The Cult Next Door

We're kicking off Season 3 of The Cult Next Door Podcast with a bang! In this episode, Mattie and Ashleigh reflect on the journey so far, share exciting updates, and dive into what's ahead this season. From cult survivor stories to exposing high-control groups, we're ready to bring you more truth, more healing, and more conversation. Let's saddle up for another season of uncovering the untold.#podcast #truecrimepodcast #cultsurvivor #spiritualabuse #religiousabuse #exvangelical #cultstories #applepodcasts #spotifypodcast #podcastrecommendation #religioustrauma #cultnextdoor #truecrimecommunity #podcastersofinstagram #escapecult #survivorstories #healingjourney #mentalhealthawareness #deconstructingfaith #churchabuse

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In the Season 2 finale of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Survivors," Ashleigh and Mattie take a moment to reflect on the impact of their podcast. They read heartfelt letters and reviews from listeners who share how the stories and discussions have affected their lives. This episode serves as a powerful reminder of the podcast's mission and the community it has built, bringing Season 2 to a meaningful close. #podcast #truecrimepodcast #cultsurvivor #spiritualabuse #religiousabuse #exvangelical #cultstories #applepodcasts #spotifypodcast #podcastrecommendation #religioustrauma #cultnextdoor #truecrimecommunity #podcastersofinstagram #escapecult #survivorstories #healingjourney #mentalhealthawareness #deconstructingfaith #churchabuse

In Episode 43 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Guardians of Purity," Jessica Lasiter concludes her story for Season 2. She recounts her difficult exit from Crusade Church, her return after 5.5 years, and the alarming red flags she began to notice. Jessica describes the troubling new dynamics between the Pastor and certain members, which only grew more intense as "The Love Move" took hold. This episode offers a powerful reflection on Jessica's journey and the unsettling changes within the church that led to her final departure.#TrueCrime #CultSurvivor #Podcast #ExposingTheTruth #SpiritualAbuse #MindControl #SurvivorStories #BreakingFree #EscapeTheCult #ReligiousTrauma #TrueStory #MentalHealth #CrusadeChurch #AbuseAwareness #NarrativePodcast #PersonalJourney #PsychologicalThriller #EndOfTheCult #CourageToLeave #SpreakerPodcasts

In Episode 42 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Den of Wolves," Jessica Lasiter continues her gripping story, detailing the events leading up to her decision to leave Crusade Church in 2013. Jessica shares the growing realization of the toxic environment she was in, describing how the church, once her sanctuary, had become a "den of wolves." This episode delves into the final moments that pushed her to break free from the cult and reclaim her life.#TrueCrime #CultSurvivor #Podcast #ExposingTheTruth #SpiritualAbuse #MindControl #SurvivorStories #BreakingFree #EscapeTheCult #ReligiousTrauma #TrueStory #MentalHealth #CrusadeChurch #AbuseAwareness #NarrativePodcast #PersonalJourney #PsychologicalThriller #EndOfTheCult #CourageToLeave #SpreakerPodcasts

In Episode 41 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "On an Island," Jessica Lasiter recounts the intense 40 Days & 40 Nights involving Chelsie and Mattie, and the turbulent aftermath. As Chelsie ultimately decides to leave Crusade Church, Jessica reflects on the isolation she felt, describing how she was left to fend for herself, feeling like she was "on an island" alone. This episode offers a poignant look at the emotional fallout and the challenges of standing alone in a fractured community.#thecultnextdoor #podcast #truecrime #cults #cultawareness #truecrimecommunity #crimepodcast #realstories #survivorstories #mindcontrol #darkhistory #cultlife #truecrimeaddict #psychologicalthriller #mystery #cultleaders #brainwashing #cultstories #unsolvedmysteries #spooky

In Episode 40 of The Cult Next Door Podcast Mattie and Ashleigh are joined by their sister-in-law Jessica Lasiter. Jessica shares her unique perspective on growing up within the Crusade Church cult, offering an intimate look at the challenges and experiences of living under the influence of the group's teachings from a young age. Her story provides a compelling exploration of the impact of the cult on her childhood and development, shedding light on the complexities of life within Crusade Church.#thecultnextdoor #podcast #truecrime #cults #cultawareness #truecrimecommunity #crimepodcast #realstories #survivorstories #mindcontrol #darkhistory #cultlife #truecrimeaddict #psychologicalthriller #mystery #cultleaders #brainwashing #cultstories #unsolvedmysteries #spooky

In Episode 39 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Limitless," Liz returns to share pivotal moments that marked the decline of Crusade Church and her eventual departure. She recounts the unraveling of the cult, highlighting the critical events and revelations that exposed the group's true nature. As Liz reflects on the end of the church and its disintegration, she provides a compelling narrative of liberation and the courage it took to leave behind a life of control and manipulation.#CultNextDoor #Podcast #ExCultMember #CrusadeChurch #TheLoveMove #EndOfTheCult #BreakingFree #SpiritualAbuse #CultSurvivor #ExposingTheTruth #CourageToLeave #CultStories #LifeAfterCult #EscapingControl #TrueStory

In Episode 38 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "End Time Training," Mattie's wife, Liz, joins the podcast to share her insights and experiences with "The Love Move" within Crusade Church. As a previous guest, Liz delves into the intense indoctrination and manipulative tactics disguised as spiritual preparation for the end times. Her perspective sheds light on the personal impact of "The Love Move" and the challenges of navigating life within the cult. This episode offers a compelling and personal look into the unsettling practices of Crusade Church.#cults #truecrime #podcast #crimepodcast #cultstories #mystery #investigativejournalism #mindcontrol #psychologicalmanipulation #cultleaders #escapefromcults #cultsurvivorstories #brainwashing #religiouscults #darksecrets #dangerousgroups #reallifecults #cultexperiences #deprogramming #cultrecovery

In Episode 37 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Spilling The Tea" hosts Ashleigh and Mattie take a break from storytelling to answer listener-submitted questions about the podcast and the captivating narratives shared so far. They provide insights, behind-the-scenes details, and personal reflections, offering a deeper understanding of the experiences and revelations discussed throughout Season 2. This engaging Q&A session gives listeners an opportunity to connect with the hosts and gain a richer perspective on the stories that have unfolded.

In the final installment of Blake Moorer's harrowing journey, Episode 36 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "The Immature Bride," Blake delves into the decisive events that ultimately led to his departure from Crusade Church. Blake recounts how the increasingly graphic Song of Solomon-based language used to describe "The Love Move" pushed the movement to new extremes.The episode also highlights the escalating intensity of the Pastor's relationship with an unmarried younger woman, whom he claimed embodied the "immature bride." This disturbing development, combined with the growing discomfort and alarm within Blake's family, spurred them to break free from the cult's grip.Blake shares the pivotal moments of clarity and courage that empowered him and his family to escape the manipulative control of the Pastor and reclaim their lives. "The Immature Bride" offers a powerful conclusion to Blake's story, highlighting the strength and resilience required to leave a life of indoctrination and find freedom.#cults #truecrime #podcast #crimepodcast #cultstories #mystery #investigativejournalism #mindcontrol #psychologicalmanipulation #cultleaders #escapefromcults #cultsurvivorstories #brainwashing #religiouscults #darksecrets #dangerousgroups #reallifecults #cultexperiences #deprogramming #cultrecovery

In Episode 35 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Intense Gaze," Blake Moorer continues his gripping account of life within Crusade Church in this second installment of a three-part series. As "The Love Move" gained momentum, Blake details the Pastor's ever watchful eye and intense gaze, which grew more unsettling as the movement progressed.Initially, the cult leader assured members that they need not worry because the "fiery arrow" from the Lord would strike them with God's pure love. However, as "The Love Move" began to falter, the leader's demeanor shifted dramatically. Blake recounts how the Pastor turned on congregants, blaming them for the movement's failure and intensifying the atmosphere of fear and control.This episode offers a compelling and chilling exploration of the cult leader's manipulative tactics and the increasing pressure placed on church members as the dream of "The Love Move" unraveled.

In Episode 34 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "All Of The Magic," former member Blake Moorer returns to discuss the harrowing intensity of "The Love Move" within Crusade Church. Blake reveals how "The Love Move" was becoming increasingly physical in nature, with the leader introducing new revelations from God that starkly contradicted the Bible and the church's long-standing teachings.Blake shares the pivotal moments and revelations that led him and his family to ultimately break free from the church and its manipulative leader. This episode provides an eye-opening account of their journey to escape, shedding light on the profound impact of "The Love Move" and the courageous steps taken to reclaim their lives.

