Growing Up In Polygamy

The first episodes of Secret Lives of Mormon Wives are packed with more drama than doctrine — and we're here for all of it. In this video, we dive into the chaos: from passive-aggressive prayers and friendship sabotage, to pregnancy revelations and messy relationship dynamics.We talk about Jen and Zach's struggle to reconnect in their marriage and faith while dealing with a surprise pregnancy, Taylor being blamed for Dakota's bad behavior, and the bizarre addition of Miranda to the group. Oh — and don't forget Whitney's desperate mission to win back her spot in the friend circle. It's Mean Girls meets Mormonism, and it's a wild ride.Grab your popcorn — this is going to be good.

In this episode, we react to Sister Wives One-on-One Part 2, where things get even more uncomfortable. From Kody Brown refusing to answer direct questions, to Robyn repeatedly saying "I don't know," this interview was full of awkward pauses, emotional contradictions, and tense moments.We dive into the cultural reasons behind Kody's failed marriages, his emotional reaction to moving Meri out—despite years of mistreatment—and the shocking moment he claimed to be grieving the loss of their relationship.Why does Kody suddenly care now? Why won't he take accountability? And how do these behaviors reflect deeper issues in polygamous culture and belief systems?

In this episode, we react to "How I Escaped My Cult"—featuring the House of Yahweh, a high-control religious group with shocking similarities to the FLDS church Sam grew up in. From strict isolation and doomsday prophecies to plural marriage and using food stamps to pay tithing, this story hit incredibly close to home.As former members of the FLDS and LDS Churches, we break down the tactics used to keep people trapped—like fear-based teachings, total control over relationships and resources, and the belief that only their group would be saved.We also discuss the raid on their Texas compound, the arrest of their leaders, and the disturbing reality that the group is still active today.

In this episode, Sam and Melissa react to Part One of the Sister Wives One-on-One Interviews, and things get messy. Most of the episode centers around Kody's refusal to take accountability—for his words, his actions, and especially for how things ended with Meri.We break down Kody's shifting narratives, emotional deflections, and how he continues to paint himself as the victim, even when confronted with his own past behavior. Meri opens up about the end of their relationship, and we dive deep into the emotional toll it's taken—and whether Kody ever really cared.As former members of fundamentalist and mainstream Mormonism, we bring our unique perspectives to the table and examine the deeper religious and emotional dynamics playing out behind the scenes.

In this heartfelt episode of Sister Wives, the family gathers to honor and remember Garrison Brown. We react to Season 19, Episode 24, as they share joyful memories, funny stories, and the deep love they have for Garrison. From his playful spirit to his love for cats, this episode is a beautiful tribute to the bright light he brought into their lives.Join us as we reflect on the impact Garrison had—not just on his family, but on so many viewers who felt connected to him. This isn't just about grief—it's about celebrating a life well-lived and remembering the joy he shared.

We're reacting to the shocking true story of the Bergholz Clan, a radical Amish cult led by a man who declared himself a prophet and claimed only he could interpret the Bible.As control tightened, the group began attacking other Amish men and women, forcibly cutting off their sacred hair and beards—a deep act of humiliation in Amish culture. The leader even took photos of the attacks, which ultimately helped land him in prison.This story is told by his former right-hand man, who bravely left the group—but is still shunned by his family to this day.Different group. Same patterns of power, fear, and control.#BergholzClan #AmishCult #HairCuttingAttacks #ExCultStory #SamAndMelissaReactsJoin our Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us!growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE➡️ Checkout our other Videos:

In this episode, we react to Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 23, and reflect on the heartbreaking loss of Garrison Brown. Our hearts are heavy for the entire Brown family and for anyone who has experienced the pain of losing someone they love. This tragedy reminds us how fragile life is and how important it is to hold our loved ones close and check in with each other—often and without hesitation.If you're struggling or know someone who is, please know that you're not alone. Help is available.988 Suicide & Crisis LifelineCall or text 988Available 24/7 – free and confidential supportIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us!growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE➡️ Checkout our other Videos:

In this episode, we dive into another story from How I Escaped My Cult — this time focusing on NXIVM, a group that didn't claim to be religious, but promised personal growth and empowerment.We break down how NXIVM used the language of self-improvement to lure people in, and how, despite the different promises, the control, manipulation, and abuse were alarmingly similar to what we've seen in religious cults.Join us as we talk about the red flags, the psychological tactics, and why no one is ever "too smart" or "too strong" to be targeted by a high-control group.If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us!growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE➡️ Checkout our other Videos:

In Sister Wives Season 19 Episode 22, Kody Brown finally opens up in a way we've rarely seen before. He admits that he truly did love his wives — and that their leaving shattered his ego and confidence.In today's video, we react to Kody's confession, where he shares that his sense of self-worth was built on constant validation from his large family. Now, after even pushing Robyn away, he claims he's finally in a place where he can be happy in a monogamous relationship.Is this true growth... or just Kody rewriting the story to protect his pride? We dive deep into the emotional fallout, the power struggles, and what this means for the Brown family moving forward.

