Trent Loos Podcast

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FOOD SECURITY CRISIS AND THE COLLAPSE OF AMERICA'S SYSTEMS On this powerful episode of Rural Route, Trent Loos welcomes JC Cole for a hard-hitting conversation that connects history, agriculture, and the future of America. JC reflects on his time at Lehigh University and sounds the alarm on what he sees as the rapid transformation of higher education and the cultural direction of the nation. Rather than dwelling on problems, he pushes for bold, practical solutions to confront what he calls a growing societal collapse. The discussion turns global as Trent and JC expose how U.S. regulations are crushing farmers and driving up fuel costs worldwide. Real-world examples, like ranchers being forced to drastically cut cattle numbers, highlight the devastating impact on food production and rural livelihoods. From there, the conversation dives into history—examining everything from World War I to the fall of empires—drawing clear parallels to modern America. JC connects today's rising taxes and government overreach to the same warning signs seen in the collapse of ancient Rome, while Trent shares firsthand examples of financial pressure hitting farmers today. The episode builds urgency around one critical issue: food security. Both hosts warn that America's supply chain is fragile and argue that rebuilding local food systems is the only path forward. They stress the importance of producing food close to home, strengthening communities, and preparing for economic uncertainty, including potential shifts away from the U.S. dollar. Packed with bold insights, historical warnings, and real-world solutions, this episode is a wake-up call about the future of agriculture, freedom, and survival in a rapidly changing world.

REBUILDING AGRICULTURE WITH RECYCLED INNOVATION AND RELENTLESS DETERMINATION On this hard-hitting episode of Rural Route, Trent Loos welcomes Avery Zahn, founder of Zahntech, for a powerful conversation about innovation, independence, and the uphill battle facing American entrepreneurs. Zahn breaks down his groundbreaking work turning 100% recycled waste—plastics, tires, and even carpet—into durable fence posts built for real-world ranch use. With production speeds slashed from 14 minutes to just 6, this is the kind of efficiency that could reshape agriculture. But the story doesn't stop at innovation. Zahn exposes the frustrating reality of trying to grow a business that actually helps the environment. After years of chasing support from South Dakota's economic development agencies, he reveals how his project—capable of cutting landfill waste by up to 99%—was repeatedly rejected. Instead of backing down, Zahn chose to move forward without government funding, refusing to sacrifice control or integrity. This episode delivers a bold look at American grit, the fight for rural innovation, and the real cost of doing things the right way in today's system.RURAL ROUTE13 SeasonsPlayingAPRIL 20262026-04-17 RURAL ROUTEEpisode 12026-04-16 RURAL ROUTEEpisode 22026-04-15 RURAL ROUTEEpisode 32026-04-14 RURAL ROUTEEpisode 42026-04-13 RURAL ROUTEEpisode 52026-04-10 RURAL ROUTEEpisode 62026-04-09 RURAL ROUTEEpisode 72026-04-08 RURAL ROUTEEpisode 82026-04-07 RURAL ROUTEEpisode 92026-04-06 RURAL ROUTEEpisode 102026-04-03 RURAL ROUTEEpisode 112026-04-01 RURAL ROUTEEpisode 12

RURAL ROUTE: BIG TECH, BIG AG, AND THE BATTLE FOR AMERICA'S FUTURE On Rural Route, Trent Loos is joined by Jay Truitt for a hard-hitting conversation that exposes major shifts shaping agriculture, media, and the global economy. The episode dives into the alarming reality of shrinking attention spans, where even powerful messages are reduced to seconds as short-form content dominates. Trent warns this trend is weakening meaningful conversations around public policy, faith, and the future of rural America. The discussion then turns to a shocking blow to the beef industry—the closure of an Idaho processing plant that once handled 500 head per day, leaving workers jobless and eliminating critical local competition. Jay breaks down the crushing financial barriers facing smaller operations, including massive compliance costs and complex regulations that favor large corporations. Trent and Jay also tackle the battle between traditional cattle production and lab-grown protein, questioning whether investments by companies like Cargill and Tyson Foods signal innovation—or a dangerous shift away from real food production. Concerns grow deeper as they examine ties between major corporations and the World Economic Forum, raising serious questions about control, debt, and the future of independent producers. The conversation expands into the explosive rise of AI-driven data centers, revealing how these massive projects are reshaping communities, economies, and land use across America. From Abilene's transformation into a tech hub to concerns about timing and leadership in Washington, this episode delivers a powerful, unfiltered look at the forces redefining rural life and national priorities.