In episode 33 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, "When Religion Hurts You: with Dr. Laura E. Anderson", hosts Mattie and Ashleigh welcome first time guest Dr. Laura Anderson to the CND conversation. Dr. Anderson is a psychotherapist, trauma resolution and recovery coach, educator, and creator who specializes in complex trauma with a focus on domestic violence, sexualized violence and religious trauma. She is the founder and director of the Center for Trauma Resolution and Recovery, an online coaching company where she and the other practitioners work with clients who have experienced high demand/high control religions, adverse religious experiences, cults, and religious trauma. And, she is co-founder of the Religious Trauma Institute and the author of the book When Religion Hurts You: Healing from Religious Trauma and the Impact of High Control Religion, a book we cannot recommend enough!In this episode, Dr. Anderson shares her own story of growing up in fundamentalism and what eventually led to her exit. We discuss high control religion, Adverse Religious Experiences, and the impact trauma has on the nervous system. Dr. Anderson also gives listeners some tips on ways to regulate the nervous system and begin to heal.  Resources: You can find Dr. Anderson on Instagram @drlauraanderson where she provides daily content offering wisdom and encouragement for those healing from religious trauma. You can also schedule an appointment with a counselor who specializes in high demand/high control religions, adverse religious experiences, cults, and religious trauma through the Center for Trauma Resolution and Recovery:https://www.traumaresolutionandrecovery.com/Listen to Dr. Anderson's podcast, Sunday School Dropouts on Spotify, Apple, or wherever you listen to podcasts.For more information about the Religious Trauma Institute, check out the website. https://www.religioustraumainstitute.com/

In Episode 32 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "A Demon Named Pretense," Michael "Sandy" Sandow concludes his harrowing account of life within Crusade Church. Sandy describes the escalating paranoia of the leader, who began sharing increasingly frequent and bizarre visions and prophecies he claimed were from God. The leader insisted that high-ranking demons, and even Satan himself, were trying to kill him, revealing the depths of his delusions.Sandy also speaks about the shifting attitudes within the group following their separation during the COVID-19 pandemic, which further exposed the leader's instability. As Sandy pieces together these experiences, he shares his profound realization that the Pastor of Crusade Church was more of a charlatan than a spiritual guide. This episode offers a gripping and revealing conclusion to Sandy's journey, highlighting the final events that led to his departure from the cult.

In Episode 31 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Cloaks of Humility," hosts Mattie and Ashleigh are joined once again by former Crusade Church member Michael "Sandy" Sandow. Sandy recounts the early days of "The Love Move" and the increasingly uncomfortable positions that members found themselves in as the movement gained momentum.The episode delves into the cult leader's insistent push for "The Love Move," urging members to disregard appearances and embrace a new level of physical intimacy that the church had previously condemned. Claiming to receive divine visions, the leader implored members to take up their spiritual "Cloaks of Humility" and suppress their intuition and any growing doubts about the true nature of The Love Move.Through riveting excerpts from the leader's written messages to the church and his family, the episode vividly illustrates the depths of conditioning and control exerted over the congregation."Cloaks of Humility" sheds light on the manipulative tactics used to disguise control as selfless devotion, providing a compelling and eye-opening account of life within Crusade Church.

In the concluding chapter of Chelsie's Crusade Church saga, Ep.30 "Let Us Love On You" of The Cult Next Door Podcast, Chelsie recounts a chilling encounter with Pastor Larry. In a final attempt to lure her back to the church, Larry invites Chelsie to meet in his home, cloaking his manipulation in a guise of concern, love and affection.As Chelsie describes the unsettling meeting & the seeminly new direction the church has taken, listeners are drawn into her growing sense of unease and the profound realization that something is deeply wrong. 

In a gripping continuation of Chelsie's journey, Ep.29: "Never Good Enough delves deeper into the events leading up to her eventual exit and the aftermath of her departure from Crusade Church and the painful repercussions that followed. As Chelsie confronts the harsh reality of being ostracized by friends and family, listeners are invited to witness her resilience and determination to forge a new path forward.Chelsie shares the emotional toll of losing her support network and grappling with feelings of abandonment and betrayal. As she navigates the complexities of rebuilding her life outside the confines of the church, Chelsie confronts the pervasive sense of inadequacy instilled by years of manipulation and control.

In "The Devil's Playground," listeners are drawn into the harrowing tale of teenage romance turned catastrophic within the confines of Crusade Church and the Lasiter Family. This installment serves as a companion piece to Episode 8, "Forty Days & Forty Nights," offering a new perspective on the events previously recounted by co-host Mattie.Chelsie Ryan, the teenage girl at the center of the storm, steps forward to share her firsthand account of the enduring impact these events have had on her life. With raw honesty and vulnerability, Chelsie delves deep into the emotional aftermath of the cataclysmic events, exploring the lasting scars and ongoing journey to mental & emotional health & recovery. Her story serves as a powerful testament to the human spirit's capacity to endure and overcome, even in the darkest of circumstances.

