play and let me tell you all about it. Also, heads up! New Vlog of my trip will be up soon so make sure you subscribe to my YouTube channel & follow me on instagram!!Instagram:www.instagram.com/nicoleacevwww.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplainwww.youtube.com/nicoleacev

Full disclaimer....these streets are not safe!!Listen in while I talk about 2 horrible dates I went on in the past few months that has me regretting being in this single life. This era is not giving. Lets laugh and compare notes so make sure you hit me up on my social platforms and don't  forget to rate and subscribe!Remember...new episodes every Monday's!!!Instagram:www.instagram.com/@nicoleacevwww.instagram.com/@holdupletmeexplainYoutube:www.youtube.com/nicoleacev

Hello hello my friends!!!I'm back feeling better than ever, ready  to give episodes every Monday's. I know I've been ghost for months but let me explain....On this episode I talk about what I decided to do the week I was supposed to get married, *spoiler alert*, I went to London! I went on a solo trip to London to reclaim the week where my life would've changed forever. Instead of crying at home contemplating the "what if's" I hopped on a plane to Heathrow and lived life to the fullest. Press play and listen to what motivated me to book the trip, the hot date I went on, and what it was like getting painted nude by a professional artist....yes my friends...I am not holding back!!! Don't forget to follow me on my socials and stay tuned for new episodes every Monday's. Instagram:www.instagram.com/@nicoleacevwww.instagram.com/@holdupletmeexplainYoutube:www.youtube.com/nicoleacev

Back again with a tough episode that took me literally 2 weeks to record... On this episode I talk about the red flags I ignored from my past relationship and why I chose to ignore them - I give real life examples that were not easy to admit so be easy on me...I'm still healing. Thank you again for listening in and make sure to follow me on my social media platforms!! :www.instagram.com/nicoleacevwww.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplainwww.youtube.com/nicoleacev

Hello Hello My Friends!!!I'm baccckkk!!!! On this episode I share with you the reason why I called off my wedding and the sad truth of my relationship with my ex. I want to preface the point of this episode is not to bad mouth my ex, but to share with those that not everything is what it seems behind closed doors. Thank you so much for tuning in and remember new episodes every Mondays! Follow me on my socials: www.instagram.com/nicoleacevwww.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplainwww.youtube.com/nicoleacev 

Hello my friends!! Welcome back to another episode!!On today's episode I'm talking about the thing everyone else is way too scared to admit...our honest thoughts on Rihanna's Super Bowl performance. Now before you come for my head on this just know, I love RihRih and will literally do anything she says...she can literally sh*t in front of the camera and I will argue she deserves an Oscar. However, that super bowl performance....idk friends, lets talk about it....I hope you enjoy this podcast and it makes you laugh a little...its all love on this end. New episodes every Monday's and make sure to catch me on Youtube and Instagram for some upcoming wedding content! Youtube:www.youtube.com/@nicoleacevInstagram:www.instagram.com/Nicoleacevwww.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplain 

Does anyone actually read this?Well...if YOU do, then stay tuned and press play while I sip on red wine and vent about how everyone in all categories of my life got me F**KED up! Between doing extra work for barely credit and wedding coordinators trying to take advantage of me, your girl is a hairline away from throwing hands! Don't forget to catch up on previous episodes and look out for my season finale coming up in a few weeks ;) Instagram:www.instagram.com/nicoleacevwww.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplainYoutube:www.youtube.com/@nicoleacev

Welcome back my friends and I'm going to vent about a few topics on todays episode... We're talking #Podfest2023 !!!Well my friends...you know the drill! Find me on these social media outlets if you want to see me more in action ;) I love you all and see you next Monday!Youtube:www.youtube.com/@nicoleacevInstagram:www.instagram.com/nicoleacevwww.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplain

It's giving...#dryjanuary. It's giving...almost gave my dog a sister, its giving  my professional life is taking off...it's all here my friends! Welcome back to another episode and man do I have a lot to unpack! Stay tuned for what giving up alcohol did to my life for the past 30 days, getting invited to #Podfest2023 and what that was like, and also what I've been up to now that school is back on. Thanks again for tuning in every Monday! Make sure to follow me on instagram and find me on YouTube for some content!Instagram:www.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplainwww.instagram.com/nicoleacevYoutube:www.youtube.com/@nicoleacev

