I F*cking Knew.

John Stallone is the marketing director for the hunting channel, a professional hunting guide, podcast host and a co-founder & VP HOWL For Wildlife (https://www.howlforwildlife.org) He is an outdoor videographer and writer in the hunting industry. Along with being a Father and Husband, John is a hunting guide, archery pro, wild game chef and lifelong hunter.In this episode, John debunks some common misconceptions about hunters and hunting in general. You can follow John on Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/johnstallone), as well as HOWL (https://www.instagram.com/howl_org)The Hunter's Paradox: https://johnstallone.me/the-hunters-paradox/

Sarah Wasilak is a published writer, podcast host, and the Associate Director of Commerce at POPSUGAR. In this episode, we talk about relationships, specifically the ones where we just f*cking knew we should leave & how those stories played out. You can find Sarah on social media here.

Tonsil stones are known to impact 10% (probably closer to 20%!) of the US population — this common yet overlooked issue primarily affects women.  Sydney Forbes was frustrated with the lack of education and options for people dealing with this issue and is empowering individuals to take control of their well-being by breaking the silence around this taboo subject and creating her own category within oral care.  After earning a degree in Bioengineering from Oregon State University, Sydney is now challenging the outdated, male-dominated oral care industry, with her fresh perspective and specifically designed solutions for removing tonsil stones. We talk about how Sydney started getting in touch with her intuition in college, how it led her to finding her business partner & the difficulty of being the one to navigate an unknown path. You can find Sydney on LinkedIn here or check out her website: https://tonsiltech.com/

My guest today is, Delanie Fischer, a professional podcaster, serial entrepreneur, environmentalist, and former stand-up comedian recently known for permanently deleting all of her social media despite her influencer status. In this episode, D and I share a few experiences where we were not connected to our gut instincts (I could've been murdered in a couple of mine!) and a few things we did to get back to ourselves.   To check out more of what Delanie is up to here.  

Gabriel Van Guse is a father to two beautiful girls, Ella and Isa. Married to Claire— a beautiful and strong firefighter. UW graduate in philosophy. By label and profession he is a teacher/coach, but he prefers mentor and facilitator, offering positive insight, guidance and opportunity to his students.  His goals are simple:  to have a positive mindset that INSPIRES and IMPACTS others.  #FIP Guse was my high school History teacher and taught me more about how to think for myself and ALWAYS ask questions than he did about the Revolutionary War.   Growing up in a religion where questions were looked down upon, it took me years into my adulthood to learn that questioning everything is me living my best life. In my second episode with Guse we chat about parenting, coaching, pushing limits and ALL the shit in between.  

Human Design fascinates me. I love talking to people who integrate it into their businesses & truly help change the way people operate and show up, not only as entrepreneurs, but on a deep personal level. In true 'Kris' fashion, I connected with Katrina in a FB group and as soon as we hopped on a connection call, we clicked! Loved having her on the show! If you feel aligned with what she shares, please reach out to her through her website or IG. Katrina Widener is a business coach, podcast host, and community leader. Simply put, she helps established entrepreneurs make more by doing less — reaching full alignment in their business through Human Design, business strategy, and mindset. Say ‘see you never' to draining compromises, and elevate your empire in a way that feels joyful and builds wealth. Her mastermind doors are open now through the end of the month. Get more information here! You can find her on IG @katrina.widener.

Luckily, Kris' best friend Mallorie was willing to shoot the shit with her for 45 minutes while being recorded. To keep things on brand for the show, the ladies talk about when they f*cking knew they'd become great friends!

For Katie McMinn, following her intuition is nothing new. From finding her partner at the age of 18, to writing a book, buying her dream home + quitting her job, Katie knows exactly what it feels like to listen to that inner knowing. She is an incredible human, mother + business woman who continues to educate + empower others to go inward when making decisions. To learn more about Katie and her 1:1 coaching work, check out her website here. Follow her on IG here + if you are a woman who has left a religion, trying to rediscover spirituality and find support in a community again, check out our Spirituality Series here. To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here. Music credit: Music by HookSounds

I had a dark memory from my past surface last week completely unannounced. One I've fucking avoided for the better part of 20 years. It came up during a walk around my neighborhood and I thought, “This is wrong. This isn't what I was trying to think about…” But this time, instead of backing away and being content with not exploring that pitch black corner…I walked towards it and stood there. Crying. Knowing I wasn't the only one there. Staring into the space…waiting for my eyes to adjust. I decided to work through my beliefs around this memory out loud and put it out on the podcast today to hold myself accountable, not just in the light, joyful work, but in the not so pretty side of healing. To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here. Music credit: Music by HookSounds

