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The podcast that reminds us that we are human first before anything else.

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    • Sep 7, 2022 LATEST EPISODE
    • every other week NEW EPISODES
    • 42m AVG DURATION
    • 98 EPISODES

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    Episode 98 (The Deconstructing Family and Dust Lions) with the fam

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 7, 2022 48:17


    We invite you to listen in as the Leak family has a very candid conversation about faith, the Black college experience, and what it means to be "spiritual" in an ever-changing world.    Contend with us: https://coreyevanleak.com  

    Episode 97 (Why God Hates Singing) - NOT episode 98

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 24, 2022 32:41


    In this episode, I talk about that time I heard a worship song in an Uber and it disturbed me. Check it out!   Contend with us: https://coreyevanleak.com      

    Episode 96 (The Gospel of Mysticism) with Kevin Sweeney

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 17, 2022 50:12


    Corey chats with Kevin Sweeney who is the author of the book "The Making of a Mystic." They talk faith, spirituality, and how we can learn to practice faith in ways that make us more alive, fulfilled, and joyful.  Contend with Kevin: On Instagram: @kevinsweeney1 Get his book: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/1957007141/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=1652637771&sr=8-1 Contend with us: https://coreyevanleak.com/ http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak

    Episode 95 (I Don't Know What I Believe, But It Ain't That) with Rolando Lamb Jr.

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 10, 2022 52:28


    We had our guy Ro back on the show to talk about deconstructing and how he says his life got better after he leaned into what he truly believed despite what it would cost and who wouldn't be able to accept it.  Contend with Ro: https://www.rolamb.com/scarlet-ranger/ Contend with us: https://coreyevanleak.com/  

    Episode 94 (Performative, But Helpful) with Danielle Prescod

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 3, 2022 34:54


    In this new episode, Corey talks with DEI professional, author, and fashion editor Danielle Prescod about whether or not some performative acts of anti-racism can be helpful in creating more spaces of belonging. Contend with Danielle: On Instagram: @danielleprescod  Contend with us:  https://coreyevanleak.com/  

    Episode 93 (Nice to Meet You) with recording artist Nicole Serrano

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 27, 2022 46:53


    On this episode of the show, Corey caught up with old friend Nicole Serrano who is a recording artist, songwriter, and musician who wrote a song about their own story of coming out as queer from the Christian music scene. Nicole's honesty and vulnerability are life-giving and moving. Enjoy!   Contend with Nicole: On Instagram: @nicoleserrano  Contend with us: https://coreyevanleak.com/  

    Episode 92 (I Thought I Was Brining God to Them) with Carlos Rodriguez of Happy Givers

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 20, 2022 41:05


    In this episode, Corey has a conversation with Carlos Rodriguez about his journey to creating Happy Givers, the clothing and social justice NGO he created after a career in full-time evangelical ministry.  This deconstruction conversation is one you don't want to miss!   Contend with Carlos: On Twitter: @CarlosHappyNPO Happy Givers web: https://thehappygivers.com Our Patreon: http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak

    Episode 91 (The Elephant In The Room) with Dr. Janice Gassam Assare

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 11, 2022 49:48


    This conversation Corey had with Dr. Janice Gassam Assare was so good we decided to release it as a bonus episode! Dr. J is an incredible DEI practitioner, author, speaker, and leader. Whether you're the boss or you have one, you need to hear this!   Contend with Dr. Janice: On Insta: @janicejnice   Listen to her podcast: The Dirty Diversity Podcast Get her book: https://www.abebooks.com/Pink-Elephant-Practical-Guide-Creating-Anti-Racist/31227298587/bd?cm_mmc=ggl-_-US_Shopp_Trade_10to20-_-product_id=COM9780578791296USED-_-keyword=&gclid=Cj0KCQjw8amWBhCYARIsADqZJoVWpWOcLW3DFWCNYsnlU6e8hr_-LfUj8lyO3toL8OpbLuX8DOmLiNUaAoJ9EALw_wcB Contend with us:  http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak

    Episode 90 (What Do You Mean By Contending)

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 6, 2022 42:53


    In this episode, Corey explains what he means when he says "contending for a better world."

    Episode 89 (The Sacred, Messy, Powerful, and Problematic) with Dante Stewart

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 30, 2022 53:43


    In this new episode, Corey talks to Dante Stewart author of "Shoutin In the Fire." They discuss Dante's book, Black rage, spirituality, and how Black authors and culture can reveal the Divine in ways we might not have imagined. Contend with Dante: On Twitter and Insta: @stewartdantec The book: https://www.penguinrandomhouse.com/books/672938/shoutin-in-the-fire-by-dante-stewart/ Contend with us on Patreon: http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak

    Episode 88 (Hood Wisdom) with Propaganda

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 23, 2022 40:54


    In this episode, Corey talks to artist, activist, and author Propaganda about all the things the hood can teach us about life and spirituality.  Contend with Propaganda: On the socials: @prophiphop  On the web: https://www.prophiphop.com Contend with us: On Patreon: http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak

    Episode 87 (Trapped in History) with Historian Lettie Gore

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 16, 2022 55:13


    In this episode, Corey talks to Lettie Gore about the power of history and how we can engage in the sacred work of writing better stories in the present.  Contend with Lettie: On Insta: @sincerely.lettie  

    Episode 86 (Put Down the Martini) with Jo Luehmann

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 9, 2022 56:15


    In this episode, Corey and Jo Luehmann discuss how to have a liberated spirituality and what happens when empires fall.    Contend with Jo: On Insta and Twitter: @joluehmann  Contend with us: On Patreon: http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak

    Episode 85 (And the Oscar Goes to...)

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 2, 2022 39:49


    In this episode, Corey talks about what acting has to do with social justice and allyship for the marginalized of the world.    Contend with us: http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak

    Episode 84 (Where I am Now - A Deconstructing Photo Dump)

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 23, 2022 34:10


    In this episode Corey shares where he is on his spiritual journey and why we can trust the journey ahead of us.  Contend with us: http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak

    Episode 83 (How Tough Conversations Are Part of Self Care) with Dr. Nancy Dome

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 16, 2022 46:29


    Renowned speaker, author, and equity consultant Dr. Nancy Dome co-founded Epoch Education in 2014 to provide leaders in education and business with accessible professional development in diversity, inclusion, and belonging, and equity. As an educator for nearly three decades, Dr. Dome taught in the juvenile court and community schools teaching our most vulnerable students and has served as a Distinguished Teacher in Residence and faculty member at California State University-San Marcos. Her transformative approach helps school districts and educational agencies throughout the country navigate complex topics, build bridges, and work together for inclusive, impactful change. Contend with Dr. Dome:  www.epocheducation.com.

    Episode 82 (Still N*ggers)

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 9, 2022 26:55


    Some musings about the N-word and racism that you gotta hear!   Contend with us:  On Patreon: http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak   Website for coaching:   https://www.coreyevanleak.com    

    Episode 81 (Jesus, Yemaya, and My Mama) with Theologian Candice Benbow

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 2, 2022 37:56


    In this episode, Corey talks to Candice Benbow who is a theologian, writer, and author of the acclaimed new book "Red Lip Theology." Candice talks about her book, why her book isn't a book about deconstruction, and a prayer she prayed that will shock and inspire you!  Contend with Candice: On Insta and Twitter: @candicebenbow Contend with us: http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak

    Episode 80 (I'm Sacred Too) with Dr. Christena Cleveland

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 26, 2022 44:27


    Christena Cleveland, Ph.D. is a social psychologist, public theologian, author, and activist. She is the founder and director of the Center for Justice + Renewal as well as its sister organization, Sacred Folk, which creates resources to stimulate people's spiritual imaginations and support their journeys toward liberation. An award-winning researcher and former professor at Duke University's Divinity School, Christena lives in Boston, Massachusetts. Contend with Dr. Cleveland: On her Patreon Learning Community: https://www.patreon.com/cscleve Contend with us:  https://www.patreon.com/coreyevanleak

    Episode 79 (Raising Imagination About Women‘s Reproductive Rights) with Amanda Hambrick Ashcroft

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 8, 2021 42:27


    Amanda is back with us to discuss how she wound up a commentator on Fox News and her activism for women and their reproductive rights.  Contend with Amanda: On Insta: @raisingimagination Web: https://linktr.ee/raisingimagination Contend with us: On Patreon: http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak

    Episode 78 (Stop Being Generous)

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 1, 2021 26:44


    Find out how generosity can be an obstacle on the road to a better world.    Contend with us: http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak

    Episode 77(Got a Lot of Enemies) with Melissa Florer-Bixler

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 17, 2021 44:03


    In this episode, we welcome back Melissa Florer-Bixler to talk about her new book "How to Have an Enemy." This conversation spans abolition, unity, and justice. Anyone who has wrestled with how to navigate our polarize society, this is a conversation for you! Show notes: To support incarcerated people: https://bailproject.org/ Contend with our Melissa: On twitter: @MelissaFloBix Her book: https://bookshop.org/books/how-to-have-an-enemy-righteous-anger-and-the-work-of-peace/9781513808130 Contend with us: http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak  

    Episode 76 (Who Taught You to Treat the Ancestors Like Strangers.) with Andre Henry

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 10, 2021 67:39


    Our brother and friend Andre Henry is back to talk about new music, his book, and a message from an ancestor you absolutely HAVE to hear!   Contend with Andre: https://www.andrehenry.co/ On Insta: @theandrehenry Contend with us: On Insta: @existentialpodcast Become a Patron: http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak   Legacy Trip: https://www.wetravel.com/trips/legacy-trip-montgomery-with-corey-leak-and-nandi-kayyy-legacy-trips-montgomery-70382197  

    Episode 75 (Talking Ted Lasso and Debating the Exclusive Claims of Christianity) with Curtis Lillie

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 3, 2021 49:36


    In this episode, Corey's friend Curtis shares a critique of episode 74, Corey and Curtis discuss religious history and how we contend for a better world in the tension of it all.  Contend with Curtis:  On Twitter: @curtislillie  Join us for legacy trips: https://www.wetravel.com/trips/legacy-trip-montgomery-with-corey-leak-and-nandi-kayyy-legacy-trips-montgomery-70382197 Our Patreon:  http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak

    Episode 74 (What is Love - What is God - Who are Our Friends?)

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 27, 2021 30:12


    This is an episode about love, God, us, and how they all work together.    Contend with us:  On Insta: @existentialpodcast Patreon: http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak

    Episode 73 (Imagining Better and the Right Side of History) with Bree Newsome Bass

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 20, 2021 47:11


    In this episode, Corey talks to Bree Newsome Bass, the artist, musician, writer, and activist who famously took down the confederate flag in South Carolina in 2015. You'll want to make sure you listen to this conversation about abolition, art, activism, and a remade world.  Contend with Bree: On Instagram: @bree.newsome On Twitter: @breenewsome Web: breenewsome.com Contend with us: On Instagram: @existentialpodcast Web: http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak  

    Episode 72 (Your God is My Devil) with Blake Chastain

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 13, 2021 49:27


    In this episode, Corey talks to Blake Chastain who founded #Exvangelical and is a thought leader on deconstruction and the exvangelical movement.    Contend with our guest: On Twitter: @brchastain  Web: postevangelicalpost.substack.com   Contend with us:  On Insta: @existentialpodcast Web: coreyevanleak.com 

    Episode 71 (Another Way to Name Deconstruction) with Jen Kinney

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 6, 2021 48:25


    In this episode, Corey and Jen talk about their battles with anxiety, existential crises, and another way to name "deconstruction."  Contend with Jen and stay up to date with her new podcast: On Instagram: @iamjenkinney and @storypowerpodcast  Contend with us:  On Instagram: @existentialpodcast 

    Anti-Asian Violence with Kathy Khang

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 11, 2021 30:11


    Join us for our Existential Sunday Series on Existential, the podcast. In this episode, Corey was joined by writer Kathy Khang to talk about Covid 19 and the impact of anti-Asian violence in the United States.  

    How American Christianity Polices Black Thought

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 19, 2021 22:08


    Join us for our Existential Sunday Series on Existential, the podcast. In this episode, Corey shares his thoughts on the church and the country, and the ways in which they police Black thought.

    Why Everyone Should Have An Enemy

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 7, 2021 27:52


    Join us for our Existential Sunday Series on Existential, the podcast. In this episode of Existential, Corey shares his thoughts on enemies, love, boundaries, and more.

    The Overton Window, AntiBlackness, and The Way Forward

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 29, 2021 31:04


    Join us for our Existential Sunday Series on Existential, the podcast. In this episode of Existential, Corey shares his thoughts on The Overton Window, Anti-Blackness, and so much more.

    Certainty, Supremacy, and the Church

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 22, 2021 25:43


    Join us for our Existential Sunday Series on Existential, the podcast. In this episode of Existential, Corey shares his thoughts on certainty as a tool of supremacy culture and how the evangelical church embodies these things.  

    People Who Happen To Be White with Louiza "Weeze" Doran: Replay

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 11, 2021 43:41


    It's Friday and we are sharing some of our favorite episodes with you. Today is a throwback to episode 58 with Weeze Doran.   This is a fun episode with our new friend Weeze! Corey and Weeze talk about race, women, anti-racism, and so much more. Tune in!   Contend with Weeze: On Insta: @accordingtoweeze  And sign up for webinars with Weeze at: https://accordingtoweeze.podia.com/weeze

    Episode 64 (Not Christian but Spiritual - Talking Black Atheism and Theology) with Robert Monson

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 28, 2021 43:10


    This is a conversation about the complexities of Black faith in the United States. Robert Monson is an artist, scholar, and thought leader on faith with a provocative perspective on all things spiritual.    Contend with Robert on twitter: @robertjmonson

    Episode 63 (It's Something - Talking The Derek Chauvin Verdict)

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 21, 2021 21:50


    In this episode, Corey shares his thoughts about the verdict, another incident of anti-Black violence, grief, joy, and the complexity of justice. 

    Episode 62 (Talking All Things Deconstruction) with Phil Drysdale

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 14, 2021 55:16


    In this episode, Corey talks with Phil Drysdale (Deconstruction specialist) about the reasons people deconstruct their faith, racism, privilege, and spirituality in the UK. Contend with Phil: On Insta: @phildrysdale   

    Episode 61 (Who's to Blame -Talking Purity/Rape Culture) with Tiffany Bluhm

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 31, 2021 39:19


    In this episode, Corey talks to Tiffany Bluhm who is the author of Prey Tell: Why We Silence Women Who Tell the Truth and How Everyone Can Speak Up. She is a speaker, writer, and podcast co-host of the podcast Why Tho, a show answering the existential and nonsensical questions we ask ourselves, with author and speaker, Ashley Abercrombie. She speaks at conferences and events around the world, and her work has been featured in Publisher's Weekly, Sojo, The Jenny McCarthy Show, and more.  Contend with Tiffany: On Instagram: @tiffanybluhm  Find her book: https://www.tiffanybluhm.com

    Episode 60 (I Am - A Divine Realization) with Jo Luehmann

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 24, 2021 54:05


    Trust us, just listen! IT'S SO GOOD!!!

    Episode 59 (The Church of A**holes) with Melissa Florer Bixler

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 17, 2021 35:25


    Corey has a conversation with Melissa Flores Bixler who is a Mennonite minister and has radically re-imagined what a faith community in the US Can look like.    Contend with Melissa: On Twitter: @MelissaFloBix  

    Episode 58 (People Who Happen To Be White) with Louiza "Weeze" Doran

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 10, 2021 43:41


    This is a fun episode with our new friend Weeze! Corey and Weeze talk about race, women, anti-racism, and so much more. Tune in!   Contend with Weeze: On Insta: @accordingtoweeze  And sign up for webinars with Weeze at: https://accordingtoweeze.podia.com/weeze  

    Episode 57 (I Grew UP Black - A Lament For Forgetting)

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 3, 2021 15:52


    This episode is a lamentation of how Black people can lose their connection to heritage to survive.    Contend with us:  On IG: @existentialpodcast  

    Episode 56 (The Divine Strength of Black History) with Lettie Shumate

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 24, 2021 48:46


    In this new episode, Corey has our friend and sister historian Lettie Shumate back on to talk about the rich history of Black Americans, why we celebrate Black History Month, and the significance of making the study of Black history a lifestyle.  Contend with Lettie on Instagram: @sincerely.lettie  

    Episode55 (The One About Chaos, Newness, and Curiosity) with Jen Kinney

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 27, 2021 60:18


    In this episode, Corey and Jen talk about the insurrection at the capitol, the new year, and how to engage with family and friends about social change. 

    Episode 54 (The Divine Mrs Witherspoon) with Tony Caldwell

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 16, 2020 53:12


    This is a conversation with Tony Caldwell who is a podcast host and mental health professional about God, trauma, grief, church, and social change.Contend with our Guest:On Insta: @tonycaldwellContend with us:On Insta: @existentialpodcastBecome a Patron:http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak

    Episode 53 (Token Negroes) with Cedric Lundy and Sanchez Fair

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 9, 2020 46:59


    This is a conversation with the hosts of Token Confessions Cedric and Sanchez. It's an honest dialog about faith, history, politics, and the United States with 3 Black men who know what it is to be tokenized by white evangelicalism. Contend with our guests: On Instagram: @tokenconfessions Contend with us: On Insta: @coreyevanleak and @existentialpodcastOn Twitter: @coreyevanmusicOur Patreon: http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak

    Episode 52 (Heaven on Earth) with Jo Luehmann

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 1, 2020 46:45


    This is a conversation about faith, church, and accountability with Jo Luehmann who uses her voice to advocate for people who have been harmed by church and clergy. It's a hard-hitting, authentic, and honest conversation. Contend with our guest:On Insta: @joluehmann and @dobetterchurchOn Twitter: @joluehmann Contend with us:On Insta: @coreyevanleak and @existentialpodcastOn Twitter: @coreyevanmusicJoin our Patreon community: http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak        

    Episode 51 (That's Interesting. Tell Me More) with Kelly and Dan Matlock

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 18, 2020 52:15


    This is an intellectually honest conversation with two church planters who entered into a deconstruction journey while planting a church in Texas as part of a conservative evangelical denomination. This is a conversation that every person of faith (especially Christians) should hear!Contend with our Guests:On Insta: @kellymatlock On Twitter:@danmatlockand@kellykmatlock Contend with us:On Insta: @coreyevanleak and @existentialpodcast Join us on Patreon:http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak

    Episode FIFTY (The Gift of Not Knowing)

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 10, 2020 27:28


    In this monumental episode, Corey makes the case that curiosity is the natural state of being human and that certainty interferes with that natural state.  Contend with us:On Insta: @existentialpodcast and @coreyevanleakOn Twitter: @coreyevanmusic Join our Patreon Community: http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak

    Episode 49 (Not a Pipeline Issue) with Danielle Hawthorne of Code 2040

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 28, 2020 34:28


    In this incredibly insightful episode, Corey talks with Danielle Hawthorne who is the VP of programs for an organization dedicated to making space for POC to thrive in the tech community, about the challenges and solutions for Black and Latinx people in the tech world. Listen in to Danielle's phenomenal insights. We hope this conversation is as inspiring to you as it was to us!Contend with our guest:On FB: https://www.facebook.com/search/top?q=danielle%20hawthorneCheck out the work of Code 2040: http://www.code2040.orgContend with us:On Insta: @coreyevanmusic and @existentialpodcast

    Episode 48 (White Bodies In Harm's Way) with Jer Swigart

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 21, 2020 36:58


    In this episode, Corey talks with Jer Swigart of Global Immersion. Jer follows his faith tradition into harm's way for the oppressed and the marginalized, and in this episode, we hear him share his story and why he has chosen to walk that road.  Contend with our guest:Org: Global ImmersionBook: Mending the DividesPodcast: Everyday Peacemaking PodcastElection Resource: Conflicted Allegiance Contend with us: On Insta: @existentialpodcast and @coreyevanleak Become a Patron: http://patreon.com/coreyevanleak 

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