C50 Podcast

Hello, we're back! This episode is a bit winded at the front...sorry, that is my fault, but we wanted to up date you. The second half is about "loneliness" Vs. "aloneness" and social distancing. Check it out!Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

This was recorded for Giving Tuesday 2019 but also works for giving anytime to C50 Ministries. Please listen and see what God may call you to give to C50 Ministries. Thank you so much!J, Becca, Karen & BellaSupport the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

This is a favorite episode of mine because I have found it so helpful personally. It's basically part 2 of the podcast we posted before it. This is useful for anyone struggling. I have found this to be a great way to do the hard work of addressing issues in your life that need addressed while doing it in a safe place. We believe everything we post is worth it and this is no exception. Check it out!Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

This episode came out of a therapy session I had and I really wanted to share this because it was so powerful to me. I do talk a lot in this episode but I think by the end you will see where we are going and it will be great. Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

We took about 6 weeks and didn't record any podcasts. The truth of the matter is that I (J.) was going through heavy depression. Things have gotten so much better but now what do we do???? We tell the world all about it. We hope this story of recent depression, coping mechanisms and much more will help you as you fight or help someone fight for life.Always remember, Jesus is good all the time. All the time, Jesus is good.Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

This is an original that our guest wrote a few years back. Because of recent events and our topic, Kelli decided to share this song. How cool to have this go around the globe now! Can we call ourselves a record label? C50 Records? Seriously, to get ahold of Kelli about the song, e-mail us at C50Hope@Gmail.comSupport the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

This is a complicated question. We at C50 believe that once you ask Christ to free you from the bondage of your sin and ask him into your life as Savior, NOTHING can take that away. We believe scripture assures us that believers who commit suicide do go to Heaven.Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

What can you possibly say to a child that has to deal with the loss of a parent, family member of friend. Kelli says, be honest but use the right words. Listen to how you can speak to your child. Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

After some national and local suicides, we decided to revisit the topic of suicide and approach it from the perspective of those that have been hurt. Again, C50 desires to help the diagnosed as well as those affected. Many people are connected to the recent, local tragedy we have experienced and we have permission to use language that addresses the local situation, short of providing names. For anyone listening that has been affected by suicide, this is for you. May the Lord of peace fill your soul. Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

Hey young ones and older one alike! Caleb was an amazing kid that was in my youth group for a while. He followed some great student worship leaders and did a great job leading. So Proud! Caleb has now jumped into leading worship at a church plant. Caleb has struggled with self-worth and self-harm and now is open about his struggle with depression.great guy. great story!P.S. - Yes, this is Kristin Danner's Son & Paul "Scanner Danner" sonSupport the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

Our team has known Kristin for years. Their family cares about C50. We never knew that Kristin had her own story of anxiety and depression. - Anxiety & Depression can manifest in different ways. Kristin's body really took a toll. The physical symptoms are a part of this story you may relate to. This is about Kristin, but we understand that her husband Paul has a following. Mr. "Scanner Danner"- I can speak for Kristin, Paul and us at C50 that we share the same faith. To anyone listening, please reach out to any of us with questions. The normal way to get ahold of us at C50, or to get Kristin or Paul would be to e-mail us at C50Hope@Gmail.com so we can keep their privacy. However, if you are close to Kristin or Paul and know them personally, talk with them. They are open and would love to tell you about how you can go from Hurt To Hope. -Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

Karen Passieu has a life outside C50. Who knew?!Geoff McQueen is the man behind McQueen Studios. Both of these folks have helped C50 A LOT! Hear them talk about their jobs, whjat drives them and the behind the scenes of C50. Passieu Farmers Insurance: 205 E McMurray Rd Suite B, McMurray, PA 15317(724) 260-0188McQueen Building Company: 2581 Washington Rd, Pittsburgh, PA 15241(412) 833-5103Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

In this episode, J. shares a personal side of him, music. J doesn't write in a journal but rather writes music. Listen as he walks you through a few songs he has written on his journey of Hurt To Hope. Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

This episode is 2 of J's short talks. We hope you are encouraged by his vulnerability and the truth he shares. Story 1- Healing: Trees & Relationships. Trust.Story 2- What we know directs our actions. Trust the Lord.Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

