Priestess-in-Progress

we're baaack!!! with both V for Vibrant and the Vibrant Voice podcast, but also all of the colorful chaos and compassion! in this episode i discuss the context for leaving my business and coming back, as well as some necessary reminders for autistic and AuDHD people regarding their superpowers of pattern recognition. why do we let other people get in the way of us trusting ourselves?? --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/vforvibrant/support

ever feel like you've forgiven too quickly, and aren't sure why that's sometimes a bad thing? listen up, people pleasers (and rugged individualists aka perfectionists)!! let's talk about the murky mayhem that happens when quick forgiveness causes relationship repair to go sideways. visit this link here to get a seat at The Wandering (every 22nd of the month) or to book a Clarifying Session with KA. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/vforvibrant/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/vforvibrant/support

as y'all can probably guess, one of the prisons i talk about here is fairly obvious (hello, Breaker of Shames). give this episode a listen to learn about all three, and why we tend to do this to ourselves. to get a spot in an upcoming Wandering or book a Clarifying Session, head to vforvibrant.com. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/vforvibrant/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/vforvibrant/support

when we're afraid of being "found out" for who we really are, there is only one thing that we fear more than that. tune in to this full episode to find out what that thing is. and if you're interested in Wandering, you can reserve your spot by clicking these words right here. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/vforvibrant/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/vforvibrant/support

ever feel like you were bad because you did a bad thing? The Breaker of Shames talks about that feeling in this episode, along with some potentially triggering things like Narcissistic Personality Disorder, self-abuse, and abusers in general. Give your feedback about this episode and tag @v_for_vibrant on Instagram, or head to this link right here to reserve a spot in an upcoming Wandering event. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/vforvibrant/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/vforvibrant/support

The Breaker of Shames talks a little about her shame breakthrough story, what imagination typically looks like for adults (spoiler: it aint good...), and what it takes to create a vibrant world. Like this episode and subscribe to the podcast for more! Click here to check out The Wandering or Clarifying Sessions. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/vforvibrant/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/vforvibrant/support

head to vforvibrant.com to book a card reading, Clarifying Session, or to attend the Wandering! --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/vforvibrant/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/vforvibrant/support

want to do more Family Wounds & Forgiveness work? i'm releasing a series on Youtube right meow on this topic! head over and subscribe to V for Vibrant via this link: https://www.youtube.com/@vforvibrant -- book a reading with KellyAnne here: https://www.vforvibrant.com/book-online -- send an email to vforvibrant@gmail.com if you wanna message KellyAnne about the Vibrant Voice podcast, or DM @v_for_vibrant on Instagram! --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/vforvibrant/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/vforvibrant/support

thank you for giving yourself this time to resonate with a message you may have needed to hear - or else why would you be here?? ;) -- to get your hands on the Wandering Meditation, head to vforvibrant.com --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/vforvibrant/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/vforvibrant/support

thank you for giving yourself this time to resonate with a message you may have needed to hear - or else why would you be here?? ;) -- to get your hands on the Wandering Meditation, head to vforvibrant.com --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/vforvibrant/message

in the same way i wouldnt encourage anyone to share their shame with someone they know they can't trust to make them feel safe, i chose not to share my full "big mistake" story here. the internet is a place of wonderful people i've crossed the country to meet in person; it's also got people who havent learned how to live with their shame and will shit on anyone who tries to out of spite. for the wonderful people who both support my work and are invested in your own personal and spiritual growth, there's a place i've shared my story, and another very personal story. it's called the Vibrant Voice, and it's on Patreon! if you'd like to check it out or join, click here. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/vforvibrant/message

this is a topic that i'll be covering this week in the Vibrant Coven on Patreon! go to patreon.com/vibrantcoven and join the Coven if you want to access the discussion, guidance, and resources for this topic. you can feel free to contact myself or Gari on Instagram if you loved this conversation and want to request another topic for us to dissect :) - KellyAnne: @v_for_vibrant - Gari: @garitalks --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/vibrantcoven/message