Lindsey Kaszuba is a holistic health and wellness coach, a mama to 2 little ladies, and an incredible business woman! We connected several months ago and I am so thrilled that we did because this woman is full of life and knowledge, and is on a mission to teach the world how health and lifestyle can work for YOU, not against you. You can follow her on IG @lindseykaszubahealth and for more information on how she works with her clients and to take advantage of the pantry edit we chat about, you can find her website here. To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here. Music credit: Music by HookSounds

Reeba, with R&ARIE, believes if you heal women, you heal the planet. She has a big vision rooted in collaboration to holistically support self-care. I loved having her on the podcast to talk about her products, her intention behind each of them + the deep love she has for community. To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here. Music credit: Music by HookSounds

Kaley Roberts is a talented producer and writer with a passion for telling women's stories. In this episode we talk specifically about her book, Unreported. Kaley opens up about why she wrote the book, her own experience, and holds space for me to talk about my own sexual assault. You can purchase her book at a local bookstore, or via Amazon. Follow this amazing woman on Instagram + check out more of her work on her website here. (She was an associate producer on Britney Vs Spears for Netflix...pretty badass) To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here. QB8P6oso34UTukrqqFXJ

Christopher Chambers is a bad-ass director whose mission is to connect humanity through story telling. His most recent documentary, "A Fire Within" is nothing short of brilliant, emotionally provoking film that will have you on the edge of your seat. In this episode, we talk about what the process of creating a documentary looks like, his relationships with the three main characters, and just how much energy and dedication goes into the process. Watch the documentary on IMDB here. To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Dmitria is a bestselling author and healer that helps people reconnect with their spirit. Helping them to see the parts of themselves that have been lost or forgotten on the way to building their life. She is passionate about people rediscovering the vibrancy of life that comes when you are able to feel whole and connected in your life. Dmitria is one of my favorite humans in this episode we talk about transformation + exploring the parts of you that might be scary to unearth. Follow her on IG. Learn more about her and her book here. To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Janelle is a Gratitude & Forgiveness Coach/Guide/Mentor. Her mission in life is to meet women where they are and allow them to feel seen and inspired to create a life they are obsessed with, one celebratory step at a time! We had a great conversation about healing trauma and creating lives we both love through gratitude. You can find out more about Janelle on her website here, or follow her on IG. To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Arielle is a Functional Nutrition & Mindset Coach, empowering women in business to optimize their health & habits to maximize success and avoid hitting rock bottom in the process. She is also a first generation regenerative farmer, educating consumers on where our food comes from, how you can take back control of the food you put into your body, and why that matters to our health and the health of the planet. You can find Arielle on instagram: @Arielle_bloom or via her website www.ariellebloom.com and you can keep up with her Regenerative Ranch on instagram @woodside.ranch or their website www.woodsideranch.co To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Have you ever heard of a Scientific Hand Analysis? In this episode, Jayne Sanders gives a full description and it's truly fascinating. She explains that through the process of a Hand Analysis you will discover your big WHY and the difference you are meant to make in the world. It truly helps you understand your ‘operating system'. Jayne is a gem, and has a love of horses, connecting and helping others find purpose on their journey. Check out her website here. If you're interested in receiving a Full Scientific Hand Analysis, Jayne is giving the red door listeners $100 off the full price. Reach out and let her know where you heard about her for the discount. To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Vale and I met through a women's group we were both a part of + I fell in love with her vibe and story. On this episode, we talk about the community for WOC she co-created, Together Thriving, loving our bodies, food freedom, and whatever the fuck else came up. Check out this amazing woman on IG @vegivale. Valeria Hernández (she/her) is a 1st-generation Mexican-American Latina who has a never ending passion for helping women thrive by taking care of their 2 homes: the earth, and their bodies. Valeria (aka “Vale”) is a Plant Based Nutrition & Wellness Coach for ambitious entrepreneurs. She is obsessed with helping conscious women embody their next level self by increasing their energy with plant based foods and sticking to healthy habits so they can show up vibrantly in their life and business! When she's not coaching her clients on going plant-based she is brushing up on her violin skills or exploring Atlanta on foot or bike. To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Jonathan is one of the raddest dudes I've met and today he opens up about his experience with pornography, how it affected his marriage, and WTF he chose to do about it all! Check out his IG @flores.run, his kick-ass podcast, Run With Purpose (that I was a guest on), and his non-profit Hangry. To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Erik Budde is a Silicon Valley–based entrepreneur who is passionate about travel, points and credit cards. He has leveraged his own credit card rewards to stay in five-star resorts throughout Europe and book first-class tickets to Japan, and started GigaPoints in 2019 to help other people enjoy similar benefits. Check out his rad company, https://www.gigapoints.com. To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Sabrina's mission in life is to help people step out of the shadows and into the FIRE of who they were created to be! She has been on an epic journey of self-discovery and wants to help you, support you, empower you and celebrate you as you go on a journey of your own. Sabrina is a Certified Personal Trainer, Behaviour Change Expert, Performance Enhancement Specialist, Senior Fitness Consultant, Master Nutrition Coach and 200RYT. We talked about the SHIT out of self-love & deep inner work. If you aren't already, follow her @_inspiresabrina and learn more about her on her website www.inspireelitefitness.com. To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Chrissy is a ROCKSTAR Higher Education professional with a focus on Student Affairs. She is empowering college students and young professionals to find BLISS in their 20's. We chat about COVID and life as an online college student, looking for work after graduating, and the quarter life crisis! (have you had one too?!) Connect with her on IG @blisswithchris and listen to her podcast here! To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