This is an update of C50 and the podcast. Great stuff is happening and great things are on the horizon!Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

Diane Scabolloni has an amazing story that starts out so rough but she finds true HOPE in Jesus Christ. What the Devil used to nearly kill her, Christ redeemed and now, Diane can say that Incest protected her and after knowing Jesus a bit, pulled her closer to her savior. This is a very raw episode and we need to warn you to listen to this with adult ears...protect those little ones. However, we want you to hear everything. Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

In this episode, J. is very honest that he is struggling. He walks us through his struggles and asks the question...Are you struggling too. J. spent a lot of time pointing fingers and never opening up but we want this podcast to be a place where we can all get our mess on the table. Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

This is a great podcast discussion about Bella's struggle with Anxiety, Panic Attacks and a Panic Disorder. Yep, they are all part of a mean 3 but all very different too. Anxiety is huge in the world we live in. It may be a big diagnosis or maybe it's just not your day, week, month or even your year. Listen we all can struggle with anxiety and we struggle with different degrees. Give this a listen and see how you may get some good info and go from Hurt To Hope. May the Lord bless you!Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

This episode is all about BPD...Borderline Personality Disorder. This is a diagnosis that I (J.) have been given and do believe I have. It has really affected my life and the people around me. AT one point, professionals gave no hope for people with this diagnosis. Now, there is hope and healing. Come listen to this informative episode.Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

Postpartum Depression is a very big topic in the world of new mothers. It would sometimes called "The Baby Blues" or written off as not a big thing. However, research shows us that what some women go through after having a baby is very real and hits to the core of their mental health. At C50, we want to talk about all issues related to mental health. We are not professionals but do know that Christ is the center of healing and that you can overcome the season (maybe a very long season) of Postpartum Depression.Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

I was coworkers with a guy at the Bible Chapel for years and had no idea that his wife struggled with some similar things as myself. The Butor's are like one of those power couples you read about, they have the look, talent and smiles but I know both of them are honest about their walk with the Lord. Come listen and hear Alex share about her ups and downs and how she went from Hurt to Hope. Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

This is an attempt to see if we stick multiple stories together that the length becomes more "listenable" We love our long stories of redemption but also feel J. Ware Speaks episodes are great too. Tell us what you think. C50Hope@Gmail.comSupport the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

After we interviewed David Burke, we started talking. We liked where the conversation was going so we hit record. This is a podcast that happened after the podcast. Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

Listen to Mikes story and going from farms to felony. Listen to part 2 and catch the details and finish up.Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

Ok, This is the rest of the big story. We hope you see Jesus' work in Mike and know he offers redemptionSupport the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

David is a friend and a really cool guy. We are so thankful he was able to join us and open up about his story. Come listen as he talks about struggling with mental health his whole life. Great story of redemption!Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

Bottle rockets and Wendy's cups don't mix. This teaches us a few lessons and helps us who struggle with mental illness. Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

Imagine starting to drink at a young age and getting deeper and deeper to how it fixes the hurt in your life. Well, Roz did just that. Come hear a story of how Roz's mental health was lacking and alcohol filled a void but created more of a void in the end. First it was 30 beers a day, then it was a gallon of vodka a day and then bottles of mouthwash. This is a story about recovery and Jesus Christ.Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

We can't say enough about this podcast! Our friend Lorraine has experienced so much. She really could be an addict or a statistic but God had her through everything. This story has so many twists and turns it's crazy but it has a beautiful, beautiful ending. Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

Liar, Liar, pants on fire. I told a lie about a bike. Walmart believed me but I felt horrible and had to do something. Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

How can I put this, there was a leaking propane tank 75 feet from our bonfires!Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

This is a great phone interview with an phenomenal lady, Alisa Keeton from Revelation Wellness. At first glance you may start to think Alisa and Revelation Wellness is just physical health. However, This can't be further from the truth. How do I even begin to explain how Revelation Wellness speaks into every aspect of our lives and points people to Jesus. Listen and Alisa will explain it better.* RW does get into physical health at some point in your journey...Let's say, after you get focused with Christ etc. Physical fitness is tough for many people affected by mental health issues. It can be tough to drag yourself out of bed and get going. The reason we love RW here at C50 is because it's a journey that starts where you are and brings you closer to Christ. Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

Here is a quick discussion on a couple of our personal stories and how we wrestle with the portrayal of mental illness. It seems like many times people associate dysfunctional behavior with a mental illness. Not cool. Best thing to do is not make mental illness a laughing matter or respond that someones behavior is from a mental illness. Let's focus on building up and supporting those that are struggling. Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

As a youth pastor I would bring my high schoolers to Alive Music Festival. It was a great time but there was a secret reason why I made it through the rain, mud and craziness. Give this a quick listen and see how you too can survive...Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

This devotional covers a sensitive subject in my life. I have treated a lot of things like they were invincible, indestructible like they were lead balls. The biggest thing I hurt was my marriage. I have learned a lot and this quick devotional shares my marriage story very quickly and points to Christ as a redeemer.Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

In this episode you will hear how Jesse lived life for many years assuming everyone felt and thought the way he did. You will hear how OCD manifested itself in a young boy and how the struggle grew as Jesse aged. The story follows Jesse through many twists and turns but ultimately you will hear Jesse confirm that we shouldn't jump to assuming there is a sin problem when people struggle with mental illness. Of course life is complicated and this is a big issue but Jesse wraps up the podcast compelling us that Jesus makes all things new. Jesse works at Apex Community Church in Dayton Ohio. It's a great place and to all our Dayton listeners, check it out. Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

All of us affected by mental illness will find this episode interesting as we dive into the years when, many times, mental illness begins. I can't say enough about this episode if your child is symptomatic or you just feel something may be different with your child's behavior, emotions etc. Dr. Wes Reilly is an incredible man who loves Jesus and is passionate about integrating psychology and the study of the mind/behavior with faith in Christ. As always, Dr. Reilly is not making and professional decisions. Please remain faithful to the work you are doing with your therapist and doctors. Dr. Reilly, however, can be reached by writing us at C50. E-mail: C50Hope@Gmail.com. We will try hard to get any questions to Dr. Reilly but please understand he is a busy man....even if he is retiring. Thanks Dr. ReillySupport the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

This is a quick devotional about how God makes old things new. He is always working on us. Believe it when you don't see it. When it's hard, accept it. Know that the whole time, Christ's arms are around you.* If you're like me, my mental health has brought me to some dark places that have worn me out but those are the old things...Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

In this devotional you will hear J.'s story of how he became "book smart" about guns but had a funny but potentially serious run in with a cop. Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

In this shorter episode, you will hear about J's story and how he taught truth but sometimes wasn't living it out.This episode attempts to introduce a new short devotional podcast from J. So, why would you listen if he has inauthentically taught before? In 2007, at a church in Cincinnati, J. lived a hypocritical life at times. For the next 10 years in the church, he struggle hard to live what he preached. Through much help and the conviction, healing and forgiveness from the Lord, J. wants to share what he knows. J. wants to use his gift of teaching to teach about the issues of mental health, redemption and forgiveness. If you look closely at J. you will see a broken man with a lot of patched cracks. You may even still see some pieces missing. However, J. tries very hard to live his faith authentically and from a place that he can be honest that points all glory to Jesus Christ. As J. gets back to teaching, give the devotionals a shot and listen to biblical truth that comes from a man passionate about Jesus and trying hard to live out the faith he talks about.Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

In this episode, you will hear a short story about a guy named Matisyahu. You will see a guy covering one of Matisyahu's songs in a coffee shop. He doesn't realize Matisyahu is there watching...Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

Our good friend Jaclyn Royall is the Director of the special needs ministry at The Bible Chapel in McMurray. Jaclyn's passion for those with special needs is contagious. When talking with her recently, I asked a ridiculous question. "Do people with special needs struggle with mental health like I would." Jaclyn said, "Of course" I don't know why I even thought different but Jaclyn explained it to me and I knew we had to have her on the podcast. We are really talking about two groups of folks that can be overlooked. We obviously want this podcast to revolve around mental health but we purposefully let Jaclyn do her thing and sneak in all sorts of topics she is passionate about in the community she serves. You can find Jaclyn at The Bible Chapel in McMurray. The church has an incredible ministry to those families affected by Autism and like disabilities. http://www.biblechapel.org/connect/special-needs/ Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

