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The Crucible Project is a 501c3 nonprofit ministry that offers Christian retreats for men and women. Our mission is to ignite Christ-like change through experiences of radical honesty and grace. Our podcasts feature interviews with people who have experienced the power of The Crucible Project. They share their stories of transformation and offer insights and advice that can help you on starting your journey of faith. If you are looking for a podcast that will challenge, inspire, and help you grow, then the Crucible Project Podcast is for you.

The Crucible Project


    • May 5, 2025 LATEST EPISODE
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    • 121 EPISODES


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    Real Christian Manhood Series: Sexual Purity

    Play Episode Listen Later May 5, 2025 19:59


    In this Real Christian Manhood Series, Roy Wooten and Byron Myers tackle the topic of sexual purity, exploring why integrity and accountability are vital in relationships and how personal choices carry lasting impact. Through honest stories and practical insights, they invite men to step into community, find grace, and pursue sexual integrity with courage. This conversation challenges the silence around sexual purity and calls for open, supportive circles that champion men's commitments.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Real Christian Manhood Series: Taking Risks to Get Unstuck

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 28, 2025 25:08


    In this Real Christian Manhood episode, Roy Wooten and Byron Myers dive into why so many men feel stuck in life and how fear, uncertainty, and old patterns keep them from moving forward. They offer practical steps, encouragement, and a reminder that growth begins with awareness, setting boundaries, seeking God's perspective, and taking action toward real change. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Tim Kinnaird: Chaos, Clarity, and Life as a Dad

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 21, 2025 29:02


    Tim Kinnaird talks with host Joy Dunning about fatherhood, faith, and the power of personal growth. From chaos to clarity, Tim shares how his Crucible retreat reshaped his parenting, emotional awareness, and relationships. This episode is especially for young dads and anyone ready to lead with integrity, connection, and purpose.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Leadership Series: Chadd Schroeder on Awareness and Vision Casting

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 14, 2025 21:49


    Leadership Series host Tim Rush sits down with Chadd Schrader to unpack leadership, growth, and lessons from the mission field in Mexico. Chadd shares powerful insights on self-awareness, team dynamics, and the spiritual practices that have shaped his journey. They discuss healing, vision, and discovering your true calling through the deep love of God.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Dr. Joe Azzapardi: Trauma and Triumph

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 7, 2025 24:20


    Host Martin Brooker interviews Dr. Joe Azzapardi, an expert in intergenerational dynamics. Joe shares his personal journey, including his traumatic childhood and the healing he experienced during his Crucible retreat. They explore themes of trauma, community, and the importance of empathy in understanding generational differences in the workplace. Joe discusses his consultancy work, focusing on helping organizations navigate intergenerational challenges and fostering a culture of mentorship and support.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Real Christian Manhood Series: The Difficulties of Change

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 31, 2025 22:41


    Crucible Executive Director Roy Wooten and Men's Ministry Leader Byron Myers focus on the challenges and transformations that men face in their spiritual journeys. They discuss the difficulties of change, the impact of personal growth on relationships, and the importance of community support. The conversation emphasizes that true transformation is often painful and requires a commitment to authenticity and accountability. Ultimately, they encourage men to embrace their journeys, seek help, and continue working on themselves to become the men God has called them to be.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Roger Luttrell: Negative Self-Talk and Calling

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 24, 2025 23:18


    Host Andy Spell sits down with Roger Lutrell, Thomas Road Baptist Church Men's and Marriage Pastor, to discuss his journey from corporate America to full-time ministry. Roger shares how The Crucible Project transformed his life, helping him overcome negative self-talk, embrace vulnerability, and find confirmation in his calling. This powerful conversation challenges men to push through self-doubt, build authentic community, and step boldly into personal growth.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Jim Madsen: Feeling Weak and Isolated

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 17, 2025 20:36


    Host Andy Spell interviews Jim Madsen, a stay-at-home dad and Crucible graduate. Jim shares his journey of self-discovery, the impact of his Crucible weekend, and how it shaped his role as a father and husband. He highlights the power of community, asking for help, and embracing personal growth.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Mike Hall: Passivity, Divorce, and Beyond

