Maybe I’m Manic

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One lone maniac shares her tales of mental health, and all the fun that comes along with it. Join Alexis as she leads a one woman show sure to entertain even the most distracted listener, while bringing in fantastic guests to share their views on life, love, ex’s, and much more. Be sure to start at the beginning because as we all know, the backstory is far too important to miss. Who knows? Maybe YOU'RE manic!

Maybe I’m Manic


    • May 18, 2022 LATEST EPISODE
    • monthly NEW EPISODES
    • 54m AVG DURATION
    • 40 EPISODES


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    S3 Ep5: Cain Culto (Young Little Piece Of ASS, The No Fly List, & JESUS)

    Play Episode Listen Later May 18, 2022 48:50


    Do you personally know anyone on the No Fly list? NOW YOU DO! Introducing the magically talented Cain Culto. ⚡️With a smile so nice you dare not second guess it, Andrew (who performs under the stage name Cain Culto)  joins the Maybe Im Manic crew to discuss his accession to more than 10,000 subscribers on YouTube, countless streams across all platforms, and legitimate psychotic breakdown that only made him cooler, stronger, and more interesting to boot. Believers and non believers alike can find comfort and food for thought in the eloquent way he describes leaving structured religious institutions and finding his own personal Jesus: Omar. Tune in!

    S3 Ep4: xDEAD HABIBx (Death Metal, Day Jobs, & Danzig)

    Play Episode Listen Later May 11, 2022 48:02


     Local Death Metal celebrity xDead Habibx stops into the Maybe Im Manic studio to discuss his rise to European stardom, REAL metal music, Vampires, and his absolutely iconic partnership with our other guest, Randal! This episode is sure to make you laugh as Randal spills the tea on how Bambi stole his lunch, and what its like being security at bars in Costa Mesa! 

    S3 Ep3: "I F*$%ING S**T MYSELF, OK???" (Florida Man, Weight-loss Surgery, Fur Oil)

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 26, 2022 41:45


    Charlie, Charlie....CHARLIE?? How can we ever begin to understand such a man? Join Alexis & Jessica as they unpack another BIZZZZAAAAREEE story from Charlie's archives! If that isn't enough, Jessica explains how she lost 120+ pounds and LOOKS AMAZING!! And lastly, the gang asks the question we all want to know: WHY haven't you watched Maybe Im Manic : The MUSICAL yet?? Please proceed... enjoy :)

    S3 Ep2: Mutt & Tustin Archer ( Insta-hacked & back again! Intentional Hip-hop & besties for life)

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 20, 2022 55:38


    Hi! what's your trauma?? Welcome MUTT & Tustin Archer! two OC musicians with resumes sure to wow you are the first fresh faces of the season, and arrive ready to talk some dumb and wild sh** with Jessica and Alexis! Have you ever lost your instagram account to sophisticated scammers? Yikes. It happens. Mutt shares some tips on how to get your account back, and how a DISGUSTING prank led he and Tustin Archer to be bonded for life. Learn also how Archer managed to become a lovely young man, despite his lack of stable housing in his childhood, living largely in a tent!! 

    S3 Ep1: Maybe Im Manic : The Musical

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 20, 2022 50:06


    5 friends embark in a musical episode sure to rattle and roll you into season 333! Charlie, Alexis, Jessica, Omar & Tracy sing their way through trauma, drama, and Charlie's awful taste in women. Please tune in!

    S2 Ep14: BLAKE JONES (Juice County, Drama, & Surviving Jesse Pinkman)

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 8, 2021 56:31


    The dashingly darling Blake Jones hops in the studio with your favorite Gals from Maybe Im Manic to discuss his latest album Cant Convince Me!  But...of course that's not all! Blake opens up about a wild night in San Francisco where he met Jesse Pinkman's meth'd out doppleganger, and had his own "velociraptor Jurassic park moment." You'll get it once you listen in. Join Alexis, Sydney and Jessica as they laugh through an hour of your life! Come hang out, babe! 

    S2 Ep13: BrittneyButch & Merry Mary (Herpies, Lezzies, & Grapefruit foreplay)

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 15, 2021 47:13


    Hi there, darling. Fancy seeing your sweet little buns back 'round here! Join your favorite podcast friends as they introduce you to the Southern Belle Mary, and the podcast alumni Brittney Butch! These two sober besties have some fun facts and stories to share, one being how Mary got Herpies behind the Piggly Wiggly... and how Brittney's mom is still holding on to all her daughters "Straight" clothes... ya know... just in case....  Just tune in, turn it up, make sure grandma isn't around to hear these wild tales, and ignore your problems! XOXO!