In this episode, we are joined on the phone (our first phone interview...so hang with us) by Dr. Kipp Tiger. Becca and I just call him Kipp because he is one of my 3 great brother-in-laws. Kipp is one of the funniest guys I know, is one of the smartest guys I know and he cares about people and the Lord. Medication, many times, is a huge part of healing and even ongoing stability. This episode will be beneficial for those new to medication as well as those that have been on medication for years...ME! There is also this belief that somehow your bible is enough to take care of mental health symptoms...you can chew on that if you wish, but at C50 we think that both Medication and Jesus can work together...better yet, Jesus may use medication is his redemptive process. (He did for me- J. )Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

In this episode, we will discuss with Tyler how he went from growing up in a great home North of Pittsburgh to almost becoming a Navy SEAL, doing 4 tours, becoming dependent on drugs and alcohol to fight his PTSD and ultimately finding redemption in Christ through the love of his father. Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

In this episode, you will hear us talk about forgiveness. Why is this important, well, we feel and have experienced that forgiveness can be difficult in the mental health world. First, for the person that has been hurt by risky and unhealthy behaviors. Second, for the person that desires to unload the weight of their past behavior. Forgiveness can be achieved and found. We believe we do know how this can happen, so let this bold statement prove itself true as you listen to the podcast. Guest: Tom Rojahn, Campus Pastor at Robinson, The Bible ChapelSupport the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

In this episode, you will hear about Karen and Becca's experience dealing with Bella & J's mental illness. You will also hear J & Bella talk about what they feel is helpful. Of course, we are not professionals but as Bella says in this episode, "we are professionals in our own experiences." There is not 1 way to support someone. Time and circumstances also change how you interact with someone struggling with their mental health or illness. If you would like to ask us questions, please visit us at www.C50Hope.comIf you need help finding a good counselor, we may be able to help. Please contact us. We believe that medication and therapy can fit well with Jesus' healing if needed. Ultimately Jesus holds everything in his beautiful, strong and loving grip. As we reach out to others, you are not alone...Christ is already there.Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

In this episode, not only will you will hear about the trials Becca has gone through while being a wife to J. who has a mental illness, but you will hear mainly about her own deep struggle with codependency. Like many, codependency was unknown to Becca until she read a book entitled 9 Things You Simply Must Do by Henry Cloud. She had lived many years pleasing J and others and had lost her own way. C50 realizes that there are 2 sides of mental health. The people we think are obviously hurting and their "strong" support team. You will learn that the support team may be seriously hurting too and many times long before a diagnosis or a struggling individual realizes they need to change. Listen to this powerful story of redemption and a life that went from Hurt To Hope.* Follow Becca's Instagram- @Overcoming_codependencySupport the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

This episode can stand alone with enough background from our first podcast but is truly the 2nd part of J. Ware's story. You will hear all about J's struggles working in a church in Pittsburgh, How he was called to work as a missionary and eventually start C50. Come hear where the name C50 comes from and how God has taken a difficult story and redeemed it. * Redemption & forgiveness is all over this story but so is some sensitive material. We would ask you to consider who is listening with you. May you see Jesus in this...Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

In this podcast, you will hear from our C50 team member Bella. Bella is 17 and a Junior in high school. Bella has fought her own battles with mental illness from a young age. You will really benefit from Bella telling her story and Karen, her mom and another C50 Podcast team member her side as a support team member. You will hear some things that are really tough, you will hear about running away in the middle of New York City but it all comes from a young gal who passionately loves Jesus and wants her story to glorify God and bring others to Him. Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)

In this episode, you will hear J., Founder, and Executive Director or C50 Ministries share the first part of his story. Listen to how a quiet kid from the farms of Ohio ended up with a diagnosis of BiPolar and Borderline. You may relate to the struggle he experienced through the years as you too have a similar story or walk with someone who does. Support the show (https://www.c50hope.com/giving-info)