The server (also known as "waitress") in me has a few lessons to share with those who frequent Irish pubs. We need to have a little talk. No need to get defensive...it's just a few things Ive noticed in the 5 years of working at an Irish pub and there are a few things that need to be said. It's all love and fun so no need to get controversial. All lessons have been approved by my Irish born managers and coworkers so what I'm saying is legit lol I love you all and I hope you take some these things I say to you the next time you walk into a pub and order a Guinness ;) Don't forget to find me on YouTube for vlogs and content and instagram for photos and reels :)YouTube:www.youtube.com/@nicoleacevInstagram:www.instagram.com/nicoleacev

We are talking:wedding dress shoppingbachelorette party dramatheming You heard it here first! Make sure to check out my YouTube channel for upcoming wedding content and follow me on instagram for behind the scene photos and reels :)Instagram:www.instagram.com/nicoleacevYoutube:www.youtube.com/@nicoleacev 

Hello my friends! Happy New Year!!! On todays episode I recap how intense and disgusting my hangover was this year, what triggered my challenge to stay "dry" this January, and I what I look forward to the most in 2023! Thank you so much for another year of tuning and pressing play! I love you all so much and look forward to taking you along this new year journey! Don't forget to catch me on YouTube and instagram for extra content :) Instagram:www.instagram.com/nicoleacevYoutube:www.youtube.com/@nicoleacev

Hello hello my friends and MERRY CHRISTMAS! On todays episode I recap my holiday weekend with you all and share some of the ups and downs I experienced this Christmas. Needless to say, I am always so grateful for each and everyone of you! thank you for pressing play and always staying tuned to my shenanigans. Make sure to find me on YouTube and instagram, and stay tuned for new episodes on the podcast every Monday. (: Instagram:www.instagram.com/nicoleacevYoutube:https://youtu.be/jOBMtsx5-50

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays my Friends! On todays episode I recap my trip to New York and all the fun activities I did while being in the big city. I talk about iceskating at Rockefeller Center, the family drama when traveling with my mother-in-law and mother, and also the ups and downs when being in the city. I talk about my favorite parts of the trip and the not so favorite parts....and asking myself the one question I often get asked, "will you ever move back?"grab your peppermint mocha or Prosecco and press play because I'm about to explain it all. ;) if you want to see all the fun highlights of my trip, make sure to follow my YouTube channel and instagram account to see all my favorite parts! Instagram:www.instagram.com/nicoleacevYouTube:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jOBMtsx5-50&t=56s

Happy Holidays my Friends!!! It's the beginning weeks of December and that means I'm back on YouTube with Vlogmas annnnd trying to be more consistent on podcasting! It's a hard struggle my friends but I'm back on the microphone to explain why I've been gone for so many weeks and what I have coming up! I love you all and thank you so much for tuning in. Make sure to catch me on YouTube and instagram to keep up with all my traveling and fun things coming up!Youtube:www.youtube.com/@nicoleacevInstagram: www.instagram.com/nicoleacev 

Hello hello my friends!!! Back at it again with a new episode this Monday and it's coming straight from the car. That's right my friends, this episode is brought to you by my car. I decided for todays episode I will podcast as if I was vlogging and just record this episode while I run errands and head over to campus. It's a bit of a rant type of episode, no real value other than pure entertainment. I hope you enjoy and feel like we are two friends on the phone.You know the drill....make sure to follow me on my social media platforms and stay tuned for new episodes every Mondays. Instagram:www.instagram.com/nicoleacevwww.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplainYoutube:www.youtube.com/@nicoleacev

Happy Halloween my friends!!! I hope this day is filled with fun and safe role playing (wink wink) and lots of fun activities with friends and family. On this episode I recap the two halloween parties I went to this past weekend and my goals for next halloween. This is the second Halloween I actually go all in and celebrate and my goodness am I now OBSESSED! Also speaking of obsessions, please check out this book series I just got into recently, thank me later...Make sure you follow me on instagram and my YouTube channel:Instagram:www.instagram.com/nicoleacevwww.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplainYoutube:www.youtube.com/nicoleacevA Court of Thorns and Roses Bookhttps://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/a-court-of-thorns-and-roses-sarah-j-maas/1120160516?ean=9781635575569