With over 15 years working + teaching in the industry, Jamie is bringing the 90's nostalgia and creative community to Jelly Creative Co, a Baltimore Design Studio that creates and evolves brands for the creatively ambitious. We had such a fun convo! Check out what she's doing in her links below. jellycreativeco.com/challenge @jellycreativeco @itsmrswheeler To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Kristi H. Sullivan is a Human Design Expert and Self-Care Influencer on a mission to help busy women STOP OVERWORKING AND START OVERFLOWING! She hosts a virtual community for personal development junkies (like herself) to create better wellness, improve relationships, shift mindsets, and manifest more success, wealth and freedom - to live their best lives. I didn't know much about Human Design and had Kristi lead me through my chart. It was truly fascinating. To connect with Kristi, visit kristisselfcare.com, follow @KristiHSullivan on Instagram, or join her group on Facebook: Kristi's Self Care Tribe. To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Erik Raschke puts parenting first and foremost. He is the father of 3 children and the oldest has severe autism. Two years ago he moved from Amsterdam to New Jersey so his 12 year old autistic son could receive a better education. If they stayed in the Netherlands, his future was a group home, but in NJ he has a shot at independence. Today, his son is learning and getting an education and it is truly amazing. Erik wrote a book, To The Mountain, inspired by his own experiences as a father of a boy with autism. Erik wanted his son to begin answering autism related questions because language is a huge challenge for him. His son was up for the task and joined us for the conversation! To find out more about Erik and his book you can visit www.erikraschke.com. To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Jake woke up one morning and knew it was time for a change. He called his sister Erica & with their parents help, he was able to start rehab a few days later. In this episode, you will get to hear both Jake & Erica share their perspectives around alcoholism, how it affects relationships, and what you can do to support your loved ones who have this disease. To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Yaa has a B.S. in Communication from Northwestern University, is a certified personal trainer, and a nutrition and dietetics certificate candidate. She has spent the last ten years as a wellness entrepreneur in various roles; in-home personal trainer, group fitness instructor, resting metabolic rate practitioner, body fat testing practitioner and wellness coach at a therapeutic wellness facility. Though her job titles have varied over the years, her mission remains the same: to help people!! In this episode Yaa and I talk about freelancing & the 3 skills you MUST acquire in order to be successful while living that #laptoplife. To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Gabriel Van Guse is a father to two beautiful girls, Ella and Isa. Married to Claire— a beautiful and strong firefighter. UW graduate in philosophy. By label and profession he is a teacher/coach, but he prefers mentor and facilitator, offering positive insight, guidance and opportunity to his students. His goals are simple: to have a positive mindset that INSPIRES and IMPACTS others. #FIP Guse was my high school History teacher and he taught me more about how to think for myself and ALWAYS ask questions than he did about the Revolutionary War. Growing up in a religion where questions were looked down upon, it took me years into my adulthood to learn that questioning everything is me living my best life. In this episode Guse and I chat about his parenting style, coaching, meditating and ALL the shit in between. To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Stephanie is a woman who exudes light and love with a mission to remind every woman of how worthy they are! We got to chat about work, life, dancing, empowerment & the movie "Cuties" (I'm sure you have an opinion too) DM me about it! Go follow her on IG @stephaniechinnart & grab a gift for your fave lady on her site! To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Amanda Evans is passionate about supporting children and families to be their happiest and healthiest selves! Her own healing journey taught her so much about the extraordinary healing powers of play, love and connection. She is dedicated to helping people take their health and happiness into their own hands, believing in their own magic and the power to heal from within. Head over to her website, https://www.mindbodysoulmiracles.com Follow her on IG @mind_body_soul_miracles To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Born in Sioux Falls, SD, Paul applied to a few ballet schools in NY at 14 and relocated to study dance on full scholarship at the Harkness House. He studied on scholarship at the American Ballet Theater School, and finally the School of American Ballet. Paul has gone on to stage ballets all over the world. He is a kind, loving, passionate man with INSANE talent. He shares a little today about living in NYC during the pandemic and give a little snippet on his life working with George Balanchine and joining the ballet at 18. What a beautiful life. To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Missy's mission is to provide hope, encouragement, peace, resources and most of all support when dealing with life's waits. May you find that and more on your journey. In this episode we discuss infertility & waiting, what it means & how to come out stronger than before. To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Kyle is so Fab. That also happens to be his favorite word!

