Podcasts about emeric mccleary

Important personal announcement you must know. Plus my heart is laid bare in this solo episode. Deeply vulnerable insight into my past. I talk about how my Macho upbringing fights with crying. My personal head trash shows itself.  You'll learn why science says crying and orgasms produce similar healthful results. Makes perfect sense. And there's more. Not So Many Bullets Aristotle on Crying Why I’m Not Supposed to Cry What Crying and Orgasms Have in Common Macho Macho Man I Made Myself Lie to Her Tears of Joy Exponential Emotional Growth Washington Irving on the Power of Tears Personal Announcement Thanks for listening and understanding. If you’d like to know more about my personal announcement, email me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com May Your Heart Be Filled with Peace. Let’s talk soon. My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary

Vulnerable ruminations. In this solo episode, I come up for air, pull my personal curtains open, and expose my latest vulnerable ruminations. Is there hope on today’s horizon? Find out. Bulletations Ruminate Like a Boss Socially Distant Hugs Withholding Affection—Ouch Life is Obstacles Mentally Exhausted Man Champion Enabler How To Black Out Like a Pro Tattoo Yourself Like a Jailhouse Artist Do You Ever Get to Fall Apart? Hot Donuts at Night Exercising My Heart Carbohydrate Palooza Tons O’ Hope Beauty in Life Thanks for indulging me. Are you ruminating? You can tell me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com If you like the podcast, please tell someone you feel might like it too. Would you take 2 minutes to help the widowed? You can help the widowed decide if the podcast makes sense for them. Because it’s raw and real and, This Ain't Your Grandma's Grief Group. Here's how. Please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. Merely tap the highlighted link to get to the review part. Hug a Loved One. Let's talk soon. ~ Emeric My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary

Heart-bared grand finale of The Phoenix is a Poet with my widowed guest co-host, poet, and Renaissance Man, Barry Johnson. If you haven’t listened to parts 1 and 2, please do that first because you don’t want to be lost. In this episode, Barry and I rock-on with our late-night chat. We hit heaps of heavy head trash hindrances. You’ll hear: Are you enough? Enough to date. Good enough. Attractive enough. Manly enough. Enough. What a Praying Mantis taught Barry about Life. Can you ever be comfortable in your own skin? We discuss parting with your late spouse's belongings. Clothes. Intimate belongings. The Harley Davidson motorcycle. Why Barry can’t part with his late spouse Beverly’s perfumes.  Late 2019, early 2020— Barry is dying. You’ll hear Barry read the Good-Bye poem he wrote to his daughter Megan. Barry wrote the poem just hours before he answers the phone call that forever changes his life. And there’s more… Bullets What I Learned from a Praying Mantis Don’t Use This Reason to Date Write Poems to Help Others Do Men Want to Be Desired? The First Touch from a Woman Giving Her Clothes Away…Quickly Why I Kept Her Perfumes My Wife’s Harley Davidson Leather Chaps, Britches Optional Comfortable with My Own Death Good-Bye Poem to My Daughter Poem Reading: Soldier’s Lament I Got the Call F#&k It—I’m Going to Live! Living for Two—New Liver Delivered The Serenity Prayer Sometimes Life Kicks You in the Nuts Barry the Renaissance Man There’s Hope You’re Not Alone This is Emeric and thanks for listening. You know the My Spouse Died Too podcast is raw and real and This Ain't Your Grandma's Grief Group. So, if you get value listening to the My Spouse Died Too podcast, please tell someone you feel might get value too. I love your emails. I read them. Email me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com Now, be grateful, even for the smallest thing. Peace. Love. Hope. My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary

Welcome to part 2 of The Phoenix is a Poet with widower Barry Johnson. If you haven’t listened to part 1, please do that first because it gives you a terrific context. In this episode, Barry and Emeric continue their open-heart conversation. You'll discover the number one reason why you should really keep a journal. The sensuous-ethereal-sex-dream that became Barry’s first poem. Deep dark places. Dating conundrums. Finding meaning.And you won’t want to miss Barry’s mesmerizing voice as he reads his poems, and so much more. Bulletos Why I Really Write in My Journal The Sex Dream: How I Wrote My First Poem Poem Reading: A Lover Visits Blood Rushes Through Didn’t Answer the Phone for 72 Hours Crying in Bed—3 Days Straight Pretending to Be Content Sweet Sweet Sweet Mourning Song Poem Reading: Again Grief: The Gift That Keeps on Giving? Freeway of Emotions— Unlimited Lanes Missing the Things Nobody Knew Can You Find Meaning in The Dark? Knockin’ on Heaven’s Door (Thank Bob Dylan) Hurricane Grief Squashed Feelings 101 What Her Letter Said First Date: Good Woman, Bad Timing Relationship Expiration Date Barry the Romantic Renaissance Man Thanks for listening. I hope you join Barry Johnson and me for part 3, the grand finale of The Phoenix is a Poet, because surprises await you! If you like the My Spouse Died Too podcast, please tell someone you feel might like it too. Would you take 2 minutes to help the widowed? You can help the widowed decide if the podcast makes sense for them. Because it’s raw and real and, This Ain't Your Grandma's Grief Group. Here's how. Please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. Merely tap the highlighted link to get to the review part. Your emails are my fuel. Email me at  myspousediedtoo@gmail.com My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary

This is a story of unconditional love. Widowed poet Barry Johnson details how he met Beverly, the love of his life. They couldn’t have kids but had the courage, when most couples balk, to adopt Megan, a beautiful young girl who for years was stuck in Kentucky’s foster-child system. All Megan ever wanted was a Mom. Tragically, Beverly dies. Megan is nineteen, and Barry must forge ahead as a newly minted widower and single Dad. But there’s a cruel twist because Barry will die too, unless this one thing happens. Your Bullets Once Upon a Time We Met at Work Beverly was Everything You Hoped For Beverly’s Tender Delicate Heart Kids for Adoption How We Adopted Megan When the Last Door Closes Barry is a Poet “L” Carved on My Chest She Died. Then I was Dying Grief Ambush Hit Me Hard, Years Later Therapist Said I Never Grieved Barry the Phoenix That First Night Alone The Trauma Echo Why I was Angry How Much Worse Could It Get? Thanks for Listening. Please join us for part 2 of The Phoenix is a Poet with Barry Johnson. If you like the podcast, please tell someone you think might like it too. Would you take 2 minutes to help the widowed? You can help the widowed decide if the podcast makes sense for them. Because it’s raw and real and, This Ain't Your Grandma's Grief Group. Here's how. Please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. Merely tap the highlighted link to get to the review part. I love your comments. Email me at  myspousediedtoo@gmail.com My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary

“People will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel,”  Maya Angelou said. In this solo episode, I share 5 quality of care stories. Even though my wife Donna passed away in 2013, I’ll never forget how these people made me feel. Stories about two doctors, plus Toni the nurse, and Maggie the speech therapist. And how the Head of Neurology at Ohio State University Medical Center finally learned, from yours truly, why you should never serve a dying patient the hospital roast beef supper. This is dedicated to the selfless medical professional caregivers and support teams who don’t settle for average performance. Few Bullets Maya Angelou Where are the Cheerleaders? High School Musical Dr. David O’Malley— Gyn Oncologist Dr. James Elder — Brain Surgeon How Do You Boil Water? Hospital Roast Beef Supper Toni the Nurse Maggie the Speech Therapist Thanks for Listening. What’s your quality of care story? Tell me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. If you like the podcast, please tell someone you feel might like it too. Would you take 2 minutes to help the widowed? You can help the widowed decide if the podcast makes sense for them. Because it’s raw and real and, This Ain't Your Grandma's Grief Group. Here's how. Please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. Merely tap the highlighted link to get to the review part. My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary

How long will you shield your broken heart? High-risk first real kiss. How many kisses does it take to reduce your head trash? How many licks does it take to get to the Tootsie Roll center of a Tootsie Pop? How an average widower even considers going gay. Why you should make amends now. Should you grow a big pair before it’s too late? Diverse dating deeds. Why you should never date this kind. Why I called Steve judgmental. Am I too judgmental because I called Steve judgmental? And more galore. Absorb the twenty-one almost clever bullets, if you dare. Twenty-One Almost Clever Bullets First Kiss Head Trash Get By With a Little Help from Your Friends Grow a Pair? Why They Won’t Stop Judging You Who Are The Gossip Mongers? Divorcee Puts Out Bat-Signal How You Get Trolled Do Your Kids Really Tell You Everything? Is It Always the Man’s Fault? One and Dones Was I the Rebound Guy? Organic Dating Who NOT to Date Why Men Buy Playboy What’s Aerosmith? Dating a Much Younger Person Judgy Comments Marvin Gaye Sex Anthem Are You Promised Tomorrow? Fulfill Yourself. Do This Everyday You Are Not Alone Thanks for Listening. If you like the podcast, please tell someone you feel might benefit. Would you take 2 minutes to help the widowed? You can help the widowed decide if the podcast makes sense for them. Because it’s raw and real and, This Ain't Your Grandma's Grief Group! Here's how. Please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. Merely tap the highlighted link to get to the review part. Can you help me? Because I look for ways to improve. What other podcasts do you listen to that might be like this one or even not like this? Tell me via email at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. What are you feeling right now? Send me a note at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary

Widower Steve Jacobs tells us why—after 9 years since his spouse Sheila passed away—why he still attends widowed grief group dinners. Tips to avoid gossipy neighbors. Why Tampons confuse dads. Asking your late-spouse for advice. Friends with benefits, and tons more. This is part 2 of 3. If you haven’t listened to part 1, please do so for Steve’s Once-Upon-a-Time story.   Bullet Points Nine Years Since How to Avoid Gossipy Neighbors Goofy Things People Say You Can’t Know How I Feel Can You Expand Your Empathy? Your Loss is Your Loss Does It All Suck? Raising Teenage Daughters Without Mom Tampon Challenged Fathers Homemade Zoo Two Daughters Getting Married Lesson for a Potential Son-In-Law No Bed, No Bang? Are You This Kind of Listener? Comfort Them with Material Things When Should You Use the “D” Word? Secret Dates Friends with Benefits Grief. Intimacy. Guilt. Thanks for listening. Join us for part 3. Steve tells us, after his spouse died, what his first real kiss with another woman was like. How an average widower considers turning gay. Fix your relationships now. How to grow a pair before it’s too late. More dating escapades and why I called Steve judgmental. Am I judgmental too?   Join us again in part 3. If you like the My Spouse Died Too podcast, please tell a widowed friend. Would you take 2 minutes to help the widowed? You can help the widowed decide if the podcast makes sense for them. Because it’s raw and real and, This Ain't Your Grandma's Grief Group. Here's how you can help. Please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. It takes about 2 minutes. On the main podcast screen, if you scroll, you should be able to find the Ratings & Reviews section. You can tap to use a star rating and you can also leave a written review. I love your emails.  Send me a note at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Peace! Let’s talk soon. My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary

Steve and Sheila are in their 40’s. Gifted teen daughters and son. Solid jobs. Lovely home. The good life is on cruise control. Then one day without a hint—life blows-up. Join me and my widowed guest co-host, Steve Jacobs, in this man-to-man multipart conversation. Read These Riveting Bullets Once Upon a Time Police said “Minor Accident.” We Did Everything We Could Fix That Issue Before Someone Dies She Was the Cougar The Foggy Year Were There Signs? Sadly, Most Women Have This Playing Mommy’s Impossible Role Let’s Get the Routine Going Fresh Meat for the Lions Only the Good Die Young-Billy Joel Says Maybe You’ll Know After You’re Dead Who Has a Cleaning Man? The Greatest Worry Each Day Thanks for Listening. Join us for the next part. Steve tells us why nine years after becoming widowed he still goes to widowed grief group dinner parties. And tons more. If you like the My Spouse Died Too podcast, please tell someone you think might benefit. You can hear the podcast almost anywhere you listen to podcasts. Would you take 2 minutes to help the widowed? You can help the widowed decide if the podcast makes sense for them. Because it’s raw and real and, this Ain't Your Grandma's Grief Group. Here's how. Please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. Merely tap the highlighted link to get to the review part. Can you help me? Because I look for ways to improve. What other podcasts do you listen to that might be like this one or even not like this? Tell me via email at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Thanks in advance. What are you sinking about? Tell me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary

FORBIDDEN EPISODE — Please Don’t Listen if you can get arrested for the mere mention of Jesus, or if Jesus triggers you. How my faith impacts my grief.  My simple uncluttered belief system. How I got here. How I stay. This is not a sermon. Call it a testimonial. Please ponder. Los Bullets Drink the Kool-Aid Are You a Jeezus Freak? Luggage Loaded Label Prejudices Make Sense Wooden Biblical Cruise Ship Once Upon a Time The Cult (not the band, dang) Child-like Belief Silicon Valley Jesus YouTube and the Bible Peace Patience Wisdom Discernment Thanks for Listening. I pray God grants you Peace, Patience, Wisdom, and Discernment. Carry on! If you like the podcast, please tell someone you feel might benefit. Would you take 2 minutes to help the widowed? You can help the widowed decide if the podcast makes sense for them. Because it’s raw and real and, it Ain't Your Grandma's Grief Group. Here's how. Please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. Merely tap the highlighted link to get to the review part. Can you help me? Because I like to improve the podcast. What other podcasts do you listen to that might be like this one or even not like this? Tell me via email at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Thanks in advance. What’s on your mind now? Send me a note at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary

Paige and I continue our late-night foray. Should you marry for convenience?  When you’re ancient and have no helpful family around, should you marry someone just so you’ll have a nurse? The #1 best way to die: why getting hit by a big truck is a bad option. A Mom’s warmhearted wisdom for her widowed daughter. Paige reveals her scary basement incident. Crooked ear crystals (not like the healing crystals you buy in Berkeley). A not-so-common sex position, and mucho mas. ‘Mucho mas’ is Spanish for a 'lot more.' Mas Bullets Convenience Marriage Eighty and Alone. Now What? #1 Best Way to Die Coming and Going Wink Wink The Oncoming Osteo Pandemic Punch My Neck If I Say This Paige’s Scary Basement Incident Dazed and Confused Crooked Ear Crystals— Hello Sedona? Uncommon Simple Sex Position Mom’s Wisdom for Her Widowed Daughter Live Long Like a Boss Leaving the Old Neighborhood Hope for the Future Thanks for Listening. If you like the podcast, please tell someone you feel might benefit. Would you take 2 minutes to help the widowed? You can help the widowed decide if the podcast makes sense for them. Because it’s raw and real and, it Ain't Your Grandma's Grief Group. Here's how. Please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. Merely tap the highlighted link to get to the review part. Can you help me? Because I look for ways to improve. What other podcasts do you listen to that might be like this one or even not like this? Tell me via email at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Thanks in advance. What’s on your mind now? Send me a note at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary

Now almost seven years after our respective spouse's deaths, Paige Wilson and I debate finding meaning and purpose. We ponder pandemic personal practices: why do some people wear a mask, and some don’t seem to give a sh*t. Are stay-at-home orders a welcome warning or a lonely look into your future? And much more. Please enjoy this meandering late-night jabber, with my widowed guest co-host Paige Wilson. Los Bullets My Flock of Seagulls Hairdo Poopy Personal Pandemic Practices The Selfish Man Why Won't You Wear a Mask? We All Like Certainty He Who Has a Why… Where to Find Meaning Why I Podcast Forget Meaning, I Want Him Alive! Down Syndrome Parent Circle My Oxygen Thanks for listening. I hope this episode nudges you to think about meaning and purpose. Coming up in part 2, Paige and I continue our late-night foray. We ponder marriage for convenience.  When you’re an old fart, and you have no helpful family around, should you marry someone just so you’ll have a nurse? Maybe a paid escort is a better value? Why getting hit by a big truck is a bad option. And Paige’s scary basement incident. I love getting emails. What’s on your mind? Send me a note at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com What other podcasts do you listen to that might be like this one or even not like this? Tell me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Peace, Love, Hope My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary

Tasty head trash-filled episode picks up right where we left off in part 1. Commitments and playing it safe because of your fear of getting hurt again, your fear of not being (fill-in-the-blank) enough, your fear of all your head trash. Why you should accept grief as part of you. Situational Quarantining: Are you a cheater? Too late. Or is it too soon for a boob job? What will you miss about the pandemic? Can you grieve and be happy? And a whole lot more. Imagine you are quarantined with us. Enjoy this tasty rambler with my widowed guest co-host Sherri Rose. Decent Bullets Quarantined: Why My Gray Roots Won Commitment without Commitment Playing It Safe I Just Want to Be Me Stay True to Yourself Too Late for a Boob Job? COVID Shaming Mamaw Papaw Poo Poo Poppy The Truth About Quarantine Widows If My Spouse Were Here…He’s Not! Therapists for Therapists? Why I Enjoy Pandemic Stay Put Orders Sometimes I Still Can’t Believe He’s Gone Grief is Part of Me Now Don’t Worry, Be Happy (and Grieve Too) Your Best Days Ahead Thanks for listening to this last part of ‘Pain Lessens Over Time.’ Can you help me? Because I look for ways to improve. What other podcasts do you listen to that might be like this one or even not like this? Tell me via email at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Thanks in advance. David my son. His passion. Provocative. Whimsical. Edgy. Light. Dark. David repurposes and makes one-of-a-kind clothes, shoes, and accessories. David’s website:  https://www.davidleondesigns.com God Bless You and Your Family, ~ Emeric My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary.

