Podcasts about Realization

In this episode, the host interviews Brad Allen, an Amazon seller and entrepreneur, about his journey from eBay and retail arbitrage to building a successful Amazon FBA business. Brad shares how he sourced high-end European skincare products, overcame a major account suspension and $400,000 debt, and transitioned to private label. He highlights the importance of active business management, cash flow planning, and creativity. The episode concludes with actionable advice for Amazon sellers: stay hands-on, manage inventory and finances wisely, and innovate to stand out in the marketplace.Chapters:Introduction and Account Suspension (00:00:00)Brad is introduced; discusses his Amazon account suspension and overcoming $400K in debt.Early E-commerce Journey (00:00:33)Brad shares his start with eBay in childhood, selling household items, and his early exposure to e-commerce.Discovering Amazon FBA (00:01:11)Learns about Amazon FBA in 2012, transitions from eBay, and begins retail arbitrage with toys and other products.Corporate Career and Realization (00:02:19)Describes unfulfilling corporate jobs, getting fired, and joining a friend's epoxy flooring business in Ohio.Entrepreneurial Mindset Shift (00:03:34)Realizes he enjoys working for himself, which reignites his interest in e-commerce and Amazon.Deep Dive into Retail Arbitrage (00:04:36)Explores flipping products from eBay to Amazon, focusing on high-end skincare, and develops sourcing systems.European Skincare Arbitrage Strategy (00:06:45)Discovers sourcing high-end European skincare from overseas retailers, imports to the US, and sells on Amazon.Scaling and Living Abroad (00:08:54)Business grows; Brad moves to Buenos Aires and Africa, living a digital nomad lifestyle while running the business.Amazon Account Suspension Details (00:10:04)Explains the cause of his Amazon suspension—authenticity complaints and inability to provide manufacturer receipts.Lessons from Suspension and Financial Struggles (00:11:05)Discusses lessons learned: importance of active management, risk-taking, and not being complacent in business.Advice on Growth and Risk (00:11:48)Emphasizes reinvesting profits, financial planning, and the need for risk tolerance as an entrepreneur.Financial Intelligence and Risk Management (00:13:57)Stresses forecasting, living below means, and being prepared for the ups and downs of entrepreneurship.Three Actionable Takeaways (00:14:11)Host summarizes: 1) Active management and planning, 2) Cash flow and inventory management, 3) Creativity in the Amazon marketplace.Episode Wrap-up (00:16:43)Host thanks Brad, hints at a future episode, and closes the interview.Links and Mentions:Tools and Websites  EZSniperActionable Takeaways  Set an Annual Plan for Your Business: 00:14:11  Cash Flow Management: 00:15:04  Bring Creativity to the Amazon Marketplace: 00:16:15Transcript:Josh 00:00:00  Today I am super excited to introduce you to Brad Allen. I met him at Kevin King's, $1 Billion Seller summit, and he's going to have a lot of knowledge to share with us. I'm going to dive in like immediately to what was mentioned in your bio. You had your account suspended. You had you ran into 400 K of debt and loans, but you've kind of come out the other end and you're you're crushing it right now on Amazon. So tell me, Brad, what happened with the account suspension?Brad 00:00:33  So I, I was doing, retail arbitrage and I got, I got really into it. it it was actually kind of unique. It started off, where I was, I, I was really into eBay growing up, so I was always selling stuff, just like as a kid throughout the house, whether it was mine or not. I was grabbing, like, antiques from the basement and, like, selling stuff out of the garage. And I think that's where I got kind of, you know, introduced to e-commerce and kind of obsessed so that that kind of was always on the side.Brad 00:01:11  And I was doing that through grade school, high school, and then into college. And I learned about Amazon FBA and I think 2012. and as an eBay guy, it was like blew me away because I was, you know, the guy waiting in line at the, at the post office and having to deal with customers. So the fact that you could just send a bunch of items in and Amazon will ship it and take care of customer service was very appealing to me. So I started, I just started watching videos and the easiest way to start, which I don't know how many people really started out like this, but I'm sure some. But I was going into, you know, odd lots and Walmarts and just buying toys or whatever I could find. And essentially I was just kind of learning that process. so, you know, that was a good way to, like, get my feet wet into Amazon FBA. and then, you know, life kind of happened where that was put off to the side.Brad 00:02:19  I was in the corporate world for a while. not doing very well. I just, was not very passionate about what I was doing, and, I got a call from a buddy. I was living in South Florida. I'm from Ohio originally, and, I got fired from one job. You know, I was working for good companies. They were, like, fortune 500 companies. And I kind of noticed right away that the people that were successful were extremely passionate about the company, and they had just drank the Kool-Aid. And I just did. I just didn't care, really. I thought our products were overpriced, which is not the mentality that you want to have when you're trying to sell something. so I was just kind of, just doing enough not to get fired. And my friend, in Columbus had called me and said, hey, I just bought this epoxy coating company. So what we're doing is we're installing, like, showroom floors in garages. You know, the the garages in Columbus or the Midwest are all cracked and spoiled.Brad 00:03:34  so, you know, this was December and he was like, hey, I can't pay you that much, but, you know, this will be our company. and I'll share profits with you. So I wasn't really doing much. You know, in terms of growing personally or professionally, although I was in South Florida, which was pretty cool for for an Ohio guy. Sure. I took him up on it, and I remember it was December. I go from this cushy sales job in South Florida. Even though I didn't like it. And then all of a sudden, I am installing, garage floors in the suburbs of Columbus. In December, we're using, like, heaters to keep ourselves warm. And the funny thing was, I actually was enjoying it more, because it was ours. So that kind of, like, turned on the light that, you know, the way that I'm going to be successful is if I'm doing something for myself, like, or as a team. And that kind of drew me back to this e-commerce stuff.Brad 00:04:36  and like I was saying, I had learned about, the Amazon FBA and I had a this background in eBay. So I just kind of I remember in one of your podcasts, you were talking about how after work, you would go home and just watch videos. yeah. Because you, you know, you kind of saw that as a way out. But, you know, what you have to do is you have to put in the time. You know, even after a long day of work when most people are just watching TV or they want to decompress. I was just drawn to just scanning eBay, you know, looking at Amazon. And I was like, I was wondering if there was an opportunity for products that I could buy on eBay and flip on Amazon. And I kind of just somehow stumbled upon this, category of high end skincare. And I was noticing that there was these really, like, high end brands that were selling for, you know, almost nothing on eBay because, li...

Understanding the Tax Trinity: Basis, Realization, and Non-RecognitionThis conversation delves into the fundamental concepts of property taxation, focusing on the tax trinity of basis, realization, and non-recognition. The discussion outlines how tax basis serves as the foundation for calculating gains or losses, the significance of realization events in triggering tax liabilities, and the implications of adjusted basis over time. It contrasts the treatment of gifts and inheritances, highlighting the stepped-up basis rule, and explores various non-recognition rules that allow for tax deferral. The conversation concludes with a reflection on the policy implications of these tax rules, particularly the stepped-up basis at death.In the complex world of tax law, understanding the foundational concepts of basis, realization, and non-recognition is crucial. These principles form the bedrock of property taxation and are essential for anyone studying tax law or preparing for the bar exam.The Foundation: Basis Basis is your investment baseline for tax purposes. It's the starting point for calculating gain or loss when you sell an asset. While it sounds simple—basis equals cost—the reality involves numerous exceptions and adjustments. For instance, the Uniform Capitalization Rules (Unicap) require businesses to capitalize production costs, adding complexity to the calculation.Realization: The Tax Trigger Realization is the event that triggers tax calculation. It's not just about cash transactions; exchanges of property or debt relief can also constitute realization events. The legal definition, as established in landmark cases, emphasizes the need for a transaction to lock in gains.Non-Recognition: The Escape Hatch Non-recognition statutes allow taxpayers to defer gains under certain conditions. The like-kind exchange rule under IRC Section 1031 is a prime example, allowing deferral of gains when swapping investment properties. However, the rules are strict, and missing deadlines can result in immediate tax liability.Mastering these concepts is not just about passing exams; it's about understanding how wealth moves through the tax system. The step-up in basis rule, for instance, allows billions in unrealized gains to escape taxation annually. As you delve deeper into these topics, consider the broader policy implications and the ongoing debates surrounding these rules.Subscribe now to stay updated on the latest in tax law and gain insights into the intricacies of the tax code.TakeawaysTax basis is the starting point for calculating gain or loss.Realization is the event that triggers tax liability.Adjusted basis changes over time due to improvements and depreciation.Gifts carry over the donor's basis, while inheritances receive a stepped-up basis.Non-recognition rules allow for tax deferral in certain transactions.Like-kind exchanges allow deferral of gains when swapping similar properties.The dual basis rule prevents gifting losses.The stepped-up basis rule at death excludes unrealized gains from taxation.Realization and recognition are distinct concepts in tax law.The policy debate around the stepped-up basis rule is significant.tax law, property taxation, tax basis, realization, non-recognition, gifts, inheritances, tax deferral, IRS, tax code

Understanding Gross Income: The Foundation of Tax LawThis conversation delves into the intricate world of gross income and its foundational role in tax law. It explores the expansive definition of gross income as outlined in Section 61 of the Internal Revenue Code, the judicial interpretations that have shaped its understanding, and the critical importance of realization in determining taxable income. The discussion also covers common categories of income, statutory exclusions, and the administrative choices made by the IRS that impact taxation. Additionally, it addresses timing rules and the claim of right doctrine, emphasizing the tension between inclusion and exclusion in tax law.In the world of tax law, understanding the concept of gross income is crucial. It's the bedrock upon which the entire tax system is built. This blog post explores the intricacies of gross income, drawing insights from landmark cases and statutory provisions.The Broad Net of Section 61: Section 61 of the Internal Revenue Code casts a wide net, defining gross income as "all income from whatever source derived." This expansive definition ensures that nearly every form of economic gain is captured, from wages and business income to unexpected windfalls.Judicial Interpretation and the Glenshaw Glass Test: The Supreme Court's decision in Commissioner v. Glenshaw Glass established a three-part test for determining income: an undeniable accession to wealth, clearly realized, and under the taxpayer's complete dominion. This test has become a cornerstone of tax law, guiding the inclusion of various forms of income.Navigating Exclusions and Exceptions: While the presumption is that all accessions to wealth are income, there are statutory exclusions, such as gifts and inheritances under Section 102. The Duberstein case highlights the importance of the giver's intent in distinguishing between a gift and compensation.The Role of Realization: Realization is a critical concept in tax law, determining when income is recognized. The Eisner v. McComber case illustrates that mere appreciation in value is not enough; a specific event, like a sale, must occur to trigger taxation.Understanding gross income is essential for navigating the complexities of tax law. By mastering the principles of inclusion, realization, and statutory exclusions, one can effectively analyze and apply tax rules. As the IRS continues to adapt to new economic realities, the definition of gross income will undoubtedly evolve, shaping the future of tax law.Subscribe now to stay updated on the latest insights in tax law and beyond.TakeawaysGross income is the foundation of tax law.The definition of gross income is expansive and includes all accessions to wealth.Judicial interpretations, particularly the Glenshaw Glass case, have shaped the understanding of income.Realization is crucial; income is only taxed when it is realized through a specific event.Gifts and inheritances are excluded from gross income under Section 102.Illegal income is still considered taxable income.The claim of right doctrine allows taxpayers to deduct repayments in the year they occur.Administrative choices by the IRS can lead to non-taxation of certain accessions to wealth.Timing rules are essential for understanding when income is recognized for tax purposes.The tension between inclusion and exclusion reflects the policy goals of the tax system.gross income, tax law, judicial interpretation, Glenshaw Glass, realization, income categories, tax exclusions, administrative choices, timing rules, general welfare exception

In this episode, you will hear a daily reminder from Ji Kwang Dae Poep Sa Nim about Buddha's realization and the truth of the entire universe.Thank you very much, Ji Kwang Dae Poep Sa Nim.Much joy and good insights of your own,all my love,Your Gak Duk,

1. His Hope 2. Its Realization 3. The Comfort

The Yard of Hard Drives Episode: Throwing Hands with Backlogs, The Literal Yard, Drives Cast Out, The Grind of Pain, Survivorship Bias, The Success and the Failure, The Arcane Nature of Repair, The Realization of Entropy, The River Styx.I find myself staring down many, many hard drives left in the yard, and try to find value and rescue in what I can get. It's going fine! But it's noisy.

Join host Wade Leaphart, Chair of the Sports Business Chapter at Silicon Slopes, as he sits down with Rob Cornilles, founder and CEO of Game Face Inc. Rob is a pioneer in modern sports sales training and has transformed the way organizations approach ticket sales and customer engagement.In this episode, Wade and Rob dive deep into the evolution of ticket sales, from the early days of paper lead lists and phone books to the sophisticated CRM systems and results-based selling approaches of today. Rob shares his journey from working with the LA Clippers in the 90s to founding Game Face and coaching tens of thousands of professionals across major sports leagues like the NBA, NFL, and MLB.00:13 - Podcast Introduction00:23 - Guest Intro: Rob Cornilles00:34 - Rob's Background00:55 - Wade and Rob's Connection01:18 - Evolution of Ticket Sales01:38 - Early Sales Methods01:49 - Founding Game Face02:05 - Rob's Start with Clippers02:25 - Challenges with Clippers02:46 - Realization in Sales03:07 - Competing LA Teams03:29 - Observing Fans03:50 - LA Riots Impact04:13 - Enthusiasm in Sales04:35 - New Sales Approach04:56 - Sharing Sales Secrets05:16 - Results-Based Selling05:32 - Selling Relationships05:55 - First Game Experience06:06 - Fan Motivations06:27 - Reasons Fans Attend06:48 - Business Outcomes07:09 - Results-Centered Selling07:30 - Value Beyond the Game07:52 - Business Initiatives08:14 - Expanding to Other Industries08:39 - Selling Results09:07 - Transferable Skills09:28 - Modern Sales Challenges09:49 - B2B Sales Shift10:01 - Results-Focused Messaging10:22 - Role of Technology10:43 - Personal Interaction11:01 - Timeless Sales Skills11:22 - Open-Ended Questions11:43 - Sales Education Gap12:04 - Rob at BYU12:24 - Sales Skills for Executives12:46 - AI in Sales13:05 - Human Interaction in Service13:25 - Frustration with AI13:47 - Personal Touch in Service14:08 - Training on Service Calls14:30 - Customer Service Skills14:51 - Tech and Sports in Utah15:14 - Professionalization of College Sports15:36 - Innovation in Fan Experience15:59 - Breaking into Sports16:22 - Starting in Sales16:47 - Wade's Career Path17:08 - Sports Media Realities17:29 - Practical Experience17:50 - Value of Sales Skills18:14 - Networking in Premium Sales18:36 - Sales Training Benefits18:59 - Sports as Conversation Starter19:20 - Upcoming Utah Sports Events19:42 - Utah's Sports Recognition20:00 - Innovation in Utah Sports20:27 - Customer Service Importance20:48 - Industry Conversations21:10 - 30 Years of Game Face21:30 - Game Face's Impact21:51 - Expansion Beyond Sports22:13 - Conclusion and FutureIf you enjoyed this video and want to support us please leave a LIKE, write a comment on this video and Share it with your friends. Subscribe to our channel on YouTube and click the icon for notifications when we add a new video. Let us know in the comments if you have any questions. Our website: https://www.siliconslopes.comShow Links: https://gamefaceinc.com Social:Twitter  https://twitter.com/siliconslopes  Instagram https://www.instagram.com/siliconslopes/  LinkedIn   https://www.linkedin.com/company/silicon-slopes/  YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8aEtQ1KJrWhJ3C2JnzXysw  