Taylor's mother was murdered 3 years ago. To this day, the case remains unsolved. She's ready to share her story, spreading awareness and shedding light on the events that have taken place in her life. If you or anyone else has any information that is related to these events, please reach out to Taylor on instagram--@taylorjae. To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Amanda Sogge is a soccer fanatic, small business owner, adventure seeker & all around kick-ass mama of 3 and wife to her love, Tanner. I was lucky enough to sit down with her in our make-shift podcast studio to learn more about a tool she uses to better understand herself. She shares her knowledge, insight & personal experiences. I cried. Per usghe. We laughed & learned. Curious??? Check out on your enneagram here! To apply for a complimentary call, email me -kristjanahillberg@gmail.com or sign up here.

Welcome to the red door. Rebranded. Transfigured. Same mantra. Here to give YOU a voice. Sharing real stories. Raw. Unfiltered. No bullshit. I'm your host, Kristjana Hillberg.

Life isn't black & white; learning to live in the grey takes time...day in, day out, choosing to live with a growth mindset, breaking societal norms. Want support? Email me! kristjanahillberg@gmail.com Looking for a kick-ass VA to help manage & grow your business? Connect with @entrepreneurelf on IG, she will change your world! https://www.instagram.com/entrepreneurelf/

Get this book, it will change your life!  https://www.amazon.com/s?k=the+unteathered+soul&hvadid=241892883252&hvdev=c&hvlocphy=1025846&hvnetw=g&hvpos=1t2&hvqmt=e&hvrand=16122981701563073894&hvtargid=aud-649564993678%3Akwd-2629614716&tag=googhydr-20&ref=pd_sl_8p7nttymeg_e  I talk about removing yourself, your true SELF away from the emotions that pass through you.  We don't want to live in anger, hurt, worry, etc.  Learn to detach from the ick & just observe the emotion as it enters.  You only grow when you're uncomfortable.  Give it a try man! Love you all.  Want to connect?  Shoot me an email!  kristjanahillberg@gmail.com 

No one could have prepared me mentally for how I would feel when that night was over, but someone could've explained to me what rape was. What it looked like. The statistics; how to protect myself & what to do IF I was ever put into the situation. If you, or someone you know has experienced a traumatic assault, PLEASE know that you are not alone & even if it's scary and confusing, talking to someone about it will help. My heart aches for your pain, but I'm here to remind you that you can heal.

This dude is has always been one of my favorite people, from the time we were in first grade playing tag on the playground! He's intelligent, kind, conscious, & gritty as hell! We talk about where life has taken him, falling in love, & becoming the best human by your definition. #injectkindness

Jessa and I met when we were 6 years old. 20+ years later, we both are married with kids, have left the LDS church, and chat about where life has taken us.

Kristjana, THE girl with the red door, gets #realandraw opening up about her first life.