I'm Getting Married!!!!!!!My friends! Let me tell you about the rest of my trip to Greece and the whirlwind that followed after celebrating my 30th in Mykonos! I go detail to detail on our journey to Oia and the moments that led up to the most memorable proposal ever! Press play on my thoughts on getting proposed to, what getting married means to me, and my honest feelings after the ring slid onto my finger. Its all love - no alarms....just wedding bells! Thank you so much for listening in and don't  forget, new episodes every Monday! Make sure you follow me on my social media and stay tuned for new YouTube vlogs!Instagram:www.instagram.com/nicoleacevwww.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplainYoutube:www.youtube.com/nicoleacev

My friends...I went into a hiatus. I disappeared for weeks on end leaving our Monday morning chats abandoned and I am sorry! BUT, I'm making it up to you with so much tea and content to last you for the rest of the week...and a little more for next Monday ;)So grab your coffee, tea, or wine (no judgements here) and press play because girl do I have so much to tell you and explain....Make sure you follow me on my socials and keep up with me daily:Instagram:www.instagram.com/Nicoleacevwww.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplainYoutube:www.youtube.com/nicoleacev

Hey friends, I'm starting to think no one reads these episode descriptions...but if you do, make sure to follow me on instagram and check out my Youtube channel down below: Instagram:www.instagram.com/nicoleacevwww.holdupletmeexplain.comYoutube:www.youtube.com/nicoleacevWebsite:www.nicoleacev.com

Hello Hello my Friends!!! If you're new here, hi! Welcome! On this episode I answer some juicy questions like, when was the last time I cried, is cheating ok?, and which scenarios I find worse than anything. Okay...maybe not juicy but definitely fun to answer and hopefully entertaining for you to hear. Make sure you check out my Youtube Channel and follow me on instagram :)Instagram:www.instagram.com/nicoleacevwww.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplainYoutube:www.youtube.com/nicoleacevSome Offense IntendedJeremy and Mike telling stories, making jokes and talking trash. Making people laughListen on: Apple Podcasts Spotify

Whether it is to compare notes, gain some ideas, or because you're downright nosey (like me... *wink wink*) this episode is worth the listen! Hear me share with you the best dates I've ever had with my man and two of my exes. It's a juicy one so I hope you enjoy! Don't forget to follow me on instagram and check me out on my YouTube channel, lets be friends!!Instagram:www.instagram.com/nicoleacevwww.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplainYoutube:www.youtube.com/nicoleacev

Hello my friends! Welcome back to a brand new episode of Hold Up, Let Me Explain... The funniest thing happened to me the other day and ignited memories of my 20's that I wanted to share with you all. Remember this is a judgement free zone so no making fun of me loll just...let me explain...Remember to catch me on Instagram and my Youtube Channel : www.instagram.com/nicoleacevwww.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplainwww.youtube.com/nicoleacev

Hey Friends!! On today's episode I share with you my first week of senior year! For those of you who don't  know I am a student at Rollins College studying Business Management. I started school back in the fall of 2020 and am finally considered in my senior year! I can't believe two years have gone as quick as they have and I am so grateful to say I've made it this far. I'm going to get into what my first week was like and the classes im taking. Also, I wanted to share with you advice professors have given me through the years. Thank you again for pressing play and subscribing to my podcast. It truly means a lot to me to see the downloads increase and all your kind messages. I love you all and make sure to stay tuned every Monday. Don't forget to follow me on instagram and my YouTube channel. Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/nicoleacev/Youtube:https://www.youtube.com/nicoleacev

My friends!!!! I know I know...its been like 2 weeks, let me explain....I'm annoying. hahaha no I mean yeah, but like just press play and let me explain... On this episode I dive into my trip to Dominican Republic and how me and Arnaldo (my boyfriend) were able to afford all the fun activities and excursions on our trip. I talk about the different people we met and my dad meeting my boyfriend for the first time. Everything turned out beautifully and I'm so excited for you to hear about it. So grab your coffee, wine, beer, tequila, or mamajuana (wink wink) and let me explain....Don't forget to check out my DR highlights on my instagram and my travel vlog on YouTube, you won't regret it!!Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/nicoleacev/Dominican Republic Vlog:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=enD9FNSzxHo&t=24s