In episode 27 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Embracing the Self: Enneagram Insights," hosts Mattie and Ashleigh continue their eye opening conversation with Lindsay Taylor, LMFT, in Part 2 of this enlightening 2 part series. This episode delves into the themes of self-awareness and emotional health within the context of high control groups.The discussion begins with Lindsay explaining the importance of recognizing and expressing our emotions, particularly anger, as a healthy part of understanding who we are. She highlights how suppressing feelings can often exacerbate the core wounds experienced by individuals in controlling environments.Throughout the episode, Lindsay discusses how the Enneagram can be a powerful tool in uncovering our true selves and healing from past traumas. She provides insights into how each Enneagram type deals with suppression and the impact it has on their behavior and relationships.The conversation also explores why it's crucial to acknowledge these core wounds, especially for those who have been part of high control groups. Lindsay shares practical advice on how listeners can begin to work through their suppressed emotions and embrace a more authentic life.Listeners will come away with a deeper understanding of how the Enneagram can aid in personal growth and recovery, and how embracing our full range of emotions can lead to a healthier, more fulfilled life.

In episode 26 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled “Inside the Enneagram: Understanding Cult Influence”, hosts Mattie and Ashleigh dive into the world of cults and undue influence with Lindsay Taylor, LMFT, who brings her expertise in utilizing the Enneagram within her counseling practice. In Part 1 of this two part series, Lindsay sheds light on how susceptibility to high control groups intersects with Enneagram types, highlighting the connections between personality traits and vulnerability to manipulation. The episode opens with an introduction to Lindsay and her unique approach to therapy through the lens of the Enneagram. She explains the basic principles of this personality typing system and its applications in understanding human behavior, motivations, and fears. In describing each type, Lindsay notes the circumstances by which each type could fall prey to undue influence. Lindsay skillfully navigates through the complexities of personality dynamics, discussing how certain types may be drawn to charismatic leaders and ideologies that promise belonging and purpose. She also touches upon the role of trauma and past experiences in shaping an individual's susceptibility to manipulation. The discussion culminates in an examination of which Enneagram types might be more likely to emerge as cult leaders themselves. Lindsay's expertise and compassionate approach provide listeners with a deeper understanding of the intricate interplay between personality, influence, and group dynamics.Yourenneagramcoach on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/yourenneagramcoach?igsh=MWgya3hxa3UzajlmZw==

In the gripping follow-up to "Snake Oil Salesman," Ep.25 "Red Flags" continues David's narrative as he grapples with the aftermath of uncovering the true nature of Pastor Larry and the toxic environment within Crusade Church.With a newfound sense of clarity, David embarks on a journey of liberation, determined to navigate the treacherous waters of disillusionment and rebuild his life outside the confines of the church. He recounts the emotional turmoil and challenges he faced in coming to terms with the betrayal of trust and manipulation he endured.Joined once again by hosts Mattie and Ashleigh, David shares his strategies for moving forward and coping with the aftermath of his experience. Drawing parallels to a rescue mission, David describes his efforts to reach out to fellow congregants and offer support and guidance to those still ensnared by Pastor Larry's influence.

In Episode 24 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Snake Oil Salesman," hosts Mattie, and Ashleigh delve into David Brown's personal journey within the confines of Crusade Church. Initially, David had believed the pastor to be a brother in need of support and encouragement, but over time, he came to a startling realization.Through introspection and observation, David uncovers the true nature of the pastor: a malignant narcissist adept at manipulating the emotions and beliefs of his entire congregation. This revelation serves as a turning point in David's understanding of the dynamics at play within the church community and within the Lasiter Family. 

In episode 23 of "The Cult Next Door Podcast," hosts Mattie and Ashleigh tackle listener questions, offering insights into personal experiences with cults and the psychology behind group dynamics. They also provide a glimpse into what's to come in Season 2, promising discussions on charismatic leaders and manipulation within cults. With their informative yet engaging approach, the podcast continues to shed light on the intriguing world of cults.

Season 2 coming April 2024! - Season 1 is complete & now Ashleigh & Mattie will be prepping and recording for Season 2. Stay tuned for more updates & be sure to follow us on Instagram & Tiktok for videos from upcoming episodes!

