SoulFullHeart Experience

As a sensitive boy growing up, I could feel so much around me yet had no real guidance on how to interpret, digest, and integrate it all. This is really true for most if not all of us. The biggest piece I am revisiting now is the depth of my sexual trauma as a boy moving into manhood. Confronted with so many images, energies, and conditionings around sex and sexuality, this boy in me found himself between a rock and a hard place (pardon the pun). There was the desire for innocence to be the name of the game. To dance with the essence in both the boy and the girl. Like a journey of discovery and playfulness. Original writing: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/06/28/reclaiming-the-lost-boy-of-our-in-essence/ For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org. We are now offering a free consultation call for 30-45 minutes with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen or Kalayna Solais for you to learn more about the SoulFullHeart Process, what happens in sessions, mutually determine if the process is a fit for you at this time, and if so, which Facilitator to meet with in sessions. More info at https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen.

"The awareness I felt was that parts of me still look outbound for validation rather than inbound and from me and the Divine. Before this SoulFullHeart work, I would respond to this awareness by trying to ‘improve’ myself or take care of my ‘shit’. This only brought in more frequencies of self-judgement rather than self-compassion. Through connecting to my inner world of parts and Metasoul aspects, I have become more clear about who I, Gabriel, is as the ‘eye of the storm’ sort of speak. I am becoming more clear of my Essential self, that Me that is the spark of the Divine." Original writing: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/06... For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org. We are now offering a free consultation call for 30-45 minutes with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen or Kalayna Solais for you to learn more about the SoulFullHeart Process, what happens in sessions, mutually determine if the process is a fit for you at this time, and if so, which Facilitator to meet with in sessions. More info at https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen.

Original writing: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/06... For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org. We are now offering a free consultation call for 30-45 minutes with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen or Kalayna Solais for you to learn more about the SoulFullHeart Process, what happens in sessions, mutually determine if the process is a fit for you at this time, and if so, which Facilitator to meet with in sessions. More info at https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen.

The world is going through a collective time of necessary transition, Dark Night, death and rebirth, disclosure, and revelation. The cries of the world are reaching a peak in this Now of ongoing Ascension, along with the inner cries that may match them. SoulFullHeart Teacher, Ascension Guide and Divine Feminine/Galactic Love Ambassador Jelelle Awen is joined by Ascended Masters Kuan Yin and St. Germain for this guided meditation to offer healing love to these cries. The violet light is offered to you by them to cleanse and activate your Ascension Chakras, especially your Higher Heart Chakra of compassion. You then offer these energies to the battles/diverging/converging timelines and narratives going on in the world. Finding a part of yourself or soul aspect that may have their own cries going on, you offer them the violet light and invitation to join you above the fray. Kwan Yin and St. Germain join you (and this part/aspect of you) in a healing pools of violet light water as you repeat the powerful mantra of "I am love. You are love. We are love." We do recommend giving dedicated time to this meditation with earphones/headphones and laying down while listening. You may fall asleep at some point, so it's good to be in a comfortable position when you listen to it. It's so okie if 'nothing' happens or you don't see or feel anything during the meditation. It may take several listens to open up the higher frequency heart space and deeper emotional body connection being offered here. The music in this video is The Return Home by Mettaverse Music and is used with much gratitude: https://youtu.be/rqe_EqMHCMs We provide a bridge to your Star Family Galactic consciousness, other lifetimes, and transition from warrior to love ambassador teachings and guided meditations in our Free To Be 2 group call six week meditation series. Attend live and/or receive the recordings by donation: https://www.soulfullheart.org/freetobe2 For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org. We are now offering a free consultation call for 30-45 minutes with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman, or Kalayna Solais for you to learn more about the SoulFullHeart Process, what happens in sessions, mutually determine if the process is a fit for you at this time, and if so, which Facilitator to meet with in sessions. More info at https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen.

In this audio blog, SoulFullHeart Facilitator, Kalayna Solais, invites you to feel your own process of bringing the triggers and battlegrounds back inward, to begin healing the 'fight' for your freedom, needs, and desires and instead arising into them. Original blog: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/06/23/shifting-from-fighting-for-your-desires-needs-into-advocating-with-self-love/ For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen's latest book Free To Be 5D, writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events including upcoming group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org. For more information about a free consultation call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman, and Kalayna Solais, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue provide free offerings such as those on this channel. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

There is a Divine invitation to move out of the frequency expressions of the warrior and into those of the Love Ambassador toward yourself and with others. This is a timely message during this time of much conflict and contention in 3D/4D narratives. SoulFullHeart Teacher and Ascension Guide Jelelle Awen shares about the inclination in our soul's history toward battling and being a warrior (in many expressions) and the movement toward the peaceful love ambassador as you move into higher consciousness frequencies. This is an excerpt from Jelelle Awen's new book Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out available NOW in PDF, e-book, and print editions. You can read more with links to purchase here: https://www.soulfullheart.org/books Join Raphael and Jelelle for the final call in our Free To Be 2 group call series on Wednesday June 24 at 10:00am PDT for teachings and a guided meditation about navigating the transition from warrior (and however that expresses within your soul) to 5D Love Ambassador or receive the recording for any donation amount at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop or https://www.paypal.me/jelelleawen Raphael and Jelelle will be starting a new six week group call series on July 15 called Free To Be 5D that is an accompaniment to the book as well offering teachings, personal sharings and guided meditations to create a deeper experience of the content in the book. More info at https://www.soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org. For more information about a free consultation call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman, and Kalayna Solais, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen.

SoulFullHeart Teacher and Ascension Guide Jelelle Awen shares about the latest crop circle formation to appear in Dorset, UK during the Solstice Eclipse passage on June 21, 2020. She shares about the symbolism and transmission of the seven pointed star within this formation and the surrounding triangles that create a sense of movement and being teleported to magical otherworlds. Original blog: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/06/23/crop-circle-update-elven-star-and-teleportation-to-magical-otherworlds-june-21-2020/ This is a recent guided meditation and energy update in which Jelelle Awen connected to the energies of the Solstice eclipse at Stonehenge (very accessible to travel to): https://youtu.be/NVL37GIgLKQ You can read all of Jelelle's crop circle formation updates from the 2020 season here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/categ…/ascension/crop-circles/ For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen's latest book Free To Be 5D, writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events including upcoming group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org. For more information about a free consultation call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman, and Kalayna Solais, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue provide free offerings such as those on this channel. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

Blessings during this powerful SOULstice and SOULar eclipse passage of June 19-22nd, 2020! I felt guided to offer this video today providing some teachings around what I am noticing is occurring during this passage on collective and personal levels for all of the bodies (emotional, spiritual, energetic, physical, mental). I talk about how as the narratives in 3D continue to clash and wounded masculine is disclosed, this is an intense frequency to be in for sensitive and awakening souls, perhaps amplified by this current passage too. I also provide a guided meditation to clear your chakras and cells with violet light, and a journey/bridge to Stonehenge to experience the SOULstice and the Eclipse in the Quantum Field of Now where it is ongoingly occurring with your inner masculine. We tune into the energies during this meditation inside of the stone circle at Stonehenge and bridge to the hope and new possibility frequencies of the SOULstice. Then, the energies of the annular SOULar eclipse offer a ring of fire or light that temporary obscures the light of the sun with the near dominance of the moon's shadow. We bring in your inner masculine to receive these energies in whatever ways/means are necessary for them. The eclipse seems to be offering an illumination of the wounded masculine within and in our collective especially. This is a temporary illumination as the light moves back into beaming and broadcasting again. I could feel how these energies could create an uneasy feeling to experience them together in this current conjunction, along with a New Moon. Deeper feelings of unworthiness may be coming up as well, especially for the inner masculine around receiving and moving into the higher timeline. Physical pain, especially in the head/neck area, and stomach digestion issues could also come up as these energies move into the cells and push up cellular memory of wounded masculine experiences. I talk about my recent initiation into deeper transition to living on more prana/light/Divine love which has facilitated more letting in of the higher frequency codes as a preparation for this SOULstice eclipse. I so hope this assists with the integration, digestion, and letting in of whichever energies most serve you in this New Earth transition from 3D warrior to 5D love ambassador. I could feel much Divine love and even Star Family holding with humanity as we go through our temporary Dark Night to emerge into our Light Day of Sacred Human expression. Join us this Wednesday for a group call meditation and teachings around the transition from Warrior to 5D Ambassador at 10:00am PDT by offering a donation or receive the recording. More info at https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.co... For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen's latest book Free To Be 5D, writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events including upcoming group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org. For more information about a free consultation call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman, and Kalayna Solais, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue provide free offerings such as those on this channel. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

The cosmic energies, such as the ones offered in the upcoming eclipses and Solstice and by lightships in Gaia's orbit, are meant to be received in a personal way, as well as being collective activations too. SoulFullHeart Teacher and Ascension Guide Jelelle Awen offers in this audio blog about how Eclipses and Solstices/Equinoxes are Unity Consciousness events, sparking our soul’s lineage. They offer moments that unite rather than divide. There is so much division, contention, and polarity peaking right now in the 3D/4D narrative timelines as the Matrix collapses that these cosmic events can help to remind us of the ultimate reality of our essence as One. Original blog: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/06/15/energy-update-eclipses-solstice-and-gaia-waves-provide-unity-during-3d-4d-polarity-passage/ Jelelle shares much more about the ongoing Ascension process, Ascension energies, and even writings on this current global awakening process in her new book Free To Be 5D. More info here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/books Here is information about joining live and/or receiving the recordings for our current group call series Free To Be 2: Navigating The Matrix Collapse To New Earth Transition: https://www.soulfullheart.org/freetobe2 For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org. For more information about a free consultation call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman, and Kalayna Solais, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen.

SoulFullHeart Facilitator Gabriel Heartman explores how becoming familiar with your Metasoul and its needed karmic healing through the relationship with your Gatekeeper can provide a much desired consciousness around current global events as well as personal rumblings in reaction to these. For more information on the next Free To Be group call on this topic please visit soulfullheart.org/freetobe2 Original writing: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/06/14/metasoul-karmic-healing-brings-clarity-to-your-now/ For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org. We are now offering a free consultation call for 30-45 minutes with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen or Kalayna Solais for you to learn more about the SoulFullHeart Process, what happens in sessions, mutually determine if the process is a fit for you at this time, and if so, which Facilitator to meet with in sessions. More info at https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen.

The 2020 Crop circle season has begun! SoulFullHeart Teacher, Galactic Ambassador and Ascension Guide Jelelle Awen shares about two recent crop circle formations that appeared in the UK. She offers her sense of the symbolism and messages that they are conveying, yet also invites you to feel into your own interpretation of them. One seems to be offering a balance of heart-centeredness with spirituality and the second one a representation of the Covid-19 virus and the unification possibilities occurring from it. Original blog writings: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/05... https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/05... More info about our group call meditation event currently going on every Wednesday until June 24th: Free To Be 2: Navigating the 3D Matrix Collapse To New Earth Transition here: https://www.soulfullheart.org/freetobe2 For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org. We are now offering a free consultation call for 30-45 minutes with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman, or Kalayna Solais for you to learn more about the SoulFullHeart Process, what happens in sessions, mutually determine if the process is a fit for you at this time, and if so, which Facilitator to meet with in sessions. More info at https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen.

SoulFullHeart Teacher/Ascension Guide Jelelle Awen offers her bigger picture perspective on the timelines playing out during this Covid-19 Global awakening event. She offers you a feeling sense of the 3D and 4D timelines and how it feels to be within them from a compassionate perspective for self and others. She also provides a sense of how this current event connects to the Global Awakening into Ascension and Oneness experience. Join us for our group meditation and teachings call series on Wednesdays until June 24th called Free To Be Two: Navigating The 3D Matrix Collapse To New Earth Transition. You can attend all five of the remaining calls and receive the recordings for ALL of them by offering a donation at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More information at https://www.soulfullheart.org/freetobe2 For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org. We are now offering a free consultation call for 30-45 minutes with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen or Kalayna Solais for you to learn more about the SoulFullHeart Process, what happens in sessions, mutually determine if the process is a fit for you at this time, and if so, which Facilitator to meet with in sessions. More info at https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen.

When Star Family visited SoulFullHeart Facilitator, Kalayna Solais, the other day, they wanted to offer a transmission of love and encouragement to all Star Seeds on the planet. So many are feeling quite a bit of downheartedness and reactivity at this time and in this particular phase of Ascension on Gaia. We are all truly NOT alone, as they express so openly and with so much love. They are here to support us in absolutely everything we endure and come face to face with, within ourselves and in the world around us too. Original writing: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/05/12/remember-and-be-comforted-starseed-a-transmission-from-our-galactic-star-family/ For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org. We are now offering a free consultation call for 30-45 minutes with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen or Kalayna Solais for you to learn more about the SoulFullHeart Process, what happens in sessions, mutually determine if the process is a fit for you at this time, and if so, which Facilitator to meet with in sessions. More info at https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen.

The Arcturians are our friendly neighbours and star family who are in a high dimensional frequency offering multidimensional healing frequencies to humanity during this time of our great awakening. SoulFullHeart Teacher, Ascension Guide and Galactic Love Ambassador Jelelle Awen and her Arcturian aspect Binkh provide a bridge in this guided meditation for you to connect with the healing chamber that is waiting for you. You also meet your Arcturian guide/aspect who offers messages/visions for you to take in. The Arcturian healing chambers are available any time that you need the energetic/sound/light support for emotional, spiritual, chakral, mental, and physical healing. They also offer detox from toxicities/densities and upgrades and galactic activation codes. Here is a recent writing with Binkh and Jelelle Awen: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/05/12/we-are-here-to-support-you-message-from-binkh-the-e-t-s-in-gaias-orbit/ The music in this video is Activate Kundalini Power 12000HZ by LoveMotivos and is used with much gratitude: https://youtu.be/Uofw9UeQ2Ss We’ll be providing a bridge to your Star Family Galactic consciousness in our next Free To Be 2 group call six week meditation series, which starts on May 20th for a donation. Attend live and/or receive the recordings: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2 For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org. We are now offering a free consultation call for 30-45 minutes with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen or Kalayna Solais for you to learn more about the SoulFullHeart Process, what happens in sessions, mutually determine if the process is a fit for you at this time, and if so, which Facilitator to meet with in sessions. More info at https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen.

The 5/5 Gateway is OPEN! This gateway feels like a golden highway of access to 5D and higher frequencies in your soul. SoulFullHeart Teacher Jelelle Awen shares an energy update about the 5:5 energies and also what the energies feel like going on right now during this Covid-19 global event. She offers about the galactic disclosure process going on and the support being offered by Star Family. Also, there is the rebellion and claiming sovereignty by countries (led by the U.S.) and the Inner Teenager. Trauma processing is also being held by the 5:5 energies. Raphael and Jelelle will be providing a bridge to 5D energies via sharings and a guided meditation for their last Free To Be Group call tomorrow Wednesday May 6 at 10:00am PDT. You are welcome to join us or receive the recording by offering a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. You don’t need to have attended the previous group calls to come to this one. More info at soulfullheart.org/freetobe Our next Free To Be: Navigating the Matrix Collapse to New Earth weekly group call series for six weeks starts on May 20! Hope you can join us live and/or receive the recordings! More info here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2 Here is a guided meditation to connect with your inner teenager: https://youtu.be/sLDoA7UXVFk Original writing: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/05/03/choosing-a-sovereign-new-earth-domain/ For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org. For more information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen and Kalayna Solais, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen.

This really is a momentous time in humanity’s experience of falling into deep densities of 3D duality/polarity to Ascend again into unity consciousness! SoulFullHeart Teacher Jelelle Awen offers a sense of the bigger picture of the revelation, rebellion, and liberation phases going on for humanity and previously enslaved Reptilians as the Matrix collapses. She shares about the 4D AI Matrix and the Archonic group that has been running it using enslaved Reptilians. Mutual liberation for both the human and their Reptilian Self allows for an unplugging from the Matrix, that is now possible as the Archonic Group lets go of the Matrix programming. You can read more writings about the Matrix and Reptilians here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/categor... Here is a guided meditation to meet your Reptilian Self and unplug them from the AI Matrix: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M We’ll be sharing more about this in our group call, the fourth in our Free To Be series, on Wednesday, April 29th at 10:00am to attend live and/or receive the recording. The topic will be about accessing the 4D AI Matrix, along with the 3D Matrix, and connecting with your Reptilian Self around this to deepen the unplugging process.You are welcome to join us and/or receive the recording for a donation. More info here: https://soulfullheart.org/freetobe Original writing: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/04... For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org. For more information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen and Kalayna Solais, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen.

SoulFullHeart facilitant, Gabriel Heartman, digests his recent experience of his connection and holding of his awakening reptilian self. As we continue to learn more about all that has been happening in the underbelly of our world, this connection to our own reptilian aspect feels to be a big part of our human awakening and how we both have been intertwined for a very long time. It also helps to begin to release these energetic and emotional shackles that many of us have found ourselves in as Gaia continues to raise her frequency and expose that which has been in Shadow. It is not an aspect that should be feared for they too have been imprisoned and conditioned in order to do the bidding of the AI power structure. There is Love to be compassionately offered as we become more aware of this aspect and what they have been through and what they can offer in the collapse of The System.

SoulFullHeart Teacher Jelelle Awen offers an energy update about the latest Schumann/Gaia resonance reaching 140 HZ on April 23rd, which she feels could be in response to the love and honoring of Gaia during Earth Day April 22nd. She also describes some of what souls may be experiencing during this time of 3D Detox; some souls thriving with lives improved; some in more hardship and suffering; some in protest and activist energies. All is honored by the Divine Mother as an opportunity for healing and moving into deeper Ascension. You can still join us for our the next group call in our Free To Be Series connecting with the 4D/AI Matrix (a quantum level connection around what is occurring) next Wednesday April 29 or to receive the recording by offering a donation. More info here: https://soulfullheart.org/freetobe Here are all of our writings/energy updates/videos about this Coronavirus/Covid-19 3D Detox/Matrix Collapse Transition To New Earth: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/03/17/coronavirus-3d-matrix-reboot-qa-unity-consciousness-guided-meditation-video-jelelle-awen/ Original writing: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/04/23/energy-update-schumann-gaia-up-to-140-hz-in-response-to-earth-day-honoring-3d-detox/

With all of the many, many 'rabbit holes' you can follow at this time, there is so much to digest and reconcile within as you feel through a whole range of reactions with parts of you and in your Metasoul too. In this audio blog, SoulFullHeart Facilitator, Kalayna Solais, offers her own digestion of the process of connecting with your Reptilian aspect(s) and finding access to the context of continual Divine support and love throughout this whole collective birth canal and awakening/Ascension journey that is intensifying at this time in many ways. Here is the article Kalayna refers to: https://vigilantcitizen.com/moviesandtv/together-at-home-was-an-infomercial-for-the-global-elite-and-its-agenda/ She also recommends that you try this guided meditation from Jelelle Awen for meeting your own Reptilian aspect: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pA7ZjZj2K8M&feature=youtu.be Original blog: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/04/24/finding-compassion-as-we-calibrate-to-the-truth-of-our-times/ Raphael & Jelelle Awen are offering a 6-week group call series by donation from now until May 6th! The focus this Wednesday, April 29th, is on connecting with your Reptilian aspect. Your donation gets you full access to attend the calls live and/or receive the recording. More info here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe ~ For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org For more information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen and Kalayna Solais, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen ~ Follow Kalayna: Instagram: @kolibri.kc/@soulfullheart Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/kalaynasolais

In this Audio Blog, Emoto-Spiritual Teacher Raphael Awen explores what masculine reticence looks and feels like, inside of men and women and in the collective. The themes of personal power, vulnerability and autonomy are explored. Original blog can be found here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/04/21/on-masculine-vulnerability/ Raphael & Jelelle Awen are offering a 6-week group call series by donation from now until May 6th! Your donation gets you full access to attend the calls live and/or receive the recording. More info here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org For more information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen and Kalayna Solais, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

In this audio blog, SoulFullHeart Facilitator/Soul Scribe, Kalayna Solais, offers a sense of the purpose of the Love Ambassador and Death Doula too at this time of seeing and feeling so much darkness coming out of the shadows. More polarities are being realized and energized and yet, there's an invitation here of integration and healing as we move into New Earth and also an invitation to move away from the narrative of 'versus' or needing to 'destroy' what feels opposite and 'evil'. ~ Raphael & Jelelle Awen are offering a 6-week group call series by donation from now until May 6th! Your donation gets you full access to attend the calls live and/or receive the recording. More info here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org For more information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen and Kalayna Solais, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

Levels of contention, disagreement, and making each other ‘wrong’ are really peaking at this time of unknown transition during the Coronavirus slowdown. SoulFullHeart Teacher Jelelle Awen offers a perspective on this disagreement coming from the Inner Punisher triggered in the collective and on a personal level. She shares about how you may be reacting to Inner Punisher Truthtellers in others into shame reactions. The Inner Punisher transmutes to truthtelling and discernment with compassion for self and other as this part of us is felt and connected to. This meditation helps you to connect with your Inner Punisher and Shame: https://youtu.be/3XvxkuX9YYs You can still join Raphael and Jelelle Awen for their ongoing six week group call series Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix to New Earth Transition. Our next group call is this Wednesday, April 22nd at 10:00am PDT. You can receive the recordings of any group calls you may have missed and the zoom link to join future ones at any time by open donation. There is more info here: www.soulfullheart.org/freetobe

An inspiring message from Yeshua and the Magdalenes with SoulFullHeart Teacher Jelelle Awen. This transmission offers a reminder of your soul's choice to be a lighthouse during this time of humanity's awakening and of the presence and support of guides and the Divine during this all. You can still join us for our ongoing six week group call series Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix to New Earth Transition. Our next group call is this Wednesday, April 22nd at 10:00am PDT in which we will discuss navigating relationships during this time, including sharings about the Inner Punisher and meditation to connect to your current relationships and shift to 5D sense of them. You can receive the recordings of any group calls you may have missed and the zoom link to join future ones at any time by open donation. There is more info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

Raphael and Jelelle Awen held an Easter Sunday sacred service to connect with death and rebirth codes, responding to your questions, and offer a reading of a Yeshua compassionate forgiveness message on Sunday April 12th during a Facebook livestream. They offered a guided meditation to connect to the available death and resurrection codes that offer a bridge into 5D New Earth/Indwelling Christ activation of "I AM the Light of the World". INjoy and Happy Easter! love, Raphael and Jelelle This is the writing that was shared: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/04... You can also still join us for our ongoing group call series Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix to New Earth Transition. Our next group call is this Wednesday, April 15th at 10:00am PDT in which we will feel your inner child's reactions to the changes going on and connect with possible collapse experiences from other lifetimes. You can receive the recordings of any group calls you may have missed and the zoom link to join future ones at any time by open donation. There is more info here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.co... We highly recommend the book Anna, Grandmother of Jesus by Clare Heartsong and her other book as well channeling the Magdalenes that offers this higher dimensional feeling sense of Yeshua's crucifixion and resurrection story and the years before and beyond in a deeply touching and healing way. For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart events (including our monthly group transmissions and women's group calls), visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.comFor more information about 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for women and with Raphael Awen for men and women, visithttp://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com... Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen.

In this audio blog, SoulFullHeart Facilitant and Soul Scribe, Kalayna Solais, offers pieces to feel into and honour about our individual and collective death and rebirth and ultimate ‘resurrection’ process that is deepening at this time. She offers that this weekend of ‘Easter’ is yet another symbol of this ongoing process for us and Yeshua is always a template to lean into for how to navigate life’s crucibles and find your own sacred process of Ascension on the other side of it all. Original blog: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/04/10/our-resurrection-after-death-rebirth-processes-returns-us-to-love-divine-consciousness-trust/ Raphael & Jelelle Awen are offering a 6-week group call series by donation starting April 1st! Your donation gets your full access to attend the calls live and/or receive the recording. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart events (including our monthly group transmissions and women's group calls), visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com For more information about 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for women and with Raphael Awen for men and women, visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator and Ascension Guide Jelelle Awen offers a Message of compassionate forgiveness from Yeshua Chris, a higher dimensional frequency of Christ Consciousness. Yeshua offers a new picture sense of his crucifixion and resurrection process and the codes that it seeded for us to reactivate in our Ascension lifetimes now. He also encourages forgiveness toward the dark energies and actions that will be ongoingly disclosed such as Cabal/Deep State, etc. Original blog: http://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/04/10/message-of-compassionate-forgiveness-from-yeshua-on-good-friday/ We highly recommend the book Anna, Grandmother of Jesus by Clare Heartsong and her other book as well channeling the Magdalenes that offers this higher dimensional feeling sense of Yeshua's crucifixion and resurrection story and the years before and beyond in a deeply touching and healing way. Join us for our ongoing group call series Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix to New Earth Transition. You can receive the recordings of any group calls you may have missed and the zoom link to join future ones at any time by open donation. There is more info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe Here are all of our writing/videos on the coronavirus/3D Matrix switch over: https://soulfullheartblog.com/catego…/ascension/coronavirus/

SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator and Ascension Guide Jelelle Awen offers her perspective and feeling sense of the current 3D and 4D timelines playing out right now during this Coronavirus/Cabal Collapse transition. She provides a bigger context around the 'current events' and a digestion that anchors to 5D feeling sense around it, even while validating the realty of this timelines for many souls that need them. Original blog: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/04/09/energy-update-light-at-the-end-of-the-3d-4d-tunnel-timelines There is more about these 3D/4D/5D timelines playing out right now during this Great Awakening in this recent writing of mine here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/04/03/energy-update-3d-4d-5d-timelines-playing-out-during-this-great-awakening/ Join us for our ongoing group call series Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix to New Earth Transition. You can receive the recordings of any group calls you may have missed and the zoom link to join future ones at any time. There is more info here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe Here are all of our writing/videos on the coronavirus/3D Matrix switch over: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/ For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart events (including our monthly group transmissions and women's group calls), visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com For more information about 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for women and with Raphael Awen for men and women, visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

Many timelines are running right now during this catalytic, stormy time of transition and death/rebirth! SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator/Ascension Guide Jelelle Awen offers her sense of the 3D/4D/5D timelines that are playing out during this Great Awakening with an offering that all of them are sacred in the phase and expression of them. Connecting with your 3D Self can be helpful here to feel their relationship and even attachment to this timeline: https://youtu.be/-C_RiD5k_xs Connecting with your Gatekeeper and open up soul aspects and other lifetimes: https://youtu.be/-IZQYBoE6Cg Here is a guided meditation to connect to a bridge to 5D: https://youtu.be/dq77I41j2y0 You can still join the group call series Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix To New Earth Transition with Jelelle and Raphael with the next group call on Wednesday, April 8th at 10:00am PDT. You can receive the recordings of any calls that you missed and all of the calls going forward you can attend live as well and receive the recordings. The series is by donation, whatever you can afford and feel called to give at this time. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe Here are all of our writing/videos on the coronavirus/3D Matrix switch over: https://soulfullheartblog.com/catego…/ascension/coronavirus/ Original blog: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/04/03/energy-update-3d-4d-5d-timelines-playing-out-during-this-great-awakening ~ For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart events (including our monthly group transmissions and women's group calls), visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com For more information about 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for women and with Raphael Awen for men and women, visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator and Divine Love Ambassador Jelelle Awen offers an experience of Divine Love ambassadorship that she experienced in finding herself in the middle of the current battlefield going on between dark vs. light. She led her Divine child/orphan away from the battle and into her higher heart space with Kuan Yin and many other Divine Ambassadors, offering energies of light and love to those souls ready to respond to them. Hope you can join Raphael and Jelelle for their six-week group call series about this 3D Matrix to New Earth transition starting on April 1st at 10:00am PDT, which we see going forward without interruption at this point. We are offering this as a means of creating support systems both within and with others during this time! It is by whatever donation you can offer and you can attend live and you'll get the recordings as well! More info here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe Here are all of our writings and videos about the Coronavirus/Cabal collapse: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/ Original blog: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/03/31/divine-love-ambassadorship-as-the-great-battle-for-awakening-continues/ For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart events (including our monthly group transmissions and women's group calls), visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com For more information about 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for women and with Raphael Awen for men and women, visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

In this Audio Blog, Emoto-Spiritual Teacher Raphael Awen opens a short dialogue with Yeshua about reactions to the Corona Virus that explores how evil and separation were necessary perceptions in our journey to coming back into love's expanded fuller awareness. Original blog: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/03/29/you-are-moving-into-loves-reply-to-the-darkness-yeshua/ Raphael & Jelelle Awen are offering a 6-week group call series by donation starting April 1st! Your donation gets your full access to attend the calls live and/or receive the recording. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart events (including our monthly group transmissions and women's group calls), visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com For more information about 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for women and with Raphael Awen for men and women, visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator and Ascension Guide Jelelle Awen offers an update on the ongoing 3D Matrix/Cabal Collapse that is going on under the cover of the Coronavirus. She offers that the timeline of 10 days of darkness with possibly no Internet/phone service seems to be shifting to at max 3 days, maybe for only certain areas, and maybe not at all. She also provides a higher perspective on digesting these energies right now as they move through. Hope you can join Raphael and Jelelle for their six week group call series about this 3D Matrix to New Earth transition with Raphael and I starting on April 1st at 10:00am PDT, which I see going forward without interruption at this point. We are offering this as a means of creating support systems both within and with others during this time! It is by whatever donation you can offer and you can attend live and you'll get the recordings as well! More info here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe Original blog: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/03/29/cabal-collapse-updates-need-for-inner-digestion-ambassador-work/ For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart events (including our monthly group transmissions and women's group calls), visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com For more information about 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for women and with Raphael Awen for men and women, visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

SoulFullHeart Teachers/Facilitators and Ascension Guides Raphael and Jelelle Awen hosted this live Q&A, energy update, and guided meditation that originally aired March 25th, 2020. They answer questions, respond to comments and digest the coronavirus/COVID-19 outbreak and the 3D Matrix dismantling that they feel is going on behind-the-scenes of it for which the virus is being used as a smokescreen or cover up for it. The questions asked during the livestream were about this cover up, how to communicate with those who aren't aware of the Cabal, and more. They offered many resources to connect with to get more information about the Cabal and its collapse. Raphael and Jelelle offer a process of inner and outer amnesty and ambassadorship toward these dark energies, starting with connecting with your Inner Child as a forgiveness frequency is nature in their essence. Here are some the resources we mentioned in the video: Fall of the Cabal documentary (part five is missing from this playlist but you can find it on youtube): https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list... David Wilcock's On The Great Pandemic Video: What's Really Going On: https://youtu.be/2I10P5tMLlI And others: Sacha Stone interview: Virus Is A 3D Detox: https://youtu.be/Bmg1cwxar_M Liz Crokin video series about Coronavirus as cover for Cabal arrests: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCL5Q... Event 201: Amazing Polly video: https://youtu.be/IRJpP83MqNs The guided meditation during the last fifteen minutes offers a unifying energy that brings us all together, even while in 'isolation', and helps us open our hearts to the world and each other, in service of love and in heart and soul connection together. Yeshu and the Magdalenes emit their loving energies into the group circle and parts of you (including your Inner Child and Inner Protector) are invited to join us! You can see the comments and questions that they were responding to here on her FB feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen There are many writings from Jelelle and Raphael about the coronavirus and 'hidden' events on our blog: soulfullheartblog.com This livestream is a good preview and taste of what our six week group call series will be like with teachings, guided meditation and sharings over Zoom called Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix To New Earth Transition. It will be starting next Wednesday, April 1st at 10:00am PDT and going for five Wednesdays at 10:00am PDT after that. You can join us live or receive the recordings via whatever donation amount you can afford. More info here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe There are many guided meditations on this playlist with Jelelle and others in SoulFullHeart that are a helpful bridge into connecting with different aspects and parts of you. Visit SoulFullHeart Experience channel on Youtube. Sessions with Raphael or Jelelle are helpful and immense resources for healing deeply. To feel more into if a 1:1 session could be right for you, visit: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support me and SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

SoulFullHeart Divine Feminine Teacher/Facilitator and Ascension Guide Jelelle Awen hosted this live Q&A, energy update, and guided meditation that originally aired March 17th, 2020. She answers questions, responds to comments and digests the coronavirus/COVID-19 outbreak and the 3D Matrix dismantling that she feels is going on behind-the-scenes of it for which the virus is being used as a smokescreen. The questions asked during the livestream were about the time frame of the 'shut down' and switch over from dark-based systems into New Earth systems, preparation steps to take during it, how to relate with those who are not quite yet awakening, how the coronavirus connects to the 5G rollout, and more. Jelelle shares her personal collapse experiences and offers an invitation for ALL to step into more service of love and sharing in whatever ways they are called to do. She also offers how to take care of and feel yourself, your parts, your Metasoul Aspects in other timelines/lifetimes (especially those experiencing collapse such as in Atlantis, Lemuria) in the midst of so much intensity. The guided meditation during the last fifteen minutes offers a unifying energy that brings us all together, even while in 'isolation', and helps us open our hearts to the world and each other, in service of love and in heart and soul connection together. Divine Mother and Divine Father emit their loving energies into the group circle and parts of you (including your Inner Child and Inner Protector) are invited to join us! You can see the comments and questions that Jelelle was responding to here on her FB feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

SoulFullHeart Teacher and Facilitator and Ascension Guide Jelelle Awen offers her latest energy update on as the coronavirus and 3D Matrix switch over process continues and deepens. She shares about a process she went through with a facilitant of hers during a session and the swing of bliss and mess that they shared with her. She offers guidance around how to BE with the emotions that are coming up right now, both from inside of you and in response to the collective. Here is more about our parts work and Metasoul aspect integration process here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts Jelelle has many guided meditations to facilitate the inner journeying process to meet and connect and deepen with these parts of the inner family and soul aspects that are just waiting for love: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3 Original blog: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/03/18/swing-in-bliss-mess-emotional-states-coronavirus-3d-matrix-switch-over-energy-update-march-18/ For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart events (including our monthly group transmissions and women's group calls), visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com For more information about 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for women and with Raphael Awen for men and women, visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions Become a one-time or monthly donor and patron to support SoulFullHeart and our expression through videos, writings, and more! https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator and Ascension Guide Jelelle Awen offers a new update and perspective on the Coronavirus 'outbreak' and how it is being used as a smokescreen for ongoing activities in the switch over from the previous Matrix systems to the New Gaia ones. She offers a reminder of this reality to hold while the fear of 3D collective moves through, for you to become a beacon of hope and perspective for those who need it. You can read all Coronavirus Switch Over blogs here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/ Original blog:https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/03/16/coronavirus-smokescreen-for-3d-switch-over-collapse-update-march-16/

SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator Jelelle Awen shares about her sense of the Covid 19 coronavirus and her sense of it being used as a smokescreen to divert from necessary and good movements in the 3D matrix reboot process. She offers a sense of what is happening in some of the countries at this level of matrix reboot. She also invites those who are awakened to move into their service of love purpose now in this time where those in fear states are needed their light and perspective. Original blog:https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/03/14/coronavirus-as-a-smokescreen-for-major-reboots-mini-collapses-in-the-3d-4d-matrix/

In this fourth video of my video series called Deepen 2020, I (Jelelle Awen, SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator) talk about the death/rebirth cycle that we are constantly going through in awakening...the 'death' of 3D conditioning and the layers of protection created from it and the 'birth' of our awakening, 4D/5D self with parts of us integrating into it as they heal. I share about how you might be experiencing this death/rebirth cycle in your life, on a spectrum from subtle to extreme life changes, choices, transitions, and shifts, and how tuning into Divine trust and soul context helps with it. In the meditation, Mother Mary and Dark Mother join you in a funeral service to honor and feel the part of you that wants and is ready to die, to let go, and to move on. Mother Mary then guides you to connect with the higher frequency version of yourself being born in a cradle. The meditation helps you to bridge and hold space for the death/rebirth process in a conscious way while you are connected to Divine support and trust.

In this third video of my video series called Deepen 2020, I (Jelelle Awen, SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator) talk about the importance of connecting with your emotional body through accessing parts of yourself and digesting emotional traumas with them in a feeling-based way (not through mental analysis or bypassing with spiritual frequencies). I talk about how we are conditioned and trained to overly focus on the development of our mental bodies (and even our physical bodies and spiritual bodies) over our emotional body, which is often trailing behind in maturity, health and porosity/lightness. And that much of what we feel as 'emotions' is actually reactions and off gassing from undigested traumas in our emotional bodies. In the meditation, Mother Mary and Yeshua join us as Divine feminine and masculine energies that are very emotional body and heart-based in frequency and can hold space for emotional digestion. Your Inner Protector is invited as well and we journey to connect with your emotional body, as represented in visualization as a river. You are invited to see and feel how your emotional body river is right now and to wade into it...bringing healing energies with you. Thank you for joining me in this video....as we move into Deepening energies together.....one beloved part of us at a time! You can watch each video in the Deepen 2020 playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel here: www.youtube.com/playlist?list... You can watch videos from my previous 33 Day Deepen series from 2019 here: www.youtube.com/playlist?list... Energy exchange increases the receiving of healing! Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support me and SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: www.patreon.com/soulfullheart This video series is a useful introduction and bridge to the powerful SoulFullHeart quantum healing process and cutting-edge way of life experienced and offered through group calls/sessions/retreats and 1:1 sessions with Jelelle and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators. For more information, visit www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

In this second video of my video series called Deepen 2020, I (Jelelle Awen, SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator) explore how your pain/suffering can become an important portal to self and soul discovery. I talk about how connecting with parts of the self from this life (such as your Inner Protector, Inner Child, Inner Teenager, and more) gives you access to your pain and the discovery of the trauma experience that is causing it. Exploration on a soul level with your Gatekeeper (guardian of your veil of amnesia) and with Metasoul aspects (from other lifetimes) reveals how your current/local pain connects to soul patterns on a quantum level. In the meditation, we connect with your essence in the moment as represented by a castle and with your Inner Protector. I give you some questions to ask your Protector about their pain, your pain, etc. to begin an inner negotiation ground to open up your pain as a portal, not just to be 'fixed' or 'transcended.' A beautiful sun ray came through into the room as I was connected to Archangel Michael as a support for your Protector! Thank you for joining me in this video....as we move into Deepening energies together.....one beloved part of us at a time! You can watch each video in the Deepen 2020 playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list... You can watch videos from my previous 33 Day Deepen series from 2019 here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list... Energy exchange increases the receiving of healing! Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support me and SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart This video series is a useful introduction and bridge to the powerful SoulFullHeart quantum healing process and cutting-edge way of life experienced and offered through group calls/sessions/retreats and 1:1 sessions with Jelelle and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators. For more information, visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

In this fourth episode of our weekly SoulFullHeart Experience Podcast, SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle Awen and Gabriel Heartman talk about navigating life transitions, relationship completions, timeline collapses and other shifts. This period of time leading up to the New Year of 2020 (especially during and after the 11/11 portal) is sorting out what vibrational is 'coming with you' and what doesn't fit or match your higher timeline reality. This sorting out process can be experienced as something you are in cooperation with or that it is happening 'to you' depending on your level of conscious choice in the process. We recommend connecting to the parts of you that been involved with and attached to the previous timeline experience or relationship. To feel the mourning and grief of letting go, along with the other feelings such as frustration and hurt that come up during completions. We also talk about the benefits of having a higher level context about the shifts and changes, what karmic clearing may be going on and necessary in your Metasoul. This allows you to be able to feel Divine trust and surrender to it rather than feeling like life is 'doing something against you.' Gabriel and Jelelle also share about a recent process we've been digesting in our community around this with Kalayna, a former SoulFullHeart Facilitator and friend, taking space from us and how we have navigated and experienced that shift. We write more about that here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2019/11/26/shiftings-and-completions-in-soulfullheart-personal-update/

In this episode of The SoulFullHeart Experience Podcast, Raphael Awen flies solo with what he calls 'Digesting Disclosure'. Disclosure is all about what's now being revealed in our world that was previously hidden. Disclosure however needs to extend inside of you for it to be digested as the things hidden in your shadow press up into your awareness and life experience asking to be felt and healed. This involves no longer suppressing, therapizing, transcending, spiritualizing over, or medicating over, our shadow playouts, but rather getting intimate with them in a whole new way - that almost no one is talking about. Raphael offers a feeling sense of what a true alternative could look and feel like. Your wounding is actually a portal to your higher timeline ascension! David Wilcock's recent Disclosure update article: https://divinecosmos.com/davids-blog/23357-declas-incoming/ Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman's 'Digesting Disclosure' Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvKErXMSXqou0Z5TnuYT8s9T

In this second episode of our weekly SoulFullHeart Experience Podcast, SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael and Jelelle Awen and Gabriel Heartman talk about the importance of feeling your emotions and dropping into your emotional body as it allows the digestion of traumatic experiences with the parts of you that experienced them. Feeling your traumas and emotional reactions to them, rather than bypassing them, actually raises your vibrational frequency as stuck traumas densify your emotional body, chakras, and even physical body. They all share about how working with parts of yourself during 1:1 sessions with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator creates a safe space where you can feel these traumas again with the parts of you who are living them out over and over....and actually transmute them. Raphael and Gabriel share about specific traumas that they have felt and overcome due to being open to feeling and healing their them with parts of themselves, rather than bypassing or transcending them with spiritual attainments, etc. This SoulFullHeart Experience Podcast is offered as a bridge to those of you who may not be familiar with the SoulFullHeart process or us as Facilitators of it. And, those of you who are aware of our work and even connected to us through sessions, may find value in the way that we present the importance of emotional body healing in this video. These Podcasts are offered on a weekly basis on the SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel, our Facebook pages, our Soulfullheartblog.com and as an audio file on our Soundcloud channel and many others: https://soundcloud.com/soulfullheart.

In this first episode of our weekly SoulFullHeart Experience Podcast, SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael and Jelelle Awen and Gabriel Heartman introduce themselves and share with you their experiences of offering SoulFullHeart spaceholding sessions with others over the years. Gabriel also talks about his own personal journey with the parts work/Metasoul aspect connection process and how it has transformed him and his life. He shares as well about how it has been to work with women in sessions and what it offers them. Raphael shares about his experience working with others in sessions, especially men, and what that has offered to his life. Raphael and Gabriel share about what happens in a free intro call with them, what you can expect to discover and explore, and how it can help you decide if going on to a 1:1 sessions with them is right for you. We also talk about what the benefits are of ongoing sessions with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and what happens during 'drop-ins' with parts of yourself and other timelines/lifetimes as well. This first episode of the SoulFullHeart Experience Podcast is offered as a bridge to those of you who may not be familiar with the SoulFullHeart process or us as Facilitators of it. And, those of you who are aware of our work and even connected to us through sessions, may find value in the way that we present the process in this video. We will be offering these Podcasts on a weekly basis here on the SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel, our Facebook pages, our Soulfullheartblog.com and as an audio file on our itunes and soundcloud channels: https://soundcloud.com/user-721336873.