Okay! I'm tired of feeling bad for myself so it's time to snap out of it and start getting motivated. My friends...we only have a few weeks left of summer which for some is exciting because that only means fall is around the corner, and for others (lets face it) it means summer fun is coming to an end. Before I start up the fall semester I have chosen to get right and have a healthy hot girl rest of this summer by rejuvenating my mind, body, and soul. (Alexa, play BREAK MY SOUL). These next few weeks isn't just about sleeping in and day drinking by the pool...hmm no my friends, it's about setting ourselves up for the rest of the year feeling refreshed and excited to knock out those bucket list goals we wanted to achieve and not letting the rest of the summer pass us by.Forgive me for getting all motivational and preachy....I'm just excited to get sh*t done and I want everyone to feel the same way. So just sit back, press play, and let me explain...Lets be friends on social media :)Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/nicoleacev/https://www.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplain/YouTube:https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzI6ATJPkiE9fomPsZvNXcA

My friends...I have to be honest - my priorities are not like completely in order but I have to say, booking a vacation is always the best answer for me. Hear me rant about health insurance, being stripped from medical access, but also f*cking myself over by not prioritizing where my money goes. It's giving accountability with a touch of YOLO. Any who, don't forget to rate and subscribe to my podcast and make sure to let your friends know what's up. Click the links below to stay caught up with me through instagram and Youtube. Lets be friends (:Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/nicoleacev/https://www.instagram.com/holdupletmeexplain/YouTube:https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzI6ATJPkiE9fomPsZvNXcA

Hey friends - sorry I missed last Monday,,,I've been overwhelmed with a lot of things and I use this episode to share them all with you. So on today's episode I'm just gonna pretend you're my therapist and vent and let you in on all the things that has been occupying my mind. Thank you so much for always tuning in and listening, it means so much to me. Don't forget to rate and subscribe and follow me on my social platforms: Instagram:@Nicoleacev@HoldupletmeexplainYoutube:https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzI6ATJPkiE9fomPsZvNXcA

Hey friends! So on this short episode I talk about where I have been mentally and how draining it is to try to produce fun content while absorbing all of the political nonsense that is going on in the world. I'm honest and lost during this whole process so bare with me. Love you all and don't forget to catch me on my YouTube channel and instagram accounts: Instagram: @Nicoleacev@Holdupletmeexplain Youtube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzI6ATJPkiE9fomPsZvNXcA

Have you ever been told you weren't "Mexican" enough, or "Puerto Rican" enough, or even "Spanish" enough? Well my friends if you have, then this episode is just for you! I have been told I spoke like a "white girl" and not "hispanic" enough because I don't like avocado. rolls eyesListen in as I tell you my evolution from being considered a New York-rican, Chonga, Mira Mira, and apparently a Whitewashed Latina....let me explain...Don't forget to find me on Instagram and Youtube: @Nicoleacev@Holdupletmeexplainhttps://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzI6ATJPkiE9fomPsZvNXcA

So remember in season one when I talked about the advice I'm glad I didn't take? Well my friends, this episode will be quite the opposite - this is advice I'm glad I DID take! Just a friendly reminder that advice given is not always a one size fit all, but I hope to some degree you take something powerful away from this episode.I love you all very much and you are all doing a great job at life!! Thank you so much for tuning in every Monday & don't forget to follow me on my socials (:Instagram:@Nicoleacev@HoldupletmexplainYoutube:https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzI6ATJPkiE9fomPsZvNXcA

In true 2022 fashion, I tested positive for COVID. Yay. Me.It's okay my friends, I'll be healthy in no time, but in the mean time...press play and hear me rant about getting COVID and how I'll argue with any podcaster who claims Harry Styles isn't an icon...cough cough (no but really) HE IS! Love you all and thank you for tuning in on my out of breath episode lol. Don't forget to rate and subscribe and check me out on Youtube (; Instagram: @Nicoleacev@Holdupletmexplain Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzI6ATJPkiE9fomPsZvNXcA

Hello my friends! I'm back on a Monday to tell you the time I lived in a hotel for 2 years. That's right my friends, a hotel! Not like the suite life of Zach and Cody, more like Home Suite Homes off of 192 in Kissimmee, Florida. I go through the journey of how my mom and I left Middletown, New York to living in Florida, and how far we've come through this time. I appreciate your downloads and instagram likes, it makes me so happy knowing you enjoy my podcast and tune in every Monday. love you so much, and for those new to my channel, Welcome!!! Don't forget to like and subscribe and follow me on my socials: Instagram: @Nicoleacev@Holdupletmeexplain Youtube:https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzI6ATJPkiE9fomPsZvNXcA

