Hell Ain't Complicated

Clare, Beau, Jack, and Emma are playing Monster of the Week by Michael Sands, a Powered by the Apocalypse game heavily based on Supernatural, Buffy, and other MotW shows. Tonight's the night of the full moon. Enope, Lawrence, and Maxine prepare themselves for a night of babysitting the werewolves, but thing quickly go awry. --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr Beau (he/they) Jack (he/him) Emma (she/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Discord Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!

This week Clare and Beau cover Thee Lazarus Rising and Are You There God? It's Me Dean Winchester and our beloved Castiel is finally here and he's beautiful! --- Timestamps: Episode 1 - 1:42 Episode 2 - 25:44 --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Discord Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!

Clare, Beau, Jack, and Emma are playing Monster of the Week by Michael Sands, a Powered by the Apocalypse game heavily based on Supernatural, Buffy, and other MotW shows. After a successful mission, Aryanna assigns our hunters to a babysitting job in Seattle, WA. --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr Beau (he/they) Jack (he/him) Emma (she/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Discord Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!

This is it: The final episodes before the coveted seasons 4 and 5! This week Clare and Beau cover Long Distance Call, Time is on my Side, and No Rest for the Wicked, and get hyped for what comes next --- Timestamps: Episode 14 - 4:18 Episode 15 - 16:48 Episode 16 - 31:10 --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Discord Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!

This week, we're trying something new! Clare, Beau, Jack, and Emma are playing Monster of the Week by Michael Sands, a Powered by the Apocalypse game heavily based on Supernatural, Buffy, and other MotW shows. Lawrence and Maxine meet Enope and her group, working together to stop a series of drownings in Bellingham, WA. --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr Beau (he/they) Jack (he/him) Emma (she/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Discord Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!

Clare! Clare and Beau! They face the episodes the others will not! Clare! Clare and Beau! We face the nightmares, we face the dead air! In this week's episode, Clare and Beau cover the beloved classics Mystery Spot, Jus In Bello, and Ghostfacers, and honestly? If you haven't seen these episodes, check them out! --- Timestamps: Episode 11 - 3:01 Episode 12 - 25:00 Episode 13 - 39:25 --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Discord Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!

In a very excitable episode for Clare, they interview the creator of the blog The Leviathans Have the Angel, Sasha aka 22to22! They talk about the wasted potential of God- and Levia-stiel, their shared love of Naomi, and Sasha's Supernatural-inspired games available on Itch.io. --- Clare (she/they): @dooplissss on Tumblr, @doopliss27 on Twitter,  Sasha (they/them): 22to22 on Itch.io, Portfolio   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Discord Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Samkatdiz Girlboss Naomi playlist Way More Than You Asked For Levstiel tutorial Beloved game footage You Will Surely Go Mad Twine Russian Winnie the Pooh 22to22 games

Let's take a little snooze with some okay episodes before we get to the season 3 bangers and the real star of the show. This week Clare and Beau quickly cover Fresh Blood, Malleus Maleficarum, and Dream a Little Dream of Me. Note: Beau's audio is missing during the first 3 minutes. --- Timestamps: Episode 7 - 3:24 Episode 9 - 13:19 Episode 10 - 21:10 --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Discord Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: The CW's diversity issues @DaejahTalksTv's thread about the loss of Black shows on the WB

Welcome to Sin City, where New Yorkers get killed and the girls dress skimpy! This week Clare and Beau cover Sin City, Bedtime Stories, and Red Sky at Morning, and wow they are unimpressed by the clothes in this batch. 9:45 - sound of in-show audio of gunshot suicide and scream --- Content warnings: drowning, audio of in-show suicide and scream Timestamps: Episode 4 - 4:46 Episode 5 - 15:47 Episode 6 - 22:47 --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Discord Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!

Happy holidays! Before the year ends, Clare and Beau cover the one and only (really? the only one?) Supernatural holiday special, A Very Supernatural Christmas. We can't wait to see you next year! --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!

This week Clare, Beau, and new guest Tom talk about fandom headcanons largely accepted by fandom yet hated by many. Thanks to @final-girl-cas for the research! They also read their first listener story courtesy of Maxine! Send in listener stories here! --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they) Tom (she/he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Listener Stories Road Food trailer J2 panel thread DeanCas Big Bang

We're coming to you live from Virginia! This week Clare visits Beau irl and they, along with plastic Castiel, talk about The Magnificient Seven, The Kids Are Alright, and Bad Day at Black Rock. --- Content warnings: gore, forced suicide, real life drowning of a child Timestamps: Episode 1 - 1:29 Episode 2 - 18:38 Episode 3 - 36:25 --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Discord Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Sickness in monsters by suncaptor Beau's Bela playlist, Might As Well Enjoy The Ride

Happy November 5th to Castiel and Castiel only. Today we're celebrating a whole year of the wildest night of our lives, ensuing celebrity drama, and the roller-coaster experience of being a queer Supernatural fan. Everyone have fun, don't send hate mail, and party on Clare's ACNH town! Send in listener stories here! --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they) Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Listener Stories Join Clare's ACNH discord server Clare's dream address: 0445-6282-1695

Thank you for joining us for our candlelit vigil in memory of Jackles' Sexy Silence. After a moment of our own sexy silence in his memory, we'll be recounting the news from Denver's Supernatural Con, mostly the bad stuff. Then, to lighten the mood, we'll go back to the topic of djinn fics, a subject that is totally not depressing in any way. Content warnings: - spoilers for the midnight library,pedophilia, parental death, suicide --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they) Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Autistic Castiel confirmed! Lunaroceanic's aphobia and homophobia post If One Cannot Remember, One Cannot Grieve by blueeyesandpie Take Me Home Country Roads by saltyfeathers They deserve a vacation, i think. by tinyaibou

Here it is, the first and perhaps most iconique brother death! In this massive episode, Beau and Clare talk about the final 4 episodes of season 2: Folsom Prison Blues, What Is And What Should Never Be, and both parts of All Hell Breaks Loose. Along with discussions of Dean looking bloody, Dean looking sad, and Dean being touch-starved, they talk about the introduction of our first named queer character and how great Bobby is, and most importantly how pepperjack cheese is highly underrated. Thank you to Jack for your excellent voiceover! --- Content warnings: prison rape jokes (discussed, not dealt out), incarceration, alcoholism, dean's suicidal tendencies, fetishization of queer identities, mention of Killing Stalking, child death/parental loss Timestamps: Episode 19 - 4:43 Episode 20 - 22:41 Episode 21 - 55:59 Episode 22 - 1:30:15 --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Discord Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: {YTP} ~ 24601 Releases a Sammich on Parole [CC] by DaThings James Somerton's excellent queer theory videos Clare's Bobby playlist

What's up you guys, this is Clare and Beau streaming Supernatural: Season 17! First off we got a couple announcements to make, like Midam dropping some new merch, Misha's convention Q&A's, and more! So SMASH THAT LIKE and don't forget to subscribe to our channel! --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they) Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Convention Fan Questions In the Shadow of your Wings by Salr323 Fish Psychiatrist, Jerma's Seaman playthrough Winchester Ep. 1: "Don't Play With Fire"

The Sam appreciation hours continues with Clare and Beau diving into Roadkill, Heart, and Hollywood Babylon. Aaaand of course a bunch of insane actor shenanigans happen right after they finish recording. --- Timestamps: Episode 16 - 12:42 Episode 17 - 27:56 Episode 18 - 44:23 Content warnings: assisted suicide, animal death --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Discord Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: CHANGE A LIFE: KABUL Things Get Hot Between Adam & Michael | Hell Ones Misha Q&A panel at Momento Con Whisissupernaturaltrending on tumblr ghost ship opening scene (gore tw)

It's Sammy Saturday! This week, Clare and Beau try as hard as they can to only talk about Sam Winchester, and you know what? Clare might be a bit of a Sam girl now. --- Content warnings: Self harm, suicidal behavior --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they) Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Last Friday I had my eyes removed by Jared Padalecki by Perfume Genius Celebrities Shop Too by mysillycomics Red-Eyes recipe How to draw Dean Winchester by radioactive mongoose

In this extra long (and a little messy) episode recap, Clare and Beau cover Houses of the Holy, Born on a Bad Sign, and Tall Tales. Lots of discussion about angels, tricksters, recurring characters, blah, blah blah, blah, blah blah blah, and, let's not forget, blah --- Timestamps: Episode 13 - 12:05 Episode 14 - 33:41 Episode 15 - 53:49 Content warnings: sexual assault --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Discord Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Misha's [redacted] tweet EAS tiktok by @calvinkrause Stop touching my shit tiktok by @mollietrainor Next To You by Junk Food Weekly World News article

Today we bring you a short update on trending Supernatural news, tomorrow who knows? Clare and Beau gush about the recent script release of Goodbye Stranger that proves what we knew all along: that Dean has loved Cas since at least season 8. They also dip into an artists spotlight featuring the talents of Lemon-wedges, CowboyClickbait, Roxyandelsewhere, and more! Scroll down for links to each mentioned artist's tumblr/twitter and support them! --- Content warnings: AIDs, Twist and Shout, physical assault --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Mindfreak edit Spicy Samwena art by lemon-wedges Skepticalfrog Thimblings my love 22to22 LaLaLettie, formerly lettiebobettie Roxyandelsewhere Clickbaitcowboy Ginsengandhoney the accursed pudding shirt https://lovingshirt.com/product/supernatural-sam-dean-winchester-oh-pudding-shirt/

Clare and Beau are woken from their hiatus by the J2 drama that's gripped the nation. They talk about theories, spinoffs, the pettiness of it all, and calzones before doing a quick recap of Hunted, Playthings, and Nightshifter. --- Timestamps: Episode 10 - 31:25 Episode 11 - 40:35 Episode 12 - 51:05 Content warnings: Brief suicide mention --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: The original Jared tweet [801] My Wife vs. Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream Lock by LockPickingLawyer

May is Mental Health Awareness month, so Clare and Beau take the time to talk about SPN's total failure to approach mental health in any positive way, including addiction, suicide, and isolation. But on a lighter note, Castiel is autistic and has a special interest in bees and we love him so much! --- Content warnings: Mental health, addiction, suicidal tendencies, abuse, loneliness --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: This Thing Called Free Will by tracy Green flags to look for in relationships Goth Girl commercial

It was the best of Supernatural, it was the worst of Supernatural. Clare and Beau recap The Usual Suspects, Crossroad Blues, and Croatoan, and experience every emotion from weeping over Dean's lack of care for himself to falling asleep from cop drama. In loving memory of stevedannolover on Ao3, deactivated author of over 4,000 Hawaii Five-O fics since 2013. Good-night, sweet prince; And flights of angels sing thee to thy rest.  --- Timestamps: Episode 7 - 7:33 Episode 8 - 23:24 Episode 9 - 53:31 Content warnings: Suicide, police --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Robert Johnson's Spotify Goofer dust And Neither Do You by Callsigntango

In our first Supernatural merch review episode, Beau and Clare cover the official Supernatural tarot deck and debate some of the choices made. But first, they visit the record-breaking Longest Spotify (and Heller) playlist to see other people's Destiel songs and just, guys, what the fuck. --- Content warnings: Omegaverse --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Supernatural Tarot Deck and Guidebook Sex With Jensen Ackles by The Elf-Pirate The Mixtape A by captim The Mixtape B by Nico

Talking about DnD- I mean, episodes 4-6! This week Clare and Beau cover Children Shouldn't Playing With Dead Things, Simon Said, and No Exit, so get your sledgehammer and lets break into H. H. Holmes' grave! --- Timestamps: Episode 4 - 6:42 Episode 5 - 26:13 Episode 6 - 42:46 Content warnings: True crime, serial killers, imprisonment/captivity, dubious consent --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Profound Bond gloves Sailor Moon episode guide realistically yeah, dean and cas need to dump each other

It's the moment we've all been waiting for: the long-awaited death of John Winchester! Join Clare and Beau as they start season 2 off with some premium Dean angst and question whether the Harvelles are actually any good at running a bar --- Timestamps Episode 1 - 14:25 Episode 2 - 43:16 Episode 3 - 1:03:13 Content warnings: Parental death, clowns, discussion of gaslighting --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: dean: damn man... you look like the lighting section at lowe's by angel-derangement Local Cryptid?? by chlodobird

New season, new attitude! Clare and Jack start our season 2 by agreeing to be nice to the show for once and name their favorite Monster of the Week episodes --- Content Warnings: Cannibalism, mpreg (male pregnancy) --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Jack (he/him)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, stories, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: List of MotW episodes Deaf and HoH organizations The Ghostfacers Meet Castiel Supernatural: The Musical music The Worst Supernatural Post I've Ever Seen

We did it! Beau and Clare wrap up their season 1 rewatch with Salvation and Devil's Trap, and get hyped for season 2. And, of course, its not an episode of Hell Ain't Complicated if they don't celebrate #1 dad Bobby Singer and rip John Winchester a new one. --- Timestamps Episode 21 - 21:08 Episode 22 - 1:00:45 Content warnings: Animal death (in passing), parental trauma --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Carry On Wayword Son - Kansas - Midi by Jan van den Brandt, used during the Season 1 recap SPN con news we'll find a new home by sleepyvan American by Jay Gruska

Continuing from last week's meltdown, Clare and Beau dive deeper into the 2ft kiddie pool that is Supernatural's vampire lore. Vampires of note are the Alpha vampire, Benny Lafitte, and The Old Man, who is definitely going to make his old-money dad sue us for bullying him. --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, stories, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Kim Rhodes Tiktok Judaism and Supernatural by tallahasseemp3 and princesshamlet The Beauty of Mind, Heart, and Forgiveness by DontMakePeopleIntoHeroes, written for Clare

Put on your earplugs for this episode, because Clare and Beau are talking about Provenance and Dead Man's Blood! This week, they rejoice in one of the best Sam episodes in the whole series, and Clare has a full-blown mental breakdown about bad vampire fashion choices. (NOTE: Apologies with MASSIVE amount of clipping) This episode was released in the fourth week of Black History Month, so celebrate and uplift Black voices and culture with these links: Why is Black History Month in February? How do you celebrate? Everything you need to know. Black Girls Smile -one of the leading organizations focusing on black female mental wellness The Jackie Robinson Foundation Scholarship program - Addresses the financial needs of college students and provides extensive, hands-on mentoring and support services National Black Child Development Institute - A national resource agency providing programs, publications, advocacy and trainings related to early childhood care and education; health and wellness; literacy and family engagement --- Timestamps Episode 19: 4:30 Episode 20: 37:23 Content warnings: Wincest, yelling, loud volume --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Sex with THEE Christian God Sam Winchester + Edward Hopper

Pop open some champagne bottles and wear your best dress, Dean and Cas finally got hitched! Clare and Beau share their favorite moments from the reception, gossip about the attendees, and add some new memories to the Winchester wedding photo album. (A sound effect plays at 26:11) This episode was released in the third week of Black History Month, but this week we urge you to help support Texas residents through their current crisis: Texas Relief, one donation supports the Houston Food Bank, Haven for Hope, Food Bank of the Rio Grande Valley, Street Forum, & North Texas Food Bank Austin Disaster Relief Frontsteps, 24/7 Resources and Services to End Homelessness --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: its not unattached drifter christmas anymore :') by crystaldye

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Ah, the two sides of Dean Winchester: complex fanon and horny canon. Clare and Jack discuss Shadow, Hell House, and Something Wicked: THEE pinnacle Dean episode, and at least try to meet John Winchester halfway. This episode was released in the second week of Black History Month, so celebrate and uplift Black voices and culture with these links: Why is Black History Month in February? How do you celebrate? Everything you need to know. The Sylvia Rivera Law Project House of GG LGBTQ Freedom Fund --- Timestamps Episode 16 - 2:35 Episode 17 - 19:00 Episode 18 - 34:40 Content warnings: PTSD, flashbacks, child neglect --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Jack (he/him)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Tulpa Wiki  Hellhound's Lair via Web Archive

When you're deep in the tar pits of Supernatural, sometimes you wonder what it's like on the outside. In this episode, Clare tests the knowledge of Zoey, who's never seen Supernatural, and info-dumps about how batshit crazy it is, in and out of the show. This episode was released in the first week of Black History Month, so celebrate and uplift Black voices and culture with these links: Why is Black History Month in February? How do you celebrate? Everything you need to know. Color of Change The Loveland Foundation Black Trans Travel Fund --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Zoey (they/them)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook hellaintcomplicated.podbean.com Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Lydia's Place Virtual Gala Contact Mayor Seth Fleetwood and demand for city of Bellingham, WA to care for its homeless population instead of upending them again and again I assign you a phrase from the desticule lexicon uquiz by hellerjackles

Hoo boy, its the episode we've all been dreading. This week Clare and Moe cover Route 666, Nightmare, and The Benders. They talk about how race was addressed in the 2000s and Supernatural's many failings in treating characters of color with respect. Also, the Benders should have eaten at least one person I mean c'mon --- Timestamps Episode 13 - 3:50 Episode 14 - 30:00 Episode 15 - 46:57 Content warnings: racism, suicide, physical abuse --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Moe (he/him): @mostlygolden on Twitter, @mostlygolden on Tumblr   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook Spotify Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: 2009: An Open Letter to Eric Kripke 2013: Is Supernatural: Racist? 2017: Supernatural: Kinda Racist Promo poster for Route 666 I Like Big Boys tiktok by @doink.mcgoink bumber bifteen, burger bing boot bettuce

It's your favorite John Winchester Hatecast! This week, Beau and Clare summarize John Winchester's Journal by Alex Irvine and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA- --- Content warnings: Abuse, homophobia, racism and violence toward Native Americans   Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook hellaintcomplicated.podbean.com Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Friends of Random Acts Charity Stream - Jan 23, 7:30pm - 11:30pm EST Donate to True Colors United! Cora's Twitch PFLAG oversupportive Sam embarrassing Dean at pride by redwing

Happy second impeachment, everyone! This week, Clare and Beau cover Asylum, Scarecrow, and Faith. And for once they actually have positive feelings about Supernatural? Huh? --- Content warnings: Mental hospitals, patient abuse, mental health stigmatization, murder-suicide, suicide ideation, police killings   Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook hellaintcomplicated.podbean.com Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: DJ Qualls heller confirmed but what if there was an even stronger gun Original Don't Fear The Reaper sequence

Clare and Chel talk about Lovecraft's influence (and guest appearance) on Supernatural, as well as horror as a whole. This includes talking about his shittiness, being disappointed by the leviathans, and the most talented parts of the SPN fandom.   Note: Teen Wolf season 7 isn't actually happening, a fan-made trailer just made our blood pressure rise --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Chel (she/her): @cheloutdude on Twitter   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook hellaintcomplicated.podbean.com Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: The Necronomnomnom: Recipes and Rites from the Lore of H. P. Lovecraft by Mike Slater Outsiders: How To Adapt H.P. Lovecraft In the 21st Century by Hbomberguy Nora Keita Jemisin on H. P. Lovecraft Post about SPN never dealing with monsters by andhumanslovedstories The Leviathans Have The Angel blog we needn't resort to such theatrics now that we are here. Deusdaecon   Recommended Lovecraftian movies: Absentia From Beyond Reanimator Oculus The Void Harlan Ellison Haunting of Hill House

Happy New Year! This week, Clare and Beau cover Season 1's Hook Man, Bugs, and Home. And in this home, we sure hate and despise John Winchester! --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook hellaintcomplicated.podbean.com Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Yuchi tribe Donate to the Yuchi Language Project! Indian Burial Grounds ft. Joey Clift (Dead Meat Podcast #36) Dean & Children by theprincessandthepie

Happy Holidays! As a Christmas present to themselves, Clare and Beau make some AUs and how they think Team Free Will would fit in them, specifically Dungeons and Dragons, Homestuck, and a bit of Animal Crossing. But first, Beau does a taste test of a very unusual drink... --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook hellaintcomplicated.podbean.com Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: SPNgate: a timeline by destielintheimpala

Continuing the bi-weekly episode recap, Clare and Beau watch Season 1's Phantom Traveler, Bloody Mary, and Skin. But first, a pre-recap recap of all the recent Season 16 developments: this season just keeps getting wilder and wilder, folks! --- Content warnings: suicide, domestic abuse   Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook hellaintcomplicated.podbean.com Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Misha x Bill Clinton gifset by tuberousroot The famous wet butt The Ackles Ass Equation = y=-(sin(x^(1.7/6)+4)+(1/x))+10  Double cheeked up on a Thursday afternoon, hella ass SKIN

Clare and Beau watched the Supernatural Fair Fight stream, and while they didn't learn anything new, there was still plenty to talk about. We encourage you to watch the first 40 minutes of it yourself, where Stacey Abrams talks about voter suppression, her experience in politics, Supernatural's influence on her, and more! Jared on the other hand... --- Content warnings: groping, racism, ableism   Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/they)   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook hellaintcomplicated.podbean.com Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: Support Fair Fight! Supernatural Fights On stream All In: The Fight for Democracy Supernatural: The Official Cookbook: Burgers, Pies, and Other Bites from the Road The worst mug we've ever seen

The post-finale dumpster fire is starting to wind down a bit, so why not reopen those old wounds by starting a series re-watch? Join Clare and Chel as they talk about season 1, episodes 1-3, and uh oh, they did a racism way faster than I remembered! --- Content warnings: Cultural appropriation, animal abuse in jest   Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on Twitter, @dooplissss on Tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Chel (she/her): @cheloutdude on Twitter   Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook hellaintcomplicated.podbean.com Community fanmix Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here!   Links and sources mentioned: The Supernatural Finale Aired, and Tumblr Exploded Jo and Dean comic by Crystaldye on tumblr Righteous Men (Dean x Zak Bagans fic) by Thanatopsiturvy Redemption Road by multiple authors  Out of the Deep by Riseofthefallenone

Apparently, the whole SPN fandom is living in the fourth wall now. In this episode, Beau and Clare talk about the infamous Spanish dub, SPN conspiracy theories, shipping joys and queer wrath. --- Clare (they/she): @doopliss27 on twitter, @dooplissss on tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (he/she/they) Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook hellaintcomplicated.podbean.com Community fanmix on Spotify Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Sign up to be a guest here! Links and sources mentioned: What Fandom Racism Looks Like: Migratory Slash Fandom's Focus The Jimmy Novak fic we all want Bitches with lore

Hoo boy, that finale sure Happened, huh? This time around, Clare is the one recapping the episode and our guest, Meg, is the one reacting in horror. --- Clare (they/she): @doopliss27 on twitter, @dooplissss on tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Meg (she): Check out the Cow Creek podcast on Spotify! Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook hellaintcomplicated.podbean.com Community fanmix on Spotify Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Links and sources mentioned: Say Sike RN by missbimbo

Welcome to our pilot episode! Before the finale aired and ruined our lives, Clare and Beau got together to talk about Beau's season 10 re-watch, to Clare's confusion, delight, and disbelief. (Apologies for Clare's audio quality!) --- Clare (she/they): @doopliss27 on twitter, @dooplissss on tumblr, clareduncandesign.com Beau (she/he/they) Follow us at @HellAintPodcast on Twitter @hellaintcomplicated on Tumblr Hell Ain't Complicated on Facebook hellaintcomplicated.podbean.com Email us at hellaintcomplicated@gmail.com for questions, comments, ideas, etc. Link mentioned: Danny Devito's Limoncello