    S2 Ep12: PECKSONE! (Jail, Tattoo's at 12, & getting stabbed)

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 9, 2021 52:51


    Full circle is always a theme of the Maybe Im Manic Show, but this episode brings it home again.. listen to the end to see how. The underground OC artist PecksOne drops in to bare it all...from growing up in a broken home with tattoo's at 12 years old, to winning a talent show in Juvenile hall, and now on to another hit record, this young man is bound for a documentary on his rise to greatness. Tune in for a sneak peak inside the mind of the man who is behind some of your favorite hits including "Dying Breed", "Dirtball" and the mega hit "Apology Letter" off his latest album Angels Carry Kings. TAP IN BEFORE HES TOO BIG TO CHAT WITH!

    11: Sorry, Charlie! (Apologies, Step-sisters, & getting 5150'd)

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 9, 2021 49:36


    Once upon a time, Charlie told a lie...well, he left out a few details... and he's here to set the record straight...err, uhm gay? Either way, Alexis, Jessica, Sydney and Charles tear their way through 49 minutes of your life with non stop laughs and pure honesty. also... SOMEONE owes ALEXIS an APOLOGY!!!! (spoiler alert...it isn't Charles this time.) Tune in to find out....

    10: How WE Lost our first Celebrity guest (Sobriety, Divorcing 333, & Wife Swap)

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 7, 2021 37:08


    How long has it been since YOU were any fun? The celebrity guest the show has been awaiting was within their grasp....and slipped away. Care to find out how? The gang returns with a seriously hilarious episode about how the Patriarchy is garbage, Charles is Cancelled, and they are "in on the joke" with Orange County rap page, Juice Unlocked. Are you in on the joke? Tune in to find out!

    9: The Anonymous Episode

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 2, 2021 71:10


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    8: Maude & Charlie (Art, Liars & Exposing the Homies)

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 30, 2021 31:18


    Have you ever loaned your car to a girl you're in love with (after a month) while you went to rehab, and she didn't pick you up when you got out cause she had an eyelash appointment? COME ON! YOU HAVENT? Wanna talk to someone who has? We are back from our summer vacation with this little snack of an episode. Its perfect for your lunch break! Snack up!

    7: "My face was on fire" (Kels, OC.Natives, MamaKreations, Fireworks & GoFundMe)

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 28, 2021 55:36


    Here we go again with the cursed day: The 5th of July. Oc Natives & honorary 5150 Media Master Kels grabs the mic and explains the serious dangers of...ILLEGAL FIREWORKS! Lucky to be alive, the freshly 30 year old tells the tale of how one decision with explosives can change your life forever... and how people love to talk their shit. By his side is the lovely and talented Mama Kreations (Kate) who runs her own small business, as well as her big business: Taking care of her two babies....Her son, and...Kels. Listen in as the TEA IS SPILLED, MY FRIENDS!

    6: UNHINGED BEING (THE BRii SCAVO BETRAYAL)

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 16, 2021 44:41


    Are you a rumor super-spreader? Are you an unhinged being? This may or may not be the most fantastic, salacious, & HILARIOUS episode to date, but who are we to judge? Join your favorite alumni, Jessica Z & Sydney, as they suit up in scuba gear to dive deep into another whacky tale brought to you by your favorite main character, Alexis. Although she was not present at the time of recording, the ghost of Brii Scavo makes an appearance through saved audio clips from a friendship reunion that will legitimately blow your socks off. Bottoms up, bitches!!

    5: SURVIVING A COVID QUESADILLA! (Lauren, Rape Culture, interviews, & Scandal)

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 14, 2021 42:31


    10 days of quarantine: Alexis may not be able to smell, taste or feel, but she and her nasal-y voice have returned to the mic to tell the tale of the Covid Quesadilla that nearly took both she and Andrew out. Join your two favorites as they recall their Covid experience, along side special guest Lauren. The young brunette from Orange County adds spice and color to the pod, as she tells her own perspective of the night that Alexis laughs at. The gang also addresses the controversy with the strange and unusual local instigator, "Cali Crunch." A short and sweet 40 minutes that should see you through your lunch break. Stay safe, Babes!

    4: MADDDBOYYY (Rappers, CAPCAPCAP, nights)

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 2, 2021 62:17


    Have you ever woken up naked in a Vegas suite wearing a homeless man's jacket? Do you rap? Do you cap? Our new friend MADDDBOYYY pops in and discusses his experiences with all those. An entrepreneur and father of one, this fine young man hangs out with the Maybe Im Manic crew for an hour of wild ass stories, why he won't do a 9-5, gossip, and a look at a few of his new songs off his latest album, "Maddd Vibes."  Listen, if you are looking for a fun way to spend an hour of your life, tune in and tune out the cappers. Pink beard, fuck yeah!