In the riveting conclusion of David Brown's narrative on "The Cult Next Door Podcast," hosts Mattie Lasiter and Ashleigh Teeter present the episode titled "Call Me Big Daddy." This installment explores David's tenure as a member and minister in Crusade Church, unraveling the façade of the charismatic leader, and exposing the control within the cult's family dynamics.Listeners are drawn into the final chapter of David's journey as he shares his experiences within Crusade Church, shedding light on the cracks that began to appear in the carefully constructed image of the pastor and leader. The hosts guide the conversation, delving into the challenges David faced as he grappled with the dissonance between the outward appearance of righteousness and the lack of substance within the cult."Call Me Big Daddy" provides a powerful exploration of the control mechanisms within the cult, as David reflects on the intricacies of family dynamics and the manipulation that kept members entangled in the web of authority

In a compelling continuation of David Brown's story, "The Cult Next Door Podcast" presents "The Lone Prophet." We unravel the complexities of David's journey from Worldwide Church of God to a mainstream Christian church, only to be drawn back into Armstrongism and eventually becoming a member and minister in Crusade Church.Listeners are immersed in David's recounting of the conditioning that shaped his path, exploring the twists and turns that led him from one religious community to another.The episode concludes with David's recounting of an invitation to the Feast of Tabernacles, an event hosted by Crusade Church in Arkansas. This enigmatic glimpse sets the stage for the next chapter in David's story, leaving listeners eager to uncover the unfolding events in the next installment."The Lone Prophet" stands as a captivating exploration of the subtle forces that guide individuals into and within cults, offering a glimpse into the intricate web of beliefs and conditioning that shape their journeys.

In a gripping and deeply introspective episode of "The Cult Next Door Podcast," hosts Mattie Lasiter and Ashleigh Teeter are joined by special guest David Brown, a former member of both Worldwide Church of God and Crusade Church. Titled "Exploited, Manipulated & Poisoned," this installment delves into David's harrowing journey, exploring the extreme narcissistic abuse he endured within his own family and the subsequent 12 years spent as a member and minister in the destructive Christian cult, Crusade Church.The episode begins with David bravely recounting his upbringing in Worldwide Church of God, offering listeners a glimpse into the traumatic environment that shaped his early years. David shares the intense narcissistic abuse he experienced within his own family, shedding light on the profound impact it had on his understanding of relationships and personal boundaries.Listeners are taken on a journey through David's vulnerability as he reflects on the factors that contributed to his blindness regarding narcissism, ultimately leading him to become a member and minister in Crusade Church.

In a revealing and emotionally charged episode of "The Cult Next Door Podcast," hosts Mattie and Ashleigh Teeter, along with special guest Liz Lasiter, lay bare the intricacies of Liz and Mattie's courtship and engagement within the family cult. Titled "Something's Wrong With Liz," this episode explores the family enmeshment that permeated every aspect of their lives and the erosion of privacy within the tightly knit community.The episode unfolds with Liz and Mattie sharing intimate details of their courtship, providing listeners with a firsthand account of the challenges and complexities they faced. They delve into the impact of enmeshment within the church, where boundaries blurred and the concept of privacy became a distant memory. The episode explores the challenges of navigating a romantic relationship under the watchful eyes of the community, leading to a sense of unease and a feeling that something was inherently wrong."Something's Wrong With Liz" offers a poignant reflection on the toll of family enmeshment, as Liz and Mattie share the emotional strain of having every aspect of their relationship scrutinized within the confines of the cult. The hosts skillfully navigate the discussion, uncovering the layers of complexity inherent in trying to maintain personal boundaries in an environment that values conformity and obedience.

In a deeply personal and introspective episode, "The Cult Next Door Podcast" takes a closer look at the yet untold story of Liz Lasiter, the wife of co-host Mattie Lasiter, in an episode aptly titled "Cower & Obey." Hosts Mattie and Ashleigh Teeter sit down with Liz as she bravely recounts her entrance into the cult and the profound impact it had on her life, identity, and relationship with Mattie.The episode begins with Liz sharing the circumstances that led her into the clutches of the cult, peeling back the layers of her initial attraction to the charismatic leader and the complex dynamics within the church. Listeners gain insight into the challenges faced by Liz and Mattie as their budding romantic relationship caused ripples of disapproval within the tightly knit community.A vivid picture is painted of the transformation she underwent from an independent and confident individual to someone who felt compelled to cower and obey the whims of the cult and its leader. Listeners are taken on a journey through the subtle erosion of Liz's sense of self, exploring the psychological mechanisms employed by the cult to exert control over its members."Cower & Obey" delves into the struggles Liz faced within the church, navigating the delicate balance between her personal desires and the expectations imposed by the cult. The episode explores the emotional toll of living under the shadow of a charismatic leader and the challenges of maintaining a sense of self within a culture of obedience.