La Luz del Mundo is one of the largest religious organizations in the world—so how did it end up at the center of shocking abuse allegations and cult accusations? In this episode, we react to a powerful “How I Escaped My Cult” story from someone who grew up inside La Luz del Mundo.We explore what makes a church cross the line into cult territory: Is it the teachings, the control, or the corruption of leadership? Can a religion still do good while being built on abuse and manipulation?Join us as we unpack this emotional story, compare it with our own experiences, and ask the hard questions about faith, power, and control.Chapters:00:00:00 The Mega Church Cult Dilemma 00:02:39 Parallels Between LDS and Restorationist Churches00:05:19 Uncovering Secrets of the FLDS Church00:08:07 Psychological Manipulation within Religious Structures00:11:01 Navigating Manipulation and Abuse in High-Demand Religions00:13:42 Warren Jeffs and Nasson's Persistence from Prison00:16:32 The Power Dynamics in Harmful Groups 00:19:19 Examining Leadership and Control in Religious Organizations00:22:14 The Complexity of Recognizing Cult-like Behavior Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us!growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE➡️ Checkout our other Videos:

In this episode of Sister Wives Season 19, we watch as Janelle begins a new chapter of her life in North Carolina, surrounded by love and support.Meri starts to question whether her relationship with Robyn was ever genuine—or just something she clung to in order to stay connected to the family. Meanwhile, Kody baptizes Aurora in her church… but uses the exact words from his former faith.Why is Kody still relying on the language and authority of a church he claims to have left? Is this about spiritual connection—or lingering control?Join Sam and Melissa as they break down all the emotional, spiritual, and relational layers in this thought-provoking episode.

At just 15 years old, Lu Ann Cooper was forced to marry her first cousin within the Kingston Group—also known as “The Order.” Trapped in a system of control, secrecy, and abuse, Luann felt suicide was her only way out. Leaving wasn't even an option—until one day, it was.In this powerful interview, Lu Ann opens up about her heartbreaking experience as a child bride, the emotional and psychological toll of life inside the Kingston cult, and what gave her the courage to finally escape. Today, Lu Ann is not only a survivor—she's a leader. She co-founded Hope After Polygamy, a nonprofit that provides scholarships and support to others leaving polygamous groups.✨ This is a story of pain, resilience, and purpose.

In this episode, we react to the explosive final season of Big Love — and wow, the Henricksons are truly in freefall. Now that they're publicly out as a polygamist family, the backlash is intense, and the cracks in their relationships are impossible to ignore.We break down everything from Marge's underage marriage at 16, Barb's spiritual awakening and desire for the priesthood, to Nikki's desperate attempt to claim the “first wife” spot — even using her daughter's adoption as a weapon. And of course, that wild final scene…From our personal experiences with real-life polygamy, this finale hits hard — and shows that when it comes down to it, polygamy is often about power, control, and justifying anything “in the name of God.”

In this video, we react to How I Escaped My Cult, a chilling story about the Pilgrim Family—where one man used control, fear, and spiritual manipulation to turn his own household into a cult.This is a powerful example of how cult tactics don't always require thousands of followers—sometimes, it's just one family suffering in silence. We break down how abuse, isolation, and twisted faith can be used to dominate and destroy lives—and how true bravery is found in those who choose to leave.If you've ever wondered how cults form behind closed doors, this one hits hard.

Bill Henrickson gets a revelation to run for senator in Season 4 of Big Love—but is it really divine inspiration, or just pure manipulation? In this reaction video, we dive deep into the chaos Bill causes as he chases political power at any cost.Not only is he hiding the fact that he's a polygamist, but he's also concealing a child out of wedlock, publicly sacrificing his loyal friend Don, and dragging his entire family through a mess of secrets and lies. Bill claims it's all for his "vision" of the future—but everyone around him is paying the price.

In this video, we react to the harrowing story of someone who escaped the Nuwabian Nation—a cult led by a self-proclaimed prophet who built a compound in Georgia to expand his twisted empire. While preaching spiritual enlightenment, he created a system of polygamy where only he could take multiple wives—many of them underage girls. He manipulated his followers, exploited their labor, and drained them of their money, all while hiding behind religion and charisma.#cultsurvivor #NuwabianNation #PolygamyExposed #EscapingCults #SamAndMelissa #ReactionVideo #ExFundie #truestory Chapters:00:00:00 The Disturbing Rise of the Nwabian Nation Cult00:02:45 Ansaru Allah Community in Brooklyn: A Story of Isolation and Control00:05:33 Manipulation and Isolation in Cults00:08:22 Control and Manipulation Tactics00:11:24 The Mysterious Move to Georgia00:14:22 Inside the Inner Circle and Secrets Revealed00:17:18 Resilient Sheriff Challenges Compound 00:20:11 A Father's Awakening and Standing Against Abuse00:23:00 Arrest of York and the Fall of the Compound00:25:56 Engaging with Our CommunityJoin our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us!growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE#like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

Season 3 of Big Love is an absolute whirlwind, and the second half takes the drama to a whole new level! From Nikki's nonstop betrayals to Barb's heartbreaking excommunication, and that one cursed letter that seems to destroy everyone in its path—there's way too much to unpack. Join us as we break down the never-ending twists, turns, and emotional rollercoasters of this wild season. Buckle up, because Big Love is showing no signs of slowing down!

In this video, we react to "How I Escaped My Cult" and the shocking story of the Word of Life Christian Church. What started as a small congregation quickly spiraled into a place of fear, manipulation, and abuse. With public humiliation, forced confessions, and extreme indoctrination, this church controlled its members to devastating effects.Join us as we break down how faith can turn deadly when power goes unchecked, and why even well-meaning people can be pulled into destructive belief systems. Let us know your thoughts in the comments — we'd love to hear from you.#WordOfLife #ReligiousTrauma #CultSurvivor #HowIEscapedMyCult #FaithAbuse #ReligiousManipulation #CultReactionChapters:00:00:00 How Word of Life Christian Church Controlled Its Members00:03:21 Power Dynamics in Religious Groups00:06:34 Arranged Marriages and Control in FLDS 00:09:49 Influence and Control Tactics within the FLDS Church00:13:15 Decline of the Community and Increasing Desperation 00:16:24 Struggles of Leaving a High-Demand Church00:19:51 Controversial Punishments and Group Dynamics00:23:23 Religious Justification for Abuse 00:26:53 Coercion and Control in Religious Groups00:30:22 Closing Remarks & Looking ForwardJoin our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us!growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com

We're diving into the dramatic start of Big Love Season 3, and tensions are running high. Roman Grant's trial is shaking up the community, and Nikki's desperation for her father's approval leads her to betray other women. Barb faces a frightening cancer scare, Margie struggles with the loss of her mother, and despite it all, Bill is still determined to court Ana as a fourth wife. The weight of polygamy is becoming impossible to ignore — even Bill starts questioning if he's a good man for living the principle. Join us as we break down all the drama, heartbreak, and tough questions in this intense season opener!Chapters:00:00:00 Intense Start to Big Love Season 3 00:04:43 Examination of LDS Membership Dynamics and Social Pressure00:09:34 Evolving Perspectives on Racism within Mormonism00:14:35 Complex Family Dynamics00:19:31 The Influence of LDS Church Standards00:24:25 The Controversy of Polygamy and Celestial Kingdom Beliefs00:29:41 Family Secrets and Manipulation 00:34:38 Life in the FLDS and the Absence of Birth Certificates00:40:15 Nikki's Realization of Her Father's True Nature BigLove #BigLoveHBO #Polygamy #SisterWives #FLDS #MormonFundamentalism #TVReaction #DramaSeries #RealityCheckJoin our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us!growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE#like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

In this video, we're reacting to "How I Escaped My Cult" Episode 2, which covers the chilling story of Angel's Landing. Unlike many cult leaders who seek massive followings, this leader kept his group small — using manipulation and control for financial gain through life insurance scams. As ex-members of high-demand religions, we couldn't help but draw comparisons. How does this kind of manipulation differ from what we experienced? Or does it? Join us as we break it all down and share our thoughts.

The Big Love Season 2 finale is an absolute rollercoaster, and we're diving into all the drama! From Bill trying to convince his wives to support his gaming business, to Alby poisoning Roman, to Sarah completely losing respect for her family, and Barb questioning everything about polygamy—this episode is packed with tension, betrayal, and major turning points.Join us as we react to the chaos, break down the characters' choices, and give our insight as former members of polygamous and Mormon communities. Don't forget to like, subscribe, and share your thoughts in the comments!#BigLove #BigLoveReaction #Polygamy #HBO #Mormonism #ExMormonChapters:00:00:00 Big Love Season 2 Finale Breakdown 00:03:54 Sarah's Struggle with Family and Relationships00:07:43 The Dilemma of Raising Children in Polygamy00:14:59 The Impact of Weber Gaming and Family Dynamics00:16:00 The Fallout of Weber Gaming Idea00:19:52 Barb Embraces Polygamy 00:23:43 Nikki's Secret Gambling Addiction Revealed 00:28:00 Symbolism of the Hat in Mormonism 00:32:17 Betrayal and Power Struggles at Juniper Creek00:36:26 Thank You and Closing RemarksJoin our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us!growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE#like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

Tony Alamo and Warren Jeffs—two self-proclaimed prophets who built their empires on fear, control, and manipulation. In this video, we react to How I Escaped My Cult: Tony Alamo and break down the disturbing similarities between Alamo's group and the FLDS under Jeffs. From isolating their followers to taking child brides, both men used their so-called divine authority to justify unthinkable abuses. How did they gain so much power? And what can we learn from the survivors who escaped? Let's dive in.