RURAL ROUTERURAL ROUTE: GOVERNMENT CONTROL, FOOD POWER, AND THE FIGHT FOR RANCHING FREEDOM On this hard-hitting episode of Rural Route, Trent Loos dives deep into the powerful forces reshaping agriculture, land ownership, and the future of food. Using the story of the Hercules Buggy Company, Trent lays out a striking example of how industries evolve—and how today's changes may be even more disruptive than anything seen before. The conversation quickly turns to growing frustration with the Bureau of Land Management, as ranchers push back against policies they believe threaten their livelihoods. Hank Logler shares firsthand experiences battling federal regulations, calling out long-standing legal issues, restrictive grazing permits, and what many see as a clear anti-agriculture agenda. 

STANDING FIRM IN TRUTH: FAITH, SCRIPTURE, AND THE FIGHT FOR A BIBLICAL WORLDVIEW - In this powerful episode of Wing & A Prayer, Pastor Jeff Weiss, Trent Loos, and Luke Tibor take a bold stand on why a strong biblical worldview is essential in today's culture. They challenge viewers to apply Scripture consistently in everyday decisions and warn against the growing influence of secular thinking.

RURAL ROUTESOUTH DAKOTA SHOWDOWN: CAMPAIGN BATTLES, TAX REFORM, AND RISING CONCERNS - This episode of Rural Route delivers a hard-hitting look at the political and economic battles shaping South Dakota as Trent Loos welcomes congressional candidate James Bialata. With over 2,000 signatures secured, Bialata is charging forward in his campaign, taking direct aim at rising crime, voter integrity concerns, and what he calls a broken system of accountability. He shares powerful moments from the campaign trail, including conversations with voters frustrated over taxes, corruption, and government overreach.

RURAL ROUTEFAMILY, FAITH, AND THE FUTURE OF AGRICULTURE On this powerful episode of Rural Route, Melisa Hart joins Trent Loos for a hard-hitting and heartfelt conversation about the values shaping rural America. Melisa shares a vivid picture of watching her grandchildren learn through simple, hands-on experiences—digging in dirt, exploring the outdoors, and growing through unstructured time. Together, they highlight a growing crisis in America: families spread too far apart. 

2026-04-08 RURAL ROUTEAMERICA UNDER PRESSURE: AGRICULTURE, SECURITY, AND THE FIGHT FOR SURVIVAL In this hard-hitting episode of Rural Route, Trent Loos sits down with JC Cole to tackle explosive issues impacting agriculture, national security, and America's future. The conversation kicks off with a surprising look at a Bureau of Land Management donkey offer and cutting-edge agricultural research, including claims that sauerkraut juice could help break down glyphosate and boost dairy production—raising serious questions about food safety and innovation.

#Nebraska 2 Minute Warning yet another day of "compromise" and "pressure" in the State Capitol as Sen Jacobson is exposed and Senator Conrad is a Representative of the 2nd House. "Why are we taking the Public out of Public Policy?

BEEF, POLITICS, AND POWER: A HARD LOOK AT RURAL AMERICA On this high-impact episode of Rural Route, Trent Loos is joined by Texas rancher Jay Triott for a wide-ranging and eye-opening conversation that connects rural life, food security, and political power. The discussion kicks off with real-world stories from the land—wildlife encounters with armadillos, skunks, and other invasive species—highlighting how changing environments are affecting rural America.

FEDERAL LAND BATTLES AND RANCHING REALITIES IN THE WEST In this hard-hitting episode of Rural Route, Trent Loos is joined by Nevada rancher Hank Vogler to expose major concerns surrounding federal land control, livestock policies, and the future of American agriculture. The conversation dives straight into the Bureau of Land Management's burro roundup in Nevada, where Hank questions the real purpose behind removing these animals and challenges whether the government's actions truly solve overgrazing issues—or create new problems.

Fellow Believers Pastor Jeff Weiss, Luke Tibor, Trent Loos welcome Gary Dunker where we set the course by letting people know that N in Nebraska stands for Knowledge.