In the riveting sequel to "Prince Sandstorm," "The Cult Next Door Podcast" brings back former Crusade Church member Michael "Sandy" Sandow in the episode titled "The Mask Slips." Hosts Mattie Lasiter and Ashleigh Teeter continue their exploration of Sandy's journey, this time focusing on his experiences in Arkansas after becoming enmeshed in the intricate web of Crusade Church.Listeners are invited to delve into the dynamics within the church, gaining insight into the expectations placed on members and the unique challenges faced by Sandy as he navigated his role within the community. The episode unfolds as Michael candidly shares the turning point in his journey – the moment when he began to see red flags about the structure of the church and the character of its leadership. Metaphorically, he describes the chilling experience of watching the "mask slip" off the leader of Crusade Church, exposing a darker, manipulative side that shattered the illusion of benevolence.Listeners are taken on a rollercoaster of emotions as Michael recounts the internal struggle of coming to terms with the true nature of the church he once believed to be the path to salvation. The hosts skillfully navigate the conversation, exploring the psychological impact of witnessing the unraveling of the carefully constructed facade and the disillusionment that followed.

"The Cult Next Door Podcast" welcomes former Crusade Church member Michael Sandow to the microphone in the episode titled "Prince Sandstorm." Hosts Mattie Lasiter and Ashleigh Teeter guide listeners through Michael's remarkable journey from a career in the film business to a transformative detox in his father's California home, ultimately leading him to the doors of Crusade Church.Listeners gain insights into the challenges Michael faced, including a personal struggle with drugs that prompted a pivotal detox period at his father's house on the West Coast. He recounts how he was introduced to video sermons by Crusade Church, led by an enigmatic figure who promised purpose and salvation. The hosts skillfully navigate the conversation, probing into the circumstances that drew Michael to the charismatic teachings of the cult and the allure that ultimately compelled him to relocate across the country to attend Crusade Church.Listeners are taken on a journey through Michael's eyes as he describes the initial appeal of the community, the sense of belonging that filled a void in his life, and the gradual immersion into the rituals and beliefs of Crusade Church. The hosts delve into the challenges he faced, the relationships forged & broken, and the eventual realization that the promises of the cult were veiled in manipulation and control.

In the gripping conclusion to the Blake Moorer trilogy on "The Cult Next Door Podcast," hosts Mattie Lasiter and Ashleigh Teeter delve into the final chapter of Blake's tumultuous journey within the walls of Crusade Church. Titled "The Facade Fades," this episode unveils the stark reality behind the veneer of the seemingly perfect model family and explores the emotional toll of a courtship overshadowed by the whims of a cult leader.Listeners are invited to join the hosts and Blake as they revisit the turbulent period leading up to his marriage, a time marked by the constant fear of having his courtship ripped away at the whim of his soon-to-be father-in-law, the leader of Crusade Church. Blake opens up about the psychological weight of living on edge, always aware that the facade of stability could crumble at any moment.The episode provides a poignant reflection on the facade of the perfect family that initially drew Blake into the fold. As he gained a deeper understanding of the dynamics within the family cult, the facade began to fade, revealing a complex web of relationships and power dynamics. Listeners are taken on a journey through Blake's eyes as he peeks behind the curtain, exposing the cracks in the carefully constructed image of unity and harmony.

In this follow-up episode to the eye-opening "His Voice Was God's Voice," hosts Mattie Lasiter and Ashleigh Teeter continue their exploration of the journey of their brother-in-law, Blake Moorer, within the confines of Crusade Church. Titled "Watched Like a Hawk," this episode dives deeper into Blake's personal experiences during his time as a member, shedding light on the intricacies of life within the secretive cult.The hosts pick up where the previous episode left off, guiding listeners through the tumultuous period of Blake's courtship and engagement, which he describes as some of the most challenging times of his life. Blake shares intimate details about the pressures, expectations, and constant surveillance he endured as he navigated the delicate balance of courtship within the tight-knit community.Listeners gain a firsthand account of the emotional toll exacted on Blake during this period, as he grappled with the realization that the family he was marrying into was deeply entwined with the leader of Crusade Church. The episode explores the psychological impact of being "Watched Like a Hawk," examining the layers of control that extended beyond the religious teachings and seeped into the personal lives of its members.

In this riveting episode of "The Cult Next Door Podcast," hosts Mattie Lasiter and Ashleigh Teeter delve into the personal journey of their brother-in-law, Blake Moorer. This episode explores Blake's upbringing in an offshoot of the Worldwide Church of God and the startling revelations that led him to become a member of the enigmatic Crusade Church.Blake opens up about the pivotal moments that led him to join Crusade Church and how he became intertwined with the Lasiter family. With candor, he reflects on the challenges he faced and the allure of a sense of belonging that eventually drew him into the fold of his father-in-law's leadership.The episode sheds light on the emotional and psychological journey of a family member who, over time, begins to question the authority of the leader, realizing that this leader's voice was not God's voice, but rather a tool of manipulation.

Part 2: In the riveting second part of our two-part series, "Pulling On A Thread," hosts Ashleigh and Mattie embark on a deeply personal journey as they explore Ashleigh's profound experience of leaving The Living Church of God, a significant offshoot of the Worldwide Church of God. Like the delicate act of pulling on a thread in a sweater, what begins as a small revelation unravels into a transformative exploration of faith and self-discovery.Ashleigh shares the intimate details of her time within The Living Church of God and the events that led to her eventual departure. Through candid conversations, the hosts delve into the intricacies of religious beliefs, community dynamics, and the emotional toll of questioning one's faith.As the thread of Ashleigh's story is pulled, listeners witness the unraveling of deeply ingrained beliefs and the emergence of new perspectives. The episode captures the vulnerability and courage required to confront one's faith, challenging the status quo and embracing the uncertainty of a spiritual journey in uncharted territory.

In the riveting first part of our two-part series, "Pulling On A Thread," hosts Ashleigh and Mattie embark on a deeply personal journey as they explore Ashleigh's profound experience of leaving The Living Church of God, a significant offshoot of the Worldwide Church of God. Like the delicate act of pulling on a thread in a sweater, what begins as a small revelation unravels into a transformative exploration of faith and self-discovery.Ashleigh shares the intimate details of her time within The Living Church of God and the events that led to her eventual departure. Through candid conversations, the hosts delve into the intricacies of religious beliefs, community dynamics, and the emotional toll of questioning one's faith.As the thread of Ashleigh's story is pulled, listeners witness the unraveling of deeply ingrained beliefs and the emergence of new perspectives. The episode captures the vulnerability and courage required to confront one's faith, challenging the status quo and embracing the uncertainty of a spiritual journey in uncharted territory.

In this special episode, we take a break from our usual storyline to delve deep into a critical and often overlooked topic: the long-lasting impact of mental and emotional abuse. Titled "Reverberations of Abuse," we explore the profound and enduring ways that abuse can shape an individual's life, influencing how they interact with the world and how their body responds to stress and trauma.Mental and emotional abuse can leave indelible marks on a person's psyche, often invisible but undeniably present. In this episode we discuss how survivors of emotional and mental abuse can experience difficulties in forming healthy relationships, trusting others, and managing their own emotions. It highlights the ways in which their self-esteem and self-worth can be deeply affected, impacting their overall quality of life.In addition, "Reverberations of Abuse" delves into the physiological effects of abuse, shedding light on the connection between mental and emotional trauma and long-term health issues. It explores the concept of toxic stress and how the body reacts to prolonged periods of fear, anxiety, and instability, potentially leading to a range of physical ailments.

In this eye-opening episode of "The Cult Next Door", we delve into the intriguing world of the Worldwide Church of God (and it's offshoots) and their unique perspectives on mental health and the impending apocalypse. Join us as we unravel the fascinating history and beliefs of this religious organization in "Demon Problems & Coming Catastrophe."Unlike conventional approaches that seek to address mental health issues through medical and psychological means, the church viewed mental health challenges as manifestations of demonic oppression and possession. We explore the implications of this belief system and its impact on the lives of the church's followers, shedding light on the personal struggles they faced.The Church was known for its unwavering focus on the imminent arrival of the great tribulation and the end times. Our episode takes you on a journey through the church's teachings, which were steeped in apocalyptic fervor. We'll discuss the messages and prophecies that kept the followers on edge, believing that the end of the world was just around the corner."Demon Problems & Coming Catastrophe" offers a thought-provoking exploration of how a religious organization's unorthodox beliefs about mental health and doomsday scenarios can shape the lives of its adherents. Listen in as we navigate the complexities of faith, belief, and the human psyche in the face of impending catastrophe.

Part 2: In this episode of "The Cult Next Door" we return to the gripping story of Mattie, the youngest child in a family plagued by a toxic cult-like dynamic. This time, we delve into a particularly harrowing chapter of his life, one that left a lasting scar on his psyche.At the tender age of 15, Mattie experienced a period of isolation, forced to spend "Forty Days & Forty Nights" away from his family, church, and friends. This extreme and psychologically damaging ordeal was orchestrated within the confines of the religious cult led by their father, shrouding Mattie's adolescence in darkness and despair.Joining Mattie in this deeply personal and revealing episode are his sisters, Jen and Ashleigh, the former providing crucial insights into the emotional and psychological torment they all endured during this time & the latter only learning of this ordeal recently.This episode continues to unravel the layers of dysfunction within their family and the oppressive grip of their father's religious cult. The narrative illustrates the profound impact of this forty-day ordeal on Mattie, who, at such a vulnerable age, grappled with an unfathomable degree of pain, fear, and uncertainty.Let's get social!: https://linktr.ee/cultnextdoorpodcast We'd love to hear from you. Contact us at contact@thecultnextdoorpodcast.com #cult #igotout #cultsurvivor #familycult