In Big Love Season 2, Episodes 5-8, things take a dramatic turn as Bill secretly courts a potential fourth wife behind his other wives' backs—because honesty in polygamy is apparently optional!

In this video, we react to How I Left My Cult and its episode on the FLDS and Yearning for Zion Ranch. The documentary does a great job covering Warren Jeffs' rise to power and the experiences of his 8th wife and her son, but one thing stood out to us—how it makes it seem like the FLDS is down to just a “handful” of people. The truth is, the FLDS is still thousands strong. Join us as we break down what the show got right, what it missed, and what's really happening with the FLDS today. #FLDS #WarrenJeffs #HowILeftMyCult #ExMormon #cultsurvivor Chapters: 00:00:00 FLDS History and Warren Jeffs' Impact 00:02:45 Exploring Different Perspectives: Vicky and Wendell's Stories 00:05:30 Polygamy Beliefs in FLDS vs. LDS 00:08:20 Warren Jeffs' Capture and the Impact on FLDS Members 00:11:27 Leaving the Church: Family and Emotional Impact 00:14:50 The Impact of CPS Raids on FLDS Families 00:17:51 Ranch Raid Revelations 00:20:39 Leaving the Ranch: Vicki and Wendell's Journey 00:23:45 The Enduring Influence of Warren Jeffs Get your tickets to the Holding Out Help Gala HERE: https://event.auctria.com/3081aa38-737b-436c-9dfb-6c934233a243/ Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

In this episode, we dive into Big Love Season 2 and unpack the aftermath of Barb's "Mother of the Year" disaster. Is she finally realizing she never truly wanted polygamy? Meanwhile, Roman Grant continues to run Juniper Creek like his personal kingdom—but now, there's a new prophet on the run, and the similarities to Warren Jeffs are uncanny. So, which real-life group is Juniper Creek actually based on? And why do these polygamous leaders always have underage brides?Join us as we break it all down and compare Big Love to real-life polygamous communities! Let us know your thoughts in the comments!#BigLove #FLDS #Polygamy #WarrenJeffs #ExMormon #CultSurvivor #SisterWives #Mormonism #ReligiousTraumaChapters:00:00:00 Big Love Season 2 Tensions Arise 00:02:46 Struggles and Challenges in Polygamous Relationships00:05:54 The Complexities of Living a Plural Marriage Life00:09:10 Handling Family Jealousies in Plural Marriages 00:12:20 The Bridal Registry Book: A Creepy Tradition 00:15:20 The Impact of Polygamist Practices on Public Perception00:18:17 Rhonda's Spiritual Awakening and Inner Conflict 00:21:17 Advocates Helping to Escape Polygamy 00:24:24 Exploring FLDS Family Dynamics Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us!growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE#like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

In part two of our interview with Jaden Jeffs, he reveals the shocking and disturbing revelations that his father, Warren Jeffs, has been sending to his family from prison. As the self-proclaimed prophet of the FLDS, Warren continues to control his followers—even from behind bars. Jaden shares how these messages became too much to bear, the impact they had on his mother and siblings, and why they ultimately led him to leave the FLDS and escape his father's control.This eye-opening conversation sheds light on the lasting influence of Warren Jeffs and the painful decisions Jaden had to make to break free.

Ever wondered how accurate Big Love is when it comes to polygamy? In this reaction to Big Love Season 1, Episodes 6-12, we dive deep into the striking similarities between Juniper Creek and the real FLDS community where Sam was raised. From leadership dynamics to family control, the parallels are shocking.We also break down how the Henrickson family navigates life as polygamists in mainstream Utah Mormon culture, exposing the hidden tensions and unspoken rules that shape their world. Don't forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more reactions and discussions on polygamy, fundamentalism, and Mormon culture.#BigLove #FLDS #Polygamy #MormonCulture #ExMormon #Fundamentalism #FLDSReality #ReactionVideo #sisterwivesseason Get your tickets to the Holding Out Help Gala HERE: https://event.auctria.com/3081aa38-737b-436c-9dfb-6c934233a243/Chapters:00:00:00 Real-Life Parallels in Big Love Season 1 00:04:55 The Repentance Process in the FLDS Church00:09:50 Power Struggles in Juniper Creek00:14:42 Hierarchies and Secrecy in Polygamous Families00:19:34 Complex Family Dynamics and Marriage Votes00:24:34 LDS Church and Polygamy: Complex Relationships 00:29:34 Understanding Mormon Missionary Practices00:34:16 Navigating Utah's Mormon Culture and Conversion Dynamics00:39:18 Polygamy and Secrecy in LDS Leadership Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us!growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE#like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

What was it like growing up as the son of Warren Jeffs, the infamous FLDS prophet? In this exclusive interview, Jaden Jeffs shares his firsthand experience of life inside the inner circle of the FLDS church. From living in the prophet's home alongside his 80 wives to moving between secret compounds in Texas and other states, Jaden reveals what life was really like behind closed doors. He offers rare insights into the power, control, and fear that shaped his childhood under one of the most notorious religious leaders in modern history.Don't miss this eye-opening conversation!

Did Big Love get it right? In this video, we dive into episodes 2-5 of Big Love and break down how the show portrays Utah culture, mainstream Mormonism, and FLDS polygamy. We compare the Henrickson family's version of plural marriage—living "the principle" without religious ties—to real-world polygamous groups. From secrecy and jealousy to the complexities of multiple wives, we'll separate fact from fiction and share insights from our own experiences. Let's talk about what Big Love nailed, what it missed, and how polygamy actually works in these communities!Chapters:00:00:00 Analyzing "Big Love": Representation of Utah and Mormon Culture00:05:13 Understanding Utah's Mormon Culture 00:09:49 The Significance of Garment Lines in Mormon Culture00:14:56 Seminary and Utah Culture 00:20:11 Experiences of Fasting in FLDS vs Mainstream LDS Church 00:25:32 Origins of the Garment in LDS and FLDS 00:30:54 The Complexity of Belief and the Role of Women 00:36:23 The Complexity of Freedom and Obedience00:41:33 Exploring Jealousy and Relationships in Polygamous MarriagesJoin our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us!growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE#like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel #BigLove #MormonCulture #FLDS #Polygamy #UtahLife #ExMormon #RealityCheck #mormon

You've been asking for it, and it's finally here—our reaction to Big Love!

Netflix's American Primeval dives into the brutal realities of the American frontier, including the complex and often violent relationships between Mormon settlers, the U.S. Army, and Native American tribes. While the show is historical fiction, it clearly portrays Brigham Young and early Mormon leaders as religious extremists willing to do anything—massacres included—to preserve their theocracy. The show brings to light some of the darkest chapters in Mormon history, including the infamous Mountain Meadows Massacre, where men, women, and children were slaughtered under the guise of religious loyalty. But how much of this portrayal is based on real history? Join us as we break down the historical events that likely inspired American Primeval, separate fact from fiction, and discuss the brutal truths that shaped the early Mormon settlements in the West. Chapters: 00:00:00 Exploring Netflix's American Primeval 00:03:29 The Role of Brigham Young in LDS History 00:07:13 Native American Tribes in Utah and their Legacy 00:11:39 The Mountain Meadow Massacre: A Historical Overview 00:14:42 The Mountain Meadows Massacre: A Historical Overview 00:18:20 The Horrific Massacre and Cultural Clash 00:21:49 Theological Significance of America in Mormon Beliefs 00:25:33 The Controversial Mormon Militia 00:28:57 Impact of Historical Atrocities on Modern Religion Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel #netflix #mormon #americanprimeval #exmo #ldschurch #polygamy #churchhistory #utah #nativeamerican #brighamyoung

Janelle is officially leaving Flagstaff and starting her new life in North Carolina—with Christine and David right by her side to help her make the big move! In this episode of Sister Wives (Season 19, Episode 20), we break down Janelle's journey to independence and what this means for her future. Meanwhile, Kody and Robyn have a deep discussion with Aurora about her baptism, but the way they're handling it is very different from the strict religious upbringing they both came from. How does this compare to traditional Mormon and fundamentalist baptism practices? And what does it say about their beliefs now?

In Episode 3 of Beast Games, Sam faced the toughest moment of his journey. He and two of his closest allies were forced to make an impossible choice—one of them had to self-sacrifice by cuffing themselves to a wall so the other two could move forward. With only 5 hours to decide, they played a game among themselves to determine who would take the fall. But when the chosen teammate struggled to accept the result and took too long to put on the cuffs, time ran out—by just 4 seconds—eliminating all three of them from the competition. Chapters: 00:00:00 Behind the Scenes of Beast Games Episode 3 00:03:21 Gunny Sack Race Challenge and Immunity Prize 00:06:49 Locked in: Game Strategy and Survival Tactics 00:11:00 Intense Coin Toss Competition and Emotional Stakes 00:13:38 Emotional Challenges in Competitive Situations 00:16:59 Countdown to Elimination 00:20:20 The Aftermath of Elimination 00:23:43 Dynamics of a Competition 00:27:29 Reflections on Competing in Beast Games Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel #beastgames #mrbeast #primevideo

In this episode, we dive into Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 19, where Meri and Janelle finally set aside their differences and form an unexpected alliance. With Kody refusing to let them have any say in the future of Coyote Pass—and Robyn constantly flip-flopping on whether to sell—these women are gearing up for a major battle. Chapters: 00:00:00 Mary and Janelle's Alliance Form in Sister Wives 00:02:22 Empowerment and Equality in Traditional Communities 00:04:50 Family Dynamics: Shared Living and Privacy 00:07:12 Living with Open Doors: A Family Tradition 00:09:34 Memories and Conflicts at Coyote Pass 00:12:02 Perspectives on Large Families and Polygamy 00:14:43 Understanding the 18 Kids Context 00:18:00 Family Finances and Conflict 00:19:50 Legal Divorce and Financial Implications in Polygamous Relationships 00:22:30 Adoption Discussion Wrap-Up Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel #sisterwives #realitytvshow #podcast

Join me as I dive into my experience on Beast Games Episodes 1 and 2! I'm breaking down what the challenges were really like, the behind-the-scenes moments you didn't get to see, and how it felt to compete under pressure. Were the challenges as tough as they seemed on screen? Were there any surprises or twists? Watch to find out all the details! Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel #beastgames #mrbeast #primevideo #gameshow

In this episode of Sister Wives Season 19, Christine claims her independence by investing in a new home in Moab, while the rest of the family tries to navigate splitting up Coyote Pass. With Kody refusing to communicate with Meri and Janelle and mistrust brewing among everyone, the tension is higher than ever. To top it off, the ex-wives have retained lawyers—will they need to use them?

In this video, we take you behind the scenes of an incredible transformation made possible by your generous donations! Together, we renovated a men's common room at the Short Creek Dream Center, turning it into a warm, inspiring, and welcoming space now known as "The Phoenix Room." What makes this project even more meaningful is the history of the building. The Short Creek Dream Center is located in the very house where Warren Jeffs, the FLDS leader, once lived. Today, it stands as a beacon of hope, healing, and new beginnings for those escaping polygamy and seeking a better life. Your support made this possible, and we can't thank you enough!

We're reacting to Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 17, and it's giving major déjà vu! Christine's wedding special feels like a rerun, complete with Kody cutting down trees and endless claims of being "happy" for Christine. Is the show out of ideas? Let's dive in and break it all down! Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE #season19episode17 #sisterwives #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

Join Sam and Melissa for a revealing interview with a former member of the 2X2 Church. Discover shocking details about life inside this secretive organization, including how leaders have perpetuated abuse while escaping accountability. This interview exposes the dark mechanisms of control within the church, offering a rare glimpse into a highly private group. Don't miss these essential insights into the hidden dynamics of religious power and manipulation. See Sheri's Website here: www.exposingabuse.com Please report any abuse within the 2x2 Church here: www.advocatesforthetruth.com FBI Website: https://www.fbi.gov/how-we-can-help-you/victim-services/seeking-victim-information/seeking-victim-information-in-2x2-investigation Hulu Documentary: https://www.hulu.com/series/af1993c5-df67-4d5d-b1e9-85e56676e2f9 Chapters: 00:00:00 Unveiling the Secrets of the 2 by 2 Church 00:07:19 The Enigma of the 2 by 2 Church 00:14:59 High Control Rules and Religious Practices 00:23:20 Workers' Influence in the Church 00:31:12 Missionary Work and Conversion Methods 00:39:09 Becoming a Worker: Selection and Sacrifices 00:47:54 Celibacy and Power Dynamics in Religious Organizations 00:56:24 Church's Dark Secret: Unveiling Hidden Abuse Cover-Ups 01:05:02 Discovery of Evidence on Laptop Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE #cult survivor #cult #the truth #religiousorganization abuse #2x2 church #church with no name #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

Join Sam and Melissa as they react to a bombshell Sister Wives episode where Meri reveals that Kody confessed to mistreating her for 20 years as revenge and declares his new monogamous stance during a pivotal date with Robyn. We'll break down the intense emotional fallout and the future of the Brown family as they face these updates. Chapters: 00:00:00 Explosive Revelations on Sister Wives 00:02:41 Navigating Post-Divorce Possessions 00:05:18 The Pressure of Perfection in Polygamous Relationships 00:08:04 The Impact of Religious Beliefs on Marriage Dynamics 00:10:38 Dynamics of a Polygamous Marriage 00:13:11 The Struggles and Dynamics of Cody's Relationships 00:15:54 Robin Confronts Cody on Rewriting History 00:18:28 Robin and the Dilemma of Leaving 00:21:19 Behind the Scenes of Cody and Mary's Relationship 00:24:05 Ending the Conversation Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE #sisterwives #brownfamily #polygamydrama #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