I'm changing the layout of the podcast. Periodically I will have a guest & the other times, you will get to hear strictly from me. I don't want to define what that is going to look like, but I am excited to unravel & curate over this next year. Want to share your story? Need advise? Let's connect!! Email me! kristjanahillberg@gmail.com & follow me on IG @kris_hillberg

If you were #raisedmormon, you are familiar with the term Molly Mormon. My sweet friend Holly and I talk about college, leaving the church later in life & our differences. The beautiful thing about our differences, is being able to ALWAYS find common ground. The CES letters: https://cesletter.org/CES-Letter.pdf Want to share your story? Need advise? Let's connect!! Email me! kristjanahillberg@gmail.com & follow me on IG @kris_hillberg Trilogy website: https://shoptrilogyboutique.com/?fbclid=IwAR3keFAJCdd00jXSHKNEYgSq81iB0CNBtpxh9FqT12HyGRK1OnchbFB_T74 Trilogy facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/trilogyboutiquesd/

Have you ever heard someone refer to a "Doula" and you have no clue what it means? Kelsie opens up about her career journey and is so thankful to have found her passion in life. You do not have to go through this HUGE life change alone. Doula's are there to support & encourage you and your partner. #educateyourself Great references: https://spinningbabies.com/?fbclid=IwAR3R-g678hQ5zQLIETbdKxP1dk35M9iePdpwQ4-QIZc33GwQgtvdH8L0GfU https://doulamatch.net/?fbclid=IwAR2d4eQaEnFxTtR68k0gehkdj0YFw10kw3tJsPaKp7wAk68knGBBEstWtwQ https://www.facebook.com/SouthDakotaDoulas/ https://evidencebasedbirth.com/the-evidence-for-doulas/?fbclid=IwAR2uligNi81ICLF4NmGZNzMvWg61DjkCRz09UG2RGAi9MPwWIgy_uzQ5Kck Other podcasts about pregnancy and birth: http://birthkweens.libsyn.com/?fbclid=IwAR3P1aRbvfNDTSILOFPTPNAnZDfRGq0eDCzlePD7Qdlgyzts_dgqiw_tDq4 https://www.magamama.com/podcasts/?fbclid=IwAR0TWbgxeO3Le262P75A6c7PWCS0l7GEh1wuBE01mEBmEk6Uv7tk8jUZyv4 Want to connect with Kelsie? Here's her gorgeous website: http://www.transitionsdoulaservices.com/?fbclid=IwAR2uFerv4QjAbvhjyWi3KTcmxsTHNgD9krmxxKy-jKWNrok7iqM7BVivfhc

When Jared realized he couldn't continue to grow if he stayed in the Mormon church, he decided to leave the religion and step into who he fully was. Want to share your story? Need advise? Let's connect!! Email me! kristjanahillberg@gmail.com & follow me on IG @kris_hillberg

This girl is fearless. She majored in Journalism & is going back this summer for a BA in Education. Talk about badass. I was starstruck listening to her journey covering a Super Bowl and it got a little emotional when we talked about a death that affected us both over 15 years ago. Tori has big plans for her future and should definitely be featured in the next Rebel Girls book. Check out MW Projects for adorable mugs & beautiful tapestries. themwprojects.com --Follow her on facebook and instagram @themwprojects Want to share your story? Need advise? Let's connect!! Email me! kristjanahillberg@gmail.com & follow me on IG @kris_hillberg

PART 2: Belonging to The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints is a lifestyle. It's something that you either embrace fully, or you're going astray. Ali was raised Mormon and talks about growing up & becoming more aware of how the church made her feel. Something that you spend your life devoted to shouldn't give you feelings of shame, doubt & judgment, right? Ali references the CES letters if you're interested in the link to read more: https://cesletter.org/CES-Letter.pdf The podcast we refer to is here: https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/mormon-stories-lds/id312094772?mt=2 Check out MW Projects for adorable mugs & beautiful tapestries. themwprojects.com --Follow her on facebook and instagram @themwprojects Want to share your story? Need advise? Let's connect!! Email me! kristjanahillberg@gmail.com & follow me on IG @kris_hillberg

Belonging to The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints is a lifestyle. It's something that you either embrace fully, or you're going astray. Ali was raised Mormon and talks about growing up & becoming more aware of how the church made her feel. Something that you spend your life devoted to shouldn't give you feelings of shame, doubt & judgment, right? Ali references the CES letters if you're interested in the link to read more: https://cesletter.org/CES-Letter.pdf The podcast we refer to is here: https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/mormon-stories-lds/id312094772?mt=2 Feel compelled to share YOUR story?

4:30pm on a Monday afternoon Paul was let go from his department. It had nothing to do with his performance, just budget cuts at the company. WTF?? Some people were worried about him...but he gets real about how AMAZING it has been to own his time again & reconnect with what's important. Feel compelled to share YOUR story?

4:30pm on a Monday afternoon Paul was let go from his department. It had nothing to do with his performance, just budget cuts at the company. WTF?? Some people were worried about him...but he gets real about how AMAZING it has been to own his time again & reconnect with what's important. Feel compelled to share YOUR story?