Guess who I finally have on the podcast.....my boyfriend! That's right my friends, after a whole year I finally have my boyfriend on the podcast and we skip through funny moments we shared on some of vacations in the past. I missed this Monday, so I have a new episode for you on a Wednesday so you still have a little dose of me for the week. Thank you again for always tuning in and don't forget to catch me on Youtube and new episodes every Monday's (: Follow me on my socials: Instagram: @Nicoleacev@HoldupletmeexplainYoutube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzI6ATJPkiE9fomPsZvNXcA

Hello hello my friends!! I'm back with an out of context title but I promise its not (entirely) click bait. I've dated a lot of different kinds of guys and the type I got tired of dating were, let's be honest, the broke ones. I explain my past dating life and the bare minimum I used to accept. To be honest  I got tired of dating for all the "right and modest" reasons and started dating with the standards I was no longer sorry for setting. Press play and follow on this ride of horrible dating and how a guy with a bruised ego called me a gold digger. hahahaha let me explain...Follow my socials & Youtube: Instagram: @NicoleacevPodcast Insta: @holdupletmeexplainYoutube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzI6ATJPkiE9fomPsZvNXcA

It's May - which means its Mental Health Awareness Month!! Okay my friends so on this episode I share with you my mental health struggles and the strategies I've learn to cope with this. Mental health exercises are not a one size fit all so this episode is NOT an episode meant to give a diagnosis or help solve anyone's diagnosis. This episode is me sharing with you in chronological order how depression and anxiety as affected my life and what I have done to cope with it. All love here. I hope this episodes resonates with you and you feel a little closer to me and inspires you in some way. I love you all and thank you so much for accepting me and tuning in every Monday

Hello Hello my friends! On todays episode I'm talking about age and turning 30! I mean not yet, but its coming! On this episode I break down why we shouldn't use age as an excuse to follow our dreams and why its paralyzing to do so. I hope this episode inspires you and lights the fire beneath you to chase your dreams regardless what stage you are in life. I love you all and don't forget to watch my episode on YouTube and follow me on my socials (: Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzI6ATJPkiE9fomPsZvNXcAInstagram: @Nicoleacev Podcast Instagram: @holdupletmexplain

Como si dice...."broke as fuck" in Italian? Friends!! On todays new episode I'll be talking about how much money I spent in Italy. From flights, to airbnb stays, train tickets, and down to a bowl of pasta...I'm getting specific on how much money I spent in the most iconic place in the world. So grab a pen, paper, and calculator because I'm about to explain...

My friends! I am back from Italy and I have so much to tell you! So grab your espresso and let me explain, because there's so much to unpack (:

Hello Hello my friends! On this episode I get into what its like being a student at Rollins College and how grateful I am to finally say I am a rising senior!! I still can't believe how far I've come on this academic journey. However, applying for internships has been so hard and annoying. So grab your coffee and press play, because I'm about to explain how this rising senior is a rejected intern. 

Oh hello hello my friends! I am back, at it again, with a Servers Do's and Don't's episode and for the love of all 86 items and full hands in and out, take notes. Servers....we once again have to have a talk. I am neutral , I am on your side, but let me be shift captain okay...just listen up because we need to be given a little perspective here. Press play and join me for a drink as I express the Do's and Don't's servers must keep in mind when working a shift. If you are in the service industry, front of the house, or any kind of hospitality....this ones for you. 

Hello Hello My Friends. On this episode I dive into the vortex of social media and why the "smoke and mirrors" platform is not the place to feel insecure. Why? because everyone is captain' , including me circa 2014. I expose the truth about the lowest points Ive had financially and how even though I was at my last $20, I still felt the need to project a fabulous lifestyle on social media. For this reason is the truth why sometimes on social media not everything is what it seems. Don't forget to rate and subscribe and follow me on my instagram accounts: @nicoleacev@holdupletmexplain

Hello hello my friends!! On this episode I thought to keep it quick and simple since I'll be heading to South Beach for Spring Break. Enjoy some quick Q&A's to get to know me a little better and stay tuned for new episodes coming super soon!! Instagram: @Nicoleacev@Holdupletmeexplain