Join us as we delve into the chilling depths of the 2x2 Church through our reaction to the documentary "Secrets of the 2x2 Church." This secretive group, with no official name, is now facing an FBI investigation due to over 800 abuse allegations against its leaders. In today's video, we'll uncover shocking revelations and discuss the potential unawareness—or deliberate ignorance—of its top leaders about these abuses. Please report any abuse within the 2x2 Church here: www.advocatesforthetruth.com Chapters: 00:00:00 Revealing the Secrets of the 2x2 Church 00:04:21 Exploring Secretive Religious Societies 00:08:37 Challenges and Transitions Missionary Work 00:13:02 Safety Practices in Mainstream Church Policies 00:17:18 Understanding the Role of Overseers in 2 by 2 Church 00:22:05 "Keep Sweet" in FLDS: A Tool for Control 00:26:21 Power Dynamics and Abuse in Religious Settings 00:31:00 Church Cover-ups and Abuse Allegations 00:35:50 Uncovering Abuse and Seeking Justice in the 2x2 Church 00:40:25 Gratitude and Closing Remarks Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel #2x2 church #documentaries reaction #cult documentaries #secretive churches #christianity

In this episode of Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 15, Meri Brown confesses that her legal divorce from Kody felt like a spiritual separation as well. As Meri grapples with the emotional fallout, accusations fly within the Brown family, suggesting deep-seated manipulation and a complex interplay of relationships. Join us, Sam and Melissa, as we delve deep into the heart of these revelations. We'll analyze the claims that Robyn might have influenced Meri's drastic decision, explore Christine's role in the family drama, and ponder the profound questions about spiritual and legal marriages. Plus, we'll follow Robyn and her daughters on their journey of church shopping in hopes of finding a place that accepts their unique family structure. 00:00:00 Sister Wives Episode 15: Meri and Kody's Divorce 00:03:24 The Importance of Small Gestures in Relationships 00:07:08 Polygamy Perceptions and Divine Inspiration 00:10:25 Exploring Different Church Communities 00:14:48 Finding Spiritual Connection Through Music 00:17:42 Kody's Approach to Teaching Mormonism to His Children 00:21:27 Understanding the Unique Authority Claims of Fundamentalist Mormonism 00:25:11 The Dual Ceremony: Legal and Spiritual Marriage 00:28:55 Who's Lying in the Family Drama?

In this update, Sam and Melissa bring you the latest developments in the case of three FLDS boys who were missing for over two years. Join them as they react to the big news and review the newly released bodycam footage capturing the moment police discovered the boys hidden in a secluded home. Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE #flds #samandmelissa #growingupinpolygamy #breakingnews #warrenjeffs #familyreunion #newsupdate #recoverystory #truecrime #like #comment #post #share #encourageothers #subscribetothechannel. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/growingupinpolygamy/support

As Contestant 243, Sam dives deep into his journey through the intense and often unseen aspects of the competition. From grueling physical challenges to the psychological games played behind the scenes, Sam shares exclusive details about the strategies, camaraderie, and tensions among contestants. 00:00:00 Inside the Beast Games: Competing for $5 Million 00:05:31 Entering the Beast Games: First Impressions and Challenges 00:10:55 Meeting Mr. Beast: A Surreal Experience 00:16:32 The Challenges and Waiting Times 00:22:39 Chaos During the Contest 00:27:40 Unusual Stadium Flooring 00:33:15 Team Dynamics and Competition Strategy 00:38:51 The Reality of Being "Trapped" for Money 00:45:19 The Temptation of a Million-Dollar Bribe 00:50:53 Conclusion and Community Engagement Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE ➡️ Checkout our other Videos: ✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0 #mrbeast #beastgames #primevideo #like #comment #post #share#subscribe to the channel. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/growingupinpolygamy/support

Join us as we delve into a pivotal moment from the latest episode of Sister Wives. This time, Kody and Robyn are exploring new spiritual horizons as they consider finding a new church. Amidst the turmoil of past religious experiences, this episode raises critical questions about the future of their faith and family dynamics. How will Kody's historical frustrations with religion influence their choices? And what does this mean for Robyn, who has held onto her beliefs through it all? Tune in as we unpack the motivations, challenges, and implications of their search for a new faith community. Check out Descript HERE: https://get.descript.com/lx1ja60o20yy 00:00:00 Sister Wives: Robyn and Kody's Faith Transition 00:03:20 Christine's Engagement Journey 00:06:35 Insight into Robyn and Kody's Backstory 00:10:14 Unequal Relationships and Favoritism 00:13:32 Exploring Faith and Community After Leaving Mormonism 00:16:52 Navigating Religious Identity and Community 00:20:12 Polygamy and Love at First Sight in Religious Contexts 00:23:54 Robyn's Struggle with Religious Beliefs 00:27:14 Church and Cult Controversy Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/growingupinpolygamy/support

Imagine living your entire childhood without Christmas—no tree, no lights, no presents, and no holiday magic. In this video, I share my personal journey of experiencing Christmas for the very first time at the age of 18. From growing up in a strict environment where celebrating holidays was forbidden to finally stepping into a world filled with festive cheer, this is a story of discovery, joy, and the power of new beginnings.