In excess of 1 million acres has now burned in Nebraska. The great news is thanks to the efforts of EVERYONE as of April 2, 2026 all 6 major fires in Nebraska are considered 100% contained.

The Nebraska 3rd Congressional District needs a change a bad way. Mark Liewer from Holt County and a 22 year Army Veteran shares his views on David Huebner being the person to protect our states Citizens from Federal Overreach. David spent 13 years Border Patrol and now is home in North Platte to represent us.davidphuebner.com

The North Dakota GOP Endorsing Convention has a turn about and the People finally get a victory. Angel Cushing has dug into the details behind the PFAS Chemicals and spreading of human poop on farmland.

Everything today seems to be a symbol for something. The speaking from a balcony, the gold Fendt tractor even the voting by mail when Trump says we should not. If you do not see that in your face American's approach he is following today. You simply are not paying attention or don't want to. He simply thinks he is above us peasants.

WASHINGTON'S DISCONNECT: POLITICS, AI, AND THE FIGHT FOR REAL VOICES In this powerful episode of Rural Route, Trent Loos is joined by Jay Truitt from Texas for a hard-hitting conversation on the growing divide between Washington D.C. and everyday Americans. Jay pulls back the curtain on a political culture that has become increasingly hostile, where real relationships are fading and remote work is replacing face-to-face collaboration. 

RANCHING, REGULATION, AND THE FIGHT TO PRESERVE A WAY OF LIFE In this powerful episode of Rural Route, Trent Loos sits down with Nevada rancher Hank Vogler for a hard-hitting conversation that exposes the deep-rooted challenges facing American agriculture. Hank shares the gripping history of his family's immigration from Germany in the late 1800s, revealing stories of risk, survival, and the pursuit of opportunity that helped shape the American West. The discussion then shifts to the brutal realities of ranching, including the devastating impact of the 1934 drought and the long-term consequences of the Taylor Grazing Act.

The Circle L Ranch was created in 1963 by Cody Loomis father. When I ask him how they will build back after 63 years he said "We will just have to build it back better."

FAITH IN THE FIRE: A BOLD LOOK AT SCRIPTURE, CRISIS, AND TRUTH In this powerful episode of Wing & A Prayer, the conversation dives deep into real-world struggles and biblical truth, starting with the devastating wildfires across Nebraska that have burned over a million acres. The hosts reflect on how moments of crisis expose human vulnerability and drive people back to faith, prayer, and dependence on God. From there, the discussion shifts into a bold and thought-provoking exploration of Scripture—challenging listeners to move beyond surface-level understanding and truly grasp the full context of the Bible. The group tackles major theological issues, including the connection between the Old and New Testaments, the dangers of misinterpreting Scripture for political or personal agendas, and the lasting impact of religious traditions that may stray from biblical truth. They unpack powerful passages, including teachings about the Pharisees, prophecy, and God's timing, emphasizing that faith requires action, not just belief. This episode calls viewers to reject complacency, seek truth, and build a deeper, personal relationship with Jesus grounded in Scripture—not tradition.WING AND A PRAYER23 SeasonsPlayingMARCH 20262026-03-29 WING AND A PRAYEREpisode 12026-03-22 WING AND A PRAYEREpisode 22026-03-08 WING AND A PRAYEREpisode 32026-03-01 WING AND A PRAYEREpisode 4

NEBRASKA WILDFIRE CRISIS EXPOSES RURAL STRUGGLES AND SYSTEM FAILURES In this urgent and eye-opening episode of Rural Route, Trent Loos sits down with Morrill County Commissioner Jeff Metz to expose the devastating reality of the Nebraska Sandhills wildfire disaster. What began as a fast-moving blaze quickly turned catastrophic—ripping across more than 70 miles in just 15 hours and scorching nearly one million acres. 

Two families lost their homes in Ashby on Friday. We have much rebuilding that needs to be done. All Nebraska fires have claimed well beyong 1 million acres.

The Santomaso family that own Sterling Livestock Commission Company have just organized the 6th Annual Meat In Day and it has become a premier community event. 3000 people join and celebrate life.

ENERGY, FOOD SECURITY, AND THE FRAGILE GLOBAL SYSTEM EXPOSED In this hard-hitting episode of Rural Route, Trent Loos welcomes JC Cole for a wide-ranging and urgent conversation that dives deep into energy, food security, and the fragile state of today's global systems. 

RURAL STRENGTH AND NATIONAL STAKES: FIRES, FUNDING, AND ELECTION INTEGRITY In this powerful episode of Rural Route, Trent Loos is joined by Jay Truitt from Texas for a hard-hitting conversation on the strength of rural America and the real challenges facing it today. The discussion opens with a standout example of rural generosity, as Trent shares how a Colorado community came together to raise over $1 million for local charities. Jay makes it clear—while cities may have more money, rural communities bring unmatched participation, sacrifice, and boots-on-the-ground leadership that keeps America strong. 

Note I incorrectly stated $50,000 in my piece. Do we need an investigation?

HANK VOGLER SOUNDS THE ALARM ON LAND, FOOD, AND GOVERNMENT CONTROL In this hard-hitting episode of Rural Route, Trent Loos welcomes Nevada rancher Hank Vogler for a bold and eye-opening conversation that cuts straight to the heart of America's biggest rural battles. Broadcasting in the shadow of controversy, Hank addresses his ongoing legal fight while still stepping up to speak out on the issues that matter most. The two break down the massive turnout at the Meat-In Day event in Colorado.

The state of Nebraska has a statute that requires each county to have a Veterans Service Officer and this Old Marine has dedicated his life to assisting others in providing needed services through the Veterans Administration.

THE WAR ON AMERICAN HONEY: IMPORTS, ADULTERATION, AND INDUSTRY COLLAPSE This eye-opening episode of Rural Route delivers a hard-hitting look at the crisis threatening America's honey industry. Broadcasting from Texas, Dusty Backer of Oliver County, North Dakota joins Trent Loos to expose a broken system where foreign honey dominates the market—flooding the U.S. with up to 500 million pounds annually while American producers struggle to sell just a fraction of that.

RISING COSTS, ENERGY CRISIS, AND GLOBAL INSTABILITY SHAKE AMERICA On this hard-hitting episode of Rural Route, Trent Loos welcomes JC Cole from New Jersey for a powerful and eye-opening conversation on the biggest threats facing America today.

Fellow Believers Pastor Jeff Weiss, Luke Tibor, Trent Loos welcome JR Burdick a farmer and man of God from Missouri. He leads the discussion as a direct result of his son getting married recently.

DIESEL REGULATIONS, FARM DATA CONTROL, AND THE BATTLE FOR AGRICULTURE On this hard-hitting episode of Rural Route, Trent Loos sits down with Kevin Keeney from Nebraska, and later welcomes Jay Truitt from Texas, for a powerful discussion about the mounting pressures facing American agriculture. The conversation begins with a deep dive into ultra-low sulfur diesel regulations and how new fuel standards—especially in places like Australia—could create major global supply challenges. 

Hank brings a tremendous experiences of a lifetime into how it shapes our lives going forward. How can anyone speak in so many accurate dilects in one conversation?

Fellow Believers Pastor Jeff Weiss, Luke Tibor and Trent Loos bring the issues of the day in our Biblical world.

Wildfires are also out of control in South Dakota and Kansas at this time.

RURAL COMMUNITIES PUSH BACK AGAINST AI DATA CENTER POWER GRAB On this episode of Rural Route, Trent Loos is joined by North Dakota radio host Daryl Lies for a hard-hitting conversation about weather challenges, rural resilience, and growing concerns over powerful outside interests targeting rural America. The two begin by discussing recent storms and devastating fires in Nebraska, along with the controversy surrounding prescribed burns on government land. Their conversation quickly shifts to the growing frustration many Americans feel about political accountability and the role of federal incentives in driving policies that can harm local communities. The discussion then turns to agriculture and livestock markets. Daryl shares updates on an upcoming multi-species livestock sale featuring pigs, lambs, goats, and rabbits. He highlights the surprising resurgence of rabbit showing and the rising demand for meat rabbits. Both hosts note that despite the growth of online markets, many producers and buyers are returning to in-person livestock sales, valuing the ability to evaluate animals firsthand and reconnect with the social traditions that have long defined rural agriculture. A major portion of the episode focuses on a controversial proposal to build a massive AI data center in Oliver County, North Dakota. The project, presented by Applied Digital, has raised serious concerns among local residents. With energy demands estimated between 430 and 530 megawatts—possibly even reaching a full gigawatt—questions remain about how such a facility would impact local infrastructure and nearby homes. Trent and Daryl argue that rural communities must stay alert and demand transparency, warning that large development projects often come with hidden subsidies, outside control, and long-term consequences for local residents. Throughout the episode, the hosts encourage listeners to think critically, research the facts, and stand up for their communities when powerful interests attempt to reshape rural America without local input.

Gary Aksamit grew up in Nebraska in the 80's. Still today the effects of the effect of farmers in the 80's lives large in his heart. We are being played and transparency is the only cure, but who really wants it?

AI DATA CENTERS, EMP THREATS, AND THE FIGHT FOR AMERICA'S FOOD SECURITY On this powerful episode of Rural Route, Trent Loos welcomes JC Cole from New Jersey for a hard-hitting conversation about the risks facing America's infrastructure, agriculture, and food supply. The discussion begins with growing concerns about the rapid construction of massive AI data centers across the United States. Trent questions the wisdom of building these energy-hungry facilities in regions like the Northern Great Plains and the Colorado River Basin, where water and power are already under pressure. The conversation then turns to the serious threat of an electromagnetic pulse (EMP) and how vulnerable the nation's electrical grid could be. JC explains that while AI data centers could be shielded with protective Faraday cages, the real danger lies in the unprotected grid. With many transformers now manufactured overseas and few replacements available, a major grid failure could create catastrophic consequences across the country. Trent stresses that the United States must prioritize protecting critical infrastructure before disaster strikes. Trent and JC also examine the future of American agriculture and the growing trend of wealthy investors buying farmland as a financial asset rather than producing food. The pair warn that true food security depends on strong, productive farms and local food systems. JC introduces the idea of the “American Titanic Syndrome,” suggesting that many Americans believe we can not sink.

FARM BILL BATTLES, BEEF SUPPLY SHOCKS, AND THE RURAL PENSION CRISIS On this episode of Rural Route, host Trent Loos is joined by Jay Truitt from Texas for a powerful discussion covering the biggest political and economic issues impacting agriculture and rural America. The conversation begins with the massive Farm Bill, a nearly 1,000-page piece of legislation that could shape the future of farming, ranching, and food production. Trent and Jay also examine renewed tariff policies and what they mean for American producers competing in global markets. The discussion then turns to the cattle industry after the closure of the JBS meatpacking plant in Greeley, Colorado. Trent and Jay explain how the shutdown could disrupt cattle supply chains, increase transportation costs, and shift regional cattle prices. While some producers may face short-term challenges, the industry has been preparing for the change and may adapt through new logistics and market adjustments. The conversation expands into broader concerns about government policy and economic sustainability. Jay raises serious warnings about the looming pension crisis facing public education systems across several states. Massive pension obligations, unrealistic investment expectations, and rapidly growing administrative costs could put teacher retirement systems—and rural school districts—on a dangerous financial path. Trent and Jay also analyze the role of major financial firms like BlackRock in managing retirement assets, discuss political maneuvering around Senate appointments in Oklahoma, and examine leadership changes within Texas agriculture. They close with a critical look at animal welfare policies in the Farm Bill, the controversial Save Our Bacon Act, and how environmental regulations and regenerative agriculture debates continue to reshape the future of American farming.

USDA POLICIES UNDER FIRE: FARMERS QUESTION WHO WASHINGTON REALLY SERVES - On this episode of Trent on the Loos, Trent Loos sits down with James Doran, owner of BrookHill Angus in Kentucky, for a powerful conversation about the growing concerns many farmers and ranchers have with federal oversight of agriculture. Doran shares firsthand insight into how policies from the U.S. Department of Agriculture can sometimes create more obstacles than solutions for the people who produce America's food. Trent and James examine the widening disconnect between government agencies and the realities of life on the ranch. They discuss how regulatory decisions, bureaucratic pressure, and shifting policy priorities may not always reflect the needs of family farmers, cattle producers, and rural communities. The discussion raises serious questions about transparency, accountability, and whether current agricultural policy truly protects independent producers or puts them at greater risk. With straight talk from the front lines of American agriculture, this episode highlights the importance of protecting ranchers, strengthening the beef industry, and ensuring that those who grow the nation's food have a voice in the decisions that affect their livelihoods.

Government has always manufactured problems with the their solution to be end indedpendent grazing. Five or six agencies are currently coming after Hank and all of the others who sit on the N4 Grazing Board.

On this episode of Rural Route, host Trent Loos is joined by Dr. Fred Madsen from Illinois for a powerful conversation about the hidden environmental and health concerns surrounding the rapid expansion of AI data centers. Trent and Dr. Madsen raise serious questions about emissions, low-frequency sound waves, and other disturbances that may impact livestock, wildlife, and human health. Trent points to troubling cases, including livestock issues linked to low-frequency vibrations near energy infrastructure, warning that these emerging technologies may be creating unintended consequences for rural communities. The discussion also dives deep into the impact of electricity and electromagnetic activity on animal health. Dr. Madsen explains how stray voltage has been connected to dairy cow health problems like mastitis and explores his research on electron flow within the body and how it relates to life and biological function. Trent adds examples from agriculture, including a Kansas rancher using stray voltage to power electric fencing, and raises concerns about frequency-based tracking devices placed on livestock. The conversation then turns to the massive resource demands of AI data centers, including water use. Trent notes that a large portion of these facilities are located in the Colorado River Basin, a region already facing severe water shortages, and mentions discussions of a proposed moratorium on new data centers in North Dakota. Dr. Madsen also shares insights from decades of dairy research, including how producers manage heat stress in cattle in warmer states like Florida and Arizona. Finally, the episode explores the growing importance of personalized nutrition. Dr. Madsen explains how mitochondrial haplotypes and generational biology influence how individuals process food, challenging the idea that a single diet works for everyone. The discussion highlights how understanding genetics, environment, and nutrition can lead to better health outcomes for both people and livestock.

Fellow Believers Pastor Jeff Weiss, Luke Tibor and Trent Loos

TENNESSEE WATER WARS: DUCK RIVER PIPELINE SPARKS BATTLE OVER DEVELOPMENT AND LOCAL CONTROL On this episode of Rural Route, Trent Loos welcomes Dustin Kittle from central Tennessee for a powerful discussion about water rights, reckless development, and the growing fight for local control. Dustin breaks down the controversial $520 million Columbia water pipeline project that would pull 32 million gallons of water per day from the Duck River—one of the most biologically diverse rivers in America. He warns that the project is being pushed to support rapid development while ignoring serious environmental risks and the long-term needs of local communities. The conversation exposes major concerns about transparency and accountability after Columbia Power and Water customers were hit with a shocking 150% water bill increase without warning. Dustin and Trent also examine growing tensions at city council meetings where citizens are being limited to short speaking times—even when massive infrastructure decisions are on the line—raising serious First Amendment concerns. Trent and Dustin dig deeper into the broader issue of water scarcity, warning that water could soon become more valuable than oil. They argue that agriculture and food production must be protected from industrial expansion that threatens water supplies and rural communities. The Duck River, which serves more than 250,000 people, is already considered one of the most endangered rivers in the country due to overdevelopment and infrastructure strain. The discussion also shifts to national agriculture policy, including concerns about a $700 million regenerative agriculture fund and the role of global fertilizer giant Nutrien. Trent raises alarm over the lack of farmer representation in government decisions and the growing financial pressure forcing many farmers out of business. The episode concludes with a hard look at crop protection challenges, herbicide controversies, and the urgent need to defend farmers' ability to produce food while holding corporations accountable.

Have you stop to think about how the unelected bureaucrats continue to enacts rules and regulations with accompanying fines. Who granted them the authority to do such a thing and why do we sit back and let it happen?

The uncontrolled Nature of Mother to Iran and how all military Veterans hold severe negative sentiments against Iran. South Dakota has voted to not give the voters a question about altering the SD State Constitution on Property Rights.

If you want to talk about LawFare then there is no person or outfit in the entire country that has more government agencies targeting him. He has earned the right to take care of his livestock and be left alone.

Fellow Believer Pastor Jeff Weiss, Luke Tibor, Trent Loos welcome Pastor Jon Brueggemann from Thayer County, NE.

This Trent on the Loos explains a tremendous amount about the origins of DEI. Who knew it dates back to the Clinton Era and the mid 1990's.

Lauren Nelson is in here second year as a Senator representing SE SD. To be honest after ever conversation with Lauren Nelson it motivates me to be a better person. She is litterally a role model listen and you will understand.