Sherri Rose confesses a death-induced funky phobia. How grief pain really feels as the years roll-on. Why you might want a phony wedding ceremony. Irrational widow wackiness, actionable Stoic wisdom, and tons more. Read These Bullet Points Sex Kitten Velvet Voice Each Year Gets Better Honor My Spouse with a Cheeseburger? Details We Didn’t Know Anxious Anticipation Why I Like April Again Confess The Funky Phobia Exiting the Cave Sh*t, There’s Emeric! Seneca the Younger (Stoicism) “I DO” Means Baggage The Bachelorette Being Single Isn’t a Death Sentence Make Believe Matrimony Thanks for listening. I love your emails. Ask a question. Make a Comment. Share. Email me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com . I mention my son and how he designs and makes original and repurposed clothes, shoes, and accessories. This gives him hope, healing, and meaning. Here’s his website:  https://www.davidleondesigns.com Do you consider yourself helpful? Please consider helping the widowed. Here’s how. Leave a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. It takes less than 2.5 minutes and you help the widowed decide if the podcast might make sense for them because this Ain’t Your Grandma’s Grief Group! Merely tap the highlighted link to get to the review part. Thanks for your help, ~ Emeric My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary.

Want to Feel Normal? Emeric and returning guest co-host Tim Schneider unpack the blindly accepted words ‘Normal’ and ‘New Normal.’ But what do those words really mean? We dig deep to discover the hidden desire behind the word normal. A desire you long for? Maybe. We: Discuss our hang-ups, debate God of the Christian Bible,  COVID-19,  we ponder “what counts as sex.”  And did Tim ask God for a lap dance? You decide. Plus generous advice for the freshly widowed. And so much more. Fairly Decent Bullet Points Feeling Normal Again? Unhappiness vs. Uncertainty Emotional Interstate COVID-19 Rocks vs. Leaves vs. Toilet Paper Drive Home Meltdown Did She Get Lucky? Always Working Through It The Certainty God Things Bad Sh*t Happens Sympathetic vs. Empathetic Thinking with The Right Head Soul Feeding Beer Six Feet Apart Thanks for listening. I love your emails. Ask a question. Make a Comment. Share. Email me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Some day, you’ll be able to simply leave a voice message at https://www.myspousediedtoo.com Might you consider yourself helpful? Would you take 2 minutes to help the widowed? You can help the widowed decide if the podcast makes sense for them. Because it’s raw and real and, it Ain't Your Grandma's Grief Group. Here's how. Please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. It takes about 2 minutes. Merely tap the highlighted link to get to the review part. Thanks for helping, ~ Emeric My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary.

In this episode, I discuss my biopsy, and every crazy thought my mind conjures the moment I answer a phone call. It's my doctor’s office calling with biopsy results. Terror. Flashbacks. Reminisce. Ruminate. Lessons and more. The Bullet Points Dreaded Phone Call My Biopsy Results Parents Die Before Kids Telling The Kids — Flashback! Are You Fit for Duty? Mommy is Dead. My Turn? Smells Like The Beach SPF - Did They Lie to Us? French Cut Bikinis. Hello 1970’s. Little Surfer Girls How to Make a Frankenstein Face Phantom of The Opera How to Ruminate Like a Pro Got Orphans? How I Gave My Van to a Stranger COVID-19 Connection Thanks for listening. Help the widowed.  Here’s how.  Please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. It takes less than 2.5 minutes and you help the widowed decide if the podcast might make sense for them. Merely tap the highlighted link to get to the review part. Thanks for helping, ~ Emeric My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary.

Emeric and Tom finish the Loss of Innocence marathon! If you haven’t listened to parts 1 through 4, please listen to those first, otherwise, you’ll miss out on the Once-Upon-a-Time back story. In this final episode, you’ll hear:  Why Tom avoids therapy. Battling anger. Can you choose joy? Why home projects never get completed. Heroic generous cousins. Why Tom’s daughter might be related to Harry Houdini. Cathartic family group crying. And tons more! Final Bullet Points Everything Methodical Tom’s Dad’s Ironic Eerie Death Grief Hasn’t Caught Up to Me Battling Anger What is Victorious? The Nightmares Ferris Bueller Wisdom Cathartic Crying Grandma Can’t Text Can You Outsource It All? Do You Choose Joy? Closest Thing to a Mom Who’s a Flight Risk? Disappearing Act: Tom’s Daughter Selective Emotional Numbing: Brené Brown Peel The Joy Onion Christmas Train in June Joy in Fixing Sh*t I’m honored and humbled you’ve taken the time to listen. How are you doing, right now? This very moment. Let me know (I won’t judge). Here’s my email myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Please consider helping the widowed. Here’s how. You can help the widowed decide if the podcast makes sense for them. Because this Ain’t Your Grandma's Grief Group, some people are uncomfortable with our raw conversations. So, please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. It takes less than 2 minutes and you help the widowed decide if the podcast might make sense for them. Just tap the highlighted link to get to the review part. Thanks for helping, ~ Emeric My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary.