oops, forgot to drink my bev during this episode!! be sure to hydrate as you go through this one because it's a HAWT take *red-faced, sweaty, panting emoji*. and not just because of the dragons. or the dungeons. omg where are the *sweaty forehead laughing emoji* and *side-eye smirk emoji* when you need em?? i need all the emoji-feelings to get me through this caption... hahhhh. who knew Dom Daddies and Dungeon Masters had so much in common? Vibrant Coven: patreon.com/vibrantcoven --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/vibrantcoven/message

it's sometimes hard to distinguish between who's really here for you and your healing, and who is just a duplicate of the discomfort you're used to. yyyeeeeeeouch!! i know it hurts to hear, but this episode will be a soothing balm to this painful truth. if you're looking for your soulmates - the kinds of people you can be your authentic self and can grow with - then be sure to take a listen to this entire episode to know exactly what to look out for. AND!! go make use of the practice i just posted in the Vibrant Coven online community portal for personal and spiritual growth. you can check it out here :) --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/vibrantcoven/message

to check out the Vibrant Coven for weekly topic discussions, guidance, resources, and intention-setting: head to patreon.com/vibrantcoven --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/vibrantcoven/message

want to join us in the Divine Chaos Course starting 8/8? check it out at vforvibrant.com/divinechaos2022 - connect with Hava via @hava.rose on Instagram --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/vibrantcoven/message

to connect with Gari through the Divine Chaos Course before it starts on 8/8/2022: vforvibrant.com/divinechaos2022 — to receive the resources from this course after October 2022, and get early access to podcast episodes: patreon.com/vibrantcoven — connect with Gari on Instagram: @garitalks --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/vibrantcoven/message

to check out the Divine Chaos Course before 8/8/2022: vforvibrant.com/divinechaos2022 — to check out where you may find resources from the course after October 2022: patreon.com/vibrantcoven — follow Emily on Instagram: @emilyirisembodied --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/vibrantcoven/message

it seems like every time white men take our lives into their hands, our worlds crumble. for queer people, for women and people with uteruses, for black and indigenous people, every new "order" placed on us has us feeling like we're sitting in the corner of a room that's on fire, knowing there's no way not to get burned. and men - especially the white variety - just keep dumping gasoline. there are immediate solutions to this, but i'm talking about the long-term solution we need to start applying NOW so that it can serve as the salve that makes all wounds heal... including the ones that white men have hidden from themselves. vforvibrant.com/divinechaos2022waitlist --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/vibrantcoven/message

and i've got proof! in this episode, i share about the studies done in recent years which prove that shame-proneness and stress and two debilitating and destructive factors in overall health. i also share practices for converting shame beliefs into ones of empowerment, and for finding calm at the center of any stress-inducing situation. to go deeper into the healing of these experiences, head to the Divine Chaos Course page and discover for yourself all of the ways you could turn this s**tstorm around... with support, resources, and accountability for long-term integration. we're not going to slap you with something new and then expect you to change overnight!! the Divine Chaos Course is designed to help you carry the weight so you're not alone, in addition to strengthening your connection to change in a healthy, graceful way. go to -> vforvibrant.com/divinechaos2022 --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/vibrantcoven/message

i shouldn't even be sharing this!! but it's just too good and i cannot help myself... if you want to be a part of this year's course, head to vforvibrant.com/divinechaos2022 but head there quickly because i'm posting this episode just 2 DAYS before the pre-sale ends, when you can still get all the bonuses i've mentioned!! get your ticket here. to stay in touch so you don't miss another chance at being a participant in the Divine Chaos Course, subscribe to the Vibrant Coven Podcast!! --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/vibrantcoven/message

there are several must-have things that everybody needs for learning, integrating what they've learned, then applying it in the long term. i talk about a few of them in this episode, but i also talk about the number ONE most important thing, without which all other parts become ineffective and basically useless. whether you're into personal growth, lifelong learning, or a spiritual journey of self-discovery, you will absolutely lose everything you've learned without this one thing. take a listen to learn what it is! sign up for the life-changing Divine Chaos Course! and DON'T WAIT!! ticket pre-sale is about to end, and it's only *now* during the pre-sale period that you can get the 2020 Colin Bedell @queercosmos workshop and resources - PLUS the Divine Chaos Workbook, a printable guide for exploring the concepts of Order and Chaos in your life.

never work a day in your life, you say? bulls**t!! there are plenty of days when doing what you love suuuuucks because it feels like we're dragging ourselves to get back into it. the reality is: this is totally normal, and this feeling of being disconnected from that love of what you love to do can come from several different sources. in this episode i talk about those sources AND give practices for each one of the sucky sources so that when you find yourself there, in the suck, you have what you need to move yourself through it. no faking it til you make it, just authentically appreciating where we're at, respecting how we got there, and finding our way back to the good feelings that come from living with passion and purpose. join the Vibrant Coven! get on the Divine Chaos Course waitlist!

there are all kinds of people who will try to sell you on tips and tricks for leveling up and personal growth, but they don't work. while they may seem like short-cuts, these tricks are actually tricking you into believing that you can jump past all the hard parts and get right to living the vibrant life of your dreams. honestly, the phrase "growing pains" exists for a reason... but that doesn't mean it's all bad. and when you're focused on more than just feeling better mentally - when you're dedicating yourself to a life of emotional, physical, and spiritual wellness, too - the hard parts become easier with practice. that is why we call yoga a practice. that's why when you apply that "trick" that you learned every day (or most days) it's called a practice. the things that stretch us become the things that make the growing pains less painful. if you want ease on your spiritual journey, and a better understanding of what to expect, be sure to live this entire episode a listen. i take the time to explain with examples why each of these 6 things is so necessary for knowing as you walk the path ahead. to join the Divine Chaos Course waitlist, click -> vforvibrant.com/divinechaos2022waitlist

fuck Amazon for patting themselves on the back while sending thoughts & prayers. we need community NOW. and we especially need white people to step up their game. patreon.com/vibrantcoven

listening back to this episode shook me!! i hope it shakes you in just the right way, too. and be sure to head to the Vibrant Coven for more resources, or to tell us what you thought about this episode — www.patreon.com/vibrantcoven

if excellence means a lot to you, but also leads to HEAVY self-criticism, you're gonna wanna listen to this one!! — support the podcast and even attend events put on by KellyAnne in the Vibrant Coven by going to www.patreon.com/vibrantcoven

this one is too good not to share. i hope you enjoy poop humor & anal-ogies as much as i do

this type of anger doesn't fuel action like rage does; the mad-ness i talk about in this episode creates insight. tune in to hear about how quick, superficial anger can be a sign that you're ready to heal some core traumas.

my talk in the Divine Chaos Course was super special to me, because it came after a breakthrough about being a perfectionist. i realized there is NO power in being anxious about how things will turn out, allllll the fucking time!! there is only power in accepting What Is and doing what you can with what you have at the time - then flowing with the rest. if this is something you need more of in your life, DEFINITELY go check out the full recording of this episode up in the Vibrant Coven. for $5/month you can get access to the full podcast episodes, take part in discussions, and read the weekly VC blog! in the comm-Unity tier, you get all that *plus* links to private monthly events and rituals, seasonal astrology updates, card readings, and the ability to request topics for the podcast!! head to patreon.com/VibrantCoven for more info

hello, whiplash, nice to see you again

wow, this analogy hits HAARRRRRDDDDD!! and i think it's one of the best for helping slut shamers of the world understand what's happening when we have sex; it's not just a one-way street. it's so much more! head to patreon.com/VibrantCoven to hear the full episode, plus gain access to every single full podcast recording from the past few years!! and be sure to share this episode with loved ones - whether they *get it*, or NEED this analogy to start a conversation about sex that is compassionate and healing

divine chaos is just an ungendered way to talk about the divine feminine, which i love because there needs not be a humynizing to the universal energies called Order and Chaos. these energies harmonize in all parts of our lives, within ourselves, and in our relationships. in this episode, i talk about the rise of divine chaos in sexuality, and in the full episode on Patreon i go even deeper. listen to the full episode on patreon.com/vibrantcoven - and don't be shy!! leave a voice recording for me on the Anchor app so we can continue this discussion heart-to-heart, or join the Vibrant Coven to leave comments on the full episode so we can dig into this topic as a community.

in this full episode, i take The Conversation to a place that not many (white) spiritual folx do - to a space where the real world’s influence can be seen in our spiritual work, and the soul’s desires are understood to be deeply affected by experiences from our material lives. meaning: intersectionality is for spiritual conversations, too. for the episode i’m sharing with you here, i’d like for you to reflect on how your own experiences have had a relationship with your Inner Unfolding journey. then, head to patreon.com/vibrantcoven to share & commune with others about these reflections. what have you been exposed to because of your beliefs? what have you been sheltered from because of your beliefs?

it’s not enough to be positive vibes only, just because that’s where you WANNA be. as a whole humyn, you experience a range of positive- & negative-feeling feeeelingsss for a reason. join us in the Vibrant Coven to discover the true meaning of “high vibrations” - patreon.com/vibrantcoven

in this clip episode, i start us off with what we’ve been taught about humility, and the painful associations we’ve made with humbling (or even humiliating) experiences. do you ever wonder if there’s another way? a different path we can take to learning from life to live more vibrantly?? well, in the full episode up in the Vibrant Coven on Patreon, i spend a solid 44 minutes helping us shift our perspective on the issue of growing only from our flaws & unworthiness, to a perspective that’s empowering as fuuuuck!! — you can check out the Vibrant Coven on patreon.com/vibrantcoven and book a card reading with me through my website vforvibrant.com

have you noticed how the inner conflict you experience - that voice in your head that shoots you down whenever you try asking for what you want, or urges you to please other people, or makes you stay in situations waaaayyy past the time when your gut told you “i wanna go!” - is reflected in the conflict you experience with others? in this episode, i talk about the evidence i’ve got to prove how managing my inner conflict has created this force field of respect & love around me that no one can get through!! — i also share an announcement about the Vibrant Coven, and just what it feels like to have come this far. the Inner Unfolding journey is life-long, so i’m really proud to say that this comm-UNITY is finally here, stable, READY to make that journey less isolating, and more of a connective, playful, joyous path. you can check out the Vibrant Coven on patreon.com/vibrantcoven

this week, i’m posting samples of what y’all can expect from the new space i’m creating

KA walking & talking about feeling stuck in a certain kind of suffering.

Threads of Fate (Shadow) - Destruction - The Weaver -The Explorer

you have the power to heal yourself, but that power is only activated through patience

the inner child cannot be crushed. you know how resilient kids are!! with guidance, they keep coming back. so when this week tries to crush your spirit before it even starts, rise up and WISE up! dont let naysayers fuck up your mood. find the fears & doubts reflected in the unfolding of this week, and surrender them to Love

BLESS U CHIRON gracing us with the self-compassion to escape our traps & lick our wounds

learn about the cosmic energies you may encounter throughout the week ahead, day by day.

this is a clip from the full Episode 5 of the Vibrant Coven Podcast, available on patreon.com/vforvibrant --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

are they soulmates? or woundmates? parents are here to care for our needs, but what is the purpose that siblings serve? and what does it mean when we meet people who feel like family? --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

however much lightwork youre willing to do, it’s not going to get you far if you ignore the growing shadow cast by the light. learning & growing is intense, but much more authentic and REWARDING than showing fake gratitude to your blessings. blessings come wrapped up in the life lessons you encounter, so discarding the struggle to focus on the success makes your appreciation for the blessings hollow. in this episode, i talk about what it means to appreciate your shadow and how it can increase your overall quality of life in the long run. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

as per the #VisionFor2020 challenge on instagram for starting the year with clarity, here is the meditation for Day 16! find a restful spot to listen & release attachments to expired expectations

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as my first official podcast episode, i wouldve liked it to be better, but here’s my learning & self-loving moment for the day: