The Gray Escape with Natalie Gray

Singer / songwriter Kendall Renee has almost died several times due to a severe allergy to food – the kind where people are told not to eat peanuts on a plane kind of allergy. She has lived in a cocoon of isolation and suffers PTSD from the brutal medical procedures she endured as a child – that ultimately saved her life. Now gaining fast industry respect as an artist, she is committed to melding her journey of fear and trauma into a life of healing and transformation which she hopes to share with the world. This is a fun and inspirational episode. Natalie also shares the lyrics of a brand new song which percolates over the fragile terrain of mental health. Enjoy – and share – we all need to feel the hope that indeed… Better is Coming. p.s. Also Natalie looks horrible in the intro. xo

Lots of potentially life-changing stuff in this one! Perfect for all creatives and those who WANT TO BE ONE! Budding songwriter Adelynn Mejia interviews Natalie on how she has attained success in such a multitude of creative disciplines including art, comedy, shoe design, and most recently becoming a sought after lyricist. Spoiler alert: YOU CAN DO IT! Spoiler alert two: IT DOESN'T HAVE TO COST A LOT OF MONEY! Had a traumatic life? Learn to be your own alchemist and turn trauma into creative fire. Bonus tidbits: ASMR, PTSD, Songwriting, Screenwriting, trauma, healing, freeform poetry, rap rhyme, writing lyrics. ENJOY - HEAL - and become WHO YOU WANT TO BE!

Is it possible to heal past wounds and traumas and finally be the person you're supposed to be? If it is, Aura-Soma co-founder Mike Booth may be the man to get us there. Mike explains how Mother Nature can help unravel the damage of 2020 whilst ensuring we come out better for it on the other side. Join Natalie and Mike for this inspiring episode.

They say comedy equals tragedy plus time. But what about trauma plus time? Comedian Dat Phan explores this alternate equation with Natalie as they discover they have more than a few things in common. It's OCD, PTSD & NDE. But it's more than that, it's Dat 'n' Nat! Oh, and a bunch of their juicy secrets too. Enjoy!

What's the most powerful force in your life? What both empowers and imprisons you? Natalie taps into her 2012 NDE to speak comfortably to you whilst sitting uncomfortably with herself. This episode is raw, imperfect and poetically lifts the veil on depression and PTSD. A warm welcome to those familiar with the rabbit hole and an excellent starter for those new to Natalie's mind… which just keeps getting curiouser and curiouser.

What kind of music helps you lead a longer, healthier and happier life? Classical right? Wrong! Find out as sound scientist and acoustic pioneer John Stuart Reid returns to spill the beans on how to heal yourself, defeat stress, crush fear and reprogram your DNA! Natalie and John also discuss whether the prophetic words of her 2012 NDE are actually scientifically valid. Here's a clue - yes. This is a juicy one. Sit back and enjoy!

Since there's nothing like a pandemic to get people thinking about emergency communications, Natalie gets a visit from the ham radio guys of - NASA! Yep, Natalie doesn't mess around. Phil Dolber and Kevin T Reilly of NASA Armstrong's Amateur Radio Club ragchew on making your own antenna and getting on the air! Whether you're a prepper, fancy bouncing signals off the moon or just have a curious mind, this is an episode not to miss!

We learn which celebrities are obsessed with Downton Abbey in this fun but deep conversation with actress Lesley Nicol who plays the cult hit show's beloved Mrs Patmore. Tales of trauma, animal advocacy, being famous, and how to handle it when the tables turn and celebs turn stalker. Enjoy!

Natalie and former meth addict Jessa Reed have a battle of the near death experiences! Full disclosure: this episode requires a really open mind! Got one? Bring it! Today's guest died and came back laden with insights into, well - everything! We go into real life-changing territory, exploring the nature of reality, how to hack the program, and wtf is going on? Oh, and there's also stuff about Alien School. Yep. There's that. Enjoy!

Natalie takes on brilliant MIT scientist and researcher Aurélie Jean with a brain extravaganza! Can you make yourself smarter? Is the true language of the universe music or mathematics? Could we be living in a virtual reality simulation and most importantly of all, could we be artificial intelligence?

Did Marilyn Monroe really kill herself? Esteemed author, speaker, filmmaker and artist, Paul Davids, guests on The Gray Escape to discuss startling revelations featured in his documentary, Marilyn Monroe Declassified. Paul openly talks about CIA and mob involvement in the 1962 death of the movie star, reported as 'an apparent suicide'. Listen to hear what Paul is convinced is the truth behind the mystery of her tragic death.

Life tips abound as Natalie and her very French friend, Ted speaker and happiness expert, Arnaud Collery have an invaluable conversation for anyone who feels they may have not tapped into their full potential in life! Arnaud has traveled thirty countries and now coaches people globally in the art of being happy. This episode features easy to understand and realistically doable actions you can take in your life to achieve change.

Natalie unleashes unfiltered stream of consciousness into the mic to share personal experiences with depression, and what it means to be an artist. She ponders why stand-up comedy specials fill her with guilt, and whether or not she's written a sh*tty poem.

Mind-bending episode with John K Webster of the documentary Strawman: Nature of the Cage. John dissects our legal and monetary system and shares startling insights into law and the legal system, dealing with debt and the role of police. This brain bonanza of juicy topics includes DMT, marijuana, parallel universes, conspiracy theories, the Mandela effect, the double-slit experiment, hypnogogic states, lucid dreaming and more!

Can your phone make you sick? Is the answer being hidden from us? Are kids the most at risk group? Or bees! Filmmaker James Russell of the startling documentary Resonance: Beings of Frequency discusses the mind-boggling way cell phones are tested for safety. Amidst his shocking findings about cellular technology, James explores autism, children, the catastrophic risks facing bees and the connection between cell phones and cancer.

Author and expert Maria Wheatley joins Natalie to discuss ley lines, acoustic levitation, standing stone circles like Avebury and Stonehenge and the hidden knowledge rediscovered in the 80's. Could our ancestors hear the stones? How did they move them and was their sound used for healing? If you want to understand how our ancient ancestors understood the metaphysical and physical properties of pyramids and stone circles, enjoy!

It's Natalie's first solo episode! She tackles how to tune into your Higher self, Mindfulness, coping with crisis, Cymatics, Quantum Physics, her NDE, the Nature of Reality, how we all live unquestionably with a label - and her man-jacket.

Back by popular demand, it's spiritual VIP and chairman of Aura-Soma, Mike Booth! Mike opens up about his Near Death Experience, gives his opinion on Natalie's NDE, including the lattice of energy grids she saw, so if you're a fan of Philip K Dick and the Matrix, some of this may already sound familiar! Mike shares insights into the Kaballah, Maya, Tesla, the Galactic Doorway of 2012, and what Vicky Wall had to say about God.

Host of the top rated podcast The Unexplained with Howard Hughes, today's guest became one of the most recognizable voices in British radio. Howard talks podcasting gear, paranormal experiences, and topics range from David Icke, Uri Geller, Art Bell, and the Paul McCartney conspiracy to the evolution of accents in broadcasting, the hard knocks of entertainment and whether or not Howard, the consummate radio pro, is able to swear?

Part II of this mind-bending chat with Anthony Peake, explorer of consciousness and author of the book Opening the Doors of Perception. We delve into Tesla territory as we look at how the brain creates electricity, the significance of the pineal gland and Tony's experience with the Lucia light machine. We find out Natalie's theory on how we can see the future and learn what she believes could be the unlock code to consciousness!!

It's a consciousness bonanza in Part 1 of this action packed session with Anthony Peake, author of the brand new book Opening the Doors of Perception. This mind-bending episode asks profound questions like where is consciousness, is everything an illusion, and could we simply be brains living in a vat? Topics include schizophrenia, hallucinations, UFOs, entheogens like DMT, and more! Time to break on through to the other side!

Aura-Soma's self selective healing therapy involves choosing 4 out of the 115 Equilibrium bottles currently available. The bottles are believed to illuminate many aspects of your life including your purpose and greatest gifts. Bring your open mind as Natalie gets emotional with Aura-Soma CEO Shaun Sargent in this philosophical discussion of how we should live our lives, what is happiness, and the frequency that fights depression!

Natalie shares her experience with BREXIT, then it's spontaneous discussion of the philosophical kind as author Crichton Miller asks deep questions like, is the internet our new God? What is the pursuit of happiness, and does the Bible speak of UFO's? Is our financial world merely an algorithm, and if we had global warming 12000 years ago, how do we survive future floods? It's Stonehenge, bees, consciousness, and much, more!

Author Crichton Miller's research indicates that the Celtic Cross and Crusifix were tools of navigation. In Part II of this conspiracy theorist's wet dream he goes deeper, from ancient pyramids and the 2012 Mayan Prophecy to Freemasons and secret societies. Crichton defines consciousness vs. materialism as he and Natalie explore the nature of time and reality. Is time God? What is DNA? And are we celebrating Xmas on the wrong day!

Part 1 of a 2 part episode on hidden knowledge with Crichton Miller who puts forth staggering information from the origins of money, religion and even the Crucifix to how the Pyramids, Freemasons and the Knights Templar may have hidden the secrets of Time all around us. The former RAF military air traffic controller discusses UFO's, the Egyptians and ancient beings, banks, secrets inside an apple, and the question: Is Time God?

Are aliens trying to heal us? In Part II of this out of this world story, scientist Pier Rubesa details his near death experience and extraordinary encounter with what he believes was an extraterrestrial being! A being that gave Pier scientific information which has now fueled his inventions! In this incredible account Pier also describes the physical evidence, his Octastone, that was given to him and how it is not of this Earth!

Electronic musician turned scientist Pier Rubesa had a near death experience followed by an extraterrestrial encounter that led to scientific downloads which fueled his inventions, including the Bioscope which shows awareness in plants, and AudioVitality system which heals people with sound. We learn of structured or Vortex water, the rainbow body, subtle energies and the disturbing reason the Exorcist soundtrack was so scary!

Mike Booth is the revered Chairman of Aura-Soma, a line of therapy products created by Vicky Wall that contain the energies of crystals, plants and color. Mike details the incredible story of Aura-Soma and the transcendent experience in Scotland that paved the way for his current role in healing the planet using Biodynamic Farming. They also discuss the creative process, depression, and how George Bush almost crushed the company.

Natalie joins sound scientist and cymatics pioneer John Stuart Reid in his Cymascope lab for some mind-blowing info that takes us from decoding dolphins and the Nazi 432 conspiracy to the Da Vinci Code and sound healing! Discover how walking by the sea heals you, how we're like astronauts, how thoughts influence our body and hear John's theory on the possible origins of hieroglyphics and whether the Egyptians were high tech!

It's mischief and mediums as Paul Davids talks about what he believes to be evidence of life after death. Paul shares information that he feels proves that he was contacted from beyond the grave by his mentor and friend Forry Ackerman, a lifelong atheist. Paul's brand new book, An Atheist in Heaven, has hefty scientific support, including co-author Dr. Gary E. Schwartz, a Ph.D. from Harvard who was a tenured Professor at Yale.

It's part two of Natalie's London interview with author and researcher James Swagger and in this episode we leave Megalithic stones to now unravel the mysteries of Chinese astrology, sacred numbers, the secrets behind Nikola Tesla's obsession with 3-6-9 and scalar energy and why 432 is such a significant number in the Universe. More quantum physics and those naughty electrons, and Natalie's philosophy on life in a quantum world.

Megalithic rock expert and popular YouTube host James Swagger delves into the mystery of the giant ancient stones found around the world. Get your fix of pyramids, constellations, and lost civilizations as James cracks open the mystery of the stones with art, astronomy, and ancient technology. Could Stonehenge have induced altered states with acoustics? Are alien beings responsible, and is our own civilization actually dumb?

Natalie's quest to research her 2012 experience continues with sound healer Tony Nec. It's mind over matter as Tony explains how to access the quantum field not only to heal, but heal at a distance! He demonstrates how your voice can heal, along with tuning forks and crystal singing bowls. They explore Fabien Maman's work in curing cancer with sound, along with Nikola Tesla's scalar energy and how emotions are mathematical!

Secure your mind, it's gonna be a wild ride in Part II of the mind-blowing interview with Anthony Peake, expert on Near Death Experiences and researcher into the fringe areas of consciousness! We delve deeper into the Matrix to explore other dimensions, DMT and the pineal gland. Learn how to tell if you're Lucid Dreaming, whether or not there are trillions of you, and whether we could be living in a computer simulation!

Is everything an illusion? Natalie hits mecca in her quest to unearth the mystery of her 2012 experience with author and expert on Near Death Experiences, Anthony Peake, who has startling revelations to support the burgeoning theory that we are living in a Holographic Universe. He covers topics including DMT, the nature of time, reality, Alzheimers and more as he shatters everything we thought we knew about life and the Universe.

The work of author and researcher Lynne McTaggart has been described as ‘a bridge between science and spirituality'. Her best selling books include The Bond, The Intention Experiment and The Field: The Quest for the Secret Force of the Universe. Lynne talks with Natalie about being plagiarized, her magazine ‘What Doctors Don't Tell You', and the CDC employee who blew the whistle on vaccines, autism and Big Pharma.

Karen Rontowski has performed her stand-up comedy around the world, appeared on Comedy Central and The Late Show with David Letterman. She also knows a heck of a lot about ghosts! Natalie goes to Karen's home in Los Angeles to hear just what the paranormal professional has to say about how spirits work, how they came to be called ‘spirits', how to protect yourself, and just what it's like being a ghostbuster!

Canadian comedian Mae Martin opens up about, well, everything! From why she was banned from Second City to her bleakest comedy show in Edinburgh, her stint in rehab, making her Dad cry, whether there are downsides to having a fluid sexual orientation and why she risked everything for comedy. The conversation also explores whether performing comedy is an addiction, the science of cymatics and just what is going on with gender.

1992's iconic music hit I'm Too Sexy made instant stars of brothers Fred and Richard Fairbrass, better known as Right Said Fred. From Clapham, London, they speak candidly with Natalie about drugs and fame, 9/11 conspiracy, the UK's sex scandals, and what Mick Jagger told them that warmed their hearts. They also explore who they feel is the greatest pop singer of all time and the role of a producer in making great music.

Time for Part II of the Ultimate Hardcore Writers series where we talk with Andrew Ellard, the man who helps wrangle the genius creators behind shows like Red Dwarf, The IT Crowd, Miranda and more. Andrew discusses what you really need to know before you write your show, explores just how many rewrites are normal, tells us the ultimate way to test your writing, and answers that burning question: do we need to know latin?

Does the thought of writing for Red Dwarf and The IT Crowd make your heart skip a beat? If so, join Natalie and British writer Andrew Ellard as he breaks down his job helping iconic talents like Graham Linehan, Doug Naylor and Miranda Hart stretch their genius that little bit further. He dissects TV writing in the UK versus the US, airs his beefs with religion, and reveals how his horror screenplay Afterdeath came to be produced.

Paul Davids, producer of the cult movie Roswell, gives details of his encounter with what he believes to have been a UFO, an experience that plunged him into research that soon led him to the alleged crash of an alien craft in Roswell, New Mexico in 1947 and the belief by many that an alien being was inside the mysterious craft. Paul discusses The Disclosure Project, his relationship with Bill Clinton, and the former President's stance on UFOs.

Natalie goes to the home of legendary British entertainer Des O'Connor, whose showbiz career spans over sixty years, to discuss his life thus far including his record breaking number of shows at The London Palladium and nearly twenty-six years hosting his iconic and star studded TV show, Des O'Connor Tonight. Des talks about his worst comedy experience, the infamous Morecambe & Wise taunts, and how his outlook on life keeps him young at heart.

Author and Ayahuasca expert Mark Flaherty takes us through his life-changing experience in Peru with Blue Morpho, the company that works with the shamanic brew. Mark recounts his healing journey, as well as Ayahuasca's impact on everything from depression to cancer. The episode also explores the profound message Natalie received in 2012, Everything is an Illusion, a concept spoken of by authors including Eckhart Tolle and David Icke.

Scottish actress Morag Siller takes us backstage at the Barbican where she stars with Benedict Cumberbatch in Hamlet, the fastest selling show in London theatre history! We learn what it's like working with a giant star, what happens after shows, and how they learn all those lines! Also, the price of fame, the role of publicity, Natalie's horrific celebrity encounter, and an inspirational tale not to be missed.

Want the inside scoop on a career in magic? Brilliant magician and comedian Dana Daniels takes us from The Magic Castle in Hollywood to stages around the world as we look inside the top hat and learn about everything magical including the man who broke the magician's code, working with birds, and of course the rockstar of magic, David Copperfield, as well as comedy tales involving Gary Shandling, Alex Trebec and more. Open Sesame!

  Fabiana Udenio starred in the original Austin Powers movie as the infamous Alotta Fagina opposite Mike Myers. She also rose to fame in the iconic teen movie Summer School and just about every sitcom you can think of. In this episode Fabiana details the difference between working on films versus sitcoms, the auditioning process, being directed by Carl Reiner, what makes a director legendary, all amidst the fun of friendship.

With a career spanning over 40 years, Leszek Burzynski has precious wisdom to share. Beginning with his time working on iconic comedy shows of the BBC, his story has a cast that includes people like Harold Pinter, Michael Palin, Martin Sheen, Mike Leigh and even a guest cameo by Elton John. Leszek details the plight of the independent filmmaker, the moments that make movies work and why directing actors is a nightmare.

David Sobolov is fast becoming one of the top voiceover names in the industry with over 100 credits in films, animation and video games. We get the lowdown on how many pages of script are in video games, acting in Klingon, and just who steps in for JJ Abrams on the set of Star Trek! The Guardians of the Galaxy star discusses his emotional techniques, his studies with Sanford Meisner, and the pitfalls of fame for both child actors and their parents.

Viral YouTube star Amy Walker of 21 Accents fame reveals how your voice can stand in your way, how to change it, and how to be authentic in any accent. Amy shares how meditation helps her stay sane in showbiz. It's Science meets Spirituality as the girls discover a common passion of quantum physics and explore the concept of the Holographic Universe, all presented through the magical morphing dialects of Amy Walker!

Kevin Sorbo speaks his mind as he gets real on acting, politics, the state of independent film and the real Donald Trump. The world knows Kevin as Hercules, at one point the most popular TV show on the planet, but what happened after he almost lost his life and then rebounded into Andromeda and over fifty movies!? Kevin clues us in on Method vs. Meisner and enlists Natalie's help and they hatch a plan to save America!