Pandemic: Early Spring in the Northern Hemisphere, the year is 2020 and that means no matter where you are in the world, you and your loved ones are in the midst of pandemic from COVID-19, also known as the Wuhan Corona Virus. From the bottom of my heart, I hope the My Spouse Died Too podcast gives you a brief diversion. I pray God gives you patience, peace, wisdom, and discernment. In this episode, Tom struggles with not having spent a quiet moment with his just passed wife Tina. Now, 8 years later, if Tina can hear Tom, what might Tom tell her, and if Tina can answer, what might Tom ask? Tom describes his freak wedding ring accident. Seeing Joy through the cracks. How Tom’s heart melted. The unexpected counterintuitive question you’ll want to ask yourself in front of a mirror. Your answer might uplift, confuse, or crush you. The good news is, you get to choose. And that’s bitchin'! Important Bullets: How My Wedding Ring Hung Me Why I Didn’t Hold Her One Last Time Last Moment with My Wife What I’d Tell My Late Spouse If She Could Hear What I’d Ask My Late Spouse If She Could Answer Can Life Be More Beautiful? Why Fun Feels Artificial Dr. Jordan Peterson - How to Find Beauty in Life Camp Joy - Maggie’s Promo Video Link Winter Warlock and The Choo Choo How She Melted My Heart Cinderella Steven Curtis Chapman Joy…I Felt It Before Express Gratitude Thanks for listening. You can help Camp-Joy continue the same work that helped Tom’s daughter Maggie. Here’s the website link so you can donate:   Camp-Joy.org. Here's Camp Joy - Maggie's Promo Video Link. How is COVID-19 affecting you? Tell me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Please consider helping the widowed. Here’s how. You can help the widowed decide if the podcast makes sense for them. Because this Ain’t Your Grandma's Grief Group, some people are uncomfortable with our raw conversations. So, please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. It takes less than 2 minutes and you help the widowed decide if the podcast might make sense for them. Just tap the highlighted link to get to the review part. Thanks for helping, ~ Emeric My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary.

Tom and Emeric keep going in part 3 of ‘The Loss of Innocence.’ You’ll discover what Tom Verst stole from Tom Hanks. What happens when Tom is in the middle of a sh*t storm, and his stable predictable job of 23 years is terminated? Feeling stuck, God stuff, Brené Brown, and tons more. Messy Random Bullet Points What We Stole from Tom Hanks More Dragons to Slay Who Should You Blame? A Test with No Grades Muslim Conundrum Brené Brown 50/50 Unqualified to Parent It’s What Defines You Chinese Water Torture Does Death Shape Kids? 1st Year Naiveté 5th Year Digression Chest Deep in Quick Sand Lost My Job Now I’m Scared! Spin One More Plate How Much Can One Man Take? My Job Placement Counselor Thanks for listening. I love your emails. Why might you be listening? Tell me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Please consider helping the widowed. Here’s how. You can help the widowed decide if the podcast makes sense for them. Because this Ain’t Your Grandma's Grief Group, some people are uncomfortable with our raw conversations. So, please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. It takes less than 2 minutes and you help the widowed decide if the podcast might make sense for them. Just tap the highlighted link to get to the review part. Thanks for helping, ~ Emeric My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary.

Tom Verst and Emeric McCleary continue with part 2 of ‘The Loss of Innocence.’ We talk about PSDD (Post Spousal Death Disorder), watching your kids heal, the stress and difficulty of always putting your kids first, waiting for elusive calm, neglecting yourself, not ready-to-date, and much more. Bullets to Ponder Daughter Graduates-Now What? Escape from Momhood Checking-Off the Boxes Consumed by the Current First Four Years Sucked She Laughed, After 4 Years She Was Cutting Herself? PTSD and PSDD- WTF Birds and Bees Fear Not a Good Father Waiting for Calm Thanks for listening. I love your emails. Ask a question. Make a Comment. Share. Email me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Please consider helping the widowed. Here’s how. You can help the widowed decide if the podcast makes sense for them. Because this ain’t your Grandma's grief group, some people are uncomfortable with our raw conversations. So, please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. It takes less than 2.5 minutes and you help the widowed decide if the podcast might make sense for them. Merely tap the highlighted link to get to the review part. Thanks for helping, ~ Emeric My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary.

The unthinkable happens. Tom Verst joins Emeric in a heart-wrenching, heart-melting conversation. Tom and his spouse Tina had 3 kids under the age of 13. The youngest requires special care and attention. And always will. Tina ran the household.  Tina was the manager of nearly….everything. Then one warm spring day…the unthinkable happens. In this episode, Tom painstakingly shares what happens when your young healthy spouse in an instant, is…gone. In a matter of minutes, Tom’s life goes from bliss to utter chaos. Who does what now? Who steps into what roles? Feeling like an imbecile. Selfless courage. The loss of innocence, and so much more. Bullet Points Once Upon a Time Mommy Did It All The Hammock You Gotta Do This! Maggie and the Cordless Phone Losing My Daughter Too Zest for Life…Gone What’s in the Red Folder? Crashing and Burning The First Christmas Thanks for listening. I love your emails. Ask a question. Make a Comment. Share. Email me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com . Some day, you’ll be able to simply leave a voice message at https://www.myspousediedtoo.com Do you consider yourself helpful? if no, I won’t judge. If yes, please consider helping the widowed. Here’s how. Please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. It takes less than 2.5 minutes and you help the widowed decide if the podcast might make sense for them. Merely tap the highlighted link to get to the review part. Thanks for helping, ~ Emeric My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary.

Emeric’s pre-marital sex snag stumps widowed guest co-host Paige Wilson. We also talk about grieving what hasn’t happened, zero energy, how your kids really learn about sex (awkward conviction), excuses to be reckless, intolerance for complainers,  hope, silver linings, and much more. Bunch o’ Bullets: Who's Getting Married Again? Sex Before Marriage Controversy Happy with Companionship Father-Daughter Dance Grieving What Hasn’t Happened Not the Best Parent Running on Empty Crockpot vs. Crackpot Brothers Protect Sister A Date with Voldemort What's in the China Cabinet? Excuse to be Reckless Virginity Renewal Giving Away His Stealth Crutches Woo-Whoo! Don’t Date the Po Po Thanks for listening. Send me a note at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com . Some day, you’ll be able to simply leave a voice message at https://www.myspousediedtoo.com If you ever thought how you can help the widowed, here's one way: Because this podcast ‘Ain’t your Grandma’s Grief Group!’ So, please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. It takes less than 2 minutes and you help the widowed decide if the podcast might make sense for them. Merely tap the highlighted link to get to the review part. Thanks for helping, ~ Emeric My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary.

Paige Wilson and Emeric continue with part 2 of 'Pretending to Be Happy.'  We riff about grudges, explore if the Batchelor Show can kill you, stupid life insurance advice, family members too busy to visit the one who is dying, leaving your youngest kid far away at university, lingering guilt, things your spouse couldn’t say to your face, and a whole lot more. The Bullet Points: Life Insurance No One Mentions AWOL Family Support It's What Makes You Human Grudges Really Grind? Brain Seared Images Can the Batchelor Show Kill You? Stupid Sh*t People Say Paparazzi Driven Ambulance Be Alert to the Beauty in Life Can You See a Silver Lining? Baby Goes to University Sell the House Guilt Lingers What He Couldn’t Tell Me Thanks for listening. Do you consider yourself helpful? If so, here’s how you can help the widowed. Please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. It takes less than 63 seconds and you help the widowed decide if the podcast might make sense for them. Merely tap the highlighted link to get to the review part.  You know, this ain't your Grandma's grief group! Thanks for helping, ~ Emeric Drop me a line, judgment-free at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com . My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary.

Warning: Not for the faint of heart. Paige Wilson joins Emeric for an untold confidential chat. Paige shares private heart-wrenching details hardly anyone knows… so nightmarish… unimaginable, even by Quentin Tarantino. Paige describes her late husband Marc’s diagnosis, his barbaric treatment plan, and demonstrates how love, faith, and hope sustain you when most humans cower and crumble. Listen to how Paige was faced with Marc’s ultimate request, and how Paige treaded those ethical waters. Paige’s ability to navigate amongst the horror and yet conjure the courage to continue shows a side of humanity most will never experience. Bullet Points to Ponder: Once Upon a Time Selfless Dentist…My Husband Marc Phantom Pain Huh? Tricking the Brain Full-Length Mirror Cirque du Soleil Duke University Shocking News I Sold the Dental Practice You Have No Idea Pretending to Be Happy Hospice Nurse Breakdown Like a Horror Flick Morphine Roulette He Wanted Me to End It The Angel of Death The Fabulous Nun Thanks for listening. If you enjoy the podcast, would you please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes? It takes less than 63 seconds and you help the widowed decide if the podcast might make sense for them. Merely tap the highlighted link to get to the review part. Thanks in advance, ~ EmericThanks for listening. You can ask or comment, judgment-free. Email me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com Some day, you’ll be able to simply leave a voice message at https://www.myspousediedtoo.com  My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary.

Barb Flynn and Emeric finish the final episode of “I Love You Too, Babe.” We rip-off the bandage and jump headfirst into dating, why Barb wanted to date, using a “wingman” (ignore this at your own risk). We discuss feelings of guilt and things you wish your spouse would’ve said to you. Who are you, now? Forcing yourself to do things and activities, relying on others or not, The Smash Party, and so much more... Bullety Bullet Points: In Case I Disappear Daughter Fixes Mom’s Dating Profile Ted Bundy-ish Concerns What’s a Wingman? Dating a Non-widowed Person Making Out…Like Teenagers Proper Manners Who Are You, Today? Bad Ass Handywoman Panic at the Disco- Party Anxiety Lonely in a Room Full of People Sucking it Up Forced Independence Feeling Empowered. No B.S. Asking People for Help The Smash Party Thanks for listening. Barb Flynn’s pottery studio in the Cincinnati Ohio USA area is thepotteryplacecincy.com Would you like to help the widowed decide if the podcast might make sense for them? No judgment if you say “no.” And if you’d like to help, here’s a fast simple way how: Please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. It takes less than 63 seconds. Merely tap the highlighted link, then scroll to get to the ratings and review part. Thank you, ~ Emeric I love your comments, observations, and questions, so email me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Some day, you’ll be able to simply leave a voice message at https://www.myspousediedtoo.com My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork Copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary.

Barb Flynn and I continue with part 2 of “I Love You Too, Babe." Our conversation meanders around supernatural signs from the beyond, lessons on running your business with calamity on your back. Face it, when your spouse dies, you are now the sole decision-maker. “Widow brain” irrational decisions, why Barb really decided to put their home on the market. What it feels like to purge years of accumulated stuff. And more! Out-of-Order Bullet Points: Supernatural Signs - Weird or Normal? 1st Year Nothing Seems Real Widow Brain Decisions They Always Say…Who’s They? Running a Business in a Sh*t Storm The Invaluable Staff I Had to Compartmentalize Nighttime is the Hardest Is 2nd Year Worse Than 1st? Deciding to Sell Our Home The Great Purge-Feeling Good Yet? Darren’s Favorite Coffee What’s in Darren’s Box? Barb Flynn’s Pottery Studio in the Cincinnati Ohio USA area is thepotteryplacecincy.com Thanks for listening. You can ask, judgment-free, something you might not ask in a grief group.  Email me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com . Some day, you’ll be able to simply leave a voice message at https://www.myspousediedtoo.com Would you like to help the widowed? No judgment if you say No. And if you’d like to help, here’s a fast simple way how: Please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes. It takes less than 63 seconds and you help the widowed decide if the podcast might make sense for them. Merely tap the highlighted link to get to the review part. Thanks in advance, ~ Emeric My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary.

Barb Flynn joins Emeric for a heart-felt chat. Barb details late husband Darren’s sudden-strange symptoms, devastating diagnosis, and roller-coaster treatment quest. You’ll hear what Barb and her family did to keep things cobbled together on their surreal ride, and how her husband Darren wanted everyone, even at the worst moments, to have a good time. Bullet Points for You: Scratch Like a Monkey Too Much Garlic? You Have 6 to 8 Months Opening a New Business Acts of Love The Will to Hike Visiting Colleges Let’s Just Do It Nike! Still Not Believing No Sleep ’til Brooklyn So Pissed at Me When You’re Given Two Choices Hospice vs. Non-Hospice Docs Fill-In-The-Blanks Funeral Template Spirit In The Sky A Toast With Scotch Don’t Tell the Priest! Thanks for listening. You can ask and comment judgment-free, something you might not do in a grief group. Email me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com  . Some day, you’ll be able to simply leave a voice message at https://www.myspousediedtoo.com If you enjoy the podcast, would you please consider leaving a short review on Apple Podcasts/iTunes? It takes less than 63 seconds and you help the widowed decide if the podcast might make sense for them. Merely tap the highlighted link to get to the review part. Thanks in advance, ~ Emeric My Spouse Died Too podcast, images, logos, artwork copyright © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary. Music and lyrics © 2019-2020 by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary.

Emeric details his grief ambush, rumination, asking real questions, finding meaning and the unexpected beauty in life. Random Bullet Points: Grief Wipe-Out Game Oops, I Did It Again Self-Ambush, Huh? Ruminations Flip Grief the Bird? Hanging in There, WTF! Wonder Bread Answers Be Alert When Suffering Forget Nemo, Find Meaning My Prayer for You Thanks for listening. You can ask, judgment-free, something you might not ask in a grief group, email me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Some day, you'll be able to simply leave a voice message at https://www.myspousediedtoo.com Music and lyrics by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary. Copyright 2020 All rights reserved.  

Emeric and his Sister, Vickey Chalumeau, record a mind-blowing episode. Vickey married three times, widowed two times, and her U.S. Marine son, while deployed to Iraq, gave the ultimate sacrifice. Vickey opens-up about what Emeric never knew: Con-man husband. CIA conspiracy. Not giving up. Grieving multiple losses. Sunny the psychic. Personal baggage. How to find happiness and a whole lot more. These Bullet Points are Not Click Bait: How to Find Happiness The Marriage Triple Crown Sunny the Psychic Said So I wanted #1 Husband to Disappear #2 was a Con Man Was it Homicide? 3 Weddings 3 Funerals Crushing On a Priest My Sister, The Nun? Losing a Child: My Marine Son Loving Again, Again, and Again Aborted Grief He was Like Ted Bundy Very Interesting, But Shtupid Feeling Joy Again Everybody Has Baggage Caution to the Wind Did His Staff Just Propose to Me? Single vs. Available Just Say Yes, Fix it Later? Grieving the Ex Waiting vs. Choosing to Feel Joy Dancing Queen taps.org 800-959-TAPS (8277) Tragedy Assistance Program for Survivors. “Caring for the Families of America’s Fallen Heroes” Thanks for listening. You can ask, judgment-free, something you might not ask in a grief group, email me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Some day, you'll be able to simply leave a voice message at https://www.myspousediedtoo.com Music and lyrics by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary. Copyright 2020 All rights reserved.

Emeric shares explicit dreams about his late spouse Donna. What might they mean?  Disappointment.  Regret.  Redemption. You’ll discover what every woman really wants to hear. A hard lesson for men. A hint for women.  Hope is here. Random Points, Incomplete: How Did She Look? That's What She Said Cruel Irony Chicken Legs One of My Regrets How I F'd Up Looking Good, Not Good Looking What Every Woman Wants to Hear Thanks for listening. Ask a question, judgment-free, something you might not ask in a grief group, email me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Some day, you'll be able to simply leave a voice message at https://www.myspousediedtoo.com Music and lyrics by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary. Copyright 2019-2020 All rights reserved.

Julie Metzger joins Emeric for beers on the couch in this courage-filled grief talk including permission to date, toxic judgment from others, awkward first kisses,  freaky coincidences, and stupid questions men ask. Julie’s blog: https://www.returningthegift.org Random Discussion Points: Who's Your Sword Today? Being Alone, Again Grief Group Romance Widow's Date Night First Kiss A.D. (After Death) Got Permission to Date? Dating Too Soon? Who's Judging Who? Your Timing is Yours What if He Could Hear You? Beautiful Grief Thanks for listening. Ask a question, judgment-free, something you might not ask in a grief group, email me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Some day, you'll be able to simply leave a voice message at https://www.myspousediedtoo.com Music and lyrics by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary. Copyright 2019 All rights reserved.

Julie Metzger joins Emeric for an intimate eve chat in Julie’s very cool hipster home, curled up on a big comfy couch, drinking beer. Gobs covered, plus: Why Julie decided to do what she did with their home. Sentimental purge. Do you get to fall apart? Who gave you the sword to face your dragons? Random bullet points, almost inclusive: Once Upon a Time Bull in a China Shop We Worked Well Together The Lung Spots. Not a Punk Band. But, His Brother Just Died! Can Coincidences Be Lovely? Courageous Boys Too Soon to Move? Grief Ambushes You Manage Grief. Or Let it Crush You The Hero's Journey Santa Claus Goes Fishing Julie’s blog: https://www.returningthegift.org Thanks for listening. Ask a question, judgment-free, something you might not ask in a grief group, email me at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Some day, you'll be able to simply leave a voice message at https://www.myspousediedtoo.com Music and lyrics by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary. Copyright 2019 All rights reserved.

Imagine the smell of your late spouse's signature scent. What memories show up for you? But what do you do with those not-empty, bottles, sprays, and tiny vials?  Reminisce with me for a late-night mellow meander.  Listen for the small confession and shameless what-ifs. WARNING: You might feel the same white-lie guilt. Some episode bullets intended to amuse you: Al Pacino: Scent of a Woman Smells Like Honeymoon, Not Teen Spirit Shameless What-Ifs If It Smells Like Pine-Sol... Chanel No. 5 Didn't Smell That Good Your Books Should You Give Away the Fave? Ruminate with Me Got Balls? Maybe Wear Your Spouse's Cologne? A Respectful Good-Bye.  Hmmm. Thanks for listening. If you would like to ask a question, something you wouldn't dare ask in a grief group, email me, judgment-free, at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Coming soon, you'll be able to simply leave a voice message at https://www.myspousediedtoo.com Music and lyrics by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary. Copyright 2019 All rights reserved.

Sherri Rose joins Emeric in a vulnerable, R-rated, thought-provoking grief and hope talk. Riffing on a ton o’ topics, plus how it’s “still weird”, brazen dating stuff, what tomorrow might mean, and a courageous, yet a controversial way for you to manage grief. Some of the Click Bait Worthy Conversation Bullets: How Do You Feel...Today? Mr. Mom Are You On The Market? The Prom Dresses Things Your Spouse Will Miss Shameless Tease: Maintenance Below Your Eyebrows Why Aren't You Married? Feels Kinda Weird...Still Living Under the Ayatollah: User's Guide Grief is a Gift? Are You Set in Your Ways? Separate Beds, Like Ricky and Lucy Thanks for listening. If you would like to ask a question, something you wouldn't dare ask in a grief group, email me, judgment-free, at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Coming soon, you'll be able to simply leave a voice message at https://www.myspousediedtoo.com Music and lyrics by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary. Copyright 2019 All rights reserved.

Emeric McCleary and Tim Schneider cover a ton in this hope-filled heartfelt session for you. Enjoy this Grand Finale Part 3 of 3. Totally Incomplete Conversation Bullets Three Dog Night The Buttcrack of Dawn - Who's Dawn? Who Takes Care of You? 5 Stages of Grief - LOL The First Christmas - How Many Trees? Anticipation. Thank You Carly Simon What If She Could Hear Me? Another Weird Thing Smelling Her T-Shirts Streaking (Running Naked Like the 70's) Thanks for listening. If you would like to ask a question, something you wouldn't dare ask in a grief group, email me, judgment-free, at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Coming soon, you'll be able to simply leave a voice message at https://www.myspousediedtoo.com Music and lyrics by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary. Copyright 2019 All rights reserved.

Emeric McCleary and Tim Schneider continue the caffeine-fueled laughter and heartfelt discussion. Enjoy Part 2 of 3.  Incomplete Conversation Bullets Dead Spouse Poster on Mantel Non-negotiable Dating What Facebook Post? Becoming a Monk: How to Make a Fruitcake What's Normal? The "D" Word: She's (dead) Going Lesbian? Here, Trigger, Trigger, Trigger Bi-Polar Emotions Midnight at Walmart Cheatin' Scandal? Thanks for listening. If you would like to ask a question, something you wouldn't dare ask in a grief group, email me, judgment-free, at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Coming soon, you'll be able to simply leave a voice message at https://www.myspousediedtoo.com Music and lyrics by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary. Copyright 2019 All rights reserved.

Join me, Emeric McCleary, and my widowed guest co-host Tim Schneider, as we drink too much coffee in Tim's man cave. Quick Incomplete Discussion Summary Once Upon A Time Get Out of Jail Free Card Romp Under the Kitchen Table  Her Gym Shoes The Flashbacks Starting All Over What's in the Mason Jar? Thanks for listening. If you would like to ask a question, get something off your chest, or just ramble, email me, judgment-free, at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Coming soon, you'll be able to simply leave a voice message at https://www.myspousediedtoo.com Music and lyrics by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary. Copyright 2019 All rights reserved.

When you decide to give away your late spouse's purses, each purse tells a story. Join me, Emeric McCleary, for a late-night In-My-Closet recording. Quick Incomplete Summary Mi Closet es Su Closet Simon & Garfunkel No Front Teeth Tampon Man Buns Biscoff Cookies (this is the correct spelling) Weighing Memories What's in Your Wallet? Thanks for listening. If you would like to ask a question, get something off your chest, give advice, or just ramble, email me, judgment-free, at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Coming soon, you'll be able to simply leave a message at https://www.myspousediedtoo.com Music and lyrics by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary. Copyright 2019 All rights reserved.

Join me, Emeric McCleary, and my widowed guest co-host Sherri Rose, as we riff over wine.  Quick Incomplete Discussion Summary Once Upon A Time Who Was There for You? Do You Get Something Out of Being Mad? Acts of Love. Or Not. Pasta Again? Almost Disappeared  Who Ghosted Who Just Say No Yes Eating After Death Third Wheel Flat Tire Invitational Fatigue Is There Hope?  Thanks for listening. If you would like to ask a question, get something off your chest, or just ramble, email me, judgment-free, at myspousediedtoo@gmail.com. Coming soon, you'll be able to simply leave a message at https://www.myspousediedtoo.com Music and lyrics by Emeric McCleary and Elena McCleary. Copyright 2019 All rights reserved.

The My Spouse Died Too podcast gives you hope, so you can heal, find love again, and give grief the middle finger. You're not alone, because My Spouse Died Too. My name is Emeric McCleary. I'm your host. Join me and our widowed guests. This ain't your Grandma's grief group!