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    Mueller, She Wrote
    DC Special Grand Jury (feat. Joyce Vance)

    Mueller, She Wrote

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 16, 2026 71:15


    The Justice Department's Office of Legal Counsel (OLC) put out a new opinion expanding the definition of executive privilege to cover up the administration's corruption. A former employee of the Southern Poverty Law Center has been arrested in California on charges that she oversaw secret payments to informants inside of white supremacist groups. Donald Trump has appealed to the 11th Circuit asking them to halt the sanctions imposed by Judge Williams in Miami over the president's lawsuit against the IRS. Joyce Vance joins us to discuss the special grand jury empaneled by DC US Attorney Jeanine Pirro. Plus listener questions. Do you have questions for the pod or something for HITMEINTHEHEADWITHABAT?https://formfacade.com/sm/PTk_BSogJ Check out other MSW Media podcastshttps://mswmedia.com/shows/ Follow AGMueller, She Wrote SubstackMueller She Wrote on Blueskyhttps://twitter.com/MuellerSheWrotehttps://twitter.com/dailybeanspodMore from Andrew McCabeThe Real McCabe on Substack@therealmccabe.com on BlueskyThe Threat: How the FBI Protects America in the Age of Terror and Trump This Show is Available Ad-Free And Early For Patreon and Supercast Supporters at https://patreon.com/thedailybeansOr when you Subscribe on Apple Podcastshttps://apple.co/3YNpW3P Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

    Bigfoot Eyewitness Radio
    We Saw a DogSquatch! - Bigfoot Eyewitness Episode 550

    Bigfoot Eyewitness Radio

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 15, 2026 59:05 Transcription Available


    Tonight's guest, Scott Brusch, is a cohost of the Cryptid Wrangler Podcast and the creator of a Facebook group called “Urban Bigfoot.” On the Cryptid Wrangler Podcast, Scott and his fellow cohosts discuss a wide variety of cryptid-related topics. His Urban Bigfoot Facebook group provides a place for Sasquatch eyewitnesses to discuss their experiences, talk about Sasquatch-related topics, and share evidence.Scott has been fascinated by Sasquatch since he was 6 years old. While he's had several interesting experiences over the years, including experiences involving a 9-footer in Athens, Ohio, with his fiancée in 2023, his most memorable experience happened one night last summer, while he was filming a Facebook Live session in the field.That was the night Scott and the viewers watching his livestream witnessed something he calls a “DogSquatch” walk by, just 40 feet from him.We hope you'll tune into tonight's show and listen to Scott recount that remarkable experience, as well as several other experiences he's had over the years.If you'd like to check out Scott's The Cryptid Wrangler Podcast, which we hope you will, please visit…https://www.youtube.com/@DanielWilliams-x7c/streamsTo check out the Urban Bigfoot Facebook Group, please visit…https://www.facebook.com/groups/1879126049176702/members/adminsIf you've had at least one Sasquatch sighting and would like to be a guest on the show, please go to BigfootEyewitness.com and let me know. I'd love to hear from you.If you'd like to help support the show, by buying your own Bigfoot Eyewitness t-shirt or sweatshirt, please visit the Bigfoot Eyewitness Show Store, by going to https://Dogman-Encounters.MyShopify.comI produce 4 other shows that are available on your favorite podcast app. If you haven't checked them out, here are links to all 4 channels on the Spreaker App...My Bigfoot Sighting https://www.spreaker.com/show/my-bigfoot-sighting Dogman Tales https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/dogman-tales--6640134Dogman Encounters https://www.spreaker.com/show/dogman-encounters-radio_2 My Paranormal Experience https://www.spreaker.com/show/my-paranormal-experience Thanks, as always, for listening!

    Dogman Encounters Radio
    The Most Terrifying Cryptid You Could Come Across - Dogman Encounters Episode 662

    Dogman Encounters Radio

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 15, 2026 68:11 Transcription Available


    Tonight's guest wishes to remain anonymous, so I'm going to call her “Nicki” on tonight's show. Nicki lives near the foothills of the Appalachian Mountains. That's by design, not by chance. You see, she's always loved spending time in the outdoors. In fact, for the longest time, one of her favorite things to do was take her massive Husky/Lab mix, Steel, to a nearby reservoir, close to a place called “Lycan Loop,” where the two of them would go on nice, long hikes together.Nicki and Steel loved hiking there so much that she had taken him to the reservoir well over 100 times. Then, one day, in spring of 2019, everything changed. That was the day Nicki and Steel had an encounter with a Dogman at the reservoir.Unfortunately, the experience traumatized Nicki so much that she stayed away from the reservoir for four years. We hope you'll tune in to tonight's show and listen to Nicki share what happened that day. If you've had a Dogman encounter and need help or would like to be a guest on the show, please go to https://DogmanEncounters.com and submit a report. I'd love to hear from you.Premium memberships are now available! If you'd like to listen to the show without ads and have full access to premium content, please go to https://DogmanEncounters.com/Podcast to learn how to become a premium member.If you'd like to help support the show, by buying your own Dogman Encounters t-shirt, sweatshirt, tank top, or coffee mug, please visit the Dogman Encounters Show Store, by going to https://Dogman-Encounters.MyShopify.comIf you've had a Sasquatch sighting and would like to be a guest on My Bigfoot Sighting, please go to https://MyBigfootSighting.com and submit a report.I produce 4 other shows that are available on your favorite podcast app. If you haven't checked them out, here are links to all 4 channels on the Spreaker App...Dogman Tales...  https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/dogman-tales--6640134My Bigfoot Sighting...  https://spreaker.page.link/xT7zh6zWsnCDaoVa7 Bigfoot Eyewitness Radio...  https://spreaker.page.link/WbtSccQm92TKBskT8 My Paranormal Experience https://www.spreaker.com/show/my-paranormal-experience Thanks for listening!

    Real Crime Profile
    #628: 628|A Brutal Murder in the Outback- "Outback Terror" part 2

    Real Crime Profile

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 14, 2026 42:18


    Jim and Kathy continue their interview Dr. Mark Harrison about the new documentary concerning the 2001 attempted abduction of Joanne Lees, the homicide of her boyfriend Peter Falconio, and the renewed search for his remains.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

    Bigfoot Eyewitness Radio
    The Primal Signals Bigfoot App - Bigfoot Eyewitness Episode 549

    Bigfoot Eyewitness Radio

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 14, 2026 51:43 Transcription Available


    Normally, to be featured on the show, as a guest, you need to have had at least one Sasquatch sighting. Tonight's guest, Michael Fitzhugh, hasn't had a sighting, though. The reason why he's here is to talk about an app he created to aid Sasquatch investigators and casual researchers. The app is called “Primal Signals” and it's packed with features that would be useful for anyone who has a Sasquatch sighting, in the field, or comes across physical evidence.On tonight's show, Mike's going to tell us all about the app, including its features and benefits. We hope you'll tune in and listen to him do that.If you'd like to purchase the app, please visit…PrimalSignals.AppIf you have any questions about the Primal Signals App, Mike can be reached at…PrimalSignals56@gmail.comIf you've had at least one Sasquatch sighting and would like to be a guest on the show, please go to BigfootEyewitness.com and let me know. I'd love to hear from you.If you'd like to help support the show, by buying your own Bigfoot Eyewitness t-shirt or sweatshirt, please visit the Bigfoot Eyewitness Show Store, by going to https://Dogman-Encounters.MyShopify.comI produce 4 other shows that are available on your favorite podcast app. If you haven't checked them out, here are links to all 4 channels on the Spreaker App...My Bigfoot Sighting https://www.spreaker.com/show/my-bigfoot-sighting Dogman Tales https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/dogman-tales--6640134Dogman Encounters https://www.spreaker.com/show/dogman-encounters-radio_2 My Paranormal Experience https://www.spreaker.com/show/my-paranormal-experience Thanks, as always, for listening!

    Renegade Talk Radio
    Episode 923: Alex Jones Trump Admits Strategic Defeat In Iran, Returns To Previous Successful Policy Of Siege Ignoring Netanyahu Demands For Total War

    Renegade Talk Radio

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 13, 2026 120:19


    Trump Admits Strategic Defeat In Iran, Returns To Previous Successful Policy Of Siege Ignoring Netanyahu Demands For Total War! Trump Admin Has “Ordered” Israel To Stop Attacking Lebanon As Huckabee Accuses Israel Of “Horrific Acts Of Terror

    MiedoScopeMx
    Historias de Miedo Agosto 12 de 2026 COMO TUMBAR BRUJAS

    MiedoScopeMx

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 13, 2026 95:15 Transcription Available


    No te pierdas los directos de lunes a viernes 10 pm Transmitiendo desde Cd Mante Si quieres hacer tu Donación PayPal: julio_azuara@hotmail.com ADQUIERE LAS ENTRADAS A LOS SHOWS EN VIVO AQUI: https://sl1nk.com/ve0w4cc COMPRA MIS LIBROS AQUI: HISTORIAS DE SUCESOS PARANORMALES PARA LEER EN EL BAÑO: https://a.co/d/c0aMiuw LA CASA GRIS: https://a.co/d/2KGSTUq UNA OPORTUNIDAD: https://a.co/d/53ykau0 EL SALTO: https://a.co/d/5XM3vtY EL BOLAS DE ORO: https://a.co/d/fR0i0SI ⭐️ Únete a nuestras Redes Sociales ⭐️

    Skreeonk! A Godzilla Movie Marathon
    Terror of Mechagodzilla (1975) with Henshin J

    Skreeonk! A Godzilla Movie Marathon

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 13, 2026 129:33


    It's the final Godzilla film in the Showa era, the first (and only!) Godzilla film written by a woman, the final film Ishirō Honda directed, and the last Godzilla movie Doug has never seen! Jazz aka Henshin J joins us for Godzilla's final battle against Mechagodzilla and a cyborg story that is also a deeply trans story. We talk about Katsura's queer but tragic journey (even though her dad is a cartoonish mad scientist dressed like Colonel Sanders), the floppy-headed Titanosaurus who did nothing wrong, the darker "back to basics" edict, how writer Yukiko Takayama was ahead of her time, and how this movie invented both the trans flag and Team Rocket.Find more of Jazz's work as Henshin J.Cover art by: Samantha Richardson⁠Bluesky⁠ | ⁠Redbubble⁠Check out Glitterjaw's new variety feed, Glitterjaw Presents!⁠⁠⁠Part of⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠The Glitterjaw Queer Podcast Collective⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Cover Art Gallery⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ | ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Patreon⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ | ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Discord⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Email: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠skreeonkpodcast@gmail.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Theme song:⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠"BIO WARS - Synth Cover" by Kweer Kaiju⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Sources include: Godzilla: The First 70 Years by Steve Ryfle and Ed GodziszewskiIshirō Honda: A Life in Film, from Godzilla to Kurosawa by Steve Ryfle and Ed GodziszewskiWikizilla

    Relatos do Além
    "VI O ANTIGO DONO NO ESPELHO" (História de Terror REAL)

    Relatos do Além

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 13, 2026 16:36


    Receios Obscuros
    Histórias Reais de Terror - JAPÃO (Pt. 3)

    Receios Obscuros

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 13, 2026 17:03


    Como assim? Mais uma parte do Japão? Exatamente! E olha que tem muita história sinistra ainda para contar, se vocês gostarem eu trago mais do Japão no futuro. Comentem!

    MiedoScopeMx
    Historias de Miedo Agosto 11 de 2026 TELEPATIA

    MiedoScopeMx

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 12, 2026 92:26 Transcription Available


    No te pierdas los directos de lunes a viernes 10 pm Transmitiendo desde Cd Mante Si quieres hacer tu Donación PayPal: julio_azuara@hotmail.com ADQUIERE LAS ENTRADAS A LOS SHOWS EN VIVO AQUI: https://sl1nk.com/ve0w4cc COMPRA MIS LIBROS AQUI: HISTORIAS DE SUCESOS PARANORMALES PARA LEER EN EL BAÑO: https://a.co/d/c0aMiuw LA CASA GRIS: https://a.co/d/2KGSTUq UNA OPORTUNIDAD: https://a.co/d/53ykau0 EL SALTO: https://a.co/d/5XM3vtY EL BOLAS DE ORO: https://a.co/d/fR0i0SI ⭐️ Únete a nuestras Redes Sociales ⭐️

    Moser, Lombardi and Kane
    8-12-26 Hour 1 - JK Dobbins banged up or not?/Warriors on Xmas Day? Really?/KC's reign of terror is done

    Moser, Lombardi and Kane

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 12, 2026 45:46 Transcription Available


    0:00 - JK Dobbins left practice with a soft tissue injury the other day, then returned to practice the next day. He was chirping at the media about our "injury prone" narratives. So, is he healthy or not? Should he even see the field during the preseason? Or should be bubblewrap him?19:49 - The Nuggets are playing the Warriors in the late slot on Christmas Day. Denver absoLUTEly deserves a Christmas Day game. They're a good enough team to earn that honor. But the Warriors? They're old and bad. There's only ONE reason they made the cut: Wardell Stephen Curry.36:26 - The Kansas City Chiefs' reign of terror is officially OVA. The offensive juggernaut we once knew ain't comin back. 

    Sister Act 40k
    Terror of Tacoma

    Sister Act 40k

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 12, 2026 99:44


    Scott returns from the 200 player GW Tacoma Open with a 5th placing for generalship and best overall! Mitch invites blessed show regular Brendan McKenzie to help interview Sister Act 40k's indomitable cohost. We talk through both the Tacoma run as well as Scott's earlier 5-0 first place finish at the Battle for the Capital. Brendan worked very closely with Scott on the lists, making for a fascinating and sharp conversation on the list evolution between the 2 events, the theory behind the unit choices and how to play Priority Assets. Scott also does a walkthrough of thirteen games across both events, and then tackles a whole host of Patreon questions. Enjoy!

    REDE (Relatos Desclasificados)
    La Bajeza De La BRUJA: La Anciana Que Venía Por Nosotros - Historias De Terror - REDE

    REDE (Relatos Desclasificados)

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 12, 2026 66:14 Transcription Available


    ¡ Rápido ! Suscríbete y activa la campanita.Se parte de la comunidad REDE.ENVIAME TUS HISTORIAS A: relatosdesclasificados@gmail.comSÍGUEME EN FANPAGE: https://bit.ly/33H3Og3SÍGUEME EN INSTAGRAM: https://bit.ly/3dgiBmd

    Lugares misteriosos
    3 Historias Aterradoras en Parques de Diversiones Abandonados | Historias de Madrugada

    Lugares misteriosos

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 12, 2026 24:02 Transcription Available


    ¿Alguna vez has sentido que alguien te observa desde las sombras de una montaña rusa oxidada?En este episodio de #HistoriasDeMadrugada, nos adentramos en el silencio sepulcral de los parques de diversiones que alguna vez estuvieron llenos de risas y ahora solo albergan ecos del pasado.Exploraremos los testimonios más aterradores de guardias de seguridad y exploradores urbanos que se atrevieron a entrar en estos recintos tras el anochecer.Prepárate, apaga las luces y acompáñanos a descubrir qué sucede cuando las luces del parque se apagan para siempre, pero algo decide quedarse.¿Tienes alguna experiencia propia en un lugar abandonado? Cuéntanos en los comentarios, te estaremos leyendo en la oscuridad.Conviértete en un supporter de este podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/lugares-misteriosos-casos-paranormales-y-crimenes-reales--4744170/support.

    Receios Obscuros
    Histórias Reais de Terror - JAPÃO (Pt. 2)

    Receios Obscuros

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 12, 2026 13:48


    É gente, não tem como fugir. O Japão é a terra do terror e é claro que ele voltaria aqui pelo quadro. Sinto que exploramos pouco, tem muuuitos relatos bizarros de lá ainda para serem contados. Bom episódio para vocês!

    Harold's Old Time Radio
    (110) Escape - The Rim of Terror

    Harold's Old Time Radio

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 12, 2026 29:31 Transcription Available


    (110) Escape - The Rim of TerrorBecome a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/harold-s-old-time-radio--4206392/support.

    Tremble – Three Angry Nerds
    Tremble Ep 395: Nosferatu (2024)

    Tremble – Three Angry Nerds

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 12, 2026


    Kurt, Taylor, and Steve explore Robert Eggers' Nosferatu, breaking down its haunting visuals, Gothic atmosphere, and Bill Skarsgård's chilling Count Orlok. The crew compares the film to previous adaptations while discussing its stunning craftsmanship and whether it deserves recognition as one of the finest modern horror films.

    The Way I Heard It with Mike Rowe
    498: Bill Whittle—Communism for Dummies

    The Way I Heard It with Mike Rowe

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 11, 2026 93:28


    What exactly is communism—and why has it failed so spectacularly everywhere it's been tried? Bill Whittle has spent years answering those questions, and in this episode, he makes the case in a way that's hard to misunderstand. Bill is a writer, filmmaker, and political commentator whose work includes Empire of Terror, a detailed examination of the history and ideology of communism. Here, he breaks down the fundamental differences between individualism and collectivism, explains how free markets actually work, and makes the case for capitalism and the constitutional republic that makes it possible. Using simple analogies, memorable examples, and plenty of common sense, Bill tackles some very complicated ideas without burying them in complicated language. Why does individual freedom matter? Why do markets work without a central planner telling everyone what to do? And what happens when a government decides that the collective is more important than the individual? If you've ever wondered why capitalism works, why communism doesn't, or how the two systems actually differ in practice, Bill Whittle has a few answers—and he makes them surprisingly easy to understand. Big thanks to our terrific sponsors PureTalk.com/ROWE—Switch your phone service today and enjoy your first three months of talk, text, and data for just $15 a month regardless of which plan you choose. NetSuite.AI/MIKE—The #1 Cloud ER. If your revenues are at least in the seven figures, try NetSuite Nextfor FREE. AuraFrames.com—Named the #1 digital picture frame by Wirecutter. Use code MIKE to get $35 off select frames plus FREE shipping. Digs.com/MIKE—Less rework. Less confusion. And a much smoother build experience for homeowners. Get 40% offyour first 3 months

    Being Human
    Episode 291: OCPD and Scrupulosity: How the Worship of Rules and Control Leads to the Loneliness of Certainty

    Being Human

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 11, 2026 45:26


    Certainty feels like safety. But you can only ever be certain alone — and the life you build on control slowly becomes a lonely one. In week two of the series on OCPD, Dr. Greg explores why we reach for control when trust feels dangerous — and how the certainty we build to feel safe ends up costing us the very relationships it was meant to protect. Key Topics: Why the certainty that makes you feel safe is the same thing that leaves you alone How a rule can feel safer than a person — because a rule never changes its face Why the control you use to protect the people you love can drive them straight into the danger you feared How devotion can quietly turn into a contract with God instead of trust in Him Why trying harder to get it perfect is the pattern itself, not the way out of it Learn More: Previous episode in this series — OCPD Part 1: Ep. #290: "I'm Only Loved When I'm Perfect": The Lie Fueling Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder Join us at the Summit of Integration this October in Dallas — launching the Year of St. John Paul II Faith of the Fatherless: The Psychology of Atheism by Dr. Paul Vitz — on how wounded trust in a father can shape our capacity for faith Person and Act — St. John Paul II's (Karol Wojtyła's) philosophical work on the acting person, and the personalist heart of this episode Stop Walking on Eggshells by Paul Mason & Randi Kreger — the book on borderline patterns Dr. Greg references Start of the Being Human series on the Antisocial Defense Patterns: Ep. #281: Control or Be Controlled: The Devastating Wounds Behind Antisocial Behavioral Patterns Start of the Being Human series on the Borderline Defense Patterns: Ep. #269: BORDERLINE: The Push-Pull Between a Fear of Abandonment and Annihilation Start of the Being Human series on the Histrionic Defense Patterns: Ep. #274: To Be Loved Is to Perform: Inside the Histrionic Compulsion for Attention and Validation Start of the Being Human series on the Dependent Defense Patterns: Ep. #265: Jerry Maguire, Gollum, and the Fear of Not Existing Start of the Being Human series on the Narcissistic Defense Patterns: Ep. #261: Narcissism and the Terror of Being Ordinary Need help? Schedule a free CatholicPsych consultation. Want to help? Learn more about our Certification in Professional Accompaniment. Follow Us on Socials: Instagram | Facebook | YouTube | Twitter (X) | LinkedIn

    MiedoScopeMx
    Historias de Miedo Agosto 10 de 2026 LUNES DE HISTORIAS DE MIEDO

    MiedoScopeMx

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 11, 2026 92:07 Transcription Available


    No te pierdas los directos de lunes a viernes 10 pm Transmitiendo desde Cd Mante Si quieres hacer tu Donación PayPal: julio_azuara@hotmail.com ADQUIERE LAS ENTRADAS A LOS SHOWS EN VIVO AQUI: https://sl1nk.com/ve0w4cc COMPRA MIS LIBROS AQUI: HISTORIAS DE SUCESOS PARANORMALES PARA LEER EN EL BAÑO: https://a.co/d/c0aMiuw LA CASA GRIS: https://a.co/d/2KGSTUq UNA OPORTUNIDAD: https://a.co/d/53ykau0 EL SALTO: https://a.co/d/5XM3vtY EL BOLAS DE ORO: https://a.co/d/fR0i0SI ⭐️ Únete a nuestras Redes Sociales ⭐️

    El Filip
    UN FINAL ATERRADOR CON SOLO 12 AÑOS- Heather O'Rourke

    El Filip

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 11, 2026 57:53


    Heather O'Rourke se convirtió en una estrella mundial gracias a POLTERGEIST, pero su vida terminó trágicamente cuando tenía solo 12 años. Diagnósticos médicos, una muerte inesperada y la inquietante “maldición” que rodeó a la película. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See https://pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

    21st Century Wire's Podcast
    UKC News: UK Deep State's Terror Factory + Leipzig Drone Deception

    21st Century Wire's Podcast

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 11, 2026 63:28


    This program was broadcast on Friday August 7, 2026. Here are the main stories… The UK's 'PREVENT' strategy: Preventing or stoking extremism? Cambridge University's DEI debacle vs Bristol U's persecution of David Miller Iran: War Fatigue and Trump's Strait nightmare Nukes: Increasing in US and UK Leipzig Drone deception: Fallout from 'Russian' incident. With special guest Dirk Pohlman, journalist author and filmmaker Wes Streeting: Under fire from fraudster linked donation Online Safety: Meta in trouble Cost of Living and War: People are now noticing the connection In Case You Missed It: Basil's weekly news round-up Hosts Patrick Henningsen, Mike Robinson and Basil Valentine with Friday's end-of-week news round-up. 

    The Backstory with Patty Steele
    The Backstory: Terror and Survival at 24,000 Feet

    The Backstory with Patty Steele

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 11, 2026 7:49 Transcription Available


    Almost 40 years ago, the roof of a jetliner blew off at 24,000 feet. Amazingly, after a harrowing 13 minutes, the pilots managed to land the plane safely. All but one person survived. This was the flight that changed airline safety forever. Feel free to DM me if you have a story you’d like me to cover . . On Facebook it’s Patty Steele and on Instagram Real Patty SteeleSee omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

    YORDI EN EXA
    Martes de Terror - 11 Agosto 26

    YORDI EN EXA

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 11, 2026 27:19


    Raiza Reveles y la Sociedad de las Pesadillas presentan su colección de objetos poseídos, desde una muñeca que concede deseos hasta entidades que exigen respeto absoluto. Escucha el aterrador relato de su investigación en la casa más vieja de México, donde incluso los más escépticos terminaron en lágrimas ante lo inexplicable.See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

    Fake Geek Girls - A Critical Look at Pop Culture
    Episode 214 – Alien Franchise – Part Two

    Fake Geek Girls - A Critical Look at Pop Culture

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 11, 2026 110:47


    All of those notes we had about ecofeminism and capitalism came in handy, because it’s time for part two (the last part) of our episodes on the Alien franchise! Join us as we tackle Prometheus, Alien: Covenant, Alien: Romulus, and Alien: New Earth. Some Sources You Might Find Interesting: “Alien, The Thing” and the Principles of Terror by Douglas Fowler Between A Rock And A Hard Place by Vivian Sobchack “Prometheus” in Excavating the Future: Archaeology and Geopolitics in Contemporary North American Science Fiction Film and Television by Shawn Malley Fractal Patterns Out of Chaos in Ridley Scott's Alien, Prometheus, and Covenant by Carrie Lynn Evans ‘We Were So Wrong': The Perversion of Male Creation. Motherhood, Fatherhood and Birth in Recent Incarnations of the Alien Series by Amanda Digioia On the ‘Alien: Earth' Set, Everyone Can See You Sweat by Mike Hale ‘Alien: Earth' Review: FX's Sci-Fi Prequel Is an Intriguingly Ambitious, Eventually Thrilling Journey Into the Semi-Known by Angie Han The uses of immortality: Barbie and popular culture by John Hartley Speaking the Monster: Ecofeminism in “Alien” and “Aliens” by Eleanor Johnson Prometheusby Thomas Doherty “The Future Is Female: Bateson, Benjamin and How Women Learn in Ridley Scott's Prometheus” by Cynthia Kraman ‘Mothers and Others' by Ginette Carpenter in Women and the Gothic: An Edinburgh Companion edited by Avril Horner and Sue Zlosnik Reproductive Fear: Ideological Horrors and Final Girls in Alien and Alien: Romulus by Rhiannon Celeste Lewis Website | Facebook | Bluesky | Instagram | Threads | Patreon | Merch | Episode Transcripts The post Episode 214 – Alien Franchise – Part Two appeared first on FAKE GEEK GIRLS.

    REDE (Relatos Desclasificados)
    El Fantasma De Oaxaca Que Sigue Pidiendo Que Lo Lleven A Casa - Historias De Terror - REDE

    REDE (Relatos Desclasificados)

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 11, 2026 16:25 Transcription Available


    ¡ Rápido ! Suscríbete y activa la campanita.Se parte de la comunidad REDE.ENVIAME TUS HISTORIAS A: relatosdesclasificados@gmail.comSÍGUEME EN FANPAGE: https://bit.ly/33H3Og3SÍGUEME EN INSTAGRAM: https://bit.ly/3dgiBmd

    Voces De La Noche
    La Anciana Que Tocaba Las Ventanas En La Madrugada - Historias De Terror - Voces De La Noche

    Voces De La Noche

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 11, 2026 64:17 Transcription Available


    Cult Film School
    A Flock of Seagulls: Beaks: The Movie (1987) & Birdemic: Shock and Terror (2010)

    Cult Film School

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 11, 2026 68:10


    Adrian and Dion are back again, this time watching the skies for more Hitchcocksploitation. They discuss two attempts to rework Alfred Hitchcock's 1963 film The Birds with René Cardona Jr.'s Beaks: The Movie (1987) and James Nguyen's Birdemic: Shock and Terror (2010). How close do these films come to Hitchcock's natural horror, and what other kinds of horrors do they unleash on audiences? Adrian and Dion try to figure out the line between loving homage and rip off, and what these films are actually doing in mining Hitchcock's film. Hopefully one of them remembered the coat hangers.   Chapters: 0:00:12 - Welcome to Cult Film School 0:08:52 - Beaks: The Movie (1987): IMDb Plot Summary 0:09:55 - Why was Beaks: The Movie made? 0:17:52 - What kind of film is Beaks: The Movie? 0:21:37 - Hitchcocksploitation - Echoes of The Birds (1963)? 0:33:04 - Beaks: The Movie (1987): Tagline 0:33:37 - Birdemic: Shock and Terror (2010): IMDb Plot Summary 0:37:11 - So, how did Birdemic become Birdemic? 0:39:58 - Hitchcocksploitation and Birdemic: Shock and Terror 0:45:31 - What kind of film is Birdemic: Shock and Terror? 0:58:43 - Birdemic sequels 1:01:46 - Birdemic: Shock and Terror (2010): Tagline 1:07:00 - Next Episode Preview   Connect with Adrian & Dion: Letterboxd ~ CultFilmSchool Instagram ~ @cultfilmschool  Threads ~ @cultfilmschool X ~ @cultfilmschool Facebook  ~ Follow Us! Send an Email ~ cultfilmschoolpodcast@gmail.com  Don't forget to leave a rating and review!

    Hablemos de Terror
    3 casos de Brujería en el medio artístico | Ep. 293

    Hablemos de Terror

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 11, 2026 50:49 Transcription Available


    El mundo del espectáculo siempre ha estado rodeado de rumores, supersticiones y secretos que pocas veces llegan al público. En este episodio de Hablemos de Terror conocerás tres relatos inspirados en testimonios y rumores que durante décadas han circulado entre músicos, representantes, maquillistas, choferes y trabajadores detrás de los escenarios.Historias que no señalan a ninguna persona en particular, pero que reflejan las creencias que todavía existen dentro del medio artístico.Un músico recuerda la extraña transformación en la carrera de un cantante que parecía destinado al fracaso... hasta que apareció un representante que siempre cargaba un misterioso portafolio y realizaba discretas visitas antes de los conciertos más importantes. Después conocerás el testimonio de una maquillista que trabajó durante años en estudios de televisión, donde existía un camerino que muchos artistas solicitaban sin explicar el motivo y donde constantemente aparecían monedas, flores y pequeños objetos que nadie admitía haber dejado. Finalmente, un chofer de representantes relata los viajes nocturnos que realizó durante años hacia casas alejadas donde llegaban personas vinculadas al espectáculo llevando sobres con fotografías, prendas y objetos personales. Nunca supo qué ocurría dentro de esos lugares, pero las coincidencias que observó terminaron cambiando para siempre su forma de ver la industria. Estos relatos están escritos como testimonios ficticios inspirados en rumores populares y creencias ampliamente conocidas dentro del medio artístico.No representan hechos comprobados ni hacen referencia a personas reales identificables. Si disfrutas las historias de terror psicológico, los relatos basados en rumores, la brujería tradicional mexicana y los testimonios narrados como experiencias reales, este episodio es para ti.Cuéntanos en los comentarios si alguna vez has escuchado historias parecidas sobre el mundo del espectáculo o conoces algún rumor que haya pasado de generación en generación entre músicos, técnicos o personas que trabajan detrás de los escenarios. No olvides dejar tu LIKE, SUSCRIBIRTE a Hablemos de Terror, activar la campana de notificaciones y compartir este video con todos los amantes del misterio.Gracias por acompañarnos una noche más, terroríficos.#HablemosDeTerror #Brujería #RelatosDeTerror #HistoriasDeTerror #MundoDelEspectáculo #LeyendasUrbanas #Testimonios #Paranormal #TerrorPsicológico #BrujeríaMexicana #Misterio #HistoriasBasadasEnRumoresConviértete en un supporter de este podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/hablemos-de-terror--4269158/support.

    Inframundo Relatos (Historias De Terror)
    7 HISTORIAS DE TERROR DE TAXISTAS – Historias de Terror y Relatos de Terror Aterradores

    Inframundo Relatos (Historias De Terror)

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 11, 2026 71:44


    Historias de Terror, Relatos Paranormales y Cuentos Oscuros que podrían dejarte sin dormir esta noche.Hoy, en Inframundo Relatos de Terror, escucharás siete inquietantes historias de taxistas marcadas por pasajeros misteriosos, servicios solicitados durante la madrugada, calles desiertas y destinos donde nadie parecía estar esperando. Cada recorrido demuestra que, durante la noche, el verdadero peligro puede viajar en el asiento trasero.Los relatos de esta ocasión están relacionados con:Taxistas, pasajeros fantasma, servicios nocturnos, viajes de madrugada, calles solitarias, taxis embrujados, apariciones dentro del vehículo, mujeres misteriosas, carreteras oscuras, presencias extrañas, sucesos inexplicables, terror urbano, encuentros paranormales y experiencias aterradoras.Si te gustan este tipo de historias, suscríbete y acompáñame en más episodios de Inframundo Relatos de Terror.#HistoriasDeTerror #RelatosDeTerror #HistoriasDeTaxistas #Taxistas #PasajerosFantasma #TerrorNocturno #RelatosParanormales #InframundoRelatoshistorias de terror, relatos de terror, historias de taxistas, relatos de taxistas, 7 historias de taxistas, taxistas de noche, pasajeros fantasma, taxis embrujados, servicios nocturnos, viajes de madrugada, calles solitarias, apariciones en taxis, mujeres misteriosas, carreteras oscuras, presencias extrañas, sucesos inexplicables, terror urbano, encuentros paranormales, experiencias aterradoras, inframundo relatos de terrorHashtagsEtiquetas

    Monster Attack
    Island Of Terror | Episode 528

    Monster Attack

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 10, 2026 45:39


    Jim revisits one of his favorite Monster Movies growing up - 1966's "Island Of Terror,"  starring Peter Cushing, Edward Judd, Eddie Byrne, Carole Gray, Sam Kydd, Niall MacGinnis, Peter Forbes-Robertson, and directed by Terence Fisher. On a remote island off the coast of Ireland, something has escaped from a research lab and threatens all of mankind. Find out more on MONSTER ATTACK!, The Podcast Dedicated To Old Monster Movies.

    My Crazy Family | A Podcast of Crazy Family Stories
    Did Lindsay Clancy's Lawyer Just Help the Prosecution?

    My Crazy Family | A Podcast of Crazy Family Stories

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 10, 2026 21:40


    Prosecutors put Lindsay Clancy's diary in front of her jury. Brain fog. Can't make a plan. Terror. Living moment to moment. The state's argument: look at these pages — no voices, no delusions, no break from reality. A woman documenting her own mind, and the documentation shows a mind still there. It might be the most double-edged evidence in this entire trial, and it's where retired FBI Special Agent Jennifer Coffindaffer starts on this Hidden Killers Live conversation with Tony Brueski.Because the defense reads the same pages and sees the illness itself: a nurse who spent her career in labor and delivery reduced to recording fog and fear, day after day, while the medical system adjusted her medications around her. And underneath both readings sits the clinical reality the jury has to wrestle with: postpartum psychosis doesn't hold still for a diary. A mind can be present in the morning and gone that night. Pinning any single day's entry to January 24 assumes a stability the condition doesn't have.Week two gave this jury everything at once. The defense stipulated to the forensics, since Clancy's lawyers don't dispute she caused the deaths of Cora, Dawson, and Callan, so the physical evidence stopped being a fight. The state's toxicologist testified about medication levels. A psychiatrist described Clancy six days afterward as calm and organized. Every piece asks the same question from a different angle: whose version of her mind does the jury believe?Coffindaffer has watched juries navigate exactly this, and the live chat gets a voice in it too, because this audience does not agree on Lindsay Clancy, and this is the case where that disagreement is the whole point.She is presumed innocent of murder. Cora, Dawson, and Callan are why we keep showing up.LINKSJoin Our SubStack For AD-FREE ADVANCE EPISODES & EXTRAS!: https://hiddenkillers.substack.com/ Want to comment and watch this podcast as a video? Check out our YouTube Channel. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8-vxmbhTxxG10sO1izODJg?sub_confirmation=1 Instagram https://www.instagram.com/hiddenkillerspod/ Facebook https://www.facebook.com/hiddenkillerspod/ Tik-Tok https://www.tiktok.com/@hiddenkillerspod X Twitter https://x.com/TrueCrimePodDISCLAIMERThis publication contains commentary and opinion based on publicly available information. All individuals are presumed innocent until proven guilty in a court of law. Nothing published here should be taken as a statement of fact, health or legal advice.HASHTAGS#LindsayClancy #PatrickClancy #HiddenKillers #TrueCrime #ClancyTrial #Massachusetts #PostpartumPsychosis #CriminalJustice #JenniferCoffindaffer #TrialCoverage

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    Recovery After Stroke
    Jekyll, Hyde, and the Stroke That Changed Everything: Ben Sautter’s Story

    Recovery After Stroke

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 10, 2026 59:26


    Personality Changes After Stroke: How Ben Sautter Discovered His “Hyde” and Became a Better Man  For nearly a decade, Ben Sautter carried a story he didn’t fully understand. He was a respected superintendent for the City of Helena, a devoted father, and a man his colleagues trusted. He was also someone who, years earlier, had been convicted of drug trafficking and spent over a year in prison, a period he now describes without shame or remorse, feelings he says he simply didn’t have access to. “I never felt guilty about doing anything,” he told me. “I never had no shame, no remorse. I still don’t.” Then, on a morning in 2017, Ben woke up with his left leg buzzing like an electrical current, from his hip to his toe. He dismissed it as sciatica, worked out to try to shake it off, and drove himself to a doctor’s appointment while slurring his words. By the time he reached his physician’s office, she recognized what was happening immediately: Ben was in the middle of a stroke. What followed wasn’t just a physical recovery. It became the beginning of a profound psychological reckoning one that reshaped how Ben understood himself, his marriage, and the two very different versions of the man he’d been his entire adult life. What Personality Changes After Stroke Can Actually Look Like When people talk about the effects of stroke, the conversation usually centers on physical deficits: weakness, speech difficulty, mobility. Less discussed but just as real for many survivors are the personality changes after stroke that surface in the weeks, months, and even years that follow. For Ben, this didn’t show up as a dramatic before-and-after moment. It took roughly six months before he began to notice his own cognitive shifts, and years more before he could name what he was experiencing. “I feel like two different people,” he eventually admitted to himself, a recognition that came into sharp focus only after his wife, Helen, described what she called his “Jekyll and Hyde” pattern: a caring, grounded version of himself, and a sharper, more reactive one that could surface without warning, particularly under emotional pressure. Ben also discovered something else in the process something many survivors don’t expect. Before his stroke, he says he operated almost entirely on three emotions: happy, sad, and angry. It wasn’t until his wife introduced him to a “feelings wheel” years after his stroke that he realized how narrow his emotional range had actually been. That flattened emotional landscape, paired with a striking absence of guilt or fear around risky behavior earlier in his life, points to something researchers increasingly recognize: strokes can affect not just movement and speech, but emotional regulation, impulse control, and self-awareness, particularly when the affected regions touch circuitry involved in processing feeling and consequence. The Unexpected Overlap With PTSD One of the more striking parts of Ben’s story is how he came to understand his own symptoms. Watching a 60 Minutes segment on a military veteran with PTSD, Ben recognized his own thoughts, words, and behaviors reflected back at him patterns his psychologist at the VA had already been treating with PTSD-informed techniques, without Ben fully grasping why. “That’s when I realized my family suffered the stroke as much as I did,” he said. This overlap isn’t unusual. Post-stroke psychological symptoms hypervigilance, emotional reactivity, difficulty processing what happened can closely resemble trauma responses, even in survivors who never experienced combat or acute crisis in the traditional sense. Recognizing this early, and getting connected with the right kind of psychological support, can make a meaningful difference in how survivors and their families move through recovery. Turning Reflection Into Change What makes Ben’s story remarkable isn’t just that he noticed these changes; it’s what he did with them. Nearly ten years after his stroke, and after years of separation from his wife, Ben sat down and wrote his memoir, Mr. Hyde and Me, in just ten weeks. “I called this therapy on steroids,” he said. “Writing this book was incredibly therapeutic.” The process gave him a framework to finally understand the dual nature he’d lived with since childhood, shaped, he believes, by an upbringing where feelings were dismissed, and risk-taking was treated as fun rather than dangerous. “That guy that I was, that guy’s gone. I am not going to be that guy ever again.” — Ben Sautter Today, Ben and Helen are reconciled. He describes himself as calmer, more deliberate, and a better listener than he was before his stroke, not despite the personality changes it triggered, but in some ways because of the self-awareness they eventually forced him to confront. As he put it plainly: “We would not be having this conversation if I hadn’t had a stroke.” If You’re Noticing Changes in Yourself or a Loved One If you or someone you love has experienced personality changes after stroke emotional flatness, increased irritability, impulsivity, or a sense of feeling like “two different people” you’re not imagining it, and you’re not alone. These changes are a recognized part of many stroke recoveries, and they respond well to the right combination of professional support, honest communication with family, and time. Ben’s full story, including his path through incarceration, his stroke, and the years-long process of understanding his own mind, is available in The Unexpected Way That A Stroke Became The Best Thing That Happened, where survivors share the tools that helped them navigate recovery, available at recoveryafterstroke.com/book. If this show has helped you, you can support it at patreon.com/recoveryafterstroke. This blog is for informational purposes only and does not constitute medical advice. Please consult your doctor before making any changes to your health or recovery plan. Jekyll, Hyde, and the Stroke That Changed Everything: Ben Sautter’s Story (Interview) Bill’s Book: The Unexpected Way That a Stroke Became the Best Thing That Happened Support Bill on: Patreon Bill’s one-on-one coaching program: Momentum Highlights: 00:00 Introduction – Personality Changes After Stroke 03:51 Realizing Something Was Wrong 12:51 Discovering His Dual Personality 21:05 Living With Only Three Emotions 31:50 Where the Pattern Began 39:55 Writing the Memoir That Helped Him Understand Himself 50:37 Stroke as a Catalyst for Change Transcript: Introduction – Personality Changes After Stroke Bill Gasiamis (00:00) Welcome back to Recovery After Stroke. I’m Bill Gassiamas, and today’s guest is Ben Sautter, a stroke survivor from Montana who in 2017 suffered an ischemic stroke caused by a carotid artery blockage. Ben was in his mid-50s working as a superintendent for the city of Helena when he woke up one morning with his leg buzzing like it was electric and his speech starting to slur. But this episode isn’t really about the stroke itself. It’s about what the stroke uncovered. Ben spent decades living what he now calls a Jekyll and Hyde existence, including a period of incarceration for drug trafficking that he says he felt no guilt over at the time. And after his stroke, that started to change. We talk about emotional flatness, PTSD like symptoms he didn’t recognize until years later. The marriage he nearly lost and the memoir he wrote in just ten weeks that finally helped him understand himself. Before we get into it, if you haven’t already, check out my book, The Unexpected Way That a Stroke Became the Best Thing That Happened, over at recoveryafterstroke.com/book. And if this show has helped you, you can support it at Patreon.com/recoveryafterstroke, and you can help me keep it going so that we can get to one thousand episodes. If you’re feeling stuck in your recovery and want more structure and one-on-one support, I also offer a coaching program called Momentum. You can find out more at recoveryafterstroke.com/momentum. Now let’s get into it. Here’s my conversation with Ben. Bill Gasiamis (01:42) Benjamin Sautter welcome to the podcast. Ben Sautter (01:45) Thanks much for having me. Bill Gasiamis (01:49) Can you tell me a little bit about what life was like before twenty seventeen and the stroke? Ben Sautter (01:55) Well, I was on it back then before the stroke. I was had a job that I really enjoyed. I was working for the city of Helena as a superintendent of streets and traffic division. And life was going really good for me there. And then it kind of came to a an abrupt halt. Bill Gasiamis (02:15) what was life like as far as what kind of work were you doing? What was family life like? Ben Sautter (02:23) Well, our family was pretty close at the time. We have two children and we were busy, we were really close, busy traveling. We had a motor home, we had lots of fun. we hunt and fish, a lot of outdoor activities here. We we have a little cabin that we spend all our weekends at. if we weren’t traveling, that is. so Home life was pretty good. My wife and I were struggling a bit before I had my stroke. but we were a close family. And and work was good. I I I’d progressed up into mid-level management and I I had great great people, great staff underneath of me, and we got a lot of good work done for the city and had a lot of fun at work. work was going good. Everything was going pretty good. Bill Gasiamis (03:25) Was there any sign that something was amiss with your health that perhaps there was something looming that wasn’t going to be fun? Ben Sautter (03:36) No, I was I was in great shape. I had had no signs of anything coming. so it was yeah, it was out of the blue. The stroke was out of the blue. Realizing Something Was Wrong Bill Gasiamis (03:51) What was that day like? Was there any kind of deficit deficits that you experienced that gave you a hint that something was going wrong? Or how did it evolve? Ben Sautter (04:00) Well, I woke up in the morning to go to work, I knew something was funny and I couldn’t figure it out. I think when I woke up, I got I get up early and to get in before my first crew was in the mechanics were in at six. So I was in before that. But when I woke up my left leg was just buzzing like it was electric from my hip. To my toe. And I didn’t comprehend. I was thinking it was like a sciatic something because I had a little sciatic pain from time to time in my right side, even though I knew this wasn’t the same, but I didn’t have the cognitive awareness of what was going on. And so I I worked out in the middle of it thinking maybe it was. muscles in my back and if I exercise did go away and and it didn’t when I and I went on into work and my my mechanics were nervous. I I was starting to slur my words and and I I kind of felt it. I a I asked him I think if I was slurring my words And they just kind of smiled at me. And I went back up to my office and then another one of my other supervisors came in and he sat down. He could tell something wasn’t right with me. And then he left and they were all getting together to come and check me out, and I left. I I had a a meeting, or not a meeting. I had a doctor’s appointment out at the VA Fort Harrison at for 7 30 that morning. And so I was I was late and I think I d I think my doctor called me and I was on the road driving out there and she I told her kind of things were funny and what was going on. And she said, Well, you need to get out here, get a ride out here. I said, Well, I’m driving. She said, God, no. I th she pretty well could tell she thought I was having a stroke right there. And I drove out there, I went upstairs to see her and they took me right down to the emergency right there. Bill Gasiamis (06:39) And Did they immediately diagnose that you were having a stroke? Ben Sautter (06:47) We’re getting a little blurry on me right there. I I I don’t really remember what they thought right at the time, right at that moment when I was in the emergency. I know a couple hours later they came to me and there was no doubt about it. They they knew then they had speech therapists in and a neurologist in the room and that’s so it took a couple hours to for a sure diagnosis that I was in the middle of a stroke. Best I remember. Bill Gasiamis (07:27) Hm. It’s pretty common that yeah, pretty common that you’re not gonna remember exactly what was happening at that time. Things were compromised. That makes complete sense. how long before well rather at some point you’re told that you had a stroke, how do you take that information? Ben Sautter (07:48) I don’t know that it it didn’t go over my head, but I I I wasn’t devastated. I and because I wasn’t I I was familiar with stroke, my father’d had strokes and he’d been paralyzed and lost his speech, so his were very severe. So at the time I I wasn’t feeling that I was that impacted by it. I knew some things were going on, but looking back I can tell I just didn’t have the the awareness of what was happening to me, even though I knew it. but it it just didn’t feel serious to me. Bill Gasiamis (08:34) It didn’t sink in, perhaps. Ben Sautter (08:36) yeah, I w I would say so. Certainly not the gravity of it. and it actually it took quite some time. I’d say at least six months, really, before I started being aware of my cognitive deficiencies and and wondering. asking myself questions even though within a week’s time I was at VA Salt Lake to have surgery on my carotid artery. So all that happened and I was still it’s not that I was in denial. Well, I didn’t think I was, but now looking back, I that could have been what it was. But but I was aware. I knew it happened. Gosh, I had surgery. I I understood it all. I saw the MRI. I saw the mark on my brain. I had the surgeries I said. but I it it just the seriousness of it didn’t sink into me. Cause within Bill Gasiamis (09:50) Mm. Ben Sautter (09:50) two weeks, my doc cut me loose, my surgeon, I was up in the woods hunting. Full tilt. They gave me they said, go ahead. So that kinda helped me believe that I the word what what I said, I dodged a bullet is how I put it. And even though I didn’t really dodge the bullet. Bill Gasiamis (10:19) so you said that you had about six months where you kind of had no real awareness or your cognition was impacted. What obviously your cognition was was impacted, but what other deficits did you have? Ben Sautter (10:40) I would just say the cognition, the physical part, I had that numbness in my leg. I didn’t even have a limp from it, but my whole leg f well, it’s still somewhat for for years was like I say, like it w my whole leg was stuck in a light socket, just buzzing like electric from my hip to my toe, and and that lasted a long, long time. my leg got real heavy. I had to like I say, I could it didn’t show that I was limping or anything, but I had to work at that to not let it show. I had to make sure I high stepped kinda so my toe didn’t drag and I didn’t trip. I had to be very well aware of that to make it look like I was okay. But but really physically it didn’t show. Bill Gasiamis (11:43) Your introductory email to me about joining me on the podcast was interesting. what you had seems to be a catalyst for some change in your life. Like what occurred to you, the stroke, the hospitalization, the challenges that you had to come seems to be a catalyst for change in your life. Before the stroke in twenty seventeen, you said your wife and yourself were going through some difficult times. but you were busy at work, you had a a whole bunch of other things going on. but there’s another side of you, there was another side of you at some stage that you were living a life that you were living that’s not quite the run of the mill standard lifestyle. Tell me a little bit about that. And was that lifestyle that you’re gonna to tell us a little bit about now? Was that something that you lived until your stroke? Discovering His Dual Personality Ben Sautter (12:36) I’m living that still right now. that dual personality. And after the stroke, it was it might have taken a couple of years of me looking back. I was finally looking back, wondering who that guy was, that other guy. I I would say to myself. I feel like two different people. And it wasn’t until after the stroke, I think, that I really asked that heart or asked that question, or said that to myself, that I feel like two different people. And that came from questioning the things I did when I was younger. I was pretty wild guy and I did things that didn’t seem like me, yet I know I did all those things. Well hell I I got arrested, went to prison. So I know I was doing stuff that I shouldn’t have been doing. But back then it was Pretty easy to do. And I it it wasn’t, it didn’t feel like me doing it. so after the stroke, I really started asking questions, trying to, trying to look back to understand. And I never got that understanding until I wrote that book last year. And then it all just poured out. And I could see the dual personality and and and I still am that dual guy. My wife is able to recognize that more now, and when she s tells me about it, I can really see it when she explains it, especially what I say. I I say things I say things that I don’t mean that aren’t me, that I don’t understand why I say those things. It’s and I named it Hyde. And it Hyde speaks different than I do, than Jekyll. Bill Gasiamis (15:11) How old were you when you ended up in prison and how old were you when you got out? Ben Sautter (15:16) I was thirty two when I got arrested and I was only out for like thirteen months so I was thirty thir about I was thirty four when I got out. Bill Gasiamis (15:28) And the stuff that you went in for, what kind of things were you doing that ended you up in prison? Ben Sautter (15:38) I was I got arrested for drug trafficking. Bill Gasiamis (15:42) And at the time was there a certain amount of disassociation from the behavior? And did you kind of find yourself doing things that you just weren’t, what was it, maybe like connected to logically? How how did you find yourself being in a situation that you now describe as this was not? U or it was another U.S. Ben Sautter (16:14) That’s good question. I have to say I don’t really understand yet where I was back then. It I I had to that it had to be that disassociation because I was a legitimate guy. I worked, I had jobs, I had good respect from people. I I was a legitimate man all day long every day. And I just slip out and Did stuff. I I d I had no feelings about it. I I wasn’t I never felt guilty about doing anything. I never had no shame, no remorse. I still don’t. I don’t feel those feelings. They just aren’t in me. Even after the book, after writing that and starting to understand that I don’t have those feelings, which I still don’t, but way back then. I didn’t give a s I didn’t give a first thought to any of that illicit stuff I was doing. It was opportunity and I just went and did it. Didn’t give it a thought. Bill Gasiamis (17:31) Got it. And then when you ended up coming out of prison, did you go back onto the straight and narrow? Did you still double? How was life after that? Because it was thirty years almost, you know, between your incarceration and then your stroke. So I I’m just trying to set the scene just so I can ask you the next question later on about the stroke. So what was life like after the incarceration? Ben Sautter (17:56) So and I’ve been thinking about that a lot lately and writing about that. And that I had to make a very conscious decision. And and the way I put that, prison didn’t rehabilitate me. I had to make that decision that okay, I want to go back there. I need to I need to watch I need to watch over myself. and keep myself out of trouble, which all those big crimes were the problem, but little things, I I went hunting, I was a poacher, I I trespassed, those types of things. I was very careful not to be caught speeding in a car or any of that, drinking and driving. a little bit I’d find myself doing that and that was a difficult thing to overcome of to quit drinking and and so I was I’d find myself drunk behind the wheel and I I finally again made a conscious decision decision but it took a little time to work out of that to finally draw a line in the sand. In fact it wasn’t until a year or two after I got married that I finally just quit drinking completely. And that was good. That was a good move. so it was w I can’t say that it was a struggle, but it was risky for me out of prison that I didn’t get caught at those littler, less severe law breaking. Bill Gasiamis (19:53) Yeah. Ben Sautter (19:54) Yeah. Living With Only Three Emotions Bill Gasiamis (19:55) So what I’m hearing here is a you’re you’ve described yourself as Hyde. There’s a Jekyll somewhere here as well. and and also in your description of your behaviour and the way that you weren’t associated with it, or you have no feeling about something, or you know or you have no connection to what it meant when you were breaking the law. It sounds a little bit sociopathic and it sounds like perhaps there was a some kind of a what people might describe as a psych as a psychiatric kind of challenge or issue there. Has that ever come up in a conversation with anybody? Ben Sautter (20:41) No, more the compartmentalization dissociation. I lived with and I didn’t know this until twenty twenty one or twenty two, I lived with three emotions, happy, sad, and angry. That’s and and I learned that when my wife brought out a feelings wheel. And she brought out this feelings wheel and sh she’s saying, tell me which Where you land on some of these, and I thought, well, happy and sad and and angry. And that’s about as far as I went with it. And once in a while I’d feel a little something, but not really very much. So so that’s when I learned I was operating on three emotions. That’s all I ever had. So that really showed the compartmentalization and the disassociation right there. psychopathic or psychopath has never come up even with my psychologist. she never identified that but I just saw her for the first time since I read wrote the book a few weeks ago and gave her a copy of the book and she was a little bit wide-eyed and surprised. at the book and she’s reading it. So what kind of conversation we’re gonna have now will be really interesting to go back and see her. But but answer to your question, no, psychopath, no, just compartmentalizing Bill Gasiamis (22:26) Yeah, so sociopath, not psychopaths. Yeah. Ben Sautter (22:28) Sociopath, I’m sorry. I’m sorry. Yeah. Bill Gasiamis (22:31) Sociopaths tend to be people who in the moment can’t connect with the behavior, good, bad, indifferent, and then later on have the ability to kind of notice that the behaviour was inappropriate in some way, shape, or form, and kind of have well, maybe not regret, but kind of some understanding of behavior being inappropriate. Whereas psychopaths are completely different, like they have no empathy, no nothing, right? There’s nothing there. So that’s a that’s kind of not where where where I was headed. I wasn’t asking Ben Sautter (23:06) Yeah. Bill Gasiamis (23:07) that. But it’s interesting that you describe these two separate, separate versions of yourself. it’s not uncommon to how I describe myself after the stroke, but I didn’t have a Jekyll and Hyde streak in me. But I had a line in the sand. The stroke seemed to take my brain offline for a little while and it allowed me to connect with other parts of my body. Specifically, I talk about connecting with my heart and it made me more empathetic and more able to kind of access what what my values were rather than what my head thought was the right thing to do or what what my head thought was the right approach or the right way to go about things. So it seems like the stroke has played some kind of a similar role in your ability to reflect on your past in a different way, th in a more associated way compared to what you had done before. Is that accurate? Ben Sautter (24:07) Absolutely. we talk about the stroke not being all bad for me because I’ve become far more aware. and that awareness is big, not just of my past and who I was, but being able to listen so much better and be more aware of what I say, think, and do. much more so. So so yeah, the stroke has I the stroke has been good for me in in a lot of ways, cause causes some of those difficulties without a a doubt, but I think my wife would agree that I’m a better person, despite the change in moral compass after the my incarceration, but I still was a Jekyll and Hyde, and I still am today. I she can see me come in and out of it much quicker than I have any idea. not necessarily on a daily basis, on an hourly basis and in conversation. She can see by what I say. Bill Gasiamis (25:27) what’s better about being able to listen more? you said that you you were able to hear more or pay attention better in a conversation, for example. Why is that better? Ben Sautter (25:37) The understanding, the understanding of the person I’m talking to, and the understanding of myself and and listening listening to hear rather than listening to respond. So though that’s really that’s big for me because I used to be so quick. I’d hear something, I could make decisions, I was very impulsive. I’ve I’ve really rein that in to calm myself down and and just listen better, be slower, more deliberate, more purposeful. All all all of those things are much better for me. In fact, I didn’t have any of that before before the stroke. I was full tilt on everything. I I thought I did. I thought I was very considerate, concerned, and listened, but in comparison, no. That wasn’t me. Bill Gasiamis (26:37) I it you said it’s better for you. Like why how is it better for you? How has it improved your life? Ben Sautter (26:44) I’m not banging heads so much. I I I let people have their thoughts, their opinions, and and I don’t take offense to to that. So everything’s calmer and and I I just don’t have the head banging I used to have. Bill Gasiamis (27:04) Why is it important for people to have their opinions and their thoughts? Ben Sautter (27:08) Well, I’m right and you’re wrong. Isn’t that what it’s all about? Everybody wants to be right and and think that that everybody should agree with them. That’s that’s how I see it now. It’s like, and if yeah, I’m right and you’re wrong. And I that I don’t do that anymore. Bill Gasiamis (27:31) Got it. Got it. This part of you that your wife still sees that you’ve kind of been able to rein in, like is it a sinister side of you that she sees? Is it the conniving side of you? Is it the the the one that’s possible to be led astray? Which side of it does she still see that kind of attends these conversations with your wife? Ben Sautter (27:55) I d I I’m not sure how you how you name this. perfect example is if I I d slip up, do something wrong and Helen will bring my attention to it, I’ll say, Well, I just did that to see if you’re paying attention. So I I try to deflect things. I I have that I definitely the inferiority or or or and on myself. We’re all our own worst critic, of course, and and I I really feel self conscious. I know my deficiencies and I I go back and forth. I I know my deficiencies and I live with it. I’m okay with it. But sometimes if someone says something to me, Helen, one one time it’s okay and I get by it, one time it’s like it hits and it hurts. And and I I react, I try to deflect, I say things, hide comes out of me and and says things like to hurt back. And and so I’m and she’s getting better about not letting me do that. And the sooner she says something now, if she says something right away, I go, yeah, sorry, I did say that. Whereas before I didn’t remember saying things and I would say that. She’d say, You she’d wait too long and then tell me you said something. Well, I wouldn’t say that, I don’t think those things. That’s Jekyll saying, I I I don’t even think that. I I I didn’t say that. You took it wrong. Now I’m more believing that Hyde would say those things and and if she comes back quick enough and I can I’m right there. I’m like, yes, yeah, you’re right. And I I can apologize, but I’m getting better and better at not saying those things. and and catching myself now, which is big, to to stop it before it happens. So I I as we talk through this, I am starting to be more aware of Hyde, what he says, what he thinks, and certainly what he does. I I conquered that long time ago. But what he says and what he thinks, I’m starting to catch that before I go wrong. Bill Gasiamis (30:36) You I’m gonna make a lot of assumptions now. You seem very unassuming as a sixty-three year old man who lived a dual life, you know, went to prison and all that. You know, you you wouldn’t pick that up from meeting you on a Zoom call or in person per se, right? and often often people who kind of live double lives, etc., There’s a an underlying cause, something that happened earlier on in life that caused them to take on a certain persona or to be a certain way or to get through a certain difficult time in their upbringing or the circumstances by which they found themselves in. Did you have a origin story? Was there something that you can think back at that perhaps that led you to take the on another persona in certain situations, or is it just how you’ve always been? Where the Pattern Began Ben Sautter (31:33) The way it came out in writing my memoir, it was from when I was little, really little, and there was two things about it. We didn’t talk about feelings. Yeah, when you get hurt, you d you don’t you don’t cry about it, or you just don’t cry about it, you don’t feel anything. And my dad was a risk taker. And he was so a lot of fun. He taught me some of my worst habits, if not most of them. And and I followed in his footsteps. Risk was inside exciting. Terror was exciting. Being scared was fun. That’s how my dad taught me. And you add that with no feeling, no fear. you just it was easy I said earlier. It was really easy to go do those things shouldn’t do. It was fun and and there was money in it and calculated risks. no problem. It was just no problem. Bill Gasiamis (32:46) Your wife seems to have found something in you that was likable enough to kind of overlook that stuff or or to not see that stuff as being a real issue. Wha what do you think it is that she saw in you that kind of had her be okay with hanging out with a guy who had been incarcerated and perhaps had these tendencies to switch between these two personalities? Ben Sautter (33:13) Well, the incarceration I told her I thought I told her everything. I told Bill Gasiamis (33:18) Ha ha. Ben Sautter (33:19) her I told her enough for me to think I told her everything. And she felt that she saw me pay my dues and She didn’t know a lot up until this last year. she didn’t see the dual side of me. Even though we struggled, she thought it was just me being me. Now it’s so much more clear. And and she’s the one that came up with the Jekyll and Hyde when I was halfway through the book. And stories were coming out she’d never heard before. And that’s when one day she said, You’re like a Jekyll and Hyde. And that really changed the framework of my story. And and it showed me or helped me understand myself, the the dual personality. It still took a little bit to build it through the book to get a full understanding of it and draw a clear picture, but By the time I was done with the book, it was easy to see the dual personality. Bill Gasiamis (34:42) Did your wife what did she like about you though? Like there was s she’s been around for a little while by the sound of it. Ben Sautter (34:52) Yeah, we’ve been together over thirty years. you’d have to ask her that. I I think well, I’m a fun guy. I I was caring and I I that Jekyll guy’s pretty decent fella. You know, I’ve I’ve successfully in business and I’m I’m a hard working guy. I I just that side of me, Nice guy. I think there was a little intrigue probably from my past that I I was an exciting guy. I did a lot of things and and even though once we met, I was really trying to taper down and really trying to get a hold of myself and which I did and and w we did really, really well together for quite a few years and and then I think I wore wore her down with that dual personality. Not think. I know I did. She finally it was too much for her and and and things kinda went south for us. We I I I can’t imagine even though I watched what I put her through, I don’t know how she lasted. she left for a lot of years after my stroke. We split up for a lot of years and and I I’ve made some changes. Bill Gasiamis (36:30) So have you been able to reconcile? Ben Sautter (36:33) Yes, yes Bill Gasiamis (36:34) Okay. Ben Sautter (36:35) we have. Bill Gasiamis (36:36) Do you think anything that you and I have just discussed, anything of that would have been possible if you didn’t have this stroke? Ben Sautter (36:47) Well, I would say no. No. Not unless I’d a wrote the book and it happened like it did. But before the stroke, no, I d I I couldn’t get there. I wanted to, I tried. We we had a lot of conversations, but I just it was like a wall. I I just couldn’t see through it. I couldn’t get through it. I just couldn’t get there. So no, we would not be having this conversation if I hadn’t had a stroke. Bill Gasiamis (37:16) That’s fascinating to me. That’s just fascinating to me that you’ve had this turnaround. And not not to say that turnarounds are complete as soon as the stroke happens or that things are easier or different or better or whatever. But like there seems to be a genuine willingness to discover what this newer version of yourself could be like and could emerge into an author, somebody who wrote book. somebody who’s reconciled with your wife, somebody who’s admitted all these things that you’ve admitted and kind of made a concerted effort to not fall into those traps. Again, you’ve associated with things. And it’s all because of a stroke, because of a carotid artery blockage, or was it a dissection? What was it? Ben Sautter (38:10) It’s just a a blockage above the Y in a little piece of it. I got so lucky. It was a huge blockage and a little tiny piece flaked off, hit me Bill Gasiamis (38:23) Uh-huh. Ben Sautter (38:23) right up in this side, and that’s why they had to go in and remove that chunk of plaque. And Bill Gasiamis (38:30) Yeah. Ben Sautter (38:31) yeah. Bill Gasiamis (38:33) And it’s kind of it seems like it’s for you at least this experience has been really positive, other than the of course risk to your physical well being and your life, right? Seems a lot of positive has come out of it. Ben Sautter (38:51) I would have to agree with that. And and I know Helen would too. I’m I’m much different. I’m a much better person than I was. I so yes, the the stroke you know, I don’t think there’s many people can say that the stroke has done me more good than bad bad. The physical part of it has been a challenge, but I I push that every day and and I’m I’m working hard with that still. But the cognitive part of it, yeah, I I’m a better I’m a better man now. Bill Gasiamis (39:29) Hmm. you’ve got a copy of the book in front of you, I believe. Ben Sautter (39:33) Yes. Bill Gasiamis (39:34) Show us the the book. Tell me a little bit about how you came to write it. Like what’s the what what why did you feel the need to write the book? Writing the Memoir That Helped Him Understand Himself Ben Sautter (39:50) So I actually started the book in twenty sixteen before I had the stroke. And I it my intention was to write a bunch of stories about all the crazy things I did, crazy things that happened to me. Just a book of stories is what I was gonna write. And once I got serious about it last September, I sat down, got out what I had, and And once I started I couldn’t stop writing. I wrote this book in ten weeks and it just poured out of me and it’s nothing like I ever would have thought I could write. it has good value. It has value for anyone that reads it. Bill Gasiamis (40:40) So it’s a 10 year project that took ten days to ten weeks or ten days to complete. Ten weeks to Ben Sautter (40:46) Ten weeks. Ten weeks. Bill Gasiamis (40:48) complete. So that’s really cool in that like the idea was already there, germinating. It it took a while. you had to overcome certain things. You had to probably move beyond, you know, certain parts of your your your transformation to get to the stage where the book was possible. it sounds like you put in work with your family, with yourself. How long have you been seeing a counselor? Ben Sautter (41:18) Right after the stroke I started seeing my psychologist and and it’s interesting to me really early on she had me doing work that was for PTSD. And she would give me lessons to bring home. And they were for the for the veterans that suffered from PTSD, which I never knew anything about it. It was kind of a phantom thing for me, because I didn’t know anything. And and I’ll be honest with you here, one night on 60 Minutes I was watching a veteran with his wife and daughter being interviewed on sixty minutes and he had the PTSD and that family was talking about him doing the it saying, doing, thinking, the exact things I was doing with my family. And that really just hit me hard. No wonder I’m doing PTSD work because the stroke is the same thing i i in a sense. And that’s where I learned so much watching that segment that night. I learned about myself, my family. And that’s when I realized that’s when I realized my family suffered the stroke as much as I did. That came to me. Bill Gasiamis (42:51) What’s interesting is I asked you about things that might have happened in your past that may have been foundational kind of things that were responsible for these two personalities of you. You mentioned your dad, your upbringing, some of the stuff that he would get up to and how you were kind of influenced by him. But y I just heard now that you’re a veteran. So did you actually attend did you serve as a veteran? Ben Sautter (43:19) I did. I did a couple of years in the Navy in right when the Vietnam War was getting was ending. In fact I was in in April of seventy-five is when it ended. And I never went overseas. I was shore duty in California. I was at NAS Alameda and and that’s a pretty big piece in my book of of my time in the Navy, which is quite a story. but I I didn’t suffer any any I didn’t go to I didn’t go to war. I did not go to war. I I Bill Gasiamis (43:55) Or no battle no battles or anything like that. And and do you think the PTSD was from something else, perhaps? Ben Sautter (44:04) I think it w just from the stroke. Just from the stroke and I didn’t know it. that’s what I got from that sixty minutes segment is is the cognitive things that I was saying that and didn’t understand what the stroke did to me. I thought I was fine. I went to work back to work a couple months after I had the stroke. I worked for a couple months and I realized I I wasn’t cutting it. Bill Gasiamis (44:36) Whose idea was it to go to counselling after the stroke? Ben Sautter (44:46) I don’t know that I don’t remember, but I would say they probably just assigned me to a psychologist to to to see where I’m at, help me through it. VA Ford Harrison is phenomenal, those people. great staff there. So they just were taking care of me, I think. I don’t remember it. Bill Gasiamis (45:06) Yeah, might have just been standard part of the approach to helping somebody who’s a VA. Ben Sautter (45:14) That would be my my my guess that it was just part of their program. Bill Gasiamis (45:20) And it sounds like you were pretty willing or or were you resistant at the beginning. Do you recall how you felt about being in counseling? Ben Sautter (45:29) Yeah, I I was fine to go there and really really like this psychologist I see and and the other ones. I’ve seen numerous psychologists there and yeah, they I always feel better coming out of there than I do when I walk in. So no doubt. Bill Gasiamis (45:51) Have you expanded on your happy, sad, angry emotions? Ben Sautter (45:55) I’m I’m pretty even now. I don’t get too wild. When I first had the stroke I was very emotional. I was tears in my eyes over almost nothing. it was quite a struggle for Bill Gasiamis (46:13) That’s common. Ben Sautter (46:14) s some years. And and now I I I’ve I’m very well in control of my emotions and to the point that I’m I might be a fairly boring guy. I like to have fun. I laugh a lot. I’m not the wild guy that I was, but so so I I don’t have much anger. I don’t have much sadness. My anger y my sadness used to turn to anger. So I really had happy and angry is really what I had. I I don’t go there anymore. Life is too good for me now. I don’t I don’t have sadness or anger. Bill Gasiamis (46:55) every so often you say a couple of things and it triggers me to ask you the next question again. And it’s kind of my job to probe. And this is not a counseling session, but it’s very fascinating. Was there perhaps some kind of a personality disorder there, like a like a bipolar or something like that? Because you’re describing like happy, angry, or do you know there’s no in between and it’s very bipolar ish. Whereas I know it’s not bipolar. Because in Bipala they’re described as being happy and really, really kind of deep, sad extremes. But you seem to occupy a similar kind of space does that ring a bell? Did anyone ever bring that up, perhaps? Ben Sautter (47:38) No, I’m I’m I’m d just too happy all the time, always not in the good mood that I always used to be, but I lived pretty happy life. I I just didn’t let the rest get me. But when I went off in the weeds, I my anger was would get away from me. Bill Gasiamis (48:01) That’s a great way to describe it because that’s tend tends to be how anger is. Like it just kind of builds up and builds up and then it gets away. And if you do that often enough, it becomes really easy to get to anger. And what people don’t realise is that anger is also and complaining and all those types of things also releases dopamine in the brain. There is a reward that people get for misbehaving Ben Sautter (48:26) Mm. Bill Gasiamis (48:26) and expressing anger. Otherwise you wouldn’t do it. There is the there is also the I I’m trying to achieve something or get something done or I’m trying to intimidate some someone or I’m trying to you know get a child to take action somewhere where they frustrated me or whatever. So there there is a a a th this underlying purpose for anger, but also it’s a rewarding to the brain when you act out in an angry way. Ben Sautter (48:58) I think that’s a really good point. When I was younger, I would break I would look to break something. I would get so mad I just I would break something and then I felt good about it. Okay, I got that broke. Now I’m now I can be happy again. So just exactly what you just said. Interesting. Hmm. Bill Gasiamis (49:19) Yeah. That is interesting. It’s interesting and fascinating. Stroke as a Catalyst for Change This has been one of the most interesting conversations I’ve had because we’ve barely spoken about the stroke and how you experienced it and what it did to you. But it seems like we’ve spoken about it enough in that it was a catalyst to something new, something different. And often my attempt has always been in these interviews is to tell people about the fact You know, we share a story of what life was like before stroke for people. And then we sure share the story of like what happened during the stroke time and then what happened after. And if you’re currently in the stroke moment, it’s really, really hard. You you don’t know where things are headed. There’s a lot of uncertainty, a lot of change, a lot of experiences that you never saw coming, you know, things that are happening. You might be experiencing your body differently, your cognition differently. your hearing, your speech, it all might be different and it’s extremely full on in that moment. And the idea is, well, let’s continue with the conversation and try and move and and paint a picture of what life might be like for somebody, even though they’re going through a really hard time five, six, seven, ten years down the track, you know? And you’re in the 10 year mark and it’s taken you 10 years to get here, write a book, reflect on your past the way that you’ve been reflecting. mend your relationships, become more aware of your behavior, the one that served you, the one that didn’t. And it’s not really a story about stroke, but it’s stroke seems to have been the catalyst for an opportunity for you to look at things a different way and for it to break certain patterns that were embedded that now have been able to be in kind of like fizzled. You know, the edges of them were fizzled away so that something could enter and you know, like throw a spanner in the works and change the way the cogs moved. and it’s just fascinating that stroke can do that. if we didn’t talk about that part of stroke, that good part of stroke, people might only see stroke as only ever being a terrible thing that happened to them, which I also understand if somebody feels that way, because there’s a big spectrum of how people are impacted by stroke. So I don’t wanna take that away from people who are suffering. but you you know, like the shift and the change that you’ve had through a stroke is just night and day, it’s phenomenal. Ben Sautter (52:07) One of the bigger things I think I’ve learned that goes with that is It’s been a few years ago I learned that that guy that I was, that guy’s gone. And I am not gonna be that guy ever again. So I I’m looking at at the guy that I am, who I believe is a better guy than I was anyway. So that’s been a good thing. And I think that comes from my wife and from my psychologist at the VA that it it’s There’s no more who I was, it’s who I am. And and that’s come a long ways because of that, I Bill Gasiamis (52:51) Yeah. Ben Sautter (52:51) believe. Bill Gasiamis (52:52) And who you’re becoming by the sound of things. Ben Sautter (52:55) That too. Yes. Yeah, because I I do that’s a really good point. I do know I will get better. I will be better as time goes on. But you gotta keep you gotta keep working at it. Bill Gasiamis (53:10) Yeah. Being better and getting better, does that mean that the f the the way the leg feels is different or can the the the way the leg feels not necessarily go back to normal and you still are getting better, you still are improving, even though your leg perhaps stays Ben Sautter (53:29) Lake skiing. my pain is way, way, way down to where I don’t my pain is nil. I can go well, I I do a lot of needles, I do a lot of injections, I do a lot for it, but those are getting less. so th I’m hurting less, I’m hiking better, I ride my bike a lot, all those things. are I’m gaining the numbness, the tingle’s gone. That electricity thing like your fingers in a socket, that’s all gone. The s hard stiffness is down in my lower leg and my foot, so my leg’s better. yeah physically I’m getting better, better better. Bill Gasiamis (54:22) Yeah. Where can people go and find the book? Ben Sautter (54:27) Amazon. Amazon. Mr. Hyde and Me. The name of the book. Yeah, I’m Bill Gasiamis (54:32) Yeah. The links will Yeah. Ben Sautter (54:35) this is me. This picture is me on Bill Gasiamis (54:38) Yeah. Ben Sautter (54:39) the corner, on the corner of Wilson and Main Street in downtown Bozeman. Bozeman, Montana. So took a took a lot of thought to get to make that picture and to get that shadow just right. So my shadow guy facing into him head on. And been a lot of been a lot of reward doing this. This I called this therapy on steroids. writing this book was incredibly therapeutic. Bill Gasiamis (55:14) Yeah. I can imagine. Ben, thank you so much for reaching out. Really appreciate your conversation and your honesty and I really wish you well with your recovery ongoing. Ben Sautter (55:26) And thank you. This is one of the better conversations I’ve had about my my situation ever. So Bill, I can’t thank you enough. I appreciate it and I’ll look forward to this all turns out. Bill Gasiamis (55:40) Well, that’s it for another episode of the Recovery After Stroke podcast. If there’s one thing to take from this episode, it’s Ben’s line. That guy that I was, that guy’s gone. I’m not going to be that guy ever again. A stroke took something from Ben, but it also gave him a level of self-awareness and emotional range he says he never had access to before. And it helped him rebuild a marriage he thought he’d lost for good. If you want the full story, Ben’s memoir. Mr. Hyde and me is available on Amazon. You’ll find links in the bio. And if this episode resonated with you, share it with someone who might need to hear it. And if you’re looking for more tools for your own recovery, check out my book, The Unexpected Way That a Stroke Became the Best Thing That Happened. It’s available at recoveryafterstroke.com/book. If this show has helped you or someone you love get through their journey with stroke, you can support the show to help keep it going on patreon.com/recoveryafterstroke. And if you want to work with me directly, my coaching program Momentum offers one-on-one support and accountability for stroke survivors who feel stuck. More at recoveryafterstroke.com/momentum. Thanks for listening and I’ll see you in the next episode. The post Jekyll, Hyde, and the Stroke That Changed Everything: Ben Sautter’s Story appeared first on Recovery After Stroke.

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    Elevator Careers

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 10, 2026 30:05


    Today's guest is Dillard Green, a manufacturing and engineering expert with over four decades of experience supporting the elevator industry. Throughout his career, Dillard has worked at the intersection of manufacturing, engineering, code compliance, and innovation, helping develop solutions for everyday buildings and iconic projects like the Burj Khalifa and Disney's Tower of Terror. In this episode, we explore the role of elevator traveling cables and the lessons he's learned throughout his career.Chapters:00:00 Intro01:31 Dillard's Career Journey03:59 The Importance of Elevator Traveling Cables07:13 Navigating Industry Standards and Regulations09:27 Innovation vs. Code Regulation in Elevator Technology20:46 Audio Visual Code Change21:58 Unique Projects: Burj Khalifa and Disney's Tower of Terror28:46 Advice for New Professionals in the Industry29:45 OutroResources: Subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/@elevatorcareers/ Submit a Topic Idea for the Podcast: https://elevatorcareers.net/ Connect With Us: linktr.ee/AllredGroupA Message From Our Sponsor: Looking for top-tier talent to join your team? Call The Allred Group for your elevator recruiting needs! With a deep network and unmatched industry expertise, we quickly connect you with skilled professionals who are ready to elevate your team. Let us handle the hiring process, so you can focus on growing your business with the best in the industry. Reach out today, and let us help you take your business to new heights! To contact us go to: https://allredgroup.com

    Mueller, She Wrote
    Corruption Confirmed

    Mueller, She Wrote

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 9, 2026 63:34


    More reflecting pool vandalism charges have been dropped by Jeanine Pirro's office. Former Special Counsel Jack Smith has accepted an invitation to testify before the Senate Judiciary Committee. Todd Blanche has been confirmed by the senate as US Attorney General. Judge Amit Mehta reluctantly dismisses the seditious conspiracy charges against the Oath Keepers for their role in the January 6th attack on the Capitol. Plus listener questions. Do you have questions for the pod or something for HITMEINTHEHEADWITHABAT?  Shop Mint Unlimited Plans at MINTMOBILE.com/UNJUST Check out other MSW Media podcastshttps://mswmedia.com/shows/ Follow AGMueller, She Wrote SubstackMueller She Wrote on Blueskyhttps://twitter.com/MuellerSheWrotehttps://twitter.com/dailybeanspodMore from Andrew McCabeThe Real McCabe on Substack@therealmccabe.com on BlueskyThe Threat: How the FBI Protects America in the Age of Terror and Trump This Show is Available Ad-Free And Early For Patreon and Supercast Supporters at https://patreon.com/thedailybeansOr when you Subscribe on Apple Podcastshttps://apple.co/3YNpW3P Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

    MiedoScopeMx
    ESPECIAL DESDE QUERETARO CON PEPE JUX 8 DE AGOSTO 2026

    MiedoScopeMx

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 9, 2026 127:06 Transcription Available


    ESPECIAL DESDE QUERÉTARO CON PEPE JUX Por primera vez, Julito llegó a Querétaro para vivir una noche muy especial junto a la comunidad miedoscopera y Pepe Jux. El evento estuvo lleno de historias escalofriantes, relatos paranormales, momentos inquietantes y mucha energía de todos los que se dieron cita para compartir el miedo en vivo. Fue una experiencia única, con ese ambiente especial que solo se siente cuando las historias se cuentan cara a cara. Lamentablemente, al final del evento tuvimos una falla con el audio, pero aun así la noche fue increíble. Gracias a todos los que nos acompañaron, a quienes compartieron sus relatos y a Querétaro por recibirnos tan bien. El miedo no tiene horario.Conviértete en un supporter de este podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/miedoscope-historias-de-miedo-en-directo--5104284/support.

    Palaeo After Dark
    Podcast 338 - Trilobite and Terror Bird

    Palaeo After Dark

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 9, 2026 81:48


    The gang discusses two papers that describe fossils which provide glimpses into the evolution and ecology of animals that were "late editions" to their clade. In other words, this podcast is focusing on fossils whose ages place them were close to the extinction of their respective groups. The first paper identifies ecological preferences in late Paleozoic trilobites, and the second paper describes a terror bird from South America that provides further evidence for a younger extinction of the group than traditionally understood. Meanwhile, Curt proposes a sitcom, Amanda has great timing, and James enjoys watching robots fail.   Up-Goer Five (James Edition): This week the group read two papers about some of the last members of some groups of animals that are now dead. The first paper looks at small animals with hard skin and lots of legs that can roll up into balls. Although these animals used to come in lots of different shapes, by this time they come in only a few different shapes and are thought to all look like each other. The animals in the paper are found toward the end of when they lived and come both rolled up, all stretched out, and broken up into little bits, showing that some of them were moved into where they are found by water. The animals found in the area are of two different kinds that are almost the same to each other but are found in different parts of the area, with one living in water that is not as deep and the other living in deeper water, showing that they were doing different things. The other paper is looking at the bone of a big angry animal that walked and had a body covered in things that are not hair but would have helped it fly if it was not so big. This one is found long after we thought these animals all died, and is also found from the bottom of the two big bits of land that got married at some point. When these bits of land got married, a lot of animals moved to the bottom bit of land and some moved to the top bit. These animals moved to the top bit and then went missing from the bottom bit, but because this animal bone was discovered we know that they actually still were in the bottom bit long after we thought they went missing.   References: Kudo, Nakuru, and Yuta Shiino. "Taphonomy and environmental distribution of Pseudophillipsia in the middle Permian Kamiyasse Formation of the Southern Kitakami Terrane, Japan." Journal of Paleontology (2026): 1-18. Machado, Victor Hugo M., et al. "A new terror bird (Cariamiformes, Phorusrhacidae) from the Late Pleistocene of Brazil: insights into the last representatives of the family." Papers in Palaeontology 12.2 (2026): e70080.

    REDE (Relatos Desclasificados)
    No Te Imaginas Lo Que Este Trailero Vio En Michoacán - Historias De Terror - REDE

    REDE (Relatos Desclasificados)

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 9, 2026 20:36 Transcription Available


    ¡ Rápido ! Suscríbete y activa la campanita.Se parte de la comunidad REDE.ENVIAME TUS HISTORIAS A: relatosdesclasificados@gmail.comSÍGUEME EN FANPAGE: https://bit.ly/33H3Og3SÍGUEME EN INSTAGRAM: https://bit.ly/3dgiBmd

    Cosas muy importantes • Historia Curiosa
    E179 • Lugares misteriosos de Venezuela • Cosas Muy Importantes

    Cosas muy importantes • Historia Curiosa

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 9, 2026 47:24 Transcription Available


    ¿Un lago que no aparece en los mapas pero sí en los satélites? ¿Una fosa marina sin oxígeno a solo minutos de la playa? Venezuela no solo tiene paisajes increíbles, también guarda enigmas geológicos y leyendas que la ciencia aún intenta responder.

    Bigfoot Eyewitness Radio
    Everybody Says It Was a Bigfoot - Bigfoot Eyewitness Episode 548

    Bigfoot Eyewitness Radio

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 8, 2026 58:54 Transcription Available


    In the late 70's, tonight's guest, Virgil Berry, was living near the Columbia River, in Oregon, when he had an experience he'll never forget. You see, Virgil was an avid fisherman, back then, and one day he had decided to go fishing at a nearby creek, with his friend, Johnny, at a runoff for the Columbia River, close to where he lived. After Virgil and Johnny arrived at the fishing spot they'd chosen, they fished for a while. All of a sudden, Virgil noticed that Johnny was staring, intently, off to his left. Curious to see what had captured Johnny's attention, Virgil shifted his gaze in the direction Johnny was looking and couldn't believe his eyes...If you've had at least one Sasquatch sighting and would like to be a guest on the show, please go to BigfootEyewitness.com and let me know. I'd love to hear from you.If you'd like to help support the show, by buying your own Bigfoot Eyewitness t-shirt or sweatshirt, please visit the Bigfoot Eyewitness Show Store, by going to https://Dogman-Encounters.MyShopify.comI produce 4 other shows that are available on your favorite podcast app. If you haven't checked them out, here are links to all 4 channels on the Spreaker App...My Bigfoot Sighting https://www.spreaker.com/show/my-bigfoot-sighting Dogman Tales https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/dogman-tales--6640134Dogman Encounters https://www.spreaker.com/show/dogman-encounters-radio_2 My Paranormal Experience https://www.spreaker.com/show/my-paranormal-experience Thanks, as always, for listening!

    Dogman Encounters Radio
    The Dogman Cometh - Dogman Encounters Episode 661

    Dogman Encounters Radio

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 8, 2026 67:38 Transcription Available


    Tonight's guest is Mike Fitzhugh. Mike is the creator of the Dogman Cometh app, a groundbreaking tool designed to help people who spend time in the woods document, analyze, and investigate potential Dogman evidence right from their smartphones.If someone discovers what they believe might be evidence left behind by a Dogman—such as tufts of fur, unusual tree gouges, tracks, or other signs—they can photograph it with the app and upload it directly for analysis. The app compares submitted evidence against a growing database of known animal characteristics, helping users rule out common wildlife through a process of elimination. It also serves as a powerful field journal, allowing users to document the exact location of sightings, weather conditions, time of day, lunar phase, and other important details that could prove valuable.Beyond documenting evidence, the Dogman Cometh app can help users locate nearby Dogman sightings, identify encounter hotspots, and evaluate how favorable conditions might be for a potential encounter based on factors such as terrain, available food sources, water, weather, and lunar activity.On tonight's show, Mike explains how the app was developed, how it works, and why he believes it can become an invaluable resource for anyone who investigates Dogman reports or spends time searching for answers in the woods.To purchase the Dogman Cometh App or find out more about it, please visit…https://comethdogman.com/  To purchase the Primal Signals Bigfoot App or find out more about it, please visit…PrimalSignals.appIf you've had a Dogman encounter and need help or would like to be a guest on the show, please go to https://DogmanEncounters.com and submit a report. I'd love to hear from you.Premium memberships are now available! If you'd like to listen to the show without ads and have full access to premium content, please go to https://DogmanEncounters.com/Podcast to learn how to become a premium member.If you'd like to help support the show, by buying your own Dogman Encounters t-shirt, sweatshirt, tank top, or coffee mug, please visit the Dogman Encounters Show Store, by going to https://Dogman-Encounters.MyShopify.comIf you've had a Sasquatch sighting and would like to be a guest on My Bigfoot Sighting, please go to https://MyBigfootSighting.com and submit a report.I produce 4 other shows that are available on your favorite podcast app. If you haven't checked them out, here are links to all 4 channels on the Spreaker App...Dogman Tales...  https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/dogman-tales--6640134My Bigfoot Sighting...  https://spreaker.page.link/xT7zh6zWsnCDaoVa7 Bigfoot Eyewitness Radio...  https://spreaker.page.link/WbtSccQm92TKBskT8 My Paranormal Experience https://www.spreaker.com/show/my-paranormal-experience Thanks for listening!

    Patabajo El Podcast
    Lo que le pasó a esta adolescente parece una película de terror

    Patabajo El Podcast

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 7, 2026 21:55


    #patabajoelpodcast Únete a nuestro Discord: https://discord.gg/gbUbSFf4 Muchas gracias por sintonizar, ¡no olvides suscribirse a nuestro canal para más contenido! ¡Únete a Patabajo Mafia! https://linktr.ee/patabajoelpodcast Kick de Darwin: https://kick.com/darwintvv Búscanos en Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/21saOhhqedeUfdWy3T0YY0 Apple Podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/patabajo-el-podcast/id1570334931 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

    MiedoScopeMx
    Historias de Miedo Agosto 6 de 2026 JUEVES DE TERROR

    MiedoScopeMx

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 7, 2026 94:14 Transcription Available


    No te pierdas los directos de lunes a viernes 10 pm Transmitiendo desde Cd Mante Si quieres hacer tu Donación PayPal: julio_azuara@hotmail.com ADQUIERE LAS ENTRADAS A LOS SHOWS EN VIVO AQUI: https://sl1nk.com/ve0w4cc COMPRA MIS LIBROS AQUI: HISTORIAS DE SUCESOS PARANORMALES PARA LEER EN EL BAÑO: https://a.co/d/c0aMiuw LA CASA GRIS: https://a.co/d/2KGSTUq UNA OPORTUNIDAD: https://a.co/d/53ykau0 EL SALTO: https://a.co/d/5XM3vtY EL BOLAS DE ORO: https://a.co/d/fR0i0SI ⭐️ Únete a nuestras Redes Sociales ⭐️

    Behind the Bastards
    Part Two: The Origins of Terror in Palestine

    Behind the Bastards

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 6, 2026 68:23 Transcription Available


    After World War One, the British Mandate takes over in Palestine- and shit really starts to hit the fan, leading to a series of riots, pogroms, assassinations and the dissolution of the communities that has existed in harmony for generations. Sources: https://www.jpost.com/blogs/my-nation-lives/this-week-in-israeli-history-operation-moses-raful-eitan-and-the-patria-disaster-435421 https://www.972mag.com/the-first-political-murder-in-jewish-palestine-lessons-of-intolerance/ https://archive.is/Rdwny#selection-1141.0-1141.321 https://www.palestine-studies.org/en/node/1654849 https://rense.com/general76/zan.htm https://academic.oup.com/edited-volume/40692 https://anumuseum.org.il/blog/patria/ https://waqarahmed.org/menachem-begin-israeli-terrorist-who-became-prime-minister-won-nobel-peace-prize https://research-repository.st-andrews.ac.uk/bitstream/handle/10023/24114/hoffman_2020_swi_bombingkingdavid_aam.pdf?sequence=1 https://www.mideastjournal.org/post/jewish-arab-relations-a-deep-dive-into-the-history https://www.972mag.com/before-zionism-the-shared-life-of-jews-and-palestinians/ https://jewishvirtuallibrary.org/the-arabs-in-palestine https://palestinenexus.com/articles/conflict-palestine-bw-jews-arabs-zionism https://thecjn.ca/news/jews-muslims-coexisted-peacefully/ https://encyclopedia.1914-1918-online.net/article/jabotinsky-vladimir/?format=pdf https://www.jstor.org/stable/41857736?seq=19wwfSee omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

    Real Crime Profile
    #627: 627|A Brutal Murder in the Outback- "Outback Terror"

    Real Crime Profile

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 6, 2026 40:19


    Jim and Kathy interview Dr. Mark Harrison about the new documentary concerning the 2001 attempted abduction of Joanne Lees, the homicide of her boyfriend Peter Falconio, and the renewed search for his remains.See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

    Behind the Bastards
    Part One: The Origins of Terror in Palestine

    Behind the Bastards

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 4, 2026 64:56 Transcription Available


    Robert sits down with Dr. Dana al-Kurd to discuss how things started going wrong in Palestine, and how terror first came to the Holy Land. (2 part series) Sources: https://www.reddit.com/r/list_palestine/comments/l43xgk/megalist_israels_crimes_controversies_full/ https://www.jpost.com/blogs/my-nation-lives/this-week-in-israeli-history-operation-moses-raful-eitan-and-the-patria-disaster-435421 https://www.972mag.com/the-first-political-murder-in-jewish-palestine-lessons-of-intolerance/ https://archive.is/Rdwny#selection-1141.0-1141.321 https://www.palestine-studies.org/en/node/1654849 https://rense.com/general76/zan.htm https://academic.oup.com/edited-volume/40692 https://anumuseum.org.il/blog/patria/ https://waqarahmed.org/menachem-begin-israeli-terrorist-who-became-prime-minister-won-nobel-peace-prize https://research-repository.st-andrews.ac.uk/bitstream/handle/10023/24114/hoffman_2020_swi_bombingkingdavid_aam.pdf?sequence=1 https://www.mideastjournal.org/post/jewish-arab-relations-a-deep-dive-into-the-history https://www.972mag.com/before-zionism-the-shared-life-of-jews-and-palestinians/ https://jewishvirtuallibrary.org/the-arabs-in-palestine https://palestinenexus.com/articles/conflict-palestine-bw-jews-arabs-zionism https://thecjn.ca/news/jews-muslims-coexisted-peacefully/ https://encyclopedia.1914-1918-online.net/article/jabotinsky-vladimir/?format=pdf https://www.jstor.org/stable/41857736?seq=19wwfSee omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

    The John Batchelor Show
    S8 Ep1193: Janatan Sayeh: The Iranian regime has dramatically escalated its internal reign of terror, with executions increasing by over 100 percent in some regions. Revolutionary courts, led by brutal judges such as Mohammad Reza Tavakoli, use public han

    The John Batchelor Show

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 4, 2026 10:45


    Janatan Sayeh: The Iranian regime has dramatically escalated its internal reign of terror, with executions increasing by over 100 percent in some regions. Revolutionary courts, led by brutal judges such as Mohammad Reza Tavakoli, use public hangings and floggings to desensitize and intimidate the population. These courts specifically target young dissidents, journalists, and even musicians for offending the supreme leader or waging war against God. Washington is criticized for failing to invoke human rights sanctions since January, even as other Western nations act. The surge in executions often coincides with diplomatic negotiations, serving as the regime's deliberate internal priority to liquidate all political dissent. (9)Q9Q0 RUSSIAN SOLDIERS IN PERSIA