In this episode of Dating Intelligence, host Christopher Louis welcomes Mike Radoor, a successful entrepreneur and motivational speaker, who shares his incredible journey from a chaotic lifestyle filled with parties and excess to a path of self-discovery and transformation. Mike discusses the importance of confronting one's inner demons, the duality of the self, and practical steps he took to regain control of his life, including the concept of ego mastery and the significance of self-discipline. This conversation is a deep dive into personal growth, recovery, and the lessons learned from a life lived on the edge. In this conversation, Mike Radoor and Christopher Louis delve into the complexities of modern masculinity, the impact of the dopamine economy on behavior, and the importance of accountability and self-improvement. They discuss the significance of letting go of ego to foster genuine confidence, the necessity of facing consequences in life, and the journey of personal growth through Mike's coaching program. The dialogue emphasizes the need for men to embrace their vulnerabilities while also cultivating strength and resilience.  Chapters: 00:00 Introduction and Sponsorship 02:19 Meet Mike Radoor: A Life of Transformation 05:06 Mike's Journey: From Success to Chaos 11:11 The Party Lifestyle: A Double-Edged Sword 16:21 The Turning Point: A Father's Realization 18:05 Rebuilding Life: The Path to Recovery 21:30 Ego Mastery: Understanding the Self 23:42 The Battle Within: Higher Self vs. Lower Self 26:27 Confronting Self-Sabotage: A Six-Step Model 29:57 Breaking Patterns: The Power of Routine 31:50 The Importance of Identity and Self-Image  35:24 Resisting Temptation: The Dopamine Economy  40:01 The Comfort Crisis: Survival Mechanisms in Modern Life  41:41 Ego Control: The Key to Attractiveness 46:01 True Confidence: Being Authentic and Self-Aware 47:45 Self-Discovery and Personal Growth 50:21 The Importance of Self-Sacrifice 51:44 Confronting Insecurities and Fears 54:35 Accountability and Consequences  01:01:01 Truth and Honesty in Relationships 01:07:14 Future Aspirations and Closing Thoughts Sponsors: BeFreed: https://bit.ly/44zcBkV Men.tality: https://www.datingmentality.com  

In this episode of the Crux True Survival Story Podcast, host Julie Henningsen delves into the harrowing survival story of Taylor Pajunen, a NOLS mountaineering course participant. On April 20, 2023, an avalanche hit Taylor's mountaineering camp at 14,000 feet in the Garhwal Himalayas, burying their tents and leaving the group to face terrifying conditions. Taylor recounts the moments leading up to the disaster, the immediate aftermath, and the incredible teamwork and luck that helped them survive. The episode highlights the importance of quick thinking, the unpredictability of nature, and the deep impact the experience had on Taylor's life. Time Stamps: 00:50 Meet the Hosts: Kaycee and Julie 01:11 Avalanche in the Garhwal Himalayas 01:44 Interview with Survivor Taylor Pajunen 02:39 Taylor's Journey to NOLS 06:02 Challenges and Group Dynamics 10:53 The Avalanche Strikes 18:38 Surviving the Avalanche 28:13 Instructors' Struggle and Superhuman Feats 29:44 Realization of the Seriousness 31:24 The Pep Rally Poem 32:27 Survival Strategies and Challenges 36:44 High Altitude Farting Explained 38:33 Morning After the Avalanche 41:05 Self-Rescue Decision 42:43 Reaching Zero Camp 43:59 Debrief and Reflection 45:17 Returning to Civilization 46:54 Post-Rescue Reflections 54:43 Podcast Conclusion and Listener Engagement Listen AD FREE: Support our podcast at patreaon: http://patreon.com/TheCruxTrueSurvivalPodcast Email us! thecruxsurvival@gmail.com Instagram https://www.instagram.com/thecruxpodcast/ Get schooled by Julie in outdoor wilderness medicine! https://www.headwatersfieldmedicine.com/ Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Pastor Dru Rodriguez emphasizes Jesus' message that the kingdom of heaven is present here and now, encouraging believers to recognize and live in this reality through a relationship with Jesus.

In this episode, host Brian interviews Kitty Bloomfield and Craig McDonald to explore the transformative benefits of pro-metabolic nutrition. They delve into Kitty's journey from restrictive dieting and health issues to adopting a balanced approach focused on carbs, protein, and fat, emphasizing real, whole foods. Craig provides insights into metabolic health, explaining the significance of carbohydrates for energy and the importance of strength training for muscle building and metabolic optimization. The discussion also covers overcoming binge eating and finding a sustainable, enjoyable way to eat while improving health markers like sleep, energy, and hormonal balance.    SHOW NOTES:       01:03 Kitty Bloomfield's Journey: From Restriction to Realization 03:13 Discovering Pro Metabolic Nutrition 04:45 Building a Business and a New Life 07:30 Craig McDonald's Perspective on Nutrition 11:10 The Importance of Individualized Health Metrics 25:41 Debunking Common Nutrition Myths 39:20 Balancing Competing Diet Worlds 39:55 Influencers and Health Issues 40:41 Personal Health Journey 41:31 Carbohydrates and Weightlifting 42:30 Understanding Carbohydrate Limits 46:36 Importance of Strength Training 57:59 Vegetables and Thyroid Health 01:06:06 Tracking and Eating Disorders   BEEF TALLOW PRODUCTS: NosetoTail.org Preorder the film here: http://indiegogo.com/projects/food-lies-post    Film site: http://FoodLies.org YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/FoodLies   Follow along: http://twitter.com/FoodLiesOrg http://instagram.com/food.lies http://facebook.com/FoodLiesOrg    

Struggles with Self-Worth: Rosalie's Journey from Abuse to Healing Through Faith In this episode host Diana welcomes Rosalie Janelle, host of 'The Good News' podcast, to share her powerful survivor story. Rosalie opens up about her journey from an abusive relationship to finding faith and beginning her healing process through therapy and a closer relationship with God. The discussion covers Rosalie's background, the signs of abuse, the harrowing experiences she endured, and how she was ultimately saved, both physically and spiritually. This episode aims to provide hope and encouragement to those in abusive situations, emphasizing the importance of faith, support systems, and professional help. 00:00 Introduction and Sponsor Message 00:47 Welcome to the Podcast 01:26 Introducing Today's Guest: Rosalie Janelle 02:31 Rosalie's Background and Upbringing 04:42 College Years and Faith Struggles 07:21 Entering an Abusive Relationship 09:40 Escalation of Abuse 18:16 Struggles with Self-Worth and Infidelity 19:40 A Violent Turning Point 23:39 Realization and Rock Bottom 24:27 The Violent Incident 26:10 Aftermath and Legal Proceedings 26:56 Spiritual Awakening 30:39 Healing Journey 35:19 Therapy and EMDR 40:30 Advice for Those in Abusive Situations 43:31 Conclusion and Final Thoughts Website: www.thegoodnewspodcast.org Email: genaor@gmail.com Social media links: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/Rosellygenao Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/zealouzlysweet/ My podcast: The Good News Podcast www.thegoodnewspodcast.org Available on Anchor, Apple Podcasts, Spotify, Breaker, Google Podcasts, Pocket Cast, Radio Public Bio: Roselly Genao is a podcast host, spiritual coach and an operations supervisor in the emergency services industry. Roselly has been serving God faithfully since November 2019, shortly after she survived a traumatic attack on her life. Roselly's affinity is drawing people nearer to Christ through encouragement and inspiration. She currently is the host of The Good News Podcast and is a certified emotional first aide provider. With these means she helps bring people closer to God daily in conjunction with serving God.   Website: https://dswministries.org Subscribe to the podcast: https://dswministries.org/subscribe-to-podcast/ Social media links: Join our Private Wounds of the Faithful FB Group: https://www.facebook.com/groups/1603903730020136 Twitter: https://twitter.com/DswMinistries YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxgIpWVQCmjqog0PMK4khDw/playlists Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/dswministries/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/DSW-Ministries-230135337033879 Keep in touch with me! 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They do it all with a written guarantee for results so you don't waste time and money on a program that doesn't exceed your goals. There are martial arts programs. Specialize in anti-bullying programs for kids to combat proven Filipino martial arts. They take a holistic, fun, and innovative approach that simply works. Sign up for your free class now. It's 7 5 3 academy.com. Find the link in the show notes. Welcome to the Wounds of the Faithful Podcast, brought to you by DSW Ministries. Your host is singer songwriter, speaker and domestic violence advocate, [00:01:00] Diana . She is passionate about helping survivors in the church heal from domestic violence and abuse and trauma. This podcast is not a substitute for professional counseling or qualified medical help. Now here is Diana. Hello everyone. How are you doing ? I'm glad you joined me today on my podcast. We have a survivor story today. I think you'll be really blessed by her story. Rosalie. Janelle is on the show today. And I hope that you'll listen closely to what she has to share with you. She's the host of the Good News podcast. She's going to bring a raw and honest story of how she got into an abusive relationship and how she got out, how she found the Lord, and how she has started her healing journey. So without [00:02:00] further ado, here's Rosalie. Welcome, Rosalie Janelle to the show. Thank you so much for coming on. No problem. I'm happy to be here. Diana, thank you for inviting me on. Now the tables are turned , you're in the guest chair today? Yes. My first time too, so I'm not used to it. I was just on her podcast, the Good News podcast. Mm-hmm. And uh, that's what podcasters do. We go on each other's shows. Yes. Amen. Absolutely. I'm happy to be here. So tell the audience a little bit about your fine self. Yes, absolutely. So as Diana mentioned, my name is Rosalie Genow. I go by Rose, by trade. I'm a manager of an operation center. And, by night I'm a podcast host of the Good News podcast and, full-time. I'm a believer for Jesus. I love, spreading the gospel, talking to others about the gospel, and what he has done in my life. So that's why I'm here. Awesome. So let's start from the [00:03:00] beginning. What was your family upbringing like? Were you raised in a Christian home? Oh, this question from the beginning. I wasn't, I was raised in a Catholic home. And I say that very loosely because my parents weren't practicing when I was growing up. They mostly like practice, up until the point I was born. And then I got baptized as a baby into the Catholic. Church. But I still went to Catholic school, so we weren't practicing at home, but I went to Catholic school, so that kind of shaped, you know, gave me a little bit of foundation as I was growing up. But weirdly enough, I still, I didn't know God and not when I was younger. So what was, your home like growing up? I mean, it was typical. I don't think that it was, abnormal. I had both my parents, I have, I'm one of three, I have two siblings and I. I don't know. I don't, I wouldn't say it was atypical. It was a loving home. I was involved in a lot of extracurricular activities growing up in [00:04:00] school. I was, involved in, pretty much every group that you could think of. I was a good academic kid. My siblings, they did, have their children, a little on the younger side, so. Towards like my teenage years, I was growing up in the home alone. 'Cause my siblings moved out and started their families. And at that point in time when I was a teenager, I was a little bit of a, I was trouble, I was definitely trouble. I was not making great decisions. I started dating really young. Oh gosh. Probably younger than I should have. And, I think that really started, in my early college years, I really started to make some pretty bad decisions. So it started in my teenage years. So when you went off to college, you said that you had a collapse of your faith. What was your relationship with God like then in your life? Yeah, when I got to college, I wasn't really practicing any kind of religion or [00:05:00] even praying to God. My life was, like I said, I started a tr a path on my life where I was making da bad decisions almost daily. Now looking back, I think it was, the lack of having a relationship with God. But I would say that in the beginning of my college career, I had no relationship with God. I actually was very confused, because I had graduated from a Catholic, high school, and then I went to a Catholic university and I was seeking answers. So I was going to the Catholic mass, almost weekly, but it was kind of like just going through the motions of my, that was in the first year of my, of. The first semester of college and then I went to a girlfriend's church. And it was a non-denominational Christian Church, probably second semester of freshman year. And, that kind of started to change my perspective. On, God and who he was and who Jesus is because, it was so different than the Catholic church. So, mm-hmm. It sparked us an interest, but I would [00:06:00] say not enough for me to do anything about it. Not at the time. Yeah. I can relate. I was raised Catholic. I know it means to go through the motions on the outside and nothing happening on the inside really. So you mentioned you made some bad choices in life. Why do you think that happened? I mean, for me at the time there was definitely, I was definitely going through a lot of stuff, just on the inside because I didn't have any kind of foundation. I didn't have any, belief and a higher power at that point in time. So I kind of saw life for what it was. It felt worthless, it felt like, so I made some pretty bad choices based off that root feeling of just feeling like, you know, there was no purpose for life. And I actually fell into depression. And during college, I was mixed up in bad relationships, through college. And then ultimately I ended up dropping out of college because. I was just making horrible decisions. I was partying all night and all of those things stemmed from the fact that I [00:07:00] viewed life as purposeless and therefore I didn't give myself enough self-worth. Mm-hmm. So, mm-hmm. So it sounds like you were prime target for an abusive relationship that you got into. Would you be able to talk about that? Were there any red flags beforehand? Yeah. So, let's backtrack a little bit. Mm-hmm. So, after college, I actually, was with, a man who was semi abusive. Like we, we had really toxic, arguments. There was a once or twice where there was, physical fights between him and I. And ultimately when I left college, I walked away from that, you know? Mm-hmm. And I left college and I had to move back to Massachusetts. So I went to Seton Hall in New Jersey. And obviously after dropping out and not being able to afford living in New Jersey by myself, I was 20. I had to come back home to Massachusetts. And so when I did come back home to Massachusetts, I kinda just walked away from that relationship in college and I thought that, I didn't [00:08:00] think anything of it, I didn't see that it was an abusive relationship, my college relationship. I didn't think that it was anything outside of the normal. I thought I was like, oh, I'm 20 and I'm passionate. Fast forward probably. Let's see, I don't know how old I was , let's go back, let's go to 2016. Fast forward 2016. I dropped outta college in 2014 and I met a guy. He was actually a friend of a friend, so I met him through my friend and one of my closest girlfriends, honestly. And, and he came highly recommended. She thought she knew him. So she was like, yeah, you should give him a try. You know how to try going out with him, he seems like a good person. And so I did, to your question, and this is like late 2016, we started dating and within the first three months there were certainly red flags. I didn't see them then. Mm-hmm. Or maybe I did and I chose not to, but there was certainly a lot of, things that he didn't like about me. That [00:09:00] he ma he was vocal about from the very start, he, did not accept me for who I was. I come from a really small town, in Massachusetts. That's. Pretty ghetto. And he, often used to refer me to me as like a statistic of that same, city because a lot of people don't, they don't make it out of that city with a college degree or anything like that. And I had dropped out and so he used that, that oh, education target on my back, like to really make me feel bad. And that was only in the first three months. So there was definitely red flags. Did I listen? No. Yeah, I was guilty of ignoring red flags in my abusive relationship too. The relationship progresses, so when did you know the real abuse start? Mm-hmm. What kind of abuses did you endure? Yeah, like I said from the beginning, I feel like even three months in, even though, he wasn't physically, or even at that point, maybe emotionally abusive, but he [00:10:00] was definitely verbally abusive in the way he spoke to me. So I would say as early as those, it took me a really long time to actually understand that was abuse too. So as early as three months in, he was degrading me with words. And oftentimes, I would cry myself to sleep because I didn't know, I believed what he was saying, because I had, such a low self-esteem, such a self, a low self-worth. I believed everything that he said because I was like, well, it must be true. It's silly. But, i'm sorry, I kind of backtracked very common thought process that we deserve being treated this way. That's very common. Mm-hmm. Yeah. But one thing led to another and, eventually the relationship became, emotionally abusive. Like he was very manipulative. He wanted to kind of just. Make every decision for me. And I didn't know he was doing it. He would do it. He was very persuasive. He was very charming. And I actually, when I started [00:11:00] dating him, I started my walk with God. Mm-hmm. And I didn't know that he would be the one thing to deter it because I thought he was a Christian. I thought that he was in the church too. So we would go to church together. Oh, we had the whole deal together. Like it was just a front, and because I was like, oh, well he's, you know, obviously, I didn't marry him, but I also, the fact that I grew up in a Dominican household also played a part to it. I'm sorry if I'm jumping all over the place. No, you're fine. But, yeah, it played a role into the way I viewed men in my life because I thought that they always needed to be the, I'm Dominican, that culture's very, you know, the man is the head of the household, very machista, very, they gotta be the strong leader. And, so because I grew up in that setting, or with those examples, I would say. Not setting because my father was very different. But I saw that all around in the rest of my family. I definitely felt like I needed to have that in my life and I needed to follow [00:12:00] his lead, even though the lead was horrible. And so, I was like, all right, he's leading me anyways. We're going to church together. We're strengthening our faith together. This can't be that bad. That's what I used to tell myself. And there was a couple times that our verbal arguments got physical where he would pin me down. At times he would push me. It was a number of things. I tell myself all the time, I'm not even sure that I remember every single incident because there were so many at this point. And so ultimately. Towards the end of the relationship, he tried to kill me and oh, that's when I had to leave. Well, I didn't have an option. So it, it was a lot of physical, I'm sorry, a lot of verbal. And then ultimately physical abuse. So he was definitely faking it with the church stuff. And yeah, I mean, I don't, I didn't, I don't know. I would say definitely faking it, but also probably struggling on his own, and you mentioned your [00:13:00] background, but. I didn't even have that background of being Dominican or Spanish, but that seems to be a prevalent mindset in American culture, that the man is in charge and you're supposed to do what you're told and put up with it. Yeah, and that's why we don't fight back is because of the society that we are raised in, and then some of us have. An empathetic personality that results in wanting us to help people or maybe fix people. Was that true with you? Oh yeah. Absolutely. Especially by nature. I'm just like a, I'm a helper by nature. I want to help improve anything. I'm a manager, that's what I do. So I, with, when it came to my ex there was, he definitely had some, things internally going on that I thought. I was the answer to that I thought that I could help him with. There was definitely some anger stuff, and some unresolved trauma, so I was like, well. I'm pretty good at this stuff because I didn't, [00:14:00] at that point in my life, I hadn't really gone through much trauma. But I worked in the behavioral health field, so I'm like, I can help, I also love him so I can help. Mm-hmm. So each time that we had an issue I would focus on fixing either myself or trying to plead with him, see my side if I really thought that I was true, but oftentimes I was trying to fix him or I to be. Perfect for each other. For lack of better words. And you mentioned the word love. You loved him. What was your definition of love then? Yes. Well, I definitely, certainly did not know what love was then. Because, and I will say like it has a direct co correlation with the fact that I didn't know Jesus yet. Because I don't truly believe you can experience love without knowing Jesus. My definition of love back then was very, temporal. It was very, I don't even know what's the best word to explain it, but it was shallow. It was just based off of [00:15:00] appearances and what, what you can do for me and what I can do for you type of love. So not at all anything like what the love of God offers us. And I can say that now. I definitely know that I didn't know Jesus then. So I didn't know how to love or be properly loved. You were how old again? Whew. I didn't think about that. Let's see. Early in the twenties, right? Yeah. Yeah. I was 20, 24, 25, 24 when I started dating him. And then 20, oh gosh, I don't know. Yeah, I'm 27 now, so that was two years ago. So I was about like 22 to 26 when I was dating him, or 25. I think all the young people, including myself, when I was in my twenties, I was very gullible and innocent and trusting and yeah, I didn't know what love was and my mother made it very clear that, oh, well you don't, you have no clue what love is [00:16:00] and no mom, I, maybe I don't, but I'm gonna find out. And. You learn as you get older. You learn by experience. You learn when you meet Jesus, you learn how he loved us and how we are to love others. So, don't be too hard on yourself. Right? Yeah, yeah. No, absolutely. I hear you. Yeah. No, my mom said the same thing growing up. You don't know. I love is, I think we often hear that and we don't actually understand what it is until we either lack, real love or we experience it for the first time. Yeah, because our parents, they see the people that we date and they're like, oh no, not for my kid. That's not a good choice for you, but we don't listen. Yeah. It actually, it's so funny you mentioned that it actually was different with my ex in that accord because my entire family actually loved him. Really? My entire family actually. Did not. Well, for two reasons. I was never vocal about the abuse. I never actually told everybody the real [00:17:00] truth about what was going on behind closed doors. So that was the first thing. And like I said earlier, he was charming. He would, he was persuasive. He got along with just about everybody. And when I tell you, like most of my family, I'm probably to this day, they still say the same thing. They said, we were shocked. We were surprised 'cause they did not see it coming. Well. Mm-hmm. I think my dad and my stepmother didn't really know the extent of the abuse. They saw some things. And they didn't like him, but they would never interfere out of respect for me. My mother and my sister were a little more vocal about, I don't like him. He, he pushes you around, he bosses you around. He's, he is arrogant and he is rude and. All those things, but mm-hmm. No, I didn't, I didn't listen. So at this point in your relationship you suffered a lot up to this point. Mm-hmm. Would you say that you were an angel at that time? No, I [00:18:00] definitely would not say that. And, before it was really difficult for me to explain this portion of my story because I couldn't do it without guilt or shame because that's what the enemy tries to, ki tries to keep us in shame and secrecy. Mm-hmm. But I mean, in my relationship with my ex, I have, I, I became unfaithful and little. Did I know then because I didn't understand then why I was seeking other men, and I was see, , seeking attention from other guys. It all ties to, for me, it all ties to the fact that I, I had a really low self-esteem and my self-worth was probably on the ground again. I didn't know God, I didn't really have a relationship with him. I, like I was saying I was going to church, but I was just going through the motions 'cause it's what I used to do and I was going to a Christian Church at this time. But it's just based on the foundation that I had from growing up in that Catholic church and I was, I just knew to go through the motions. I didn't really understand that I needed [00:19:00] to practice a relationship with God. So even though I was going to church while I was in this relationship, I didn't know God enough to know the love that he had for me and therefore make better decisions. So I saw other men, I saw, attention from particularly this one other guy, and I got really involved with him while I was with my ex. And ultimately the, that was something that made the abuse worse. Mm-hmm. Because my ex found out about it, and he, there was two occasions where on one occasion, the first time that he found out about the other guy, it was, oh, it was tough. He dragged me outta my bed. I was sleeping and he, Ooh. Just woke me up and dragged me outta the bed because he saw the text messages from the other guy. And I remember in that morning, so me and my ex used to live with a roommate at that time. And I remember in that morning, my, [00:20:00] our roommate, our third roommate, she was at her boyfriend's house. Mm-hmm. So I, but I completely forgot. And when. He dragged me outta bed and I saw how violent he was about to get with me. He had pinned me down to the ground. I started to yell. I started to, well, I tried to start to yell her name out. And then a, like a voice was like, no one's here. In my head, oh, and I felt so abandoned, Diana. Oh, I felt so alone. I was like, oh my goodness, I'm alone. No one's going to know what happened to me if this man does something to me today. And so, the rest of that day was. Horrifying. He got, he was violent, but then also he was violent towards himself. He tried to he tried to hold me hostage by basically selling. Me that he was gonna kill himself. He took a, a knife and mm-hmm. And we were in the kitchen for over an hour [00:21:00] and I was trying to try and deescalate the situation. I must have called his, well his family's not, wasn't in Massachusetts at the time. So they were far. So I, I must have called his sister, his cousin, like everybody trying to get them on the phone too, just. Reason with him. 'cause he wouldn't reason with me at that point in time. And he was also scared. He was scared that he knew, like he had, abused me before and that I was kind of at that breaking point, he's like, I think you're gonna turn me in because it got so bad. And I. At the end of the day, his brother who lived at State over got there. He probably drove down like an hour, which is unheard of. Mm-hmm. And. He deescalated the situation he got, he got him out of the house. He moved everything out that day. So I left to my sister's house so that he can get everything out. And I ultimately went to the police station. I got a restraining order that [00:22:00] day, but that wasn't the end, a for me, I couldn't. I don't know. My definition of love was messed up back then, so I thought that I was still in love with him. So it wasn't even like four days or five days later that I went back to the courthouse and I dropped a restraining order so that I could be with him again, because I thought that, it was a mistake and he was, and I was guilt, I was feeling so guilty because of my my unfaithfulness. So I was like, I felt like I hurt him. I didn't even, I disregarded all the, everything that he did to me. And I just was like, well, I hurt him. I have to go back and help him and want to tend to his feelings. 'cause, he felt betrayed and not loved by me at the time. So. It just blows my mind. It just yeah. That you would go back to fix his problems. Which I think, and I'm sure you agree with me, this just makes it worse. [00:23:00] You going back after all of that. Because you felt guilty, which was misplaced guilt. Okay. That's, it's great that you acknowledged that you made a mistake, but, that doesn't cancel out his abusive behavior. Absolutely. And I thought it did. That's it. I love the word that you used, canceled. For me, that's what I thought it was like, all right, well I did this. So he did that. And, and of course, like I said, going back to what I said earlier, I believed all the things that he told me about me. Mm-hmm. I believed that I, that's what I deserved. And so I didn't see it as, I didn't view it as an issue or a problem. Now, when did you finally come to your senses and say, I've had enough. I'm at rock bottom. I've got to get out of this relationship. I mean, for good. Yeah. It didn't come by my own, choice. And I say that because a lot of people think that, you always just get to walk out of a [00:24:00] abusive a relationship or you just choose to go, and that's not the case. I went back to him and ultimately we had a lot of issues up until the last time that I saw him. And I was still being unfaithful. I was still seeking attention from other men. And so again, at this point, he's not trusting of me. He's still looking through my phone. He's following me at this point to everywhere that I go. And, on the last. Occasion, we went to a party and we went back to his house after the party and we were both drunk. And he went through my phone and he saw a text message from the other guy. And basically that's when he, that's the night that he tried to kill me. He, it was the most violent he had been with me, throwing me around the room, really just using me. As a punching bag. Mm-hmm. And, up until the point where he tried to strangle me and I don't really know how I got out of the str out of his choke [00:25:00] hold. But I did. And then ultimately I ran outside after that and the neighbors were there and the neighbors, they didn't even want to get involved. We lived in an apartment building in a three story apartment building, and I didn't knock on anybody's door because I was afraid. I just didn't know what to do. He took my phone, well he threw my phone out the window. It was just a bad situation, you know? And I was just trying to run out of the building. And when I was trying to run out of the building, there was neighbors coming inside the building. Mm-hmm. And they saw both of us. They saw that his shirt was ripped, they saw me, I had blood, I had, I was probably looking all crazy. Wow. And they. Like, well, we don't really wanna get involved in this. This seems like a, I don't know, I don't even know the words that they use. But instead of calling the police they asked him, they got involved. They said, oh, can you just give her phone back? That's basically what they told him. And I'm like, no, I need you guys to call 9 1 1 because he tried to kill me. He's not going to call [00:26:00] 9 1 1. And so ultimately after some push and pull, whatever. They gave me their phone. I called nine one one. And the ambulance showed up. The police showed up and they detained him. And so back to the question that you asked, when did I choose to leave? Or when did I have enough after this incident? The fact that the Lord delivered me from death because mm-hmm. I don't know how I got out of his choke. He was much stronger than me. He went, we went to through the court, he went to jail. We did all of that. I didn't really have a choice. The relationship had to be over at that point. Mm-hmm. It didn't feel like that for me. Even for months after that. It didn't feel like I, I wanted to leave. And that's the crazy part. That's the part that I was so deep into his manipulation, into his tricks, that even at that point, I felt like I still owed him something. It wasn't until maybe about six [00:27:00] months later that I gave, when I truly gave my life to Christ that I knew. That everything that I had felt about guilt and everything that he had done to me, that it was all wrong. It was so wrong. And I, that's when I knew, but it, it didn't happen immediately. Even I was at the point of death and in the hospital waking up all that. It wasn't the point where I said I had enough. I didn't have a choice at that point to be with him because of the situation, but I would say when I found Jesus was when I really knew that. I deserve so much more. It sounds like you had a lot of codependency going on there. Mm-hmm. And that is a real stronghold. That's almost like brainwashing from a cult. Mm-hmm. If somebody trying to kill you and you're in the hospital and you don't think that, well, I need to get out of this relationship. And everybody would talk to me and everybody would ask me like, what do you wanna [00:28:00] do? I had to sit through court proceedings where he was present and. I was going, I've always been a person who has like, pretty strong morale, even though I didn't mm-hmm. Like I said, like I grew up knowing right from wrong. Mm-hmm. And I knew at the time that the right thing to do was to continue going to court, cooperate so that he would be sentenced and everything go through the trial so that he wouldn't do this to other women. Mm-hmm. I knew that was the right thing to do. I didn't wanna do it though. I didn't wanna be a part of that. I didn't wanna be a part of something that could con particularly like, follow him around for the rest of his life. It was really sick in the beginning. But ultimately I did the right thing, and I look back and I know that it was the correct thing. Because you just have to do it because you just never know if somebody like that is gonna change. You can pray. But you don't know and you [00:29:00] don't want anyone else to fall into that trap. Just looking back at your story, it looks like the Lord intervened in your life. Maybe that was an angel that he sent to get you outta that choke hold. Maybe it was him that put your abuser in jail so you could get out. Did you have anybody else that was on your side or anybody else who helped you? Absolutely. When my family, became aware of what happened because I called them that night and, everybody showed up at the hospital. My mom was there, my aunt, my sister, they all came to the hospital. They just didn't know. They didn't, my sister had guessed a couple things 'cause she had seen him follow me. She had noticed him in the last month or two before that. So she had known something was up, but she didn't know that it was this bad. And, so she was right there. They all of them were right there, but had they known, they, I think they would've been there, before and they would've tried to get me out before. But like I [00:30:00] said, because of my own doing and my own wishes of wanting to be there, I just stayed. I. Without telling them. But my family was, they were really supportive after and during the court and the trials and everything, they were very supportive. And there was one person in particular who was probably key in getting me to go back to the church. Mm-hmm. And, yeah, I consider him an older brother and he, I grew up with around him and he had a church. He has a church in Massachusetts. Well. He goes to a church in Massachusetts and he always invited me. And so, that really was what helped me turn my life around at that point. So tell us how you, found the Lord Jesus as your savior For real now? Yeah. Yeah, for real. And I always tell people, I'm like, I think I got saved in thousand 15, but, and I used to say that before, but now I know that, he really saved me in 2019, not only because of what he delivered me from, but because I knew, I felt it. I [00:31:00] felt his love. I felt. Everything I felt redeemed. So I would say like June of 2019, I, which was only about six months after the incident and I. Was after, after the incident, I was going to church still. I was, like I said, I, there was not really a period of time that I wasn't going to church. I was always going to church, but it was always a through the motions kind of deal, and I never really prayed and I never really, I didn't even read the word I, the only word that I got was on Sundays. And mm-hmm. Then ultimately on, in June of 2019, I said. Something's gotta change because I knew mm-hmm. That everything that I had experienced up until that point and all of my feelings of like still wanting to be with my ex even after everything were, so, they were, they came from a place, an evil place, right? Because I just knew that the Lord wouldn't send me back to that type of relationship. So I. [00:32:00] I started being intentional. I started just like saying, okay, God. I would sit with him in the morning and just say, God, I need you to show me why I'm here. And I kept on asking that question, why I am here and why I'm here. And he didn't answer that question. He answered a DA different question that I didn't even know that I had in my heart. He answered like the questions about. My feeling, my not feeling abandoned. Sorry, how do I say this? He answered my questions about me. Being loved by him. Mm-hmm. And I didn't know I had those questions because I was just like, well, I just, I'm a fixer by nature, so I just wanted to fix all the, I was like, I need my pur, I need my purpose and I need to walk into it. That's it. Yeah. That's what I wanted to do. And I was like, I need to learn how to do this. But by spending time with him daily. And really just getting into his word and learning his character, I learned his love. I learned that he loved me beyond every single thing that I had done. And I was able to walk out of the shame and [00:33:00] fear and guilt that I had wa I had walked in for so long because I, at that point I felt like I had made too many. Bad decisions, too many, just things that I was ashamed of. But when I was spending that time with him, he was like, I don't care about all that. He's like, I love you the way you are. I made you and I'm going to love you no matter what. And slowly but surely, he started to reveal his character to me. He started to reveal my purpose on this earth. And that's when I say that, I really got saved, but there was no like, aha moment. There was no, none of that. It was just like I, I had to start being intentional about it. I had to, if I wanted to see a change, I knew that something different, I had to do something different. Yeah. The Lord's been pursuing you your whole life. He was just waiting for you to Absolutely. Turn around and see him. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Absolutely. So I say that healing is always a journey. There is no I've arrived [00:34:00] or I'm healed a hundred percent. It's a journey throughout our life. How did you start the healing process and what steps did you take besides church? I mean, I really changed my decisions. In my social life I reduced the amount that I was drinking. I used to drink a lot of alcohol that mm-hmm. I remember there was times that I drank alcohol to the point of blackout. So I reduced the amount of drinking I was doing. I reduced I increased the amount of times that I was in church a week. I was in church twice or three times a week rather than just on Sundays. And then. I told my family, I'm making a decision to make church a priority in my life. God, the priority, not just not the church, God, a priority in my life. So ev everything that did not serve that purpose, I tried to just remove out of it. I was in a job that I was unhappy, so I left it. I pursued a job that was. Quiet it, it just allowed me to take a step back from management. It wasn't in the limelight. I [00:35:00] didn't have a lot of pressure, so I could spend a lot of time with God. And then most important, next to God, I took, I started therapy. I did therapy. Mm-hmm. And I did a trauma specific therapy. I did EMDR and I. But that's the second thing next to Jesus that changed my life. So explain what is EMDR for those that don't know what that is? Yeah, I haven't had to explain this in a while, but I'll try my best. It's called, lemme see if I can get this right. It's called eye movement. Desensitizing reprocessing, I think it is. Yes. And it's a yes. I tried. And it's a type of therapy that specifics on specifies on like if you have had childhood trauma or any kind of trauma really, and you use physical movements like tapping or eye movements to walk you through the memories and reprocess those memories and desensitize them. The emotions that are attached to it. So I [00:36:00] did that with the entire experience that I went through with my ex up until the point where he tried to kill me. And a lot of stuff was brought up during that during that year that I did therapy. It was very intense. It was hard work. It is hard, but I believed the Lord. For bringing me to that therapist because it was a very godsend, like it was a referral. And I knew that if I saw it through that on the other side, I was gonna come out the person that the Lord wanted me to come out. And that's exactly what happened. So I tell the listeners that are, there are many different tools for healing. Not everybody chooses the same tool. It's whatever's. Helpful for them and their situation. So you thought that therapist and that technique was really helpful for you, it sounds like. Yeah, because something that I noticed like I said, a lot of. Yes. I wasn't an abusive relationship, but there was some decision making in [00:37:00] my past choices that obviously weren't rooted out of that abusive relationship that came out of a different place. And I had done talk that I, I mentioned I was depressed in 2014 and when, mm-hmm. When I left college, I had. Done talk therapy. I had done all of that and it didn't work. CBT kind of stuff. And so I was like, I need something that's gonna be specific. Look at me just being a fixer and a planner, right? I was like, I need something that's gonna be specific and it's going to target this trauma that I just went through and help me come out a better person. And EMDR is truly if you are, that, if you're looking for results, that's what. You'll get if you apply yourself. I like what you said about there were issues that you had that were not related to the abuse. A lot of people, they wanna ignore those things and blame. Mm-hmm. Everything on the abuse. Well, we are complex creatures, aren't we? Absolutely. Oh. It's not always black and white, cut and dry. There are, aspects [00:38:00] of our personalities, our upbringing that are separate from the abuse that also need to be. Dealt with and healed. Yeah, too. So I'm glad you mentioned that 'cause that is important. But you're admitting that yes, you found the Lord and you're on your journey of healing, but it wasn't all unicorns and rainbows. There were some struggles and that we are going to struggle. Absolutely. Or we just keep going forward, right? Absolutely. It was not a, walk in the park after I made that decision. And especially for me, who was somebody who was battling, I was battling, just sexual temptation, lust desiring to just be in the world, drink alcohol, those things, those were not easy decisions to make. But. I had the strength of the Lord because I was with him and he was with me. Amen. And so I did it. Yeah. But it was not easy because there was, and especially I'm still young. I'm, I was what, 25 when I started making that, those choices. Mm-hmm. To turn to the Lord and. It's [00:39:00] just, it goes against everything that a natural 25-year-old wants. Yes. And you're being honest here, and I'm sure the listeners appreciate that you're being real with us. Yeah, absolutely. You're not pretending that, everything is hunky dory and you're perfect. No, absolutely not. So what is your relationship with God like right now? I think it's awesome. He's my best friend. I talk to him daily. I go to church. I'm involved in my church. I'm a spiritual coach. I have the good news podcast. I don't know. I don't find anything more gratifying than using every aspect of my life to glorify God and to glorify his holy name. And that's what I do every single day. I try at least. Amen. You're definitely different. The new rose looks different than the old rose. Oh my gosh, yes. And I laugh because this is something that. I am still experiencing with people that know me, that have known [00:40:00] me for many years. They're like, you're different now. Mm-hmm. And I get this so often now within my family, friends, they're like, oh, the old Rose wouldn't do this. Or the old, or the old rose was you. I get this a lot was fun. And I'm like, your definition of fun and my definition of fun now is completely different because I no longer want the things that the world has to offer. Yep. The things I used to do, I don't do them anymore. There's a song I put away My child. Just things. Yes. We have a lot of listeners who are listening to your powerful story today, and they're in an abusive situation right now. What advice would you give them right now? Oh, this is hard. I think I, I have so many. We still got 10 more minutes left on. Okay. So I got it. Well, if you don't know, God, that's my first piece of advice is to get to know him. I don't think that I could have gotten out [00:41:00] of my situation without him. I know that. I know that, like I said, my hand was forced because I. Was at the hospital and he was in jail. And it was no other choice, but I think that was God. God really delivered me from death and deliver, delivered me from that situation to get me to the place that I am now. So if you don't know God, it's so important that you have a relationship with him because he's gonna guide you the best. And secondly, trust somebody. Trust any someone in your life and talk to them about it. I didn't. And it made me feel so alone. It made me feel abandoned. Mm-hmm. And I know now that I have a. Army of people who love me and will, go to war for me. And I didn't think that, you think that oftentimes because of the choices that you make and ultimately for me, like, I thought all of my decisions was what warranted that abuse. So we get to a place where we don't wanna reach out for help because we're like, people are gonna look at me and say well, you [00:42:00] did that to yourself, but that's not. I learned that wasn't true. That the people that are there for you, that love you will help you out of it. Mm-hmm. Yeah. I tell my listeners all the time, I'm available to help people. I'll help. I'll help you any way I can, and I'm sure that you would say the same thing. Absolutely. Yeah. You would help anybody that reached out to you for help. Yes. I'm always happy to be an a listening ear. I literally, like I said, I'm a spiritual coach, so my phone is on twenty four seven. I answer calls, texts, voice notes, whatever. Yes. Awesome. Rose has her good news podcast. Yes. So you can hear her putting me in the hot seat for a change. And so you can listen to that on her show. How can the listeners connect with you? Absolutely. I am on, well, the Good News podcast, you could go to ww dot the good news podcast.org. You could find it on [00:43:00] iTunes and Spotify, but I'm also on Facebook, Instagram, and I'll have all that stuff in the show notes for everybody. Mm-hmm. Was there anything we left out that you wanted to tell the good folks listening? No, other than just thank you for having me. This has been awesome, and I just hope my prayer is that this, episode blesses somebody and gives them the strength and the courage to, to do what I, to do what I didn't get to do, leave. So, amen. Mm-hmm. Amen. Yes. This has been great. I've enjoyed listening to you tell your story again, and how the Lord's brought you to where you're at now. Thank you. God bless you. God bless you too. And all your listeners, wow, wasn't she great folks? It's an amazing story. So you be sure to reach out to Rosalie and listen to her podcast. I hope this encouraged you. It [00:44:00] sure encouraged me. So thank you so much everybody for tuning in today. We're going to see you next week. God bless you everybody. Thank you for listening to the Wounds of the Faithful Podcast. If this episode has been helpful to you, please hit the subscribe button and tell a friend. You could connect with us at DSW Ministries dot org where you'll find our blog, along with our Facebook, Twitter, and our YouTube channel links. Hope to see you next week.

Become Unbeatable!Join The Unbeatable Leader Challenge: https://unbeatableleader.com/products/two-day-opt-inIn this deeply honest conversation, Mark Divine sits down with entrepreneur, consciousness leader, and author Scott Britton to explore the missing link between success, fulfillment, and awakening.Scott shares his journey from building and selling a venture-backed tech company to Salesforce to confronting the inner emptiness that achievement alone could not solve. Together, they unpack the intersection of spiritual practice, discipline, identity, leadership, and purpose—and why true growth requires integration, not escape.This episode challenges the belief that spirituality means retreating from life, ambition, or responsibility. Instead, it reveals why awakening is meant to deepen your engagement with the world, sharpen your leadership, and align you with your true dharma.If you're a founder, leader, high performer, or seeker who feels called to more—but doesn't want to abandon excellence, discipline, or impact—this conversation will meet you exactly where you are.In this episode, you'll discover:Why success without awareness leads to burnout and emptinessThe danger of using spirituality as an escape instead of an integrationHow achievement can become a path to awakening—not a distraction from itThe difference between ego-driven ambition and aligned purposeWhy warriors, leaders, and builders are needed more than everHow meditation, discipline, and embodiment support real spiritual growthWhy life itself is the practice—not retreats, substances, or titlesUnlock your full potential and lead with courage, clarity, and purpose—join The Unbeatable Tribe and become truly unbeatable in life and leadership.Join for free for 7 days: The Unbeatable Tribe → https://www.skool.com/unbeatable-mastery-tribe/aboutJoin The Unbeatable Leader Challenge: https://unbeatableleader.com/products/two-day-opt-inRob Links:Website: https://scottbritton.me/Book: https://a.co/d/1JT8D84LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/jscottbritton/X: https://x.com/brittonSubstack: https://blog.scottbritton.me/Mark Links: Website: https://markdivine.comUnbeatable Leader Challenge: Join The Unbeatable Leader Challenge: https://unbeatableleader.com/products/two-day-opt-inThe Unbeatable Tribe: https://www.skool.com/unbeatable-mastery-tribe/aboutDivine Inspiration Newsletter: https://markdivine.com/newsletterSubscribe to https://www.youtube.com/@markdivineofficial for more inspiring conversations on leadership, growth, and impact.Rate and review the show to help us reach more listeners.Share your thoughts and takeaways in the comments!#MarkDivine #ScottBritton #ConsciousLeadership #SpiritualGrowth #HighPerformance #PurposeDrivenLife #Awakening #EntrepreneurMindset #SelfMastery #MentalToughness #ConsciousAccomplishment #LeadershipPodcastTimestamps:00:00 Introduction to Spiritual Practice00:53 Sponsor Message: Indeed02:15 Welcome to the Mark Divine Show02:53 Guest Introduction: Scott Britton04:29 Scott Britton's Entrepreneurial Journey09:49 Unbeatable Leader Challenge Announcement10:46 Scott's Spiritual Awakening14:19 Mark Divine's Psychedelic Experience17:43 Unbeatable Leader Challenge - Join Now23:44 The Power and Risks of Psychedelics34:51 Join The Unbeatable Tribe43:11 Exploring the Purpose of the Soul43:53 The Teacher Archetype and Personal Journey44:17 The Realization of Worthlessness and Awakening46:08 The Importance of Dharma and Karmic Duty48:06 The Warrior's Path and Spiritual Practice52:41 The Integration of Body, Mind, and Spirit01:05:52 The Role of Conscious Accomplishment01:16:45 The Future of Consciousness and Leadership01:20:27 Conclusion and Final ThoughtsSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

Send us a textWelcome to The Past Life Project!Monique Glover, hypnotherapist and regression specialist, shares experiences and interviews about the healing world of past lives. In this solo episode, Monique talks about how she found her calling as a hypnotherapist in the midst of antidepressant withdrawal, and how healing her past trauma influenced the present.Topics discussed in this episode include:- Exploring psychic and energetic development- Starting hypnotherapy and regression therapy for self- Longing to solve the itch of unresolved anxiety- Psychotropic drug withdrawal and delayed withdrawal- The physical, mental and emotional turmoil of withdrawal- Psychotropic drugs putting a lid on the subconscious and higher self- Training as a hypnotherapist in the midst of antidepressant withdrawal- Burning out from too much energetic work without integration and physical  embodiment- Giving power away to practitioners vs seeking answers within- How the tone and themes of past lives changed during antidepressant withdrawal- Identifying as the victim and staying suck in a loop from collecting current and past life trauma- Waves and windows of antidepressant withdrawal- Lived experience as the greatest teacher- When to do our own work and when to bring in professionals who will ask the right questions- Surrendering to the fact that there was no magic key and healing had to start inside - Realization of learning to love self in the darkness bringing the most profound shift and healing- Integrating and loving the past life versions of self that were pushed away- Taking personal power back- Changing the behaviours developed to cope that were keeping the stories of victimhood in place- Importance embracing the physical body, integration and rest- Suffering as a catalyst for growth and transformation- How witnessing the capability humans have to heal through client sessions changed faith in personal healing abilities—Episode ResourcesPsychotropic drug tapering and withdrawal informationAnders Sørensen: crossingzero.substack.comBrooke Siem: brookesiem.comInner Compass: withdrawal.theinnercompass.orgInternational Institute for Psychiatric Drug Withdrawal: iipdw.orgJoanna Moncrieff: joannamoncrieff.comMark Horowitz: markhorowitz.orgRobert Whitaker + Mad in America: madinamerica.comSurviving Antidepressants: survivingantidepressants.org1:1 tapering and withdrawal coaching + integrative medicineAngie Peacock: apeacockconsulting.comBaylissa Frederick: baylissa.comCenter for Integrated Behavioral Health: centerforibh.comJulia Britz: www.drjuliabritz.comJosef Witt-Doerring: beacons.ai/drjosefKendra Campbell: freerange.orgOutro Health: outro.com—Want to connect with Monique?Monique is a certified Clinical Hypnotherapist and Regression Therapist. She specializes in regression therapy and past life regression, which utilize the hypnotic state and the wisdom of the subconscious mind, to go straight to and release the emotional root cause of a presenting issue, in order to support deep healing and transformation. Monique works with children, teens and adults, both online or in person in Nova Scotia, Canada.Find out how to work together at moniqueglover.comChat on Instagram @moniquegloverhypnotherapyConnect by email at monique@moniqueglover.comLoved what you just heard? Don't forget to subscribe so you don't miss an episode. Thank you for your

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Gary Wimmer is a respected spiritual teacher, author, and former NASA engineer whose life-altering near-death–like experience in 1977 propelled him into deep exploration of consciousness, higher awareness, and universal truth. In The Great Awakening: What It Is and Why It Is Happening, Wimmer explains the global shift in human consciousness as a purposeful evolutionary process rather than chaos or coincidence. Drawing from science, spirituality, and firsthand insight, he describes the awakening as humanity's gradual remembrance of its divine origin, interconnectedness, and responsibility to live with compassion, awareness, and truth. Wimmer's perspective offers clarity and hope, helping people understand why long-standing systems are breaking down and how this transformation is guiding humanity toward a higher state of consciousness.Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/the-x-zone-radio-tv-show--1078348/support.Please note that all XZBN radio and/or television shows are Copyright © REL-MAR McConnell Meda Company, Niagara, Ontario, Canada – www.rel-mar.com. For more Episodes of this show and all shows produced, broadcasted and syndicated from REL-MAR McConell Media Company and The 'X' Zone Broadcast Network and the 'X' Zone TV Channell, visit www.xzbn.net. For programming, distribution, and syndication inquiries, email programming@xzbn.net.We are proud to announce the we have launched TWATNews.com, launched in August 2025.TWATNews.com is an independent online news platform dedicated to uncovering the truth about Donald Trump and his ongoing influence in politics, business, and society. Unlike mainstream outlets that often sanitize, soften, or ignore stories that challenge Trump and his allies, TWATNews digs deeper to deliver hard-hitting articles, investigative features, and sharp commentary that mainstream media won't touch.These are stories and articles that you will not read anywhere else.Our mission is simple: to expose corruption, lies, and authoritarian tendencies while giving voice to the perspectives and evidence that are often marginalized or buried by corporate-controlled media

In this episode of Peak Human Labs, Dr. Sanjeev Goel sits down with Mike Radoor, an entrepreneur who rose from the ghettos of Denmark to become a multimillionaire by 30, only to lose everything in a decade-long spiral of addiction, ego, and self-deception. What followed was a collapse so deep that it forced Mike into the most important confrontation of his life: the moment he looked at a photo of his newborn daughter in an Ibiza hotel room and finally faced the man he had become. This conversation pulls you into Mike's raw journey through childhood trauma, misplaced identity, and the seductive chaos of fast money and faster dopamine hits. He exposes how the modern world manufactures weak, distracted men through what he calls the dopamine economy, a system engineered to keep men comfortable, addicted to alcohol, and disconnected from purpose. Mike doesn't just diagnose the crisis, he lays out a powerful blueprint for rebuilding. From radical self-confrontation to disciplined daily structure, from physical mastery to killing the “lower version” of yourself, Mike offers a roadmap for becoming a man rooted in strength, courage, integrity, and self-respect. If you've ever felt stuck, unmotivated, or haunted by the gap between who you are and who you know you could be, this episode is a wake-up call. It's a deep dive into masculine transformation, the power of truth, and what it takes to give 100%, every day, in every area of life.   Our Guest: Mike Radoor Mike Radoor is a high-performance mindset strategist, serial entrepreneur, and bestselling author. With over 15 years of experience building and scaling businesses, including co-founding Miinto and Playbook App, he now helps business leaders and high-achieving individuals break through self-limiting beliefs to unlock their full potential. Mike's book, Above Average: The Science of Achievement, explores how mindset and behavior drive extraordinary results. Through coaching and speaking, he empowers clients to enhance their performance, shift their mindset, and achieve sustainable success. Key Takeaways You can achieve extraordinary success and still feel worthless if your self-image is broken. Childhood stories and early trauma often shape self-worth into adulthood. Comfort is the greatest enemy of modern masculinity, society rewards softness and distraction. True transformation begins with radical self-confrontation, not motivation or positive thinking. Men must face their “lower self,” the version driven by lust, ego, avoidance, and addiction. Discipline is built through structure: early sleep, physical training, and removing temptations. Identity collapses often happen after major success because self-worth was tied to achievement. Stoicism, spiritual texts, and intentional solitude can reframe character and purpose. Physical mastery (strength, testosterone, daily discipline) is essential for male confidence. Real masculinity is strength + honor + respect, not aggression or domination.   In This Episode: [00:00] Introduction & podcast overview [01:38] Mike's early life in Denmark [02:54] Family struggles and childhood trauma [03:38] Developing a fighter's mindset [05:14] Isolation, bullying, and self-worth issues [06:46] Realization about self-image [07:40] Success, wealth, and identity crisis [09:03] Destructive behaviors and partying [11:16] The missing element of self-worth [13:11] Rock bottom and the turning point [15:07] Decision to change and early steps [16:34] Building new habits and self-confrontation [18:07] Wake-up call and facing the lower self [20:39] Discipline, masculinity, and physical standards [23:49] Rejecting alcohol and partying [24:30] Giving 110% and physical transformation [26:55] Why men are lost today [30:06] Masculinity, society, and gender roles [31:59] Toxic masculinity vs controlled strength [33:52] Rites of passage and modern weakness [35:28] How to connect with Mike Radoor [36:31] Closing remarks and takeaways   Resources and Links Resources and Links Peak Human Labs Website - https://www.peakhuman.ca/ LinkedIn - https://www.linkedin.com/company/peakhuman/ YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/@peakhumanlabs/videos Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/peakhumanlabs/ Podbean - https://peakhumanlabs.podbean.com/   Dr. Sanjeev Goel LinkedIn - https://www.linkedin.com/in/sanjeevgoelmd/?originalSubdomain=ca Website - https://www.linkedin.com/in/sanjeevgoelmd/   Mike Radoor https://www.instagram.com/mikeradoor/?hl=en https://www.linkedin.com/in/mikeradoor/?originalSubdomain=ae https://www.youtube.com/@realmikeradoor

Does it feel like you're constantly investing time and money into your business - without seeing any REAL return or progress?If your growth efforts always seem to fall flat, no matter how much energy you put into them, the reason may not be what you expect. It may have nothing to do with whether you're following the right strategy or posting the right content.In fact, it may have nothing to do with ANY of the decisions you've made in this lifetime. We all carry money wounds from our past lifetimes - and many of these wounds create a deep-rooted, subconscious fear of wealth.My dear long-term soul client Laura Michelle Wolff is a ghostwriter, publisher, and Human Design Specialist who has overcome many money wounds throughout her life, but frequently finds herself pulled back into a feeling of lack and scarcity. You'll discover:How we can continuously rewrite our money stories in healthier ways How ‘little-t' traumas snowball into something that feels like ‘big-T' trauma How the wrong coaches can wound us terribly - often without realizing it!About Laura: Laura Michelle Wolff is a ghostwriter, publisher, and Human Design Specialist who helps entrepreneurs create non-fiction books that sound authentically theirs. Using advanced interviewing skills from her FBI and trauma-therapy background, she unlocks an author's true voice and turns it into a book that builds credibility and attracts aligned clients. Blending marketing strategy, SEO, intuitive insight, and energy work, she transforms what someone feels into resonant, high-converting copy. Her body-first, spirit-aligned process helps writers finally get their book onto the page.Timestamps:00:56 Welcome01:31 Introducing Laura Michelle06:23 Exploring Past Lifetime Trauma11:58 The Coaches Who Wound Us13:54 Healing Money Wounds20:23 Exploring the Chiron Wound21:03 Uncovering a Past Life Vow21:42 The Impact of Wealth and Power23:53 The Realization and Vow of Poverty27:13 Healing and Rewriting the Story33:46 Practical Steps for Transformation38:58 Final Thoughts and ResourcesConnect with Laura:Connect with Laura on LinkedInSend her a publishing inquiry or learn about her ghostwriting capabilitiesOrder the book STAY CONNECTED: Soul Guide Circle: JOIN the Soul Guide Circle closed Facebook Group Facebook: FOLLOW on Facebook Instagram: FOLLOW on Instagram YouTube: Follow in YouTube Ready to grow a prosperous soul-guided business? BOOK a free Intuitive Consult Leave a review for Soul Guide Radio (and we'll read it on the air!)

"Send us a message! (questions, feedback, etc.)"It can be scary to examine spiritual messages we've heard all our lives, but it sometimes can also be the path to experiencing God more truly, deeply, and biblically. Steve Cuss is an author, speaker, and pastor who has a passion for understanding what drives Christians to feel anxiety, fear, and exhaustion about their faith & relationship with God. He has written books that examine the role anxiety plays in leadership (Managing Leadership Anxiety), and the troubling gaps we notice in our spirituality (The Expectation Gap).In an illuminating conversation, Steve talks about the importance of...Leaders and caregivers being spiritually and emotionally healthy.Realization that not every dramatic spiritual story is meant to be an exact template for exactly how all Christians should react.Understanding that self-condemnation about lack of spiritual progress actually keeps us stuck and frozen.Discovering gentle steps we can take to increase resilience and move in the directions we desire.#stevecuss #expectationgap #managingleadershipanxiety #humansized #spirituality #growth #change #curiosity #kindness #selftalk #spiritualpractices #therapy #healing #trauma #vulnerability #recovery #grace #gospel #transformationSteveCussWords (Steve's website)Steve's books (Amazon)Five Steps to Christmas Sanity PDF (signup download) Support the showAwaken websiteRoots Retreat Men's IntensiveRoots Retreat Women's WorkshopAwaken Men & Women's support meeting info (including virtual)

Fluent Fiction - French: A Heartfelt Noël: Élodie's Christmas of Love and Realization Find the full episode transcript, vocabulary words, and more:fluentfiction.com/fr/episode/2025-12-09-08-38-20-fr Story Transcript:Fr: Sur la Côte d'Azur, l'hiver enveloppait tout de douce magie.En: On the Côte d'Azur, winter wrapped everything in soft magic.Fr: Les rues étaient décorées de lumières brillantes et de sapins ornés de guirlandes.En: The streets were decorated with bright lights and fir trees adorned with garlands.Fr: Les vagues bleues s'échouaient doucement sur le rivage.En: The blue waves gently broke on the shore.Fr: À Nice, Élodie préparait la soirée du réveillon de Noël avec son frère Clément qui venait d'arriver.En: In Nice, Élodie was preparing Christmas Eve with her brother Clément who had just arrived.Fr: Élodie était une passionnée d'art.En: Élodie was passionate about art.Fr: Elle avait une galerie lumineuse au centre-ville.En: She owned a bright gallery in the city center.Fr: Elle semblait toujours joyeuse et pleine de vitalité.En: She always seemed joyful and full of vitality.Fr: Mais sous cette apparence, Élodie avait un secret: une condition cardiaque qui la fatiguait de plus en plus.En: But beneath this appearance, Élodie had a secret: a heart condition that was tiring her more and more.Fr: À l'approche de Noël, elle s'inquiétait davantage.En: As Christmas approached, she worried more.Fr: Les visites chez le docteur Mathieu, son ami d'enfance désormais cardiologue, étaient devenues fréquentes.En: Visits to Docteur Mathieu, her childhood friend now a cardiologist, had become frequent.Fr: Elle ne voulait pas inquiéter Clément ou gâcher leur Noël.En: She didn't want to worry Clément or spoil their Christmas.Fr: Pourtant, ce matin-là, Élodie sentait son cœur battre plus vite que d'habitude.En: Yet that morning, Élodie felt her heart beating faster than usual.Fr: En fin d'après-midi, Clément était impatient de commencer la fête.En: By late afternoon, Clément was eager to start the celebration.Fr: La table était prête avec toutes sortes de mets délicieux.En: The table was set with all sorts of delicious dishes.Fr: Les lumières scintillaient, et l'odeur des marrons rôtis remplissait l'air.En: Lights twinkled, and the smell of roasted chestnuts filled the air.Fr: Mais Élodie devait cacher son malaise.En: But Élodie had to hide her discomfort.Fr: Elle souriait pendant que Mathieu, invité aussi, observait discrètement.En: She smiled while Mathieu, also a guest, observed discreetly.Fr: La tension monta au moment du dessert.En: Tension rose at dessert time.Fr: Les rires retentissaient quand soudain, Élodie sentit une douleur intense.En: Laughter echoed when suddenly, Élodie felt an intense pain.Fr: Elle vacilla.En: She wavered.Fr: Avant que quiconque ne puisse réagir, elle s'effondra.En: Before anyone could react, she collapsed.Fr: Le silence tomba sur la salle à manger.En: Silence fell over the dining room.Fr: Clément et Mathieu se précipitèrent vers elle.En: Clément and Mathieu rushed to her.Fr: Mathieu vérifia ses signes vitaux.En: Mathieu checked her vital signs.Fr: "Appelle une ambulance," dit-il à Clément, concentré mais calme.En: "Call an ambulance," he said to Clément, focused but calm.Fr: Élodie respirait difficilement, mais Mathieu, avec son professionnalisme, entreprit de stabiliser son état.En: Élodie was breathing with difficulty, but Mathieu, with his professionalism, began to stabilize her condition.Fr: Les minutes passèrent interminables, puis l'ambulance arriva.En: The minutes dragged on endlessly, and then the ambulance arrived.Fr: À l'hôpital, Élodie, faiblement consciente, se tourna vers Mathieu.En: At the hospital, Élodie, barely conscious, turned to Mathieu.Fr: "Je suis désolée," murmura-t-elle.En: "I'm sorry," she murmured.Fr: "Je pensais pouvoir gérer cela seule."En: "I thought I could handle this alone."Fr: Il lui prit la main.En: He took her hand.Fr: "Tu n'es pas seule, Élodie.En: "You're not alone, Élodie.Fr: Nous sommes là pour toi."En: We are here for you."Fr: Clément, les yeux pleins de larmes, s'approcha d'eux.En: Clément, his eyes full of tears, approached them.Fr: "Je suis tellement inquiet... pourquoi ne m'as-tu rien dit?"En: "I'm so worried... why didn't you tell me anything?"Fr: Élodie baissa les yeux.En: Élodie lowered her eyes.Fr: "Je voulais que Noël soit parfait.En: "I wanted Christmas to be perfect.Fr: Sans soucis."En: Without worries."Fr: Les jours suivants, Élodie resta à l'hôpital pour des tests.En: In the following days, Élodie stayed in the hospital for tests.Fr: Elle réalisa combien elle avait besoin de ses proches.En: She realized how much she needed her loved ones.Fr: À son retour chez elle, elle trouva Clément et Mathieu, une équipe prête à l'épauler.En: When she returned home, she found Clément and Mathieu, a team ready to support her.Fr: Ensemble, ils discutèrent des prochains pas et de l'importance de la santé.En: Together, they discussed the next steps and the importance of health.Fr: Finalement, bien que Noël eût été différent de ce qu'elle avait prévu, Élodie comprit qu'elle avait reçu le plus beau cadeau: le soutien indéfectible de ceux qu'elle aimait.En: In the end, although Christmas had been different from what she had planned, Élodie understood that she had received the most beautiful gift: the unwavering support of those she loved. Vocabulary Words:the coat: le manteauthe shore: le rivagewrapped: enveloppaitthe heartbeat: le battement de cœurto decorate: décorerthe garland: la guirlandeadorned: ornéthe wave: la vaguethe gallery: la galeriethe condition: la conditionbeneath: sousthe cardiologist: le cardiologueto whisper: murmurerthe discomfort: le malaisethe celebration: la fêtethe dish: le platto hide: cacherdiscreetly: discrètementthe laughter: les riresthe dessert: le dessertthe ambulance: l'ambulancebarely: faiblementcollapsed: s'effondrato stabilize: stabiliserto approach: s'approcherconscious: conscientendless: interminablethe tear: la larmeto realize: réaliserunwavering: indéfectible

How do you break a massive system down into manageable parts—and make sure it all still works together in the end? Much of this responsibility falls to the systems engineer, a vital if underdiscussed position in the major programme ecosystem. In this episode, Jared Theriault joins Riccardo to demystify systems engineering and clarify why it's an essential discipline in any construction undertaking. Four years ago, Jared graduated from Queens University with a degree in electrical engineering and signal processing. His transition into systems engineering was unexpected, but today he is a passionate proponent for future progress in the practice. Jared's role involves ensuring every component of an infrastructure project—communications, controls, safety plans, and more—is accounted for, integrated, and doing what it's supposed to do. Together, he and Riccardo explore the specialized tools and processes that keep long-term projects on the rails. It's a data-heavy role, and AI and LLMs can't be ignored. The two take a look at what the future holds for this multifaceted component so essential to the design, construction, and validation of infrastructure.Key TakeawaysThe many-pronged approach to systems management;The similarities between systems data management and social media networks;The distinction between relational and graph databases;How robust database software keeps long-term projects organized and efficient;How AI and automation are reshaping the role of systems engineers and the industry as a whole.Quote:“That was one of the cooler things I had done. Gathering all the requirements in one place, seeing how many we actually did have at the end. And yeah, I think it was in the tens of thousands, easily.” - Jared TheriaultThe conversation doesn't stop here—connect and converse with our community via LinkedIn:Further your understanding of graph databases: https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/from-doors-data-mastery-graph-databases-systems-riccardo-cosentino-wtikc/Follow Navigating Major Programmes: https://www.linkedin.com/company/navigating-major-programmes/Follow Riccardo Cosentino on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/cosentinoriccardo/Read Riccardo's latest at https://riccardocosentino.com/   Follow Jared Theriault on LinkedIn:  https://www.linkedin.com/in/jared-theriault-7851361b3/ Music: "A New Tomorrow" by Chordial Music. Licensed through PremiumBeat.

On this episode of RNT Fitness Radio, I'm joined by Krishna Sonegra who joined RNT to get into the best shape of her life for her wedding. After being proposed to, she realised she didn't look, feel or perform at her best. After seeing the success at RNT, she wanted to build a brand new lifestyle through this journey. Over the course of the year, she's managed to drop almost 30kg and hit her checkpoint just before her wedding, allowing her to fulfil her dreams of looking at her best on her white dress!   Chapters: 00:00 The Journey Begins: Krishna's Transformation Story 01:34 Trigger Moments: The Engagement and Realization 04:33 Finding Support: Discovering RNT Fitness 06:21 Commitment to Change: The 12-Month Journey 07:33 Identifying Bad Habits: A Personal Reflection 09:32 Navigating Work and Travel: Strategies for Success 14:28 Overcoming Initial Challenges: The Detox Phase 17:41 Wedding Preparations: Strategies and Mindset 20:21 Reflecting on Success: The Wedding Day Experience 22:21 Shifting Perspectives: A New Outlook on Life 22:57 The Discipline of Change 24:45 Social Interactions and Alcohol Choices 27:42 Motivation and Lifestyle Changes 30:09 Health Improvements and Medical Checkups 31:53 Confidence and Social Engagement 33:12 Overcoming Initial Doubts 34:59 Advice for Beginners 36:45 Future Aspirations and New Ventures   Next steps:  1) Apply for 1-1 coaching: https://www.rntfitness.co.uk/pro/   2) Take our quiz to see if you're ready for a transformation: http://www.rntfitness.co.uk/transform   3) Get our free book shipped to your door: https://bit.ly/tybtylform   4) Try our free 28 day fat loss accelerator: https://www.rntfitness.co.uk/transformation-accelerator  5) Optimum Nutrition: RNT20 for 20% off Connect with RNT Fitness:  Website  Facebook  Instagram  YouTube  Email  Connect with Akash:  Facebook  Instagram  LinkedIn 

Welcome to the Change Your Thinking, Change Your Lifepodcast with your host, Michelle Burkhard. Today we complete our series on the Five Belief Tools with the most advanced one yet: Realization.Tool #5 is something different. It's a way of beingwhere your very presence, awareness, and observation begin to change things around you.In a powerful closing moment, Michelle shares aliving affirmation–turned–decree–turned–realization of who she is for you:“I am a professional rememberer of your greatness.I am an unconditional lover and supporter of you.I am a teacher, a guide, and a people developer…”This final episode in the series is both a blessing and a loving challenge: to remember who you are, to grow into what you say you want, and to know you are profoundly supported along the way.Michelle@GrowBy1.com

Join Nick Zei and Hitesh in Rishikesh for a long-form conversation on the Bhagavad Gita and the hidden mechanics of consciousness. This is not a religious discussion. It is a direct exploration of how Krishna's dialogue with Arjuna reveals the structure of human experience, choice, and purpose.Most recent “What If with Nick Zei” episode (Bhagavad Gita episode currently in solo production):https://youtu.be/9efBN-qWxEQFind Hitesh on YouTube:http://www.youtube.com/@UC3wxPA1Sph–HxKGdOGVjrgSupport the podcast and the work:Direct contribution:https://donate.stripe.com/bJe3cn61Ic486iE1Q1fIs0821 Day Shadow Integration Challenge:https://buy.stripe.com/5kQ3cndua6JOayU7alfIs09Black Stuff:https://www.black-stuff.com/nickzeiAll other links:https://linktr.ee/nick.zeiThe Bhagavad Gita is presented here as a living manual for the modern seeker. The discussion moves through its core teachings:Dharma and action with clarityKarma Yoga and the mechanics of choiceBhakti Yoga and devotion as intelligenceJñāna Yoga and the unity of Self and SourceEquanimity, surrender, and flow as a mode of masteryNick and Hitesh connect the Gita with broader philosophies, the biblical tradition, and the modern creator's path. Expect exploration into identity, death, devotion, and navigating life with purpose.Filmed on the banks of the Ganga in Rishikesh, this episode weaves Eastern philosophy with modern consciousness studies. It reflects on the art of living and the practical structure of the Human Game.Host: Nick ZeiGuest: HiteshLocation: Rishikesh, IndiaChapters00:00 – Opening Context in Rishikesh03:25 – The Nature of Reality and Consciousness07:42 – Why Humans Feel Confused About Purpose12:36 – The Game of Life as a Spiritual System18:44 – Identity, Ego, and the Search for Clarity26:01 – The Inner War Between Thought and Awareness34:58 – Dharma and Aligned Action Explained42:17 – Karma Yoga and the Mechanics of Choice49:06 – Hidden Structures of the Mind55:38 – How Conditioning Shapes the Player01:03:24 – The Roots of Suffering and Self-Misunderstanding01:12:10 – True Spiritual Practice in the Modern World01:21:53 – How to Discern Truth from Illusion01:30:40 – Direct Experience and Inquiry01:37:58 – Vedic Knowledge and Universal Principles01:46:22 – What the Gita Suggests About Human Nature01:55:41 – The Path of Inner Mastery02:04:12 – The Field, Subtle Perception, and Awareness02:12:54 – Why Humans Fear Change02:20:33 – Consciousness Expanding Through the Player02:29:18 – Realization and Higher Intelligence02:37:06 – Integrating Teachings into Daily Life02:45:42 – The Journey Toward Self-Knowledge02:53:33 – Reflections in Rishikesh02:59:41 – Closing Message

Thanks to our Partners, Shop Boss and AppFueledA bland building that blended in… turned bold brand that brought in business. That's the real story behind this episode featuring Kelly McCart from McCart's Auto Center. If you've ever wondered whether the look and feel of your shop actually matters, you'll want to hear how a full-on rebrand, from paint to logo to online presence, transformed Kelly's shop from invisible to impossible to miss.We talk about why aesthetics are marketing, how design can literally drive in new clients, and what it means when someone walks in just to say, “Wow, this looks amazing.” Kelly breaks down the “why” and “how” behind his shop's renovation, how he pulled it off with DIY design (yes, scissors and Elmer's glue were involved), and why rethinking your image might be the smartest move you make this year.He'll also share how this shift doubled his staff, improved the quality of clients, and continues to make his business stand out, both to customers and future employees.This episode isn't just about fresh paint. It's about positioning. It's about pride. And it's about the kind of shop that people recognize, remember, and respect.Listen now and get inspired to rethink how your shop shows up.Show Notes with TimestampsIntroduction and Sponsor Acknowledgment (00:00:00) Brian introduces the podcast, guest Kelly McCart, and thanks sponsors.Background: The Nondescript Shop (00:01:09) Discussion of McCarty's Auto Center blending in and being overlooked by passersby.Realization and Decision to Renovate (00:02:23) Kelly describes the moment she decided a change was needed and the process leading up to it.Design Process and Early Attempts (00:03:02) Kelly explains her design journey, including failed ideas and the involvement of her graphic artist nephew.Logo Creation and Selection (00:06:11) The story behind the new logo, its design process, and how it was chosen.Impact of the Makeover on Visibility (00:07:51) How the new look made the shop stand out and attracted attention from the community.Business Impact and Clientele Changes (00:08:16) The effect of the renovation on customer buzz, quality of clients, and local recognition.Interior Renovation and Staff Growth (00:09:31) Details about the interior revamp and the subsequent doubling of staff.Name Change and Brand Consolidation (00:12:21) Merging two business names, legal steps, and unifying the brand and online presence.Timing: Remodel and the Onset of COVID-19 (00:14:31) The remodel's completion just before the pandemic and initial concerns about the timing.Business Resilience During COVID-19 (00:15:27) How the shop thrived during the pandemic despite initial fears.Comprehensive Rebrand: Lessons and Surprises (00:17:35) Kelly reflects on the thoroughness of the rebrand and whether anything unexpected arose.Results and Return on Investment (00:18:35) Immediate positive results from the rebrand and personal satisfaction.Staff Response and Branded Merchandise (00:19:10) Staff enthusiasm for the new brand, uniforms, and promotional items.Recruitment and Professional Image (00:19:54) How the makeover improved recruitment and elevated the shop's professionalism.Advice and Reflections on the Process (00:20:29) Kelly's advice for others considering a similar project and what she might have done differently.Cost Recovery Timeline (00:21:22) Estimated time to recoup renovation costs: 6 to 8 months.Industry Image and...

14 Years ago Daniel Rechnitzer made a life changing discovery. He discovered that his mind, in a complete space of stillness, had a remarkable capability. It became like an antenna, able to draw on outside information like a radio "tuning in" to other frequencies... one could almost say an All Knowing was becoming available. He soon discovered his brain was doing something most unique, it was becoming one - forming into a whole brain state rather than the two brain hemispheres working separately. In this "Whole Brain Space" he could access information on the root cause of life experiences: from the root cause of illness, to the thoughts behind relationship failures, to the subconscious beliefs creating financial struggles. He had tapped into a gift he has since found us all to have - an All Knowing Brain. Daniel is the author of The ALL KNOWING DIARY. He teaches around the world how to tap the vast reservoir of consciousness that our brain has been designed to access. His work is at the leading edge of Quantum Physics, pioneering the practical application of what scientists are only just starting to discover about our infinite Universe. Daniel is the founder of Ui Group - a not for profit organization that runs beginner courses to advanced practitioner training. - www.theallknowingdiary.comBecome a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/the-x-zone-radio-tv-show--1078348/support.Please note that all XZBN radio and/or television shows are Copyright © REL-MAR McConnell Meda Company, Niagara, Ontario, Canada – www.rel-mar.com. For more Episodes of this show and all shows produced, broadcasted and syndicated from REL-MAR McConell Media Company and The 'X' Zone Broadcast Network and the 'X' Zone TV Channell, visit www.xzbn.net. For programming, distribution, and syndication inquiries, email programming@xzbn.net.We are proud to announce the we have launched TWATNews.com, launched in August 2025.TWATNews.com is an independent online news platform dedicated to uncovering the truth about Donald Trump and his ongoing influence in politics, business, and society. Unlike mainstream outlets that often sanitize, soften, or ignore stories that challenge Trump and his allies, TWATNews digs deeper to deliver hard-hitting articles, investigative features, and sharp commentary that mainstream media won't touch.These are stories and articles that you will not read anywhere else.Our mission is simple: to expose corruption, lies, and authoritarian tendencies while giving voice to the perspectives and evidence that are often marginalized or buried by corporate-controlled media

In this important conversation, Mary Sullivan, co-founder of Sweet but Fearless, talks with Diane Strand, CEO of JDS Studios, who has built her career on the belief that opportunities aren't found, they're created. Diane discusses her signature DREAM framework (Direction, Realization, Evaluation, Action, Momentum) and explains how clarity, consistency, and courage fuel lasting success. She encourages leaders to present themselves as the person they aspire to be, to show up even when it feels uncomfortable, and to fully embrace being seen and heard. A powerful conversation for anyone ready to make an impact. Diane is the CEO of JDS Studios, a multi–award-winning video production company, the Executive Producer of Spirit of Innovation, the Festival Director of DigiFest Temecula, and a bestselling author. While she firmly believes there's no such thing as overnight success, Diane has spent more than 30 years creating, developing, and boldly carving out her place as a producer, educator, and visionary in the visual, performing, digital arts, and entertainment industries.   MORE ABOUT DIANE STRAND: Website: JDS Studios LinkedIn: Diane Strand DigiFest Temecula TedTalk Temecula Book: Show Business: Breaking into the Industry as an Actor ABOUT SWEET BUT FEARLESS: Website - Sweet but Fearless LinkedIn - Sweet but Fearless

Welcome back to The Plant Healer's Path — Episode 20. In this episode, Jesse Wolf Hardin explores one of the deepest inner tensions faced by healers, activists, caregivers, and culture-shapers alike: the longing to create real, visible change — and the emotional weight of what we cannot control. Through poetic reflection and grounded wisdom, Wolf speaks to the outcome-oriented heart that lives inside so many of us — especially herbalists, healthcare providers, parents, justice workers, and environmental advocates. He explores our shared desire to relieve suffering, to fix what is broken, to bring about lasting cures and total solutions — and the quiet harm that can arise when we measure our worth solely by what we can "successfully" change. You'll hear why it's both beautiful and perilous to carry the world's pain on our shoulders, how unrealistic expectations can quietly drain our vitality, and why a truly sustainable healing practice depends on learning the difference between what we can influence and what we must release. Wolf offers a compassionate framework for shifting from impossible cures toward meaningful, tangible, day-to-day impact — without abandoning our deeper ideals. If you've ever felt discouraged by outcomes you couldn't control, burned out by constant striving, or torn between big visions and personal limits, this episode offers a powerful reminder: your small, steady, real-world efforts matter more than you may realize. This audio was extracted from the beautiful video version available on the HerbRally YouTube channel. This episode is brought to you by The Good Medicine Confluence October 12–15, 2026 Ghost Ranch, New Mexico Join herbalists, healers, wildcrafters, visionaries, misfits, and medicine makers for four unforgettable days of learning, celebration, connection, ritual, and more than 100 classes from over 40 teachers. You're warmly invited to gather, study, celebrate, and dance under the stars in the Land of Enchantment.

Welcome back to another in-studio episode of Nephilim Death Squad — filmed live inside The Standard Coffee Shop at NDS Studios. Today, the boys sit down IRL with Divine Soldier (@ThaLordsArmy) to unpack her testimony, her channel, and the spiritual warfare that shaped her walk with God.From personal tragedy, corruption in state systems, battling anxiety, deep-dive self-research, and discovering how God uses broken seasons to forge warriors — this conversation goes from emotional to hilarious to spiritually heavy in true NDS fashion.We also talk Patreon access, Bohemian Grove live event updates, behind-the-scenes expansion of NDS Studios, and wild moments from the café.If you enjoy raw testimony, real conversations, and the unpredictable chaos of IRL episodes, this one is for you.

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Bringing to Realization the Promise of AI On this episode, host Goel Jasper sits down with David Lazerson, Co-founder and CEO of Briya. David discusses the vision of Briya, a company committed to improving and accelerating the research process with an AI-based platform. While 2025 was a year of discovery, David believes 2026 will be the year when AI in healthcare will see dramatic progress and growth. Find all of our network podcasts on your favorite podcast platforms and be sure to subscribe and like us. Learn more at www.healthcarenowradio.com/listen

In this conversation, Matthias Thommen shares his transformative journey from struggling with pornography to finding freedom through the Deep Clean program. He discusses his background, the pivotal moments that led him to seek help, and the significant changes he experienced in his life, including improved confidence, financial breakthroughs, and a deeper connection with God. Matthias emphasizes the importance of taking responsibility for one's actions and the hope available for those facing similar struggles. Know more about Sathiya's work: Join Deep Clean Inner Circle - The Brotherhood You Neeed (+ get coached by Sathiya) For Less Than $2/day Submit Your Questions (Anonymously) To Be Answered On The Podcast Get A Free Copy of The Last Relapse, Your Blueprint For Recovery Watch Sathiya on Youtube For More Content Like This   Chapters:   (00:00) Introduction and Background (03:05) The Journey to Deep Clean (05:52) Rock Bottom and Realization (08:54) Financial Hurdles and Support (11:54) Life After Deep Clean (14:47) Transformation and Growth (17:55) Powerful Moments in Deep Clean (20:49) Advice for Others Struggling

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Fluent Fiction - Catalan: From Solitude to Connection: Jordi's Snowy Realization Find the full episode transcript, vocabulary words, and more:fluentfiction.com/ca/episode/2025-11-20-08-38-20-ca Story Transcript:Ca: El vent fred xiulava entre les branques dels roures antics del bosc de Montjuïc, on Jordi caminava en silenci, esperant trobar la pau que tant anhelava.En: The cold wind whistled among the branches of the ancient oak trees in the Montjuïc forest, where Jordi walked in silence, hoping to find the peace he so longed for.Ca: Les fulles groguenques i marrons formaven una catifa sota els seus peus, però aquella tardor amagava una sorpresa: una tempesta de neu inesperada.En: The yellow and brown leaves formed a carpet under his feet, but that autumn hid a surprise: an unexpected snowstorm.Ca: Jordi coneixia cada racó d'aquella muntanya.En: Jordi knew every corner of that mountain.Ca: La boscositat del terreny era un refugi per al seu esperit inquiet, que sovint buscava escapar de la vida sorollosa de Barcelona.En: The woodland terrain was a refuge for his restless spirit, which often sought to escape the noisy life of Barcelona.Ca: No obstant això, aquella nit, la natura havia decidit desafiar la seva saviesa i confiança.En: However, that night, nature had decided to challenge his wisdom and confidence.Ca: El cel es va enfosquir ràpidament.En: The sky darkened quickly.Ca: Flocs de neu van començar a caure amb intensitat, cobrint el terra en un mantell blanc.En: Snowflakes began to fall heavily, covering the ground in a white blanket.Ca: Jordi, bocabadat, va adonar-se que havia subestimat la muntanya.En: Jordi, astonished, realized he had underestimated the mountain.Ca: La visibilitat va minvar, i el camí que tan bé coneixia es va esvair sota la nevada.En: Visibility diminished, and the path he knew so well vanished under the snowfall.Ca: Atrapant l'aire gèlid, Jordi va decidir que havia de trobar refugi abans que fos massa tard.En: Breathing in the icy air, Jordi decided he needed to find shelter before it was too late.Ca: Amb mans tremoloses, va recollir branques seques i va construir un petit refugi.En: With trembling hands, he gathered dry branches and built a small shelter.Ca: Després, amb les seves habilitats, va encendre un foc minúscul.En: Then, with his skills, he lit a tiny fire.Ca: Les flames van ballar amb la brisa, proporcionant-li una mica de calor i esperança.En: The flames danced with the breeze, providing him with a bit of warmth and hope.Ca: Tot i la situació, Jordi es va sentir sol com mai.En: Despite the situation, Jordi felt lonelier than ever.Ca: En aquell moment de quietud imposada, va reflexionar sobre la seva vida.En: In that moment of imposed stillness, he reflected on his life.Ca: Per què s'allunyava de les persones que estimava?En: Why did he distance himself from the people he loved?Ca: Per què buscava sempre solitud?En: Why was he always seeking solitude?Ca: Mentre les hores passaven lentament, va començar a comprendre que la seva felicitat també depenia dels altres.En: As the hours passed slowly, he began to understand that his happiness also depended on others.Ca: De sobte, un so trencador: veus llunyanes i lladrucs de gossos.En: Suddenly, a breaking sound: distant voices and barking dogs.Ca: Jordi, ple d'esperança renovada, es va aixecar amb dificultat i va cridar amb totes les seves forces.En: Jordi, filled with renewed hope, stood up with difficulty and shouted with all his might.Ca: —Aquí!En: "Here!Ca: Aquí!En: Here!"Ca: Les figures van aparèixer entre els arbres, amb llanternes a la mà.En: Figures appeared among the trees, flashlights in hand.Ca: Maria i Pere, ben equipats amb roba d'abrig, van córrer cap a ell.En: Maria and Pere, well-equipped with warm clothes, ran towards him.Ca: Eren part de l'equip de rescat que el buscava des que la tempesta s'havia intensificat.En: They were part of the rescue team that had been searching for him since the storm had intensified.Ca: —Jordi!En: "Jordi!"Ca: —va exclamar Maria, abraçant-lo amb força.En: exclaimed Maria, embracing him tightly.Ca: Pere va somriure amb alleujament.En: Pere smiled with relief.Ca: Amb el suport dels seus amics, Jordi va ser guiat fora del bosc.En: With the support of his friends, Jordi was guided out of the forest.Ca: Al costat del foc de campament, mentre bevia un cafè calent, va mirar Maria i Pere amb gratitud.En: By the campfire, while sipping hot coffee, he looked at Maria and Pere with gratitude.Ca: —He après una lliçó —va dir Jordi, sentint les paraules brollar amb sinceritat—.En: "I've learned a lesson," said Jordi, feeling the words flow sincerely.Ca: No vull estar més sol.En: "I don't want to be alone anymore.Ca: Necessito vosaltres.En: I need you.Ca: Necessito algú amb qui compartir la meva vida.En: I need someone to share my life with."Ca: Maria i Pere van assentir, contents de tenir el seu amic de retorn, tant físicament com emocionalment.En: Maria and Pere nodded, happy to have their friend back, both physically and emotionally.Ca: Els lligams que Jordi havia descuidat semblaven més forts que mai, i va prometre cuidar-los, conscient de que la vida compartida era més brillant i significativa.En: The bonds Jordi had neglected seemed stronger than ever, and he promised to nurture them, aware that a shared life was brighter and more meaningful.Ca: Aquella nit, el bosc de Montjuïc va tornar a la tranquil·litat, mentre Jordi deixava enrere la seva solitud.En: That night, the Montjuïc forest returned to tranquility, as Jordi left his solitude behind.Ca: Va saber que sempre hi ha una mà amiga esperant per oferir ajuda, encara que la neu caigui amb fúria.En: He knew there was always a helping hand ready to offer assistance, even when the snow falls furiously. Vocabulary Words:cold wind: el vent fredancient oak trees: els roures anticsbranches: les branquesforest: el boscsilence: el silencipeace: la paurestless spirit: l'esperit inquietwoodland terrain: la boscositat del terrenyrefuge: el refuginoisy life: la vida sorollosaconfidence: la confiançavisibility: la visibilitatsnowstorm: la tempesta de neushelter: el refugitiny fire: el foc minúscultrembling hands: les mans tremolosesloneliness: la solitudhope: l'esperançabarking dogs: els lladrucs de gossosrescue team: l'equip de rescatgratitude: la gratitudlesson: la lliçóbonds: els lligamstranquility: la tranquil·litatshared life: la vida compartidahappiness: la felicitatmountain: la muntanyasnowflakes: els flocs de neuwhite blanket: el mantell blancicy air: l'aire gèlid

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Amazon and Microsoft getting hit on lingering concerns over AI's sky-high valuation. What analysts are flagging about the buildout, and what it all means ahead of Nvidia's earnings report tomorrow. Plus Why one analyst says the weakness in health care stocks is a major buying opportunity, the sports betting drama between Draftkings, Fanduel, and the American Gaming Association, and the next move for nuclear stocks after a rough month for the group.Fast Money Disclaimer Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Friends. This week we are talking to Mory Fontanez about her book, "Higher Self: Reclaiming the Power of Your Intuition" and, let me tell you - this book is scratching me right where I itch. I was raised in a world where I was told to DISTRUST the voice inside. Heck, I was even told it was a DEMON that needed to be CAST OUT and sent to the pits of hell. You too? Just me? Anyways - Mory helps those of us who have been disconnected from that voice to reconnect with it so that we can hear and live from the deep wisdom it has to share. We cover a lot of ground in this one - buckle up and ENJOY. SHOW NOTES: MORY FONTANEZ: https://www.moryfontanez.com/ HIGH SELF: https://a.co/d/gtoc8os  MY BOOK: https://www.amazon.com/Emerging-Rubble-Stories-Shattered-Relationships/dp/B0C7T5TJD4/ref=sr_1_1?crid=2B051GGV2WCSI&keywords=glenn+siepert&qid=1700157759&sprefix=glenn+%2Caps%2C399&sr=8-1 SUBSTACK / BLOG: https://whatifproject.substack.com/ ART STUDIO: https://www.whatifproject.net/art EBAY ART: https://www.ebay.com/usr/what_if_project SUPPORT THE SHOW: https://www.whatifproject.net/support

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Compairson happens in all areas of life and score keeping can become a pitfall. But when we actually take a moment to look around what do we see? In this episode we dive into the idea that even when things aren't working out on "our timeline" we are never not right where we need to be even if we can't see it yet. So grab your cup and settle in for an episode with Amanda that will encourage you to be reminded there is no need to measure where you are or what others are doing where you are right where you need to be.

Welcome to HBR News where we give the badger treatment to the news of the week! This week we will be looking at some follow-ups to previous stories, a WW2 veteran speaks of the cost of men's sacrifice, Mamdani assembles an all female cabinet for transition, and more!

• "Time for a bath" parody song filled with daily-life jokes • Talk about wanting a tax refund and inventing "tax-a-tude" • Imagined gas station purchase and March of Dimes donation bit • Self-image jokes comparing to Kim Kardashian, Nicki Minaj, and Beyoncé • Playful "sassy" expressions celebrating confidence • Comedic rap about women's breasts and mock "National Titties Day" • Show intro for "A Mediocre Time with Tom and Dan" • Hosts joking about AI-generated intro music as "AI slop" • Outkast's Stankonia 25th anniversary and evolution of their sound • Dan naming Outkast as a father-daughter favorite • Guest Ross Patchett joins; talks discovering Daft Punk at Pollo Tropical • Discovering Kraftwerk through The Simpsons • Tom recalling Outkast and Wu-Tang in high school and UCF choice • First concerts: NSYNC, Slightly Stoopid, Rush, and Primus • Discussion of Primus' humble new drummer and musicianship • Complaints about watching concerts seated and feeling old • Preview of Bad at Business Beerfest Nov 22—free event, noon start • 600 gift bags, ID required, $20 Yellow Brick Road charity glasses • Gift bag misprint panic with "Uncle Ben" image and Moe sticker fix • Chat calls fiasco classic Tom & Dan chaos; "collector's item" jokes • Full sponsor rundown: breweries, THC seltzers, coffee, plumbing, and Moe's cigar lounge • DJ noon–2, live music after, free Supervillains show at West End • Invite to bring families, pets, strollers—photo ID required to drink • Emphasis: sponsors fund it, no profit, listener thank-you • Tease of Sofas & Suds races the next day • Ross's viral Halloween Labyrinth costume and "Bowie bulge" gag • Sock-stuffing debate and hygiene tangent—feet vs. genitals cleanliness • Viral video ethics: featuring kids, monetization, and consent • Ross reflecting on family content making money and audience judgment • Reminder to enjoy creative recognition without exploitation • Story of spontaneous Halloween leading to contest win and joy • Bowie music tangent and favorite songs shared • Ross's toddler now walking; childproofing procrastination • Talk about inherited performance traits and parenting approaches • Ross preferring sports to teach resilience; golf as "jiu jitsu with clubs" • Dangers of child stardom and peaking too early • Plug for Ross's "Good Sauce with Ross and Joel" podcast • Reflection on doing shows with spouses and oversharing • Dan mentions recent health tests and medical oversharing jokes • Watching WWII documentaries for perspective and comfort • Curiosity toward darker historical footage and preserved WWII stories • Call to talk to living veterans for firsthand history • Tease: performing at Secrets Hideaway; "funny while horny" topic • Tease: Jaguars possibly playing at Camping World in 2027 • Tease: Farmer's Almanac ending after 208 years • Music break: Drain – "Living in a Memory" • Infinity documentary discussion—nausea, awe, and humility • Speculation about AI understanding infinity and multiverse theory • Reading comprehension talk—losing focus on dull paragraphs • Agreement that boredom, not intellect, causes zoning out • Shift to "funny and horny" talk—Ross performing at Secrets Hideaway • Debate over comedians mixing sex and comedy successfully • Examples: Sam Kinison, Rodney Dangerfield, Andrew Dice Clay • Secrets Hideaway's wild, nude comedy atmosphere described • Story of crowd energy and guessing a Lockheed employee onstage • Comparison to 1990s shock comedy style • Curiosity about Oz Perlman's mind-reading with Tom Brady • Discussion of mentalists reading cues and using "outs" in tricks • Reference to hypnotists like Jay Medicine Hat and suggestibility • Candy trick example showing layered outcomes • David Blaine's humility after cursing on radio; redemption performance • Joke about arrogant magician behavior and performer psychology • Blaine handshake trick—card under watch, "under his spell" feeling • Realization that such feats use reading skills and preparation • Comparison of magicians and scam psychics using cold reading • Admiration for Penn & Teller, Kostya Kimlat, and their precision Social Media: https://tomanddan.com/ | https://twitter.com/tomanddanlive | https://facebook.com/amediocretime | https://instagram.com/tomanddanlive Where to Find the Show: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/a-mediocre-time/id334142682 | https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9mZWVkLnBvZGJlYW4uY29tL2FtZWRpb2NyZXRpbWUvcG9kY2FzdC54bWw | https://tunein.com/podcasts/Comedy/A-Mediocre-Time-p364156/ The Tom & Dan Radio Show on Real Radio 104.1: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/a-corporate-time/id975258990 | https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9mZWVkLnBvZGJlYW4uY29tL2Fjb3Jwb3JhdGV0aW1lL3BvZGNhc3QueG1s | https://tunein.com/podcasts/Comedy/A-Corporate-Time-p1038501/ Exclusive Content: https://tomanddan.com/registration Merch: https://tomanddan.myshopify.com/

SummaryIn this episode of 'Your In Depth', hosts Jacob and Evan delve into the complexities of 'Rings of Power' Season 1, Episode 5, titled 'Partings'. They explore the evolving dynamics between the Harfoots and the Stranger, the looming threat of Orcs in the Southlands, and the political intrigues of Numenor. The episode also highlights Halbrand's ambiguous intentions, Galadriel's growth, and the historical tensions between Elves and Dwarves. Through engaging banter and insightful analysis, the hosts provide a comprehensive breakdown of the episode's key themes and character developments. In this episode of the Rings of Power review, the hosts delve into the complex relationships between elves and dwarves, particularly focusing on the tension and humor in their interactions. They explore the quest for mithril and its implications for the elves' survival, as well as the lore surrounding Balrogs. The discussion shifts to the Southlanders and their connection to the orcs, highlighting the preparations for impending conflict. The episode concludes with reflections on character development and thematic elements, particularly the humor and depth of Prince Durin's character.Chapters00:00 Introduction and Host Dynamics02:54 Overview of Rings of Power Episode 505:58 Character Dynamics and Relationships09:06 The Harfoots and the Stranger12:05 The Southlands and Orc Threat15:06 Numenor's Political Intrigues17:52 Magic and Its Manifestations20:59 Foreshadowing and Lore Connections33:27 The Fall of Numenor and Sauron's Deception35:02 Pharazon's Mentality and Numenor's Role39:04 Galadriel's Combat Skills and Elven Hierarchy43:21 Halbrand's Decision and Numenor's Expedition46:00 Foreshadowing and Character Dynamics47:58 Galadriel's Admission of Wrongdoing48:41 Dwarven-Elven Relations and Tensions56:07 Elrond and Celebrimbor's Relationship01:05:20 Theo's Realization and the Key Weapon01:06:13 Sponsorship and Episode Recap01:07:00 The Orcs and Southlanders' Alliance01:08:00 The Key and Its Significance01:08:59 The Southlanders' Decision to Serve Adar01:09:55 The Consequences of Allegiance01:11:02 Preparing for Battle Against the Orcs01:11:57 The Harfoots' Journey01:12:59 The Sword Key and Its Mysteries01:13:59 The Watchtower's History01:14:50 The Dwarves and Their Royalty01:16:04 Location of Ostereth and Its Significance01:18:07 Final Thoughts on the Episode01:19:05 Highs and Lows of the EpisodeKeywordsRings of Power, Episode 5, Harfoots, Numenor, Orcs, Elves, Dwarves, Halbrand, Galadriel, Fantasy, Fictional Universes, Rings of Power, Elves, Dwarves, Mithril, Balrogs, Southlanders, Orcs, Episode Review, Fantasy, Tolkien

From the moment the youngest child was born, strange things followed wherever they went. A shadow in a Halloween mask watched from the closet. Doors slammed in empty rooms. Toys moved on their own. But every time they moved houses, the same spirits came too. The haunting didn't belong to the walls—it belonged to them. In one home, a bubble of light appeared from nowhere, floating in midair before vanishing. Soon after, the family's fortune collapsed. In another house, the youngest saw a black figure standing at the end of the hall, a faceless silhouette they called “The Old Man.” Around him, shadow animals appeared—cats that purred, dogs that brushed against their legs, unseen but somehow alive. But when a voice finally whispered “Help me” and words appeared in a notebook—home, boy, 1914—the truth came clear. The spirits weren't haunting them. They were reaching out, asking to be remembered. This isn't just another real haunting—it's proof that some bloodlines are born between worlds, bound by memory, mystery, and love that refuses to die. #realhaunting #trueghoststory #hauntedhouse #paranormalexperience #ghoststories #supernatural #creepyencounters #ghosts #psychicfamily #shadowfigure #spiritcommunication #unexplained Love real ghost stories? Don't just listen—join us on YouTube and be part of the largest community of real paranormal encounters anywhere. Subscribe now and never miss a chilling new story:

From the moment the youngest child was born, strange things followed wherever they went. A shadow in a Halloween mask watched from the closet. Doors slammed in empty rooms. Toys moved on their own. But every time they moved houses, the same spirits came too. The haunting didn't belong to the walls—it belonged to them. In one home, a bubble of light appeared from nowhere, floating in midair before vanishing. Soon after, the family's fortune collapsed. In another house, the youngest saw a black figure standing at the end of the hall, a faceless silhouette they called “The Old Man.” Around him, shadow animals appeared—cats that purred, dogs that brushed against their legs, unseen but somehow alive. But when a voice finally whispered “Help me” and words appeared in a notebook—home, boy, 1914—the truth came clear. The spirits weren't haunting them. They were reaching out, asking to be remembered. This isn't just another real haunting—it's proof that some bloodlines are born between worlds, bound by memory, mystery, and love that refuses to die. #realhaunting #trueghoststory #hauntedhouse #paranormalexperience #ghoststories #supernatural #creepyencounters #ghosts #psychicfamily #shadowfigure #spiritcommunication #unexplained Love real ghost stories? Don't just listen—join us on YouTube and be part of the largest community of real paranormal encounters anywhere. Subscribe now and never miss a chilling new story:

In Day two of the Fall Practice Period Sesshin, Sensei Kathie Fischer likens sesshin to an artist's colony where each practitioner's work unfolds through the act of doing itself. “Each of us is […]

NEW EPISODE!(EP#80)If you want to support this podcast (Ačiū!!):Support: https://www.patreon.com/c/bmatke Homepage: www.bmatke.comSponsor: www.proballers.com"Dan":Dan Shamir always grew up wanting to be a coach until he became one working his way up from being an Assistant Coach with the arguably the best Euroleague team of all time at Maccabi Tel Aviv in 2003-2006. He successfully became a Head Coach multiple times most recently for the New Zealand Breakers 2019-2022 but was also able to switch back and forth to be an Assistant Coach again for Ettore Messina at CSKA Moscow 2013-14 & Milano 2022-23. He is currently the General Manager at Hapoel Jerusalem, switching roles yet again.Today, I drilled Dan with different questions from the different avenues of his career, especially his mindset of becoming a Head Coach and switching to being an Assistant several times. We also talked about how to build a culture as a GM and what communication as well as standard of integrity has to be set internally. Topics:00:00 - Intro1:13 Memories of working together3:00 Willingness to change roles6:00 Assistant as Maccabi Tel Aviv9:30 Learning from Players / Pressure18:00 Realization as a Head Coach21:41 Staff as a team / Cultivating Trust29:40 ProBallers.com37:09 GM vs Coach46:00 Cultivating a culture54:10 Communication & Club Values1:00:35 Dealing with Agents / Market1:04:45 ATOs

What if the worst chapters of your life could become the foundation for your greatest impact? In this episode, Michael Dash, entrepreneur, author, and self-described "super connector," shares his remarkable journey from 20 years of addiction and a six-year legal battle to becoming a force for connecting entrepreneurs, building meaningful communities, and helping the formerly incarcerated rebuild their lives. Through two pivotal relationships (his entrepreneurial father and spiritual mentor Soleil Rad), Michael discovered how early business training and a transformed prayer practice could unlock his gift for creating life-changing connections. His mission? Bringing like-minded entrepreneurs together to create exponential impact while building the Impact Accelerator alongside Vince Covino and Satya. Michael reflects on how these mentors shaped his path at critical moments and why he believes authentic relationships and community (not transactional connections) are the keys to transforming both business and life.   [00:04:05] What Michael Does: The Super Connector Describes himself as a "super connector" who finds joy in introducing people from his network Runs Live Life Activated retreats focused on aligning entrepreneurs' physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual practices with their vision Has run six retreats over five years, resulting in three businesses, multiple lasting friendships, and relationships formed among participants Currently working with Vince Covino and Satya building the Impact Accelerator: matching impact-driven entrepreneurs with heart-centered investors [00:11:26] Background: From Recruiting to Retreats Spent 20 years in recruiting and staffing, running his own business for 13 years Natural training ground for being a super connector: "basically what you're doing is matchmaking" Lived in Tulum, Mexico for 4.5 years before recently relocating to Austin, Texas Now focused on the Impact Accelerator: training entrepreneurs to receive funding and matching them with investors who want to make an impact beyond just ROI [00:06:53] Connection Success Story: Winner's Circle Heath & Shelly Winter's Partnership: Heath: Tennessee-based entrepreneur, expert at writing and winning grants Shelly Winter: Served five years in prison for addiction, became #1 salesperson at Microsoft after they initially rescinded her offer due to her record Mission: Helping current inmates train while incarcerated and connecting them with companies willing to hire formerly incarcerated individuals Michael's insight: "Imagine if you were judged your entire life by the worst thing you ever did" Now part of the Impact Accelerator community [00:12:01] The Impact Accelerator Vision Bringing entrepreneurs looking for funding together with impact-driven investors Training entrepreneurs first: MVPs, what to ask for, technical requirements for funding Matching with "heart-centered investors": those who want ROI but also want to make the world better Philosophy: "Take a 10-year plan and make it a three-year plan" through strategic partnerships [00:15:10] The Million Dollar Question: A Key Distinction Michael's Perspective on "Life-Changing" Introductions: Challenges the premise: "I don't believe anybody can change your life except you" "Have I been introduced to people who have shifted my perspective, who have laid out another path that I could travel? Absolutely." Key insight: An experience is only life-changing if you take action afterward "It's really all about what each and every one of us actually does with that experience that can make it life-altering" [00:16:34] Pivotal Person #1: His Father The Entrepreneurial Foundation: Father was an entrepreneur who trained Michael from age 8 Worked in father's retail store and import/export business (collectibles: Swarovski, Baccarat, Waterford, Royal Doulton) Learned about sales, relationships, and "schmoozing" as a child Michael's reflection: "At the end of the day, they did the best with what they had" Their connection was through entrepreneurship and sales [00:19:08] Pivotal Person #2: Soleil Rad The Spiritual Transformation: Met in Tulum, Mexico while Soleil was running men's groups Men's work focused on expressing challenges, confronting shadows, sharing darkest secrets, and celebrating wins Reframed prayer as a partnership with God, not begging "Looking at God as a business partner": giving gratitude, asking for what you want, then showing God you're taking action [00:20:39] The Prayer Practice That Changed Everything Michael's New Approach: Training to be grateful throughout the day: for food, home, even rejections and setbacks "Be grateful the person just turned down the business deal. Be grateful I just got cut off. Be grateful the police pulled me over." Attitude of gratitude that "retrieves" the nervous system Philosophy: Training your vessel to receive the light from God [00:24:23] Kevin's Perspective: The Holy Spirit Connection Being a Vessel: Kevin shares story of Marcus Polls telling him: "This work you do is the Holy Spirit working through you" Realization that super connecting is about allowing yourself to be a vessel "Every conversation I have, I'm just here to be me and be the best steward I can" Partnership with God/Holy Spirit/Universe changes perspective on connecting [00:28:21] The Philosophy of Divine Connections Michael's Belief: "The right people are being brought to me for a reason. I don't need to know the reason now." Flow and keep building without attachment to knowing why Accomplishing more together than any individual can alone [00:30:41] Michael's Book: Chasing the High Chronicles his 20-year addiction journey and six-year legal battle Shares entrepreneurship journey and how he turned his life around Available on Amazon and Audible (Michael narrates the audiobook himself) Fair warning: "If you can handle a Jersey accent for four hours, get it on Audible" [00:31:37] Advice for the Shy: Step Into the Magic For Those Who Hesitate: Fear is what holds back the magic of connection If you're intimidated by someone, that's even MORE reason to introduce yourself Our minds are powerful: we can convince ourselves of anything (good, bad, or ugly) Honor your intuition: If it tells you to speak to someone, go speak to them Opening Questions That Work: Instead of "What do you do?" or "Where are you from?" Try: "What brings you joy in life?" Lead with inquisitive questions, not what you do If you struggle with questions, use ChatGPT for help [00:33:15] The Power of Questions Kevin's Story: At San Diego event, asked someone a question and spent the entire 15-minute break listening Person apologized for not learning anything about Kevin They became very good friends That same trip led to starting the Million Dollar Relationships Podcast KEY QUOTES "I don't believe anybody can change your life except you." - Michael Dash "Looking at God as a business partner." - Michael Dash "The right people are being brought to me for a reason. I don't need to know the reason now." - Michael Dash "Step through that fear because that fear is what holds back the magic." - Michael Dash CONNECT WITH MICHAEL DASH

In this episode of Louisiana Unfiltered, Kiran Chawla sits down with Ellie Kousoulas, a survivor of domestic violence who shares her story of Courage, Growth and redemption during this Domestic Violence Awareness Month.Chapters02:00 Introducing Ellie: A Survivor's Journey04:00 The Beginning of Domestic Violence07:38 The Turning Point in Their Relationship11:08 A Controlling Environment15:43 Understanding the Victim's Profile18:16 The Road to Isolation21:08 Escalating Abuse and Control23:59 The Realization of Danger29:15 The Impact on the Children32:45 The Breaking Point44:02 Finding the Strength to Leave50:20 A New Beginning with Support56:09 The Role of Iris in Recovery