    3: "She's real life 90 day fiancé!" (Cannabinoid hyperemesis, Nose Jobs, Daddy Issues, Devon J & CTP)

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 11, 2021 57:17


     A room full of blondes (Sydney is 30% blonde....it counts) takes you into their loving arms to discuss what made them so hot: their trauma. A long time friend of Alexis, Devon J pops in to confirm rumors of a nose job, her mysterious poisoning, bad ex's, and her upcoming big move to the UK! Special guest Court The Plug (CTP) shares a few disturbing tales of her 20+ foster homes, including how she was viciously exploited by her ex-foster mother, and what happened next.... anyways!! Have fun with this crazy entertaining episode! 

    2: Ginger Anne! (Endometriosis, Dating a YouTuber & Oompa Loompas at Prom)

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 27, 2021 61:16


    The second season of Maybe I'm Manic continues on with an amazing special guest: Ginger Anne! An Orange County native, but a newly LA dweller, Ginger and Alexis sip a magical target cocktail while being supervised by Sydney,  as they dive into what life is like for the humble content creator, and why she prefers not to be called an "influencer." Could you imagine living with 4 males? No? Go ahead and imagine living with 4 male Youtubers! Tune in to see how Ginger not only survives, but thrives!

    1: "Guys pay me top dollar for my time," (Court THE Plug!!! BBL & insanity!)

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 7, 2021 53:14


    The anticipated, highly rated, complicated and controversial episode has FINALLY arrived: COURT THE f****** PLUG takes her throne at the Maybe Im Manic round table to dine on the meat and potatoes that is her life story. A child of the foster care system, Court has been on her own making her way as a sex worker and an amazing barber in LA for just over four years. Take a listen to the not so simple tale where an innocent girl from Boston does porn, discovers fast money, and tattoos her face (fuck a job) all before 24.  CTP GANG! ❤️ 

    25: Kaarina THE PRO DOM! (Dungeons, Kink, Venmo Scams, & Love Letters)

    Play Episode Listen Later May 10, 2021 58:15


    Have you ever wanted to kick a man in the balls as hard as you can, and not only suffer zero consequences, but also make money? Kaarina stops by to educate the Maybe Im Manic crew on the magical (and notoriously strange) world that is KINK. With years of experience in the industry, Kaarina explains how she has successfully monetized her skills, and continues to grow and explore this fascinating subculture. Join these 4 ladies on this bizarre and beautiful episode that will teach you a thing or two, or maybe inspire you... if nothing else. Men, don't be alarmed, we wont kick you...unless you pay. Bon Voyage!

    24: HOT GUY IN A COMA (James Del Toro, Cancel Culture, & Why We WONT SkyDive)

    Play Episode Listen Later May 5, 2021 64:43


    "So I woke up on the 5th of July, and I almost could not believe my eyes, I saw on Facebook James was in a coma." Need we say more? The resilient creature that is James Del Toro makes a special appearance on the Maybe Im Manic stage, and tells the tale of the 4th of July that almost killed him...literally. A man of Mystery and charm, James details the accident that changed him forever, and somehow...left his face still beautiful. Sydney and Alexis also discuss why they won't ever jump out of a plane, and how they're afraid of cancel culture. Drown your ears in this episode, and stay tuned for an original song at the end. cheers!

    23: "I think the shots were still going when we found out" (Juice Unlocked, DomTheKid, & THE VEGAS SHOOTING)

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 19, 2021 53:44


    Welcome back!! Alexis returns with her Terry-Gross-inspired Interview skills, and absolutely GRILLS the mysterious man behind the Juice Unlocked page : Matt Allen. An artist, Manager, Dad, and an all around amazing artist! By the way, we all know life is beautiful, and meant to be cherished...but nothing puts that into perspective like being a victim of a mass shooting! The gang gets personal with local artist Dom The Kid about how one night changed his AND his Mom's life forever.  TUNE IN! TURN IT UP! SUPPORT LOCAL ARTISTS!

    22: "The FBI has all my nudes" (ACCIDENTALLY DATING PEDO'S & CELEBS)

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 13, 2021 61:01


    Has law enforcement ever seen your nudes? Has the FBI ever casually called you, and asked about the dude you're hooking up with? No? Great. You'll love this story. A life long friend of Alexis', and a FIDM student, Jessica Z stops by the studio to share one of her MANY many wild and disruptive stories about the insanity that is life. Spy shit is where its at, guys! Alexis

    21: "I had been a professional artist-using-JUNKIE, BABY!" (5 BABY MAMAS)

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 29, 2021 62:40


    The podcast that loves drama has found another guest who has proven to the Maniacs that she belongs. Hannah or as the streets knows her, "H", walks in with 'big love' and blows Sydney & Alexis' minds with her elegant re-telling of her life and how she became one of 5 baby's Mama's, and does it in style. Spirituality, sexuality and sweetness are all here in this episode. As an added bonus, Alexis SEES THAT GIRL FROM HIGH SCHOOL, (Episode 1)  and.... well... you gotta hear how it all goes down. Have fun!

    20: Crying In Public Chapter 1

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 23, 2021 57:49


    Enjoy the first chapter of Crying In Public.  Release date coming soon!

    19: "4 LOKO IS NOT ILLEGAL" (Stefan, Stalkers, Armie Hammer, TikTok & Sex Tapes)

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 23, 2021 63:18


    Oh to be young...and to be fortunate enough to look back on strange things we've done. Join the self proclaimed "Dream Team" as they poke and prod at the BIG TIME COOL GUY, Stefan Vleming. Before he was working with some of the biggest names in the music industry, he was just a regular guy who Alexis took stalker photos of... Aside from the funny and odd, the gang discusses the Armie Hammer saga that is unfolding daily. Body parts? Joshua tree? Who knows. Alexis tells the story of her stalker, and how she got him to stop...she hopes. What do you think? Listen up!

    18: "Practice on the 6's so you can score with the 10's" (GETTING STABBED, HINGE, SOULMATES & MENTAL HEALTH)

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 15, 2021 73:47


    The conclusion to the fantastic episode with Esteban, the host of The Annoying Neighbor Podcast, is ready to be consumed...just like urine, its aged to perfection. Yes, you read that correctly. Andrew gets out of his shell even more than before, and talks about how he cured his anxiety last week in a most unconventional manner...and his brush with child fame. Just like every wonderful late night infomercial, JUST WAIT, THERES MORE! Esteban turns the mic and interviews Alexis a bit, before he explains his harrowing near death experience that landed him in a helicopter, and now in the Maybe Im Manic hall of fame.... Then, the gang breaks down bi-polar disorder a little, and opens up about suicidal thoughts and much more... hop in! xo 

    17: "I had to put a sweater on my head" (ESTEBAN FROM THE ANNOYING NEIGHBOR PODCAST!,( anxiety, & podcasts)

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 8, 2021 58:11


    The gang has been waiting for you, so jump right into the fantastic, inspiring and funny hangout / collaboration with The Annoying Neighbor Podcast! In part one of a two part episode, listen as host Esteban or as the streets call him, "Boxx," turns the tables and interviews the gang, as well as shares his wild life before he moved from his chaotic hometown.  Racism, "slanging", gang violence, anxiety, starting a podcast, and much more. Can Alexis convince him to "let" his girlfriend start an Onlyans? Tune in! 

    16: "Whenever a spot would get too hot, we would have to move" (MEDU$A TUNS MAYHEM INTO MUSIC)

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 1, 2021 42:06


    Welcome back, ya'll. If you're looking for your new musical obsession, look no further. Medu$a (yes, with a dollar sign) stops by the studio on her way to the top of the charts to discuss her chaotic upbringing, "Juice Unlocked" bullies and trolls, and her latest project that she has cookin' in the oven for us all.  Tune in while she details how she took her traumas and dramas and crafted them into poetically profound lyrics sure to get stuck in your head. SHES GONNA BE FAMOUS, GUYS. 

    14: "DANIEL ALWAYS WINS!", PART 2 (More about drinking Urine, Breath-work Meditation, & The New Society)

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 19, 2021 33:46


    Daniel's illustrious personality was far too expansive to be contained in just one podcast. Just like getting the extras from your ice cream shake in that tin cup, we have just a little more for you. Daniel discusses suicidal thoughts and using pain as fertilizer to grow an amazing life. Might as well go for the craziest life you can live, right? Pop this quick snack of an episode on and finish the journey with your friends Alexis and Andrew. xo!

    13: "You can literally just pee into a cup and drink it" (URINE THERAPY? NEW WORLD ORDER? DAMN,DANIEL!)

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 15, 2021 57:49


    The Maniac's are always looking to learn, but how far are they willing to venture off? Alexis and Andrew take a dive (and make a splash) into the uncharted territories of Urine Therapy... for real. Spiritual Devine Masculine and self proclaimed Affirmation God, Daniel Robertson takes the crew through a day in the life that begins in the restroom. Buckle up for part one of a two part episode that may or may not make you rethink what you've been flushing.... GOOD LUCK!

    12: THE HAILEY SHOW, TRUST FUNDS, THE FEDS, & CHRIS.

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 8, 2021 60:03


    Do want to date a homeless guy? Do your parents bail you out of any and every pickle? Do you have a warrant out for your arrest in Milwaukee? Your favorite podcast makes a loud return to the airwaves since the dissolution of The Coven with your OG host: Alexis. Listeners old and new alike are invited to enjoy a lifestyle podcast about the wild Tustin Socialite  that is Hailey Sherman. Joined also by the celebrity hairdresser, Omar, listen to her recant tales of their old lives that was the Newport Beach and Costa Mesa scene.  The crescendo of any terrible relationship must always being with a chris... and this one is brought to you by Hailey Sherman. 

    11: "Honey, I think I need stitches"

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 25, 2021 61:38


    Wild, shameful and fast and loose: Welcome home, babes. Join Alexis with the last of the "Sydney footage" while they pose and answer the time old question: Have you ever given a _______ and it hits your _______, and you _________? If you pass that test, enjoy another tale of the infamous Ex-husband that ends in a bit of justice.. we think?  Please fill in the blanks while you cringe binge this episode. Courtesy gags aren't the only things they've both given to men who didn't deserve it...

    10: "WAIT... IM NOT MEXICAN??" (Ancestry DNA, Dad(s))

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 19, 2021 59:21


    Do you know who your biological father is? Alexis invites Sydney into the studio to spend some time detailing their journey to find out where exactly they came from... and who. Amidst all that, they also recall the golden days of AOL instant messenger, and how it became the modality for Sydney to learn about herself. If that wasn't enough, the pair discusses Tarot card ethics & how the messages come through. Enjoy!

    9: "IT HIT ME WHEN I WAS DANCING WITH YOU" (The foreign stories)

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 11, 2021 50:35


    The Coven is joined by a special guest, Sydney   as they spend just over 50 minutes spilling some very strange and bizarre stories of out of town stalkers, pool boys, anxiety, and how some men just can't take a a hint. Synchronicity is truly involved in the story of when Alexis accidentally met one of her biggest fans, and when Sydney was just trying to enjoy her European Vacation...well, listen for yourself. xo 

    8: "It could be this lifetime, it could be the next," SCIENTOLOGY COVEN??

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 6, 2021 63:26


    The Coven is back after the holiday recess, and is ready to indoctrinate you into the very layered and complicated philosophy that is Scientology. (Just kidding, Mom) The beautiful and multitalented (and close friend of L. Ron Hubbard in a past life) Charese Mongiello arrives in style to explain to The Coven how to fix everything in your life by going back in time.   **DISCLAIMER** The views and personal commentary expressed by the guest do not necessarily reflect the personal views or factual evidence of The Coven.

    7: "THE WALMART CANDLE-SPELL WORKED, DAWG" (Being in love, Face tattoos, & Woke-Jokes)

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 12, 2020 57:04


    Have you ever wondered what It means to be woke? The witches may have some answers for you. After The Coven's first visual podcast made its successful debut, the witches are back at it again! Andrew "Bloomy The Goat" Nyssen joins the gang to explain his bold decision to make his face a canvas, and the tale behind it's meaning. Alexis discusses her reasons for minimizing her work schedule, and Haley tries to explain spiritual healing to her family. 

    3: “I'M HERE TO CHEAT” (Haley's Cinderella story)

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 2, 2020 67:48


     Can lightening strike 3 times? Join us for another frightening hour of tales involving virginity loss, Vegas, Bipolar disorder, and why you shouldn't ever take Molly advice from Haley. The Coven Of Bitches are back for round 3 of brutal and disturbing honesty that will leave you enlightened... and maybe afraid. Tune in and turn off the world, babes.

    2: "My Ex-Boyfriend Tried to Kill Me," (

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 24, 2020 50:00


    Porn preferences, two boyfriends at once, underage drinking, and revenge plots: The Sophomore episode of this podcast does not disappoint, as The Coven returns for a disturbing take of yet another friend betrayal, with juicy details. Alexis explains her obsession with calling the po-lice, and haley learns more than she even knew was ever possible. Lets go, girls. 

    1: ‘That Girl From High School" (The Coven Explained)

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 24, 2020 50:38


    Haley and Alexis break you in to the wild podcast that is The Coven Of Bitches podcast. Beginning with "The Night that Nick Broke Up With Us.", a long winded tale of how the Coven was immersed in the disturbing saga that is That Girl From High School, and how a friendship can go awry over night. Buckle Up, Ya'll. 

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