In this reaction video, Sam and Melissa dive into Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 13, exploring the emotional reunion between Meri and her friends who left the AUB religion. They discuss the debate over whether happiness is possible in a polygamous marriage, Christine's symbolic choice of her wedding dress as a step toward freedom, and Robyn's daughters' search for religious community as they navigate young adulthood and dating. Join us for an insightful discussion on faith, freedom, and the complexities of polygamous life. Check out Descript HERE: https://get.descript.com/lx1ja60o20yy Chapters: 00:00:00 Seeking Happiness in Polygamy 00:03:16 The Significance of Sealing Ceremonies in Mormon Weddings 00:06:42 Modifying a Wedding Dress for Modesty Requirements 00:09:53 Wedding Photography Outside the Temple 00:13:00 Exploring Faith and Community Choices in Flagstaff 00:16:28 Deconstructing Faith and Identity Loss 00:19:56 Mary's Candid Conversation with Friends 00:23:25 Struggles with Worthiness in Marriage 00:27:20 Monogamy vs. Polygamy: Exploring Relationship Dynamics 00:31:00 Balancing Duty, Love, and Happiness Join our Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy Website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/growingupinpolygamy/support

Leaving the Mormon church was the hardest decision we've ever made. After months of study, prayer, temple visits, and conversations with church leaders, we tried everything to stay faithful. But ultimately, we realized we couldn't continue raising our children in the church. If you've ever felt torn between your faith and your true self, or if you're curious about what it's like to leave such a deeply rooted community, we hope our story will resonate with you. Join us as we share the hardest, yet most rewarding, decision of our lives. You can find the YouTube video that Sam and Melissa Watched about the different churches here:

In this episode, Sam and Melissa delve into the ongoing drama surrounding Coyote Pass and its future now that the Brown family has fractured. Kody's intentions to sell the land and how he plans to divide it amongst his ex-wives is explored, raising questions about fairness and control. The hosts discuss family dynamics, Kody's relationships with his children, and the tensions between his public persona and private actions. With Janelle and Meri seeking independence, their respective stances on Coyote Pass are highlighted. Additionally, the episode touches on Meri's newfound freedom, her trip to Europe, and the emotional complexities faced by the Brown children. Learn more about Descript HERE: https://get.descript.com/lx1ja60o20yy Chapters: 00:00 The Shattered Dream of Coyote Pass 00:45 Meet Sam and Melissa 01:35 Sister Wives Episode 12 Recap 01:57 Kody's Emotional Breakdown 05:35 The Cul-de-Sac Memories 07:42 Kody's Struggle with Polygamy 12:40 Savannah's Graduation Party Drama 17:31 Meri's European Adventure 23:01 The Coyote Pass Conflict 29:56 Is Kody Going to Play Nice? Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE ➡️ Checkout our other Videos:

Join us as we share the incredible story of how we met, fell in love, and started our journey together. It all began in a Mormon church meeting, where a chance encounter sparked something truly special. Just six weeks later, Sam proposed to Melissa at Disneyland, and only a few months after that, we were married in the Mormon Temple. In this video, we dive into the details of our whirlwind romance, how the church shaped our relationship in those early days, and the lengths we went to in trying to follow the rules perfectly. It's a love story filled with faith, adventure, and some unexpected twists! Grab a cozy seat and join us as we reflect on the beginning of our journey together.

In this episode, Sam and Melissa dive into the emotional rollercoaster of Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 11. Kody is in tears as he says goodbye to Meri, but let's be real—he played a huge role in the breakdown of their relationship. Was this farewell genuine or just another attempt to deflect blame? Join us as we break down the drama, share insights from our personal experiences, and discuss the deeper dynamics of polygamous relationships. Don't miss this thought-provoking reaction! Check out Descript HERE: https://get.descript.com/lx1ja60o20yy Chapters: 00:00:00 Kody and Meri's Emotional Goodbye 00:02:50 Realization of Family Dynamics 00:05:42 Christine's New Life and Unique Preferences 00:08:50 Janelle Reveals Kody's Secret to Christine 00:11:32 Relationship Conflicts and Realizations 00:14:32 Meri's Journey to Freedom and Self-Discovery 00:17:37 Robyn's Emotional Manipulation Revealed 00:20:33 The Frustration of Unrequited Love and Friendship 00:23:35 Emotional Conflict in Kody and Meri's Relationship 00:26:52 Engage with Us in the Comments Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world." If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy Insta: @growingupinpolygamy New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com Theme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to us! growingupinpolygamy@gmail.com ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE ➡️ Checkout our other Videos: