Gender Forking: a Life and Death Podcast

Welcome to the first episode of Gender Forking: a Life and Death Podcast with your hosts, Sam and Lori! In this episode, we discuss our relationships with the Twilight Universe and anticipate what experiencing Life and Death for the first time will be like. We also read and discuss the foreword of the book. Follow us on twitter and Instagram at @genderforking and on facebook at https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/ For more Twilight content, follow our blog at https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/ If you're not reading along at home, you can go to https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/genderforking for plot summaries. Patreon Producers: Deepra Sinha, Teddy McFarland, Allison HolleyYou can support us on Patreon (and become a producer) at https://www.patreon.com/genderforking

Should vampires wear makeup? How do eye contacts even work? Does Beau eat tide pods? Lori and Sam discuss the first 4 chapters of Life and Death. Choice quote of the episode: "Bob Hale, Hale refrigeration" Follow us on twitter and Instagram at @genderforking or on https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/ For more Twilight content, follow our blog at https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/ If you're not reading along at home, you can go to https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/genderforking for plot summaries. Patreon Producers: Deepra Sinha, Teddy McFarland, Allison HolleyYou can support us on Patreon (and become a producer) at https://www.patreon.com/genderforking

Would vampire-you date a human? Is Beau a believable character? What would Renesmee's gender-swapped name be? Lori and Sam discuss emasculation, gender neutrality, and indigenous representation in chapters 5-7 of Life and Death by Stephenie Meyer. Follow us on Twitter and Instagram at @genderforking or on https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/ For more Twilight content, follow our blog at https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/ If you're not reading along at home, you can go to https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/genderforking for plot summaries. Patreon Producers: Deepra Sinha, Teddy McFarland, Allison HolleyYou can support us on Patreon (and become a producer) at https://www.patreon.com/genderforking

Alternative titles: "Beau Italia" and "Lady Scarf" Lori and Sam discuss sexual violence (tw) and gendered dating norms in chapters 8-10 of Life and Death by Stephenie Meyer. Choice quote: "I was just wondering: does anyone love this book?" Follow us on Twitter and Instagram at @genderforking or on https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/ For more Twilight content, follow our blog at https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/ If you're not reading along at home, you can go to https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/genderforking for plot summaries. Patreon Producers: Deepra Sinha, Teddy McFarland, Allison HolleyYou can support us on Patreon (and become a producer) at https://www.patreon.com/genderforking

And so the lion fell in love with the lamb... Lori and Sam revisit the queer theory piece that inspired the title of the podcast and discuss how Stephenie Meyer may be reinforcing cissexism and queerphobia. A dialogue on consent, norms, and expectations in chapters 11-13. Choice quote: "I love Bella and I would die for Bella but also I love Beau and I would die for Beau and he needs it more." Follow us on twitter and Instagram at @genderforking or on https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/ For more Twilight content, follow our blog at https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/ If you're not reading along at home, you can go to https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/genderforking for plot summaries. Patreon Producers: Deepra Sinha, Teddy McFarland, Allison HolleyYou can support us on Patreon (and become a producer) at https://www.patreon.com/genderforking

Alternate title: "No Tears Left to Taste" Musings about the Cullen's sense of home and theories about what will happen next. RIP khaki skirt. Follow us on Twitter and Instagram at @genderforking or on https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/ For more Twilight content, follow our blog at https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/ If you're not reading along at home, you can go to https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/genderforking for plot summaries. Patreon Producers: Deepra Sinha, Teddy McFarland, Allison HolleyYou can support us on Patreon (and become a producer) at https://www.patreon.com/genderforking

As in, whomst the fuck is not gender swapped in this book? In which Lori and Sam are very confused about a lot of things. Thanks, Stephenie. Follow us on Twitter and Instagram at @genderforking or on https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/ For more Twilight content, follow our blog at https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/ If you're not reading along at home, you can go to https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/genderforking for plot summaries. Patreon Producers: Deepra Sinha, Teddy McFarland, Allison HolleyYou can support us on Patreon (and become a producer) at https://www.patreon.com/genderforking

What is happening!!??! Choice quote: "If you smell someone so good and you can resist killing them, is that your soulmate??" Follow us on Twitter and Instagram at @genderforking or on https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/ For more Twilight content, follow our blog at https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/ If you're not reading along at home, you can go to https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/genderforking for plot summaries. Patreon Producers: Deepra Sinha, Teddy McFarland, Allison HolleyYou can support us on Patreon (and become a producer) at https://www.patreon.com/genderforking

"Throw everything you know about Twilight out the window because it doesn't matter anymore!" Lori eats a muffin. Both Lori and Sam scream. Follow us on Twitter and Instagram at @genderforking or on https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/ For more Twilight content, follow our blog at https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/ If you're not reading along at home, you can go to https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/genderforking for plot summaries. Patreon Producers: Deepra Sinha, Teddy McFarland, Allison HolleyYou can support us on Patreon (and become a producer) at https://www.patreon.com/genderforking

Happy Halloween! Welcome to the 1st season finale of Gender Forking, in which Lori and Sam scream some more about the shocking ending of Life and Death. Choice quote: "I understand Miley Cyrus when she says 'it's the climb' but sometimes it really is just about the destination" Follow us on Twitter and Instagram at @genderforking or on https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/ For more Twilight content, follow our blog at https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/ If you're not reading along at home, you can go to https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/genderforking for plot summaries. Patreon Producers: Deepra Sinha, Teddy McFarland, Allison HolleyYou can support us on Patreon (and become a producer) at https://www.patreon.com/genderforking

Start your free Audible trial (1 free audio book!) now: audibletrial.com/genderforkingWe have Instagram now: @genderforkingTwitter: @genderforkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/ Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/ Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comPatreon Producers: Deepra Sinha, Teddy McFarland, Allison HolleyYou can support us on Patreon (and become a producer) at https://www.patreon.com/genderforking

We got drunk and tried to explain Life and Death but just ended up singing and laughing a lot. Oops. Free audible trial!! - audibletrial.com/genderforkingWe have Instagram now: @genderforkingTwitter: @genderforkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/ Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/ Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comPatreon Producers: Deepra Sinha, Teddy McFarland, Allison HolleyYou can support us on Patreon (and become a producer) at https://www.patreon.com/genderforking

Season 2 premiere! In this episode, we reintroduce ourselves and you to the world of Twilight after spending a whole season reading Life and Death: Twilight Reimagined. Stay tuned with us as we dive back into the source material. Support us on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comMerch info: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/merchEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley, Teddy McFarland, & Deepra Sinha.

What brand of shampoo does Bella use? How do you cook a steak, really? What is Renee's astrological sign? Asking the hard-hitting questions as we discuss the prologue and chapters 1 & 2 of Twilight. Special guest Alex Wright (IG: @updownleftwright).Support us on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comMerch info: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/merchEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley, Teddy McFarland & Deepra Sinha.

Is Edward out of Bella's league? What are sports, anyway? We read chapters 3 and 4 of Twilight and discuss how we would remake the book into a Netflix series. Support us on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comMerch info: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/merchEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley, Teddy McFarland & Deepra Sinha.

What kind of music does Edward listen to in the car? Can you smell blood? Is Edward truly dangerous, and which of his behaviors are red flags? We discuss Sam's favorite chapter of Twilight: Blood Type. Special guests JJ Rodriguez (IG: @72pfm) and Helen Sparks (IG: @fullspectrumfemininity).Support us on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comMerch info: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/merchEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley, Teddy McFarland & Deepra Sinha.

HELP THE QUILEUTE TRIBE MOVE TO HIGHER GROUND: https://mthg.org/More info about the Quileute tribe: https://www.burkemuseum.org/static/truth_vs_twilight/quileutes.htmlFrom now until sell out, 50% of all sticker sales will be donated to the Quileute tribe's Move to Higher Ground. More info here: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/merchIt's...La Push. Jacob Black makes his first appearance in chapter 6 and we discuss Stephenie Meyer's treatment of her indigenous characters. We also analyze Bella's problematic narration of Lauren as well as Bella's various Virgo tendencies. Support us on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley & Deepra Sinha

***CONTENT WARNING*** for sexual violence. Due to the subject matter of this chapter we do discuss SV quite a lot. We also mention mental health and trauma relating to sexual violence multiple times. Welcome to another episode of Gender Forking. This week we are discussing chapter 8 of Twilight: Port Angeles. We are joined by our good friend and fellow Twilight enthusiast, Lily Kip (@kilylip). Together we talk about Bella's relationship to trauma, first dates, Meyer's style of writing, how Jacob is probably in love with Edward, and how vampire babies are made. From now until sell out, 50% of all our sticker sales will be donated to the Quileute tribe's Move to Higher Ground. More info here: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/merchApologies for the microphone difficulties you hear toward the end of this episode. Please support us on Patreon so we can buy better equipment: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley & Deepra Sinha.

Chapter 9: Theory, AKA the continuation of the most intense first date ever. Did y'all hear? Edward is a vampire. We discuss anxious attachment theory and the mechanics of mind reading. From now until sell out, 50% of all our sticker sales will be donated to the Quileute tribe's Move to Higher Ground. More info here: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/merchApologies for the microphone difficulties you hear toward the end of this episode. Please support us on Patreon so we can buy better equipment: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley & Deepra Sinha.

How does mind reading work? Can Edward differentiate between his attraction to Bella and his desire to kill her? He better figure it out because Bella is having some CRAVINGS. From now until sell out, 50% of all our sticker sales will be donated to the Quileute tribe's Move to Higher Ground. More info here: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/merchNew episodes coming soon. Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley & Deepra Sinha.

Ah, the famous meadow scene. These bitches are in LOVE and they are wearing matching outfits to prove it. In this episode, we ask all the important questions such as: is Bella hot for Alice? Why does Edward have blue veins? How does Twilight function as a trauma narrative and what can it teach us about consent? Also, MIDNIGHT SUN IS COMING OUT. Catch up with us in our first of many long-distance episodes. From now until sell out, 50% of all our sticker sales will be donated to the Quileute tribe's Move to Higher Ground. More info here: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/merchNew episodes coming soon.Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley & Deepra Sinha.

"Home is where your vampire boyfriend watches you sleep." Renee buys Bella Victoria Secret pajamas. Charlie disconnects the battery from Bella's car. What kind of parents are they? Also, do vampires have sex in beds? And does Edward deserve rights? Probably not. All of this and more in a tear-tasting-tastic episode about Mind Over Matter and The Cullens.Listen to the songs that inspired the saga (on Lori's Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/playlist/788U1U0G6lattPNl4wl5fF?si=vzsdpB2wQO2dyeZxtPqbtwFrom now until sell out, 50% of all our sticker sales will be donated to the Quileute tribe's Move to Higher Ground. More info here: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/merchNew episodes coming soon.Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley, Jerryca Law & Deepra Sinha.

Did Carlisle have an emo phase? If you were vampire, would you be a vegetarian? What are the rules of baseball, anyway? We definitely don't know. Join us for two very exciting chapters of Twilight, "Carlisle" and "The Game"! From now until sell out, 50% of all our sticker sales will be donated to the Quileute tribe's Move to Higher Ground. More info here: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/merchNew episodes coming soon.Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley, Jerryca Law & Deepra Sinha.

We recorded this episode on June 6th, towards the beginning of the global Black Lives Matter protests that have been happening since the death of George Floyd. Here are some recommended readings and resources on police/prison abolition: http://mariamekaba.com/publications/Are Prisons Obsolete? - Angela Davis http://criticalresistance.org/https://www.8toabolition.com/In this episode, we deep dive into the back stories of Victoria, James, and Laurent. We also share our live reaction to Midnight Sun quotes and give a heavy critique to Stephenie Meyer's Black Lives Matter post (if you can even call it that). CW for brief mentions of sexual violence.Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgNew episodes coming soon.Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley, Jerryca Law & Deepra Sinha.

We desperately want to know what's going on inside Alice & Jasper's heads. CW warnings for mentions of sexual violence: 5:38 (mention & brief discussion of the rape of Persephone myth), 41:27-44:07 (discussion of ambiguous themes of SV in the James & Bella plot), 59:04-59:57 (mentions of sexual violence).Recommended readings: Visualizing the Body: Western Theories and African Subjects by Oyèrónké OyěwùmíThe Master's Tools Will Never Dismantle the Master's House by Audre Lorde: http://s18.middlebury.edu/AMST0325A/Lorde_The_Masters_Tools.pdf At the Dark End of the Street: Black Women, Rape, and Resistance by Danielle L. McGuireDonate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley, Jerryca Law & Deepra Sinha.

Ohhh boy. Edward drugs Bella. Renee makes questionable parenting choices. Edward's kind of a huge dick. Jacob does his father's bidding. But most importantly, Rosalie wears a red dress. A very complex ending to Twilight and to season 2 of Gender Forking! We will be back very soon with season 3: Midnight Sun. Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley, Jerryca Law & Deepra Sinha.

Season 3: Midnight Sun is here! Read along with us at home as we cover the first 2 chapters of the book we waited over a decade for. It's truly a wild ride.Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley, Jerryca Law & Deepra Sinha.

Feat. Our hot takes on Jalice (sorry). Cullen family dynamics. Did Edward actually complete medical school? And the most embarrassing family meeting ever. It's all here in chapters 3 & 4 of Midnight Sun! Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley, Jerryca Law & Deepra Sinha.

So, Edward is definitely a band kid, right? It's chapters 5&6 and there are some decidedly significant changes from the original draft already! Content warning for a mild discussion of pedophilia from 49:10-50:38 (in regards to Mrs. Cope). Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgHave a question about an upcoming episode? Send us a message on one of the platforms below!Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley, Jerryca Law & Deepra Sinha.

All of Edward's juicy thoughts on attraction, some quality Rosalie time, and lots of lots of spying. Has Edward ever seen porn? Can Edward and Bella kiss with tongue? All of this in more while we cover chapters 7&8 of Midnight Sun, a section we've reviewed here as "horrific and fun" and "I hate Edward".Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgHave a question about an upcoming episode? Send us a message on one of the platforms below!Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producer: Allison Holley

Misogyny and racism? In MY vampire YA novel?? it's more likely than you think. It's Trope City in here!!Content warning for discussion of sexual violence, racism & racial violence, genocide, mental health.Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgResources: https://www.rainn.org/national-resources-sexual-assault-survivors-and-their-loved-oneshttps://www.thecut.com/article/the-10-best-anxiety-relief-apps.htmlhttps://www.goodgoodgood.co/anti-racism-resourceshttps://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/find-help/index.shtmlHave a question about an upcoming episode? Send us a message on one of the platforms below!Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producer: Allison Holley

We've reached the end of the draft!! In this episode we answer some listener questions & comments, discuss the Ugly Green Sweater, the Cullen's "morality", review the trailer for Lorenzo's Oil, and talk about Edward & Emmett's matchmaking business. cw: rape mentions between 15:55-17:46.

Smeyer made some CHOICES about Bella's favorite things and boy do we have OPINIONS about it. Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgHave a question about an upcoming episode? Send us a message on one of the platforms below!Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley and Cammi K

Welcome to Gender Forking: After Dark! It's just like regular Gender Forking, only later at night and sillier. We ask the hard hitting questions on Gender Forking such as: is Edward a boobs or ass man? Everything you never knew you wanted to know and more. Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgHave a question about an upcoming episode? Send us a message on one of the platforms below!Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley and Cammi K

Edward may be able to calculate bugs, but can he calculate how annoyed we are with him? Gender Forking: After Dark returns.Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley and Cammi K

Hang out with us as we take a break from your regularly scheduled Edward-bashing session to listen to us essentially form a Kristen Stewart/Aubrey Plaza fan club. Yes, we are discussing the new film, Happiest Season. Let us know what you thought of the movie!Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley and Cammi K

We're back! And so is Rosalie. Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley and Cammi K

We've arrived once more at the Cullen's home! Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley and Cammi K

Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgDo the Volturi host orgies? Does Jasper want to be Edward and Bella's third? Could a vampire survive in space? How does baseball work (we still don't know)?TW: discussion of suicide at 4:32 - 6:00TW: discussion of sexual violence, child sexual abuse & pedophilia from 15:35-27:09General content warning for rape mentions, discussion of racism/genocide, and mental healthPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley and Cammi K

Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgJasper has a new power, Alice pushes a Jeep, and Rosalie gets shafted, again. TW: mentions of sexual violence throughout , discussion of sexual/domestic violence from 33:00-38:22. Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley, Cammi K, and Vandwedge.

Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgJasper and Alice dog sit Bella, Emmett's jeep is sacrificed, and Edward drives the most ridiculous car ever. Apologies for different audio quality for the first 50 minutes of this episode - can't get the hang of this recording thing even after 3 years. Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley and Cammi K.

Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgIn this episode we dote over Alice (and Renee and Rosalie), discuss the phenomenon of the Twilight Renaissance, and ponder if Twilight even passes the Bechdel test. Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley and Cammi K.

Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgcw: discussion of abuse, trauma,  & suicidality (24:30-30:20)Welcome to the Season 3 Finale! If you've made it this far, thanks so much for listening and supporting. Stay connected with us through the links below to stay updated about Season 4: New Moon! Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Twitter: https://twitter.com/GenderForkingFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/GenderForking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley and Cammi K.

Welcome to Season 4 of Gender Forking! This season we will be revisiting New Moon. More episodes coming soon.General content warning: discussions of racism and suicide. Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.org Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comEnormous thank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley and Cammi K.

Bella's weird ageism, the Cullen's wealth, and an feral birthday party that no one asked for. Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgContent warning: mentions and discussion of suicide [11:45-12:20] & [40:00-44:45].  Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comThank you to our Patreon Producers: Allison Holley and Cammi K.

Edward leaves Bella and Bella is deeeePRESSED. General content warning: discussions of mental illness/depression, racism, suicide, trauma, sexual violence.

Bella decides to make motorcycles her brand and Jacob is all too eager to help. General content warning: discussions of mental illness, racism, & violence.Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producers:  Cammi K and Desirae.

Bella seeks out her favorite hallucinations on a motorcycle. We chat some more about anti-indigenous racism. You know the drill.Content warning: discussions of mental illness, racism, emotional abuse.  Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producers:  Cammi K and Desirae.

Jacob/Bella/Mike is the worst throuple in the world. Welcome back to Gender Forking: After Dark! Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producers:  Cammi K and Desirae.

We discuss Bella's assumptions about the pack, how (not) to break up, and share more thoughts on Edward. Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgContent warning: discussions of anti-indigenous racismPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producers:  Cammi K and Desirae.

Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgWe are #TeamPaul. We discuss Team Jacob, Emily & Sam, and Bella's misgivings about the pack & the Cullen's. Sam reads old Twilight journal entires. Content warning: discussions of racism, sexual & domestic violencePatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producers:  Cammi K and Desirae.

Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgBella goes cliff diving and then considers settling down at the ripe age of 18. Content warning: discussions of suicidal ideation, death, violencePatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producers:  Cammi K and Desirae.

Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.org Alice is visiting & Jacob takes a phone call. Content warning: discussions of suicidal ideation, death, racism, coercionPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producers:  Cammi K and Desirae.

Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.org "Aro laughed. 'Ha ha ha,' he chuckled."Content warning: discussions of suicidal ideation, death. Incest mentions: 66:20-66:55.Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producers:  Cammi K and Desirae.

Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgEdward's back, but more importantly - so is Bella. cw: mentions of suicide & death, dubious consentPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producers:  Cammi K and Desirae.

Bella gets out the vote, Edward negotiates, and Jacob is petty. cw: suicide mentions, domestic abuse Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producers:  Cammi K and Desirae.

Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgAs promised, we read Smeyer's outtakes from New Moon, which you can find on her website. Season 5 coming soon :) cw: mentions of drug use. At the end of this episode we discuss the death by suicide of an indigenous woman, sexual violence, & incarceration.Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Desirae!

Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgAnother bonus episode because we didn't know the Extras existed! You can read them here: https://stepheniemeyer.com/the-books/new-moon/new-moon-extras/cw: discussions of suicide and racism  Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Desirae!

Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.org Welcome to Season 5: Eclipse! In this episode, we discuss the preface and first chapter of the book. Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Desirae!

Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.org Literally Edward manipulating Bella for a whole chapter. So, content warning for that. Count how many times we threaten Edward with bodily harm. Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Desirae!

Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.org Feat. Lori's review of Batman, Edward's baller comeback, and Renee's concerns about Bella. cw: this chapter features racism (shocker). Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Desirae!

 Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgBella learns about imprinting and, unfortunately, so do we. cw: discussions of anti-indigenous racism, mentions of grooming/abuse.Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Desirae!

 Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgBella gets kidnapped, Rosalie opens up about her past. Content warning: discussions of domestic abuse & sexual violencePatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Ada!

 Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgContent warning: discussions of grooming Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Ada!

 Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgBella learns about werewolf history and the Third Wife.Content warning: discussions anti-indigenous racism/settler colonialismPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Ada!

 Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgAll about Jasper's backstory & the newborn vampire wars. Content warning: discussions of racism (specifically about Black and Mexican people), slavery, the ConfederacyPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Ada!

 Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgJacob does some fucked up shit!! Why, Stephenie? cw: sexual assault/violence, victim blaming, racism Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Ada!

 Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgBella graduates & the Cullen's throw a graduation party!cw: within the last 20 minutes of this episode there is discussion of manipulation/victim blaming and references to sexual assault as well as discussion of anti-indigenous racism/slursPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Ada!

 Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgThe vampires and wolves learn how to fight newborns. Jacob and Edward are weirdly friendly with each other. cw: mentions of sexual assault, some discussion of Bella & Jacob's dynamic in relation to said assaultPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Ada!

 Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgBella tries to seduce Edward and somehow it ends up with him proposing??cw: discussions of sexual coercionPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Ada!

 Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgHiking and camping with the nightmare trio. (Wish this were Louis and Lestat fr)tw: 42:55-59:30 is a discussion about SA in relation to Jacob and Bella. Also from about 75:40 and beyond there are some mentions of SA & also Jacob's icky behavior may be triggering for some. Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Ada!

 Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgThe morning after the tent, Bella & Edward's highlight reel, and the brutal culmination of Jacob & Bella's dynamic. cw: mentions of sexual harassment, hazing, and suicide/suicide threats. Discussion and depictions of sexual assault and relationship abuse, particularly between 53:41-81:55.  Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Ada!

Victoria arrives. Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.org cw: discussions of sexual violence from when we start discussing the book to 21:51. Mentions of physical violence, death, self-harm, suicidality, and the f slur. Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Ada!

Bella and Jacob break up (again). Edward puts a ring on it (again).  Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgcw: discussions of sexual violence, relationship abuse. mentions of drug use, the r slur, and depictions of racism. Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Ada!

Bree and Diego go to Barnes & Noble and experiment with the sunlight. Join us for part 1 of 2 of our dive into The Short Second Life of Bree Tanner (pages 1-83). Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgcw: discussions of violence, murder/death, trafficking, drug & alcohol use Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Ada!

Bree and Fred play cards, Riley entices the vampires with dessert, Bree talks to Edward.  Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgcw: discussions of violence, murder/death, abusePatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Ada!

Welcome to Gender Forking Season 6: Breaking Dawn! Bella has a new car with a trunk full of wedding anxiety. Listen in for our takes on the upcoming nuptials, the Mormon eternal family, and the sudden plot pivot to motherhood and children. Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgcw: brief mentions of assault and murderPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comMusic: @44hertz Huge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Desirae!

Bella and Edward get teen married. Jacob shows up. Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgcontent warnings: discussions of racism, ableism, and eating disorders. brief mentions of murder, assault, neglect, vomit.Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comMusic: @44hertz Huge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Hannah!

Bella and Edward enjoy Isle Esme even though she is totally pregnant already.Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgDiscussions of racism, sex, sex-related injuryPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Hannah!

Bella is sooo pregnant already and Edward is on a war pathWelcome to Gender Forking: Retreat! We holed up in the White Mountains for a weekend to record as many episodes as possible. In this episode we answer listener questions and discuss the end of Book One (Bella).Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.org discussions of: pregnancy, abortion (including anti-abortion ideologies)Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Hannah!

Gender Forking: Retreat! Welcome to Book Two: Jacob. It's some of the most horrendous chapters we've read so far, go figure. Content warning: Homicidality, suicidality, pedophilia & relationship age gaps, racism, pregnancy, abortion, birth, reproductive coercionDonate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Hannah!

content warning: discussions or mentions of suicide, death, drug use, childbirth, eugenics in relation to indigenous people, sexism Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Hannah!

Jacob & Leah bond, Bella drinks blood, Edward makes cinnamon rolls. Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgHelp evacuate families from Gazacontent warning: discussions or mentions of suicide, death, pregnancy & birth, racism, sexismPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Hannah!

Bella gives birth, Edward makes a vampire, Jacob imprints.Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgHelp evacuate families from GazaContent warning: body horror including broken bones, graphic supernatural birth, blood, vomit. Discussions or mentions of anti-abortion rhetoric, grooming, anti-indigenous racism, suicide, death.Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Hannah!

It's time for Book 3: Bella! Donate to Move to Higher Ground: mthg.orgHelp evacuate families from GazaeSims for GazaDaily clicks for Gazacw: blood, animal death, mentions of CSAPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/genderforkingInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/genderforking/Tumblr: https://bowlingshirtbellas.tumblr.com/Email: bowlingshirtbellas@gmail.comHuge thank you to our Patreon Producer, Hannah!

you nicknamed my daughter after what??!!Bella goes for Jacob's throat, aka Edward's favorite day.content warnings: discussions of grooming, child abusementions of SA & child murder