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 10, 2025 28:15


    Host Andy Spell talks with Mike Hall as he shares his journey of personal growth through The Crucible Project, tackling struggles with identity, passivity, and pornography. He highlights the power of grace, truth, and brotherhood in healing, especially through challenges like divorce. Mike encourages men to seek their true identity, embrace fatherhood, and find support in their struggles.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Leadership Series: Barry Thomas on Self-Doubt

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 3, 2025 15:52


    Leadership Series host Tim Rush sits down with Barry Thomas to discuss his leadership journey and the expansion of The Crucible Project from Chicago to Texas and beyond. Barry shares insights on authenticity, self-belief, and the challenges of fostering emotional and spiritual growth in his community. He reflects on the impact of leadership on his family, personal identity, and the importance of vision and team building.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Robert Locklear: From Anger to Vulnerability

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 24, 2025 40:32


    Host Joy Dunning sits down with guest (and podcast editor) Robert Locklear to talk about his journey of self-discovery through the Crucible experience. Robert shares his struggles with anger and vulnerability, how his childhood shaped his relationships, and the pivotal questions that led him to deeper emotional awareness. They explore faith, authenticity, and the challenge of aligning one's public and private self. Robert also reflects on his shift from ministry to teaching and his desire to impact the next generation.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Godly Masculinity: A Conversation with Roy Wooten and Byron Myers

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 17, 2025 16:52


    In this episode, Crucible Executive Director Roy Wooten and Men's Ministry Leader Byron Myers explore the concept of godly masculinity, contrasting it with toxic masculinity. They discuss the confusion many men face regarding their identity and the societal pressures that contribute to harmful behaviors. The discussion emphasizes the importance of emotional awareness, setting boundaries, and the role of Jesus as a model for masculinity. They also touch on the need for rituals and community support in the journey toward becoming a godly man.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Terence Martin: Reframing the Power of Anger

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 10, 2025 26:25


    Terry Martin sits down with host Joy Dunning to share his journey of personal growth and transformation through Crucible. Terry discusses the challenges he faced in his family life and reflects on the importance of recognizing and embracing anger as a means to establish boundaries and gain confidence.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Chris Modrzejewski: Is Crucible Worth It?

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 3, 2025 23:48


    Host Joy Dunning sits down with Chris Modrzejewski who shares his journey to the Crucible Project, discussing the transformative impact it has had on his personal life, marriage, parenting, and ministry. He emphasizes the importance of emotional awareness, authenticity, and the ongoing work of personal growth. Chris also shares his mission to build transformational community by connecting people to God, self, and others, highlighting the ripple effect of this work on families and communities.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Grayson Ege: Crucible's Impact on Young Dads

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 27, 2025 26:49


    Grayson Ege speaks with host Joy Dunning about the profound impact of the Crucible experience on his journey as a father. They explore themes of intentional parenting, the importance of emotional health, and the dynamics of family relationships. Grayson also shares personal stories about his growth, the challenges of parenting, and the significance of vulnerability and repair in relationships. The conversation emphasizes the need for self-reflection, support systems, and the hope that comes with taking risks in parenting.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Leadership Series: Roy Wooten on Pastoral Support

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 13, 2025 26:28


    Leadership host Tim Rush sits down with Crucible Executive Director Roy Wooten to discuss the critical aspects of leadership, particularly in the context of pastoral care. They explore the importance of vulnerability, the need for safe spaces for pastors to express their struggles, and how church members can support their leaders. They also emphasizes the role of confession and authenticity in fostering healthy church environments and the necessity of resources for pastors to navigate their challenges. Listen and be encouraged and equipped with ways to support your pastor and yourself!Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Goal Setting Success: A Discussion with Roy Wooten and Byron Myers

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 6, 2025 29:27


    Crucible Executive Director Roy Wooten and Men's Ministry Leader Byron Myers engage in a deep conversation about goal setting and achievement. They reflect on the importance of realistic goals, the role of motivation and authenticity, and the significance of accountability in achieving personal objectives. The discussion also touches on overcoming stubborn goals, the value of community support in leadership development, and encouragement to seek help and not to go it alone in the journey towards personal growth.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    A Christmas Special on Navigating the Emotions of the Holidays

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 23, 2024 51:35


    In this Christmas special, host Robb Paolasso and some of the Crucible staff team reflect on their personal experiences with Christmas, exploring themes of sadness, anger, fear, and joy. In this heartfelt conversation, each member shares their unique stories, highlighting the importance of emotional awareness and personal growth within the context of family and community. Join in on this roundtable discussion and consider what your future holidays can look like with the power of soul work. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Vickie Kerr: The Power of Coaching in Personal Growth

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 16, 2024 31:10


    Vickie Kerr shares with host Joy Dunning about her transformative journey through soul work and coaching. This conversation dives into the importance of coaching, the dynamics of authentic relationships, and the power of community support in personal growth. Vickie shares how she overcame personal challenges, embraced her worthiness, and emphasizes the significance of dreaming and setting intentions for the future. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Leadership Series: Andy Spell on Living Authentically as a Leader

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 9, 2024 37:31


    Tim Rush and Andy Spell explore the multifaceted nature of leadership, focusing on Andy's personal journey and insights gained over nearly 40 years in ministry. They discuss the importance of recognizing one's leadership style, the role of personality in leadership, and the significance of self-care and validation. Andy shares his experiences with ego management, the journey of self-acceptance, and the value of learning from failures.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Lewis Yuan: Self-Doubt, Isolation and Fear

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 2, 2024 23:50


    Lewis Yuan sits down with host Mark Dunning to share his journey from faithlessness, self-doubt, and personal struggle to finding purpose, healing, and hope through vulnerability and connection. Lewis recounts how years of self-reliance led to brokenness and how his Crucible retreat helped him confront his deepest fears, embrace radical honesty, and connect with a community of men  with reignited faith. His story is a testament to God's grace and the power of stepping into intentional spaces for growth.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Leadership Series: Kim Rush on Growth Through the Hard Stuff

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 25, 2024 31:48


    Leadership Series Host Tim Rush sits down with a very special guest, his wife Kim Rush, certified Crucible Retreat Leader and Coach. Kim reflects on the challenges of leadership, the balance of family and ministry, and the deep personal growth that comes from leaning into soul work. From lessons learned in Mexico, to navigating identity through seasons of loss and change, to embracing the importance of honesty in community—Kim offers wisdom for anyone striving to lead with integrity and heart.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes: Radical honesty and grace Spiritual growth Discipleship Mentorship Personal development Life transformation Christian men's ministry Christian women's ministry Faith-based retreat Discover our other resources: Our Main Website Our Blog Online Life Coaching Christian Men's Retreats Christian Women's Retreats All content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Kevin Heraly: Destructive Patterns

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 18, 2024 34:41


    Kevin Heraly sits down with host Andy Spell to share his transformative journey of stepping into true manhood and embracing soul-deep authenticity. From a pivotal moment that exposed hidden truths to discovering The Crucible Project, Kevin recounts how faith, grace, and accountability reshaped his marriage, fatherhood, and personal integrity. "Sometimes, 48 hours can change your life."Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Main WebsiteOur BlogOnline Life CoachingChristian Men's RetreatsChristian Women's RetreatsAll content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Armando Batista: Crucible and Veterans

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 11, 2024 29:42


    In this special Veterans Day episode, Armando Batista, U.S. Service Member, sits down with host Martin Brooker, retired Commodore of the Australian Navy. They discuss their transformative journeys through Crucible and Armando shares how he confronted hidden wounds and because of it, now better understands his own behavior and connects more deeply with his family. Armando describes how Crucible's intense self-reflection process has empowered him to become a more compassionate and present leader, encouraging other service members to address their struggles and embrace vulnerability. Sharing stories of witnessing veterans overcoming shame, fear, and trauma, he highlights the profound impact of Crucible's work on military personnel dealing with PTSD, anger, and isolation. For those ready to break free from emotional burdens, Armando invites veterans to experience their own breakthrough on a Crucible weekend.The views expressed are of each individual and do not constitute endorsement by the Department of Defense, Department of the Air Force, or the U.S. Government. Participation and appearance in any private or public events, sponsored or otherwise, or references, including external hyperlinks, to non-federal entities do not constitute or imply Department of Defense, Department of the Air Force or U.S. Government endorsement of any company or organization.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Main WebsiteOur BlogOnline Life CoachingChristian Men's RetreatsChristian Women's RetreatsAll content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Mackenzie Wojta: 72 Hours Post-Retreat

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 4, 2024 30:01


    Host Joy Dunning sits down with Mackenzie Wojta just 72 hours after her first Crucible retreat. Mackenzie shares some of the profound insights gained from confronting personal challenges and embracing vulnerability during a candid conversation about the journey toward authentic connection and self-discovery. "Don't hold back—take that step. It's worth the discomfort and the challenge."Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Main WebsiteOur BlogOnline Life CoachingChristian Men's RetreatsChristian Women's RetreatsAll content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Sandy Corrigan: Stepping Out from Playing Small

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 28, 2024 34:05


    Sandy Corrigan shares with host Joy Dunning how she shifted from a victim mindset to recognizing the gifts of leadership, responsibility, and service. After overcoming challenges like divorce and single motherhood, she found healing and rediscovered her voice. Now, she encourages others to embrace soul work and step into their full potential, including her own decision to enter the Mrs. Colorado 2025 pageant at age 69 as a way to push herself and inspire others.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Main WebsiteOur BlogOnline Life CoachingChristian Men's RetreatsChristian Women's RetreatsAll content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Nathaniel Harrison: Heaven on Earth in Unexpected Places

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 14, 2024 20:36


    Nathaniel Harrison shares his Crucible journey with host Martin Brooker. He reflects on how the weekend opened him up to deeper authenticity, improved relationships with his family and work, and gave him a renewed sense of purpose in bringing "heaven on earth" to others. Nathaniel shares, "I went from resisting it with every fiber of my being to it becoming a turning point in my life... it opened me up to being more authentic and real with myself and those around me."Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Main WebsiteOur BlogOnline Life CoachingChristian Men's RetreatsChristian Women's RetreatsAll content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Matt Furr: Crucible's Impact on Pastors and Beyond

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 7, 2024 42:51


    Host Jess Donovan sits down with Pastor and Crucible alum Matt Furr as he shares the impact of Crucible on his work in the church as Lead Pastor of a church in Connecticut. Matt also shares how Crucible has helped him come alongside other pastors looking for a safe space to tend to their own souls and uncover barriers in their relationship with God. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Main WebsiteOur BlogOnline Life CoachingChristian Men's RetreatsChristian Women's RetreatsAll content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Tony Bradburn: Adoption, Belonging, and Identity

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 30, 2024 34:28


    Tony Bradburn sits down with host Andy Spell to share his Crucible story and the impact it had on his identity. From attending his initial Crucible retreat and then staffing other weekends, Tony found a way to bring together all of his identities - "as a black man, as a believer, as someone who was adopted, that was a powerful experience for me. All of these parts of myself deserve to be integrated and deserve to be seen and if not, they become warring parts of me. I can love my whiteness and my blackness, and my Latinidad...for me, I am all of these cultures and I don't want them warring inside me, it really is about appreciation and love of all these parts of me that help make me whole."Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Main WebsiteOur BlogOnline Life CoachingChristian Men's RetreatsChristian Women's RetreatsAll content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    From Russell the Love Muscle to Beloved Radio Personality Robb Hart

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 23, 2024 39:34


    Radio personality Robb Paolasso sits down with host Jay Mountjoy to discuss his Crucible journey, transformation, and living life on mission. Robb shares how attending a second-level weekend with Crucible, Mission and Purpose, sparked a renewed passion for radio and how he intentionally uses his platform to speak life now. He also discusses co-parenting, loss, making amends with adult children, and what it looks like to live life with integrity, grace, and courage.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Main WebsiteOur BlogOnline Life CoachingChristian Men's RetreatsChristian Women's RetreatsAll content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Mark Dunning: Self-Worth and Validation

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 16, 2024 28:48


    Mark Dunning, community leader in Green Bay, WI, shares his Crucible journey with host Andy Spell. After searching to find his self-worth through validation from others, Mark's retreat helped him discover where his true worth comes from. He shares the power of community, authenticity, and the impact one weekend can have in a man's life. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Main WebsiteOur BlogOnline Life CoachingChristian Men's RetreatsChristian Women's RetreatsAll content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Leadership Series: James Henderson

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 9, 2024 38:56


    Host Tim Rush sits down with Dr. James Henderson, missionary and co-Founder and Director of Ashrei, a center for Spiritual Formation in Mexico City to discuss cross-cultural leadership, priorities, and balance. "Jesus has this extraordinary balance of God pouring into Him and then Jesus is able to pour Himself out to others and respond to whatever is the need right in front of Him with just the right energy and tone and strength. To learn to be balanced like Jesus - can you imagine the freedom, joy, and strength in that?"Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Main WebsiteOur BlogOnline Life CoachingChristian Men's RetreatsChristian Women's RetreatsAll content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Dan Ripple: Shadows, Gold, and Blessings

    Play Episode Play 20 sec Highlight Listen Later Sep 2, 2024 18:34


    After going through a period of harsh loss, Crucible Men's Ministry Assistant Dan Ripple shares how Crucible "saved my life. It made all the difference in the world." Following his initial weekend, he participated in Crucible's two-year program and has found life and community volunteer staffing retreats and bringing soul work to other men. "We all have gifts and talents but to be able to carry those to men, to be in service to men, to support what God has intended for us and supporting men in their mission of soul work has just be a real blessing to me." Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Main WebsiteOur BlogOnline Life CoachingChristian Men's RetreatsChristian Women's RetreatsAll content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    James Henderson on Character and Spiritual Formation

    Play Episode Play 34 sec Highlight Listen Later Aug 19, 2024 32:55


    James Henderson, co-Founder and Director of Ashrei, a center for Spiritual Formation in Mexico City, shares his Crucible testimony with host Andy Spell. When asked what brought him to his Crucible retreat, James shares, "I didn't like the man that I saw in the mirror. I was doing mission work and I felt like I was called to serve in the world that God loves and to do it cross-culturally, and so I had big dreams and a vision for loving and serving the world but I don't think I had the character to support that kind of dream. My character needed to catch up to the life I wanted to live in God's world." Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Main WebsiteOur BlogOnline Life CoachingChristian Men's RetreatsChristian Women's RetreatsAll content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Leadership Series: Roy Wooten

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 12, 2024 23:42


    Leadership Series: Roy Wooten, Executive Director of The Crucible Project, sits down with host Tim Rush to discuss his leadership journey. Hear more about Roy's early days in leadership as a teenager and what he has learned along the way about what true leadership is and how leaders go first both in work and vulnerability to pave the way for others.  Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Main WebsiteOur BlogOnline Life CoachingChristian Men's RetreatsChristian Women's RetreatsAll content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Crucible's Impact on Leadership with Dr. Dan Bouchelle

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 5, 2024 26:17


    Dr. Dan Bouchelle, President and CEO of Mission Resource Network, shares with host Joy Dunning about his Crucible experience and the impact it had on him as a leader of other leaders. MRN is a leadership development and training organization that partners with churches and global workers to ensure sustained and impactful mission work globally. Dr. Bouchelle shares how MRN's partnership with Crucible has been instrumental in this mission, offering global leaders a rare opportunity for self-awareness and personal transformation. Personally, Dan states, “Crucible helped me discover internal obstacles in my life that I needed a breakthrough on. It revealed to me the degree to which I operated out of a sense of pride and control, and I began to see ways I was not functioning well and how that was coming from my fears and insecurities. It helped me get unstuck and prepared me to make some big changes within myself and within the organization.”Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Main WebsiteOur BlogOnline Life CoachingChristian Men's RetreatsChristian Women's RetreatsAll content © 2024 The Crucible Project Podcast.

    Project 5130: An Interview with Dan Holzer and Fred Macaluso

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 29, 2024 31:35


    Dan Holzer and Fred Macaluso, the visionary founders of Project 5130, sit down with host Joy Dunning to share their story and mission. Based on their transformative experiences with Crucible, Dan and Fred created Project 5130 to mentor and disciple high school teens. Through candid stories and heartfelt reflections, they share how their program fosters authentic relationships, accountability, and Christ-centered growth.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Website: https://thecrucibleproject.org/Our Blog: https://thecrucibleproject.org/blog/Christian Men's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-men/Christian Women's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-women/

    Brian Smith: Integrity and Responsibility

    Play Episode Play 46 sec Highlight Listen Later Jul 22, 2024 27:30


    Host Andy Spell interviews Brian Smith from the Crucible Connecticut men's community. Brian shares how Crucible helped him unearth some of the messages in his life that kept him stuck and actually start to move forward. He also shares how Crucible has positively impacted his marriage and parenting as a blended family with unique challenges. Brian states, "I can walk my talk, I can be honest with my emotions. Integrity has set me free and it has given me power."Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Website: https://thecrucibleproject.org/Our Blog: https://thecrucibleproject.org/blog/Christian Men's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-men/Christian Women's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-women/

    Multi-Generational Work in Churches and Crucible: A conversation with Jess Donovan

    Play Episode Play 32 sec Highlight Listen Later Jul 15, 2024 31:12


    Jess Donovan, Crucible leader and Family Program Manager at her church in NH, shares her observations on the multigenerational impact of Crucible, the intersection of Crucible and the local church, and how each generation can contribute to each other. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Website: https://thecrucibleproject.org/Our Blog: https://thecrucibleproject.org/blog/Christian Men's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-men/Christian Women's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-women/

    Chris Rice: Anger, Ownership, and Healing

    Play Episode Play 56 sec Highlight Listen Later Jul 8, 2024 27:40


    Chris Rice, community leader from the Chicagoland area, shares with host Joy Dunning about the impact of his Crucible retreat on his parenting, marriage, and anger. Through honesty with God and himself, Chris found a new path forward where he knew he was God's beloved son, even in the midst of pain and difficulty. He shares, "To be able to tell God how I really felt - even though I knew in my head that He knew, I wasn't hiding anything from Him -  there was something different about a Crucible weekend experientially where I was able to get that stuff out, and it worked for me." Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Website: https://thecrucibleproject.org/Our Blog: https://thecrucibleproject.org/blog/Christian Men's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-men/Christian Women's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-women/

    Leadership Series: John Casey

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 1, 2024 43:50


    Pastor and Crucible Leader John Casey is interviewed by Leadership Series host Tim Rush about his leadership journey. He shared how his leadership really began by being a good student, doing what was needed. He stated, “One has to learn to lead yourself before being able to lead others.” He values highly doing things well which has propelled his leadership. In his fifties he learned that he also needed to accept his imperfections because it is his mistakes which has endeared himself to others. He enjoys discovery of learning and then sharing what he discovers with others. John shares how his view of God from a demanding father to a loving father has greatly impacted his leadership. He challenges leaders to do the hard things, even when they hate them. Doing the hard things is the only place he has ever experienced growth.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Website: https://thecrucibleproject.org/Our Blog: https://thecrucibleproject.org/blog/Christian Men's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-men/Christian Women's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-women/

    Terry Gjeldum Shares the Impact of Crucible Retreat

    Play Episode Play 60 sec Highlight Listen Later Jun 24, 2024 42:49


    Terry Gjeldum shares with podcast host James Damey how he believed that he was "stupid" most of his life. His greatest fear was that someone would find out he was stupid and he lived with a lack of assertiveness in fear. During his Crucible retreat, he experienced an exercise where he learned that God does not think he is stupid. His parenting was impacted for the better and his relationships with his wife and children greatly improved. He shares how he moved from an authoritarian parent to an honest and authentic parent. His son said that Crucible impacted him to be more like Jesus when he said, “You have become softer, more approachable father.”Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Website: https://thecrucibleproject.org/Our Blog: https://thecrucibleproject.org/blog/Christian Men's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-men/Christian Women's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-women/

    Leadership Series: Terrance Foster

    Play Episode Play 60 sec Highlight Listen Later Jun 17, 2024 27:30


    Terrance Foster, church and Crucible leader, shares how he became the leader he has always wanted in his life as he is interviewed by leadership series podcast host Tim Rush. Terrance describes listening as the most important skill he has developed in his leadership and the importance of listening as he leads his community, family, church and Crucible. He also shares the impact of Crucible programs in his leadership development and how many people quickly feel ease to share deep concerns they are going through in their lives with him. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Website: https://thecrucibleproject.org/Our Blog: https://thecrucibleproject.org/blog/Christian Men's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-men/Christian Women's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-women/

    Kenton and Joe: CoParenting Father and Step-Father

    Play Episode Play 60 sec Highlight Listen Later Jun 10, 2024 26:56


    Kenton Larson and Joe Troupe are interviewed by host Joy Dunning about the remarkable relationship between two children's father and step-father. When Kenton, the step-father, experienced a Crucible retreat, it impacted his parenting of his step children and his relationship with his wife. He and his wife encouraged Joe, the father, to attend a Crucible retreat, which he did during a dark time in his life. All four parents are now in sync with each other, communicating bout any issues with common language and doing their best for their children. Their rare relationship has them volunteering together on Crucible retreats and setting an example of how God uses Crucible for other blended families. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Website: https://thecrucibleproject.org/Our Blog: https://thecrucibleproject.org/blog/Christian Men's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-men/Christian Women's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-women/

    Jason Wilson Part 2: Comprehensive Man

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 3, 2024 26:13


    Author, coach, and leader Jason Wilson continues his interview with Andy Spell challenging men to not be just strong, but a comprehensive man. He shares how the Crucible weekend brought healing in the source of his anger that allowed him to find compassion, empathy and patience to nurture and care for his mother through her dementia journey. The impact of allowing access to empathy impacted his relationship with his wife and children significantly. He challenges men to practice compassion by moving toward their vulnerability and encourages men and women to attend their own Crucible retreat in all of his books. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Website: https://thecrucibleproject.org/Our Blog: https://thecrucibleproject.org/blog/Christian Men's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-men/Christian Women's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-women/

    Jason Wilson Part 1: Overcoming Barriers

    Play Episode Listen Later May 27, 2024 34:37


    Jason Wilson, author of Cry Like a Man and Battle Cry, and founder of The Cave of Adullam is interviewed by podcast host Andy Spell.  They discuss Jason's viral video with over 3.2 million views worldwide titled Overcoming Barriers.  Jason shares that men's ability to be like Christ is limited by us focusing on the world's definition of masculinity.  Jesus wasn't all lion and no lamb.  He fully felt his emotions and was safe and nurturing.  Jason challenges men to experience then face their fears, fully feel sadness and let the tears release the stress, and recognize that anger is a surface emotion that should be checked out to see what is underneath.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Website: https://thecrucibleproject.org/Our Blog: https://thecrucibleproject.org/blog/Christian Men's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-men/Christian Women's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-women/

    A Candid Conversation about Men's Sexual Compulsion with Scott Cone

    Play Episode Play 60 sec Highlight Listen Later May 20, 2024 39:03


    Warning: Podcast host James Damey interviews Sexual Addiction Recovery Coach Scott Cone about the impact of men's formative years on unwanted sexual behaviors. Scott shares his testimonial and Crucible's impact on his recovery as a healing community of healthy men where shame is defeated. He states, “Sobriety is not the opposite of addiction. Connection is.” He reports that all sexual acting out and fantasy has its origins in some harm in the formative years. He reports that 1 in 3 men were sexually abused as minors and why most men do not report their abuse. He shares his experience of the neuro-biologically healing experiences of Crucible retreats.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Website: https://thecrucibleproject.org/Our Blog: https://thecrucibleproject.org/blog/Christian Men's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-men/Christian Women's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-women/

    Deb Gustafson: Sexual and Spiritual Abuse

    Play Episode Play 41 sec Highlight Listen Later May 13, 2024 50:50


    Deb Gustafson shares with podcast host Joy Dunning  about her journey through sexual and spiritual abuse that has driven her mission to create a world where every survivor is believed and supported for as long as it takes. Deb reports on Crucible's impact to her healing journey and the power of soul work in recovery. She reports her desire for every pastor or church leader who notices abuse temptation to go through the Crucible Project retreat to prevent sexual and spiritual abuse. She also encourages survivors to courageously speak the truth and begin their healing journey through a trauma-informed therapist, Crucible group or retreat experience, or to the national abuse hotline 866-656-4673. She shares her efforts through Godly Responses to Abuse in Christian Environments and Crucible to prevent abuse and develop trauma-informed responses to survivors of abuse.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Website: https://thecrucibleproject.org/Our Blog: https://thecrucibleproject.org/blog/Christian Men's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-men/Christian Women's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-women/

    Valerie Rausseo, LCPC: The Power of Shame

    Play Episode Listen Later May 6, 2024 30:20


    Valerie Rausseo, LCPC, shares with host Joy Dunning about the power of shame and how it has impacted both her private counseling practice clients and her own life. After losing her mother to cancer at 17 and being abandoned by her dad,  shame became utterly debilitating as she tried to find her place in the world. Through sharing, risking vulnerability, and the support of a community of others, Valerie found healing and shares how she walks her clients through their journeys with shame, too. Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Website: https://thecrucibleproject.org/Our Blog: https://thecrucibleproject.org/blog/Christian Men's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-men/Christian Women's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-women/

    Australian Shea Adams and Anxiety

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 29, 2024 21:59


    Australian Shea Adams is interviewed by podcast host Martin Brooker about the impact of Crucible retreat on his lifelong challenge with anxiety. Shea shares how a bullying incident as a boy drove him to high anxiety around large groups of people. Such incidents caused him to be physically sick. Not trusting these emotions from an early age, Shea's inner-world was full of judgements of others and himself. He always wondered if he was good enough and has now found a community where he welcomes honesty and receives grace. Shea reports how his continued soul work is improving his internal world and how it has improved his relationships with God and others.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Website: https://thecrucibleproject.org/Our Blog: https://thecrucibleproject.org/blog/Christian Men's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-men/Christian Women's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-women/

    Peter and Dawn Aldrich Share Crucible's Impact on Their Marriage

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 22, 2024 29:48


    Podcast host James Damey interviews Peter and Dawn Aldrich about the impact of their individual Crucible Retreats on their relationship. They moved from unfair arguments resulting in hurt feelings over their thirty-nine years of marriage to being able to speak cleanly to each other. As each continue their own personal work in separate groups, they report discovering how their individual wounds are contributing to their individual perspectives so that they blame the other much less and own their own wounds. The impact of being able to recognize emotions during a conversation and own it has changed the outcomes of their repetitive arguments. They also share their experience of launching a Men's Crucible Community and then a Women's Crucible Community in Connecticut and what God's doing through the community in Connecticut.Here are some of the topics we cover in our podcast episodes:Radical honesty and graceSpiritual growthDiscipleshipMentorshipPersonal developmentLife transformationChristian men's ministryChristian women's ministryFaith-based retreatDiscover our other resources:Our Website: https://thecrucibleproject.org/Our Blog: https://thecrucibleproject.org/blog/Christian Men's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-men/Christian Women's Retreats: https://thecrucibleproject.org/crucible-weekend-for-women/

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