Part 1: In this episode of "The Cult Next Door" we begin to delve into the story of Mattie, the youngest child in a family ensnared by a cult-like dynamic, led by their own father. "The Extra Child" explores the painful journey of Mattie, who found himself thrust into the role of the family's new scapegoat, enduring the cruel and unjust treatment from his own father.Joining Mattie in this compelling narrative are his two sisters, Ashleigh and Jen, who provide essential insight into their shared experiences growing up in the shadow of their father's religious cult. Together, they share their memories, revealing the complex dynamics that engulfed their family, leaving them scarred and searching for answers.As we journey through their recollections, we uncover the layers of manipulation, control, and emotional abuse that permeated their lives. The episode sheds light on the psychological toll this family cult took on its youngest member, Mattie, as he grappled with isolation and mistreatment."The Extra Child" explores the complex dynamics within their family and the challenges they encountered along the way.Let's get social!: https://linktr.ee/cultnextdoorpodcast We'd love to hear from you. Contact us at contact@thecultnextdoorpodcast.com #cult #igotout #cultsurvivor #familycult

Part 2: In this gripping and deeply personal episode of The Cult Next Door, hosts Mattie and Ashleigh are joined by a very special guest: their sister, Jen. Together, they open up about their shared experiences growing up in the shadow of a family cult and the heart-wrenching and lifelong ordeal of a Christian doomsday cult led by their own father. Join us as we delve into the harrowing world of cults and the profound impact they had on Mattie, Ashleigh, and Jen's lives. They'll recount their early memories, the seductive promises of the cult, and the chilling reality they eventually faced. This raw and emotional conversation sheds light on the hidden dangers of cults and the insidious role that narcissism can play in the rise of cult leaders. We explore the complex dynamics within their family and the challenges they encountered along the way. Let's get social!: https://linktr.ee/cultnextdoorpodcast We'd love to hear from you. Contact us at contact@thecultnextdoorpodcast.com #cult #igotout #cultsurvivor #familycult

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Part 1: In this gripping and deeply personal episode of The Cult Next Door, hosts Mattie and Ashleigh are joined by a very special guest: their sister, Jen. Together, they open up about their shared experiences growing up in the shadow of a family cult and the heart-wrenching and lifelong ordeal of a Christian doomsday cult led by their own father. Join us as we delve into the harrowing world of cults and the profound impact they had on Mattie, Ashleigh, and Jen's lives. They'll recount their early memories, the seductive promises of the cult, and the chilling reality they eventually faced. This raw and emotional conversation sheds light on the hidden dangers of cults and the insidious role that narcissism can play in the rise of cult leaders. We explore the complex dynamics within their family and the challenges they encountered along the way. Let's get social!: https://linktr.ee/cultnextdoorpodcast We'd love to hear from you. Contact us at contact@thecultnextdoorpodcast.com #cult #igotout #cultsurvivor #familycult

Would you know if you were in a cult? In this episode, Mattie and Ashleigh delve into common misconceptions about cults and unlock the power of Dr. Steven Hassan's BITE model—a critical framework for identifying cult behavior. Explore the nuances of Behavior, Information, Thought, and Emotional control employed by cults. This episode also sheds light onto the disturbing prevalence of narcissistic personality disorder among cult leaders, shedding light on a concerning commonality. Tune in as we demystify cults, providing vital insights to help you stay informed and protected. The Cult Next Door Podcast is the place to go for discussions on spiritual abuse, purity culture, undue influence, narcissistic abuse, and storytelling by cult survivors. Cults discussed include the WorldWide Church of God, the Living Church of God, the Crusade Church, and many others. Resources: Steven Hassan's BITE Model: https://freedomofmind.com/cult-mind-control/bite-model/ Freedom of Mind Resource Center: https://freedomofmind.com/ Let's get social!: https://linktr.ee/cultnextdoorpodcast We'd love to hear from you. Contact us at contact@thecultnextdoorpodcast.com

Ep.3 of "The Cult Next Door" Podcast w/ Ashleigh Teeter & Mattie C. Lasiter. September 20, 2023.

Ep.2 of "The Cult Next Door" Podcast w/ Ashleigh Teeter & Mattie C. Lasiter. September 13, 2023.

Episode 1 of "The Cult Next Door" Podcast w/ Ashleigh Teeter & Mattie C. Lasiter. September 6, 2023.

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